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Fresh update on "shea" discussed on JOHN16AND12.COM

JOHN16AND12.COM

05:13 min | 3 hrs ago

Fresh update on "shea" discussed on JOHN16AND12.COM

"The when we go in into the tunnel okay. There was a it's calm of bryant wide light and the and they're in the light it was a available it was available there so this old man he took away the the way Like the curtain like a white curtain. He took that away. So i could come in and the when he took away this veil it was led. Good too cautious now. Took courses is a blue green makes caller and the it was shining on the floor and the alumni look up Of the look down on the floor the on the colour. When i look up there was a to coach lie that was formed. Like yuma like a man. The light was like a human and the form was like a woman in the form. But i didn't. There was not the person in in the light. It was made that the light was formed as a woman. And i asked her who she was and she say they cicis assay the as its various metastatic. Things it's hard to understand. But one day i may be disturned it really. She said that i am his tuesday. That is the same as god. He say that. I and She say that. I am and that the chiesa that she is a a Not am she said that she is i and agnone think that she means she did mean that she was me i think she was i in that farm like god exciting a him the same the she say many times to me that she is. I don she. She says she's going to do something with me. And she lay anna. Cheat on me and dan. He did the hypnosis. Sometimes he go in then ask question because he wanted to to understand. Also what's going on. So i is it some kind of healing he asked me and i know but i said say that i had hard with with people and i have hard because my body start to be week. I started to get much illness in my body. So i talk to her about it and she laid that image shea so it was kind of healing from her.

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Fresh update on "shea" discussed on Problematic Premium Feed

Problematic Premium Feed

02:35 min | 19 hrs ago

Fresh update on "shea" discussed on Problematic Premium Feed

"The that's the best thing can do. Like invoking is just black girl magic this this melon. There's a t shirts a lot of like you know Woke people wear wonder phrases melanin magic as always funny. When i see someone would wanna shirts. I always liked think case person. I'd just think all these stereotypes. Okay this person who watches insecure for sure they You know probably Relate to xyz type of books and whatever yes. i don't know something about. It's kind of weird because that's the one thing Mystifying melanin with woo. That's the one thing that whole taps and like shea butter types agree on the hit. Everything else both somehow do that. I find it so interesting like shea. Butter feminine stand built the pyramids if they didn't have melanin. Well you know the premier grand is always go to answer anything that Melnik and actually you read the third is that's another good one. The council accounts defying third. I l that's that's what the deal is called the third. I do you know what i i think of. This stuff has like i. You see us this Metaphor right of like the cathodic experiment. Where i was thinking like if you went if you went to a world right where nobody had in those and nobody could smell and then you try to explain to them How smelling works. It would look like magic right so it would be like you would see them. You would see Somebody and they probably have their own technique for telling. Your food is ryan and all this stuff. They might have like science and tests and different things that they've developed over their existence. You know to spot rotten meat. Rotten Milk ryan things so maybe on this planet or culture like they discover mucus spoiled by. They have to boil it every day. Or you know to see that clumps form and all this stuff and they see you come in you hold.

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Shea Dunifon on Outreach to the Younger Generation

Words on Water

02:19 min | 2 weeks ago

Shea Dunifon on Outreach to the Younger Generation

"Tell us about yourself chez. Where do you work. What's your role. Semi formal title is education coordinator. And i worked for pinellas county utilities out of the south cross by advanced water reclamation facility in st petersburg florida's. Let's a really really really long name. And i do a little bit of everything to be honest when i started here mostly k. Through twelve so kindergarten twelfth grade education. But i also work a lot. What the local technical schools colleges universities basically anyone that has a title water. Which is everybody. That's absolutely right so for our listeners. Could you give us a little more sense of the municipality like how many treatment plans the capacity of the one that you sit out those types of things and whereas pinellas county in florida. So we'll start with where county is. We are just outside of tampa. So we're like little peninsula on the peninsula's i call it so west. Coast of florida kind of west central. If you're looking at a map of florida right on the very coast golfing mexico and pinellas county. Utilities owns and operates. Three facilities. One is drinking water facility. That's up on our north county. And then also in the north county we have our done facility which is wastewater and water reclamation and then down in the south county we have facility. That is it. It is the south cross by events. Water reclamation facility so between done and south across south crossed is a thirty three. Mgd plant so it is also the largest in the entire county not just owned and operated by the county but it is the largest is so that's one thing that makes us really cool. We have a lot of really unique features here facility for instance we have a On so we actually make fertilizer which is something that when we do towards people think is really interesting because they actually get to see kind of what happened to their number two which most people don't think about right but we also have things like our tetra denied filters so that's what makes us advance so we get to point out those kinds of things we also have primary tanks. We have two parallel trains. Emily i know i'm getting into the technical stuff but those are really cool things to point out even to the public and to the engineering community.

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Giants' Scouting Director Michael Holmes Comments on MLB Draft

Giants Splash

01:58 min | 3 weeks ago

Giants' Scouting Director Michael Holmes Comments on MLB Draft

"I'm john shea national baseball writer of the san francisco chronicle and it's a perfect time to welcome the giant scouting director michael holmes to break down the players. He selected in the three years. He ran the giants drafts. Who's looking good. What's up with the top guys taken in this year's draft. And how does the giants versatility at the big league level. Translate undrafted so michael scouting director of the giants after a long time. Stints with the oakland as you've been with farhan zaidi. The past three years leading the drafts. And there've been some intriguing draft draft. So far i mean you had the full forty in two thousand nineteen and then because a code you only had five picks in the twenty twenty draft and then this year twenty six and the draft was wrecked during the all star break held in denver so every year is a little bit different for you in a wondering. How how you adjust from year to year and Because the game has changed and everyone has to change with the game. But how how did that. Make your job different. Well i think this year was an insecure navigate just because One coup the challenge of cova players over the last calendar year. Not having played as much Not as many reps at bats innings on the mound Us not maybe being able to build some of the history. We've we've been able to in the past with some of the players But i i thought it was a whole art. Staff overcame those obstacles. You know really well and we were able to able to get a lot of looks on on the players that we had interest in. I also think it a challenge of the draft being pushed back from date standpoint You know having the introduction of mlb combine was a new a new twist to the draft. Which i thought went really well. And they'll be a really nice job putting that on putting together Thought we got a lot of benefits from being there intending

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Indianapolis Colts' T.Y. Hilton to Miss Start of Season

ESPN Radio

01:41 min | 3 weeks ago

Indianapolis Colts' T.Y. Hilton to Miss Start of Season

"T Y. Hilton expected to miss the start of the regular season after re aggravating a neck injury. At practice last week earlier on ESPN radio are Courtney Cronin in Shape Peppler. The Colts need to let go stage their locker room like they need to take a page out of the Baltimore Orioles and what they did there in breaking a 19 game losing streak because it just feels like injury after injury for them Now, next on the list is T Y Hilton, who's got a back problem. They don't know the diagnosis with That, But I know Courtney, you've got some more insight as to what the deal is with T Y Hilton in Indianapolis. Yeah, Apparently he was injured in practice on Wednesday. This didn't come from the preseason game that they just played on Friday. That happened early, and then he came back out and he was able to finish practice. But now we find out Shea that he has a back and a neck injury and he's out indefinitely and that comes on the heels. And, like 24 hours, they find out that and then Sam Ehlinger, the backup quarterback as a knee injuries out for 4 to 6 weeks. I think that this Indianapolis team for all the steps forward that they were able to take in the last few weeks, getting Carson Wentz back at practice, the good at least, you know, positive news that they got with Quentin Nelson, who had the same foot injury that Carson once has. That it's not going to be the end of his season, either, And then they're dealt this blow the big one here, though, as I look at all of these injuries and trying to figure out which is the worst one is probably Ehlinger because you don't know when Carson once is really going to be ready to play. Is it going to be weak? One? They haven't put that timetable on him. Yet. That is still two weeks away. Your backup quarterback right now is Jacob Eason like it was supposed to be Ehlinger. But now he's out 4 to 6 weeks. That's something that I don't think is a should give them any confidence. That's a Big below Hilton, Like many

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Maybe You Don’t Have the Eye for Art That You Think You Have

The Gargle

01:57 min | Last month

Maybe You Don’t Have the Eye for Art That You Think You Have

"Section now. And this is the story of qatari shea who lost a legal battle recently of a five point two million dollars worth of fake ancient artifacts tip stevenson. You talk about fake stuff. All the time what's happening while the swiss dealer is disputed this claim the a two thousand year old bust of alexander. The great was worthless. I'm not sure what they're saying is fake here. Like how were they fake. Is it the age that's faked or is it not alexander the great thumb there might you've got him purchased and alexander the mediocre if stuffed yourself up so apparently this shake has lost a five point two million over these various pieces. I think there was also one that they pay two point. Two million four. A statuette of the greek goddess of victory nike or nike depending on whether you in america or england in ancient greece. Just do it. But they haven't commented on any of the other. Greek statues amaze. Which is the greek god of leaving your parcel in. Been two doors down. Cla media the greek goddess of one night stands and athena the greek goddess of topless men cradling babies so Yet so this man's angry it sounds like a bunch of people with too much money arguing with a bunch of people too much money and then paying some lawyers to argue about it for too much money. Well if you've call as much money as he has then what else are you going to do with it. I don't like feeling sorry for the rich. So sharpie but i also score the. He was suing a gallery for selling him. Three hundred thousand pounds of fake not ancient mosaics. So there's a pattern here. Is he not learning. Yeah i mean this is like blaming all of your exits at some point. You've got to realize that the thing you will have in common issue and maybe the ifa fought that you think you

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Montreal Canadiens' Shea Weber Could Miss Next Season Because of Injuries

The Ray & Dregs Hockey Podcast

01:09 min | 2 months ago

Montreal Canadiens' Shea Weber Could Miss Next Season Because of Injuries

"But then you look at shea weber. I thought he was tremendous in the playoffs in particular in the stanley cup final. I mean brayden. Point was ready to lose his mind in that series because every time he looked up he saw this mountain of a human being shea weber and there's a laundry list right of of injuries. It's the foot it's the knees it's the ankle. It's the hands. I mean on and on and on it goes so it's a developing story. We don't know that shea weber is packing news at five more years left and a lot of money on the table. You know could be placed on long-term injury for potentially the entire season twenty one twenty two well. The national hockey league has to dive into that. So we're going to revisit this in many headlines to come here on the ranger eggs podcast. But it's it's a sad one isn't it because four. Is it just the body of every player that that gets to that point in his career where the body just can't do it

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Canadiens Beat Lightning 3-2 in OT, Avoid Stanley Cup Sweep

AP News Radio

00:45 sec | 2 months ago

Canadiens Beat Lightning 3-2 in OT, Avoid Stanley Cup Sweep

"Josh Anderson scored his second of the game in extra minutes and the Canadians avoided lightning sweep Monday night taking game four by a three two score that has managed to shut down the lightning's power play unit during a four minute my interests as the captain Shea Weber late in the game for high sticking penalty carried over in overtime and Tampa Bay only managed four shots Anderson's first period goal marked the first time the Canadian strike first in both territory in the series we didn't want to end it tonight in front of our fans you know we we expect to go to camp tomorrow I think everybody in the locker room death the difference in this one Carey price returning to superb form blocking thirty two of thirty four shots the lightning will look to win the final on Wednesday night in Tampa L. A. Larry here in Montreal

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Nola Ties League Mark of 10 Ks in a Row but Mets Rally Past Phillies

AP News Radio

00:40 sec | 3 months ago

Nola Ties League Mark of 10 Ks in a Row but Mets Rally Past Phillies

"The Phillies absorb the two to one eight inning loss to the Mets in game one of a double header despite Aaron nola who tied a major league record by striking out ten consecutive batters on account of the quest of big for me today I could put a level stuff no one's performance occurred a few hundred feet from where Mets hurler Tom Seaver struck out the last ten Padres in a two to one win at Shea Stadium in April nineteen seventy that's pretty cool pretty cool band category with Tom no also delivered an RBI double but the nets tied it in the seventh following a throwing error by reliever Jose Alvarado the miscue set up Francisco Lindor's game tying single one inning before Dominic Smith singled home the winning run I'm the ferry

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Canadiens Return to Cup Final After 3-2 OT Win Over Vegas

AP News Radio

00:29 sec | 3 months ago

Canadiens Return to Cup Final After 3-2 OT Win Over Vegas

"Archery likens overtime goal gave the Montreal Canadiens a three two win over the Vegas golden knights in game six of bell centre look at it took a failed to go past a minute thirty nine into the extra frame depositing the deciding marker over the shoulder of golden knights netminder robin letter biggest defenseman Alec Martinez of the game to overtime scoring the tying goal early in the third period Shea Weber and Cole Caufield scored the other had schools as much real advances to the final for the first time since they last hosted the Cup nineteen ninety three I'm John lottery

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Interview With Angela Yee of the Breakfast Club Radio Show

Asian Enough

01:22 min | 3 months ago

Interview With Angela Yee of the Breakfast Club Radio Show

"Thanks for joining us angela. Thank you thank you tracy. I've no these are like sometimes difficult topics to disguise. I the platform that we have to talk about. Especially right now. Is something that i've been having to think about a lot. We're super excited to just to start like the breakfast club. It's a radio show new york that's become incredibly popular is so fast that even myself like i grew up and i live in california. Even i know about it so i guess just to start off. My question is why radio. Can you walk us through your journey and how you got started well. Radio was never something that i pursued. I was working in marketing. And i was working for m. and m's clothing line and so eminem was starting his own radio station on. Sirius caused shea forty five and so i approached them about doing marketing serious. If they could possibly plug me in To be able to get a job in that department and there was an opening on the morning show that they had just started they were looking for a woman as a co host. And so i was able to audition and get that opportunity. So that's how radio even started from. And i think that you know once you started doing something like that. It does become very addictive. So i started off as a complete like less than amateur and then i think doing something like that every single day. You'll get better at it and so it was just really like being in morning. radio bootcamp.

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Vegas Opens Stanley Cup Semifinal With 4-1 Win Over Montreal

AP News Radio

00:31 sec | 3 months ago

Vegas Opens Stanley Cup Semifinal With 4-1 Win Over Montreal

"The golden knights led from start to finish and downing the Canadiens four to one in their semifinal opener Montreal had won its previous seven games defenseman Shea Theodore came through with a goal and an assist Theodore wasn't the only biggest blue liner to provide scoring punch Alex Martinez is second period one timer turned out to be the game winner then demand Nick Holden scored in the third period Marc Andre Fleury stopped twenty eight shots for a Vegas team that has a win streak of its own five games I'm Bruce Morton

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1 Suspect in Custody, Another at Large After 14 Injured in Austin

Masters in Business

00:38 sec | 3 months ago

1 Suspect in Custody, Another at Large After 14 Injured in Austin

"Following a mass shooting in downtown Austin overnight. That left at least 14 people hurt Brian Gan reports. Interim police chief Joseph Shea Cohn says they're narrowing in on possible suspects. We have developed suspects. In this case. There are two male suspects. I'm not going to release any further information because the investigation is very much ongoing. The shooting took place in downtown Austin's Entertainment district, where barricades are put up on sixth Street due to the crowds. Police say it appears to have been a disturbance between two groups of people and not the large crowd being targeted. In Texas. I'm Brian Gan. Police say

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D-Day Spirit of Remembrance Lives on, Despite the Pandemic

AP News Radio

00:55 sec | 4 months ago

D-Day Spirit of Remembrance Lives on, Despite the Pandemic

"A small French town has altered the will will to US paratroop landing the paratroopers landed in the early hours of the day among them Charles Shea he's the only veteran attending the ceremony at Kantar commemorating the seventy seventh anniversary will be sold that helped bring an end to World War two now he's honoring the people of the region first the people remember these men very they Calvin closure that hot and the reason they remember what they did for them this year's commemorations take place with travel restrictions preventing veterans or families of fallen soldiers the making the trip to France she has recalled the many good friends he lost on the battlefield in the nineteen forties I'm Charles Taylor this month

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Sarah Harding on Dharma Journeys of Practice and Translation

The Wisdom Podcast

01:58 min | 4 months ago

Sarah Harding on Dharma Journeys of Practice and Translation

"Sarah i wanted to welcome and thank you for joining us on the wisdom dot chat but i wanted to start with how you first encountered bosom. How did you go down this past Was it through a book or you meet a teacher. How'd you first encounter the buddha dhamma. How far back should i go. Nats let's keep it to these lives. Okay that's fortunate since i don't remember the other ones Yeah i will. I got interested in meditation in eastern phosphine. Everything while i was still in high school actually and then i read some books like autobiography yogi and things like that and i read the life of miller that was one of my first folks which has stuck with me all this time till now even and then i What happened. I met some tibetans in arizona prescott arizona. Actually in dan. I dropped out of college in went traveling and ended up in the east and Kind of tried to forget about the buddha steph for a while but eventually came to nepal yan You know got tired of all the fun stuff in there was colpon happening with lava yes shea of coupon in dan That was it. I kind of you know was stock. In like bob dylan which have gone last taken that last detour in so then i went and met cholera in pay went from the. Someone showed me a picture in that coupon retreat in i headed to find him

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Times Square shooting suspect arrested in Florida

AP News Radio

00:42 sec | 4 months ago

Times Square shooting suspect arrested in Florida

"The suspect wanted for a triple shooting last week into new York's Times Square has been arrested in Florida authorities said quickly named thirty one year old Farrakhan Muhammad as a suspect in the shooting that resulted in three bystanders getting hurt including a four year old girl they also said he was likely aiming at his brother who he worked with selling CD's and suspected Muhammad would be heading south after the shooting the suspect and a woman were spotted outside a McDonald's restaurant in stark in northern Florida and Muhammad was taken into custody New York City police commissioner Dermot Shea says there's no joy in the capture but there is justice I'm Jackie Quinn

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2 Women, 1 Child Shot in Times Square, New York City

Stephanie Miller

00:31 sec | 5 months ago

2 Women, 1 Child Shot in Times Square, New York City

"And a four year old girl or hospitalized after being shot in Times Square in New York City, NYPD Commissioner Dermot Shea spoke at the scene, describing the injuries sustained by the innocent bystanders. We have a four year old female shot in the leg, a 23 year old female that was also shot in the leg and the 43 years. Old was shot in the foot. The victims were struck by bullets shortly before five p.m. Saturday. They were rushed to Bellevue Hospital and are in stable condition. The

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A Conversation With Dr. Abdul-Ghaaliq Lalkhen on the Anatomy of Pain

The Nocturnists

01:44 min | 5 months ago

A Conversation With Dr. Abdul-Ghaaliq Lalkhen on the Anatomy of Pain

"I am sitting. Here with dr abdul lukin adult. Thank you so much for coming onto the nocturne to talk about your book. Thank you very much for having ma'am late zip pitching to be here this afternoon. I loved this book. Thank you for writing it. I think it's going to be such a rich conversation. Tell us a little bit about your path to anesthesiology pain. Medicine are grew up Surrounded by doctors and my dad's gp He stays a midwife. He's old assist as a gp. Her children all doctors. And then we have a solid justin psychiatrist in the family. So i followed in the family tradition and i'm into medical school most fun course. I did at medical. School was the first six months where you could choose to do. Something in the humanities. And i did a six month. Colson comparative religion. And i have to say that that was probably the best most challenging aspect of going to medical school. But i think what i liked the most is that you could just help people at very basic level and when i finished medical school it was quite turbulent time in south africa which is where i'm from originally so we were transitioning from the apartheid government. President mandela just been freed to this was the early ninety s There was a real effort to change the way that had been done from the past. Where really if you had a particular color skin. Then you were given the jobs in the hospitals in the city where you up that was near the beach in a few whatever slightly different color dhaka shea. You got into other places

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Gourde Scores in OT to Lift Lightning Over Hurricanes 3-2

AP News Radio

00:43 sec | 5 months ago

Gourde Scores in OT to Lift Lightning Over Hurricanes 3-2

"Yanni Gourde scored in overtime to give the Tampa Bay Lightning a three two win over the visiting Carolina hurricanes Tampa Bay took the early lead when Tyler Johnson said Alex killorn streaking across Carolinas blue line the warm roof is back and shot up over an outstretched Peter moresque he would end the night with the goal assist and a fight or what's become known as a Gordie Howe hat trick I haven't had a ton of fighting each other whenever you get a fight you're always hoping that you can get it going assistant to get it on on on the game winner in overtime really special they gave me the puck everything's the club's traded power play goals in the second period Brayden point netting is nineteenth of the season and Andrei Svechnikov goes thirteen marker for the hurricanes Carolina's Brady Shea evened the score in the third but neither team could get the deciding tally in regulation forcing overtime Walter Marcia Cano Tampa

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NYPD Cops Can't Take Unscheduled Days Off After Chauvin Verdict

Purity Products

00:45 sec | 5 months ago

NYPD Cops Can't Take Unscheduled Days Off After Chauvin Verdict

"Is pausing unscheduled days off until further notice and anticipation of a verdict in the Derrick Show. Vin Murder trial a show Bala reports closing arguments in the former Minneapolis cops trial or set for Monday, and NYPD Commissioner Dermot Shea says the department has been planning how to handle potential protests for quite some time last year. Unrest following the police custody Death of George Floyd resulted in a lawsuit from New York Attorney General Tish James. She called attention to a pattern of excessive, brutal and unlawful force against protesters. In addition to the police Department, the lawsuit also charges the city Mayor de Blasio Shay and former chief of department Terry Monahan, with a variety of failures that caused human rights violations. A show Kabbalah WR news

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"shea" Discussed on Homophilia

Homophilia

03:50 min | 7 months ago

"shea" Discussed on Homophilia

"Not here's the thing. I'm it's a construct that i don't buy sell particularly Being as necessary And we have we have talked about it I don't really see myself with anybody else. But it's just like the it's it's this where just very queer and there's just something so odd we hetero normative Makes us both like yeah. It's tricky. i'm i have got engaged over the pandemic and now all my girlfriends are asking me. when is the wedding lynch. The bachelorette wins this shower. The engagement party at all. It's like a everyone is just sort of like did something to look forward to which i absolutely understand and i certainly want to be the bell of the ball but i am a little bit. Torn is like how many of these things do. I might want to participate in. Should i want to participate in. Is it wrong if i do. Want to participate in them. So that's been a top of mind lately. Yeah and i think honestly for us. You know it's for us to decide and define for ourselves. But you know i just think of. We probably would have to do it for moms to be honest. Yes yes that's what. I always come back to. Yeah i don't know we'll figure out the house thing. I and maybe giving second palm. You know it okay. Well we're we're doing everything. Backwards that traditionally. Let's get through this winter. I yeah let's get a vaccine and then we'll figure the rest later shea such an honor to have you so so much and i can't wait to get to see you live one of these days. Yeah you know. We'll check in next year. Around this time. He would stay out of our homes by that now. Hopefully i'm just like. I just think about our industry and the fact that it's really centered around. How many people we can get into a room so You now that's gonna. It's gonna might even capacity than us be like a- and i and i think about the industry and mike in those venues are going to be trying to recruit lawson's from not having people just like the prices be different or will debut higher like what artists how to do. It will be really interesting. Student meantime shake late. Thank you so much for your. I had such glass yes land..

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"shea" Discussed on Homophilia

Homophilia

02:58 min | 7 months ago

"shea" Discussed on Homophilia

"Most of my friends are health workers. They all got vaccinated now. So i'm just chilling your. I'm look i'm a dragged me. I don't know where that falls on the probably got the dead ass as show where i probably won't be getting back into this time next year. No you should be. You should be phased one mars. I'm concerned now. You mentioned a boyfriend with like know everything. Yes actually just celebrated our on for your anniversary. Uh back in january like a month ago yeah His name is deanne. We actually mad. It was after the the premier viewing for season seven drager tour and their act. This There during their press were and they were at this venue vic here in chicago. And i was working this show across the street at berlin nightclub and We were. I was talking to the dressing room. He walking from the bar and we just like bumped into each other At the club and it was like love at first sight. I kid you not like. I was like who is that. You know and he told me that he thought it was really pretty. And then we took like a photo in the photo booth man Yeah we chatted and exchanged numbers and then start hanging out and get like really slow. Developed like a friendship hung out for Are we like eight points before we even straw now. Not a. who's like five months yards in january and we went to milwaukee for pride because we're getting profess their ads on the guy was just such a cute trip and we like made out in the cloud. We're like i think we like each other. Love it like each other enough to do. Are you cohabitating. Houston the next room in the office. He's got his headphones and working on his stuff and the dog is in there with them. So we call parents. You love it. We have seen the. The pomeranian has made a cameo. Irs that's my baby so it's been four years do you guys talk about the future Young like always fuelling were always living in the now ends and the future and we're hoping to like By a kinda of this year that's like kind of like like h recipient Kind of light. Why we're we're trying to do winning. Twenty one have you talked to marriage. I'm.

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"shea" Discussed on Homophilia

Homophilia

02:28 min | 7 months ago

"shea" Discussed on Homophilia

"Closest group of of a friends and people and it was something that was Put together and celebrated to you know Really just enjoy. What was such a lovely lovely time is as you said you know. I lost a cousin to kobe and Most people don't know this. But my nephew kate in had also committed suicide during the season And got absurd was a week before his twenty second birthday so it was just kind of like I feel like we already in place like run knows really close to me dat. You just really want to celebrate in seed your loved ones because you never really never know you know this year reminded us that like you know. Time is something that we're not always guaranteed and Yeah we celebrated. We had a great time. It sucks that you know People try and paint it out as like the one thing i learned like for press in light media just saw at the end of the day. I know i know who we are as a group and if people savings that don't alignment that than you know those are their perception. But all i can do is try to continue to live my life like honestly and truthfully when i make mistakes own up to them and You decide to cancel me or not. Support me at not as you know while with anger right within your decision and i'm not going to try and stop anybody from i'm not gonna make you now. You just gotta obviously As we know from your lips to the grocery store your in your day-today life you're taking all the precautions to take my mass down. We took a picture together. I was all like hunger. I will ask. You must have heard what they were saying about me in the press. Yeah but you know. I luckily and like knock on wood outflank. You know remains safe this entire year. And i look forward to continually taking the necessary precautions. Acute mice around me save and coed freeing. Yeah.

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"shea" Discussed on Homophilia

Homophilia

06:32 min | 7 months ago

"shea" Discussed on Homophilia

"I loved. I love the ceremony. Church and love. Singing require loved performing. And the only thing that i hated about church were the other kids because there are bucking asked hawks. You know like it's crazy because like even it was just like i was obviously get. Obviously you know a feminine but even all the adults you know when i go back now just like the swedish i mean the sweetest church people you could possibly imagine but the kids were fucking nightmare. I hated children's search. Like i was like ma. Do i really have to be an adult like going to adults. I really what the kids like it was you know and so i would just always make friends with like the sunday school teacher and be like kind of like always by her that there was always like a watchful eyes. Like miguel for me but As far as like that in my religion in like my faith like you know was all in you know. I loved god like i was like all about and i started to feel conflicted when i became mike alter was just like even though like i said the church that i grew up in there wasn't like this there is no kind of like a culture But i saw it and like other churches. And i saw and like other examples and i would see it from like these white l. evangelists that my mom would watch on tv. So i knew that rhetoric was being preached out there and especially like on these airwaves to millions of people that are watching across the country. Know what's bad. And i just started to like you know Questioned the structure of the church a lot more and as i became an adult miss out on my own. You know Just like came to terms with church not really being a a place more. So as like mike unsticking mind. So that's how my being as you say obviously gay when you were younger in school and church were there. Did you have other were there up. Did you have peers. Were there other obviously gay people who you could like scope out with your antenna. There was like one act church but he was like so it was like you so much younger than me or something like that kids so young but then link later on like You know he became like a dancer who is like on tour and we liked each other like in the club year in chicago. Using saw like you. I really looked up to you. We'll be ready to church. She was like that is so sweet so yeah he was. He was line an like at school. Might when i got in high school there is like i was in theater. So there's obviously other Piers there so that was fine but it was mostly like really terrible. Life end of elementary school through middle school years for like kids are raging hormones and they are just like the worst monsters that you could possibly imagine when really was like. Get me out of this church. Yeah terrible anybody who works with that. Age of children must just be made of titanium. Yeah i take it now even now as an adult like those are trying to bully me the mouse on the internet chess. Wrong with can't be helped. The i know. I still afraid of teenagers. I it's been a long time since. I have been there the worst so predrag race. I know you auditioned a few times. Before you landed in the season nine you were performing in chicago and you're known in chicago but what did your day to day life. Look lake before drag race. Wow so i worked pretty much Five or six nights a week doing drag. I hosted a weekly show and then would like to guest spots and other shows and then during the day I would. I worked as a house at the barn restaurant might neighborhood a replay and then on days right in work better. I worked at this place called tula which was an adult toy store. So i just you had to. Do you have to do all the hustle that you heard like paper bills and by the drag. You remember your first look on. My first look was my But i i. I actually was like inbetween places crashing. My friend bows is crashing at at my friend Actually wasn't about it was my friend. Sam's apartment my friend valves also crashing bear and mom's new year's eve dress from one thousand nine hundred eighty nine so that's the farm. So yeah that was. What i warned was like this. Black crushed velvet mini dress like With this little sweetheart neckline and bike black mashed with like these sequence shoulder pads. It was so hot unsal high so those other queens that you were working within in chicago. I would imagine that for the majority of them. Drag race is the is the brass ring just because it has become this this industry all of its own and non but so how does it affect your or does it affect your relationship with them when you are the one who you know is chosen and makes it. I feel like it was. I'll know it was like a different experience. Because i felt like i had dishes and so many.

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"shea" Discussed on Homophilia

Homophilia

03:07 min | 7 months ago

"shea" Discussed on Homophilia

"So take us back to little shake away if you could I know you were raised in a very religious household and came out to your family at fifteen. And i'm doing my best to not make you repeat stories. I know you've told them times but i. I know that you spoken about. How grateful you are that you were raised in the house that you were and you get kicked out when you came out of fifteen like so many others have but what was your life like in your house after you came out for the remainder of those high school years when you're still under your parents. Yeah i'm being tapped. We spent those last two years Really trying to just like cast out like are you. are you sure like. Are you sure because you know you're young and not the rest of your life. Sound just like i mean think about think about just like i was like okay and see what you guys are doing every time you ask them. I'm still gonna respond to be like. Yeah no. I'm pretty. Sure i might. Yeah pretty clear headed on this one And i and all. I kept just saying like you know you. Just gotta wait until you're eighteen and you're in school and move out and that's what i did and i think it probably is like my sophomore year in college. There are problem bay just fully just like accepted and we're like there is no. I'm really trying to argue or chains joins perspective using the religion that he's grown up his whole life. I was just like you know. I spent my my my my middle school years praying about this and here i am news later doing exactly exactly the same so it was gonna lean about. I'm an air sign. I gotta go with the flow. I'm not one who likes to fight against your that we get. I always love from a parent like are you sure because you know way to point out that like telling parents is the most fun part and you want to do that away because before you're even sure you wanna go until your parents because that's just you know fun experience and it's like you know it's like dessert but you haven't i right. There's no way in the fucking world anyone's gonna come parents unless they know for sure absolutely one hundred percent. Yeah your mom was a minister and You talked about like you know. Essentially tried to pray the gay when you were a kid. But what was your own like internal relationship to the church. At the time. I.

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"shea" Discussed on Homophilia

Homophilia

01:46 min | 7 months ago

"shea" Discussed on Homophilia

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"shea" Discussed on Homophilia

Homophilia

04:45 min | 7 months ago

"shea" Discussed on Homophilia

"Entire cast but they're really phenomenal and the girls. Uk 'cause the taes and binney Binney outages makes my heart feels like the one to be had. There's something so sweet and approachable. Like i feel like when it comes to like a superstar. There's something i feel that you just want to be their friends. Like root for i feel our people that i i'm just like i just wanted to either friends. Oh so bad. And that's how i feel about them in the i'm already friends the taste so we don't already check that out but also loving the fashion that we've been seeing from a hora. Lawrence is hilarious. So you know just like really sat tonto. Girls them and the fact that they were able to fill needs during a pandemic is like does to them and shout out to tia coffee for holding on this last week i cried in her lips and goes like she came through felt so proud at kendrick levi. Human on mentioned your coffee because literally the therapists were both talking about comedy mop term for like three minutes during like last week we really great. So you can in in your therapy sessions. Just do full like dish sessions on. Yeah yeah yeah but you know. He's great on keeping us on track. Okay we're talking about. Let's talk about like your therapist. Keep us on track and talk about your life. I part of the reason we wanted to have you on forever but part of the reason we want to have you now is because you know the The britney spears documentary just came out and our own. Dave holmes is in it of course but i know that you are you know an early adopter of the freebritney movement and so i just wanted to get your thoughts and and i guess i guess. The question is like what about her situation. Moves you the most or upsets you the most where you at i. Here's the thing. I've i've been a fan of brittany spears for so long. I mean i want to say lakes in someone's like eight years old you know So there is part where you grow up with this person and and You see all these things. And i remember always being for her with things that they said about her boobs and getting a job and this is when i'm you know they can't preteen like even when you know i feel like people love to bully and talking gossip than most. There's always something about britney where i felt like she wasn't getting Treated fairly and then even in two thousand seven which. I remember like that. Because i had gone onto college that year. And that was when you know all that stuff was going down and you know with chris. Crocker leave britney alone. I was like right there with him. I just remember being like. I will never forget her. You know there's a video of her being locked out of her gate or something like that and these paparazzi just like win. Leave her alone as an adult. I look back and think about like how it would feel for means to be twenty one twenty two being being like a young female who's being followed by like these middle aged men who are always like just encroaching upon you and might just not respecting your boundaries like and for people to not even have compassion as to what she was going through. I i don't understand how someone could have. Empathy put yourself in her shoes one second and think about like how intense in scary and traumatizing that asks to be for somebody especially with justin timberlake in the whole crimea river on video thing. I didn't like that either. Guess i loved the song. But i hated the video because i was like. That's shitty you know and and to see it. All articulated in the documentary. I just felt you know for for people who may be bitten. See it through a lens. Compassion and hope that it. It opens up a lot of people's eyes to she has had to navigate. You know for the better part.

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"shea" Discussed on Homophilia

Homophilia

05:46 min | 7 months ago

"shea" Discussed on Homophilia

"Hiding yet. You know it's didn't in the feet you know i'm d- like mailbox high. You know with all this and stuff so mom at this point on. I go out to like get groceries. You know provision and azure. Then we just hunker in and do all our virtual work from your home. There's something beautiful and like rustic about it about really having to stay. I'm sure it's no fun. If you live there live there. I did one winner in chicago and this is actually kind of fun to be this miserable. Yeah you know what. I really unifies us. You know people help each other with their shop. Bullying gets bond over. How just slack call this. It's beautiful like when you look at it. It's just like gorgeous but when you really have to traverse in it you're like okay. Gotta make sure. They have on three pairs of socks. Too tight sweatpants. Like almost skies my men's like you gotta be prepared but when they love about having to wear face masks. I'm probably going to stop that from winters in the future because like those really helped to keep your face more. It probably help you avoid know people coming up to you in the grocery store. If you don't wanna be actually bet just not work at all. It doesn't work. No i was actually just at the grocery store with my boyfriend and his mother and was walking. I want it. We are obsessed with these like kettle dill pickle flavored chips and i was like let me see if they got these chips here data but i was like. Okay let me go back and meet up with him and his mom and this girl's just like stops me jazz at the isle. It was like hi. And i'm digging myself. I'm like okay. Did we go to college together. Going tie into like recognize the pace and she's just like you shake aren't you and i'm really similarly geom- it's like got me She's really like. I just moved here from ohio. I think earnings britney's the shutout to on brittany. Hope you're doing. Wow yod covering the screen. Just just like seeing the strip of your eyes. And i'm like. I think i would recognize so while you're bundled up inside. What are you. What are you watching binging. What's keeping you company on. Finnish hotel see social documentary on netflix thoughts. And it's just like what just what it there's this so it's just a weird twisted story in so many you ince's and synchronicity as i. Yeah i don't know at the end. I do believe that they did all the proper investigating that make do gain to what seems to be the most logical conclusion beyond just your story. And what is your theory as to. What happened to eliza how she got into the game right. Because i think what i think she just climbed up there and win inside and i was. Thanks because the the thing that they were running with that press conference where the officer said. I believe the officers found it with lid on top But then the maintenance man was like no it was discovered with the lid off of it. So you know. I think for a while it was like something sinister because like how judah posthumously on but i think unfortunately what happened to okay okay. So everyone's talking about the show. I haven't seen yet. Is the story of the woman found in the water tank on top of the roof. Yes and my okay. We're giving all these spoilers but that's fine. Yeah no remember that how to get away with murder like the first season where the where on keating's husband's mistress is found in the water tank. And i was like what that grim discovery with the lisa. Lamb story inspired that plot. Not show another another big story from that same era and i'm this is a documentary. I'm waiting for there. Was the eagle now in new york. City has an eagle the eagle in new york known for their beer blast so some guy big wall street guy goes to the eagle beer blast on a sunday and just beer blasted up. Yeah who knows what else but passes out in a bathroom or somewhere in a place where he wasn't fountain and this is like ninety five ish and then so the place closes up for the night everybody leaves. He's locked in and it's not open on monday so he's stuck there from last call sunday in the pre cell phone era no access to a telephone no food except like cherries just stuck there and he was like a big powerful guy and he didn't let anyone know you know there was no way for anyone to know where he was so there was like a full search and then five pm tuesday somebody opens the eagle and he's like luxuries lost his shirt just starving ashamed that that's the documentary. I like to watch. I would like to watch that one too. That sorry loan. I'm imagining the whole thing is. Yeah like castaway but real gay. Yeah shorter so we have to ask you of course who. Your favorites are on the season of drag race. Us and you.

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"shea" Discussed on Homophilia

Homophilia

02:04 min | 7 months ago

"shea" Discussed on Homophilia

"What is this the the the march issue. Yeah march issue with some great looking pictures of tom holland. Yeah so i did. A thing. With arsenio hall. Which i flagged and but then i also did a thing about switching out wine and cocktails for thc beverages and it was like she sees that she sees it. But i'm not going to flag a flag that went to that when we don't even flag that when i'm sure somebody'll rat me out. Oh what somebody reached out on instagram. Oh yeah with with feelings of love. What did they say please share. It's oud it's eric. Oh oh it's erik with a k. Just started listening. And i've been binging. And i cannot express how much i appreciate conversations with other gay men. We also sometimes have women who it's eric. So many insights about have felt alone about actually. I'm not love this pot. And you boys prayer or thank you hands heart eric. We love you too. yeah there is. There's news coming. There's an announcement coming a fun changes. The changes are afoot. We're not going anywhere. No no no. No no no. We're staying recruiting that's around. We're we're going in exciting new directions. Yeah hopefully we'll have something fun to share next week soon enough soon enough. Well in the meantime we've got a lot of fun to share because it's the guest of guests shake who lay of course needs no introduction but fan favorite of rupaul's drag race season nine winner of drag all stars season five deservedly so coming to us from their homes snowy chicago. Yup shakoor folks..

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"shea" Discussed on Homophilia

Homophilia

07:16 min | 7 months ago

"shea" Discussed on Homophilia

"Dave holmes what's going on you know It's we're recording this on president's day. Oh that's right. Happy presidents thank you so much into you is well beloved american holiday then one. I definitely remembered and then present day before you just mentioned it for sure. Yeah yeah it's just you don't get mail and that's all that happens. Did you have a good valentine's day. We had the best valentine's day. We michael baked a paleo chocolate cake. That was the best thing i've ever tasted. Boy he watched barbara starr which was so fun. and that's about it. Okay i sent him flowers which not do. And it's just showing up at your house but you know i not not what about you guys. What did we do we We wanted sushi so he sat out for sushi. But then it turns out Also everyone wanted sushi so and we don't wanna like go and sit outside at a restaurant because that doesn't quite feel ethically sound just yet plus windy so so yes we postmates katsuya and And it was like it'll be here in an hour and then it was like actually it's going to be more than an hour and then in our past after that and it was like you're the skies coming to get it and then it was like actually he's not he's not he's very busy. That guy and then another guy was going to do it and then they took him so anyway so it took like hours and hours and hours for sushi to arrive which fine fine it can travel. It's okay not trying to get you know t to you. Don't wanna get huffy in a time like this but do you not get ready because we be spent that entire time on the app writing like range. Yeah now now. I know i turn my anger inward as always but so got it. And then aided late and it's you know what forget as type. One diabetic is that is. Sushi is actually people. Think like candy is the worst thing for is not. It is sushi because that is all carbohydrate. It will hit you later there. Any type one's listening. I will i will tell you. I woke up in the middle of the night at three eighty which is not great. So whatever it's fine it's fine. I rectify the situation. All his good sushi was delicious. Baked crab handles and the whole nine yards we also watched barbara starr. I honestly think the breakout sensation of two thousand twenty. One is jamie dornan. cavs just fantastic. He's doing he's doing great all the way round. It was fun movies really fun. Movie highly recommended same highly recommended. I also do want to recommend. I should have mentioned this last week. That i the show keenan. Just we'll have just premiered right out. Matt mckee's show keenum w featuring keenan thompson sure. Yes show that. I was a staff writer on an we'll just merely nbc's please do watch. I mean yes. Keenan thompson is of course the most lovable. There's just no world in which i think people won't enjoy this show but i bring it out because i was talking to my mom last night. We were recording this the day before it premieres and reminded her to watch it and she then posted this on facebook with the trailer she wrote. Matthew is a staff writer on the new comedy. Keenan that airs tomorrow. Tuesday six sixteenth on nbc. At eight thirty pm keenan was on saturday. Night live and a complete season of this new show was written and filmed and nbc candidate and told them to rewrite and film it again. That's what matthew is hired as a writer on this new version is produced by david casper. Casey wilson's husband was matthew's best friends. So i'm very happy. She's getting the word out there. First of all they film they didn't film an entire season and and tell them to rewrite it. It's they did shoot a pilot and then decided to retool it which that happens regularly but the idea that they would throw. I also love the way it's phrased as if it was this. You know shit storm. And then they brought me into overhaul thing and bring his absolute lowest status person that worked on the show. But i'm honored to have played a very very small part in it. I love it but it was created by david caspian. Jackie clarke who are the funniest people on who Geniuses to absolute genius. It's on nbc. It'll watch it stream it get the numbers up. Get him up tweet about everybody everybody watch. I'm so excited. Congratulations moms our moms. Be mom in this week. I okay so so. I wrote this thing for the la times about the britney spears documentary about my experiences in mtv and all that stuff and and it went up on friday night and and it's always. It'll be imprint sometime this week but But i wanted to get the link to my mom who's eighty eight. And who has an iphone and they should really make an iphone by the way for people who are older than seventy that doesn't make you fucking software update every two weeks because every time it happens. She's like i broke my phone and or or just. Oh it's telling me. I was on the phone for forty percent less this week. What did i do wrong. And it's a no that's good. You should not be getting screen time. Updates your anyway so i so i i sent her the link and i was like oh somebody asked me to write. Thoughts went a little ham. Here they are and then it was like she doesn't know what that means grandkid. What going him meets. So then she's like okay so she then texts. I'm the youngest of them my sixteen year old niece. And he's like well you tell me what going ham means she replies simply no so so now and i guess it is kind of driving. It's hard like a mother fucker. But whatever it's like maybe It's not the dirtiest thing in the world. But now now the whole that whole wing of my family is gonna think i was texting profanity to my mother and involving involving children in it which i really was not long story. Short lesson learned. Wait for the fucking print version out. Put it in the mail. Put a stamp on it and send it that way then that way. Nobody gets hurt. Yeah by the way the mom is mom is going to go hand when she sees that imprint. Of course of course yeah. Do you say her because you have two great pieces in the print version of esquire this month. Thank you secular copies of that. I do i do. But i only flagged on one in this i m. I mailed her with a valentine's card. I mailed her the guess..

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"shea" Discussed on Hellbound with Halos

Hellbound with Halos

15:15 min | 1 year ago

"shea" Discussed on Hellbound with Halos

"Is it real? Is this really at addiction? I think that people like Tiger Woods and Harvey Weinstein. While I'm not GonNa say that they are aren't sex addicts That I think when a celebrity uses it as as a reason for bad behavior I can't say they're right or wrong because I don't know their situation but I think a lot of people see it as an excuse and a lot of people have trouble understanding for US addictions video game addiction gambling addiction or sex addiction. It's different in away from drugs or alcohol. Although a lot of the same brain chemistry happens exactly the same with your dopamine Serotonin oxytocin. I won't bore you with the chemistry but the same thing happens. It diction addiction is addiction addiction. And you have to have people understand that and I tell people the alcohol did the exact same thing for me that the pornography did from day one to the very last day six years ago it served the same purpose. So I'm living proof that it's exactly the same thing. It is a real addiction and You know obviously another big question for addicts. As what do I do now? How do I get better for partners? Who surprise me after my first book came out. I started to get just as many inquiries from partners the wives and girlfriends for the most part of porn addicts out wanting to know what they did wrong and what I've discovered is that Horn addiction and sex addiction. There there's a there's a common belief or common saying that when somebody's addicted whether it's drugs or alcohol whatever everybody in the family's addicted everybody in the family suffers horn a sex addiction. Have this whole other side to it. Because you don't ask yourself you know is is is my partner Using heroin. Because I'm not enough or you know. Did my husband develop a gambling addiction? Because I'm not good in the bedroom but because sex and porn have so much to do with intimacy and human sexuality that you've got these partners who suffer from what's called betrayal trauma and subways. They suffer just as bad as the addict because suddenly they learn of years of an addiction that they didn't know and they're suddenly wondering who are they dating. Who were they married to? What else was the sky high? What's what's going on here and it's like you Y- these women. Describe feeling like chumps. Feeling like the wolves been pulled over. There is not knowing what's real and what's not and they really have. You really have to explain to them that this has nothing to do with you. You know this. Even if he's telling you it has to do with you. That's because he has entered an recovery to understand. It doesn't people who are casual user support. Recreational uses of born Zehr. The kind who actually on some nights. We'll skip sex because they don't feel like doing and they'll just masturbate to porn That's when women will sometimes talk with each other and hear those stories or men will talk with each other. I didn't WanNa sleep with her last night so I just took care of myself when you're talking about an addict it's completely different. I wasn't looking for intimacy with pornography. I wasn't looking for an exchange of sex. I was looking to escape. I was looking for somebody who is completely compliant. And that person on the page or on the screen never says no They allow me to be the master. Allow me to be in control because I have these control issues dating back to being a kid when I had no control and I was forced into those rooms or forced into these degrading situations. So you know. It's almost ironic that the women who are the partners of addicks actually have far less to do with their addiction. Then the women who have boyfriends or husbands were recreational users who do use it as a replacement for sex now in that or do use as a replacement for intimacy now. And then you know it's it's It's the same thing as if you are somebody who can have a beer or two. That's fantastic no good for you. I'm glad you can't but I can't have a beer or two. I never went to bars and had to be too because that was wasteful to me if I couldn't have four or five. I didn't drink at family gatherings I didn't drink because I didn't want to be drunk in front of them and I wasn't going to drink if I couldn't get drunk so while my brother's wife might be like you know. Hey you've already had two. You can't have any more. My wife never had to say that to me but she knew when we got home. I'd be having to cases not to beers So that that's the thing. There is that When it comes to partners they need to understand that they have to do with creating the addiction. Why addiction was there ten years before I met my wife and by that point I had learned how to hide it ten years of learning to hide it from people. You get pretty good at it and when you're not looking for a problem you don't see it there and the alcohol became more of an obvious problem so my wife's worried. I'm out drunk driving. Never thinking that at night. I'm luring women into taking off their tops. That just never entered. Her mind. Wouldn't enter any normal person's mind so yeah I get I get a lot of Interest from partners. That's what my second book was specifically created for partners. I wrote it with a licensed marriage and family therapist. Who deals with partners in these situations and it's a very simple Q. And A. Format just because when I wrote my first book because when I ended up being arrested I went to the bookstore. Me Being a bit of a Geek. I WanNa do read as much as I could about addiction specifically porn addiction. There was almost nothing out there. You know. There was a couple academic checks and there are some studies. And while I'm the kind of Geek who likes to read studies I know most people don't so yeah when I was in jail. I actually decided that I was going to write my first book which was a memoir which describes how guy ends up where he where I ended up because most of us I believe that a or an addict is this Nineteen Year. Old Pimple faced guy. Living in his mom's basement this in-cell who's never kissed a girl at just angry at the world and here I was. You know I own two businesses. I'm a city councillor wife and kids to to cars three dogs you know. I'm not your stereotypical porn addicts. I wrote that book for the other people out there. Who aren't stereotypical because most aren't and I need to though Josh is it. Addiction knows no bounce absolutely at the you look at the opioid epidemic in this country and a lot of it is successful people in their forties and fifties. That are overdosing on heroin. And it's the people that you would never think in. It's not so surprising to those in the field anymore. I don't think but it's it's interesting to me when I go out and meet with a couple of friends or something and they're like man Kevin you know it's bad out there you know. What have you seen in It's got to be like all kids are getting bad stuff and I'm just thinking ahead like no. You got it all wrong. It's Natalie kids in I guess that just. I just wanted to make that Point Josh. That it knows no bounce not not none at all and that's why but As the started to pick up a little bit of steam there are now a few resources out there. I created the book. I've tried to create my website but there were nothing for partners and partners. Were going through just as much. You know tremendous trauma. I had my trauma on the front end then. My wife has her trauma right in that moment because suddenly she's married to someone she's never known before she's married to someone who lost his job in a very public way when when she drove me home from the sheriff's office there were. Tv News vans waiting for us. Because I was that well known in the community so this was a complete flip flop of everything she knew. She handled it very well. Compared to a lot of women she got help very early. She took care of herself very early and she recognized that I had been sick for a while And she saw me do the hard work so she stuck around That's got to be one of the hardest things as far as when wives or girlfriends reach out to you to have them understand that. It's not their fault. It's gotta be so difficult to have them understand that that sentence he hasn't had sex with me in a year and he well I. I'm sure you know this people who are doing a lot of heroin. They don't have sex either people who are drinking a lot they don't have sex either addicts gender unless you're a sex addict or an intercourse addict. You're not having a lot of sex. It's just not on the forefront of your mind you're not healthy but because pornography is so tied to sex so tied to sexuality that gets all muddied up. I'm not staying away from you in the bedroom because you've done something wrong or I don't WanNa touch you. I'm staying away from you because I don't want to deal with anybody I want to isolate. I wanted just be by myself. I WANNA be with my crutch I want to be with. The only thing thing that I know is going to get me through tonight. I love you dearly but fucking. You is not getting me through tonight. Masturbating porn is. I know there are naked people about situations. I know there's an orgasm in both situations but these are night and day as far as what they really are. And that's what's tough to get across because there are so many similarities with or addiction With acting out on porn addiction and with the intercourse of making process that it's a natural jump for women to get there. So you really have to drive home the fact again and again that this has nothing to do with you and then if you've got a guy who's in denial of having an addiction. He's blaming her for not being sexy enough he's blaming her for not keeping interesting in the bedroom and as I always say to them I say to these women. You could bring in two cheerleaders into the bedroom tomorrow night and have a wild orgy the next night. He's going to want three dot going to be better this is. He's dealing with trauma through this acting out with pornography the way that people deal with it with heroin or drinking or gambling or food or whatever their vice happens to be again like you're saying it's about the the chemicals of the brain makeup. It's not so much about the physical interaction I think. That's the hardest thing for people understand because without the fancy technology and not seen the chemicals being released in you know. People are very visual. We need to see the visual. So it's easy to see. My wife is standing right there. But it's hard to see like the neuro releases in the brain and the brain light up during these events absolutely and when you're talking about intimacy that's the last thing that an addict wants an addict wants to isolate. An addict is a very selfish person. Who is only thinking of themselves? So how are you supposed to have true intimacy with somebody when all you can think about is your needs When you're a sick person and that's those are the things that you know aren't as hard to explain to somebody who's the the wife of a gambling addict or the wife of an alcoholic but when it comes to human sexuality you know it hits them hard so I I wrote my last book again with this with this therapist so women would have something out there to refer to as as a resource because there were just so many who suffer so greatly In this new world of the Internet in this world of the first generation of people who didn't know a world before the Internet are now getting married are now having kids. And that's why I'm out there on any show that a let me on screaming about this stuff because if we don't do something soon this could be a giant health crisis you talked about the opioids you can watch dragnet from the late sixties and. They're talking about heroin. You can listen to rap. You can listen to rap in the eighties. And they're talking about abusing Vicodin UKIAH. Tell me we didn't see this coming. We saw this coming and we did nothing about it because people who used heroin in the eighties and early nineties were disgusting. Druggies who lived by the train tracks who we didn't want to deal with and that wasn't true back then and it's not true now and none of us. WanNa talk about four Dogerthy so we're not GonNa talk about Pornography Addiction. Obviously meanwhile a recent survey says that thirty two percent of men between eighteen and thirty have either self identified as having porn addiction or believe that they have a problem with pornography. That's one out of three men under thirty. So if we don't deal with this they're going to be forty they're going to be the rate of women becoming addicts is absolutely exploding at this point they're even dirtier than us but the thing is they now have equal access. The adult film world was always geared towards your straight white guy. Well now you can create any kind of foreign you want and that and it turns out women are just a sexual is us? Gay People are just a sexual us. Black People Chinese people everybody has justice sexual as the next person and we an a straight white males or not the only ones who were being targeted anymore. So you've got these groups that were in a word under served by the by the mainstream pornography industry who are now getting their fixed because in everybody's pocket is now the greatest porn computer ever invented in our telephones and the average age kid sees porn is no longer twelve years old. It's eight years old and they're not. They're not equipped to do that. So you know when I'm out there screaming and yelling about this. I always tell people. I don't know what we're going to do about that twenty five year old guy who has erectile dysfunction because he's burned his brain on porn but I do know what we need to do is start telling the eleven year old boys about that guy the way that we tell the eleven year old boys about the heroin users and about the alcoholics. We need to start making this part of our health Education of our children and it doesn't have to be graphic it doesn't have to be dirty. It can be age appropriate starting at six or.

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"shea" Discussed on Hellbound with Halos

Hellbound with Halos

04:16 min | 1 year ago

"shea" Discussed on Hellbound with Halos

"Whole lot of that main is beautiful. Rhetoric is just like hey get more people to come up and obviously I'm sponsored by the Board of Tourism here today but it really is. I mean it is a beautiful state and I've been as far north actually as Bangor which that's That's the only as far north as I've been I've traveled around the world and I've never been further north and Bangor because I've seen trees. Yeah I know. It was a different Community like I didn't when we were headed north from Actually I was visiting a girlfriend at the time in New Hampshire. This was a long time ago. We actually ended up going up through Freeport in to Bangor in. I was like on the way there. I didn't think I thought she was taking me out into the woods to like murder me or something. Where the faulk are we going because it is out there? You don't even need shallow grapes or you can just throw them in the woods. Ask You weren't hitting in the water. You know like the Ocean I think. A lot of people get misconception. The oceans cold. Oh yes there. Oh yeah if it reaches like sixty five sixty six in the summer it's It's nice and you know I'll be. I hate the Cold Water. Eight the sand You know I have a pool. I A beautiful pool at my house. So I haven't been to the shore aside from driving by or to get something to eat quite a long time I really somewhere else I. It was a nice place to grow up. I suppose although I feel like the world that I saw on television was not my world it was a different world and you know low crime Not a lot of diversity which was too bad growing up But you know I could move somewhere else would be somewhere. That's warm all year. That has more cultural options. I I sometimes feel like we are the deep south of New England when it comes to open mindedness and You know just being welcoming and in that it's frustrating but you know it is what it is. Nobody's holding a gun democrat. Debbie here My wife and I decided we'll be here till at least after my son graduates high school. And then we'll have those discussions which probably just be. Mostly me begging leave and we please go south on. Yeah yeah well that they say is that In our relationship we've agreed that I will make all the decisions that my wife won't make the rest and there just hasn't been any important decisions yet. Your turn will come. I hope so so you said you traveled. You've traveled around the world yet. Where have you gone and why have you gone around the world? Well I I notice is video but for the for the listeners you can. We can actually see each other doing this if you see this map behind me that a pointing at you see those open spots. No yeah that's like a giant lottery ticket where you can scratch where you've been so I've been I've been to forty seven of the fifty states. I just I just need Colorado Utah and Alaska and then I've been all through Europe. I lived in Japan for six months sauce. Some other countries over there so yeah I feel like I've seen the world I I haven't been outside of the US in nearly twenty years now and have no real interest to go elsewhere. I I love long road trips around our country it's There's so much to see so many different things so many different kinds of people that you don't have to go to Europe or Asia to experience different cultures different landscapes. We really have it all here and I love to Dri- by hate airplanes the opposite I can't nations get at that set. You know. There's a zen mode have after about three hours. Just resign yourself that you're driving. It's like being in a waiting room and.

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"shea" Discussed on KFI AM 640

KFI AM 640

01:40 min | 1 year ago

"shea" Discussed on KFI AM 640

"Shea and to have it at the four most kids I say they're very privileged kids ages two to thirteen were able to get a gift California congresswoman Maxine waters joined a local non profits for the giveaway the second night of Hanukkah will be celebrated with the first minore lighting ceremony at Beverly hills city hall Beverly hills mayor says he had been support suggesting such events for years but some of the other council members had concerns about violating the separation of church and state the mayor says the focus will be on the cultural and historical themes of Hanukkah Senate minority leader Chuck Schumer has issued a challenge to president trump ahead of the impeachment trial if you are so confident you did nothing wrong why won't you let your men testify Schumer has sent a letter to his fellow senators detailing what stuff he wants subpoena for the trial that includes internal emails from the White House and state department Senate Majority Leader Mitch McConnell says Schumer is just pretending to be impartial about this whole thing house speaker Nancy Pelosi is withholding the two articles of impeachment passed last week she says she's waiting to make sure the proceedings are fair six more horses have been found shot to death in your strip mine site in Kentucky a rescue group says it appears the horses were killed at the same time as the fifteen who were found in the area last week the horses carcasses were scattered over a large area they had apparently been hunted and killed with no regard for age one horse was found with grass in its mouth because it was killed while eating if caught the killer is facing animal cruelty charges at a minimum Boeing has fired the CEO oversaw the response to the seven thirty seven MAX crisis Dennis Moeller Burke resigned this morning effective immediately family members of those killed in two airliner crashes.

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"shea" Discussed on 103.5 KISS FM

103.5 KISS FM

02:56 min | 2 years ago

"shea" Discussed on 103.5 KISS FM

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"shea" Discussed on The Israel Hour Radio Archives

The Israel Hour Radio Archives

06:16 min | 3 years ago

"shea" Discussed on The Israel Hour Radio Archives

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"shea" Discussed on Game of Thrones The Podcast

Game of Thrones The Podcast

04:20 min | 3 years ago

"shea" Discussed on Game of Thrones The Podcast

"To like i feel like she's very quick to be shit to the shea okay i just read it as a young girl who wants to play a game and isn't being helped regard it's just i mean you're right you're absolutely right but on the other hand you know she's had to learn some tough lessons and are maybe this is another attempt to just play girlish game because last season she was forced to be the backbone of the ladies of king's landing as they're waiting to be you know murdered and raped death by the invaders but i don't know it's like i i keep waiting for sans to like become more than what she is and it's hard to compare her to aria aria so likeable and she's like grabbing things by the straw f and trying to maybe no more ineffectually than than sands of at least he's trying yeah are is making her own way whereas sunday's just being led around and this is yet another scene of that i mean i'm not sure that i can put my finger exactly on little fingers motivations here but he's clearly he always i mean little finger always has an all tyrian motive right getting out is not simply because he likes and wants to see her lift an even anything else bind like i do believe he liked an even love catlin but he's not above murdering her husband and putting her in a situation where she's in danger right you know because little finger i think the most important thing the little fingers little finger yeah so he might like you he might be using you for a scheme but he he's everything's very transactional with them i guess trying to all right danny laments her lack of an army while she enjoys sale to ask the poor were treated to a little dragon seen here fishing and just flying around the tossing fish in the air in birmingham instant torching yes seared ahi tuna dry dragons like their fish cooked it did not fans of raw fish on those she's i'm reason though sushi for drug on the death raqi aren't taken to the water very well they are still here which dante takes is a sign that they'll follow her anywhere and joy cautions her that she hasn't quite proved ourselves to all rocky yet especially the one on his hands in these peaking up three breakfasts stuff like that guy's not having a good yeah he just had a grand slam dinnyes and he did not keep it down and they also mentioned the like the big one of the big tensions for danny this season is how do you liberate a land or take something back with good intentions if you use like slave labor because you know they're going here to purchase the insult lead which is the greatest print that ical slave soldiers in the world and what does that mean for for for danny who kinda grew up in a slavery chattel situation herself who wasn't free to make her own decisions how how's that going to sit with her no it's a it's a good thing for her to be wrestling with at this point 'cause i it's also made more interesting by the fact that she's very desperate she doesn't have a great avenue to find an army right this is this is like the one thing that she thinks she can do here if she wants to claim her her rightful place so she's kinda stuck between like a rock and ethical dilemma just which is a cool place for her to be gives her something interesting to do for sure other than looking for a dragon's yes damn dragons are daba arrives dragon stone and tries to convince stands to continue to fight and to ditch mel sandra she claims that everything bad happened because davos convince status to leave her behind blackwater lenient that yeah and tries to stab or but stan guards grab him and take him to the dungeon yeah i mean she really provokes them she'd been ms instantly says all of your failures rear own and i could have i.

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"shea" Discussed on Sports? with Katie Nolan

Sports? with Katie Nolan

02:07 min | 4 years ago

"shea" Discussed on Sports? with Katie Nolan

"First we're going to go through the games uh that happened last weekend they're going to look at the games that are coming up next weekend mmm uh we're gonna talk about the basketball game that happened on monday night because it was crazy but we actually talked about that shakes i don't know if you would i need to talk about i think you guys hit the importance staff so we're just gonna do football last weekend football next weekend an interview shea so get excited yes uh we played around as i've made clear now fifteen times with the format of this podcast and we have yet to settle on anything but i over the weekend while watching football games i just had a note on my notes apple my phone right is kept a running tally of everything i thought whether related the sports are not oh whether smart or not on whether worth discussing or not and i meant too much like with the intro i meant to revisit it and organiz it into some sort of here's what we're going to do in the podcast i didn't okay so what i do have here in front of me is a list of bullet points a things a thought throughout the weekend watching football and you're just going to read i think i'm just going to read them entirely plausible i wanna be clear i did not review i reviewed the first three and was like those are good enough for content i there could be some in here that i'm like that's we just move on then okay i'm just giving you guys an insight into what happens in my brain when i spend 48 solid hours on the couch and no not all of those were football but there were other reason okay and so we're going to just experience football through my head i am so excited for another good way to do that by the way is to just follow him twitter because usually drink in usually tweeting sunni where you can do that at kaitlan or at ashley what's your at ashley pray bend it's just at ashley braibant yet is no you think so i don't tweet that much eight maybe you should get more familiar with your ashley brave brand i should she live i that was really good it's the it's the f.

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