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How Your Story Can Drive Your Success
"Wanna introduce you guys to selene gosling. Welcome hello and thank you for having me today. I've so appreciate you taking those. You guys don't know slim. A story architect author speaker for high-profile entrepreneurs one of the coolest things we're talking about here is really how the debris the soul into your business. Which is one of the fun things for me Especially as he really kind of dive into her expertise in working with entrepreneurs to help them get unstuck She helps her. Class breakthrough plateaus reprogram their minds for success. Most really share their most powerful story with world. They can become confident. Leaders with influence brands. International media coverage in thousands of raving fans. I think the part that. I'm most excited about though is slim loves adventure. She's traveling all over the world. And i think it's really again if she left the corporate america seen She lives her life on her own terms. I was just in puerto rico she. We're talking about visiting friends. John lee dumas. Who's on our podcast just recently. But i think the cool part for me. Selena is having the opportunity of stay time with you to really help. People really understand the difference between the public story and the private story. Yes dive into that anything else. You wanna say so they can get to know your local better not married to today everything that they need to know. It will come through in. Today's that's fantastic. Let's dive right into this. Yeah so if you don't mind. I think the most fascinated by is. I know that i've always kind of hidden my private story. The hardest thing for me is publishing on a regular basis. And i'm trying to do more and more that I think i've gotten better ads becoming much more vulnerable. But i think the problem. I see in a lot of the entrepreneurs that deal with is. It's that private story. It's that space between your ears. That really is preventing the for having success. They really want and most importantly really living the passion that dream they they talk a big story but they don't believe in themselves asset something you've experienced one hundred percent even as the end of the the funny but i would say the most interesting part is that it doesn't matter how successful you are so i worked with six seven eight nine figure enterpreneurs and matter because they keep telling in creating this magnificent story on the outside hiring brand experts like cr- the best copywriters in crafting something so that they can share in their work in their funnels in their websites. And then there's always this lack of coherence between what's being put on the outside and then what you just said which is a story that they're telling
Yarning & Darning, Meatloaf Catapult, naughty Limericks, Raptor piles. - burst 7
"Newspapers. And we them to a trump or indeed a trombone. And so i i up on the ocoee. This This session we have women. Crates genderless pack of playing cards so at queen trump king So in the day and age where we're conscientious and i'm passionate about gender equality. Have you ever stopped to wonder why. The male monarchs still trump's queen in a pack of cards. This is something that doesn't sit right with a twenty three year old indian. Melnick says she decided to take matters into her hands. The forensic psychology graduate spent a while thinking about how she can make a change after a lot of trialing creating agenda listen race neutral deck of cards king queen and jack instead replaced with gold silver and bronze the gupta modern set of cards of the modern world. If we have the skyrocketed the king is worth more than the queen and this subtle inequality influences people in their daily lives. But it makes me think though is the joker the joke i mean would he be like a unit. Would he be genderless. So there'd be no bell shaking his head. How does one play old made. Now could all may be an old queen maybe Maybe it's just all three contract and the data shown off the incredible harry potter theme secret. Hideaway cry different. Dalton the cupboard under the stairs his creation is far from the dusty room full of spiders. Harry called his bedroom and does the household with dad finishing the project in time to unveil it to his eight year old daughter at christmas. The outside of the cup is decorated with portrayed and the fat lady who caused the engines to griffin tower with visitors having to know the correct password to gain access the dole then swings open to reveal raven clo- flag the house in which is door to assorted into and the floating candles hanging from the ceiling. But i'm just thinking the dad is correct. Corrected is wondrous harry potter kingdom for his daughter. They can have to have an extension especially for hagrid. Who's a slightly wider. 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Apparently they did feel that they had the patent pass which was access to lara's and finally the first preserved dinosaur bottle is perfect and unique paleontologist said the first dina. Dinosaur battle ever discovered the shedding light. Where the sun doesn't shine the discovery reveals how dinosaurs use this multi-purpose opening scientifically known as the local vent off all all three items here number one two and breeding as well the dinosaurs dairy so preserved research. You could see the remnants a small bulges on its back door which my house musky scent glands. The reptile possibly used during courtship. I mean in this case. I wonder if these press stark poopers ever had hemorrhoids. It could it could indeed be a ruptured raptor. Okay okay so we have. The twenty-first limerick in the twenty one salute for the president joe biden. And i think we we do we do without a doubt have to do a a desert. there's no doubt we have to do. We have to do one of the ones. There was a young lady named hitchen who was scratching across in the kitchen. Her mother said rose. It's a crabs. I suppose she said yes in. The bug is rich in okay. So let's open the antique anglo. Ach so in the anglo and got this week we have some more foods We have the bird's-eye custody trifle So basically for all of our listeners. All around the world who did not travelers at the bottom. You have canned fruit. That has jello and jelly. And then there's a layer of English custard in the middle and then it's whipped cream on top and you have lashings of sherry. I remember many years ago. My mother will attest to this are is at school. And they were serving trifle and the gentleman who was serving it In gave me a dollop of this trifle. And i said i do. Hope this sherry in it sir. My mother always put sherry in the costed. Seventy one like sasa i one bird's-eye custard a trifle custard. And then i never remember this but capris did instant mashed potato now. I know that was an advert where there were basically robots doing the smash potato And they were making this robert sip-it like cement mashed potato and that was something that we ate in the as well instant mashed potato and then you had the delicious caramel banana flavored angel. Delight is basically for americans pudding and it's a powder mixed it with milk stirred it up. And then i think. Let it in the fridge for a little bit. And you have the most delicious pudding the caramel or or salted caramel whatever. It was and the banana flavor. Were out of this world. It was like heaven heaven in a little glass bowl and all the other children in the eighties. Were were eating that but the best of all legs gentlemen. Let me introduce you to via natta. Now i think we have via netter every sunday during During the summer is an ice cream. Basically and it was layers of creamy Vanilla ice cream with very slender pieces of dark chocolate spread all the way through. It was like an dot chocolate bars and chocolate on top. We've creamy vanilla ice cream and let it melted a little bit because you don't want to completely frozen and it was absolutely delicious and some of the people on twitter would say in celebration also the vetter always sought the annetta. Look like cuttlefish vice versa. thursday night always shopping night. Vinet gone by eight o'clock It was supposed to lost to wake lived on these during three power cut. Three power cuts. We just left them outside the floor out. Veneta was only served in a sunday dinner. it was a classier ice cream any other night. It was the awful vanilla from the plastic tub and a mate with trying to impress a girl invited around for a meal border veneta for pudding but left it in his bag and it started to melt. He genuinely believed that if he stuck it in the freezer reconfigure and it did not Every time we went to my aunt betty's it was the pudding choice then at a hands down hands up everybody who spent ages trying to cut through the bottom layer frozen chocolate before realizing it was the brown plastic tray. So there we go. That's the Antique anglo ark. This week we have veneta bird's-eye Trifle and we had the angel delight delicious dessert three marvelously. Nine hundred eighty s desserts. So thank you very much. Listening to the podcast is been a momentous week. The world changes week. Isn't it so nice to have boring game either. The boring Regiments have government going on as normal without hysteria twitter 'isms and everything else. So we had all twenty one limerick salute for the irish heritage of joe biden. And thank you very much. For listening to the podcast. This week we did ever touch on. Liz hurley's bikini marmalade exploits. We didn't touch on me trying to reintroduce the perfect baked potato. We have time next week. Folks we have plenty of time. We have all the time in the world to discuss The wondrous Baked potato and how you should cook it. abbas hurley making marmalade in a bikini. Which i think. I'm going to try this week and then i'm going to maybe a champagne marmalade in a in a in probably a man caney bar style this week and hopefully there won't be any smattering without a doubt. But it's been lovely to have you here Lovely to have you on the podcast. This week keep coming cauliflower cheese and cheese on twitter at keep coming cauliflower cheese on instagram likened subscribe. i'm across spotify apple music Also i'm a shoot in iheart radio pandora everywhere people everywhere and yes logging. Enjoy it I mean it may be something. Maybe i could send you a sleep at night. If you're insomniac it could be. It could be the you know the better than the sound machine. Although i have to say my love did get a sound machine and the crackling. Fire the crackling fire is absolutely delightful and it makes me sleep. The baby and i highly recommend the sound machine if you have trouble sleeping and is absolutely wondrous invention but that's been the podcast We all going to finish with a never shameless heaney poem. One of biden's favorites to to close the day. It's bell doug they just keep turning up and were ford as those foreign one eyed and benign. They lie about his house. Cranston's out of a ball to lift the lid of the pete and find this pupil dreaming of neolithic wheat when he stripped off blanket bog soft piled centuries. Open like a glib there. Were the first plough marks. The stone age fields the tomb call beld turfed and chambered flawed with writer. Comb landscape fossilized stonewall patterns repeated before our eyes and the stonewalls of mayo. Before i turned
Impeachment looming, Democrats urge Pence to help oust Trump
"House Democrats are mounting an extraordinary effort to remove president trump from office before his term ends next week in the capital still bearing the scars of last week's riot more stunning scenes with David says Selene and Democrats moving toward voting by mid week on a single article of impeachment cited insurrection against the government of the United States but Democrats are urging vice president pence and the cabinet to act first to activate section four of the twenty Fifth Amendment to declare president Donald J. trump is incapable of executing the duties of his office into immediately exercise powers is acting president Republicans have blocked to that resolution for it now though the full house is expected to vote tomorrow before a potential impeachment vote Wednesday Sager mag ani Washington
As Americans start to receive Moderna vaccine, questions arise about a new COVID-19 strain
"Tonight. The cdc says this corona virus variant this new strain found circulating in the uk could already indeed be circulating in our country. Undetected pfizer. Says it's highly likely that its vaccine effective against the new strain. It'll take roughly two weeks to know for sure but the company says it could produce a new vaccine to match the new strain in six weeks. Well for more we welcome back to our broadcast dr. Selene ghandour clinical assistant professor of medicine and infectious disease at the nyu still of medicine in bellevue hospital in new york. She was recently named to the president-elect's corona virus advisory board a doctor gander. First of all. It's great to have you back. Second what is your level of concern on this new strain. And what's the truth about. Existing testing will the testing. We have if you're lucky enough to get one. Expose it well brian. There's a lot that we still don't know about this variant. But i do think that we need to take this very seriously as a potential new threat We don't know if this new variant is in fact more transmissible we think it may be based on modeling that we don't have concrete data on that yet we don't know if this new variant could be more deadly most of those who have been infected with it in the uk so far has been on the younger side and they tend to have milder cases of coronavirus to begin with. So it's a little hard to say whether there's going to be a significant difference in severity of illness and finally we don't know for sure. If the vaccines that have been developed by pfizer by madonna and others will protect against this new variant. We think they probably will. But if there are further mutations that accumulate in these variance where the change even more. It is possible. They could evade the vaccines we've developed. Thus far i heard someone say today. We can try to use the defense production. Act to make more vaccine to keep the pipeline full of pp which just don't know how to make any more doctors and nurses a personnel staffing as becoming the issue. We have ground them all down between spikes of this disease. What are we going to do in these hospitals these regions that are running above full. Tilt we we really can't defense production act our way out of this one. You can't manufacture doctors and nurses and while you can play around the margins by promoting medical students to first year residents or trying to bring people out of retirement. That's not gonna make a huge dent in this what you really need to do. It's a supply and demand problem right and we have a major demand across the country. What is driving that is transmission and really the only way to get ourselves out of. This situation is to flatten the curve. It's what we've been talking about for months. Now which is reduced the number of cases so that health care systems. Doctors nurses can cope with the number of patients that are being asked to care for. Where do you come down on shot shaming. We have a report later in our broadcast uses as an example thirty one year old member of congress from new york in perfect health. Got her inoculation Before doctors and nurses across the country some of them who are begging for there's and putting hands on patients every day. How should people view these lines and the notion of cutting in line. I think when you have enough an elected official who steps up and wants to get vaccinated. I do think there is very important symbolic value in that to show the american people that they trust the process by which this vaccine was developed and you factored approved by the fda and so i think the value of that messaging is worth it for. Somebody like that to be back. Stated early dr selene gander. Thanks for your work. Thank you very much for agreeing to come on and take our questions. We always appreciate having you. Thank you very
Inside Biden's COVID-19 Team
"A big part of what's lean gander is doing this week is being a spokesperson. Getting the biden. Message out about what they need and what they plan to do. The president-elect as talked about appealing to governors to try to enforce mask mandates it. Do you think those would make a difference because there are places like new york. Where you and i both live where those are in place and yet we've got big outbreaks in different communities. Well i think the key is that one how enforceable is a mandate to who is issuing the mandate. Is it somebody that these communities respect. Believe trust and i think that makes a national mandate both enforcement issues as well as the trust shoes very challenging. I do think you know a mandate coming from a governor. For example governor of south dakota that would be taken very differently would be received very differently by people in south dakota. Then if the president were issuing that same mandate should we have a national testing plan or has the boat sailed on that already so the current administration has actively discouraged. Testing has said oh. We're testing too much. That is definitely not what you're going to hear under the new administration if anything you're going to see a massive ramping up of testing and really trying especially in communities of color that have been really hard hit to make sure we have much better equity in access. But who's who's responsible for that. Is that this sort of patchwork we've got now of some state some cities. Some urgent cares or is it the federal government saying okay. We're doing widespread testing. Yeah this is the place where you're going to see. The federal government really stepping in one of the places where they could have a real impact is invoking the defense production act that would mean the federal government could compel manufacturers to crank up production. President trump has done this to a limited degree but the biden team wants to use the law. More broadly both with respect to personal protective equipment as well as scaling up production of test kits. So i i really do think we need a national plan here and that will include testing Not just people who have symptoms but people who have no symptoms expanding testing and encouraging mask. Mandates are things president-elect biden could do once. He takes office in january. That's two months from now. Normally an incoming administration would be getting information from the outgoing one. But selene says that's not happening. How much does president. Trump's refusal to concede and this sort of official transition being stuck in limbo. How much does that get in your way. Well that's a huge problem. We know historically that transitions are real period of vulnerability for the country in terms of national security. And that's whether that's a a foreign threat a terrorist threat or a threat like the corona virus and so that really could very well translate into americans dying unnecessarily to give you some examples of the kind of information we want and we can't get company gloves. do we have. How many syringes. Where are we in negotiating contracts with pharmaceutical companies with the logistics of delivery. Where are we in terms of developing databases to track who's gotten vaccinated who needs to be vaccinated. I mean those are things that are in a wait and boring nuts and bolts kind of stuff. But that's the stuff that you need to be able to plan a big response like this in terms of scaling affects nations even if the to really promising looking ones pfizer moderna if they are skilled up distribution. Is this huge challenge. How are you all thinking about vaccine distribution and getting it into the communities that that need it most so why you have to scale up. The this is where really moving forward with. The transition is really going to be important because we need to have a better understanding. What's happening on the inside with the pharmaceutical company capacity. And then once you've manufactured these doses how how do you distribute them in wear and some of that will depend on the characteristics of the vaccines. So you know the the pfizer vaccine needs to be deep-frozen minus seventy celsius. Well most family doctors. I don't know that any family doctors have the capacity to store a vaccine at that temperature. a lot of community hospitals will not have that kind of capacity either. And so what you're really looking at is having probably big academic hospital centers major health systems. Maybe pharmaceutical retail chains having central depots. Where they can do that kind of storage. But that means it's going to be harder to deliver that vaccine in particular to rural areas. So my guess is you're going to see the pfizer vaccine really targeted to urban areas. That have the capacity to deal with what we call that cold chain of freezing whereas the modern vaccine which is Which has less stringent temperature requirements in his relatively stable for a month at higher temperatures. You're going to see them journal. Vaccine probably prioritized for rural areas. And as you know a couple other vaccines emerged from the pipeline. You'll see further and further sort of targeting based on how easy it is to get those vaccines to those parts of the country. How effective those particular vaccines are for. Certain patient populations you know he might have pfizer here new york city and you might have maduna in rural wyoming listening to you. Describe the kind of logistics around that. I keep thinking about communities that have been particularly hard hit when we are talking about black and brown communities indigenous communities Ease there. I guess a painful chance that given the kind of medical infrastructure that some of these vaccines require that they're going to be doubly hit in the vaccine rollout process. Yeah this is something that we're really attentive to an it is a tricky one because there are issues a vaccine skepticism and hesitancy in some of these communities for good reason. And if you say we're going to prioritize communities of color for vaccination there will be a contingent of people who will say. Oh so we're going to be guinea pigs for this new vaccine so you have to address those very real concerns even while you are trying to prioritize because the fact is these are communities whether it's the navajo in the southwest or the south bronx here in new york city is their communities have been hit really hard and continue even now to be. Hit harder So we really do need to prioritize them if we're going to maximize the impact of the vaccines. We've been talking about trust. And i have to ask you about one of your colleagues on the advisory board Zeke emanuel who quite famously wrote an essay. saying he'd like to die at seventy five and that made a lot of people in the disability community really angry. How do you get their trust. I noticed the president-elect mentioned them specifically in his speech how do you their trust with him as a part of this group. Well i don't really want to speak to to zeke in particular but in terms of the disability community ron clean and i actually co hosted a podcast together. He had to step away for biden campaign. Were going to be the chief of staff. He's going to be the chief of staff for for President-elect biden and ron and i interviewed early on during the pandemic rebecca coakley. Who's with the center for american progress. Who is a disability rights. Activist really did listen to her concerns. Were really very much attentive to the needs of that community as well so we are taking notes. We are reaching out to people from the disability community to better understand what policies they need.
Wonder Woman 1984 will be on HBO Max for Christmas
"It's coming the morning after wonder woman. Nineteen eighty-four is going straight to hbo. Max this is a big exclusive for christmas so Be aware it's official is bringing the blockbuster movie h. to hbo max's debut in selene theaters wonder woman nineteen eighty-four also premier in the streaming service on december twenty fifth but will only be available for one month so very very cool
Building Your Brand as a Student
"Know one of the things you think is important is. College Age students or students in general learning. How to brand themselves right building their personal brand. Normally, we think about maybe with movie stars or. Personalities or something but let's get into this. Why do you think this is important To me without giving away the shop how they can do this. And how you can help people do it. So let's let's let's hear what we got here. It's important for so many reasons and not just for college students for even students who are at the high school level or even at the middle school level thinking about why they are going to go to college. So the why is essential? So I don't know if you're familiar with Jeff Selene goes new book WHO GETS IN AND Y. But that book I think. It came out this week and I got a chance to preview the intro chapter and one of the So the basis of the book is that he was able to. Be in the admissions office of four universities One of them was emery in Atlanta One was I forget the names of the schools, but the example is from emory. So it was him going through the admissions office seeing how they pick their classes. So not the highest Yale's in the harbor is not the highly highly selective universities, but the you know somewhat selective universities and how they make the decisions. So he told the story of you know emory university going back and forth. With various students who are interested in going to the school and one of the examples that he used was a student who was, interested in microbiology however, on the student's application, there was no indication of any clubs, any volunteer work anything at all that would indicate that this was something that the suit it was really interested in had a true commitment to. So even at the middle school or high school level is important because if you're going to a college which is competitive with going you're going to be. Competing, with other students to get in, you want to establish what your brand is student. So if you are interested in, you know the sciences or stem or something in that regard, a highly competitive major you WanNa do things at in college or in middle school so that we use some at your college application You are standing out you're doing things that shows the university that you are truly. Committed and you have a history of being committed to whatever the major is whatever the industry is while you are an undergraduate's a consistent. Thanks. So they're looking at, you know not only your essay and your sat scores in your great but they're show it. They want to see that you are. You know you've done some thought you took in some you've taken some consideration about what you want a. Major an in why this is important for you. So that's the short answer. I know that wasn't that short but that's the short answer about why building a brand is important and as you said, is some you know you think of it as a business thing or maybe you know a celebrity may think of it but it's important throughout whether you're in middle school and even when you graduate from. College. You want to establish your brand as being someone who is. Expert or Going to be an expert in. In your major or in a particular field. So that's why building plan important
"selene" Discussed on Smashing Security
"I'm working towards like. What what on Earth is going on here so it's it's wrong petrified. Now this sounds like Whitney Houston. I believe the truth will set us free. The garden have cheated a little bit Of course, they have which only disclosed right at the very end of the article because Ovo all of these words were written by the robot. It was sub edit it although the guard inside they submitted it probably. Know more or less than they do to the human confi would like show us the original that they wrote well, apparently produced eight different versions of its essay and I get the feeling that God took some of the best bits and stuck them together. We Bit Naughty of the my still fill. This gpt three thing is being used no kinds of different ways some of them. But Are you are you ready John to sort of Switch over control of your brain to some sort of supercomputers do your decision making for you they? They do this with TV presenter as well. Tojo's. Short scene wear exactly. We have we done any of. The new stories I think I've tried to out which where exactly their problem which one's Best But this this seem slightly more convincing. I'd like to see the I'd like to see the raw output. Anything he's. A, cheat it is a bit of a charity and put yes. Show the royal put. Why not? Why couldn't they say here the eight contributions from the way we need to know just how sinister this is the stages at the moment because in the version they presented to hear. Do. What are you? GonNa do what am I? Okay. So let's say let's say it's utterly utterly way more terrifying than they've shown. They just showed you the light bits. Okay. Access to all of them. Old Ending Link cripplingly scary. What do you do? Well, I'm continuing not to allow Alexa into my house that's for certain. Right Hilton allowing those guys I bet John I bet us our I o teed up to your eyeballs. No. No, not really. I of I test about by often end up switching them off. Mean we had the a the all. The tried two thousand. My wife was delighted that she could someone up radio stations quickly and that sort of thing. But then then it started answering Seraing back in. The wife wife for the Alexa. Do Shush John it was. Solid sure the. Things are proven, and then she got really worried we we. It's been off ever since. I, mean obviously I have. To do things and it's also a bit the same with. Same with the light bulbs as well that fine until until they decide to reset themselves when they all come out and and if being powercuts something. That default position is almost always annoying the and. Often. You can end the up the APPS crashed whatever just becomes an awesome powers. And I end up using the it a disk instead and switching off the hub. And things like that. So I'm sorry I've got a bit of a love hate relationship love hate relationship with with Iot things really. Young. When I think it's important that we keep our eyes on these robots every time I leave a multi storey carpark I will say, thank you to. Get the ticket. So I think we have to be. It says in the article it says I'm always grateful for feedback. So when he just dropped them online oh yeah. Like we're going to do that up the line say, Hey, I'm Dan like we're GonNa put our heads above the parapets. We all concerned. I'm keeping my head down on this one. All right. All right and where the Guardian all school is my pick of the weekday. Joe, what's your pick of the week? It's difficult things on the seventy. was like cars you just want all of them. warmly. Too, I. Mean You automated tempted doing filming with? It's not quite as few weeks came out a few weeks months ago that saying Ed v One v one it sounds battle of logging cameras. Great. The camera manufacturers starting to take blogging seriously and providing. Flip around screens microphones in both and very clever auto fixing had said that you said, it's a face off you could be doing your logging folks automatically only your face and if you held up a product, it would if it was in product demonstration mode, it would also shift focus on your face to the and back again which I always winters I. That was pretty good at the end of August stomach to I went to visit the very much reduced e for the weekend for a a gadget obese in Berlin and. Just a few little things and I. The one I rather liked was a think overheat, which is was a mini induction heater that can be built into your kitchen work top mentally it's approach I've at the moment but So you can just pump your your cup on the on the surface, the point and your, and you get boiling water very very quickly but you do have to put in a sort of warmed I said that to attract to the magnetism as a metal want. Like an induction hob but while forum for boiling drinks quite that and. Does have magnetic properties. So if he had a pacemaker, not good for you art shouted physician is only induction hosmer pacemakers sounds like a potentially. But because I know people with them, they can't go near them because right top of the induction hub be I guess that would be a similar. Interest in guarded guarded good. It's share that information crowd I'm sure that'd be released with the robots when they. Get rid of some people, sheets, magnet magnets I. In the site. So. yes. That was I think just just just picked it. Also squeezing the the new series the gadget results on the twenty fifth of September. So seven PM on Channel Five. The but also in our price fund this series, we got a copy of my book on tape. You're on the future of the car which came out last November comes out in paperback. It's like revised form of first of October. That's what I try and get nineteen as well. Yes, good excellent. So people can check out. 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"selene" Discussed on Smashing Security
"Way Selene Delgado Lopez Moon. We just need to get off the. John. What have you got for us this week? Intrigued by the announcement say he's then latest seventh generation s class Macabre Kabulov. plutocrats live the world the new version coming up next year and twenty twenty. We'll finally feature full over the air software updates. Say This is after Tesla first feature them. But down the fact that Mercedes are adopting means, they really are entering the mainstream of legacy car manufacturer. It is a real issue is caused become more more complicated and more and more connected. Their security systems really aren't up to scratch at all and. Says had the right idea we'd because they were starting scratch being able to basically keep a car up to like a computer is kept upstate but about other causes quite weak in this regard i. have it. So is Mercedes the second to produce this I know nothing about this? Because these. Cars well, it pens how comprehensive it is. The Jaguars guys I think he just applies to the current system. Quite necessarily on that but I think I think it's much more limited BMW recently. Quite A head in this field working the end whatever the consortium is that does digital cookies with apple has that they they were the first to their involvement in that but they're focused when they announced in July was more on the fact that you'll be able to. Pay Your options remotely say as the Com- may be physically equipped with having heated seats, but you'd only get them if you paid extra and then they'd be activated remotely through software which sounds rather waste of Lord could be very efficient. It's easier to build but. Now. I think about this the caused really while the insecure I mean all costs being fixed to the Internet's is twenty eight through the. System, which is.
"selene" Discussed on Smashing Security
"We're an audio show I'm disoriented okay okay. Imagine, Scooby Doo something on that. Friend Lee, then they would remove the video a few hours later, this cost a buzz people's on what's going on with canal, five. So. So people began thinking maybe this is connected. To the missing woman and tool these facebook Franco because we saw that earlier in the year race. So everyone's going nuts. So the truth of what you would have not gone nuts, but even hearing about it, I'm still not going Gaga calls your facebook, use a you know the typical facebook user who might prove this kind of thing. So what is actually going on what's really going on is that people don't understand facebook privacy settings because you can disable the ability for people to you as a friend on facebook when I did have a facebook account only disabled the ability for people to send me a friend request, right because I thought well, who would ever want to use that I. would. Want to be my friend exactly. So. This is all a big storm in a teacup. She doesn't really have more than five thousand friends. It's all a bunch of Blah Blah and people are actually panicking by nothing. Is that what you're saying? Yes. Because this particular profile had disabled that ability when people went there because they got the scary warning, they saw there was no button to add friend but only to message her. and. So people assumed that meant she had already funded them So people didn't bother checking their own friend lists right? Yes. So many people do that like do people do that once a week Oh let me just go and like they're looking at their tomatoes growing. You know John to how how do you cultivate your social media presence or tomatoes take tips really. Very, badly Mike. I'm not not as good as I should be. Cultivating probably probably not attend is I think of it more as a useful way to provide information about what's going to be in the program this week or something like that. Do you have a favorite social media site? I did it was probably twitter has been my by preferred one. I. In instagram is is is lovely. Simply an almost liked it in it's pure original. Complicated when I? Get my head round. INSTAGRAM. I do full time I'm pressing the wrong button things are going wrong on posting things accidentally honestly instagram might be happy about that because it's not really designed for your demographic dudes no fatness or anything but anyway so people if they are checking their own friend list to see if selene is really one of their friends and they don't find their because they've received the warning and they have convinced themselves ready that there's something unusual a profile they're assuming that she sort of cloaked self she's in. Mode so they don't see her in their feed. They assume that when they go to a profile that she secretly in their feed and then they tell their friends, I, think she spying on me I have no proof. To Twenty twenty zero. This is exactly what is going on. Conspiracy theories about people believe in qn on people believing all kinds of nutty stuff on facebook share their friends, and because your friend has warned, you believe to be fair though a lot of stuff has happened in the last few years, right? Over. That TV's there was a catfish, the original facebook feed your own. People creating false identities on facebook that was. Of that wasn't it? Irish Requests request people I have to try and assess whether they're really real ought which sometimes I think they'll. Do you care though I mean are you posting personal stuff on facebook or do you think? Makes me from the TV show or something. Yeah I assume it's all D. related. Yes. Probably family connections make other means of communication. Things like shall I wear a green cravat today people? Probably would be very useful. And? Holly Willoughby you can post your outfit for the day. Off that'd be durable. Instagram with totally love that. It's a problem on Amazon prime wherever you're watching the tour I knew. Then received adverse ram fluttering pairs of jeans on Amazon. Obviously had by demographic sources. Well. Obviously scares like this can still be successful. I, mean I. Remember Years Ago we worked on the naked security site and a mainstay of map writing articles, and there was facebook hoaxes and click jacking scams and fiery out off which was spreading on facebook. It is extraordinary how much people will believe when they receive it no fancy fund on facebook. So you might think what's the real danger this other than wasting time but if people really believe that this woman is somehow secretly linked to their account and they can't unfriendly. They might then fall for follow up scam which says Click on this link to unfriendly or go through this process I have a solution. I really do we have to put out a statement along little wires saying maybe we should just leave facebook that.
"selene" Discussed on Smashing Security
"We'll first, let's think this week sponsors last past deep instinct and immersive labs. Their support helps us give you this show for free. Now, coming up on today's show, Graham makes a new facebook friend I know John Talks about how Mercedes is ramping up its security in its fleet and online school is back in session for many. So let's review the main threats and how to handle them all this and much more coming up on this episode of smashing security. Now chummy chums. have. You ever found it difficult to get rid of a friend. Yes. One particular friend. Shows up. What methods have you used to get rid of someone who maybe not permanently crow remember sometimes going round for for late nights, Suarez your house and there'd be someone there. Maybe me want to go and we hadn't got the hint. Well, you tell people what you would do. This is my trick. This is an agony aunt. Or something. Yeah. But you give someone a banana for to give them energy for the drive home. Would you like this for the journey? That's the layer of. Gentle way to say I need to go to bed I. Think. Gosh. By ambitious here was to keep up with more friends actually have the opposite problem and it's not terribly well this year did it started off? Well, there's going to. Be a bit of. I'm to come back. Oh, I know it's pretty hard this year I. Think we're all suffering from that. Well, if you want a friend, then maybe she tend to facebook where lots of people believe that they have been friend by some incudes Selene Delgado Lopez. facebook users have been passing around a warning that a lady of that night has slipped into your friends list slipping into your DM's without your permission and the warnings are saying that Slim Delgado Lopez has mentioned a friend just about everybody on facebook. Despite. The normally being only a five thousand friend limit now. Limit Are you near that I'm on facebook. I mean well. Suddenly. You John You must be. I. Think I. Think I actually used facebook tear active but I am I think I'm searching desperately now to see whether Celine delake all day one of I. And she isn't. Dhabi left out. Concern. Right. So what's going on here? What devilish trickery has selene? Delgado. Lopez used to achieve this. Well, according to the warnings been spread for direct messages and public posts and even other social media. People are saying why am I friends with Selene? Delgado Lopez. And of people saying my boyfriend just shown me a facebook post everyone is friends with this woman selene Delgado Lopez and you can't. Frente the only option you have to block and what people are saying is that when you look in your friends list right and your facebook account, you don't see a listed but if you go to her profile if you search for her on facebook confined her profile. Who are believing that she is their friend okay. Can I just just make sure I understand this? Yes. So I have never befriended selene Delgado Lopez. Showed up at my list and I said sure I'll be your friend I never seen this but certainly I, see her name in my feet and it looks like we're friends. Well, what's happening is people are warning each about her and so people to find out if she is their friend, go to her profile, they look a provo and they discover that there is no option to unfriendly her all they can do is message her. Oh you mean, so go to her profile so I went on fringy or they can't unfriendly, but they can block her. So what's happening is people are getting the warning and thinking, Crikey who is this woman on my facebook friends with her they search for her name they go to profile and win there. They see there is no option to unfriendly but they can message normally there's an option to send a friend request and so they think, oh my goodness how long have I been friends with this person said they put together to make. Thirty you're very clever chap John. I think that's exactly what's going on our news is spreading conspiracy theories and rumors and not all crazy thoughts about this. There've been videos created investigating the mystery of Selene, Delgado Lopez, which had millions of us so the. Going around and someone suddenly mentioned hang on there was a Mexican TV show running on the station Kanal five decades ago all about missing people I'm one of those people went by the name of Selene Delgado, Lopez and people going what is going on hitch now don't know that that's necessarily that unusual name. In South America. Yeah. It seems like it could be a name you know could there be to over the. Years No. Well some people thought well, maybe that's just winstons but maybe not because earlier this year, the same TV channel Canale five in Mexico run a bizarre marketing campaign on social media they started at three o'clock in the morning posting spooky videos onto their social media accounts. which would like of a ghost speaking something like this. How does that sound like? Just..
"selene" Discussed on Smashing Security
"To the show but probably isn't new too many in our British audience at the very least because he's regularly seen on Channel Five TV's the gadget show. He's a TV producer presenter technology cellist I'm currently it's John Bentley Hello. Welcome to the show it was great to be here. Yes is good fun. What a voice say no is this a liar bird Graham have you deep faked John? Bentley. Talk. Show and tending okay. Real thing. This is the real thing area exciting John Ferraro listeners who aren't based in the UK may not have seen the gadget show. Could you quickly sort of sum up what it is? Wizard is a lighthearted look at the bottom technology and gadgets really. We've been about two thousand and four now. Series thirty to thirty four depends on how you count. De Good Fun to do. And it Goes, I. Think it's Just, stuff about new technology, it's really good fun. The second longest running show after the archers, BBC. I. Think it. Might be the fairly long lasting channel five. I used to work on top gear. That's that's been getting a long time. I believe your claim to fame or infamy perhaps is that you introduced to the World Jeremy Clarkson to. Thank you. She. was already quite active in the world I just introduced into television. In When was that? Nineteen thousand, nine roughly I think somewhere around. Producing Copper A. Little. Bit more opinionated about cars. Certainly found somebody the. Grow what's coming up on the show?.
"selene" Discussed on Pantheon
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"selene" Discussed on Rock N Roll Archaeology
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"selene" Discussed on Rock N Roll Archaeology
"And stuff we were living in this one little building corporate housing in New York, and walking to the theater every day and drinking fish I might add like, yeah, I don't know how we did it we. Just. We're just being entertainers and Yeah. We spent every waking moment together with this group like being at little rascals entertainer camp and and remember we had a grace Papaya for dinner every night. Yeah I think if. You unique easy during that many shows normal but we like we're like, oh I'm going to go to the Metropolitan Museum, and then I'm going to go and visit Staten Island I'm going the Statue of Liberty and all we can do is sleep until like four or five in the afternoon at while doing album shows it was exhausting it was so. Yeah I? Wasn't I was in bed until we had to get into makeup. Yeah I know that was, and then after a while like nipples. About the third week I thought, my nipples were Never GonNa return to normal Kazan these two big red rings where like Spirit Gum went? I was afraid one damage gonNA take pasties off and my nipples GonNa, come. Out Yeah, it was is brutal. It was like really hard labor. When it was so much fun in So so that was just one of the touring experiences or on location experiences we had Let's talk about when we did Steve Wilder sins movie firecrackers. So this was a movie about a true murder. That occurred in the fifties at a carnival on the fourth of July in one MIGO KANSAS and I'm Steve Wilder Sin. If you guys out there podcast land, he has I did a whole episode with him because he's worked with Ming Stall and Karen Black and he's made tons and tons of incredible movies. and. So he was the director. There's there's some stories about firecracker on that episode with Steve, Selena and I had so many stories about the set of firecracker and what it was like working with Karen Black and let it was like being in the murder house where the actual murder happens that this story was based on. But also just how how absolutely surreal at was being in in the middle of nowhere in the middle of Kansas as entertainers working on a film set. We were we were a couple of big city girls. We were big city showgirls, and then we find ourselves and through pleasant I got the Gig we find ourselves shooting a film in this tiny really adorable little town I mean, what was it like two blocks long? Time I think there was like there was something like three thousand people or maybe three hundred I don't even remember it was I I went to bed to Ventura was like three, thousand, three, hundred people but maybe were just downtown and everyone else was spread out and have a sonic though that was. And liquor store right across from Motel. But I. Remember we had to drive about an hour out to go thrift shopping. Eligible Mike. Mike Patton. Was There From faith no more and yeah was this this shoot was padded with rockstars that were also penalised Mike, Hatton Jane Woodland and there was also the enigma from Jim rose circus side show who has a very tall and very batsman is completely covered in tattoos of blue puzzle pieces and he does stop like hang shit out of his is used to hang love is out of his is in his master sword swallowing and just remembered these two fact about him for later on in this podcast. I. Was George the giant. was there who's like on League? That's right. That's right. Amy Cowley. Cats Cathy What's your name Cathy that the cat? Cat. Fan who was all covered in tiger stripes the magma's wife at that point her entire body. Tattooed, and tigers types vary. Kathy buried the lobster boys. Ladder. That's right. She had worked as her her father was really famous kind of a freak and also said to murdered people mob style or had hits put out. On Carney's. 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Washington vs. Big Tech: Taking on the Trillion-Dollar Club
"Lawmakers came out swinging yesterday against Amazon Apple, Alphabet and facebook at an historic antitrust hearing held with CEOS, Jeff bezos, Tim Cook Sundar Pichai, and Mark Zuckerberg. Over remote Webcam, you swear or affirm under penalty of perjury that the testimony you out to give his show incorrect. The Best of your knowledge information and belief. So help you God. Yes. Let the record, show the witnesses answered informative. Thank you, and you may remain seated members of the House Judiciary Committee's antitrust subcommittee used charged language like too much power, Anti Competitive Acquisition and emperors as they aired their concerns about those four giant platforms. Here's the subcommittee chairman. Democrat, Peterson, Selene, a Rhode Island, our founders would not bow before king, nor should we bow before the emperor's of the online economy and ranking member? Wisconsin's Jensen. Brenner. Pointing out. Political concerns about size does big tech have a bias serves our consumers to? The need the protection of the antitrust laws. Both sides of the aisle had their opportunity to highlight this core conflict between Washington and Silicon Valley that antitrust enforcement can fix whatever is challenging or concerning about big tech. The CEO's for their part. Say We haven't squashed the competition. Here's Pichai Cook and Zuckerberg competition drives US team. needs to better products, Noah choices and more choices for every customers have a lot of choices in their products space fierce competition companies like Samsung, G. while way in Google has built successful businesses with different approaches. We okay with that. Our goal is the best, not the most I recognize that there are concerns about the size and power of tech companies. Now, we're services are about connection. Our business model is advertising and we face intense competition in both Amazon's ECOMMERCE dominance sparked a few intense moments after CEO Jeff bezos. The richest man in the world with a personal fortune of about one hundred and eighty billion dollars didn't get a question until nearly two hours into the hearing apparently due to a tech glitch. But then the pressure was on basis was asked about undercutting diapers, dot com before buying it Amazon's counterfeit problem whether Alexa favors Amazon's own products, many times. He didn't have the answer I. Don't remember that at all. I remember is that we we we'd match competitive. I believe we follow diapers cog, and this is eleven years ago I. Think we do is offer to get you information if you. Get it to your office for you read that article, but I didn't remember that piece of that I apologize for that I don't know the specifics of that situation, and I would be happy to give back to your office with more information about that. These questions for Basil's and Amazon strike at the heart of the antitrust that had been building for years as these four companies that we use every day every single day grow and grow larger with a combined market. Market cap of about five trillion dollars. If they were their own stock exchange, they'd be the fourth largest in the world. Here's vice chair. Joanna goose to facebook's mark. Zuckerberg strikes me over the course of the last several years. FACEBOOK has used. It's market power to either purchase or replicate the competition and facebook facebook. MESSENGER WHATSAPP instagram are the most now downloaded APPs of the last decade your company. Sir, owns them all and we have a word for that words monopoly. My Take Away I. Don't know I. Don't know if you guys watched I thought some of it was fascinating. A couple of questions, not not a lot of great questions thought. There's a lot of some good answers, some not good answers, but I didn't think that there was a major takeaway that all of a sudden. You know Washington was Gonna come down hard on these companies and there was evidence that was presented. That was gonna GonNa, create that challenge. I thought the most challenging piece of of news out there. But I think we've seen it before was instagram and facebook in some of the emails back and forth. Did you ever use this very similar facebook camera product to threaten instagram's founder Kevin side-stream? Congresswoman I'm I'm not sure what you mean by threatened I. Think it was public that we were building a camera up at the at the time in a chat. You told, MR, science that facebook was quote developing our own photos strategy. So how we engage now, we'll also determine how much were partners versus competitors down the line instagram's founders seem to think that was a threat he confided confided in an investor at the time that he feared you would go. That you would go into quote destroy mode if he didn't sell instagram to you, one of respectfully disagree with the characterization. Really dug into the emails and didn't take them out of context I. Thought, you'd have a hard case to make. Yeah, I, mean. I thought on on the point with facebook is easy Riley points to the quite a few different lawmakers went off the Mark Zuckerberg on on the topic of their competition practices whether he considered some of those companies they've taken over I, walk up and Instagram as competitors at that point which knowledge that they had been, which kind of course, a bit of a stir. Has Been Engaged in purchasing competition I, in some cases, replicating competition in some cases eliminating your competition, would that be a fair statement? The space of people connecting with other people is a very large space and I would agree that there were different approaches we took to to addressing different parts of of that space, but it's all in service of building the best services. Likewise said that they had tried to copy some of the particular tools that other rivals whether they bought them or not use including. Of course, the stories feature snap, which I thought was quite interesting, but Geo Point, Andrew as to whether we we conclude from yesterday that significant action from no makers is imminent. Even if we go to a sweep at the next election, the market didn't take that conclusion on those times. Talks hit session highs during the hearing, but the interesting dichotomy which goes to the question. Of, how much we managed to watch I watched as much as I could apart from when fed chair Jay Powell speaking and I watch that instead, and you had one side of Washington of goes up pressuring these tech stocks. The other part saying that we're hit as long as it takes, we're not even thinking about thinking about thinking about raising rates and not allowed old. Not just the textbooks. And close at a pretty strong session yesterday can I? Can I just ask whoever buys a company? That's not a competitor I mean. News the idea that you would buy a competitor when. Merger has ever taken place among a company that does an entirely different area that you wouldn't consider a competitor. Watching. This yesterday was complete theater just like it often is with the these congressional hearings. At. The beginning, they were asking questions and not even letting them answer. So this was really about giving Congress people their time to have their six minutes to talk and to go through with some of these things, I didn't feel like learned a lot under yesterday. I couldn't take my eyes off it when I was watching it, but it was theater. Classic, you'll take the time comments from lawmakers when they get me on. So they wanted to I, totally agree on that, but I would say compared to say twenty eighteen when Mark Zuckerberg had to go to face, they'll make on his own. Better prepared than they had even if it was then making arguments rather than letting. The answer, their questions, they made better arguments. They brought up more pertinent facts whether that was is Amazon. Abusing small sellers on this. Platform. In two, thousand, thirteen, it was reported that you instructed Amazon employees to approach discussions with certain business partners, and I quote the way a Cheetah would pursue a sickly gazelle is the gazelle projects still in place and as Amazon pursue similar predatory campaigns in other parts of its business. I cannot. comment on that because I don't remember it. Is. Apple misusing the margins, it takes on on the APP store. Apple from increasing its commission to fifty percents we serve. We have never increase commissions in the store since the first day at operated in two thousand eight. From doing so is it? No, Sir I disagree strongly with that, there is a competition for developers just like there's a competition for customers. So I think they were getting it the crux of some of the issues. But as we I think all concluding I, it didn't spell imminent danger for the tech stocks just because of that air. Just one note though on the competitor. Comment there or issue that you were just discussing Becky, which is an interesting one. We often talk on the show about how being a monopoly unto. itself is not illegal, and you just commented that you can't buy from everybody wants to buy competitor. Interestingly, if you're deemed a monopoly which is not illegal, but you have that market power, it actually is illegal to buy a competitor, and so if you really go back and read mark, Brooks emails even. Even about the instagram transaction, he actually even doubled back on one of his emails because I. Think he realized that given the power that having that industry depending on how you define it that he had to rewrite the email later to suggest no, I'm not trying to do this. He was by the way thinking about this, even to two, thousand, ten, you can. Almost, if you look through emails, you can sort of see how tracking in his mind. The Way He's thinking about it. So yes, everybody always wants to buy. But Inter stands at the size and scale that these companies are. Now, it's very hard to do that actually. Hit His. Answer. was that the FTC had all the same information that they had at that point in the FTC Peruta
Bezos doesn’t deny Amazon used third-party seller data
"Said that he cannot guarantee that his employees have never used sales data from third party sellers to develop Amazons own products. The Amazon has apologies policy against that practising in the passed. The company has denied that it engages in that practice. Meantime, the chairman of the House Judiciary Committee's antitrust panel, this is Democratic representative David said Selene, he said these companies as they exist today. Do have monopoly power, and some need to be broken up all need to be heavily regulated. American people confronted monopolise in the past, but the railroads or the oil tycoons or tea and Microsoft, we took action to ensure no private corporation controls our economy or our democracy. We face similar challenges today. This committee is basically wrapping up its a year long investigation. The number of Americans killed by the Corona
Searching for Treatments
"First let's talk about how our government officials are describing a drug called chloroquine. This has been something that's been around for many years. Been phenomenon strong powerful drug for malaria. But we think it might work on. This chloroquine is used to treat malaria and has been around for decades but it has not been approved as a treatment for the corona virus. Here's C. N. N.'s medical analysts and infectious disease specialist. Dr Selene Gander. This is not a slam dunk. This is early promising research. But that doesn't mean this is GonNa work. The president also tweeted over the weekend. That a related drug hydroxy chloroquine in combination with an antibiotic commonly known as Z pack. Could become game changers. This is largely based on a small study in France that excluded some people who either left the hospital stopped taking the drug due to side effects or got worse including one person who died. We still don't have enough evidence that these drugs are effective in humans. That's why in some states. They are beginning to experiment. Hydroxy chloroquine which the president speaks about his optimistic about and we hope for optimistic results. Also were actually starting back today. That's New York Governor Andrew Cuomo. He recently announced that the state had procured thousands of doses of chloroquine hydroxy chloroquine and would begin trials. Starting Tuesday the state will begin testing another experimental treatment using the plasma of people who have recovered. It's called convalescent. Serum what it does is it takes the plasma from a person who has been infected with the virus processes the plasma and injects the antibodies into a person who is sick. The other drug name being floated around is an antiviral called. Ramda's Aveer it's already been tested on adults diagnosed with the krona virus in the United States and China director of the US Centers for Disease Control and Prevention. Dr Robert Redfield discuss trimmed reservoir in congressional testimony earlier this month. We're GONNA know probably by April whether that drug works or not and that's important because that's a drug that can save lives if it works. Gilead Sciences which manufacturers Davir is pulling back on emergency requests for the drug due to overwhelming demand. The company is instead focusing. Its efforts on giving out the drug in clinical trials hoping to prove its effectiveness against Kovic. Nineteen I want to reiterate that we don't know how effective any of these treatments will be while a number of patients have already received drugs like chloroquine and Rim desert. It's too early to know how much of an impact the drugs actually had. That's why doctors are conducting studies in the United States China. And all over the world to better understand what happens when you give these drugs to a covert patient. Getting the results could take months. And in the meantime we have to be careful about creating false hope. A man in Arizona has died. After ingesting. Chloroquine phosphate believing that it would prevent him from contracting virus. Banner Health a company that operates acute care. Hospitals released a statement on Monday confirming that a man in Arizona had died. After taking a form of chloroquine used to clean aquariums. His wife is currently in critical care. Nbc News spoke to the wife who said they learned of the drugs connection to corona virus during a news conference on TV in Nigeria. Health officials issued a warning about chloroquine saying three people overdosed on the drug after hearing it described as a possible treatment. I can't stress enough. How vital it is that you don't use or consume anything unless specifically recommended by your doctor. You are likely to soon hear other drug names mentioned as well Nevin Creggan. A senior investigator at the Gladstone Institute of Data Science and Biotechnology in San Francisco worked on a study published last weekend that identified sixty nine existing drugs that could be tested against the corona virus in total. We identified three hundred thirty two proteins talking to or connected to the corner viral proteins and we identified a sixty nine different drugs and compounds that are known to target at least one of these three hundred thirty two a proteins and this corresponds to twenty seven different. Fda approved drugs and the remaining are in clinical or preclinical. Trials Croghan said testing out drugs. That are already. Fda approved could drastically speed up the process of finding a treatment that is safe and effective for humans. And then there's the prospect of a vaccine experts. Say One wouldn't be ready this year. Vaccine Trials take months or years in order to be proven safe and effective for humans and there are multiple stages of those trials but Grogan is optimistic that the global response from scientists now will set a precedent for getting to a solution faster in the future for me. I would argue. That will be seen as a new carradine of how to do science. And I hope we're setting up an infrastructure here that could be beneficial not just for covert nineteen but for the future for covert twenty two Kobe. Twenty four or whatever virus comes online over the next several years and they will be coming our best protection for now social distancing washing our hands looking out for ourselves and our loved ones trying to help out wherever we can and behaving like we might have the virus.
Wacky Khakis: *Chef's Kiss*
"Of Wacky Khakis Deborah each. Tell one story about the world but only one of those stories is true while the other one lie and it's the job of two human children to figure out which one is which and here to referee. Today's game of Wacky Khakis is odd producer. The man who buys US Bagels Lisa. Hi Deborah great to be here today. Know why don't you tell us about today's topic? Why not our FEMA for this episode is shifts kiss? Deborah and Lisa will be telling us about culinary artists who stories are so strange. You'd think it was all made up and of course one of them is all made up. That's not nice dude We should really only true stories on this show. I guess I mean then. We wouldn't really have a game to play so this is all just a game to you. yes okay. That's fine I just WanNa make sure. We're fine Lisa which you please introduce. This week's human child contestant it would be either my pleasure over my honor. I'll tell you that another day are human child. Contestants are lily. You might recognize from the cheer episode. Unless you haven't listened to it yet then you won't recognize her but you will when you listen to it later and her brother. Hudson who you probably don't recognize either way but you will after you listen to this episode. Oh Hi Lili. Hey how come. We're so happy you're here to play. Wacky Khakis are you guys ready? Yeah yes milly. How did you enjoy your time on? The Cheer Episode Is Really Really Fun. What did you learn there? One thing that stuck out to you that you learned on the Cheer Episode People who even ten relate truthful can be liars. That's an important thing we try to communicate on this show as you guys know our topic today is what chef's kiss. I knew that so lily Hudson. You guys know anything about cooking Actually were starting a restaurant with my friend. Wow when when? Can we make reservations for your restaurant? we're still setting it up. Okay does he have to order some curtain. What do you serve at? Your restaurant as lots of stuff so I can't until you all of them but one is clan tender tiny lemon tons and honey. Yeah how about any vegetables? Anything Green starts at the letter now xylophone but it is about stable. You agree with that. We establish in the Cheer Episode Bat Lily. Does NOT CARE FOR ZUCCHINIS. Care for her love. Time to play Wacky Khakis. Deborah Lisa will each have a minute and changed. Tell their stories before the timer sound. We played around of rock paper scissors before you got here. And Lisa was disqualified for trying to use. Actual scissors were barbara shares. Which means Deborah to go first? You're ready to tell the world your story. I can't wait okay. You're timer will begin now. We've all been there before it's seven PM. Were starving and there's nothing good to you in the house. A look through the cabinet reveals little more than canned. Lima beans and the only option is run to the grocery store. Even as your stomach growls for something to eat right now at least those are usually the only options but not so for the residents of Larochelle France hometown to the self-styled wandering chef. Taunt Selene selene French for and Selene is both a renowned French chef and highly regarded mine and for a surprisingly reasonable fee. She will come to your home in full costume and makeup and silently. Prepare a fabulous meal using just the ingredients in your kitchen. One satisfied customer. Maurice took to YELP DOT COM to sing her praises rating. I had nothing in my home. But ten white beans and half a jar of tomato paste but talk Selena arrived and made the most delicious Vegan Pasta and my wife and I have ever tasted. She's also a mime of the highest calibre and had US cracking up for forty minutes. Straight Five Stars Tom. Selene can not be reached by cell phone email or website and it is said that one cannot find her but as though a guardian angel in your our greatest needs. She will find you one important thing to note top. Selene does not do dishes but rather acts out cleaning up as part of her mind routine satisfied customers have described her pretend cleaning as polaris and strangely touching hemmed tie nicely done debra. Thank Lily Hudson. What did you guys think of Deborah Story? It was pretty cool but it didn't sound the most convincing. Should I say it again but this time really sell it just because you don't find Deborah Trustworthy? It's because like I mean no one can just find you buy you boom. Put like the OH. I don't have enough food to really eat anything on instagram. So she wouldn't really know that but Lake Hudson what do you think I think it kind of sounds like a makeup starring? I guess we'll find out it's now time for leases story of a culinary curiosity. Lisa your timer will begin. Tripadvisor DOT COM is the make or break online platform for restaurants across the world. If enough people leave five-star reviews. Your restaurant can become the most popular dining spot in all of London. Even if it doesn't exist this is what a man named Ube Butler discovered in two thousand seventeen when he paid a bunch of his friends to leave five star reviews for a fake restaurant that was in reality. Justice Jed in his backyard. He called it the shed at Dulwich and advertised it on tripadvisor as a chic and modern restaurant that served moods rather than meals. The photos of his food were all fake as well including a chocolate Mousse that was actually just a sponge covered in brown pain as the shed became the number one rated London eatery tripadvisor Butler was swarmed with reservation requests. Not Actually prepared to serve anyone any food let alone the best food in London. He told collar after caller. That is highly exclusive restaurant fully booked up for months which only made them want to eat there. More Butler finally decided to allow guests eat at his fake restaurant for one night that winter to hide the appearance of his house which looked like a five-star dining establishment he convinced customers to wear a blindfold until they entered a dockyard guests were served frozen microwave dinners and canned soup with fresh herbs sprinkled on top of course to make it look a fancy diners reported that they loved the unique experience and were eager to return they were in Paris last night. Yuba giggled about his gullible customers. And tonight there at the. Shan't and dime very nicely done Lisa Hudson Lily. What did you think of that story? It sounded a bit more convincing than this girl just walking around finding you when she just needed meals. I agree with you. I thought it was super convincing. I thought my reading of it was really good and I deserve an A. But who would do such a thing? That's so mean versus somebody else. Who finds you? Maybe she hears that. You're really hungry. And she does something positive and good as opposed to this liar who pretends to have a restaurant. That's just mean well. It's decision time. Time to decide. Who's story is one hundred percent grass fed organic truth and who's been cooking up
Enlightened Baking, Artificial Food Dyes, Avoiding Therapy
"There we go. I'VE GOT MY HIBISCUS. Tea My hibiscus. Hawthorne T. There you go now my my now. You're ready to go is about a young toast so good to have everybody in Studio Navene does with. Us and We've got one bad and and it's so great it's good and Ronaldo's on the control so everything's under control. Did you meet Rinaldo? Yeah okay. So he's he's our new board up. I think we've gone through like the list three at least three. Not because of us. Just there's a Lotta shifting going on it Iheartmedia but bill so he adapted to Rinaldo so there you go so we got us Rinaldo and I absolutely love it. He just let him impress you with the songs that he picks. Okay all right. Well we've got a great show lined up today. We've got a law. We're GONNA be talking about artificial colors flavors and their links to allergies. Add and perhaps even Parkinson's there is so much information out there. You guys so much and I love delivering it because I feel it's so important and we've got John Bennett. An studio with us he's going to be talking about. Why people avoid therapy I have my own ideas. Why do I'm pretty sure I'm correct? We'll see if you agree with me and we've got selene I- cler. She is the Karma Baker going to be talking about enlightened baking with Karma Baker. If you've never heard of enlightened bacon baked in lighting. Excuse me let me start. We're enlightened baking okay. There you go there you go so much. I WanNa tell you so. I got the latest copy of Nature's magazine and there's of course stuff in here about the corona virus the latest. Okay so this is the coronas and some of this. I'm telling you I don't care just because it's a publication and it's the International Journal of Science. I question everything. Spend some issues and stuff and yeah oh absolutely and especially when it comes to vaccines I'll just put that out there I I I don't I believe very little I'll just tell you that so and I've read a lot of books on it so it's not like I'm speaking from Uneducated standpoint resources you read a lot L. I read a lot but this is about the corona virus. It says name prompts. The disease caused by the new. Corona virus has now an official name. It's a C. O. V. I D. Dash Nineteen in case. You were wondering and the disease and the virus has been Had been going by a number of Monikers including Twenty Nineteen Dash and C. O. V. since they emerged in China in December the World Health Organization which announced the new name on the eleventh February said that it chose one that did not refer to a geographical location. An animal or a group of people to avoid stigma on the same day a group with the International Committee of tax and tax tech synonymous. I guess tax on taxonomy of viruses which is responsible for naming the pathogens designated the virus itself S. A. R. S. SARS SARS Dash C O v Dash to and it goes on to say the group said that this term highlights the new virus similar similarly yeah similarity the similarity bear with me. You guys to SARS C. O. V. The Corona virus identified in two thousand three that causes Severe Acute Respiratory Syndrome but the virus named Caused consternation particularly among the Chinese virologist who worry that it will confuse the public and impede efforts to control the pathogen spread although the two viruses belong to the same species the corona virus spreads faster than SARS c. o. v. but is less deadly and. I thought that was important. To get that out to the public's right so it's less deadly and says says Shibo Zhong Of RILO virologist at Fudan University in Shanghai. The new corona virus has infected more than seventy three thousand people which sounds about right. But it says that it's it's not as deadly as the SARS virus so you just got to keep your immune system strong right you and then there was. There was something else in here to that. Really hit a nerve with me because you know how I talk about food. Waste all the time and this is some food for thought. Okay is says the nations that waste the most. The world's says the world waste twice Twice as much food as previously estimated and rich countries are disproportionately responsible markets allow harvested vegetables to rot families throughout leftovers. These and other forms of loss of waste claim one third of the world's food supply according to an estimate by the United Nations Food and Agricultural Organization. That's the F. A. O. And that's not the. Isn't that the name of that place that you go f. o? Okay so Monica Vendor boss Verma at a way Gin Nijmegen University and Research in the League in the Netherlands and her colleagues wanted to explore. How consumers influence affects food way so the researchers drew on two thousand three data collected by the World Health Organization and the FAO and others to estimate calories purchase calories consumed and calories wasted by people around the Globe and Belgium had the most food waste and the Philippines had the least And so we really need. It says we did not include large food wasting countries such as the United States. They didn't they just know how wasteful we are. It's it you know what it's kind of like kids that don't have to pay the electricity bill. Okay or don't have to pay the Food Bill. You don't have to buy the groceries and they just go and they just think money grows on trees and they just you know waste and get whatever they want. Scrubbing my son. Yeah no my daughter likes I. I took my dad the other night. Like excuse me. Did you have permission to turn the air conditioning down? Do you know how much that just cost a cool down that whole part of the house you know. I'm like you don't get a right to do that without permission. Putting all type locks on thermostats now right password protected because people are serious about making sure that their energies not going to waste. Well listen to this. This is interesting. It says globally people waste five hundred twenty seven calories per person per day more than twice as much food as scientists had thought. Wow Okay Yeah especially. Oh Gosh arrestable. It is terrible away so much food every day. Yep Yep the unfortunate thing is though that with all the food that we waste you know you would think there are so many people out there who live in these neighborhoods. Who are food deserts? Are these kids? Who Don't get the proper nutrients in that? They need for their day to day consumption. They're they're not eating right in all these places who are wasting these food. They can go to homeless people. They can go to impoverished communities. They can go to these places because book since we live in such a fearful society. Everybody's scared awesome. We're not willing to do the right thing. Yep and say hey I'm going. I'm not going to eat this or we're going to throw this away. Would you mind having my dad used to you? Know he never stopped working he used to work at. Heb In his eighties he would you know help. Just do stuff But he used to get so upset they would set out just crates of good food to be tossed into the garbage and a lot of times he would bring it home Because it my father is just how I was raised. You just didn't waste food. You had respect for the earth respect for the the energy and the money and the hard work that it took to put food on the table and so and I love that I was raised. That way do And I think more people out there should think about that about wasting food because it does take its toll on on our environment and our pocketbooks there because you're buying more meat by more chicken and if we're able to eat it all we with my which we need to buy as much and then they would not feel like I'm saying right like I'm telling you doin. You bring up such an excellent point. It's bad enough that we waste food but then we waste food for animals that have been tortured their whole life. You guys listen to me. They're tortured their whole life. If it's regular factory farm animal meat that goes for chicken eggs beef pork all of it. So you can say oh. I don't feel like eating the rest of that sausage. Today I'm watching my weight and you toss it into the garbage after that animal has suffered for you for you dodge for you got me. That's right you got me started streaming to stop. I'm going to go to a spiritual side. Real quick spirituel daily real quick. Allow yourself to have inner peace. It allowing yourself to have an earpiece is nothing more than being able to stay centered and grounded amidst of chaos and stress and everything that life throws at you so allow yourself to have inner
"selene" Discussed on WNYC 93.9 FM
"French filmmaker Selene's yama it tells the story of the relationship between a young woman painter and the young woman who is a reluctant model critic at large John powers says the film is a brainy beautiful story of a search for freedom the BBC recently released a list of the one hundred best films by female filmmakers as chosen by a poll of film experts from over eighty countries if the number one movie came as no big surprise it was Jane Campion's nineteen ninety three the piano it was hard not to be struck that the vast majority of the list have been made since then this is because the experts have the attention span of maths but because for most of film history it was hard bordering on impossible for women to make movies that's finally began to change in recent decades and we're now enjoying an explosion of women filmmakers telling new stories or reworking old ones from a new angle although she's just over forty the French writer director ceilings yama already has three films on the B. B. C. list the highest ranked in best of the miss her latest the smart beautifully acted portrait of a lady on fire Gemma's earlier work was about adolescents dealing with gender identity donning sexual awareness and female solidarity she raises these things went even higher cinematic level in this latest movie a gorgeous costume drama takes a classic male theme the artist and his muse and revise it in a regulatory feminist direction the time is the late eighteenth century the dawn of the romantic era when a young Peter name Marianne played by knowing the mayor long gets called to remote wave battered island off Britney she's been commissioned to paint the portrait of Louise played by Adele in now who's been pulled from a convent in order to marry the Milanese fiance of her dead sister there's just one problem Eloise refuses to pose Merion must pager on the sly while pretending to have been hired as your personal companion as the to stroll the beaches and cliffs Merion tries to memorize the features of the fast walking Eloise of proud angry woman who resents being shipped off to an Italian man she knows nothing about such big sold yearning for independence is something merry and can identify with her own artistic careers being held back by being a woman the connection grows ever deeper as the world the merry and introduces her muse to pleasures like harpsichord music and Eloise once the pager to grasp the difference between a portrait that captures what someone looks like and one that captures who they are bit by bit to to grow more and more charged with the desire that we wait to burst into flames and it does portrait of a lady on fire is a Roddick but not in the mail get easy way of movies like blue is the warmest color where the sex scenes seem to exist more for the audience and for the characters although there is a touch of nudity Samus female gaze a subtle restrained from the lingering way Marion studies the flesh tone surrounding Elouise disappeared to the dazzling moment I won't spoil it when merry and is a self portrait in a book she's lent Eloise not so long ago it was brave even transgressive nearly to tell there's been love story on screen that's less true today at least in the west S. C. I'm a well knows even as she builds her story to a deeply moving conclusion she takes care to give us much more from clear milestones exquisite cinematography to a startling look at abortion eighteenth century style man scarcely appear in the film it is part of Xiaomi's point that they don't need to be present to ship the heroine's futures is the element in which women even heroic ones must swim which isn't to say that her vision is defeatist quite the contrary put the lady on fire is about seating seeing the world seeing other people sing a different way of living and then acting on it on their small island Mariana Eloise catch a glimpse of utopia they create however briefly a small room of freedom the predicts a time two hundred years later when a woman like Syama can freely make a film that celebrates their forbidden love John powers is our critic at large he reviewed the film portrait of a lady on fire coming up we'll hear from the music duo Rachel and Valerie whose songs are inspired by music of the thirties and forties this is fresh AIR weekend.
Study Hall: Summit on Sustainable Fashion
"Went to study hall recently. No I didn't get detention. It was actually the exact opposite of detention. It was this really beautiful amazing six our experience. That happened a few weeks ago. Here in New York City Study Hall is an Educational Conference like that which is organized by slow factory and slow factories. Co-founder selene Simone. And it was this amazing six our experience of hearing from designers scientists educators and activists all on the topic of climate positively at scale within the fashion industry. So I know that you actually watched it online so you our listeners can also watch it online. How did you feel about study hall? Well first of all. It's it's an annual free summit on sustainable fashion so anyone can get tickets go which is so cool and then she also puts it all online so people like myself and address listeners. Who could not make the event you can see this incredible You know conference and bringing together of all of these people that are working on sustainable fashion so like how do we build a better? More sustainable ethic conscious fashion industry now and for the future so I was excited about this event and very excited of to watch it. Even if I wasn't there in person yeah and there were actually seven hundred people there in person. So how yeah. They were estimating that it was going to be something like five hundred and it was actually held at the New York Times Center. Which is this beautiful event space and auditorium and they had to turn the TV room that they set up downstairs into an overflow room. Kezman writing people were super into it. It was just an incredible day. I left so inspired. There were so many panelists that were amazing right and including the person who opened the conference is our past guest Carina Emmerick and really beautiful dedication. she's a native American fashion designer and she did this really beautiful recognition of the land that nyc sits on as being the home of the lanark people who were moved to Oklahoma in eighteen sixties. So the whole the whole day was really great. And I don't know what your takeaways were but my takeaways from the day were that planetary health is human health that climate change is a human rights issue And also so many panelists. It kept coming back again and again and again that there's this direct correlation between environmental abuses and human rights abuses And I'M NOT GONNA go into like Hella detail here but you can jump on study hall yourself and listen in if you want to. But but it was. I opening inspirational heartbreaking at times. But but really really great. Yeah so Crema opened the show with a powerful land. Acknowledgement LIKE WHITNEY. Mcguire did this Powerful labor acknowledgement so you have the landing management and then you have the Labor acknowledgement. You know this country is built on the backs of millions of enslaved African Americans. You know so. It's kind of just this reminder of of where we come from so that we can move forward to a brighter future with acknowledging where we came from and where this country comes from and how it was built and who have been the custodians of this country before us. Yeah I mean Creena just to quote her. She said indigenous people make up four percent of the world's population and we are still protecting eighty percent of the world's biosystems and she didn't explicitly say this but she kind of reminded us that while Greta. Thunberg is a powerful white activist. She's become the face of climate change. Indigenous activists have been fighting for the last two centuries to protect their land. But Yeah my main takeaways. All Star that climate change is a human rights issue. I think you have panelists Lillian Lou. Who said one in six people in the world work in a job related to fashion that sixty million people worldwide and only about two percent earn a living wage? So you know lots of really powerful stuff. Climate Positivie was the theme so quote to close low for actually going back to our roots of living in harmony with nature by providing sustainable scalable solutions for the long-term with ecologically regenerative practices and projects in alignment with environmental justice for Black Brown and indigenous communities. And something I thought was so cool and I know I think I called you to talk about April was the one x one conscious design initiative which is so cool it says partnership between the Slow Factory Foundation and Serov Sqi supported by the UN. And basically it's these partnerships. I abstained future. So you're pairing fashion designers with scientists for instance and designer telfar. Clemens is paired with scientists the end Skyros. Yeah she's a professor at fit. And I my mind was literally blown out. I have her on the show and in fact after we get on recording this. I'm just gonNA email her and be like hi. Would you like to come on the show? Yeah because not only. Is she working with her students? Fit to bio engineer. Leather and algae-based yarn. So just think about that. I can trust listeners. She went and she was talking about it on on study hall about how you can grow leather shapes essentially so without even having to so it because algae will just form to itself around a mold she has this incredible company called algae net with their motto is biology is the future of fashion and they promote this closely product life cycle so so many cool things happening and I think you should absolutely ask her on the show that would be really really cool to hear more about bio
The Flame Starter Behind 'Portrait of a Lady on Fire'
"It's summer from all these four seasons. How does song figure into your movie? And at what point you start thinking about a scene where someone someone is listening to this music. Let's the paradox. It's that that this scene was which is let the lesson of the film. It was like the first thing that I had in mind It's kind of the scene. I made the movie because I had that scene in mind. I wanted to lend and the film there and basically wrote the film to actually make that scene and sometime when I got lost in the process crosses over writing a little bit discouraged I had that scene in mine and I knew that I had to do the film to do with diversity. June I'm GonNa ask you about the research you did when you're writing this story so you have this scene in your mind. How the movies and and you work backward from that? How much time are you thinking about Traditions Shins and customs and what was going on in the world for women of a certain age at this period in history? Well I did some research mostly regarding The woman artist at the time so I work with this logistic yard. Creating this the female painter character on even sociologically her being really accurate to the time but For the rest west mostly like when when I asked the experts like how women doing with a period at the time however they hailing abortion at the time like they know everything about their hair. They know everything about how they should dress and behave. But Dad didn't know much about them. Team that privacy so it was mostly relying on the fact that What go through I go through also and teach to build this continually Trump time relying lying on that Rather than being accurate about the mundane way of you know the way they would do would perform in the world because we always see that right especially in period pieces it's about performing in the world and that's why I put them on an island Basically being just you know never being with the characters characters just being totally lonely so that we could share it intimacies with so even though they're isolated these women live in a world where a a woman of marrying age is bartered or as advertised or is marketed. The way that you would on tinder or match where you're swiping but the swiping now is a oil painting that sent to a prospective suitor so in many ways things have not changed at all technology has evolved. Aw The way that matches are found like do you like the photo you like the picture. Swipe up by sending a letter back to France. Yeah but that's the it's much more in a self-portrait dynamic but do you have more power over an alleged edged. You're you're crafting for yourself. I don't know what I mean. It's too early to think about that. No I want to ask you about the characters that are at the center of this story. Mariana Louise they have strong feelings about a lot of things but they live in a time where you don't really say what's on your mind and you don't share what your deepest most personal feelings are so when you're working with your actors. How'd you describe how they are communicating? What they feel when they can't always give voice to those feelings while you know? I think they're giving voice to the fundings. I feel it's just that we decided I choose to craft his love dialogue Not Building it on the narrative of conflict or being secretive So it's not about Chelsea about position it's about saying what's on your mind. I think they're being pretty honest with each other. We're not that used to that. There's is no mind game here and I'm not sure it's about Defected set in the past. I think it's about the fact that it that it's written today by us and many of us I mean myself screenwriter but also the actress they they build this very strong choreography this tension about with with the dialogue but also the the their body and we're looking very carefully what it's like to fall in love so it's also about how look at each other but also how they breed how the and their body language and the chemistry I think is very strong so we're talking with Selene Ziama who is the writer and director of portrait of a lady on fire. Men Are not present in this movie. We outside of a couple of scenes but they are hovering on the outside. How did you talk about the presence of men even though Oh they weren't in the picture what actually we didn't talk about it? That's the good thing that's just. I mean Manna left out of the frame. And that's how you feel that prisons because it's not about a male character it's about jd of patriarchy. So we're using the tools of cinema. That is yeah what you put in the rain. What you leave out of the frame that defines the frame so it gives you an experience of feeling this pression without having the oppressive character So that's also not to objectify man because we don't want to objectify anyone. It's also way to feel scene because when you're always into frame you're not seeing yourself. And like for instance. I did the Dow the bone is for the DVD the French DVD like three weeks ago and there was a sound engineer mail. You hadn't seen the film and we watched a film together and at some point. There's a man that comes back into frame and you see a close up of the hand of a man and I saw him looking at his hand and he's like I've never he was seeing on buddy because he got got out of the frame back. When you're thinking about how you and your cinematographer offer shoot this film? Is it easy to unlearn the things that you think a shot is supposed to have how women are supposed to look how their bodies are supposed to be positioned that you have to constantly say this is. I have to forget everything I've seen in been taught. Yeah but it's it's it's pretty joyful because forget those things yes if you can. That's sometimes hard to unlearn patterns. Yeah but that's why you have to be radical because otherwise it's go coming back so it has to be it has to be radical and stick to it because yes there's like for instance. They don't smile at each other for an hour and ten minutes. I know that's not good advertising but And on the set they had such great chemistry in such it was such a beautiful thing thing to see those two actors together. Everybody kept saying. Oh maybe you could take the smile at each other like this could be more joyful. This is your producers or who's suggests Joseph Assistant Director you know and I just it's about resisting it's also about really not not letting go won't be useful indicating room will. It shouldn't be useful in the editing room. We have to we have to be radical to resist the charming side of actually shooting the
Harvey Weinstein trial: Defense witnesses dispute accusers' accounts
"With closing arguments and Harvey Weinstein's trial all about to start we catch up with a reporter who's been in the courtroom then. Her surprisingly modern film portrait of a lady on fire. Selene CRI wanted wanted to tell a story of women in the seventeen. Hundreds when asked the experts like a hallway women doing with the period of time. How are they handling abortion? At the time they know everything thing about the hair. They knew everything about how I should dress and behave the didn't do much about their privacy and we'll explore the sonic wonders of Ambien Church. That's today today on the frame. We'll be right back. Harvey Weinstein's defense team rested its case in State Supreme Court in in Manhattan yesterday the outcome of the trial hinges on six women who testified in court that Weinstein sexually assaulted or raped them the five felony. The charges against the producers stemmed from the allegations of only two of those women. Those charges include rape criminal sexual assault and predatory sexual assault. The last last which carries the possibility of a life sentence variety senior correspondent Elizabeth Wag. BICESTER has been following the case. She laid out the allegations of the two main accusers accusers. One of the women. Her name is Mimi Khaleej He. She is alleging that Harvey Weinstein assaulted her and that was from an an incident in two thousand six now the other woman. Her name is Jessica Man but we didn't know about her prior to trial started. She was Jane Doe and we didn't well her name or her story until she testified and she is alleging that Harvey Weinstein raped her and sexually assaulted her over the course of many in years during many different occasions. So what has been the core argument presented by the government in its choice of an questioning of witnesses including wounding several other women who described a pattern of alleged assaults committed by Harvey Weinstein or presenting a case that shows the Harvey Weinstein was not justice of sexual harassment sexual assault or rape once twice or three times. They are showing that he has a pattern of sexual title predatory assault now. Even though all of these charges stem from two women largely there have been multiple women who have comment according flip testified. Now the reason that that has been done so that the prosecutors can establish a pattern and the judge allowed women to take the stand to testify justify to help establish the pattern their card mall now witnesses and even though charges do not stem from their account they have taken the stand and told the jury what they allege Harvey Weinstein did to them and it's worth noting that what they said happened to them happened too long ago to be used directly in a case in New York against Weinstein so the defense rested yesterday they did not call Harvey Weinstein as a witness. What was the thrust of their defense strategy? Yeah so the rest of the defensive strategy was essentially to make these women appear as if they were opportunistic and as if they wanted their own benefit they wanted career advancement they wanted personal access from Harvey Weinstein. Of course Harvey Weinstein has said from from the very beginning of any allegations that all sexual encounters have been consensual. He has maintained that his defense of course has maintained that and his defense pence is trying to poke holes in these women's stories and they've done so by showing evidence of text messages of phone logs of emails that depict the women and stay in constant communication with Weinstein after they alleged. They were assaulted. We're talking with varieties. Elizabeth Wagner about the trial of Harvey Weinstein. One one of Harvey Weinstein's defense lawyer gave an interview to the New York Times as Megan twohey in which she suggested that sexual assaults are basically and I'm using in her words now that blame rests equally between the person who is being assaulted and the person committing the assault. I think women need to be very prepared prepared. For the circumstances they put themselves in and I think absolutely women should take on equal risk. That men are taking on and the responsibility responsibility should be equal as well as that been mirrored and how they have questioned witnesses at cross examination. It absolutely has that interview. That Weinstein's lead attorney Johnnie Gave certainly made waves A lot of people have said that she is a victim shaming and victim blaming while in court when she she stands up in Cross examines these women what she has said is you kept emailing him. You stay in constant communication with him. Are you really telling the ladies as in the gentlemen of the jury that the man that you call your rapist is also the man that you email to make sure that he had your new phone number in court. Though when many of these women have taken the stand they have explained to the jury. The only reason they went to a hotel is because Harvey Weinstein said. Please meet me in the hotel lobby for a business meeting. So they went under the understanding. They were meeting him for a business meeting and then they were lured off into a hotel room and brought into a situation said that they did not believe they would run into. I think it's also fair to say that rape experts have said that victims sometimes remain on hourly good terms with their assailants after the assault. It also seems that many of the women not only believe that Harvey Weinstein was interested in helping their careers but also feared what would happen to them if they spoke out about what happened. Yes so all of these women on the stand they have said that. Not only did they think that harvey could help them with their career because that's exactly what he said when they first met him. You know that he said to Alabama you know you're an actress. I think you're great for this lead role. Why don't you come in meet? Meet me at this hotel to read a script but they also said not only were they hopeful of the career advancement that Harvey might be able to give them but that they also feared fear that if they spoke out that they would be blacklisted from Hollywood he would ruin any chance of career entertainment that they would have so as the the government and the defense lawyers put on their closing arguments. And the jury's begins its deliberations is the fundamental question whether or not these encounters were consensual. Is that what it comes down to. Absolutely I mean this is a case ultimately of he said she said the the big question is was. This consensual wasn't not in. There is a lot of gray the area none of this is cut and dry in fact only one of the accusers ceased all communication with him after she alleges she was assaulted so there is gray area here because the question remains why did these women keep in contact with him and were they trying to advance their careers by complying with his requests. And that's all down to
Joel Smith Q&A on Sprint Training Methods and Running Biomechanics, Physical Preparation and Motor Learning Topics | Sponsored by SimpliFaster
"So the first question comes from Chris. McCormack Chris says says How have your thoughts changed on training team sports over the past one to two years? And what things you may have added to your teams. So I'll answer this from from what I've done from. Just a general perspective and really that is making a higher percentage of the total work bodyweight and making king a higher percentage of the training a little more intuition based Or unscripted at least the early part like the warm up more unscripted versus the latter portion of the workload so The My my buddy Paul cater from Selene owns the Alpha project. And Salinas. I talked with him frequently about the idea of really just a really straightforward just trying to not make athletes robots trying to give them freedom and creativity and problems to solve and being in flow in a session question. Now I think an unscripted portion of the work can definitely do that on for me. A lot of that unscripted work is in the body weight medium so crawls and and monkey bars ars and Things like you even A lot of a lot of things as well that I've learned from Dr Tommy. John Likes like various hip circles than single guard. Yells and things on one leg and lightweight body weight options done for high repetitions to really cover a basic human movement and motor patterns. Now I like to get into a lot of medicine ball work. I like to integrate a lot of games and things That I've learned for like Raith Kelly and ways to basically make sure an athlete is emotionally ready once we get to harder pro- portions of the work or not even harder but I guess more scripted more traditional more block esque versions of things One one thing I've done as well as that I've increased the relative proportion of body weight but also extreme isometric work done at the tail end of the workout. I would say. I've traded a decent chunk of traditional barbell lifting for extreme isometric work and I've seen a great pay off in terms of injury rates and decrease decrease Decreases there. I also feel like it's just. It's a good thing to to do that type of thing as well. Because I think it's good to hone your eye for movement in the body weight medium because that's what athletes compete in. So I'm always trying to do just a little bit more work there and just because it's body weight Doesn't mean that it's easy. It doesn't mean that there's not in intensity to it. That's not the case at all. If anything a lot of the body weight work should be done with the same equal intensity to I N. It's different typewriter high-priced tunneling as much but to a heavy set of lifting like bench. Press or squat. There should be everything you're doing is important in so cultivating flow through the whole workout. Whether it's whether it's a crawl whether it's a lunch whether it's a monkey bar extreme isometric or remain set of work it's all it all matters. It's all the same and it all should be done with a high expectation of movement quality and so at for me personally. Actually I I get a lot of enjoyment out of creating unscripted body. Wait based work and I often also and this is something. I'm doing more recently as I really look at how. The music cultivates that and caters to that so using using stuff that's a little bit more in the Edm or deep house. Even genres can keep that rate of work and put athletes flow better for that type of stuff and I think it's all really important especially especially to on the last thing I'll say is I definitely done more unilateral work than bilateral work. Just because it's and along on the coattails of that Cam Joss Chad Denison Denison episode. I just think that there's so much gold in just the functionality. How do we move? And when Your Trade Team Sports I we definitely have to ask ourselves. Would we rather have an extra inch. Vertical job maybe an extra cutting extra three or four hundred forty dash or would we rather have an athlete. WHO's a a little more robust and resilient I mean it's an argument that with the single versus double-leg we can also make the argument that it doesn't even matter But that's not really the point of this. I'll just say that I've Added in a little bit more single leg work throughout the year that also makes it. A higher percentage so moral of the story is bilateral. Sadula plan exercises. I still have them in there but they play a little bit less than they used to. Okay second question is from Brandon Green. He says what is your opinion or viewpoint on information that we have acquired from the Soviets or any of the former eastern bloc nations. So I think this is a good question. Just in the sense of a lot of people will say well the Soviets were using using steroids in the eastern bloc. Were it was just steroids. That was there do are creating their success so we didn't really hold their training to a higher guard. And yes obviously. These athletes were definitely masterful users of steroids. But I do think I'll just say this is I. I have like a lot of the texts. And your Dr Gorka Shanansky huge influence on me book like books like Super Training and things like that. I just have a couple things to say in one is if you look at the quality of the research that was coming out back then then in the seventies from Russia like the studies in Super Training are just awesome studies. They're they're they're very applied studies. That I don't. I think that we really do as much today because I made like the funding isn't there. We have untrained recreationally train college students not high performance athletes. Fleets doing this. And it's not it was more of a government thing back then it was a whole nation. Really trying to spearhead these efforts and so the quality of the work done it was just fantastic and then also say to to you if you look at like the technical models if you go to track and field and you look at the technical models and triple jump is one. I like in particular you look at these. I think is a Ukrainian female who has the world record but if you look at like her style it was a dairy bar has shown to me. It's a high flat high wave form. It's not the flat flat flat. And these these athletes. They're in my opinion a lot of their technical models even were superior or to what we have now or what. We think is optimal technique now and if you watch those athletes it's not just they're not just more powerful because of the steroids royds. They also had a superior technique in a system. That was behind them. So I think there's a lot more than just that so I am definitely a huge I I the Russian and Soviet stuff means a lot to me. I don't bypass it. Because of the whole steroid thing. And I know that I think we'd be naive to say that the Russians and the eastern bloc the only people using steroids in that era. So yeah I think it's certainly valuable information and I think it's good things to look at okay next one This is Citric doc over and he says what are your thoughts on the role of ankle strengthened maximizing the single leg vertical job so this is a great question Ankle Strength Frank Foot strength very important and so the man I want to say I think this goes back to angus young. Quite a few podcasts ago where he was talking about Athlete that was like blowing everybody out of the water in acceleration and counter movement jump and we came to top end speed. I think they they weren't quite as good. And one of the things that was a factor was their foot or ankle. Strength was not that great and so I do think that the foot and ankle and you could call it like a fashion. The fashion line the system it becomes more important. The faster contact times get So generally speaking it is really important. It's definitely not everything I think. A lot of times. It comes with the territory. If your feet are sensing in working properly so if my feet can sense the ground well I have good bio mechanics a lot of times. That's just gonNA come along naturally but if not a things there's a lot of things that can help we've had Chongzhou on the show talking about hyper chops even stuff office. Simple as single Eglin hops can be awesome for helping to improve that and things that I like doing. It had been leaning more toward these days in the world of motor learning as combining these things. So if you're doing some single leg vertical jumps doing some single egg line hops and making it a complex or complex thing single egg jump work with sensory work and with high rep elastic working. We're making this a combo to almost like a sandwich to to really give a full. You're feeding sensory work in your feeding activation and and Activation High Rep work him. And you're feeding the actual skill and so we're putting this on one thing. I think the output is is pretty
Caring For Aging Parents
"It hits home hard to what should parents get older it. Obviously I'm going to be there for him but this been really hard on me to watch my mom not being my mom anymore. I felt like I love telling her what to do. Because I am a mom you need to call the doctor. If you're falling all in all the time maybe we need to get you new blood pressure medicine. You know. It's like I have to like make her do it right there real hard to watch but usually I don't think you know how how much no matter what of going through in life it's like you know in there so it's amazing. It feels like your morning morning morning someone constantly who still living. And that's a really bizarre feeling and nobody wants to talk about it because everybody I feel like has the idea that is. He's just a natural progression of aging. And that's not true. We've talked about how one of the strangest weirdest muscle uncomfortable things. Is That Your Dad's personality has changed a lot and also who he was. The role played in the family. So can can you share with people. I don't know your thoughts on that. Like how it makes you feel. Maybe the dynamic change change its had on your family. Yeah I think it's started probably five or six years ago and it's hard but I don't think it's at the point yet where it's like sad sad about. I mean I still see him and I guess they're still glimpses of of of how he used to be. I guess we take each stage at a time. So far it's been manageable. I think I think you're right. I've been sad sometimes when I I know we're all in a room together as when it happens for me is when we're all together and he's usually been the person that is teasing the most host. The most witty has insane. One liners makes everybody laugh. Says things that like you're like did he. Just say that you kind of almost almost like you know never politically correct and I guess so. I've already kind of got over the fact that I'm never gonNA hear those again. But that's probably the saddest part is when we're all together as a family and I don't see him being like the person that stands up first to say something or our lead the conversation so in some ways. Do you feel like you've had to start like grieving. I mean like because frankly if I'm just he's going to be honest. You're better this week than you've ever been like. It has been really really hard up until this week. Even though things haven't gotten better his situation hasn't changed. No part of the situation has changed but you seem a lot better and I think you probably already know how humid Oughta I like ten days ten days ago. You said this feels like a mountain. I will never. It's just a mountain that will never end we'll just keep climbing and climbing climbing it feels insurmountable surmountable and today in the last five days. You've seemed much more like taking it in stride. I will agree with you and and I think anybody. That's listening to this right now. And if heard you and I talk on podcast before the importance of getting professional help in seeing uh You know sitting down with somebody that's trained in has gone through this stuff in in hurt other people and so I you know I told you like three weeks leaks go go. I'M GONNA go see a name. Dr I gotta go see somebody and do CPR therapy a therapist and this week it was just kind of like a little bit more of a breaking breaking point. And you're like I just really think the you need to do that like you kind of just. I were already threw it out there that I wanted to do it. And you just kind of like remind me like hey you said you were going. Go through this. You should go to this in just one hour session really kind of kind of grounded me now. I've done a lot of. AMD are therapy so that helps. Yeah because I knew like what might trigger was and I knew where I needed to go. Would you be willing. And maybe personally don't have to but usually when you go into therapy happy you have a cognition or like a belief the thought is going through your head. Would you be willing to share with us. What that was? Maybe how it's changed just since that one session. Yeah it was helplessness. Yeah because it was a situation where I felt like hopeless helpless like I can't do anything about it and I usually like to try to fix things and Dan so that was one of my major problems issues anyway so it was just tapping back into that and figuring out that like I'm not hopeless. I'm not helpless and I can only do as much as I can and I gotTa let God take over the rest and it was the first time ever in in doing md.. Art Therapy. That when I went there like you know where you you go back and forth with your eye movement or you go back and forth with sound if you guys has ever done. MDR was the first time that at the end. When I got my feelings all the way down to a zero that it was like God came into my thoughts to let him Kinda just take over and just really like he was there you know I had broken Sierra in their times I had you and their at times? I had add childhood in there at times. I have my parents in their at times. Robin there my brother in there at times but then the ending of it was like just like I gotta just surrender this to God and let him just kind of navigate us through this thing. That's so cool all right. Let's hear from a few more of our lifers. My my father passed away a year ago of dementia. He was ninety five. My mother is ninety and they live three doors down from my husband and I. They've had almost round the clock care in home caregivers for the past two years and I am one of threes these children and my two brothers but I'm primary caregiver with regard to their finances and that type stuff arranging caregivers. I am responsible for paying them. I feel like I'm running. Small business outside of their home. It's very very difficult to juggle everything. I'm very active in our community. Have a career that my commutes an hour a day. I have a husband three children go. Oh children five grandchildren. I am always feeling constant guilt. It does not matter. If I'm there I feel like I should be you somewhere else with my kids with my husband with you know work with if I'm away I feel like I should be with her. It weighs on me and she wants is to be with my dad so bad. She misses him. They were married for sixty seven years. And it's heartbreaking but it's very very difficult at the point now. Wow where. She's almost needing fulltime in home. Care because I promise stir and we all said she's going to stay at home. We're not going to do away a home you know and so we're GONNA do everything we can to keep her in her home. But it's not easy and I feel like every conversation precision. I have with my friends that's all. It's centered around and I walk away very upset that I brought it up again but I just feel like I need support. I need to be hurt. My grandmother really just required full-time care. And in that process my mother ended up selling her home home. She sold almost everything that she had made a home with over the last thirty years and moved in with with my grandmother to be her full-time care and in that process it change not only our relationship the dynamic of my siblings in my whole family. Emily everything changed. I know that it's very difficult on the children of aging parents. But it's also difficult on the grandchildren and and watching your parent sacrifice their whole life. Which is what I have done and I understand that it is her the mother? But I'm also watching my mother. Give up those years of her life that should be for her and and it's really a challenge. This is an interesting like I think about my uncle. Gary who's been taking care of my grandma for so many years and taking care of her like in person listen right and then my mom and US you know we've helped from a financial standpoint but we're so far away I mean and that's like a whole conversation to like there's there's been times where rightfully so he's been very angry and other members of the family because he's there twenty four seven right. He like he took that on. He really has sacrificed. Acuff is so much in his life to take care of my grandma and then he has siblings who some have done some things and some have done. No things like nothing really early and he's gotten very angry very resentful any sacrifice so much of his life and I'm not saying that's right or wrong in fact I don't know what the right answer is. Here's one thing to say is that you can't think is ever going to be fair like you're super lucky right now that you and your brother are completely on the same aim page but from all the people who've left these amazing messages that's not the case. Almost just a you know just so you know. You're not alone of the messages as we received. I didn't get any where it's like. Oh the whole families on the same page. There's always one person who ends up being like the person who's doing all the organizing all the scheduling. There's one person who tends to be there in person. There's one person who tends to be more financially responsible. Sometimes at one person does all of those things and their siblings are doing no things so I think that's a whole nother conversation we could have. This could probably be ten part series. But what are your thoughts on. I have mine. What are your your thoughts on the guilt and the feeling that some people have that okay? I set my whole life aside. Because it's it's my obligation to care for my parents in such a way that it like takes over the life I was living. We had this conversation and I think I know for myself that if I was in my dad's situation that I wouldn't want brock in Sierra to feel like they were obligated obliterated to do a massive amount nor do I've already told you is like you know once I get to a certain stage on you know or whatever you I don't expect you to take care of me and I think that in my circumstance right now is I know for Thaqt that my dad doesn't want Robin I and you and the family to take on this burden you you know and I don't want to call it a burden right now but it's to take on this responsibility of taking care of them 'cause like right now he still has is enough cognition to like you know like. He looked at me the other day when we went to the doctor. He's like we're paying for this so like he already knows like. There's extra extra I don't want you to pay for it. Yes yes you know. So he knows enough to where like okay. This doesn't need to be a financial thing for Britain. Selene Lien or Robin Dana. Or that's my brother and sister-in-law and so I know that he wouldn't want that so I think I'm okay with whatever we can do to provide him help in a better life and just opportunities and we're already doing it you know. We were reading the books. And we're listening to podcasts castle. Were doing the research and we're going to doctors and we're trying the best we can and I think that's I think for anybody that's what you gotta do. You gotta like do the best you can. Yeah
Ep 83: Losing It to Lose You To Love Me - burst 2
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no bitch to how you gorgeous did she is yeah I literally because just you looked are at not her fucking face dating for like three a minutes I was I'm totally sorry into just it in is a mess this song not to be set he me married on a spiral in your twenties so deep no one wins that when you get married and your one twenty no point one wins on when you're I married guess this and your was twenty s when unless you when live in the mid West near like you I know was crying and so there's hard nothing wrong in with the that middle you of live the in the night Midwest I well couldn't breathe there's nothing wrong with it and I guess I had I mean a I elevate would I would not myself stay there forever hospital style brought take all a trip using pj several triple pillows choices beautiful people want different things I get it yeah it beautiful depends but I mean like I don't know what it's like yeah to have so a neighbor with she obsessive lives in La compulsive she's disorder a Hottie because I with am a naughty body neighbor and right but I mean she I when when a song and comes she's out and I like it I put it on relapse and I listened and to she just it released at songs least fifty I feel times like in I a row full blast yeah so they already neighbor already truly how to deal feel with like me I did doing this okay so Katy the first Perry's song small that Selena talk hit last us craft week was this lose week you to it love was me that's the one it that was we knew on was Wednesday coming the one that she had been promoing it was she lose shot the entire you me woman she didn't and shoot then us she's yesterday on the it the the was the entire video caches like just raising kind of a how single 'cause we shot got hit of her with a on an iphone three it's new beautiful fucking that's that's a testament to how gorgeous track she yeah is I literally just looked certified at her fucking tunes face for like three minutes I was totally into I don't it know why you're 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you first they already and you neighbor already how to deal with me doing set this Katy Perry's up small to my talk last week this forest week it yes was it was on Wednesday wait it was Jeff lose you me and then flock yesterday what and you let it it burn was you let it burn caches it's pretty low raising how 'cause we got for hit US with a burn three off new this is Oh my fucking God this by the way that's about track her shaving yeah her posey certified is that tunes I might forest what are you making this up where did you read that somewhere I don't know why you're talking God damn like this now what I am I believed giving off a real it butch too energy I was like wait to I can you imagine certified a pop Oh my God for it's you like a month they z morning zoo gave him the song but this okay I love sang it off key and my chorus no because it so wasn't your is yeah that has cash to be new song for and real I mean and yeah I'm a I huge love that cash that is obviously that I want is 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ask we no didn't it's okay it what and I did it and come I out it came abreast out on Tuesday to that I'm to no it came him out before that but but the good I thing about was and I was I drunk a couple absolutely of days oh but well the good thing yeah about I me was when I'm drunk Nick is I I still was a have little impeccable scared and now grammar I actually and can't punctuation listen to it so unless I'm in let's like a go safe is place the fact that it was said because that three in the morning I you couldn't don't tell know what right I have no control yeah over myself when that's the song great comes on I yeah three in the morning last I don't night know you texted I'm me that you sorry were so juuling excited for the podcast so we're though yeah I okay feel like yeah just really wasn't here's I the was thing I these these that songs song I've reminds been so me excited so much and of I was coming when out of such I got a out of my relationship because I was with I was the in my crying ex phase that was of my depression physically abusive for the past couple okay of weeks and now I'm in the and manic acting the out phase yeah feelings and so I get they excited came up over from that things because like Selena Gomez I remember songs that's it beautiful was so weird amped because up I was like yesterday I was I was I fueled by hated Canada's Raisin I was Hell like I all day don't I love WanNa that be I'm GonNa with this Listen person not today eh yesterday was my but I feel Selena lose you to empty love me okay without him I listened I felt to it like nonstop no one you know and I I also started listening feel to like it a little a bit on at least feeling Tuesday hatred feeling something and I was like into yeah it I felt yeah like but by Wednesday like I felt that Oh in this my is last all I breakup want to listen I to was almost like because we it was didn't so mutual it what did it come out it came out I on Tuesday still respect I'm him no and it came I out care before about him that but so I I was was like can you like throw frigid a couple me or of days something oh well just so I can yeah I was make like Nick I was just a little so I know scared who the bad guy and is now I actually but like can't listen this to was it very unless clear I'm in like a like safe place I was not supposed because to be with this and I don't know what I have I no think control over myself that's when what the song I comes heard on and yeah got from the song I don't is know like that I'm feeling sorry of like juuling refinding yourself after I feel like after aching someone else your here's whole world the thing is like that it's song reminds the most me so much rewarding of thing when I got out of my relationship and I with I the truly ex believe that that everyone was should physically spend abusive okay at least and a year the or more single feelings they came and up from let's that say because at least I see remember your more with someone it who was so is weird not treating because I you was well like I everyone hated should take care I was research like I just don't to WanNa be with toughen this person yourself up eh really appreciate but I feel a good relationship when you get it empty even a decent without him one yeah I I felt mean if like if no they say one thank you Oh you you know you'll and be I like can we get married feel like a at that's least feeling so hatred true in feeling her something it really is true out yeah I felt anyway like I I felt but that in yeah my last I heard breakup it and I was I like was almost like king because of that it was time so mutual because I still it respect was so him and I care intense about him so I was yeah like can you like throw I mean frigid I truly me or something made that just person so I can my whole world make I had like no idea the thing just so I I know didn't who the know bad what I guy liked is uh-huh but like I discovered this comedy was very after that clear relationship like I was is not you supposed know what to I be mean with this yeah and I I I think like bonded that's with what I Alabama heard and I got you from know the song everything is like that happened feeling of her like dog refinding not the band yeah yeah yourself and after not the certainly not the after state aching someone else your whole world but is yeah like so I felt like it's it was just the a most kind of an anthem rewarding more thing her then to Justin people and are like I oh it's I for Justin truly believe that and everyone it's like should no spend this is this at least is the a toxic year dump or more Ra single like that and it's let's say the at least stover see your more with someone who it's the leftover is feeling not treating yeah you well I'm like that's what it's not about John everyone this is a should song take for care her research celebrating just her to and what she toughen went through yourself like up coming out of the really ash appreciate right a good that's relationship what it does when have you get that it feeling even of a decent like one yeah I I mean if want if the experience they say thank you of Oh love you and you'll I'm be disappointed like can we get married I didn't get it but that's so it true doesn't in her but it really beyond is true that out there anyway is no that's I it that's but what I got yeah I from heard it it and I was yet like which is king I of don't that understand time why Haley because it was was so even upset intense about this because it's certainly yeah not like I want I mean you I back truly it's like made that person and my it whole world doesn't I had reference no idea her the in thing any I way didn't know like what this I liked we don't know uh-huh for sure I that discovered Haley was comedy upset about after it that relationship is I you mean know what I that's mean what yeah the fuck I in but that's what bloggers I like yeah but the bonded thing is it's with like Alabama they're all in their twenties I you know and we're everything in our thirties happened and we're still her sub dog tweeting not the band and yeah sub yeah instagram and storing not the people certainly like they're not definitely the state doing it you know but so Justin yeah Bieber so loves I felt and Internet like it was just fight a so kind of an anthem I'm more sure Haley her has then taken to a Justin page from that people are book like oh it's for Justin right and it's it's just like to me no it's not because this is the thing this was is the toxic it was all dump it was big news Ra like I that don't I don't think so it's I really think the she like stover well maybe it's I the mean leftover the song's feeling called yeah I'll kill I'm like that's you what it's not about John this walk is a song or for yeah her celebrating she put her an and what she Haley went put through it like up coming right out after of the ash this Selena right song that's was what released it does have that I feeling don't know of like it's just like I some want lyrics the experience like trying to of come love between and us I'm at disappointed won't end up I good didn't get it because I think but I think it Haley doesn't but beyond to me seems very that intelligent there and definitely is no the most that's it that's what I even got from it killed yet which is head I on don't her shoulders understand of beasts three why like Haley Selena verified was even psychopaths upset about this because it's certainly but like not like and I want so I you think back it's there's like always that and one it doesn't reference person her in in any way your like this we don't mates know for sure life that Haley was upset who about even it if I don't like them and they're I not in mean love that's with them what any the more fuck fires in but them that's up what in bloggers a way that makes yeah but you the thing is not it's like be they're able all to like in their control twenties them anymore and we're in our thirties and that's who and Selena we're still sub is tweeting to Haley and sub to instagram meet it clear storing people it's like like they're yes definitely I think doing just it indefinitely you know like loves Hayley so Justin Bieber more loves than HE LOVES and Internet fight SELINA so I'm BUT SELINA sure Haley RILES has taken a page UP in from a that way that book Haley he doesn't right and it's like just it's to still me it's not that feeling because like the thing when you're was a passionate person it was all that it hate was big is distraught news because I've I been don't I don't I'm think so I really I'm think a she like I'm a Selena well maybe so I mean I've the song's I've called been that I'll person kill that's you why walk like or yeah I was she about to put say that's an why Haley people fear put it me up right I mean after they they this do Selena though it's song just like was you have released to know this about yourself I don't know it's just like not it's some a lyrics it's a it's like a trying fun to come and between us bad at won't quality end at up the same good time because it's because like I I think would like I to think be friends with Haley to me seems some very of my intelligent ex's and their new and girlfriends definitely and it's the almost most not even on the able for even someone like me killed who head on her shoulders of just beasts three like all my like relationships Selena are tumultuous verified for better psychopaths or for worse but like I've had and so one I that think wasn't there's and always it's because I that didn't one really love him person oh in your mates yeah life I who even I if feel I like don't I finished like them and they're I not in love got with them any out more of fires that them up Tumultuous in a way that makes you Shit not be able I think to like control after them anymore well after and that's who my Selena ex is who to Haley hit me I to was like meet okay I think it clear I've had enough of that it's yeah like yes I and think what am I just indefinitely wasn't like loves physically Hayley abused more merely than emotional HE LOVES any I really SELINA went full BUT tilt SELINA yeah RILES and UP then in a way was that Haley like he doesn't I'm done and like it's this dynamic still that feeling I like worked when you're a through passionate a lot of person why I needed that that hate dynamic is distraught because I've been while I'm I was in it I'm because a I was I'm in therapy a Selena and I was like figuring so I've it out I've been that person like that's why I was like like because whenever you're doing something I was about that to say you know that's you're why not people supposed fear to be doing me I mean they they or do you know though it's is just bad like for you you have to know this about it's yourself so useful to not go it's a it's what a it's a am fun I getting and out of this bad quality at the same time because what it's like is I it would like to in be friends what way with is the serving me some of my and ex's and you their know new girlfriends obviously and it's almost the easy not answer even on is the like able oh it's for not someone like but me who it always is just in like all some my relationships way are like tumultuous I for got better or to for worse oh like the hero I've had for one this that noon wasn't and it's yeah because I didn't you know what really I mean love and him that was oh because he was always yeah falling I apart I and feel he was like always I relapsing finished I got and then out I of that would step in and he would be Tumultuous like you're an angel and Shit I'd be like I think I really am after well you know after what I mean my it ex feels good yeah who that's what I hit got me from I was it like okay and I think I wanted I've had enough of that to yeah and what am I I wanted wasn't and also physically it came abused from like this merely childhood emotional believes that love any is I earned really went full tilt you yeah and deserve then it because was you exist like you have to I'm earn done it this by dynamic acting in a way I that worked through a lot that of why I needed that dynamic the sky wants you to act while I right was in and it that's because I all was in therapy shit and I that was I like learned figuring it out out of this relationship so like when I came I was out of like it I was like oh because I whenever don't you're doing need to earn something love that you I know deserve you're not supposed it to be doing I don't need or if I you find know myself is bad bending for you shit it's to so useful become to go what what this person am I getting thinks is out ideal of this that I know that I'm in what that childhood is it in what way is the serving head space me and and you know obviously the yeah easy answer is like so oh it's not what but was I talking about it always Scott is into I this in is some this way is like Selena Gomez's I got news track to does oh like the hero yeah I for mean I this thought noon about your yeah years of you know therapy what I mean and I that thought was I mean I because have only been he in was it for always like unevenly falling two years I apart would say but and he was always relapsing I mean yeah and and then I that's the would problem step in like and I've he would be like I've you're an angel done and I'd be like so well I really in am therapy and like it's you very know what clear I mean it feels good yeah that's what I got from more it more and I with wanted the entertainment business to than with relationships because I wanted through guys before and I was also able to it work came through my from own like relationship this childhood believes kind of that love is therapists earned with that you eh but deserve we it because were talking you about exist before we you started have to recording earn it it's so by weird now acting because in a way I that don't even WanNa be mean that to people anymore but the sky we're wants sometimes you I'm to dealing act with such right and that's trouble all ties shit individuals that I learned that I out have of to this continue relationship being a so little when mean I came to them out just of it so I was that like they oh stay I interested don't need to which earn is love then I deserve a nightmare it I don't because need if I then find I'm like myself okay well bending I don't want shit enter into to a romantic become union with damaged person what this person right thinks but is ideal that I know what I've that been I'm doing in lately that as childhood I just go off it's so head simple space and I don't know I didn't think of this and before but I- purely go off yeah how do I feel so when I'm what around was I this talking person about Scott that's it into that's the only I question this I is asked this myself is Selena and Gomez's for news me track I does feel yeah there I so mean I thought you about people your years who of therapy especially I thought Romantically I mean I have only I have several been in it friends for like who make me feel unevenly but two who years make I me would feel say but smarter I mean yeah funnier and that's the and problem more beautiful like I've I I've I have done I so I well think I'm pretty creating in therapy all those and areas like it's very too clear great really Vica more an more inflated with the entertainment sense business than of self with relationships and all those areas because through guys before we're just I was fine able to work right through and my I own relationship totally encourage kind especially of women therapists to have an with inflated that it will it will eh protect but you like bubble we wrap were talking truly about before we started recording my it's life has so been weird so much now better because I don't even WanNa be mean to people started like anymore even thinking but about we're that sometimes perhaps I'm the dealing bubble with was such not real trouble ties individuals really at that I again I have I to continue being might a little be called mean to like them just so delusional that they stay interested but it's which is then for me it's got a me nightmare this far because but I just then think I'm of like those okay things well and I there don't are so want few enter people into who make a me feel romantic union with damaged smarter person prettier right and Funnier but and what so I've that's been doing very lately easy as I just now go for off me to pinpoint who it's it so is simple good for and me I don't to be know I around didn't think of this it before so simple but I- and purely do I go feel off joy how do because I I think feel I used to I when used I'm around to be like this person does this person that's make me it feel that's the challenged only question I asked and myself eerie and and for all me the end do I I want to throw a feel dish there when I'm so around him you people like that's who my ex but I'm especially like that's Romantically not I have several friends going who to feel make me like feel that but who I make mean me it's feel feel some feeling something it's feeling a heavy emotion smarter but it's funnier not the right and emotion more beautiful and I I I was have so exhausted I from I functioning think I'm pretty at creating all dish those areas throwing too great for two really years every Vica night I was an I was inflated are you getting sense a of on self a scale and all from those areas eating off the dish to we're throwing just fine it against right the wall and I I was totally getting to encourage dish throwing especially every women to have night an inflated right it will it that will protect yeah you like bubble wrap no truly you can't and and my I think life that has this been song so much better kind of it does have that started feeling like even of like thinking when the fight about is that over perhaps in your book the bubble you're both was in not your real corners yeah you're just like panting really and you're looking at I around again at the I destruction that you caused might be called in your Home like delusional Yeah Oh but God it's this for off me I gotTa it's go got Ikya me this far but I just think of those things and there are Oh so my few God people so who make then verse me feel two I even smarter tweeted prettier some of these lines and because it was Funnier just so heavy and so that's very easy I gave now my for me all to pinpoint and who they it is all good know for me it to be around Selena it so simple love and that do I one feel because joy you know because you're I think I are used always to I used to be like I mean does this basically person make heterosexual me feel challenged relationships the woman's and always eerie giving and way all more the end do I want than to throw you tore a me dish down when and I'm now around it's showing him in like two that's months my ex you but I'm like laced that's us not like it going was to feel easy like that made I me mean think it's feel I deserved some feeling something it in it's the feeling thick a heavy of emotion healing but it's not fuck the right emotion and yeah I was so exhausted fuck fuck fuck from functioning we'd always at into a dish blindly throwing I needed for two to lose years you to find me the stance every it night was killing I was me I softly was are I you needed getting to hate a you on a scale to love from me eating off yes the dish to throwing such it against a good the song wall yeah I was getting to a fucking dish throwing love it every and night I love I right love pop music that because like yeah Tarot cards no you can't it's so and vague and that I it think can just that this be song relate kind of to anyone it does have that feeling that's of like like my when the favorite fight thing is over about in it your like book you're both this in is your about corners me yeah she's speaking you're just like to panting me and you're looking now around at the destruction yeah that you caused I was like in your Home Yeah Oh God this I was off talking I gotTa to go my Ikya therapist about how when Oh you my God I so was then like verse two complaining I because I had even gotten tweeted dumb some of these lines to because it was issue just so it heavy was like yeah it I was gave like my all Kinda and dumped they then all kind know of it you know not Selena but like love that you one know because you basically know you're guy was are like always I was into I a mean guy basically and he heterosexual relationships was into the woman's me always and then he was like I giving I want to be single way more and I was like okay than you tore me down well and now it's showing if you want in I two months that's you I'm going to end laced up wanting us like to it was easy be with you made me yeah think I deserved if I keep it doing in the this thick all of just healing fuck I'll just keep trying to be yeah what you want fuck me fuck to fuck be we'd in always order to get into what a blindly I want I needed and to I know lose you to I've find done me this the stance pattern it was I'm killing me not softly gonna do it again I needed to hate you to and love me I was yes talking to my therapist such news like a good are you song sound yeah depressed a fucking and I was like I'm love not it I'm just and NAM I love or whatever I love pop music and he because was like like well Tarot if cards you had to guess what it's feeling so you're feeling vague what would that it be it and can I was just like I don't be know relate add to anyone motherfucker so mad about that's it like yeah my favorite I guess thing sad about it like this and is about then me she's speaking halfway through to the session me I started crying now yeah and he I was was like like and I could breathe I was like crying Oh I was talking two to weeks my ago I think therapist it was the about week I how think it was the day that we recorded when the Julie you Andrews I was like complaining Oh yeah you because were I had you gotten were dumb you were not in to place issue it was fucked like yeah up that day it was like 'cause I Kinda dumped got off the then phone kind with my therapist of you early know not because I but was like crying so hard I you couldn't know like finish basically guy was like and I was into a guy that's why and I he just started was into me and I then he stopped was like I asking I want to myself be single like why and am I was I like not okay in a relationship why and well I just started if you want I feeling that's what I was feeling I'm going which to was end just up wanting really disappointed to be layer with you sell yeah for in if life I keep for in doing this all that just I wasn't getting what I I'll wanted just keep out of trying the relationships to be what you want in my life me to be and in order to get what I want and I just walked and I know around I've the done city this I went pattern to a I'm meeting not gonna do it and again I like I and just couldn't stop crying I was talking it to went my therapist for four news hours like are you I sound was depressed like my eyes and were I was leaking like I'm not yeah I'm just NAM or whatever Wednesday night and he was any like just well just if constant you had to guess what and feeling I you're feeling what would you it be and know I was like when I don't it was know over I add was like Oh God motherfucker it felt like I'd so taken mad a about bath it on yeah the inside I and guess I was sad like okay I feel and a little then bit better halfway and through then the session I started crying literally and he was like and like I could a couple breathe of days later I was like crying met this Oh person two weeks and ago I think now it was I'm the like week obsessed I think it but was the day that we recorded the whatever Julie Andrews her I feel like Oh there's yeah something you were about you were like when you you were not needed in to hate place you fucked to love up me that day I don't 'cause think she I still hates him got I off think the phone she with my therapist had early to because get I was those crying so hard I couldn't like finish and that's why I just started I stopped asking myself like why am I not in a relationship why and I just started to exist feeling in the hatred what I was feeling yeah which was just really disappointed layer sell I for wish in Ed life said for that thing in we have to cut that out that oh I my wasn't God getting what I'm I wanted sorry out of you the relationships were difficult to in me my yes life what part are and we taking out I don't know should and I I not just say walked that I was around that I'm the obsessed city I with went somebody to a meeting and I who like the fuck you know who I it is just couldn't okay stop fine crying leave it it in went Oh for Jesus four hours Christ I House I was like don't my eyes know were leaking I don't know yeah okay well Wednesday just night think about it for the next any just just three constant days and I I'll think about you know obsessively when it was over I I was will like Oh God it felt I want like to go to I'd this taken selena a bath songs on so the is inside that okay so and it's I was like like okay okay so I feel Selena a little bit better lose you to love me and then fucked are should we knew that one was literally coming did we know it like was going a to couple be about of days Bieber later I think met this person yeah I think people and probably now I'm kind like obsessed of thought but maybe I mean whatever she's her gotta I feel like she's got him because there's he's something never addressed about it like really when you right needed yeah to hate you yeah and it's to been love so me it's I been don't so think she still long hates and him I mean people I think you she know it was had a thing to we're after get the those wedding people were like you know taking pictures of her but now it's like after her the second wedding right she really listed which was that's a baller move to let to let it bubble to exist that long in the yeah hatred yeah and then in the middle of the night the day after I wish she releases Ed said that thing released we have to cut on that we out knew was oh coming my God she I'm does sorry beyond you say were move difficult to and me surprise yes hits us what with part look are we at taking her now out I which don't know should I not say that is I was very that I'm cute obsessed because I guess with somebody I love Selene because she's who like the you fuck can feel you bad know who for it is me for twenty okay four fine hours leave it in you Oh can pity Jesus me for Christ twenty House four hours I don't know and I now don't I'm GonNa know hit you okay back well I just looked think Selena's about it for the is next because they truly three when you look days in the mirror so I'll beautiful think about but it obsessively looks to me I like there's will no soul they're really I want to go to this selena yeah songs no so is sheep that okay so it's all like okay I feel so like Selena you look in her lose eyes you to and love it's the me eyes of fucked pure are evil should in we knew a hallway that one was coming she is did we know it t- was going there's to be something about Bieber there's I something think yeah I think people I don't probably know there's something kind going of on thought there I maybe think she's pure I evil mean she's gotta I really oh she's can siri got him because he's never MHM addressed and it I've actually really heard right yeah because I'm yeah pretty obsessed and it's with been her so and I know some people it's been so this long to and work I mean with people her you know on like it was music a thing videos we're after and stuff the and wedding they people were like confirmed you know taking like pictures she of her to but me now is like it's like a after her a the young Naomi second Campbell wedding like right she's GonNa she throw really a coffee listed in your face which was but you're gonNA like that's get a and baller you're gonNA masturbate move to it later to let okay to let it bubble that long I yeah and then if in I the middle of the yes night if I was a man the day I after would she releases released I would on date we Selena knew was Gomez coming and she does allow her to beyond ruin my say life move and and surprise hits us my with sense look of self at her respect now Europol which thank you is very cute because love I guess it inks I love Selene because she's like gosh you can feel bad if for I were me a man for twenty four hours so you can pity yeah me these for twenty four hours and this now I'm GonNa hit there's you a lot back of sexy dancing I looked in Selena's this she is has a long because they braid truly when you look in the mirror I so guess beautiful that's the but look now it looks to me like there's no soul they're long really braid look yeah yeah look at no her now sheep lyrics all I feel like you look in her eyes and it's the eyes of pure evil in a hallway she is t- there's something there's something I don't know there's something going his on own there leg I think do she's pure do evil do do I really oh can siri he's eating his leg MHM oh yeah he's and I've actually he's heard eating his leg okay because I'm pretty they obsessed fell in with love her one and I summer know some people a little too wild this to for each work other with her says on just why like don't you music just videos say and Justin stuff and Bieber they confirmed shiny like she till to it me wasn't is like a feels good a young till Naomi it doesn't Campbell mean like that she's every GonNa relationship throw a coffee again in your face Tarot card but lyrics you're gonNA like get it and was you're gonNA her masturbate to it later okay I if I yes if I was a man I would I would date Selena Gomez and allow her to ruin my life and my sense of self respect Europol thank you love it inks gosh if I were a man so yeah these this there's a lot of sexy dancing in this she has a long braid I guess that's the look now long braid look yeah look at her now lyrics his own leg do do do do he's eating his leg oh yeah he's he's eating his leg okay they fell in love one summer a little too wild for each other says just why don't you just say Justin Bieber shiny till it wasn't feels good till it doesn't mean that every relationship again Tarot card lyrics it was her
"selene" Discussed on KQED Radio
"Selene was diagnosed with C. M. T. which stands for Charcot Marie tooth it's a genetic disorder that impacts the nerve signals going to telling these arms and legs she's got muscle atrophy and tighten ligaments Steph curled joins and some trouble moving only about twelve people in the world have the kind of CMT Delaney has she's nineteen now a sophomore at UC Santa Cruz when the when he was a kid she wore leg braces she says she felt bionic you know when you're young you wanna be cool you will find you know the super hero or whatever that is different from everybody else and I was different from everybody else the venture became not good away when she had puberty her hands started to weekend she became more aware of these snagging limitations on her body and her future she wondered why this was happening to her but the question I really has no why me why do why why am I the one that gets stuck with this neither of doing these parents has C. M. T. her disorder was unique mutation in her DNA nobody to blame in being a line because it doesn't have a lot of self hate the Laney's self hate even veered into self harm but with time she started to find peace when I was thirteen fourteen I had to I can accept that this is going to be my life for as long as I know then when she was seventeen out of nowhere she got an email from a scientist Dr Bruce Conklin he was looking for people for a study people with C. M. T. especially a super rare kind that to Laney has he hope to one day remove the genetic disorder from patients bodies all we have to do is disable a bad acting jeans and if we can just get rid of that were very very sure that she'll be relieved of the problem Dr Conklin thinks that what he learns from editing C. M. T. can be helpful in one day adding more common motor neuron disorders like a alas Dr Conklin as a senior investigator at Gladstone institutes in San Francisco in the aptly named Conklin lab Delaney donated blood to the lab and now ourselves are kept here in an incubator yeah.
"selene" Discussed on KTLK 1130 AM
"Selene and the other correspondents a masterful job easier young people on college campuses who aren't standing by for the political the politically correct b s or the progressivism or the leftism or whatever whatever we're calling it today but there is such a far left lean in colleges on college campuses i think is twelve to one liberal professors to conservative professors and that's nut so these guys and gals do a great job of uncovering some some nuttiness i want to start with for some reason we've got a bunch of stories this week selene professors acting badly i it almost sounds like the name of a late night show that you can watch on on on one of these channels up the dial professors behaving badly the first of all let's go to university of new hampshire gloating about disrupting the speaker what happened here yeah so a couple of weeks ago i think at the beginning of the month we heard mid month we dave rubin was doing a speech at university of new hampshire and there was at the time kind of a video that went semi viral of him berry big protesters who came with the point of shutting him down it's i it's ironic because dave rubin in the traditional sense of the word is not even really a conservative he just dares to associate with an exchange in civil discourse with conservative so that's enough to incriminate you so if you're seeing with a conservative you're bad guy even if you're not a conservative because i don't know to be a conservative he's not he's a registered democrat he's married to a man i seen him mix it up with ben ben shapiro the here's a guy and you're right he will mix it up but he's the conservative at all yeah their complaint is basically that just walk if they figure out what their complaint is it platform to this type of hate speech from sapiro or lately it's been ears then they don't like these jordan peterson so that mediocre had already gone around him kind of dealing with these protesters well then it comes out the one of the main people the one of the main protesters can happen to yell at any time to get out of the lgbt community is the senior women's studies professor.
"selene" Discussed on KQED Radio
"Dollar general store in grand selene were there were four young people taking a cigarette break from working at the spa there as his only witnesses nine one one general in what city in the parking lot the man is on fire himself on fire had previously planned to kill himself for somewhat different reasons just on the question of messaging it's hard to know what really he was trying to say yeah it really is in his initial letters he was protesting the death penalty he was protesting the denial of rights to homosexuals and ultimately he settled on the racism american racism which is something he'd seen his whole life i mean one of his friends said at the end his action was a symbol of solidarity with people on the margins it was meant to call us to respond basically for all injustice i mean yeah charles couldn't pick a single one but he was always out there for all kinds of injustices long before his suicide the guy made other great sacrifices including his own closest relationships his family he put his pastoral work and it's humanitarianism ahead of his family and ended up twice divorce became estranged from his children in your piece i see a man swinging between long bouts of depression and a sort of messianic mania i mean if you wish to make the ultimate protest how is the outside world to know where your protests begins and mere personal misery or mental struggle ends yeah i mean that's a really good question i mean how can we possibly know he left his two sons behind and he took his wife to india and his.
"selene" Discussed on KQED Radio
"Selene had a history of lynchings and burnings doesn't comport with actual history doesn't right i mean you will see no black people in grand selene in two thousand eighteen but has this reputation as being this terrible terrible place for black folks and charles grew up there and so he heard these stories and there were stories about there's a part of town called poll town and it was said to be a place where african americans were decapitated and their heads were put on polls there's a bridge there the legend had it that many african americans were lynched from them so i mean he grew up in this cauldron of stories but on reflection and i went and talked to a bunch of people who had no african americans as well as some of the the local historians and grants lean and there is no record of any lynchings of blacks there that idea that grand selene was this you know terrible lynching ground is just just not true all right well let's just say the historical facts obscured the larger truth of institutional racism in this little town but in any event moore's sophomore elation if it was meant to make a big statement it didn't seem to do that it didn't get mentioned in the national news when it happened and it wasn't even a big story in east texas right the grants lean paper did a story on it a couple of days later didn't even mention him when the tyler paper data the few days after that they mentioned him and i think the headline was martyr or madman it took a while for people to actually really look into why he might have done it and one of charles's role models was kwong duck the south vietnamese monk who had self immolated back in nineteen sixty three charles had his picture the famous photograph charles had that picture on his desk he had left it there to be seen so kwong duck was his hero cuando had gone out of his way to publicize what he did they had notified a bunch of the media charles didn't instead charles chose this virtually empty parking lot of a.
"selene" Discussed on WNYC 93.9 FM
"Grant selene had a history of lynchings and burnings doesn't comport with actual history does it right i mean you will see no black people in grand selene in twenty eighteen but has this reputation as being this terrible terrible place for black folks and charles grew up there and so he heard these stories and there were stories about there's a part of town called poll town it was said to be a place where african americans were decapitated and their heads were put on polls there's a bridge there the legend had it that many african americans were lynched from so i mean he grew up in this cauldron of stories but on reflection and i went and talked to a bunch of people who had no african americans as well as some of the the local historic and grants selene and there is no record of any lynchings of blacks there that idea that grand selene was this you know terrible lynching ground is just just not true all right well extra say the historical facts obscured the larger truth of institutional racism in this little town but in any event moore's south immolation if it was meant to make a big statement it didn't seem to do that it didn't get mentioned in the national news when it happened and it wasn't even a big story in east texas right the grants lean paper did a story on it a couple of days later didn't even mention him when the tyler paper data the few days after that they mentioned him and i think the headline was martyr or madman it took a while for people to actually really look into why he might have done it and one of charles's role models was kwong duck the south vietnamese monk who had self immolated back in nineteen sixty three charles had his picture the famous photograph charles had that picture on his desk he had left it there to be seen so kwong duck was his hero kwong duck though had gone out of his way to publicize what he did they had notified a bunch of the media charles didn't instead charles chose this virtually empty parking lot of a.
"selene" Discussed on WNYC 93.9 FM
"Dollar general store in grand selene were there were four young people taking a cigarette break from working at the spa there as his only witnesses nine one one at the dollar general in the parking lot demand is on fire fire he had previously planned to kill himself for somewhat different reasons just on the question of messaging it's hard to know what really he was trying to say yeah it really is in his initial letters he was protesting the death penalty he was protesting the denial of rights to homosexuals and ultimately he settled on the racism american racism which is something he'd seen his whole life i mean one of his friends said at the end his action was a symbol of solidarity with people on the margins it was meant to call us to respond basically for all injustice i mean yeah charles couldn't pick a single one but he was always out there for all kinds of injustices long before his suicide the guy made other great sacrifices including his own closest relationships his family he put his pastoral you work and his humanitarianism ahead of his family and ended up twice divorce became estranged from his children in your piece i see a man swinging between long bouts of depression and a sort of messianic mania i mean if you wish to make the ultimate protest how is the outside world to know where your protests begins and your personal misery or mental struggle ends yeah i mean that's a really good question i mean how can we possibly know he left his two sons behind and he took his wife to india and his.
"selene" Discussed on WNYC 93.9 FM
"Selene had a history of lynchings and burnings doesn't comport with actual history does it right i mean you will see no black people in grand selene in two thousand eighteen has this reputation as being this terrible terrible place for black folks and charles grew up there and so he heard these stories and there were stories about there's a part of town called poll town it was said to be a place where african americans were decapitated and their heads were put on polls there's a bridge there where the legend had it that many african americans were lynched from so i mean he grew up in this cauldron of stories but on reflection and i went and talked to a bunch of people who had no african americans as well as some of the the local historians and grants lean and there is no record of any lynchings of blacks there that idea that grand selene was this you know terrible lynching ground is just just not true all right well let's just say that the historical facts obscured the larger truth of institutional racism in this little town but in any event moore's selfimmolation if it was meant to make a big statement it didn't seem to do that it didn't get mentioned in the national news when it happened and it wasn't even a big story in east texas right the grants lean paper did a story on it a couple of days later didn't even mention him when the tyler paper dated a few days after that they mentioned him and i think the headline was martyr or mad man it took a while for people to actually really look into why he might have done it and one of charles's role models was kwong duck the south demeans monqiue had self immolated back in nineteen sixty three charles had his picture the famous photograph charles had that picture on his desk he had left it there to be seen so kwong duck was his hero kwong duck though had gone out of his way to publicize what he did they had notified a bunch of the media charles didn't instead charles chose this virtually empty parking lot of a dollar general store in grand selene were there were four young people taking a cigarette break from working at the spa there as his only witnesses at the dollar general in one city lien the parking lot.