19 Burst results for "Matthew Shepard"

Jose Antonio Vargas: Coming Out As Undocumented

LGBTQ&A

04:27 min | 2 months ago

Jose Antonio Vargas: Coming Out As Undocumented

"So you grew up in america and didn't know you're undocumented until you went to get your license sixteen yes so four years. After arriving here i went to the mvp. Because i think my friends for an arvin was getting tired of dragging me around driving miss daisy. And so he was. Lake may be time to go to the and i lived at the library. I mean that's where. I spent a lot of my the amount of the public library and i saw the library to get a driver's license. You need to do these things like bring a student. Id evan bring proof of identification. Which was the green card or a passport so yeah. I biked from my house to the dmv. I get called to the booth after waiting in line. And then that's when the woman said to me that the green card that i brought was fake and my first instinct. When she told me that was to think. I am not mexican because even back then. This was ninety seven whenever anybody said anything about fake papers anything about documentation. The radio the television shows the newspaper said he was all about mexican people. So that was my first instinct was to think i'm not mexican. Which is a horrible thing but again. That's where the power of media is so is so important right back then again. This is ninety seven back then. That was already part of the psyche. That whenever you thought about fake papers or quote unquote legal people lose by mexican people and also. You're a sixteen. I was sixteen. That's kind of started this whole thing and for my grandfather. I confronted him afterwards. Of course and my grandfather said yeah. It's fake you're not supposed to show that to people. And that's when basically the plan that he and my mother and my grandmother had concocted kind of expose itself to me. That's when i found out what their plan was. And so that was over twenty years ago long time ago and i bring that up because yes then there's been no change or resolution in your immigration status. That is such a long period of time to live with that stress and ambiguity. And that's what. I was getting out into the book when i was really interested in the main question i had was. Why might this messed up. Why do i have a hard time having relationships with people why why is it that it seems as if i have created borders walls lake with the way i treat my own friends like i've on thirty eight years old and never had a boyfriend like what is that about. I've never been in a committed relationship with anybody because what was the point. I was going to get deported. I was gonna leave i. I always had this feeling that everything was temporary. Nothing was permanent and so even that that was the way even had sex with people. you know. it's like okay we're done. I'll see you later. What are you still doing here. What am i still doing like get out. It's so interesting hearing you say all this because you also say that coming out as undocumented with such a bigger deal than coming out as gay. Because i think i had the privilege of living where i live you know like i was in mountain view which is what an hour south of san francisco in incredibly accepting family that but then i had a very accepting school. They kind of balance each other out so my catholic filipino families. Like what is this gay thing you're supposed to get married to a woman in. Bu citizen out to the argue that now that have come out the documented thing. I'm trying to understand the gay thing. Because i never really. I'm the hundred percent. I think i went to a gay pride parade. Maybe once in my life not twice. I went to the one in new york too. But i didn't wanna be there like i don't know what gay practice like. I'm still kind of confused by gay pride. Because maybe because i haven't dealt with my in many ways i came out but i came out in two thousand nine hundred ninety nine. It was a few months after the matthew. Shepard killing tragedy. I came out of necessity because if i had not come out as gay then. My grandfather's plan was for me to marry a woman who's a us citizen and try to get my papers that way so coming out that first time was like a way of saying. No one lie was enough. I'm not gonna lie about this. But because i've been in the closet about the undocumented thing i would argue that i'm probably still in the closet about the gaping because i'm still dealing with that like i don't know what that really is for me. There's nothing sense it does.

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"matthew shepard" Discussed on Newsradio 830 WCCO

Newsradio 830 WCCO

03:53 min | 1 year ago

"matthew shepard" Discussed on Newsradio 830 WCCO

"Mass shootings there's nothing at all being done ultimately talking I don't really think it's getting anybody anywhere if anything is making the schism worse and it's that feeling of just helplessness helplessness that you know we're just normal people dislike you Matthew Shepard normal person and you wanted to stop you want you know whatever it is what you want mental health you know worked on you what you want gun control you know whatever it is nothing's happening nothing's doing it's you know something happen and it's all right well we'll we'll we'll but when the president if you're on the left or if you're on the right you blame your lack of mental health awareness or whatever isn't say guns aren't the problem okay you've got your you're your own opinions which you know who knows what to actually based on fact regulate think a lot of it probably isn't it's just if you happen to be a you know support the second man about guns can't be a prob your or vice versa same thing it's it's just it's so hard to listen to the blame game and well it's it's the president's fault inciting violence I don't know he didn't pull the trigger so it's not his fault there's no black and white there is no right answer there's no wrong answer there are a fraud or of problems that have contribute to where we are this is not nothing wants to be addressed because it's I'm right you're wrong that's the problem that's the one problem this is not a political issue to me this is a nasty bullet is I understand that this is a national crisis this is a this is not a political thing I understand it becomes political well this is I'm done Blaney look I'm telling this is these are the reasons why this is happening and it's not just one person or one thing it is a merry out of things what what do we work together and get something done to at least make it more difficult for people who have mental illness who are mixed up who are who are evil make it more difficult for them to get a job yeah and we've talked about I've done yeah you've got three kids I've got a daughter you know when they when they go to school I'm not overly concerned that there's going to be a shooting at whatever school my daughter attends a your kids odds are it's probably not going to happen right but the problem is they're going to have to go through the active shooter drills they're gonna have to hear when they're five six seven eight nine ten and so on years old of a shooting that happened some other school and think Gee that could be me and that breaks my heart we've got a few tax coming in here Corey what do you mean the president saying hateful things get the dams to agree to build the wall to protect our country people are tired of waiting of course is wrong and devastating you know out of all these mass shootings how many of them were done by immigrants they're all white guys when we talking about they're all white guys it's it's more blame game and it comes from both sides Corey what hateful things the president said that you are putting together to go out and commit this crime if you really have to ask yourself that you are living in a bubble and you're trying not to see the truth if you really have to understand and and you know their shell I am I am I'm from the common sense party I am not left nor my right and when the president does things that are good ice pointed out we does things are bad I pointed out but you all know what he has said and what he is not set you all know that right up next love it more on this and then now we'll get to chat that's next first socialist construction time check eleven fifty one done learn my limits was named two GF roofing three star presidents club it's Corey apple around the globe on your smart speaker and the radio dot com that.

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"matthew shepard" Discussed on The Adam Carolla Show

The Adam Carolla Show

03:13 min | 1 year ago

"matthew shepard" Discussed on The Adam Carolla Show

"Stephen, by the way, his baby is now the age that Matthew Shepard was when he was murdered. Exactly. Time flies ram fun. People say time man, there's nothing else to learn from today show. I last round with you. Yes question also can go for after as well. My my feeling is the people deal drugs. People get murdered. It's it's a bad and sad world. We live in. There's a there's two crimes there's the crime of killing Matthew Shepard. And then there's a crime of insane journalism where everyone just picked up this whole hate crime story just ran with it. And just threw it out to the universe. And never walked never walked it back or seem to correct and beyond journalism. There's the Laremy project which kids do play the kids do in schools all over the nation. There's the Matthew Shepard story movie. Dylan was saying that Matthew Shepard's mom spoke at his school. Like, hey, many view are not yet entered the fast pace lucrative world of drug selling was it that kind of thing or was it. It was about hate crimes. I imagine. This is my experience from having been involved with this story for a long time. And I've been Mered every which way is that. There are people that really believe there's the greater good argument. And I've had people say to me, how can you be self respecting gay men and do the story and my response. To them is that, you know, gay people. Okay. We were as, you know, fully dimensional, three dimensional dimensional human beings. That really we deserve the complexity of our humanity. And we are you know, we can have addiction problems. We can get involved in all kinds of things just like all other human beings do and to suggest that we need a poster child who is fair haired young person whose angelic who has no humanity whatsoever. That were then destined to keep repeating the same things. And you know, Jesse small case recently in Chicago. I mean, just the thought that someone believes that they're going to gain more prestige in money by portraying themselves as a hate crime victim is perhaps an indication of what the legacy of these kinds of falsehoods can be. So who do we blame in journalism? Oh that that's my question. You mentioned Stephen that. I think you mentioned the Genesis this was two friends or friends of Matthew who sort of put this out to that to appear. Whatever was what I soon their motivation was control the narrative mcmath, you look good or what? Well, beginning is okay. So one of the guys was older and one was younger. Okay. And these guys thing knew they knew what some of Matthew's issues were the older fellow of the two had known Matthew since he was fourteen you know, met you MAC you struggled with issues around drugs and alcohol since his team years. Okay. And the older fellow certainly knew.

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"matthew shepard" Discussed on 860AM The Answer

860AM The Answer

05:41 min | 2 years ago

"matthew shepard" Discussed on 860AM The Answer

"Dennis Prager here. Like to I've looked to do a poll of Americans. Heard of Matthew Shepard. So give you a liberal source. Liberal left. Matthew shepard? This Huffington Post. What's the date? February two twenty sixteen exactly two three years ago three years ago. Matthew Shepard murdered by bisexual lover and drug dealer? Stephen Jimenez claims in new book. The it's pretty much accepted by people who have looked into its the book is accurate. The book was Jimenez himself. Okay. The post reached out to the Matthew Shepard foundation for comment surrounding Jimenez is new claims defending shepherd is having been the victim of a brutal anti gay hate hate crime spokesperson for the foundation replied attempts to rewrite the story of this hate crime appear to be based on untrustworthy sources factual errors rumors and innuendo rather than the actual evidence gathered by law enforcement and presented in a court of law. We do not respond to innuendo rumor or conspiracy theories. Instead, we recommit ourselves to honoring Matthew Shepard's memory and refused to be intimidated by those who seek to tarnish. It we owe that to the tens of thousands of donors activists volunteers in allies to the cause of equality who have made our work possible. In other words, exactly what I said, fighting homophobia is more important to the Matthew Shepard foundation than the truth. There are so many values bigger than truth. Truth is like the bottom. It just isn't it just isn't value. It wasn't a value in the Vietnam war. This is not new the purpose of a journalist for most journalists in the Vietnam war was to report. How about the president that lie another liar? President Johnson was Aligarh. They're always like anybody who opposes what the left stands for. And the guy was democrat a liberal Democrat passed the most far reaching social legislation. Expanding government in American history, or at least since FDR. Proportionately or you do it. Absolutely. Get a different result. There's an entire there's a major book on the press. And what does it and the Ted offensive because of on how they lied about that they portrayed an American victory as a defeat. This not new it's just it's it's now enshrined that our purpose is to promote our values not tell the truth. By the way. It doesn't matter. How many of these race hoaxes come out? How many swastikas were painted by leftists? How many and words were smeared on doors by leftists or by blacks themselves? It doesn't matter that look, obviously, there's going to be a legitimate disgusting hate crime legitimate in the sense that it really happened not legitimate morally for those who monitor my show and seek to pervert my words. You know that a guy wrote Breitbart had a big column my appearance on judge Janine. I was on was on Saturday night on judge Janin's this show on Fox News on Fox News twice last week. And. It's I I should philosophize with you once about TV versus radio. This is fascinating. Juxtaposition. And what did you just say to my year? Okay. Very nice. When I go on television. Which is I don't know. It's word frequent is an odd word compared to whom. Order said go on TV about twenty times a year. Is about right. And if I sort of like, the one more, I don't I don't tend to seek it. But I know how little time television affords anybody and often I am they're more generous with me than others Justice Janine. Judge name is very generous with me. But I know I I have very little time to develop an idea. It's funny because I read. There were there were many many comments on the show on the internet. Well, why didn't Prager say this? I AM The Answer is because in six minutes, some of which the host is actually speaking, you can't say, everything that's. That's what. But you have to learn to do that you must get your point across with repetitive. I'm sitting on my sponsor as a like to say. The X chair. They now have an x four I'm sitting on the x three that's amazing. What's the X four like? Must be awesome. I mean, this is awesome. Anyway, there's now a wider base model for those of you who need it. And now you can finance the purchase of this..

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"matthew shepard" Discussed on News-Talk 1400 The Patriot

News-Talk 1400 The Patriot

05:41 min | 2 years ago

"matthew shepard" Discussed on News-Talk 1400 The Patriot

"Dennis Prager here. Like to look to do a poll of Americans. Who heard of Matthew Shepard? So we'll give you a liberal source. Liberal left. Matthew shepard? This Huffington Post. What's the date? Figari to twenty sixteen exactly two three years ago three years ago. Matthew Shepard murdered by bisexual lover and drug dealer? Stephen Jimenez, claims new book. The it's pretty much accepted by people who have looked into that. The book is accurate. The book was Jimenez himself. Okay. The post reached out to the Matthew Shepard foundation for comment surrounding Jimenez is new claims defending shepherd is having been the victim of a brutal anti gay hate hate. Crime is spokesperson for the foundation replied attempts now to rewrite the story of this hate crime appear to be based on untrustworthy sources factual errors rumors and innuendo rather than the actual evidence gathered by law enforcement and presented in a court of law. We do not respond to any Wendo rumor or conspiracy theories. Instead, we recommit ourselves to honoring Matthew Shepard's memory and refused to be intimidated by those who seek to tarnish. It we owe that to the tens of thousands of donors activists fallen tears and allies to the cause of equality who have made our work possible. In other words, exactly what I said, fighting homophobia is more important to the Matthew Shepard foundation than the truth. There are so many values bigger than truth. Truth is like the bottom. It just isn't it just isn't value. It wasn't a value in the Vietnam war. This is not new the purpose of a journalist for most journalists in the Vietnam war was to report how much the the president that lie in other liar. President Johnson was Aligarh. They're always like anybody who opposes what the left stands for. And the guy was a democrat a liberal Democrat passed the most far reaching social legislation. Expanding government in American history, or at least since FDR. Proportionately or you do get a different result. Does an entire there's a major book on the press. And what does it and the Ted offensive on? How they lied about that they portrayed an American victory as a defeat. This not new what's just it's it's now enshrined that our purpose is to promote our values not tell the truth. By the way. It doesn't matter. How many of these race hoaxes come out how many swastikas were painted by leftist? How many and words were smeared on doors by leftists or by blacks themselves? It doesn't matter of that. Look, obviously, there's going to be a legitimate disgusting hate crime legitimate in the sense that it really happened not legitimate morally for those who monitor my show and seek to pervert my words. Wrote Breitbart had a big column my appearance on judge Janine. I was on on Saturday night on judge Janin's show on Fox News on Fox News twice last week. And. It's I I should I should philosophize with you once about TV versus radio. This is fascinating. Juxtaposition. What did you just say to my ear? Okay. Very nice. When I go on television. Which is I don't know the word frequent is an odd word compared to whom. Order said go on TV about twenty times a year. Is about right. And if I sort of like one more, I don't I don't tend to seek it. But I know how little time television affords anybody and often I am they're more generous with me than others Justice Janine judge. He was very generous with me. But I know I I have very little time to develop an idea. It's funny because I read there were there were. Many many comments on the show on the internet. Well, why didn't Prager say this? I AM The Answer is because in six minutes. Some of which the host is actually speaking. You can't say everything that's what. But you have to learn to do that you must get your point across with repetitive. I'm sitting on my sponsor as a like to say. The X chair. They now have an x four I'm sitting on the x three that's amazing. What's the X four like? Must be awesome. I mean, this is awesome. Anyway, there's now a wider base bottle for those of you who need it. And now you can finance the purchase of this..

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"matthew shepard" Discussed on KGO 810

KGO 810

06:03 min | 2 years ago

"matthew shepard" Discussed on KGO 810

"Eight zero eight zero eight one zero. Similar tweets at Ethan Bearman in on this next topic. I was talking about it last night. I did an Instagram live in my story to check Instagram at Ethan Bearman science, an older gentleman who grew up in the deep south. He's African American during Jim crow, and he was sharing with me his stories, and it was really important captured it live. I obviously got his permission. We're in California. You always ask permission before you record anybody. And it was a fascinating interview. So go check out my Instagram at Ethan Bearman, and you've got click in my story. Okay. And you'll see me talking to Mr. Webster, John. It was absolutely fascinating. Why started off by saying in light of what happened in Chicago earlier today because what happened yesterday around two AM in Chicago allegedly? I'm gonna have to start making sure I'm using the word allegedly here for a second. This one of the stars of this show empire. His name is Jesse small. It was allegedly attacked by two men wearing ski masks while walking in downtown Chicago around two AM yesterday. Chicago police confirmed the attack and had released his name at the time. According to TMZ during the attack the man screamed, this is Maga country when they struck him in the face port, an unknown chemical substance on them in one of them wrapped around rope around his neck. Well, that's one hundred percent racist unacceptable horrific on so many levels. We have an incredible history of racism that is awful rope around the neck. Nope. Not okay. He's gay plays a gay man on this show as well. Anti LGBTQ violence horrific history. There was just a story out of Toronto. Did you see that serial killing all these gay men were disappearing serial career is confessing? He's the one who was killing them. All I mean, let alone Matthew Shepard in so many other. I mean, just everything in between. I'm totally against all of that. I mean vocally again against it. A small it was transported northwestern Memorial Hospital treated and is in good condition. There's an aspect of this though. So I mean, I don't know anybody who doesn't condemn it. Right. Is there anybody who doesn't condemn that me? Maybe I guess, maybe the Charlottesville. Protesters would be happy about it. I don't know KKK maybe as happy about it. Some of those types of groups. I it's it's just it's horrible. It's unacceptable. It's two thousand nineteen. This should never ever happen in our country period. Period. Period. How do you defend it? How do you? How do you look, you know, you're an idiot. You're racist. You're homophobic, whatever. Your problem is go get some help. For one five eight hundred eighty eight ten. Put becoming uncomfortable talking about this story. And I'm gonna tell you why in just a moment. I it's well first off it's always uncomfortable talking about a hate crime. It's uncomfortable talking about what is being described in this assault. It's hideous in wrong. Jussie smollet this assault on him, alleged, homophobic. Racist anti black attack. Again, they'd struck him in the fate allegedly. Struck him in the face poured. An unknown chemical substance on them, wrapped a rope around his neck and allegedly screamed this is Maga country. Chicago police say that this is Maga country part was not related to them. When the attack was first reported. But why am becoming uncomfortable in this era? Of everybody has a video camera. Every business has a video camera. Many. I'll never forget the first time I had a like a webcam attachment. I actually told the cops this long ago. I was like you ever need video footage. I got it. Let alone buses Chicago is full of cameras on light poles at intersections. There are cameras everywhere. According to WGN TV. In chicago. Just a couple hours ago two hours ago. Chicago police say they've reviewed hundreds of hours of footage from downtown surveillance cameras, but haven't found footage yet. Of the alleged attack. I'm just hoping it's an oversight at this point that they just simply haven't found it. But that makes me uncomfortable usually in that kind of an attack because it was specific where it occurred, etc. In an area with a ton of cameras. You find that very quickly. I'm not saying, I don't believe him. I'm saying I hope the cops hurry up and figure this out. Of what's going on? We need to know who attacked him. We need to know. These people need to be brought to Justice immediately. When this happens. I it makes me very uncomfortable that somebody in this day and age in a city like Chicago. Have you struggled? Maybe not quite as liberal as San Francisco. Maybe not quite as LGBTQ friendly as San Francisco, it might be more friendly to African Americans in San Francisco. I don't know. It might be Chicago is very diverse on on ethnic lines. It is. My battle buddy and basic training was his dad.

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"matthew shepard" Discussed on KGO 810

KGO 810

03:36 min | 2 years ago

"matthew shepard" Discussed on KGO 810

"Ethan Bearman in on this next topic. I was talking about it last night. I did an Instagram live in my story to check Instagram at Ethan Bearman, scientists an older gentleman who grew up in the deep south. He's African American during Jim crow, and he was sharing with me his stories, and it was really important, I captured it live. I obviously got his permission. We're in California. You always ask permission before you record anybody. And it was a fascinating interview. So go check out my Instagram at Ethan Bearman, and you've got click in my story. Okay. And you'll see me talking to Mr. Webster Johnson. Who was absolutely fascinating. Why started off by saying in light of what happened in Chicago earlier today because what happened yesterday around two AM in Chicago allegedly? I'm gonna have to start making sure I'm using the word allegedly here for a second. This one of the stars of the show empire. His name is Jesse small. It was allegedly attacked by two men wearing ski masks while walking in downtown Chicago around two AM yesterday. Chicago police confirmed the attack and had released his name at the time. According to TMZ during the attack the man screamed, this is Maga country when they struck him in the face port, an unknown chemical substance on them in one of them wrapped around rope around his neck. Well, that's one hundred percent racist unacceptable horrific on so many levels. We have an incredible history of racism that is awful rope around the neck. Nope. Not okay. He's gay plays a gay man on this show as well. Anti LGBTQ violence horrific history. There was just a story out of Toronto. Did you see that serial killing all these gay men were disappearing serial Kirk is confessing? He's the one who was killing them. All I mean, let alone Matthew Shepard in so many other. I mean, just everything in between. I'm totally against all of that. I mean vocally against it. A small it was transported to northwestern Memorial Hospital treated and is in good condition. There's an aspect of this though. So I mean, I don't know anybody who doesn't condemn it. Right. Is there anybody who doesn't condemn that me? Maybe I guess, maybe the Charlottesville. Protesters would be happy about it. I don't know KKK maybe as happy about it. Some of those types of groups. I it's it's just it's horrible. It's unacceptable. It's two thousand nineteen. This should never ever happen in our country period. Period. Period. How do you defend it? How do you? How do you look at them? Oh, you know, you're an idiot. You're racist. You're a phobic whatever. Your problem is go get some help. Four one five eight hundred eighty eight ten. Becoming uncomfortable talking about this story. And I'm gonna tell you why in just a moment. I it's well first off it's always uncomfortable talking about a hate crime. It's uncomfortable talking about what is being described in this assault. It's hideous in wrong. Jussie smollet this assault on him, alleged, homophobic. Racist anti.

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"matthew shepard" Discussed on Good Life Project

Good Life Project

03:58 min | 2 years ago

"matthew shepard" Discussed on Good Life Project

"Matters. Not just his behavior, but the family's behavior in your behavior and shared you're starting to realize pretty age also your day. Yeah. Well, you know at that point. I'd lived like even though I I guess you would say that brought me to a greater understanding of that from third grade on it always known that. There was something different about me. But the affection that I felt for other boys, and even my teachers at the time, it was not like within the normal, quote, unquote, normal range of expression that man could have another man. So I knew that. So I sort of lived with that secret. But thought okay, you know, it's just it's just another secret that I have, you know, when you grow up in the fundamentalist area, you you keep a lot of secrets, you know, because if you've ever thought about thing or or done anything, you know, that's labeled as bad, which there are a lot of bad things to do. You learn how to keep secrets really well. So I just thought it was another secret homosexuality was explained to me through sort of the story of Matthew Shepard who was murdered and left who's left for dead after coming onto another guy. In in the church really went with that. And said look at what happens whenever you live and openly gay lifestyle. So that was one part of the story was hearing the other part of the story was hearing was okay. Well, if you have what they called same sex attraction, they never called it homosexuality. They call it same sex attraction because it's something that you experience not something that you are a very strong distinction that they make behavior yet today, which means the paper can be changed. So they would say if you've ever experienced same sex attraction just think of it this way, it's like those moments when you get really mad, and you wanna choke someone or punch someone you don't do it. The. When you have that idea. Explain to you was such a thority, you you just think. Okay. We'll just another set of things that experience. The problem was hitting puberty, and realizing that I wanted love that's something that the blood is a very powerful experience you want it you can begin to feel the inklings of with your crushes that. It's only it's like, you know, that whatever that experience is going to be is going to be stronger, it's going to override whatever the churches telling you. So that scared me because I didn't wanna lose my relationship with God. And certainly didn't think it was worth, you know, expressing my identity if I was gonna lose my family as well. So he just start keeping secrets you become very gush fail here. It's something that I find we don't talk about a lot in the in the queer community, which is that we learned how to keep secrets so well that it's really hard to have real intimacy with people because often, you know, you're like. Resort to being like, well, you don't need to know that information. You know, I'm gonna protect myself. Nobody needs to know what I feel about this. And I think we've become very defensive often. And we have to work through that grew up in these environments. Yeah, I learned very well. How to keep secrets and kept it from a self until I was outed. I went to college for one semester. My roommate at the time salted me, and I don't know how much you go into detail on this because it's kind of disturbing, but his altered me he had assaulted another boy. And I found this out I told a few people, and then he informed. My parents that I was gay because I told him in a brief moment of trust that I was having these feelings the same sex attraction, so called my mom, and he said, well, he's very gaining hasn't openly gay relationship with another boy, which was not true. What made him do that? Because he knew that. I was going to tell the heat assaulted me. It was like a train to strike. Yeah. It's a tactic that. I mean, a lot of abusers use of since learned where they bargained base. Like, whatever information they have on you. They try to use it to get ahead of where a complete exposure where even just the rumor of it. And I feel like he also knew that. I was very honest person. I knew how to keep secrets. But when something is directly asked of me it it's hard for me to lie..

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"matthew shepard" Discussed on World News Analysis

World News Analysis

04:43 min | 2 years ago

"matthew shepard" Discussed on World News Analysis

"Dominic activity in krizner ships online. Storm willa is moving inland after it made landfall to Mexico cast coast and finally in North America and new group of migrants bound. Wonderful. The US has set off from El Salvador polling thousands of other central Americans fleeing poverty and violence who have taken similar journeys invasive weeks. Matthew Shepard has been laid to rest twenty years after he was brutally beaten and killed because he was gay. And he staff is remembered as one of the worst that you as anti gay hate crimes. Thank you. We oh that's headline survey for today, Victoria, has become the first state in Australia to sign. A memorandum of understanding was China on about him wrote initiative falling signing ceremony in Victoria, capital city. Melbourne later last week, according to state premier Daniel juice. The historic agreement means Victoria will be best place in the country to capitalize on the trade and investment opportunities made possible by the global infrastructure project. The Sony of the memorandum of understanding comes at a result of an embarrassing. Strategy set out by the state government in twenty sixteen to strengthen the economy by increasing trade, the education sector as well as it is businesses and cultural ties with his largest trading partner China for more on those are reporter are now earlier spoke with dick Barone, a visiting scholar at Sichuan normal university from Deakin university in Victoria. So Victoria has taken the lead in signing up to the China's about an road initiative in your opinion. What's the rationale behind? The state's move will premiere Victoria, laid the labor government, and you know, they typically more focused on providing large scale public goods and historically. They've also been very active in promoting China astray relations, so and they've got a very strong majority. So they're able to actually get things done and China and Victoria of doing something over a billion dollars a year already into the Victorian economy. And they believe this is going to cement, Victoria, as as the gateway. The double exports to China in the last four years. So this is really the rationale as he said economic Santa tree relations as their only reason all the any all the smash show connections between Victoria, and China and eastern, Victoria, bypassing the federal government and Cambra. Yeah. Will Victoria's already. Got sister agreements with junk sue. And we search want southwest China have been very very active, and you know, I'm Basting chain too. And I have seen that they have been extraordinarily active. They've really out on a limb alone way to to make this happen. And I think that's going to be applauded. So that's sort of what makes that special, but in relation to the federal government government's just changed in Australia. I think that the fog going on, but you know, the the last few bit bumpy. And it's gonna take a while for that to correct, but they governments in Australia act pretty well. Very independently I have a lot of independent action. And so they can really do what they want to. And so that's a good thing. Then this Victoria, have to go through the federal government to Rabeni face from the powder and. Road initiative, and we always saw about on wrote a cooperation between two countries. How will the bout in Rhode cooperation work between the country and state rejoin government doesn't have to go through the federal there's a federal system in Australia, the states a very independent and they can act independently financially. So for that sort of key allows Victoria to do this. And for the BI development will it's this is going to develop cooperation, I think, you know, the Torius just gone through a huge sort of infrastructure building. It's not Gigante. It's not in the scale at Biard. I is, but it's definitely in the medium size for country, and they've done a lot of railway and transport infrastructure. So they build up quite a lot of expertise in in doing that. And I think it's interesting too that the head of the Biagi program, the one that sort of instigated this whole thing was the head of the chairman of the VHP Billiton, which is one of the largest mining companies in the world, and he sees it. That it's this is going to open all the resources in central Asia Africa, Latin America and elsewhere, and we've big Torius expertise and history of sort of global interaction with multinational corporations and so forth. It's going to be very beneficial for medium-size infrastructure projects and all services that follow that, you know, accounting, lawyers, healthcare and other areas where Victoria's quite strong like you said, actually, the awesome senior Australian businessman shares to save a.

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Matthew Shepard, LGBTQ movement figure, being laid to rest in Washington Cathedral

00:39 sec | 2 years ago

Matthew Shepard, LGBTQ movement figure, being laid to rest in Washington Cathedral

"matthew shepard" Discussed on WNYC 93.9 FM

WNYC 93.9 FM

05:51 min | 2 years ago

"matthew shepard" Discussed on WNYC 93.9 FM

"Of Wyoming, the murder of a gay college student shocked the nation. Matthew Shepard was twenty one years old when he was tied up bludgeoned repeatedly and left for dead to member given life sentences for his murder. This is Matthew's father Dennis speaking shortly after his son's death, mass family and friends loved him deeply, and we need to share a quiet goodbye with him. We should try to remember they because maths last few minutes of consciousness on earth may have been held his family and friends or more than ever to say their farewells to him in a peaceful dignified and loving manner. Well, today, two decades on Matthews ashes will be interred at the National Cathedral in Washington DC that was the idea of gene Robinson, the first priest in an openly gay relationship to be made a Bishop of a major Christian denomination. He's been speaking to my NewsHour colleague, James kumarisami, and he began by describing the circumstances of Matthew's death, and you might find it disturbing. In nineteen ninety eight this twenty one year old college student. Matthew shepard? Was lured away from a bar by two men his own age and taken out to a remote spot in Wyoming and pistol whipped within an inch of his life and hung on offense to die. They left him there, and he hung there on the fence for eighteen hours before someone discovered him there. And as the cyclist who discovered him got closer, it looked to him like a scarecrow. And then he realized it was not only a human being, but a human being that was still breathing and six days later. Matthew Shepard died at age twenty one it galvanized the American public. And I think in some ways gay and lesbian bisexual transgender queer. People had been used to all kinds of violence. But I think this really shook the heterosexual citizenry shook. Them deeply because now they saw it loud and clear that the violence that we had been talking about indeed existed, and this kind of cruel and brutal thing was happening. Why is it taking twenty years to enter his ashes Judy Shepard? His mother called me a few months ago and said, you know, we're coming up on the twentieth anniversary of Matthew's murder and we've never buried his ashes. And actually, I was not aware of that. Although I know the shepherds, I didn't know that fact, and she said the reason we haven't done it until now is that we were fearful that if we buried Matthews ashes in some public place that an anti-gay individual or group would desecrate his grave, and we just given what he went through. We just couldn't bear the thought of that. So I said would you like me to talk with the phone? Folks at the federal and and this is a place where Matthews remains can rest. And in fact, people can come there and sit outside the crypt where he will be buried and thanking pray and meditate on the meaning of of what happened twenty years ago and all of the work that remains to be done for the LGBTQ community. How would you compare though then and now how far is America come? Well, it is this two sides of a coin, right? We have just come so far five years after Matthew's death. I was elected Bishop of New Hampshire becoming the first openly gay and partnered Bishop in historic Christianity. And then by within ten years later, we had allowed LGBT people to serve in the military, and and in two thousand fifteen of course, gay marriage became the law of the land. So we've come. A long way. But the fact of the matter is we've come a long way on the two coasts and in most large cities. But there are vast stretches of America that are not all that different from the state of things in Wyoming in nineteen ninety eight that resulted in Matthew's death, and we have a majority of our states right around thirty. You can still be fired simply for being gay. You can be refused a hotel room, you you can be thrown out of your apartment, and there is no recourse in the courts. Gene Robinson, speaking to my colleague, James kumarisami about the legacy of the murder of Matthew Shepard. Let me tell you about a sister program. The real story this week is looking at Brazil, the biggest and most important countries have America's going to the polls on Sunday. And it's the pollsters. A right Brazilians are about to elect to once obscure far-right politician as their next president both so Naro wants to silence. His political opponents is gun control. And let the police shoot to kill. So does the man who praises Brazil's recent military rulers want to take the country back towards dictatorship or his this whole just tough talk in a country, which all sides agree has been ravaged by corruption and violence Bolsonaro a veteran politician in as the Brazilian political system is far too sophisticated and complicated for him to do everything he wants so on the real story this week Riddler show. We'll be finding out what Brazilians are likely to get from a Bolsonaro presidency available online. And of course, on a hair on the BBC World Service. You're listening to Nissan..

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"matthew shepard" Discussed on WNYC 93.9 FM

WNYC 93.9 FM

03:52 min | 2 years ago

"matthew shepard" Discussed on WNYC 93.9 FM

"Live from NPR news in Washington. I'm Dave Mattingly. The secretary of homeland security tells Fox News some of the ten suspicious packages addressed to prominent Democrats and to CNN in New York originated in Florida, a US mail distribution facility and open lock on their Miami is being examined. Matthew Shepard is being honored today at the National Cathedral in Washington twenty years after he was killed in Wyoming NPR's, Tom gjelten says shepherds ashes will be placed in a crypt. They're prosecutors said Matthew Shepard was murdered simply because he was gay. His killing was seen as a classic hate crime, highlighting anti gay bigotry episcopal, Bishop gene Robinson himself, an openly gay priest will lead the interment Robinson says the placement of shepherds ashes at the National Cathedral is significant for the LGBTQ community shepherd was abducted and killed by two men when he was a student at the university of Wyoming health officials in India's cap. Title or advice and people to wear breathing masks because of poor air quality. Here's NPR's Lauren. Freyre the air quality in Delhi today exceed six times with the World Health Organization consider safe, and it's only forecast to get worse in November. Farmers burn stubble. From the rice harvest, the country's supreme court has banned online sales of fireworks in hopes of mitigating more pollution during the Hindu festival of devali next month. This is NPR news from Washington and this is morning edition on WNYC in New York at seven thirty one. Good morning. I'm Kerry Nolan on the roads and rails this morning. Well, not much to report on the roads. But New Jersey transit says there are delays on the Morris and Essex main Bergen port Jervis and Montclair Bhuttan lines. The FBI says it's dedicating all available resources to investigating suspicious packages and devices found a New York City and elsewhere. But as WNYC's, Jessica Gould reports officials aren't. Offering much information about their findings yet the FBI and the NYPD will say this much ten suspicious packages have been identified so far in New York, Delaware, Maryland, Florida and Los Angeles, they're all being investigated at the FBI's lab in Virginia. But officials won't say whether the devices are all the same or where they came from. And they won't say if those devices could actually explode, although they're treating them like they could beyond that, they'll say this. They're getting tips, and they want more calls to the public safety hotline have spiked almost one hundred forty percent. And for anyone with information that hotline number is one eight eight eight NYC safe. The New York City health department says a child has died from the flu in the season's first death from the virus? No other information has been released officials would only say that the child was under eighteen the centers for disease control and prevention said five children who lived in New York City died from flu related diseases last. This year city health department officials recommend flu shots for anyone. Six months or older. Leaders and board members at city nonprofits, don't reflect the ethnic makeup of New York. That's according to a new report on the demographics of New York service organizations, the city survey compiled data for more than four hundred nonprofits, and it found that almost seventy percent of nonprofit leaders are white. That's in a city where white residents make up just about thirty percent of the population. But Tabashnik gosh who helped author the report says she was encouraged by how many respondents valued equity and inclusion that was somewhat of a bright point just knowing that people came back and said that you know, we do value this. Maybe we're not making a priority or maybe we're not doing well enough. But it is something that we see as being important. The study also includes data on gender age and other categories as well as tips on how to improve equity and inclusion.

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"matthew shepard" Discussed on Thank God I'm Atheist

Thank God I'm Atheist

05:40 min | 2 years ago

"matthew shepard" Discussed on Thank God I'm Atheist

"Anyway, that's about two hundred and sixty six thousand dollars. Okay. Not a ton. Any, but in Poland that will go far, perhaps, I don't know people. Just don't you know know, the value of Lodhi these days. I mean, you just told them one million eagles two hundred anyway. Well, there you go. That's that's very interesting. I'm going to take us. Doc to Washington DC. Where I think this is actually good news. But it's weird. But it's good. Oh about almost exactly twenty years ago. Was when Matthew Shepard oh, young gay boy in Wyoming? In laramie. Was murdered presumably as a hate crime. I mean, he was a high schooler, and he was he was brutally murdered by some by some thugs who who hated him because he was guy. Yeah. And you know, he can't kind of became this this touchstone in in the gay in the fight for gay rights and a very important figure sort of an Emmett till figure, I think in the gay rights movement. And he. News just came out this week that he is going to his body is going to be interred at the National Cathedral in Washington DC. Really? Yeah. So they're gonna move. They're gonna move his body from where rests now his parents have always been concerned that his resting place would be a would attract vandals. Because he was so important, and because so many people oppose everything that he stood for or everything that he symbolizes. So it's actually quite lovely the National Cathedral for those who don't know is is an episcopal cathedral and. His family was a pyschopath Lian. And of course, the Piscopo church of the United States largely is gay, affirming. They have rights for gay marriages. They have gay priests. They have gay Bishop. Yeah. And it was actually that that first the first gay Bishop that they had what was his name. Gene, something gene Robinson Robinson who who actually shepherds mom called him. And just said, hey, what do you think about this idea of of interring him in the National Cathedral? He thought it was a great idea called the the dude in charge of the cathedral. So that's where he will rest forever. You know, it's one of those things where you know, if maybe it feels weird for an atheist to be celebrating this. But it feels like that person was important enough in in our cultural history that that they need a burial of importance and a monument of importance. Yeah. So one also safe place. Yeah. You know, where people can't turn it into their own. They can't have their moment of defiling or right defiling. What's that word vandalizing? Right. And there were and there will be a plaque in the cathedral for everyone to see, but his bones will actually be sort of locked up in the in the vault in the the mausoleum which is not open to cramped. Yeah. Whatever it is. I don't know. Okay. So so they won't be able to get to his body. You know, if worst they could get to the monument, which you know to the plaque. Right. Couldn't be replaced or cleaned. Right. So there you go. We'll dan. Tis the time for spooky. Yes. It is the season or you're going to spook us. Well in as much as those real life, which is who. Practice witchcraft which we as as as their as their religious, which by the way is real. Oh, it is. No, you guys. Sephora actually swing last week. Right. Yeah. They're not actually going to go through with it. But you know, we'll start Kish is going to be available. God. No. Which is okay. Honors real witches, right is are are planning to a ritual heck's that they are going to direct toward Brett cavenaugh. Of course, they are. They are going to be gathering in Brooklyn. And it'll bookstore called cats. Now, what was it called? Pretty sure land pressures the cat's meow. Cat land that land is not much. Better cat land. Bookstore specializes in sort of a cult offering..

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"matthew shepard" Discussed on WAAM Talk 1600

WAAM Talk 1600

02:24 min | 2 years ago

"matthew shepard" Discussed on WAAM Talk 1600

"Real driver's license out of his water, probably say black. That's a Blackie and the rodeo kings. Well, some girl named Amy helm. I'm still of new you know, that that that Qatar field stuff you guitar players. I'm talking to you. Now, the rest of you can go out and kitchen get a sandwich. Was that cooler what? I think it's the same guy splint slide on the lead there, but all those really cool soul fills. Unbelievable. That's that's straight out of the the cats that used to do all that stuff down there on muscle, shoals and out of Memphis. It's alternative bump music Friday. I'm about the rest of you can come back in through plan with talking with the guitar players. They probably did hear what I said because they're probably knocked out loaded hanging up through thirty seventy afternoon. There got be knocked out loaded by now. But the rest of you come back into the room. It's alternative bump music Friday. I'm so glad you could join me on the edge. Now, I wanna I wanna I don't follow up enough time. But I want to read this to you. I posted this around hearing today that Matthew Shepard again in Matthew Shepard horrifically murdered is going to be honored by being buried in the National Cathedral is going to be a big ceremony. It's going to be a gay rights thing to hugely sup. The whole thing is a put up job by the homosexual mafia we've talked about the many many times on the show, but let me tell you about the post. I stuck up around this story. Another cultural lag. It's further glorification. The name of political correctness. Matthew Shepard was an HIV positive meth and heroin dealing homosexual prostitute that's effect, by the way is not someone worthy of the burial in the National Cathedral plan for this month. He was beaten and tortured to death in a drug deal gone wrong, one of his fellow homosexual prostitutes during the beating this is as much allies Trayvon Martin not being a street thug. That attacked George Zimmerman and without cause and tried to beat him to death and as much as Michael Michael Brown. I'm not being a street thug and attacking and tried to kill Dern Wilson police officer doing his job as much as gray. As something other than a street thug that resisted arrest to the point of hurling himself against to death against police van door witnessed by another street thug in the van, by the way, on the way to lack up. We are living lies in this country of ours embracing them the purpose of which is to rewrite history to benefit the progressive evil at the expense of.

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"matthew shepard" Discussed on WAAM Talk 1600

WAAM Talk 1600

03:18 min | 2 years ago

"matthew shepard" Discussed on WAAM Talk 1600

"Music Friday. Thank you for listening on she. And a couple of friends went to see van Halen when David Lee Roth was in the band in Detroit. And at the time, of course, they were very young women all of them attractive, and they got invited to go to the party. The party, you know, the with the parties with the band and up the end up going back to go with the accrue to the a bunch of women to the hotel room. And. And Loveland us tell the story how she ended up talking to Ed van Halen like because he was dazzling amazed at the fact that she wouldn't come across seriously. She I mean, she she was talking to him about Jesus, and they were talking about other things he was he was astounded that all the girls that were going back. Of course, we're going there for well. You can figure out why. But her girlfriends, and she was writing her protecting her girlfriends and the eventually got thrown out Vincent got thrown David Lee Roth was upset that the girls were not doing what girls doing their invited back to Voto. And she said Valerie bertinelli came in. This was a lovely Linda story, and she just looked cold as ice every girl in the room. It was like she just stormed out of the room. So anyway, no, no rhyme or reason to event Halen. On alternative bump music Friday. I'm next welcome to the incredible music. I call it a cavalcade of a Friday talk radio. Got my Pell Brian XI's down there with he's fending off alligators. Thank you, sir. For listening all the way from Florida. Holy moly. Hey, there's a lot of stuff to get to today. We do short time on alternative bump music Friday on the segments. But we're going to get into Kanye west. If anybody sees Kanye west and Michigan area, please shelter him. Take him into the basement. The democrat democrat plantation masters heaven all points both enough for him. They want him back. He's a runaway runaway. They're very upset. I think they've got a reward on him. So if you see Kanye west, please shelter him. He's with we the thinking. Now, also a guy named Matthew Shepard. Matthew Shepard the guy who was the first man into space. No, wait. I'm sorry. That was Matthew Shepard homosexual prostitute drug dealer beaten to death and learn me, Wyoming. By another homosexual prostitute drug dealer and one of his pals, and the whole thing's been portrayed as homophobic murder. And now this guy is going to be buried at the National Cathedral as a hero. Making this up. Just like, they lionised the hip hop. Velociraptor thugs. Trayvon Martin, Freddie, gray and Michael berry are Michael Brown. Yeah. The other thing I want to get into today. I don't know if you know about this supposed- murderer dismemberment of a Saudi supposed journalists. This guy's straight up Muslim Brotherhood thug. Well, solo Saudis and everybody's portraying this zone or journalists went to a Turkish embassy to get a marriage license and next thing. You know, he's he's dead. Well, it's because he's in the Muslim Brotherhood, and it's because he's hooked up with the Saudis, and really if you wanna take a step a little further back. It's Islam one a one baby. We'll talk about that on the show today to its alternative music. Friday, you're on the edge..

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"matthew shepard" Discussed on KALW 91.7 FM

KALW 91.7 FM

01:37 min | 2 years ago

"matthew shepard" Discussed on KALW 91.7 FM

"Let me see if i got this right i'm assuming sin is sin and if your san is having sex with men and my sin is say killing men who have sex with men then as long as i've accepted christ as my savior i'll go to heaven with you killing men who have sex with men mean like jeffrey dahmer yeah no because he killed him but then he ate them and then yes sex with them too well like like who then oh the guys who killed matthew shepard but technically yes not only that but i can continue to kill men who have sex with men much as you continue to have sex with men every day for the rest of my life and still go to heaven well just ipod i know it sounds terrible but yes so then if if matthew shepard hadn't accepted christ before he died he's in hell and his killers who say have going to heaven is that what you're saying can we change the subject.

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"matthew shepard" Discussed on KQED Radio

KQED Radio

01:58 min | 3 years ago

"matthew shepard" Discussed on KQED Radio

"Reality is to the matthew shepard act have a lot to do with harvey behind the scenes i i don't know about that the matthew shepard act was passed in the obama administration in terms of getting it all emotion of it's certainly might have think about the emotion but you know the beginnings of the catalyst for it all of that and as i said tomorrow is going to be celebrating the life and memories of harvey milk esther rights there is a marvellous plan to honor milk that creates a sunken plaza at intersection of market with traffic on a raised circle by this i don't know that somebody may sound slept telling us more about it as as time goes on here and again we do welcome not only memories of harvey milk but questions or comments you might have you know although he was let go water supporter and kind of trying to find his way and everything you write about the fact that he was writing newspaper columns pretty early on and he was writing about things like diversity and he was writing about lessons to learn from the war i mean so there was always a social conscience and a well a mind and consciousness there yes the this was way back when harvey was a student in the late nineteen forties early nineteen fifties at the new york college for teachers which became a suny albany but at one point he had had a sports column that he wrote and he was very rare ron red blooded and he kept complaining that the students didn't have enough school spirit but then he he he suddenly changed he went to cuba in fact that winter and came back with a renewed social consciousness and he began writing much more serious columns he he wrote for instance about the importance of integrating.

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"matthew shepard" Discussed on WWL

WWL

02:24 min | 3 years ago

"matthew shepard" Discussed on WWL

"You know there's already laws on the books that covers a lot of this and these are a lot of their open criticisms as it relates to this particular statute you know in in the preservation of this and saying that it would diminish this you know this hate crime law by by having this and i go back to what i said before why can't it be a win win for everybody you know giving their perspective of it here's what you have is you can't in in a lotta respects one ends up happening is you can't change those other laws were in place for you know african americans have historically been persecuted and they've been matched and they and this is where these laws came out you can't change the color of your skin if you don't want to be a police officer no one's forcing you to be a police officer so and then take it to the next make sense of hey les mis this on fall under hey hey crime i it does in that respect the mission not only that we already have laws in place in every single thing where if you harm a police officer you're going to get an enhanced penalties you know most thanks for example if you hit some money richardson charge but some of the some of the most recent hate crime stopped a in fact under the obama administration what was it the matthew shepard james bert beard a bird hate crimes prevention act was passed you had most states already had legislation on the books i mean it just fine these positions a little disingenuous as as it relates to you know there are articulation of being opposed to this and the the interesting thing about the utility of a police officer and i think one of the things why it's so appropriate at this time now they're saying that this is a broad about it this time in order to depress and circumvent holding police accountable for police shootings around the country and statistically they're trying to say.

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"matthew shepard" Discussed on Throwing Shade

Throwing Shade

02:04 min | 3 years ago

"matthew shepard" Discussed on Throwing Shade

"The so called this this i i sort of don't complete understand but there's the thing called the gay panic defense which is what the people in the matthew shepard case claimed that that it almost that they claimed gay pan the gay came panic defense which basically says that it's someone sexual orientation can trigger a crime against them and it's the weirdest kind of victim blaming exactly it's like the way out of a crime yet it was like a blind rage and it was like a temporary insanity sd defense or writing which is real that's a real no that's a real thing yeah they're they're using that kind of as a as a way to justify their they're using pjc which is saying to justify this thing is just you hate somebody and with the set is whatever's happening physiologically when someone witnesses samesex pda it's not something so strong or something so uncontrollable as to explain the patterns of violent lgbtq hate crimes that have been repeatedly reported in media so in other words it doesn't this doesn't they found doesn't dried people to commit anything horrible it just means that like you said this is a social construct the like socially people have learned that its gross and that it takes a lot more than you'd think to unlearn that even if your body still response to that even if you know better well okay there is a sin visibility other that i think i recommend a couple weeks kuhn is about it was about emotions and how many emotions we have and just just the way that our body processes stuff but it's all contacts like for example if you there were talking about this if you're a blind person and you don't understand that this is a microphone when you get site all of a sudden you know this is a microphone ugc color right you see dirksen lights someone has to say this is a microphone in the same with that kind of behavior someone its's say no gay people or gross no magazine or gross like you like all that shit is just like the context under which you've learned it i could do all the emotions.

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