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"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

10 Things That Scare Me

06:20 min | 3 months ago

"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

"She just launched a brand new podcast. It's called come through fifteen central conversations about race a pivotal year for America. So whether you're afraid to talk about race or sick of tried to make other people talk about it. This show is for you. You can subscribe to come through wherever you get your podcasts and you can listen to Rebecca's up sort of ten things right now. One death and dying to breast cancer and all cancer three flying. Whenever I fly I always sit next to my son so far. He's okay with that. But if there's any kind of turbulence or I start to get a little bit white knuckle to sort of looks over. We had just smiles. Just a just a grin for that. I'm messing up my kid. My birth father is black was black. He died in two thousand ten and I met him When I was probably twenty two or twenty three and so we had a brief relationship and It got very intense very quickly for me and I needed to do my life and when I was ready to reconnect after I had a son he died. It's a regret that I live with We were each other's soul black relatives. You know that that we had In the world and we needed each other in a very very In in a very visceral sense and he to me I thought him coming into my life would be a lot easier and it felt I panicked. I didn't know how to suddenly be his daughter and I have to. I have to have to be very mindful to not overcompensate the other day We were talking about because now we're looking at high schools and what's really important for me and I think should be important for any parent regardless of race. Ethnicity is that they have teachers and role models of Color. And my son said you know what's why do I need to have necessarily all black and people of Color as role models. I said well because if you have only white role models you'll grow up thinking that the best thing to do and be is white and and he said but I see a lot of you know role models of color and I said name three and he said our friend. Missa our friend Karen and you and the next day I said to my husband I said. I don't think I realized that I'm enough for my son by being able to feel the feeling of missing people. I love after I die. Six nuclear war just mushrooming everybody's gone seven masses of moving insects. Eight the Ocean nine the dentist ten losing my mind. Did you ever see that movie phenomenon with John Travolta and curious Edrich in which he just starts to get more and more brilliant every day like he can? He can suddenly solve the Rubik's Cube and you know right operas and it is revealed that the reason he becomes brilliant more and more every day is because he's dying so I also think about that that Oh I feel like I'm getting smarter only because my mind about to say you're done. My name is Rebecca. Carol and these are ten things that scamming Rebecca terrill is a cultural critic and editor of special projects at WNYC radio. She told us that she met her husband on a subway platform in Brooklyn while he was on his way to a conference on race and social policy and a year later he proposed to her on that same platform. The ten things team includes Amy Pearl Daniel Game at Odell Reuben. Sarah Sampack emily legal team and Polish lumen music and sound design by Isaac. Jones.

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"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

10 Things That Scare Me

05:22 min | 4 months ago

"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

"Number one climate change number two bad coffee. Because I'm a traveling musician. Routine is precious to me. That the The coffee is a harbinger of the quality of day. That I am to have number three something happening to Kyle Clare. Or my immediate family area Number four sitting down on a plane flight home and listen to the show going Oud. You know what you were outside of what you really are good at the like. Maybe maybe maybe that's in someone else's wheel ass try and make sure that the content that I'm directly responsible for comes from you know a specific skill set that. I'm that I'm confident. In like for instance. I'm not terribly funny. I'm I'm I'm like medium medium funny if that medium minus funny but I think it's important that there be funny on our show and and I think it's important that that funny come from someone is not number five premature physical deterioration as it pertains to playing and singing. I I think the only thing that would prevent me from making music but it would just be in an actual coma and so then the nice thing about that is that. I don't think I'd be worried about much number. Six bad food number seven. There is a fear of missing out on my little boy's life as a result of my profession. A lot of my fears stem from things that are beyond my control and ultimately I feel like that is in my control if that happens. It's my own damn fault number eight sitting next to people who want to talk on airplanes number nine mispronouncing things on live from here. What I hate that feeling and so there's always there's always a moment like I don't know maybe five seconds before the red light actually comes on and this little clock is ticking. Down to zero this little chime that that signifies of where we are now in the presence of many many many sets of years that I can't see there's this moment of panic right there and then the red light comes on you feel all these people in the room and it and it all vanishes and then you just sort of floating in mid air. And then it's done number ten improperly stored sweet vermouth. Some people may be like straighten other people's pictures. I just sort of sneak over. Moved back into their refrigerators for them. It's wine so it needs to be refrigerated or else at routes name. Is Chris Daly Amis or ten things that scare me Chris is a traveling musician and the host of live from here from Minnesota public radio. He told us his son. Cao is named after Calvin from the comic Strip Calvin and hops. The ten things team includes Amy Pearl Daniel game at Odilia Ruben. Sarah Sampack Emily Boutin and Polish Shuman music and sound designed by Isaac. Jones scares me any day. Now I'm GonNa find out that there's like a fifty year old version of being picked last for the kickball team. What are you scared of? Tell us at ten things. Podcasts dot org but maybe you would like mixed drinks if if people were you know almost every Martini or Manhattan or new grown or like all these classics that require Vermouth has been made with rotten from. It's a terrible.

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"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

10 Things That Scare Me

03:33 min | 5 months ago

"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

"One Jackson ACA track. There's a lot of these around where I live and Rural Ohio. And they're on the roads and parking working lot. They're just so big intimidating the frightening and irritating. There was one part talk recently by my house when I walked around it with my dog. Diesel engine was running and I just felt like I was Kinda run Albany to something bad happening to kiss three running out of money and old age for ticks. There's a lot of these around where I live to. Whenever I take my dog out in the spring on earn fall we come covered in dementia fifty one and anytime? I can't remember something. I'm worried too early onset. Alzheimer's or Dementia Souks Florida keys. Going underwater seven fee sickness eight scuba diving actually a certified scuba diver. But I don't go out very much because it scares me beautiful being a no water. But I'm always worried I'm going to get feedback on the way out on a boat and there's something the thing about being under the water that's beautiful and terrifying nine being earned alive alive ten my cat getting out and getting lost. My cat. Red adopted me last year came in my house and I keep him as a house pat now he was a stray but now the happy inside cat. But I'm shared always said he's going to run out and get lost. You move me Dan Testing Vivian Wagner is a listener just like you who decided to share her fierce with us. She lives in Ohio and is an associate professor concuss. She's getting ready to marry in her words. A handsome commercial pilot. The ten things team includes Amy Pearl. Daniel Matt Odell Reuben. Sarah Sampack Emily Boutin and Polish human music and sound designed signed by Isaac Jones. You know what scares me that we're never going to stop with the BRAS. What is with the BRAS? What are you scared off? Tell us at ten things. PODCASTS DOT Org..

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"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

10 Things That Scare Me

01:47 min | 1 year ago

"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

"It. It's it's it's a sad. Sad. Sad thing. My name is Anna clumps gay, and these are ten things that scare me. Anna clump ski is an actor. You can share on the show veep. The ten things team includes Amy Pearl Daniel game, Odell your Ruben, Sarah sampack, Emily, teen polish human Joanna solitaire off Melissa Chiu said. Designed by Isaac Jones. You know, what scares me? I'm going to open my door. And there's just going to be like delivery bike is just gonna fight with. No. What are you? Scared of tell us at ten things podcasts dot ahrq. Yaas baby Phoebe, rob is here. I'm back with a brand new so many white guys from WNYC studios. This is the show where it talked to credible. Gas aren't just a bunch of white. I'm talking artiste towers, bright people who are changing the gay. You're going to. So dope. Mrs single episodes scribe, so many white guys. Get your podcast.

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"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

10 Things That Scare Me

05:50 min | 1 year ago

"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

"Hey, if you're the kind of person who listens to a bunch of episodes back to back. I have a message for you consider supporting our weird little show with a monthly donation where public media podcasts, and we're only here. Thanks to your support. Any amount makes a difference? But my suggestion how about a monthly donation of five dollars. Head to ten things podcasts dot org slash donate. Or text ten things. Two seven one a one. Listener support it w in y c studios. Number one being late. Broke up with my first boyfriend because he couldn't be on time for anything. And he couldn't believe that. I would break up with him for that reason. Number two, compulsory heterosexuality. Number three was the wait a second here. I think. This would be an extension of compulsory heterosexuality. Tunnelling? It was problematic about men even gay men joking about like, you kinda Lingus just so much. Shame and stigma for millennia heaped up on women about their genitals being dirty or impure clean or offensive to. God. I think women shouldn't be ashamed with genitals. And they're beautiful, and blah, blah, blah. But, you know, little boys grow up, and they're kind of like squeaked out by the body of the other little girls to grow up kind of squeaked out by the body of the other and then little boys and girls hit puberty and those straight boys who were squeaked out by pussy are suddenly into it. But the little Gable is we hit puberty, and we are into dick. And we kinda don't get over it. Number four heirs. Number five, the Yellowstone Caldera. We'll Yellowstone which is national park. I will visit because there are grizzlies. Is just a giant open mouth of a Super Bowl came out. And look at the research at the science and some scientists say that overdue for a massive eruption. Number six climate change. Like. We need to pause. It's raining. So hard right now, I can hear it over my own voice. We could just say that. I mean, this is evidence of climate change right here. Like I've been in Los Angeles for a week and half. And they've having monsoons here. Like nothing they've ever had before it's knowing Hawaii in the permafrost is melting in Alaska. Everything's gone haywire. Number seven. Societal collapse. Number eight. The stupidity of rich people. Number nine. Antibiotic resistant gonorrhea. Number ten cars. I was telling this woman who's driving me around rural Canada. Yeah. I just don't like to be in cars cars make me nervous. And they stressed me out. And she looked at me. And she said we ever hit by a car, and I went, oh, yeah. Was five years old has run over in front of my mother and spent a few days in the hospital. I was like a never put those two things together. My name is, Dan savage, and these are ten things that scare me. The ten things team includes Amy Pearl Daniel Matt Odell ear Ruben, Sarah sampack, Emily Boutin, polish human Joanna solitaire off Melissa two-set music and sound designed by Isaac Jones. You know, it scares me. What are you? Scared of tell us at ten things podcasts dot org. Yasser? Baby Phoebe Ravitch's and here. I'm back with randomness is so many white guys from WNYC studios. This is the show where talked credible gas aren't just a bunch of white. I'm talking artiste act towers, bright people who are changing the gay you're going to Saddam. Mrs single episode subscribed. So many white guys ever you get your podcast.

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"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

10 Things That Scare Me

02:04 min | 1 year ago

"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

"Number nine. I always from almost the time. I had breast just was consumed with fear that I would have breast cancer and. And I always diagnosed with lobby carcinoma in psycho. And I was in a cancer support group where everybody who is a patient that was in that group died, but I didn't. In all of a sudden anymore that just doesn't consume me? I've had it survived. It. Moving on. Number ten rewriting my wheel to make assets distribution fair. I only have two nephews. And since I don't have any children. How can I structure Ma will to make things even out for both of them in the long run? And when I tried discuss this with my sister's I say, I'm trying to control them from the grave. Well, I don't see anything wrong with that. My name is capable. And these are ten things that scare me. The ten things team includes Amy Pearl Daniel game at Sarah sampack, Emily Boutin, polish human Joanna solitaire off a Melissa -chusetts music and sound design by Isaac Jones. Scares me. And Sam size her. What are you? Scared of tell us at ten things podcasts dot org.

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"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

10 Things That Scare Me

05:32 min | 1 year ago

"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

"Approach. Listener's support W N Y C studios. Mike. One man in the mirror. That's it. That's the only person. That's the only thing that scares the hell out of at MandA mirror. I know what he's capable of doing. Ain't ain't nobody here. That's bad enough for me yet. So you can. Yeah. Yeah. There ain't bad as people here. The bother me that they ended up here to test me, you know, you don't want to. Yeah. Twenty seven. I got pretty. I got pretty feast. She came to me one day kempter, can I spend the day with you as these fleet as liberty your feet area to govern usual. Okay. You speak today with me, and we've been seven years we just got married underneath I ninety bridge. My first one is crack crack edge started. When I was eighteen I quit when I was fifty. But I got a real bad alcohol problem down. Number two. I don't see my grandchildren. Last year. I was the last time I seen him. Three is no food. Number four news. It all my square friends. Number five all the dogs in the world. Number six, my mom and dad are still. So I really am fear of dying because they live in Alaska, and I don't they want me to be life. But I can't because of my. Are all hall. You split skill. But I call him every other day. So. Number seven. I'm just worried about my younger sisters that debut hit really hard by my mom and dad's death. I know they will. Number eight. There's no more subway sandwiches closed down because they're gonna tear down the buildings. Nedal out here for seven years for subway sandwich, any of money now, it's. Now, it's. Number nine ever friend that does jewelry she got her wedding rings for us. I'm afraid that will the got a divorce. But I I'm afraid that their baby might not know who the daddy is. Real. And he's a really nice, man. But they had problems. Number ten. There's this guy out here that panhandles right there. I call him. He calls me bitch, which is normal but ever seen him in the last two weeks. You'll know where he's at. But I like to see because we we grew up together out here in the last seven years. He might be dead or you might be in jail or. Yeah. His girlfriend killed herself. On. Doc. Hung herself. He hasn't been right since but he's been all right with us split. You know, how it goes? Life as fucker. My name is gnarly. And these are the ten things scare me. The ten thinks team includes Amy Pearl Daniel game at Sarah sampack, Emily teen polish Shuman fuel Anna solitaire off Melissa Chiu said music and sound design by Isaac Jones. Scares me. That no superstars really wanna play with LeBron. What are you scared off? Tell us at ten things podcasts dot org.

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"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

10 Things That Scare Me

02:12 min | 1 year ago

"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

"Humans. When I'm out with the dogs. I don't worry about lizards. I don't worry about nature. I worry about humans. You know, like a bear wants to eat and a storm actually doesn't give shit about anything. It's just is a storm, but a human with an agenda and with anger. Is terrifying to me. Ten not completing the idea rod. Good. My name is Blair Braverman. And these are ten things that scare me. The ten thinks team includes Amy Pearl Daniel game at Sarah sampack, Emily Boutin, polish lumen, Joanna solitaire off a Melissa -chusetts music and sound design by Isaac Jones. You know, what scares me? That one day. My dog is going to say my name. Good luck to Blair Braverman and her dogs. They're running their rookie. I did a rod starting March. Second. I grew up in a with a born again Christian kind of bible thumping mom, so she would buy me these Christian, you know, moral tale. Choose your own adventure books where like the kid could try drugs or sex, or you know, any of these other things, and I I never even turned to the pages with the poor choices. I always made the godly choices. I just I wasn't even interested in seeing the chaos that would ensue if you know, heavy petting happened on a date. Why even go on a date?

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"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

10 Things That Scare Me

05:45 min | 1 year ago

"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

"Approach. Listener's support W N Y C studios. All right. I don't really like one of my fears, but it's good enough. Number one bed. Bunks? Number two heights. It is a heart stopping, you know, my heart is pounding. I start perspiring all of those things you associate with phobias. And I didn't know I had this fear until I climbed to the top of Cheech anyt- saw and turned around. To get back to my couldn't get back down. Number three, bankruptcy. Number four, serial killers. Now, you really getting me to dig I forgot about this. I was so afraid at night I would run into my parents room almost every single night. I'm wake them up. It seemed like the Gruny from my bedroom to their bedroom was a mile and a half. It was it was like running the central park loop to get to their bedroom. I was going to be murdered by the time. I got from my room down the little hall past the closet where we kept the towels past the hamper and into their room. I think it was eight feet and feet or maybe twelve we lived in a tiny apartment in the projects on the lower side there. There isn't a lot of space between my room in their room. And then the fear of having to wake them up because they're not going to be happy. But what choice do I have? I got this far. And I remember once or twice just sleeping on the floor because I was afraid of the serial killers coming to get me. That one LA LA, LA, LA, LA, LA, LA, LA, LA, the killer who sings. Lila, he sings under your bed at night. It's creeping me out just to think back on it. So I became obsessed with crime, and and and killers and became a criminal defense attorney because you can either run from your fear or run toward it. Number five swarms of anything. Number six, I think I'm up to early onset dementia. The death of my children before me terrifies me and always has. My daughter was born I and I did not have this rational fear about my daughter. I I have what I think we're rational theories about my daughter. I was worried that you might suffocate on all those pillows. So we were moved all pillows from the house. No pillows and the house. But when my son was born he had a an incident what we now refer to us is sleeping incident. He was in the ER, and nobody could wake him up. We put him with needles. They stuck a thermometer up his bought they had a heart monitor on a brain monitor. And then suddenly he just woke up we never found out. What was wrong with him? But you know, for months probably a couple of years. My husband, and I would wake up every hour to check on his breathing. Of course. Now, he's the strapping mouth the healthy pain in my took us. Number seven two seven wrongful conviction moving track being buried alive. Yeah. Some about it when I was a kid never got over it. And then number ten dying in obscurity. Well, as I get older, I'm really truly much more concerned with doing good in the world and making the world better place. What I still would really like to not die in total obscurity. At least. I'm honest about it, right? Did I do ten? Bedbugs heights swarms. That's three bankruptcy for serial killers five that's five death of my children, six early onset Alzheimer's seven being buried alive. Eight no dying only gave you know lean. Oh, wrongful conviction. That's. My name is Jamie Floyd. And here are ten things that scare me. The ten things team includes Amy Pearl Daniel at Sarah sampack, Emily, teen polish human Joanna solitaire off a Melissa Chiu said music and sound design by Isaac Jones. You know, it's gares me. Pasta makers. What are you scared of? Tell us at ten things podcasts dot org.

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"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

10 Things That Scare Me

06:54 min | 1 year ago

"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

"Approach. Listener's support W N Y C studios. Please remain seated. Number one. I'm scared of losing left ones. I grew up in a family that owned a funeral home. So death was death was all around me. And as a kid, you know, probably was exposed to more deaths than than the average person. So I would literally walk into my parents room and stand over their bed mixture, they were breathing. Ember to roller coasters. For one of our school events. We went to Esther world, which was the big place to go in Houston at the time, and because of peer pressure succumb to getting on a roller coaster, and I screamed so loud that I locked my jaw and I walked around the rest that day as a thirteen year old girl with my mouth wide open. It was haunting it I've never forgotten it. I haven't gone on a roller coaster set. Number three, the dentist. When I go I have to take my husband, and he has to hold my hand. And I cry through the whole thing. Number four. I'm just definitely scared of pain. When I was very young too young eighteen years old was pregnant, and I gave birth naturally happens quickly. And it was just excruciating pain and. My baby was born stillborn. So it I quite pain a lot with that event. Number five being a burden to my family as age. For goodness sakes. My daughter my youngest daughter. She loses things all the time. She loses her cell phone. She loses for passport. She loses things. Not just imagine being in her. Something not good. What happened? She's gonna kill me for that. One. Number six. Choking to death. My husband had a friend who was alone and choked on a piece of food and died, and when he told me that I just it. Just scared me too. Because I mean, I'm alone often eat. It's could. Certainly happen. I've actually thought about YouTube how remove up if you're choking what to do things like that just to try to be prepared. You heard that there you could hear just so much air was moving northward here, and that should be enough to dislodge just you have to get on your like a push up sort of en- drop. My very to save you. Thank you. Number seven scary movies. I want to be scared. I in turn on the news. I don't need to pay for that. Number eight not doing enough. I'm a realtor. And I'm a mother and a wife and a sister. So, you know, sometimes you just feel like he fall short. But in terms of political work, I traveled the country attending Trump rallies. And it's taken a whole lot of my time. Put my real estate business on the back burner. So in that regard. I probably have done enough. Number nine. Fear of war. I'm concerned that our country is subdivided that that it is possible that there could be a civil war. Hate is a very big motivator for some people. Number ten fear of the country. Mike, Graham's grandson will inherit. Almost every woman. I know probably has a me too moment, including myself like I worked for a builder, and he spoke to me in a sexual manner. And it got to the point where I was uncomfortable enough to leave and I was contacted by another woman who had a similar situation and she asked me to join her lawsuit. And I did and I looked directly at him in the deposition and told him what he did and told them it wasn't of K, and he was fired. But I just don't think that every man should be looked at as guilty. Like look at a dud capitol. I thought it was shameful that that a man was attacked in the way that he was with zero proof and found guilty by the left immediately. Think about what what my grandson what if that happens to him? My name is Tricia hope. And they are ten things that scare me. The ten thinks team includes Amy Pearl Daniel gay met, Sarah sampack, Emily, teen polish human Joanna solitaire off. I'm Melissa Chiu said music and sound design by is Jones. You know, what scares me? Having people gang up on me. What are you scared off? Tell us at ten things podcasts dot org.

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10 Things That Scare Me

04:40 min | 1 year ago

"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

"Approach. Listener's support W N Y C studios. Number one jokes. So you cannot eat them. I don't know. Number two. Well, my roof ever stopped leaking. Number three. When will I stop craving sugar? Number four, releasing a Spanish language album. Number five my health. Number six what I would do if I didn't have my career anymore. I went to high school, and I graduated high school, but then I didn't feel like going to college. I didn't want to pay forty grand a year. And it's funny because some person was like, oh, well, if you can't make music anymore. You could be creative. You know, you could do something else creative. That's what me being creative is four for making music. Number seven. Fear that my creativity would disappear. Number eight. How modern technology might be ruining? Everyone's attention spans. With spotify. It is changed the length of what you should make your songs because I remember when I was making remixes back in twenty eleven and the remixes would be five minutes and thirty seconds long. And that was the norm for dance music because you would have the intro would just be, you know, a kick clap and the kick would probably be cute. So that there's no sub in it. And then after thirty to forty five seconds go by the king would come in with us up. And then hi hat would come in. And then some more noises, and then finally you would get to I guess what you would call the verse. And it would be melody line starting and then it would go into a build. And then I think around two minutes is when you would get to the drop. Now, if you're listening to dance music, you're in the drop in thirty seconds. I wonder how long how long has free bird by Leonard Skinner. Number nine. Slipping into a relevancy. It's always just a scary thing in the back of my head where I think about that eighteen year old kid that you know, could be just sitting at home right after school. He may be working till five AM and making a song and then going back to school. And I always think about the, you know, is there a person that has a little bit more drive than I do right now. Number ten as they get older. I'm scared of my body breaking down on me. So. Yeah. My name is Dillon Francis. And these are ten things that scare me. The ten things team includes Amy Pearl Daniel gay at Sarah sampack, Emily Boutin polish lumen on a solitaire off Melissa Chiu said music and sound design by Isaac Jones. You know, it scares me. I'd never had a sister. So I'm never going to have the feeling of crawling into bed with your sister in the morning. Up. What are you? Scared of tell us at ten things podcasts dot org. I will never ever play my music for my parents. I just don't I don't know. Why? You actually, you know, what I know why my mom doesn't understand electron.

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10 Things That Scare Me

05:57 min | 1 year ago

"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

"Approach. Listener's support W N Y C studios. Jim. Okay. So number one, I'm kind of of the dark. Number two, kind of the unknown or not knowing things. Number three, spiders. So when I was a little kid, I really loved Indiana Jones and raiders of the whilst art. You know, most people know in the movie, he's an archaeologist. And when I was little I loved looking digging for treasure in, the backyard or dinosaur bones, even though archaeology and paleontology are not the same thing. But the very beginning of the movie him and his assistant are walking through some underground temple or something like that. And he has some like tarantulas on his back and his assistant has a ton of tarantulas like on his back. And that scared the hell out of me and from then on I terrified of spiders. Number four issues about climate and environment and like the future, especially for my nephews. Number five. Like brain diseases like dementia, Alzheimer's that kind of thing. Number six loss of a sibling or losing one of my siblings. I am the second youngest my identical. Twin sister is two minutes older than me, and we're actually quite alike. We are actually have very similar profession. We're both geologists. And I don't know. It's almost like you have a second conscious. Contents. But my twin sister got married three or four years ago. I think and so that was really weird because I have such a unique relationship with my twin sister that. The idea of having somebody else have a unique relationship with her was just very that was very weird and still is a little bit weird to me I've gotten a lot more comfortable with it. But that was shocking to me how much it felt like losing a sibling again. That has already happened to me. So my youngest sister was killed. She was hit by a car while she was running. She was a cross country runner in college. And so that obviously changes a person forever. Like, you don't ever really ever get over it? Number seven disillusionment between family members. Number eight, a really think there's a fair bit of racial animosity out there, and as a minority a new was present. But I didn't think it was that pervasive. Number nine. There's something called like imposter syndrome. As a little kid, you dream of finding a dinosaur. I mean that was my that was my lifelong dream. I mean, I founded in east central Utah. My twin sister was with me, actually. So we were we were both working on our master's research, and we had found this one little gully where the rocks really, well expose. So in kind of crawling down that into that gully. There were a few little bones picking up the side of the cliff. An I remind my twin sister's slaying, I found it I, but I think. Even though that was a compliment being a good economic good. Professor teacher could researcher requires many many, many other skills and knowledge and focus and every now and again, it's it's kind of like gosh. Can I really do all of this? Number ten time. So like not having Nuff time. My name is marina Swoboda's, and these are ten things that scammy. The ten things team includes Amy Pearl Daniel game at Sarah sampack, Emily Boutin, polish human Joanna solitaire off and Melissa -chusetts music and sound designed by Isaac Jones. You know, it scares me. That I'm not gonna have enough empathy for my mom when she gets like really old. What are you scared off? Tell us at ten things podcasts dot org.

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"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

10 Things That Scare Me

06:49 min | 1 year ago

"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

"If you love ten things that scare me. Then there's something you should know where a public media podcast, which means were brought to you by you. We've rely on listener members to make the show, and so many others like it. So show your support today and make a donation now at ten things podcast dot org slash donate or text ten things. Two seven. Oh one. Oh one. Listener supported w in Weiss studios. Number one. I'm afraid of like there's a certain hour that comes in the evening because I having Zayed's. So if I don't get to bed at about, you know, by eleven PM, my anxiety comes up, and I I get out of bed and do push ups to push things out of my body. Sometimes that helps. Fish ups are annex. Number two, my body's limits. Number three have a lot of fear for that. I would have another breaking point. About five years ago. I spent three months on my mother's couch, and I couldn't go anymore. I couldn't work anymore. I couldn't I was in the middle of beginning our language violation -ation program, which was very intense and very emotional work on their survey shin with my elders, and it was really a cyclist. One of the scariest moments. I've had is to wake up in the morning and then. Not know how you're going to get through the day. Part of that. Where is that growing up? My mother had a really bad depression. And so she spent about four years in bed, and I'll never forget an image that just kind of burned in the me is we came home from school one day and my father. He had like carried my mother to the shower to take a shower like she couldn't even do that. And so. My brothers and sisters. We all helped him like wash your hair and stuff. And so that to me feels like a very real worry that I try to stay aware of. Number four. I'm afraid of snakes. I dream about them a lot, and they're often trying to talk with me or communicate with me in the dream and. I have really I'm really lucky that I have a relationship with you know, some of my elder family members. So they're always saying you need to listen to them in your dreams to hear what it is. They're telling you, but I'm I also they're also snakes. And so maybe in a way, it's a little bit more of like, there are things I know, but don't wanna know or things I I should know. But I'm not ready to know. Number five. I think a lot about wasting food. So I have this kind of like matrix like ticker tape in my mind of of all of the meals. I haven't completely finished. And I think about them because I think in the context of thinking about food deserts, but also thinking about food scarcity. Number six food, scarcity. Number seven. I am afraid that that human beings have diminished the world in such a way that they can no longer exist on it at a very near point in the future. Eight number eight something else. I'm scared of as that the work that I've chosen to devote myself to is. That it will have no effect on America. So I wake up often and think like your poet like what are you doing? Okay. Number nine. I have a a fear and an awareness of white women. And I'm not saying I'm not also afraid of white men, but I feel like in many ways white women are the call in what can change in America. I feel like if anyone is going to reach white men. It's white women. But I feel like oftentimes white women are also afraid to sacrifice any comfort or any power. And I've also watched the way my mother has been treated by white women. Yeah. So one of her bosses was a white woman at the school in this woman brought their their changed back from there. The trip that they had gone on. I guess they were given like per diem and they had to bring back change. But they brought it back in a pickle jar full of pennies and dumped it on my mom's desk instead of giving her dollar bills and just to hear my mom. Tell us about that. That was like a first example to think. Number ten the last one. I am afraid of like what I might compromise. In order for America to love me. My name is Natalie is and these are ten things that scare me. The ten thinks team includes Amy Pearl Daniel game at Sarah sampack, Emily, teen polish human. I'm Melissa -chusetts. Consign designed by Isaac Jones. You know, what scares me? I haven't been keeping my tax returns for seven years. So if that's the thing then.

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"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

10 Things That Scare Me

05:36 min | 1 year ago

"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

"If you love ten things that scare me. Then there's something you should know where a public media podcast, which means were brought to you by you. We've rely on listener members to make the show, and so many others like it. So show your support today and make a donation now at ten things podcast dot org slash donate or text ten things. Two seven. Oh one. Oh one. Listener supported w in Wiessee studios. Was good issue. Boy. So number one, I have death. I feel like not all people are scared to death. But for the most part of a good life. You're going to death. I just don't wanna die but have one day necks. Get injured. Number three heights. So. Also roller coaster also falls into heights but roller coasters are just scary, bro. Number four. Why didn't fast cars 'cause it gives? You a weird weird feeling when you're going fast? This are not explain it. But it just weird. Next, we have rats. They're just nasty number six losing a lot of money. You don't wanna go around walking around losing a hundred dollars. That's just. This is tough. Another another fear have is not being able to play bashful. I stopped playing for about lake for like three months. I really don't know. Why just got tired of it? So then when I saw playing in. I got my shots not gonna I was realizing like I need to play this every day if I wanna get better, and hopefully go to the NBA, but I changed my mind bug onto the NBA. You know, got a travel around the world, not a feminists of on goes wrong in your all over in another country. You'll have nobody speak to like if you have your family like right here next year. You have somebody speech everyday, somebody check on your stuff. Like, you never know. What's going to happen? Never know. What's gonna go wrong? So YouTube is better because you could be famous still be with your family. I do videos which is a hobby end of one day on fame ass-, and you know, give by in hope community. I just like the way famous. I know like there's 'paparazzi is stuff in this also gonna be hate that comes with it. But I like ready for. Number eight raking XBox. Because all my XBox is no gaming videos. What my game videos? There's no content. So one of my tenders gamer Deontay foreign subscribers basically, you could tell by the name. I do gaming strictly. Number ten not playing fortnight. You know, fortnight is life. I can't go like a day without actual mom. Cannot put my game. It should be like, no. So it's just a dictate in this need to get back on the game. But then when you realize it, it's it's like you need to get out in do something. Basically technology's taking over the world. And before I used to be just like going outside of friends when I was is technology. My name is Johnson folk, and these are the ten things that give me. The ten things gene includes Amy Pearl. Daniel gay, Matt Sarah sampack, Emily, teen polish human, Melissa -chusetts music and sound design by Isaac Jones. Scares me. I can't get a family plan for my cell phone because I don't have a family. What scares you? Tell us at ten things podcasts dot org. This no one famous video that didn't get a dislike. So yeah, I get dislikes some comments like, oh, you click made it. And what I mean by click beta is like you use something in the photo. But it's not really in the video. So they're getting mad because they're thinking it's in the video, but it's not. Yeah. Added Drake in the the photo. But he was not really in the video is that how Drake, but I didn't really meet Drake. Where should use? It should've us.

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"sarah sampack" Discussed on On The Media

On The Media

05:48 min | 1 year ago

"sarah sampack" Discussed on On The Media

"Will remember him from show weeded in two thousand seventeen about our fears of climate apocalypse, his Jeff number one planet change. Number two, the old house. You know that there's a gray FOX that hangs out at night there. You know, the possum, you know, the raccoon, you know, the birds I've been worrying about what will happen to the creatures in the yard. If I have to sell and can I have a contract with a buyer, which basically says you can't change anything in the yard, which I don't think is something you can do. Number three, the new house. In buying a new house. We're essentially saying we believe in the future of Florida in a climate change scenario. I just was at the new place and using the broom that I found there and the cap on the end of the stick of the broom which happened to be hollow was off and inside was a whole family of tree frogs. Number four my health. Currently my uniform is I have a long-sleeve sweatshirt and these dark gloves, and then these dark pants and these dark shoes. And so I don't know if the neighbor thinks, maybe it's the German Neil ISM exercise. But basically, I go out there that way because anytime I don't, you know, even things like with steriods, sometimes I can't be sure of how it's going to react with the stuff on my skin to begin with. Five fascism. Six cockroaches. When I was in Fiji grew up in Fiji. Because my parents are in the peace corps. There was a kind of cockroach that would burrow into your ear while you were sleeping, and then you would wake up to these. Crunching sounds. I try very hard. Not to cause any harm to any living thing is I'm walking about in the world. But I I find it very hard to be generous towards cockroaches. Seven two ordinary to be afraid of your cat dying. He's been the subject of a lot of my novels. The giant bear in born that flies is based in part on Neo because these massive shoulders, and one reason why we're fairly sure we're not gonna have another cat it. I don't think we can go through it again. But also because Neo is pretty much the one. Number eight. Aid is just this general kind of fear of should I be doing something else? You know, I I'm a writer. I'm kind of cynical about whether writing can actually change the world. It's a pity is by you know, you meet someone at dinner party who turns out to be very conservative and turns out they listen to the Sex, Pistols. So clearly that didn't make any impact on their belief system. Number nine showing new fiction to my wife. Anne. She is the one person who if she hates it. It's gonna just kinda destroy me. I guess related to that. There's this fear with ten that. You're just not good enough. You're just not good enough for what you're trying to do. My name is Jeff Vandermeer, and these are ten things that scare me. The ten things includes Amy Pearl Daniel game at Sarah sampack, Emily, teen polish human, Melissa -chusetts music and sound design by Isaac Jones. You know, it scares me. That sometimes YouTube suggestions make me look, really bad. What are you? Scared of tell us at ten things podcasts dot org. September nineteenth mid afternoon. The resident blue Jay gang who helps alert me to any cat or snake or hawk situation. The backyard. I now they're gonna stop talking. Wow. Belly was coming down right in front of me. The buck butter. I don't think again, get an audio on this. But it was really an amazing fellow. Kind of ridiculous standing right here in just feet away. There's squid pecker a couple of Carolina Wrens cardinal. They have no spec left for me. Or something. Actually, I did learn from this book higher supposed to walk when you're birds and be non-threatening. I seem to have a chief. Ten things scammy is a new podcast from WNYC studios on the media dot org to find out why you can listen.

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"sarah sampack" Discussed on On The Media

On The Media

05:48 min | 1 year ago

"sarah sampack" Discussed on On The Media

"Will remember him from show weeded in two thousand seventeen about our fears of climate apocalypse, his Jeff number one planet change. Number two, the old house. You know that there's a gray FOX that hangs out at night there. You know, the possum, you know, the raccoon, you know, the birds I've been worrying about what will happen to the creatures in the yard. If I have to sell and can I have a contract with a buyer, which basically says you can't change anything in the yard, which I don't think is something you can do. Number three, the new house. In buying a new house. We're essentially saying we believe in the future of Florida in a climate change scenario. I just was at the new place and using the broom that I found there and the cap on the end of the stick of the broom which happened to be hollow was off and inside was a whole family of tree frogs. Number four my health. Currently my uniform is I have a long-sleeve sweatshirt and these dark gloves, and then these dark pants and these dark shoes. And so I don't know if the neighbor thinks, maybe it's the German Neil ISM exercise. But basically, I go out there that way because anytime I don't, you know, even things like with steriods, sometimes I can't be sure of how it's going to react with the stuff on my skin to begin with. Five fascism. Six cockroaches. When I was in Fiji grew up in Fiji. Because my parents are in the peace corps. There was a kind of cockroach that would burrow into your ear while you were sleeping, and then you would wake up to these. Crunching sounds. I try very hard. Not to cause any harm to any living thing is I'm walking about in the world. But I I find it very hard to be generous towards cockroaches. Seven two ordinary to be afraid of your cat dying. He's been the subject of a lot of my novels. The giant bear in born that flies is based in part on Neo because these massive shoulders, and one reason why we're fairly sure we're not gonna have another cat it. I don't think we can go through it again. But also because Neo is pretty much the one. Number eight. Aid is just this general kind of fear of should I be doing something else? You know, I I'm a writer. I'm kind of cynical about whether writing can actually change the world. It's a pity is by you know, you meet someone at dinner party who turns out to be very conservative and turns out they listen to the Sex, Pistols. So clearly that didn't make any impact on their belief system. Number nine showing new fiction to my wife. Anne. She is the one person who if she hates it. It's gonna just kinda destroy me. I guess related to that. There's this fear with ten that. You're just not good enough. You're just not good enough for what you're trying to do. My name is Jeff Vandermeer, and these are ten things that scare me. The ten things includes Amy Pearl Daniel game at Sarah sampack, Emily, teen polish human, Melissa -chusetts music and sound design by Isaac Jones. You know, it scares me. That sometimes YouTube suggestions make me look, really bad. What are you? Scared of tell us at ten things podcasts dot org. September nineteenth mid afternoon. The resident blue Jay gang who helps alert me to any cat or snake or hawk situation. The backyard. I now they're gonna stop talking. Wow. Belly was coming down right in front of me. The buck butter. I don't think again, get an audio on this. But it was really an amazing fellow. Kind of ridiculous standing right here in just feet away. There's squid pecker a couple of Carolina Wrens cardinal. They have no spec left for me. Or something. Actually, I did learn from this book higher supposed to walk when you're birds and be non-threatening. I seem to have a chief. Ten things scammy is a new podcast from WNYC studios on the media dot org to find out why you can listen.

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"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

10 Things That Scare Me

04:28 min | 1 year ago

"sarah sampack" Discussed on 10 Things That Scare Me

"Did you know that ten things that scare me is a public media show? That means we rely on people like you to support everything we make Sakib tempting short sweet and weird by making a donation today at ten things podcast dot org slash donate. Listener support w in Weiss studios. I have no idea. This is the right format. But yeah. One never making any of my own work again. To never getting paid for my work again three number getting paid again for never having another crush five. Never being the object of another crush six the fear that even my using the word crush out of touch juvenile the crux of the whole problem. Seven dancing, eight singing nine the man I once on the subway eating a full tub of cream cheese like out of the tub. I'm losing track of these numbers aging being asked my opinion, number friends work. I didn't like out of the three truly terrifying. Images in film, hereditary Toni Collette floating in the attic scared me the most. Never being scared of any movie as I was when I was a kid break-up dreams. My ex's being happier. Without me. My ex's never thinking about me loss of meaning loss of purpose. Lhasa curiosity. My voice becoming gravelly walking up the stairs outside my apartment. One day and realizing I can't make the full climb walking. My dog up the stairs outside my apartment one day, and realizing my dog chemic- the full climb my own anger loneliness. My friends all coupling up and having kids, and I at a fear of being left behind combined with the N B. I feel starting to look for things to critique them about judge them for until I am nothing. But a critical judging shelve a person who they have every right to not take back on bite things thus fulfilling the prophecy that I myself set in motion. The apple store expensive pillows hipster stores in the airport wanting something I can have the death of cities read the internet having kids not having kids everything related to the environment power powerlessness mob mentality. Capitalism. Quality beauty uniqueness being things. Only for the rich class war. Among the old, the fate of everyone who isn't rich. There's an apple store that with put in in Williamsburg. And I feel like that really was the thing that changed at all. Like everything followed apple store, and I'm never seen an apple store that not in a mall that you can just like look through the windows while it's asleep. You know, so a night you can see the iphone charging, right? And it looks like an army of Dick's. I'm starlet kind. Neither ten things that scare me. The ten things team includes Amy Pearl Daniel game at Sarah sampack, Emily, teen polish human, Melissa -chusetts music and sound design by Isaac Jones. You know, what scares me if I get frozen like you get cryogenically frozen and then in the future when they unfreeze e they're like oh. What are you? Scared of tell us at ten. Thanks, podcasts dot org.

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