35 Burst results for "TWO"
AP News Radio
French Open's No. 2 seed, Daniil Medvedev, loses to 172nd-ranked qualifier, Thiago Seyboth Wild
"Second seeded daniil Medvedev has lost in the first round of the French Open in 5 sets to an opponent who is ranked 172nd and was playing only his second match in the main draw of any Grand Slam tournament. Thiago sabot wield is a 23 year old from Brazil who needed to go through qualifying rounds at Roland Garros just to earn a spot in the men's bracket. He looked very much like he belonged on court Philippe chatrier on Tuesday, hitting big forehands and keeping his nerves down the stretch to win 766-726-6364. I'm geffen coolbaugh.
AP News Radio
Facing GOP backlash, McCarthy labors to shore up votes for debt deal in time to prevent US default
"House speaker Kevin McCarthy is hunting votes for the dead ceiling and budget deal he negotiated with President Biden, a bill conservatives are blasting for not having enough spending cuts. Some Republicans like Oklahoma's Tom Cole say the bill does the job by avoiding a debt default. And we will achieve real reductions in spending while doing so. But the hard right house freedom caucus and chairman Scott Perry say there aren't nearly enough. And we will do everything in our power to stop it. With some conservatives warning of potentially trying to oust McCarthy. I'm not sure what everybody wanted. We couldn't get everything we wanted. He needs two thirds of Republicans to approve the bill. Here at The White House. This compromise agreement is reasonable for both sides. Budget chief shalanda young says the discussion now should be about getting the bill to President Biden, not about which party won. The American people came out ahead. Sagar Meghani at The White House.
The Dan Bongino Show
Sen. Mike Lee: Current Biden-McCarthy Deal Is a 'Bad Deal'
"So the deal I've told my audience you know I don't like to bury the lead I should it's fair that you understand my position on it Bottom line up front I think it's a bad deal My fear senator is is this the only deal So I just would like you if you could to address those two questions Is it a good or bad deal And second given our numbers and the fact that we don't control the Senate or The White House do you feel tactically it's the only deal The floor is yours sir Okay I asked her the first question I do think it's a bad deal I think it's arguably an irredeemable piece of legislation Not only fails to live up to limit save grow initiative which passed the House a month ago But that actively undermines our fiscal future So it's designed to limit the good Bill Let me save crow But the fiscal responsibility act is they're calling it Instead guts all of the key elements of fiscal discipline betraying the very principles it purports to uphold and despite its veneer of fiscal prudence it exacerbates our budgetary woes without offering any legitimate redeeming offsetting features or significant reforms As your second question of whether this is the only deal as far as I can tell that is exactly how this is set up And it's set up for that very purpose to be the only deal which is exactly the problem with it This is exactly what people hate about Washington D.C. this thing was negotiated by a small handful of people in private in secret And then those who negotiated it come back and they tell people including the people who had fought so hard to put together the limit save grow act like our friends in the freedom caucus for example this is the deal Take it or leave it but this is all you're going to get The only thing you have to vote on
The Dan Bongino Show
Remember, It's the Second Person Who Changes the World
"Folks this video is shown all over the world because it's not the first person who gets up the dances That can change the world They can change the world but it's the second person that follows it typically does it The template is there with Bud Light and target the Dodgers and others for you to fight back Take this lesson to your local communities And one by one start breaking down the leftist facade And there are linsky rules that it's not what you have It's what the enemy thinks you have because once you know what they have and not what they want you to think they have you'll know they have nothing Here listen to this check this out If the leader is the Flint the first follower is the spark that really makes the fire Now here's the second follower this is a turning point It's proof the first has done well Now it's not a lone nut and it's not two nuts Three is a crown and a crowd is news A movement must be public Make sure outsiders see more than just the leader Everyone needs to see the followers because new followers emulate the followers not the leader Now here come two more people than three more immediately Now we've got momentum This is the tipping point And now we have a movement As more people jump in it's no longer risking If they were on the fence before there's no reason not to join in now They won't stand out They won't be ridiculed and they will be part of the in crowd if they hurry I'm sorry about the noise if that's the actual festival If you want to watch the video you go with this and Jim like wow Jim screwed that up There's music and no that's the festival That's video of the actual music festival You can watch it on my podcast today on rumble You can see the actual video of the guy dance and many of you have seen it before It's a really famous video It's shot leadership schools Some military places teach it intelligence schools and the guy mentions a few things
The Dan Bongino Show
Daily Caller: Bud Light Sales Reportedly Keep Plunging
"And if you notice during this week and there were a lot of pictures going around the Internet a lot of people were obviously recognizing the fallen over the important solemn holiday Memorial Day but some people were out in supermarkets and there was some pictures floating around One of them from the daily caller specifically about these beer shells and supermarkets and conspicuously the one beer that was not selling was Bud Light in a lot of these places Now this is not a story to be discarded lightly This is a heavy news day I never talk about these stories He's like kind of filled stories during heavy news days at all I try to avoid them all together sometimes to be honest with you but this is an important cultural story for us folks The left can never ever admit They screwed up I told you any sane operation right now The LGBTQ PC two plus lobby would go to Bud Light and say which is by the way it's been very generous to these groups in the past And very generous to them in the past and would say listen thanks for your help in the past Dial this thing down So you don't think I'm speaking with forked tongue folks I have been really honest when I was running for office that what is a politician want more than anything They want money they need donations to run their campaigns It's that simple right When I was running for office there were more than a number of people Friends of mine who were from out of state and said hey I'll donate to your campaign And I kid you not I said to him don't do it Because anything over $200 is going to appear on an FEC report And with this whole thing going on right now let me just handle this race You do you later on and we can show up later on or whatever but just give me some time to work this out Because I'm insane operator I don't want to see anybody get hurt especially with a nascent campaign right I want to see if we gathered some steam first Folks the left can not do that The left can't do it
The Dan Bongino Show
The COVID Controlling Narrative Continues to Fall With New Research
"Was a lot of stuff that happened this weekend over the last three days when we weren't paying attention And one of them is the COVID narrative ladies and gentlemen about the vaccines are great Put your mask on shut your pie hole Take your soup cooler shut it up jam that vaccine in your arm put your mask on and shut the up right That narrative is slowly slowly collapsing And not only collapsing falling apart completely the research coming out now about the vaccine and all this other stuff are actually pointing in the opposite direction Now this means a lot to me It means a lot to me because I've told you my travails with the vaccine over and over again My battle with cancer and all this crap It's not a sob story Everybody's got worse problems than this isn't one of those don't cry for me Argentina movements or whatever right But this is a personal topic for me You know we've had a long fight We just resolved with the parent company here over a vaccine mandate that sucked up a year and a half of my life and you know led to a lot of bad blood and took a lot of time to you know resolve this is personal to me folks I was thrown off of YouTube for telling you masks are not effective I was absolutely accurate I mean my skin is in this game as much as anyone else's Trust in public health is just evaporated The science has failed us ladies and gentlemen these COVID narratives are falling apart I have insisted to you for the two now two years plus We have been on the radio That the COVID narrative about masks and vaccines They have one thing in common And that thing they have in common is once the communists the modern day communists IE the liberal breaks down the idea that you're in control of your own body They now own everything
AP News Radio
Russia says drones lightly damage Moscow buildings before dawn, while Ukraine's capital bombarded
"A rare drone attack in Moscow has caused light damage and forced evacuations. It's the first time residential buildings have been struck in the Russian capital since the war in Ukraine began. The Russian defense ministry says 5 drones were shot down and the systems of three others were jammed, causing them to veer off course. Moscow's mayor says two people have received treatment for unspecified injuries, but were not hospitalized. President Putin claims it's an attempt from Kyiv to intimidate Russia and that it's a clear sign of terrorist activities. Ukraine has made no direct comment on the attack. The Kremlin, meanwhile, has pursued its relentless bombardment of Kyiv with a third assault on the city in 24 hours. I'm Lawrence Brooks
AP News Radio
30 international peacekeepers injured in fierce clashes with ethnic Serbs in northern Kosovo
"The NATO led peacekeeping force and Kosovo has raised the number of its troops injured in fierce clashes with ethnic Serbs to 30, the Serbs were trying to block newly elected ethnic Albanian officials from entering municipal buildings in northern Kosovo after taking up their posts last week. A statement says 11 Italian and 19 Hungarian soldiers have sustained multiple injuries including fractures and burns from improvised explosive incendiary devices. It adds three Hungarian soldiers were wounded by the use of firearms, but their injuries are not life threatening. Kosovo police fired tear gas to disperse the crowd as they tried to let new officials into the offices. Serbia put the country's military on high alert and sent more troops to the border with Kosovo, the two countries have been foes for decades with Belgrade refusing to recognize Kosovo's 2008 sovereignty. I'm Lawrence Brooks
AP News Radio
The day has arrived for Elizabeth Holmes to report to a Texas prison
"The disgraced CEO of health technology company theranos begins her stint in a federal prison today. Elizabeth Holmes is scheduled to begin her 11 year federal sentence at a women's prison camp in Bryan, Texas, Holmes was sentenced in November for overseeing a blood testing hoax that claimed theranos technology could quickly scan for diseases and other problems with just a few drops of blood taken with a finger prick. She'll be leaving behind two young children, a son born in July 2021, a few weeks before the start of her trial, and a three month old daughter who was conceived after a jury found her guilty on four felony counts of fraud and conspiracy in January 2022, investor and fellow theranos executive ramesh sunny balwani was convicted of 12 felony counts of fraud and conspiracy, and already has started serving his nearly 13 year sentence in a Southern California prison. I'm Donna water
AP News Radio
76ers hire former Raptors coach Nick Nurse, AP source says
"The Philadelphia 76ers have hired coach Nick nurse, weeks after he was fired by the Toronto Raptors, according to AP's sources, nurse led the raptors to the 2019 NBA championship after they beat the 76ers in the Eastern Conference Semifinals. Nurse will replace Doc Rivers, who was fired after he led the 76ers to their second straight 50 win season behind NBA MVP Joel embiid, but again failed to lead them to the Eastern Conference Finals. I'm geffen coolbaugh.
AP News Radio
Judge's 2 HRs help Germán win after suspension, Yankees top Mariners 10-4
"Aaron judge had a pair of home runs as the New York Yankees beat the Seattle Mariners ten to four. Judge drove in three runs and scored three times his two run Homer in the third inning gave the Yankees the lead. Hitting the homers and giving your time the game giving your team the lead is most important thing because with our pitching staff, you know, you give them a lead and they're gonna take care of the rest. He also added a double as 9 of the Yankees 18 hits were for extra bases. Julio Rodriguez had three RBIs for the Mariners, Jim Bernard, Seattle
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Golden Knights reach 2nd Stanley Cup Final after Game 6 win over Stars
"Las Vegas golden knights blank the Dallas star 6 to nothing in game 6 of the Western Conference Finals to advance the Stanley Cup finals against the Florida Panthers, golden knights jumped out to a three zero lead in the first 14 minutes and never looked back. Golden knights head coach Bruce Cassidy says he was impressed with the team's dominating performance. Yeah, well, it's definitely our best game of the playoffs and it came with the right time. You never know when it's going to happen. You always want to keep building. So boy, if we can bottle that, going forward, we're going to be a tough team to beat. William Carlson led the Vegas attack with a pair of goals and assists, goalie Aiden hill stopped 23 shots for the second playoff shutout in the series. Bob Stevens Dallas
AP News Radio
Caleb Martin helps Heat to 103-84 Game 7 win over Celtics and spot in NBA Finals
"The Miami Heat denied history and made some of their own winning game 7 of the Eastern Conference Finals one O three 84 over the Boston Celtics to punch their ticket back to the NBA Finals. Jimmy Butler scored a game high 28 points to help Miami become just the second number 8 seed to reach the NBA Finals. The heat won three straight before dropping three straight in the series NBA teams are 151 and O all time when leading three zero in a playoff series. Jaylen Brown and Jayson Tatum had 19 and 14 points respectively for the Celtics. Get them cool ball, Boston.
AP News Radio
Lewis has 4 RBIs in season debut, Jeffers homers in 10th to give Twins 7-5 win over Astros
"Ryan Jeffers tenth inning two run Homer sent the twins to a 7 to 5 win over the Astros. The Homer was Jeffers third hit of the game and it left the bat at a 117.4 miles an hour. I felt really good. I wasn't sure if I had a high enough to get it out. But I did. Royce Lewis finished two for 5 with a Homer and four RBI in his season debut for the twins, exactly one year after suffering a torn ACL. Alex Kerala often Willie Castro added a pair of hits. Jose Altuve hit a Grand Slam for Houston. Adam Spillane Houston.
Mark Levin
Sen. Tim Scott: The Far Left Brings Down Our Education System & More
"Here he is in North Carolina excuse me in the North Charleston South Carolina At a rally today cut 17 go I have lived that the closest thing to magic in America is a good education But today the far left has us retreating away from excellence in schools extreme liberals are letting big labor bosses track millions of kids and failing schools The replacing education within doctor nation They spent COVID locking kids out of the classroom and now they're locking kids out of their futures and in Biden's America crime is on the rise and law enforcement is in retreat The far left is ending cash bails they're demonizing demoralizing and defunding the police I grew up in neighborhoods alongside people who ended up incarcerated or in the seminary cemetery Not submitting Seminary two the cemetery as well We needed more public safety Not less We can not have innocent people at risk Police officers getting ambushed and attacked and seniors locked in their homes the time the sun goes down until the sun comes up Yeah he's going to be formidable in the sense that he speaks about these things from a position of experience
AP News Radio
Guardians rookie Allen brilliant as Cleveland blanks Orioles 5-0
"Rookie pitcher Logan Allen tossed a career high 7 innings to go along with a career high ten strikeouts as The Guardian shut out the Orioles 5 to nothing. Allen even his record at two and two, cam Gallagher had two hits and two RBI will Brennan had a three for four day with two runs scored Orioles starter Tyler wells through 6 innings of one run ball and suffered the loss. Craig heist Baltimore
The Dan Bongino Show
Pres. Donald Trump Surprises Dan Bongino on 2-Year Radio Anniversary
"The very big congratulations to Dan on the two year anniversary of the great Dan bongino radio show I've done it many times and it's got some real power I know millions join me in wishing you the best and looking forward to many years to come Your spectacular person then congratulations And I will be tuning in to listen Thank you Is that real No it's nod That's Sean That's Sean I'm texting Sean What's his number I'm technically giving there's a video to that How come you guys didn't tell me that Wow all right listen folks Jim hijacked the show from the start today I'm a little wow for me to be kind of without words You know I just I'm for the show's over Sorry folks I had nothing else to say Can we just leave it there Is this the video Wow that is real Look I'm looking at it right now Wow Check that out So it is my two year anniversary on the radio today That was a total surprise folks On my life I had no idea that was happening I really did not have as Jim knows from the rundown this morning I had nothing special planned other than to mention it was a two year anniversary of the show and a couple other things which I said on the podcast but I said it was really nice of them
The Dan Bongino Show
Part 2: TX Sen. Brian Birdwell Recalls Being at the Pentagon on 9/11
"Eventually get to Georgetown university hospital with a great staff there We'll give me my initial emergency room care But I'll say that last prayer with the hospital chaplain because I fully expect that I'm being called into eternity by the lord in these moments I would survive the lord would allow me to get with me That afternoon I don't know she's there but Mel will get to Georgetown That's its own harrowing story of what it took in the traffic there in those moments after impact to get to Georgetown and eventually I'd be life sliding over to the Washington hospital center mill would be taken through the Georgetown police department Georgetown university police department over to the hospital and she said it was just very eerie I mean the streets of D.C. have never been that empty Since Abraham Lincoln was the president of the United States and there would be a number of challenges we'll go through I mean I could do it all the time to name them all but everything from having maggots put on me for three days to eat the infection dead tissue what happens to you in a burn unit ban is a burn injury is terrible but what has to be done to you medically as far worse But by the lord's grace I'm still here And so many things over the last 20 years that we thought that Mel would see as a widow whether it's Matt graduating high school or college getting married and now having two grandchildren We've gotten to see as a married couple And lord willing he'll give us more years and no matter what This is still the greatest place on God's green earth And if I may be so bold to our friends in Florida Texas is still the greatest place but Florida is of course
The Two Of Us
"two" Discussed on The Two Of Us
"It's like like a like the tube map it's very simplistic. We all operate within that. Yes but within our experience so what you know how nourishing was the support in your first spring where you celebrated allowed for expression and will you treat it tenderly where you want the people to that to protect you for sixty. I can't even remember what the figures sixty seventy percent of the population first springs were full of trauma happened full of trauma awful trauma and abuse so that impacts also lives that impacts through are also summers. We were not able to safely manifest and express summer's on life summa's when when we all coping with the remedy with the with the officer offense at this trauma so it goes on so the trauma in my in my world view is asking for healing at emergence for healing but our lives very often do not offer the right circle the circumstances for that to happen. I think that's really true. I want to bring us back to creativity because that seems really really important. And new carving out some early moments in the day in so you have your day before you enter into the day with other people. I had Reporter on the podcasts. Who does journaling. She's a great student artists and she is the journals away to survive and she's used a lot of regarding her own trauma and she talks about an really are in particular. I'm thinking the same thing with you. It's for me talk about creating a space. It's creating a visual space as well and interestingly a record on an archive you know whether you look at the journals again is a secondary thing. But it's like. I'm putting myself hair. This is a record of may so we'll talk about this trauma and perhaps unhealed drum of many reasons. It just seems like a in. The tarot does the figure of hermit. Whatever sarah but they're carrying a little guiding light. And i say the making process in the mets innis of that you talk about on the The place where the unknown is a place of exploration and adventure rather than a place of tarot. Seems like a tiny way out of whatever worth fucking absolutely because because anything is possible..
The Two Of Us
"two" Discussed on The Two Of Us
"Gonna phrase this another friends around them. Counseling mobile world describe. Has slop the sort of therapy for you. And then we're gonna look at what that word therapy may be. You know exactly the therapeutic. Yes absolutely yeah. Is it orders my soul. That's how i know who i am. I think about what i think about. Anything is by looking at it through them due to do then looking at the page. Oh that all right okay. Organizing organizing my head body okay. What's the difference mask. What's the difference between therapeutic confederate. pay law. Okay here's my stab stabber. Well actually stop. I think it's pretty clear. Therapy has quite has a strong contracts usually with somebody else. So it's it's a regular contrives. You have to turn up. If you don't turn up you pay it's probably Quite the more intense. The more frequently is certainly regular. And you have. It's bound by an agreement. That's therapy of any kind. I think something therapeutic is something you've just you benefit from something in somewhere. I really liked that definition. And i think the idea of therapy being something that you know. It's contractual it's exactly. It's no different to me. Doodling around journal in the morning is having a safe a safe clear container a safe boundary where you can let go internet so that you know that your your therapy. Your therapy person is not going to tell you about that. The laundry basket breaking a terrible childhood. Or something you know. You have an agreement about that. You have strong. Claire obvious places where sits so that you can be soft within that so that you can let go than okay. Another question has come to the about boundaries. I find boundaries difficult. 'cause sometimes i don't know where they are. And so sometimes the boundaries. I drove with other people are not is or effective.
The Two Of Us
"two" Discussed on The Two Of Us
"He has to come first. Otherwise the tide of work and clients and editing. podcast forever. weird stuff i do. We'll just lump it because it's tender toll. I love that. But you. Now i feel about. My podcasting is part of my creativity because it comes from the same place for me which is asking questions you know. I'm always asking questions absolutely absolutely. That's absolutely positive. But the something about creating space early in the day for something unknown to happen that for me. That is is just so sustaining. It doesn't matter what happens all than the rest of the day essentially a friend yesterday. Who's a visual artist. She's a teacher and visual artist. Recently she's really into writing and we talk about what happens after the first draft. And this thing i am 'cause i haven't written for awhile back into writing poetry and like doing the free right and then getting my highlights a pan on taking out the lines which failed. Say something and she was like she did it the other way round. She do a free right and she take away but she didn't need so there's like this positive and negative embers. It's thanks like a negative space drawings. Exactly and i thought that was really fascinating. So i guess from the side data that you saying you give yourself space for something to emerge. You don't know what will happen. It will emerge and is that mostly writing or is it drawing on you. Don't send your living room. I don't either this movement so much. It's rushing join kobe. She both the the that ten to stuff to emerge it needs it needs from boundaries so he needs a timeframe it needs. It needs my adult self to push out some laundry and the child and the whatever else of a housemate's to make space for that and for that to happen and i have to sideline my critics and they can wait. Everybody has to wait and no goal. That's another that's another boundary like this isn't getting anywhere going in a single creating anything. One mark is enough of any kind and is it old in a big old journal. You just get out your journal new zealand. Yeah i love this. This is a really important lesson for people for like that child self to merge with the freedom of whatever be called that so in a spirit of a marriage you've got to have lights grownup boundaries. But this is happening now so it might be for other people you say living spaces living space with. But it's really for yourself saying this thoughts now here. I am pen in hand. Lexicon.
The Two Of Us
"two" Discussed on The Two Of Us
"With a well this this is what we do. This is this is how i am desired. And this this is this is. This is how i received pleasure because the old rules don't work anymore. I love the coupling of the words ten exploration and i'm wondering not just about relationships but i about the relationship was on on once creativity at the turning point in life than can be attended explorations. Well yeah yeah. Because i don't know what what what what are critics up to at this point. That's an open question. We don't all critics may well be very loud. But hopefully we'll have loaned ways of having a bit more space from them. And i mean i think that space is absolutely key to give ourselves space for more than usual for nothing in particular playful. Xtra tender expirations to happen. Now i'll k. Is world then. I'm thinking that was space and time and energy. We used these like big abstract mounds to describe something. Which is sims quite elusive. You know my side wanted to of space. I to- i don't really know what i'm talking about. Sometimes it's like. I just need to go out on the eighth stand up. Some the top apollo The skyline but sometimes it's much harder to define unlike just need room to breathe even in my interactions with other people. So what does space mean to you. And how do you find success. Okay yeah well this. This is something that Endlessly consumed with and again endless. As you know because we had a conversation about this last month in my personal investigations. That that's another place where i explore. What does this mean to me right now and it certainly means very grounded practical stuff like making sure. I do something creative early in the day so it might not be serious first thing but i might have to admit boss pasta child around do some exciting domestic task instead but mostly there is. There is some creative component. Because doing if if Unless i unless i prioritize the thing that nourishes knee motorist which is creativity.
The Two Of Us
"two" Discussed on The Two Of Us
"Bet lynch classic. Yeah it's an archetype and use the slot you come. you can. Only you can climb stuff that you haven't had before because it's a time of liberation fuel fox are given. Yeah so if that's something you want to explore than i man my the money people do i. I came in my conversations and explorations with people. I came across a hefty quantity of people who were exploring new sexual identities. You gender identities having a lot of interesting sex having a lot of interent interesting intimate encounters that they hadn't had in premenopausal life. That's good news. I just learned the show their step by by it. Still a reason to celebrate. Isn't it because i think that's about sex and sexual profession because we've talked about desire. I'm being designed being sane. That's very different from sexual pleasure. You know it doesn't have to be seen citizen by anybody can do on your own but you know it doesn't it is just can be seen by the people there doesn't have to be public. Am i supposed that thing about on. Attaching oneself from desirability and sexuality. Being a scene thing on known thing to like a priva- as occupation general. I mean it's it's it's a big shift And perhaps then it's quite radical in the sense that because the male sexuality i'm talking by from the hetero normative way has been seen very much as being saying to be gorgeous therefore is gorgeous supposedly say you know what i do in my own. Spare time is my business and the combat hell of a lot of fun. But you don't need to know anything appended to it can be pry. It can be a private part of me. It doesn't have to be a public power minds tape and also because about is changing and ageing. Exciting nears either. The aging process continues. So we are in a constant starts china anyway so on needs will also be changing at the same time. So it's it's not only well for me. It's necessarily private. Because i don't know because on exploring what this is now and now what is this pleasure now and how. What is it that. I need or desire right now. And that's an ongoing ferry tender exploration and one that doesn't really fit with you.
The Two Of Us
"two" Discussed on The Two Of Us
"I'm the time a the second spring. It's also quite believe. I'm going to answer okay. This looks like other for being very basic. But i i'm going to so it's also it's also a very wobbly time so if you think about menopause is a decade change and shift where all the shit goes up there the ship then has to land and your in this new place so it can. It can feel very easy. Knew very like i. So i bring will be teenagers so very new and typically there will be seems like well who am i now. What the hell do i do. What am i about. And and ooh here's a pretty shiny thing his love it creates veget- like under that we go ahead of the obvious obstacles. No that's not a man come back and say it's It's renewed energy. has this spirit of inquiry. Next ration- much. Michael i spring so to get back to your question so My i was. I was pretty unhappy. I think i think i was. I really struggled with stretching into who i was for most of my teens and twenties. Now my thirties out a lot of kind of stretching out to really I my background is is kind of very conservative. I went to boarding school. My parents and my family in general were very very conservative. So really about about juicy about older about plumping everything down and behaving and you know very good at behaving. I have no desire so how'd rebelling to do number of exploring question. Yes it's awesome. I'm really interested how i guess some of the unresolved issues in the first spring will come up again but together with layer in the second spring. They'll come up in with great clarity. 'cause i'm thinking this is just me personally. A big thing about the first spring is the changes in your body in your in your area. Your sexual awakening us very intense. You know there's a lot happening very much aware of how your body is in the world. You're saying and i think a big mark of the second. Spring is also a change of your body knocked. Just what it's doing. Not just the you slow bleed and you might change a its ability might change and so i'm thinking personally.
Between Two Wings
"two" Discussed on Between Two Wings
"Hello everyone and welcome back between two rings. I on your host emily norman. Today we have at travis low with us. He is a pilot in the uk and he is about to set off on a huge adventure to become the youngest person to fly solo around the world. Chavez thank you so much time to talk to us. I know you're leaving in a few short days. I'm sure your schedule is very hectic. Hi emily thank you around me on is great tokyo's aways and it is very hectic actually. Yeah today i've been buying stuff Last minute stuff for For the trip find did at bbc interview. Id today as well which is exciting but yeah leaving this coming thursday. So does the twenty seventh of may so is already soon. And everything's just crazy right now and But i'm so excited to go. Yeah i can imagine you must be feeling so many different emotions right now absolutely. I'm a- i've more excited than i am scandal novice but instead of getting nervous for flying into these countries that you know who knows what's wanted one will be like in these places so i'm bit nervous for that butts. I'm really looking forward to. And i and i finally set off funding. Make this dream a reality. Check definitely and i see you have your route right behind you but before we jump into that. What sokolow of about the requirements you have to meet to break this world record show yet so To break the world record of the youngest person to fly solo around the world in it'd be flying in a i was single engine aircraft Maximum gross takeoff of something less than twelve thousand pounds. Or something like that. I'm pretty sure So to wait below that limit But is that. I also need to Suck and navigate the globe basically equal distance. I fly to cancer. So that's twenty one thousand five hundred twenty miles or thereabouts Which means Technically i could flights north pole circle the north pole wants and just zigzag until done twenty one thousand five twenty miles. Obviously that's very fun. It's a lot more fun. Just fly around the world and seal these crazy places on maitlis people and obviously you need to be younger than the current world record. So that's that's how you get it.
Between Two Wings
"two" Discussed on Between Two Wings
"Your proficiency is just through the rough your early on at a regional airline you're accustomed to operating into laguardia and o'hare and George bush international in la. I mean that's par for the course you're flying embryo or were h. e. r. avenue for military aviation. It's a big difference. Because you're not necessarily operating at lax or o'hare or if k but you're operating in complex combat environments where flying is is secondary or even tertiary to whatever the mission at hand is And so you're very mission oriented very Willing to accept a higher level of risks sometimes depending on the scenario In in what you're regulations allow in quite frankly who who's on the ground who needs help you know because it ultimately military aviation is there to support Soldiers on the ground in in that. That is not lost on pilots. No matter what they're flying in the air force and so those two mentalities tend to even out once you get to a major airline. You know there's a couple of years where It's always funny that the first year was online at my airline. I never realized that i was saying this. But every time the captain would make request or or or asked me to do something at my. My response would be acknowledged that would be my my response. I acknowledge everything. He said with acknowledged. And that's one thing when you're talking to hec But but the captain. I was flying with a multiple occasions. Would turn over me and say dude. Just chill out a little bit. Yeah yeah just relax a little bit. And i think that's the biggest difference In the there's not a right or wrong or or a better. it's two different types of experience. And i think that's what really makes aviation amazing is. The entire industry is a mix of different kinds of pilots in different experience levels And it really gives us an opportunity to share those experiences amongst each other in an ultimately it makes everyone better. Yeah and mean. I don't even have as much experience do with different pilots that my dad is ex military helicopter pilots and just comparing by low time training to his. You know retired now. Getting into fun. J. flying it's it's still very very different very different mindset. Said that's always been very interesting to compare. Well as i was doing military helicopter he was doing the hard work right there. Yeah and slow and watching over tree branches are. Our approaches in finals on landing are very different. Let's say that will matt thank you so much for coming on between two rings today. I'm sure next time we talk. You're gonna have a whole new business idea. I'm so excited to hear about it. I hopefully hopefully not you know. It's kind of a a purse right. You wish you could turn that off from time to time so we all every month so that'd be bad absolutely so yeah it was great to be on. Thank you so much for the.
The Two Of Us
"two" Discussed on The Two Of Us
The Two Of Us
"two" Discussed on The Two Of Us
"With with what comes to the end and When i was about eight. I went to my dad's friends house in the country in. He had his own taxidermy. Folks it was. I was like wow. This is incredible. And i went home that evening and for few weeks scandi by for a cheap pizza talks with him that could afford and in the end. I bought folks. Who've i think maybe fifty pounds. And i've still got him at homes cold cromwell and he saw the he saw the fascination. He thought that the collection. When i was about eight nine and a lot of age have a lot of money because good toxin equality pieces of our is expensive so i thought well why don't give it a try and so lucky with my parents have been so supportive and marta It's spending things out in the shed with me skinny squirrels. Because that's what. I was recommended that easy today when the easiest got hold off and who did that for she is not not really ready to get anywhere with it. Because i had no like real training or understanding so for my thirteenth birthday they treat me to Attacks coast with now. Good friend of mine. He lives down in norwich. Cheese a touchstone this than we did a job together. And i see him pretty much every non except obviously with covert of not managed to get down but yeah. He's he's been really supportive. And it's really nice to know that the people in the community the been supportive them such a young person and help him to to carry on the tradition rate. So that's how. I got to it. And i hope to do the same for other people as well. Wow said from a really young age. You're you're into it. That's incredible Sounds like it was a gradual thing. Rothem necessary lightbulb moment. It from the fox situation. It sounds like you you miss. You want pieces of taxidermy. So then you thought well. I bet just try to make it myself. Is that ryan. Yeah yeah absolutely. I never When i was younger. I never be touchtone because i didn't know what it was. I remember very clearly est. Six my teachers. I tell my friends. I wanna be paleontologist..
The Two Of Us
"two" Discussed on The Two Of Us
"She'd stayed downstairs uncertain. So we on the saturday. She died on sunday morning. On the saturday. We'd been to a yoga class and we came home and stallard gone high before we actually and she sent me this text message of the picture gang. Oh my god look. She's managed to get herself up to the loft muller had walked with roy onto the Jumped onto the bait and sat there looking like a little kitten. She had been we just took is a sign that she wants to be with us and that night we carry two downstairs and she sat on stellar slap. On the sorry for what we watch tv. And then we carried her back up to up to the loft with us and she lay on a blanket between us and then she died four thirty in the morning. She kind of released everything from her body in the spare room She's to making noise knighthood away. Comments teluk carried a backup says electorally. She had maybe twenty seconds of like extreme pain and we were beside themselves. Because we what do we do. We take it to the vet. Dewey united we suffocate. What do we do. We can't bear this pain. And she just dallied Buried her in a shoebox in the design shoebox. I should add with her little pink mouths. We spent a got hours digging in the garden. Because everything online saying make sure you dig it really tape the fox's or get them and we start on top of it and we put slabs on top of On top of her you know where she was And then just put a little candle flowers there and then once she To once that happened. We'd kinda gross daffodils And now it's back to grass. But i knew so. That was a very long winded wife citing it. I knew i didn't want to get another cat strikes away. I knew that that's what some people did. And that's fine. It wasn't for me..
The Two Of Us
"two" Discussed on The Two Of Us
"Big john him up thing about being do relationship to being on antidepressants. And right now. I want to be able to do it myself. Like the ronning muslim. Give up the running even though my feet wet. That's because it's i'm dealing with my going to cope Do it well under under other people's show because it's not affecting me it's about other people so about hey when it's about me it's hold on a minute i've gotta pressure on myself. I've got to be able to do this without pills. Why why can't run medicine. Why can't i be faster. I think the moment. I just sat down and look at sixty one years old. You're only started running nearly five years ago. Everybody body's different. You know there are people who are twenty five. Ron as fast as i do there are people by genova who run a lot faster than i do. Suck it up just how it is in the minute. I kind of accepted that everything kind of got better. Been running much better than i have been doing. Great runs i'm really pleased with myself. I don't put myself under pressure with a gonna go. Just go out china's own. See how you feel and i know that having run having exercised i feel great. I mean i've also been doing for the last probably two months half an hour of yoga every single day sometimes idea now because i do different yoga for when i've had a big stretch it out different muscles so most days. I'm doing one to two hours of exercise. But i love it. I love it and it's halt. It doesn't come easily. The thing that we started doing before lockdown was. We have a very well known boxing gym at the bottom of our road. And i'm brady against boxing reagan punching people. But we'd heard about this boxing gym and we just saw in sellers had gone. Let's go and i'm like. I don't know i don't wanna be no punch beef and you might be a bag. Well we nagarajan pair. Boxing gloves a most fantastic experience. I mean i'm clearly the oldest person there but the guys are fantastic. The groups wanting to fool. It's not competitive. I can say the appeal of the inbox. Training is really hard coal. We just go for and when they stopped Gym's closed they were allowed to do one to one sessions solid. Several mosques up. We've got our own gloves. They're very careful And that was even harder because it's just you and so they make you do all the punching but it so much more focused on the detail and then you have to deal with this outside the running up and down and you know i just have loft with them. And it's it's not competitive. It's not about never going be a so. I don't want to be a boxer. Hate boxing professional. I hate the thought of punching and hurting someone but the five actually ended up doing is is hilarious. It's something on every much so One of my other things about resilience is constantly trying to push the boundaries. And kind of see. What else i can do. What can i do next week. There was a trapeze place in the park across the road from us. And we still pasta on about to might be two years ago Let's give it a go..
The Two Of Us
"two" Discussed on The Two Of Us
"Is chief things you in a long time said that hasn't impacted my work. It's impacted my ability to work. So it's kinda pulled me back a bit. Nobody would ever know about safe. I didn't tell them so. I kind of stop taking the pills for about a year. And i thought oh yeah i feel fine. I feel great. I feel great then. I kind of didn't feel great. What was my cat die by twenty year. Old cat died in july last year or the before year before twenty nine nineteen and that was my first cat and that just set me back. I was just completely an athlete. Destroyed and people don't love animals don't know how it fails but i work at home. I'm more day. She was here all day. We might. She'd been through house refurbishment cancer death united. She'd been for miscarriage. everything. And i didn't realize that her death would affect me so badly on it just kind of wiped me out for months. I was ridiculous. Mini my mama cried and my mother is not an animal person. An oft that. I decided that i really needed to save therapist. Not because my cats died because they just opened account counter worms. A whole lot stuff came up and i'm still saying him and he's from tastic and he's ready to help but i decided early this year because kobe. But we lost the. I'm forgetting where stealing your january. Twenty twenty one. probably May june last year. Might depression was really bad. At the beginning of lockdown. I felt fine. I felt like it spring. Lucky we go house. We've got i can walk. Can run that lots of people who live in united tiny places and he don't have an outside space and you have lots of children and and i don't have fan really grateful for what i have and you know cetera got on really well and we got through it but there might. Depression started to sink in. And i started to think what happens off to What happens with my work at the moment in the same position now once really go anything only this digital stuff is being done would in the same boat and i kind of felt safe because i knew we were all in the same place but i started to worry about what happens after covid and i just sunk into rating depression. Really really awful. Where i just was an all time low. I wasn't running very much..
The Two Of Us
"two" Discussed on The Two Of Us
"There is no love. It's a loveless landscape and when i felt suicidal myself. Unlike you i'm a coward. It's because the ideas of this failing will be a tunnel. I'm i'm trapped in that. I call ever get out of there on because the palest so baguettes fused with my identity and my life is like the invasion of the body snatchers. It pills the only way to escape is through death. Am i think that's what people don't really understand a lot of the time this fusion. But this thing. I think what's got me through a stop. The point that i about the even to my south michael voice. There was a tiny part of me. That wasn't depressed. 'cause that was the part of me that was commenting you know like in buddhism. You know. I mean the slope neutral. I the witness even a tiny witness saying. Oh my god you really depressed. Even i if i was saying i am depressed. The very fact that i could voice but the power of may the wasn't in that that was like a tiny little shell to block may. Yeah i think would've that is completely true. I i agree with I think unless things unless you've been through it you really S experiences and all of our experiences different unite. Mark pain is different to my friends. Pain is different. Your pain But i think the thing you say about the love and now we can't hear that we can't hit people saying about your love it so much to live four and we can't see ids we can't see it so we don't want hear it on. Its yeah i think that's what you say is roy. I agree with you. Uninterrupted apart from what it makes to have mice physical size Essence you swim and you raw because it helps me because exercise. I mean i love exercise. I was exercised. Exercise has been proven to help depression again. It's as i said with swimming as an instant reward. You immediately feel as if you've achieved something. I woke. I'm a writer..
The Two Of Us
"two" Discussed on The Two Of Us
"Haven't tried. You will really uncomfortable. You didn't feel well. It wasn't making you happy you did something. So count counseling it. Listen to self. Care for you to withdraw. I think that's another way to look at the. Even though you felt angry with yourself you would just say. My body can't do this at the moment. I need to withdraw she. Yes you're quite right as you started saying that i thought what i did was i took care of myself and in a way i proved to myself that it was actually okay to withdraw. It was actually okay to go. I'm not too late today. Paula radcliffe pulled out of a marathoning. Grace she pulled them up. Paula radcliffe elite runner of. This is just a half. Marathon is no pig daily. It's not going to have any effect on my life. And you know on roy telling other people to listen to their bodies. Listen to your body. Your body's telling you don't overdo it. So that's what i did an actually that kind up in a that was actually a really positive thing for me today. 'cause it's kind of sad precedent now. Is i know that. If i'm not up to scratch in some days i am and some days you know. I feel great another days when i'm running. I feel like okay. It's going to be a bit slow myself permission. Now it's okay that's fine. So in retrospect it was a positive thing that came from a negative thing in the about how the thing about how self cab. How sometimes the self care. It's not we don't know what to do. Is that the thing like you know like you say like getting in the washroom kolden. You've got all your brigade on big orange hat. And sometimes i get the wolves too. But it's like that's the right thing but other times the right thing is the opposite of that. So there is like this formula. You know We always learning while the appropriate ways to half russell. For any given time you were going to give another example about situation also resilience was challenged. Yeah i am. I am quite a resilient person Which is not to say that. I don't find things how to deal with resilience. I honestly i'm trying to think of situations. I have Stella my wife has had breast cancer twice my sister. My only sibling died. Nearly ten years ago of balkans three later. My dad died. I had to do a lot of looking after my sister and my dad had to had to look after emotionally. Look after her three young adult children. When my dad died. I had my mom there on. It's very it was very much a question of keep going..
Two Moms Day Drinking
"two" Discussed on Two Moms Day Drinking
"Kids probably shouldn't watch the never ending story by the way. Take it from a lifelong hand-wringing teeth. Gnashing certified anxious person who did watch the neverending story as a kid. Just take my word on this fun and enjoy not sending your tweens therapy when a field trip to a dude ranch leaves her in a six week existential cesspit. You are welcome anyhow. I was thinking as i drifted to a gentle stop through my buggy and park and collapsed against the to firm driver's seat lumbar nightmare. Like the pile of mushy tension. I was an actually. Let the calming familiarity of his emphatic. Instrumented pino man cover wash over me embracing it for what it was as i stopped doggy. Paddling against the inevitability of at all accepted the untenable fact that i had been on hold for sixteen minutes and thirty three obnoxious godforsaken seconds from upper peach street in erie to this most perfect of little. Pull off spots just outside of watts. Berg and that there was no end in sight that i was going to be late getting the girls because my brain was sludge by that point and i could no longer tolerate the sound of hold music and the relentless pounding of oncoming car oncoming car flash of high beams because someone assumes you're refusing to dim your own oncoming car inexplicable man on a bike in january on your sixth mile of uninhabited highway. In a windbreaker that i was going to sleep at best a grand total of three and a half hours before being hog tied like dracula and drug into the unholy predawn conscious awareness of yet. Another day i just said goodbye to a man who spent his adult life trying to iron out the kinks in his own childhood trauma to divorce the rigid metal ribs of distinct and convoluted slinky's between two issues. He internalized watched his parents struggle with them and his own one thing he said stands out to me not in the warm hug of some enlightening epiphany would that it were so clear or soothing or simple rather it glares at me like the endless parade of undimmed headlights on country roads. That forgive the hell out of me. But i think might be to social crisis. We've all been letting go unchallenged. way way too long. i find that when i'm president with my son. This person said after describing the frustration that has followed that terrible moment when a child realizes they can ruin your whole day with the right kind of wiggle. When you're trying to change their decayed diaper. He stops trying to get away. I find it so confronting. I think because it is for me as a mother. One of the most inconvenient truths about parenting. I will ever face. I have to actually disconnect from the world and just parent if i want parenting to be easy but most days for the past year but for what actually sometimes feels like as long as time itself. I am lucky to conjure the cognitive energy and compulsion toward self-preservation required to wash the world off me at the ends of them to consistently accomplish nothing at all other than grooming myself and appearing functional would be an improvement from where. I have been at certain points this past year. But then the person on the other end of the line clicks back into my world and a wake at that perfect perfect little. Pull off spot just outside watts. Berg and together we conclude that things are not going to go on my way. This time i find that just that little break. Four minutes and twenty seven seconds according to the call timer on the steadfast backlit screen of what's like the closest electronic companion on this earth. A fact perhaps more telling than any other when it comes to a well rounded understanding. Why am i if you sniff sniff. Cy repetitions hyper oxygenated. The attitude right out of me are all taken to install my big girl pants and send back on my morose more times. I'm able to force myself to remember that the easier it is bound to become..
Two Moms Day Drinking
"two" Discussed on Two Moms Day Drinking
"Sixteen minutes and thirty three seconds. I've been a difficult customer this week. I've gotten frustrated on the phone with people from whom i've found it difficult to exercise their job or rather their employer if a company has kept me waiting or failed to show even the slightest amount of concern for the inconvenience. My last nerve has officially frayed. That company is now dangling like skywalker with one hand and one stub precariously from the dingle berry of the universe. I am not proud of the amount of patients. I lost this week with people who are just people. Same as i am people. I've had a couple of people lose their patients with me as well come to think of it. When does not equate flat. me with. Customer service intuitively. It is a facet of the job. You come to realize just a bit too late once. The tax forms are filled in and the direct deposits are setup and everything's just beginning to sink in the gravity of the commitment. You've just made not to mention the sheer number of social interactions. You've just signed up to experience every single day and it's okay at work for the most part. I'm fine with it. I had a long conversation with someone else the other day someone who struggles likewise with social interactions outside the house anxiety and a tendency to percent rate which is different from ruminating in that during ruminations. Something is accomplished whereas with precipitation you just keeps bidding the same soggy straw up from your guts and rolling it around in your mouth for a while before swallowing it again. Structurally unchanged from the last time. You worked it up and the time before that and the time before that time before it was. I suppose a sort of airing of grievances a month too late. I'm always relieved to hear that someone else's feelings same pressure as i am i'm given to relentless bouts of shadow boxing myself. Maybe it's not as bad as making it out to be anyhow. Maybe i'm just reading too much into it ono. She gets it to somehow. I maintain this delusional. Hope that i will one day attain the nirvana of complete social ignorance. I've been told by people that i'm unnerving to be around. Because i can hear the tones of their voices. Humans have evolved. It would seem to bottleneck all the subconscious awareness channel it into the content of their speech. Not the tone in which it's delivered because humans have also evolved. It would seem to be as deaf to the nuances in their daily interactions. As an eighty year. Old metalhead grandpa. I can see the little quirks and mannerisms that happen automatically magically taking up less than zero percent of persons conscious bandwidth. I'm not saying i'm special. Actually tuning into people isn't a superpower reserved for the highly savant idiot. Every single one of us has the capacity to develop it just as we would any other muscle or skill or habit you too could feel the texture of a voice for better or worse as it's tucked into your ear by gentle. Whisper or vomited at you across a four way intersection. It's knowing how to shut it off to me that may as well be some unholy alchemy of the highest order like algebra and the sports balls is someone who has shed much of the internalized expectation that i control what my face does. When you talk to me. It can be exhausting to try and shove myself into a little box. Behaviorally a narrow spectrum of appropriate reactions responses and initiations having worked in customer service. Try very hard to shove myself directly into that very box and keep all of my feelings to myself. In that context. I have not succeeded this week. I have also done ridiculous things. I have forgotten my idea for things. I knew absolutely that. I would need my. Id for even after having been reminded to bring my. Id with me to the thing that you cannot do without it. I promise that was neither exciting nor titillating. It was painful if that does anything for you. I have made appointments that. I have neglected to keep on more than one occasion simply because i forgot and i know that i'm fortunate to have the problem. I'm about to unburden myself. Up to you dear reader but i am utterly utterly burned out from the amount of work available to me in so many ways right now. Our world feels like an extended exercise in east or famine. All or nothing black or white for those of us. In america those existential conflicts are amplified deafening as those among us who have never been patriotic. Our lives have wept it images of people with whom we share a common resource one would assume a common goal of needs. Only the absence of antagonists to thrive and flourish desecrate ding are philosophical brains of told us for three decades hold one iota of actual significance other than that with which we choose to infuse it latent patriotism activated by coming as close as anyone has to actual domestic terrorism in generations is jarring in inconvenient little monster to be expected to grapple with at this time and place in the world and yet here we are sure. Life doesn't even matter at this point. Just stack it on top of the homeschooling and the looming. Threat of an unstoppable viral menace in the seething personal anguish over whether i'm making progress or sinking like our tax benevolent sin. Lewis our tax for god's sake in a swamp of freaking sadness..