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Fresh update on "jean" discussed on Rise and Fall of the Qing Dynasty: Cup of Solid Gold
"The kaixuan better known as kool con came to the throne of the empire and the chinese dynasty but only after a violent family clash to succeed. His uncle temer cod. We also learned the timur khan died without an heir nor designating an heir. His short reign lasted only four years and his younger brother. Emperor renson succeeded him. We know he's primarily known for his efforts to further synthesize the you on dynasty. But he met a lot of resistance from the other imperial princes but he still considered by some to be the last competent yuan. Emperor in this episode if someone wanted to create a fictional or non fictional rendition of the mongol rule over china with the most drama the period of time. I will talk about in this episode and the next would be perfect. Perfect for that story. And as the title of this episode suggests there's regicide betrayal coup-d'etat war in general mayhem. Let me get into it. Following the death in march of the year. Thirteen twenty of our by wada by onto or Frenzel the next secession was the only one that actually followed the chinese principles primogeniture imprint song had named his son to to succeed him his name schwarzer bala and he was born in the year thirteen o two and would have been eighteen when he became the emperor and greek god. He's better known by his name of good. Jean kahn the ninth grade. Khan and the fifth.
US Ends Strict Trump-Era Asylum Rules for Violence Victims
"The U. S. government has ended to trump era policies that made it harder for immigrants to qualify for asylum there's a new policy for judges announced by Attorney General Merrick garland saying they should drop previous rules that made it tougher for immigrants facing domestic or gang violence to be granted asylum in the United States an immigration attorney in Washington DC said that he recently represented a family from El Salvador the husband was killed and gang members started coming after his children but still the immigration judge denied that claim under the trump rules the lawyer says even with the changes it will still be hard to win asylum cases a key architect of some of trump's immigration policies Jean Hamilton says he thinks the bite in announcement will lead to more asylum claims being based on crime and he says that's not a reason for the humanitarian protection Jackie Quinn Washington
Erika Jayne's Bankruptcy Lawyer Has Dropped Her as a Client
"Hills. She was dropped by her lawyers following the release of that Hello documentary, the housewife and the Hustler. Um they, her law firm filed paperwork to withdraw as her counsel in her husband's Chapter seven bankruptcy case. And um, notified her. Also on Monday, the same day that the documentary aired. The lawyers are saying that their relationship of trust and confidence that's essential to a you know a functioning properly functioning attorney client relationship has broken down and so The relationship is irreparable, and now she needs to retain new attorneys. Erika Jayne filed for divorce in November after 20 years of marriage to this Tom Girardi right, so the case is ongoing because he was forced into involuntary bankruptcy. These two, according to one lawyer who spoke in the documentary. They are in this together in these bankruptcy proceedings, um, a lot of the debts that they owe. They probably go together. It's going to be hard for her to say that she didn't know anything that's going on. If you remember she's listed. She's listed as a secretary of one of his Elsie's. Oh, and also Money was transferred from one of those LLCs to her company, E. J. Global, Alright. They are accused of really pretending to divorce also that they can just move these funds over to her and say that. Oh, that was a gift that doesn't count in the divorce proceedings so they could protect some of their assets. Yep. So now, although Erica Jean has not he's been a I believe
Segura's 2nd Straight Walkoff Lifts Phils Over Yankees 8-7
"Jean Segura provided a walkoff hit for the second straight game to push the Phillies past the Yankees eight seven so gross scored Ronald Torreyes with an infield single in the tenth inning it came after DJ lemay who launched a tying three run Homer in the night for the Yankees Bryce Harper doubled had two singles and drove in two for the Phils who have won five of six the last three wins have been in walk off fashion Gary Sanchez a roommate or gore homered for the Yankees losers in six of their last eight games Aroldis Chapman has been a loser in the Yankees last two contests on the ferry
The History of Marie Taglioni: The Romantic Era’s Most Renowned Ballerina
"And we're gonna talk about a very famous to anybody who knows anything about dance. Marie tagliani who was very famous dancer. really considered the ballerina of the romantic and she's often credited with revolutionizing valet restyling it redefining dance but her father was really a pretty significant part of all of those achievements And she came from a bali family. So i mentioned her father but also her grandfather. Carl tahiliani was a theatrical dancer. And a choreographer. Her uncle salvator was a prominent dancer. Her mother was swedish. Ballerina named hedvig sophie. Karston although she did not go by head big But her father. Felipe tagliani was really the biggest influence on her life and her career and filippo was a dancer and a choreographer he was very successful and he's credited with much of the development of what we now refer to as the romantic ballet style so marie had dance in her blood like genetically she should've been primed but it didn't really play out that way. Initially no in eighteen o three filippo. He took a job as principal dancer and ballet master in stockholm sweden. And that's where he met and married sophie karston. Which is the name. She used her middle name Instead of her first name which was big they started a family right away. Marie was born on april. Twenty third eighteen. Four in stockholm. Her brother paul was born. Four years later and filippo accepted a post in vienna. When marie was still an infant and philippa did some training with his children when they were very young but When they were school age he moved them to paris to pursue additional dance training but despite being the daughter of to accomplish answers and having a pedigree that goes went back even further than that. Marie really did not impress the ballet masters in the french capital according to paris opera director. Louis veron's more jean-francois kulon. Who was the prison teacher. Who had trained filippo once. Famously said this about marie. When all that little hunchback ever learned
The Return of "Bennifer"
"Here. The nineties the nineties are back dude. The nine back there like early. Two thousands vendor for is like the early two thousands And i have been dying to talk about truth. The early two thousands are badly to thousands. Thousands are back in every way we have benefactor. We have the straight leg jeans sash. We had the fashions the tiny person once. Hang on the now whom i. Who am i kidding but there. Yeah it's back in so many different ways but ivan super excited to talk about benefactor. Because i am like rooting for benefit. Twenty twenty one. To be honest. I am too and i feel like the entire internet is reading preventative for. Everyone seems to be happy about it. Everything i've seen on. My timeline has been very pro for team benefactor. Were happy about it. We're proud of j. Lo were like relieved for band. And i feel like yellow is just like i feel like she was reading her engines waiting to get out of that relationship Again when she like got out of it she really got out of it like sprint. I mean obviously like we can only make assumptions about celebs because we don't them. But yeah i feel i feel like when j. is done with a relationship. She's like done with it like she doesn't waste time. She moves on like at least like to the public. I right of course we never know blah blah blah what goes on internally or like in her little circle but i do feel like again. I don't know j. Lo but i feel like she really really loved ben affleck. She had like the album she on her album when they were together. I'm blanking on the album. Title right now but like That's like the jenny from the block album. She had she was in the videos. She had the salt a little song named bed. Yeah like the song was like an dedication to him. The album a dedication to him. And so i feel like she really loved him and i feel like the rumor was at his parents. Didn't want him to marry her. Which like he called off. The engagement allegedly
Brood X Cicadas Swarm Across Several Eastern States
"The eastern half of the country is experiencing a heat wave this weekend. The warmer weather will amplify the sounds of billions of brood 10 cicadas taking over the region. NPR's Amy held reports. These bugs appear once every 17 years crawling up from the ground to spawn before dying from parts of the Midwest. Through the mid Atlantic. The sounds of the cicadas are peaking, reaching decibels in the mid nineties that's as loud as a subway or a motorcycle or a shouted conversation. Entomologist Jean Kritzky in Cincinnati says the trees have become coursing centers, and the males are seeing in an effort to attract Females, all part of the mad rush to set up the next generation. People delay her eggs shortly after meeting and they'll hatch in about 6 to 10 weeks and then the name soul dropped too low the ground for the next 17 years just a few more weeks until this brood quiets down again reaching its end by the end of the month, Amy held NPR news.
China Says It Will Allow Couples to Have 3 Children
"But the numbers have changed as we hear from Remy Inocencio. China needs more babies. Yes, that may seem like a strange thing to say, since it's the world's most populous country with 1.4 billion people, But China is getting older faster, and Beijing expects deaths will outnumber births as early as next. Couples can have three Children up from two isn't enough, says political scientist Jean Pierre Cabestan in Hong Kong unless the government introduces Really incentives providing special allowances. This week on Chinese social media means of triple bunk beds went viral women in China were vocal. There should be more policy support, more education support and medical support. Jew home, Yan says. Your men could do more. I don't want to have a second child. A third is even more impossible, says this mother of one. And one more population point to consider. There are people being born right now who could see a world where China is
Prayers That Get Answered
"There's a period time in my life. Where i really didn't know that god could annoy somebody wearing denim. I mean you would have no more caught me up here in a pair of jeans. I thought god only anointed polyester went somewhere in the morning was so thick sliced with a knife and everybody on the platform looked like they hadn't been out of bed too long and i thought well i guess god doesn't care all that much it's our heart demands and i still think that we should do our best for god and i was talking to my son. Who's you know. He gets all that better than me. Because he's thirty five years younger than i am and i said well you should. You should do your best. You should dress your best for god and this is my best dressed up. you know. it's so silly to get into all that. What do we think. Moses looked like when he went up on the mountain to get the ten commandments. So i don't know john. The baptist certainly apparently was weird. I mean he wore camel's hair. Eight wild locust honey outta trees went around screaming at payback raped. I doubt that we could receive from him either. I mean this is. I have to look at things like this. Otherwise i can't get it. It's like i don't wanna just look at this and and not get anything out of it. I'm so glad i'm not like everybody else. I fast twice a week.
Karine Jean-Pierre Makes History Giving White House Briefing
"It was a historic day in the White House briefing room okay good to see everyone it was a routine daily briefing and at the same time a bit of history it's a real honor to be standing out to just be standing here today Kareem John Pierre became the first openly gay woman to deliver the White House briefing and the first black woman to do it in thirty years clearly the president believes in in representation matters John P. error is seen as a potential successor to Jen Psaki who say she only intends to serve as press secretary for about a year Sager mag ani Washington
How dirt bikes and STEM ignite ingenuity in Baltimore | Brittany Young [TEST]
"Hi it's bryce dallas howard guest hosting today on ted talks daily. Here's a talk from an incredible ted fellow and the stem educator brittany young a community leader tackling national issues by turning passions into opportunities for stem education and career development. Hey ted talks daily listeners. I'm adam grant. I hosted another podcast. From the ted audio collective called work life and it's about the science of making work not suck next time the number of protests targeting firms. Today it's on the order of sixty times. The numbers that you would see and early tens employees activism is on the rise. But how can we use our voices effectively. And how can leaders manage all those voices find. Work life on apple podcasts. Spotify or wherever you listen. I show people all around. Dc antiquites my guests engaged. I liked sprinkle in a fun factor to net. Stop dupont circle. Also here's a lifestyle tip for you. Try apple pay. You can now just tap with your phone or watch to get on the bus or train all over the dc area at your smart trip to the apple wallet then just have to ride apple. Pay on iphone now. Arriving on metro. Support for ted talks daily comes from odu odors suite of business. Apps has been you need to run a company. Think of your smartphone with all your apps right at your fingertips odu is just like that for business but instead of an app to order takeout or tell you the weather you have sales inventory accounting and more union the department we've got it covered and they're all connected joined the six million users who stopped wasting time and started getting stuff done go to odu dot com slash ted to start a free trial. That's od co dot com slash. Ted i want you to take this journey with me. Let's set the stage. Is a sunday in baltimore in a park. We endure a hill watching dirt bike. Riders go pash do tricks. Willies do stunts zipping. He hit the engines revving. Smell the gasoline. You could see the join excitement. Netface someone's probably learning how to fix the dirt bike way too expensive to buy. Then they can go to school. They can get a pop quiz or a test teacher. You'll account we all heard. And we've all hated train as leaving new york to cleveland. But they're here in baltimore. How does this relate. They don't get it. They fail the test and now they can hate then now. World can turned upside down. They can get on facebook instagram. Get a call or text. They can watch as their friend can become a hashtag. A kid in the wrong place wrong time lost to the streets loss of the system lost a gun violence or kick that could be arrested for dirt bike. Because of my city it can be a misdemeanor. Possession of dirk like this can be elected story for black kids across the country. And he's like miami. Cleveland atlanta philly. Whatever please had the dirt bike task force now. Acts yourself if the thing you used to relieve your stress if it was demonized would you still do it if it was criminal us. The answer is yes. That's the reality black people across the us right now. They've watched as we made room in. Cities escape borders bicycles in any other sport. They can watch tv in seattle games olympics on. Espn the style and stain ad campaigns and films but in baltimore would they have looked forward to would do. Right is get from all of it. No space no outlet just typical narrative. Like i said this is a communist story. I was a kid in the park. I wanted to be just like the big crowd is but i hate the fall. Instead i became like bill nye the science guy i was doing all kinds of experiments blown out burrows off glowing people to the chair and i may or may not have made stink bombs at school. They would describe me as a bad kid. Where they didn't see was all my jeans. My talent my voice was not hurt. Then i became that black girl from west baltimore working stem my first position. I was confused for the secretary was pissed but liquefying soon get more people in industry and it's one eight hundred. That's what i start doing. Working small groups for kids students teach them some activities then and twenty fourteen. I lost my little brother to the prison system. In twenty fifteen. I lost all faith. In system period. The world watched following a freddie gray uprising as possible burn. I wondered people go and listen. Where would it solutions. And where was investment into my community and twenty sixteen. I broke the system and became the founder and ceo of beat through sixty carbonell. I went back to my experience in park. I thought about the kids bikes those scales. People use to pay the bills just like mechanics mechanical news. We lane in system s sights the sign's behind popping best willie playing in dirt bike. It's home o'clock is busy quesion technology. The technology needed to get the best radio tires. So you don't have the channel asphalt engineering. The engineers needed to fix peg dirt bike. But the also get the best mac mac. 'em mathematics the math needed for the guests to oriole ratio. So you dirt. Bike does not explode then also gonna step further. I thought about the rights new only way to have programming solutions was ahead of them at because the people closest to the problem onto solution i thought about. Mike says he was six. He's rendered by geez when he seventeen graduating high school. He didn't know what you wanted to do but he knew he loved everything about their bikes and started working with us and beat through sixty. He's helped us. Educate kids trained by gratis and x twenty one. He's our lead instructor. He's created mates showed them across the country and he really represents the best to be three sixty at the corvallis. Work is constantly thinking about what people like. Like one for mike. He was a space. Basically work of students on our curriculum space. Keep training more. Riders and growing a skill sets a space where he no longer has skating but he has something his own city for him with your support and it's of more cities we can make this reality since two thousand seventeen. We've saved the city of baltimore about two hundred thirty three million dollars by dorm programming over seven thousand students. We saved the city of baltimore. One million dollars by growing workforce opportunities for people. Just like mike. That's less people that could possibly go to jail. Less money spent on dollars and cents of incarceration and more money going and saw black communities our leaders our culture and our voices. We don't need to black squares. We don't need your campaigns but will we do need as your dollars and cents behind us to make roach. We need more people like you and cities to believe in invest in our model of growing the people. What will you choose to be an ally being impact be the revolution be three sixty. Thank you hello there. I'm chris anderson. The guy lucky enough to run. Ted now has a podcast called the ted interview and this week on the show. I took someone really special name me. The woman married to jacqueline nova 'grats. She's been that he is learning how to use the tools of business to tackle global poverty got drawn into capitalism raised to the rank of religion. And now we have an opportunity to have a very different conversation. Find the ted interview. Wherever you listen to podcasts.
'I Was Afraid': Prince Harry, Oprah Discuss Mental Health
"The Duke of Sussex tells the Associated Press returning to London for his grandfather's funeral last month triggered feelings of anxiety Harry the Duke of Sussex has been open about some of his struggles and is taking part in a series on mental health with Oprah Winfrey on apple TV plus in the AP interview he says he was able to use coping skills he learned in therapy to get through prince Philip's funeral last month and being back in the media spotlight I was afraid about it but then going through the motions to lean on the toolbox hello Jean all the learnings that I've that I've that I've grown from one of the policy it does definitely made it a lot easier but the whole store bought still pounds he says it was his wife Megan back when they were dating who convinced him to seek the help he needed to deal with royal family relationships and the death of his mother princess Diana I'm Jackie Quinn
Biden Tells Israel's Netanyahu He Expects de-Escalation Wednesday
"Biden spoke with the Israeli prime minister today about the ongoing violence in the Gaza Strip. In fact, we're hearing of multiple calls between the two leaders as calls or growing around the world for a cease fire between Israel and Hamas. The White House is not saying what will happen if Israel does not meet President Biden's conference significant de escalation today and why he did not call for an immediate cease fire. Where Borders press principal Deputy Press Secretary Karine Jean NPR on Air Force one. But the spokesperson declined to get into details of the president's call Wednesday morning with Israeli Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu will continue to remain deeply engage in intensive quiet diplomacy. Karen Travers, ABC NEWS Washington
Gina Brown on the Invisibility of Women Living With HIV
"Jump right in so you found out that you were living with hiv about twenty seven years ago and at that time how much did you know about. Or how familiar were you with hiv. My knowledge of hiv was gay guys. I remember watching the evening news talking about it even before. They had a name for it and they were calling in grid and gay plague and but it only impacted gay people right so you wind. Gay you okay. I'm good or even if if you were a lesbian. They weren't talking about hiv and lesbians. They were talking about hiv engaged. Men so you still feel like you good. No one was talking about it with women only knew what i saw on the evening news. I remember once watching the guys go up to capitol hill and they on stretchers wheelchairs. And i'll walk. I was so scared. And they had a sign and the sign says silence was dead and stay with me although she is. Do you mind telling the story of when you were told about your diagnosis. Because i think it's an amazing example of what not to do. Oh my goodness dad. Day is seared in my mind. I think if i got alzheimer's i remember that day. I i got the phone call it. And then she'll phone call on april fools day. Hey prefers and to answer the phone. Lady a mask with jean. O'brien i said speaking. And she said hey. This is miss lonzo from charity hospital. And i laughed and i laughed because it was april fool's day and i thought it was one of my friends clam joke this lady. She finally convinced me that she was really from the hospital. And she said we need you to come in. We need to talk to you about one of your test results. And i said okay and and when i went the door was open. Scientists took my hand in untapped on the door and She said come in and when she commenced should never looked down never looked out and then finally sheets of paper. She put him in front of her face. And she said while you have aids and you're gonna die
Data Engineering With Jean-Yves Stephan
"Welcome to the show. Thank you so much jeffrey. It's great to be here. Yeah it's great to have you. We've done numerous shows about spark. And i'd like to start off by just talking about the applications of spark in twenty twenty one especially in light of of other perhaps competing environments such as a data warehouse infrastructure. Tell me about the applications of spark today and how it fits into the overall ecosystem. Yeah that's a great question. So i think barak has a central place as a general framework for big data distributed computing main use cases. Are the engineering you know. Ut l. also spark streaming and then also as a general purpose tool for advanced an idex data science and for business intelligence. So you did. The most common billers in terms of volume definitely did engineering work lows. Etl steel you know batch et l. Still number one use case and in terms of you know how it evolves versus new technologies or data warehouses well using spark in the cloud over an object store using which we call d. league is still very popular. I think if you need the flexibility over programming language since you can use python scala with spark it's definitely steeled the go-to tool and the fact that and maybe we'll talk about this in the future but the fact that now you can deploy spark up of keys and debts some pain points that we used to have or going away. You know. Also make it a pretty standard architecture. For big data workloads most work with the sets over one hundred gigabytes.
German Catholics to Bless Gay Unions Despite Vatican Ban
"German catholic churches openly defied the vatican this week by offering blessings to same sex couples more than one hundred congregations up and down. The country took part under the motto. Love wins the blessings contradictory ruling in march by the holy see's orthodoxy office. That god can not quote bless sin. Mcmartin has more on the love winds campaign which took place. Around the international day against homophobia savage been got its on of of disinterest health freak and his partner one of several same sex couples to receive a blessing by a catholic priest at a church in cologne this week for someone who's ball top catholic lives as a catholic and even worked for catholic organization health except the blessing was very important shudders ca. Food destroyed oscalus suicide. He said i have the feeling of being excluded a bit but now i'm grateful to possibility exists. We were able to receive blessing. Symbolic gesture was part of a wider initiative. Called lieber vint will love winds which signed up priests and diocese across germany. The decision to hold the blessings and around one hundred churches and large cities and rural areas comes despite a specific ruling from the vatican in march. The congregation for the doctrine of the faith was responding to a question about the church's power to bless same sex unions. Negative was the reply. Signed by cardinal. Luis larrea who heads the the daria said. It was not possible. Because despite positive elements god could not bless sin the rolling pleased conservatives drew criticism in germany and austria wimbledon. Two thousand priests the jeans and other members of the church signed a petition in favor of blessing same sex
The Rise and Fall of the Skinny Jean
"Eighty liberty in is a denim expert and consultant and she was at the company superfine. That rolled out one of the first collections of skinny jeans in the early two thousands. She says they were like this. Revelation were so edgy and cool. There was though one kind of big problem. They were hard to get on. They were hard to get off. Oh my gosh. Getting them off nightmare. That can just see myself in the bedroom drunk early. Twenty s trying to get my dad's skinny jeans of standing on them and playing. It was a real thing. But then innovation sa- mills in italy started producing stretch denim which meant skinny jeans. Easy to get on and pretty comfortable and flattering customers went for them. Skinny jeans dominated runways and city streets in two thousand and two two thousand five two thousand ten two thousand fifteen in the land of fast fashion seasonal trends. The skinny jean was like caesar dominating everything refusing to let go of his grip of our. And amy laverton said. This actually was kind of hard on fashioned. Companies is something that i feel guilty about working trend forecasting because of see we all have enough stuff as it is but obviously a part of the apparel industry. You know the the whole point of it is to make money so yeah it made it harder because obviously if you've already got your five pairs say of skinny jeans. How'd you sell. Amy says designers just gave up on trying to push new silhouettes onto customers and they surrendered to the skinny. In fact twenty years went by and skinny jeans. And all of their various forms just kept out-selling everything
Anti-Government Protests Continue in Colombia
"Has been a week of violent protests in Colombia that have left at least 24 people dead and more than 1000 other people injured. We'll demonstrate his first took to the streets to oppose tax reforms is part of a general strike in the country, prompting President even Dok to withdraw the proposals on the country's finance minister to resign. But they haven't been enough to stop the protests, which have become a wider call for change, a time when the country is being hit hard by the Corona virus Pandemic. Matthew Chance reports from Bogota Tens of thousands of Colombians have been taken to the streets. At times, it's appeared more like a festival than a protest. But despite the party atmosphere, the message is a serious one Iraqi people are resisting, says this demonstrator. We're tired of suffering tired of being ignored. Yeah. With the number of covert 19 infections and deaths at their highest levels. Authorities are worried about the impact of the demonstrations on the country's already overstretched health system, but these concerns are rejected by protesters. A local Indiana. The people are tired of corruption, says this man. If the people come out to protest during a pandemic, it's because they think the government is more dangerous than the virus. Protest quickly turned violent video posted on Social media showed a heavy handed response by the police. But they also showed unprovoked attacks against the security forces to Kelly and Mary Jean, Colombia's biggest cities. Test is attacked and burned public transport colombianos give us a less again to Clara's gone in companion mysteries of presente allowed to Martin, Jeremy's president. Even Dok appeared on television to condemn what he called Vandals. He said the violence was being coordinated by narco gangs operating in the country Comments rejected by the country's opposition political parties.
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"jean" Discussed on Parcast Presents
"Was gone. He couldn't kill coron not with her watching him with those beautiful tear-streaked is she looked so confused like she was searching for some kind of explanation. He had to tell her something. It didn't matter. What as a final act of kindness. He had to spare her and faces fears. He wasn't sure what to say i did. He think of something. Well practiced at lying kerlin was dazed and traumatized after the attack. Jean-claude acting as shocked as she was delicately convinced her to get into the car and they drove back to paris together. Jean claude claimed he didn't remember what he had just done. Ask her income down on the drive. She tried to talk to him about what had happened. He fell back on one of his oldest lies telling her that he had cancer. Now he claimed the disease was causing erratic behavior. He said it had started to affect his brain. He claimed he had recently been having blackouts and behavioral changes. He vowed to seek help before dropping her off at her apartment. Then just a few minutes after leaving. He called her from a phone booth. He was still worried she would call the police. He insisted that the attack had been a sudden lapse and that he hadn't planned on killing her despite the tear gas in his trunk to prove his point he claimed that if it were premeditated.
"jean" Discussed on Parcast Presents
"The winter of nineteen ninety-two thirty eight year old. Jean claude remind hardly got out of bed while his wife was out and his children were at school. He was languishing heartsick. The end of his affair with his lover karen but his relationship problems were the least of his worries. He had spent the previous two decades lying to his friends and family about being the doctor. For years he'd lived in fear that he might one day be exposed as a fraud. He had discouraged people from asking questions about his career claiming that he preferred to keep his personal and professional lives separate but the deception was getting more and more difficult to maintain sometime that december. Jean claude's wife laurent's ran into a woman whose husband actually worked at the world health organization. She mentioned a christmas party for employees and their families to laurent's asking if she planned to attend with sean claude. According to this woman florence look disturbed by the question. She murmured this time. I really should get annoyed with my husband. It's not clear whether florins confronted jong claude. About the party but either way. She was likely having doubts about his reasons for keeping her and the children away from his workplace. This wasn't her only cause for suspicion around that time jean. Claude served as a member of his children's school board shortly before christmas vacation. The board precedent. Trying to contact. Sean claude at work to discuss an issue with one of the teachers. He tried to look up. Sean claude's name in the world health organization directory but couldn't find it a few days later. He ran into florence on the street and mentioned it to her. She said she talked to jean-claude about it though it's clear if she actually confronted him even if laurent's wasn't starting to ask questions john claude knew he would soon be discovered if these close calls didn't expose him is dwindling. Bank accounts would a few days before christmas of nineteen ninety two. He faced even more questions. His former mistress quran invited him to come visit her and paris although he was probably no longer sleeping with her they had tried to maintain a friendship not long after they broke up she'd even given him nine hundred thousand francs to invest on her behalf. Secretly jean claude had simply taken her money and spend it instead. The two had a pleasant dinner together at first but at the end of the night. Karen dropped a bombshell. She wanted her money back as always john. Claude stayed calm in the moment. He promised that he'd get her money and give it to her. Shortly after the new year he told her he was attending a dinner party around that time and invited her to come along and pick up her check. Then karan agreed. She had no idea that behind his cool facade. Sean clod was panicking. Before i continue with jean claude psychology. Please note that. I am not a licensed psychiatrist or but i have done a lot of research for the show. The threat of financial ruin may be a precursor to violence particularly within families psychologists. Joseph salute has said that money and financial success and security are very closely tied to physical and psychological wellbeing and self esteem sociologist. Catherine van warmer examined a cluster of murder suicide shortly after the financial crisis of two thousand eight she wrote. Employment difficulties are pronounced in the backgrounds of the perpetrators in those cases. Interestingly around half of the family murder suicides were carried out by men with no known history of domestic abuse
"jean" Discussed on Is Our Love ____? with Lola Jean & The Reluctant Sexpert
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Happy sewed in a row in a row last week last week. Really left me feeling like a dirty talk more of this. It's really interesting. I love like just the two different styles and approaches So different so different. Yeah our guest. This week is tabitha. Rain tabitha is on erotic over. Who's been writing erotic. A lab who has a large body of work which includes her. Do book drenched. Which are kind of shorter. Tantalize labeled the subtitle have drenched is tentatively easing tales to make you glow so fitting for her She also wrote a trilogy. Called the clockwork butterflied trilogy. And she is the inventor of the ruby glow vibrator a writable vibrator a writable vibrator. Sit in your seat and to have grand way. Designed desks chairs really. I mean hell. Yeah ed we get into it. She now of the really cheap. She loves that stuff. Somebody's she yeah. She really does glow when she talks about erotic literature and erotic fiction she loves the community. She loves the the process and she really gets into it this week. Yeah what about what about me. What did you. What did you after last episode did you. Did you leave erotic literature head space like where you were you writing. I think actually like almost like got kicked my butt a little bit. Because i have. I've been writing not necessarily erotica probably more on the lines of like peekaboo than than tabitha For as far as content goes. But i have a lot of short stories chronological short stories that like choppers at feed into each other. And i just haven't touched it for walks so much other shit going on. But it's there and i always wanted to do it and i. I submitted a couple of short stories cheaper. Listenable that Are going to be coming out of written for frolic But i think it's more that i'm like. Oh i wanna get back into that and do that. But i just i don't have the time right now but it's always on the docket and i'm just i keep trying to free up time to get back to it. Are you able to get yourself in in kind of an erotic head space when you do that because that would strike me as being a little out of character for you i mean i kind of right in a similar way tabitha but even when. I'm doing my audio erotica. All i pointed out like plant a scene where i don't know exactly where everything's gonna go. I know a couple moments. I know the feeling i wanna get or get across and i just kind of close my eyes and just picture stuff. Maybe not touch myself. Like a radically. But if i'm telling the listener to like place a hand on their neck. I'm doing that too. Yeah so i'm more. I do go somewhere thing where i'm either going to you know. Make up a scenario where i'm not writing for a particular person or i recount something that just happened And write about things that way to use. But i don't do a lot of like the only imagining i would do is creating a scenario like in my head of things that are happening and it's usually also very vague in a good way Yeah interesting it allows both a listener to create their own thing from it. But then it's also just 'cause. I'm so specific. I don't even know what i necessarily want it so i just keep it. Keep certain things you specificity where it's needed. I have such a hard time with writing bike. And i really get myself into a rut. And it's funny after our episode. Last week i realized that. I'm kind of in a rut with thirty talk. Like like have my go to's and they're fine. My relationship is going on and going on and going on and you get to the place of like i feel like a fucking set everything It's interesting because this we. I mean what this week kind of this week's conversation kind of a amok for me was like maybe if i could find space to like actually write things out and actually create fantasy and actually but because i'm kind of doing it from a switch. He plays of pleasing another person. It's always rooted in like rate. I always to me. I think i really need to to me is so there was something i did all own to this. There was something. I did a couple of months back. I think i put out on the podcast. I was like if anyone's audio porn for me. Ha ha ha. That would be really funny. Someone responding someone. Did someone actually responded. And they were like they're like hey i'm a fan. I found your podcast. I think is very sexy. And i'm like really and we had a skype conversation and then cova guy whereas george floyd habit everything the world and i just let it dry i was so i mean i've been so fucking depressed like the thought of recording erotica like audio erotica is like. Here's the world's very like i've really been having a rough rough time with that something that this conversation on lock was like okay. Maybe i need to present this differently and like actually think about storytelling. Because where. I've tried to do what you're doing where it's like. Oh i'm feeling this. I'm thinking about that. That's not everyone is neither do that. Various percent on. Everyone has the improv chops. So like maybe it's more about one of the things. Tabitha does a reading at the end of this and i really love the way that she performed. I mean you can just tell that. She's like pro and been doing this. Been to a lot of read that one before tune is still gives me chills. Yeah like i just think that maybe for me that that kind of structure and being willing to bet kind of time is something that could be more helpful in that situation. I'll send you the class that we did on. Diy audio rata because there is three of us and we all had different levels of structure that we went into it. I'm the most loosey-goosey sausage kind of in the middle. And then dan who's gonna roddick. Poet has way more structure. And what is this class. Where can people find it. Because if i fuck no no is Lola jean dot com backlash store So that's where i've been putting recordings of the classes that i've been doing and a good five or six of them are free or pay what you can right now to including that one could jesus. I didn't know that you're doing that. I have to like. I've been a little checked out. I haven't been announcing it that much. I've just been quietly doing it. Promote your shit i do like. It's always so much shit i mean. Do your email us. I get it. But i have a lot of a more expensive paycheck coming out to that stuff. I think announcing. I'm like it's free. Go by it. But i had a breakthrough yesterday in therapy re talking therapist is like you know just with past few weeks and listening. I think you're depressed. And i was like oh and explaining it to me and it was like the lease 'climactic leg 'cause i've been depressed before but she was like. Yeah no all these things saying it like. You're depressed and i was like. Oh i normal. Normal wiring.
"jean" Discussed on Is Our Love ____? with Lola Jean & The Reluctant Sexpert
"With other people working in it or or well. It's interesting because i would say you know. I've experienced a lot of Yeah you could possibly classify as ptsd. Vicarious trauma is another is another is a part of that is that an experienced in the first part of my korea. Is that Besides the palliative care and the funeral industry the rest of my career has been specifically in the criminal justice setting so dealing with traumatic bereavement and the exposure to that constantly. vicarious trauma being that you're not the primary experience of the traumatic experience because you're constantly exposed to suck you secondary exposure to it so Yes i've experienced traumatic responses to that and hints burning out and having it come from the other part of the work i think i have developed the depth anxiety. And this is actually something. I'm actually only purchasing at the moment becoming aware of at the moment as reading an interesting article in the guardian the other day about a psychologist he works people that have death anxiety and their process is about exposure therapy and i thought to myself jesus like the last thing i need his exposure therapy when it comes to death. It's like the exposure is what's caused the trauma so yeah i mean look right now i think for me at the moment it manifests in in that i in a way that i'm hyper aware of the potential for for dying at any given second and You know whether it's whether it's accidental. Or whether you cross the road something happens out on the street you dina car-crash or medical like some sort of sudden medical event and that sort of elicits a lot of anxiety in me. Yeah i'm am very much a catastrophist. I identify with that very much. Because it's just like well you know it's interesting because you're constantly trying to over planet over in november plan but as the result of that you're also like well fuck it. It doesn't matter all going die anyway. You know there's there's only partially like just being fully transparent about that. I know that that's through trauma. Growing up. through things with my family. I had a a real serious disability within my family in that created this mindset of like very all or nothing all or nothing. We're either all planned and everything is going to plant or fucked and were at a. It creates a lot of anxiety. I mean especially now like here In the middle of the middle of Exactly this is creating so much anxiety for everyone. But especially i think you know any any trouble the extra triggered and you're feeling of being completely out of control is like carrion at of you all of your experience dealing with people with this there. I mean i'm sure there must be classic ways of that people respond because even just hearing from both of you in myself. Like i'm avoiding about a conversation about death and i try to keep that out of my mind i'd bring it up. Yeah i mean yeah. I'm actually curious. Good friends just seen all of it i mean. Is there a good way to do it as a right wrong way. Oh well. I hope that i would handle it like this person. Did you know like like what have you seen down that lane. Good bad and ugly for how people cope yeah trauma data agree uncontrollable grief. Yeah look there's a lot of talk now about the good death that's kind of in courts good death and i think that that is something i think it can be done in a way. That is as good as you could hope for it to bay. However i don't think that excludes all of the unpleasant on pleasantries of the dying experience the emotional and the physical and and all of the stuff. I think if we have the capacity to plan for our desks and that usually only comes dealing with some sort of illness terminal illness. That's usually only when people kind of actively actually been having these conversations with parents now. Like i think i think one would hope as you get. Older sister works notably care so we're watching. She's watching everything that everyone is doing wrong as they're getting older and we're trying to plan my parents much more than maybe yeah yet. Look i mean. I think in that regard. If you a lot of people would probably care what happens to their body. When i die and that's fine. That's a fine way to be. I think that it's just helpful from a practical perspective. And i think what helps people in the grief process. What is the most helpful. Part of the group gave grief. Process is the ability to make sense and have understanding of what's going on so our need to be able to logic clay kind of grasp. What's happening what what the steps are. That's i think our first step towards having a healthy grief process and that's been a lot of what my work is entailed in that. I've worked lot in the very early stages of people's grief experience so it's often a lot about what we call psycho education. It's about explaining what's happening in very practical useful tombs so we certainly don't go into a new grief experience in stop the sarah pubic process in quotes. It's more it is therapeutic. But it's more about saying this is what's going to happen. This is what's going to happen next. You know this is what's going to happen over the next couple of days and weeks and months and giving people that kind of that understanding of what the process is going to be provide some kind of framework for the experience now if that framework is not present. then there's potential for all sorts of complications and things like that to arise. So i think that's probably the most important heart but other than that. There's no right way. As i say it's not right but it's like you know there's like however many stages of grieving and i'm just wondering if it's like you see like oh people usually react in two ways. They are either like or or whatever the things maybe i mean. If you had to pinpoint like types you know. Because i feel like i feel like i pretty much. We young the spectrum. Pretty harsh you avoiding. Yeah comes to death. I do every yeah and when i yeah have had friends pass away. I mean that's my only real point of reference is like grandparents and friends that have passed my way of coping with is like gathering all my friends and like having it out. I mean that's that's the only way i really know how to deal at my family. My my family exercises in a very similar way on part of my family but feel with families. It's very tricky. Because then there's another half of my family who does not acknowledge dad and you know and then you're kind of meeting somewhere in the middle is that is that your experience like seeing those two kind of as like the polls or or is there. Are there third options of were just not even thinking. About the word got a self-centered with yeah. I think probably the only other the only other thing that jumps out at me is the people that Face it aggressively. So you get people have yet. The avoidance saying that just going to go through the martians and not really talk about the intricacies of it and just you just just existing basically people who are really much more comfortable with it. Maybe like you who want to be involved in the process they wanna under.
"jean" Discussed on Crimes of Passion
"More nervous than ever. jean-claude drove back home to previous song. It was Sunday morning when he arrived by eleven am. He began to worry that friends might stop by if they thought the family was home. He drove his car to the parking lot of a shopping center and left it. They're trying to make it look like the family was out. He left a confession in his car scrawled on the back of an envelope. He walked back home running into the pharmacist on his way, they said hello to each other and passing. Nothing about his behavior seemed strange. John Claude seem like a man on a casual stroll. When he got back home, he put a tape in the VCR and sat in front of the television. For the next three hours, he recorded the programs playing on the TV. There was nothing significant about what he watched. He Channel Surf switching between sports and news programs. Until the tape was full, he apparently wanted to record over the previous contents of the tape. It's not clear what the tape originally contained. It may have been home. Videos of the family some later speculated that it contained pornography. Whatever the case Jean Claude never explained why he taped over these memories. Besides recording television, jean-claude also placed repeated phone calls to Karen. She finally answered on the ten try. They talked about what happened the night before. He, apologized for attacking her and again promise that he'd return her money the next day. He begged her not to go to the police over the attack because she believed that it was caused by his cancer, she agreed. After hanging up Jean. Claude stalled for several more hours until after midnight. Then he went up the attic and soak the floor and gasoline. He did the same in the bedrooms foreign gasoline on the bodies of on and his children. Sometime around four am. He put on his pajamas and started several fires in the attic and bedrooms. As flames crackled Sean Claude went into his own bedroom and took twenty capsules of expired barbituate. He found in the house. He could have taken the stronger barbituates. He had purchased from the drugstore, but he didn't. Perhaps, despite the suicidal thoughts, he claimed profess he didn't really want to be unconscious. After taking the pills, he lay down on the bed for a few moments and closed his eyes. Outside street cleaner saw the flames in the attic and called the Fire Department. When help arrived Jean Claude dragged himself to the window and opened it. The firefighters quickly discovered him and raised the ladder to his window. By the time, his rescuers reached him, he'd lost consciousness due to the pills and smoke inhalation. While he was rushed in an ambulance to the hospital in Geneva. Firefighters discovered the bodies of his wife and children in the bedrooms. An examination soon revealed the truth. They hadn't died in the fire. Florence's head injury and the children's bullet wounds proved that they had been murdered beforehand. Later that morning Jean Claude. Dunkel went to his parents house to tell them the news about the fire. Inside he found their bodies. The discovery left investigators with hundreds of questions, but the only man who could answer them Jean. Claude Vermont was lying in a coma. It wasn't clear whether he'd ever regained consciousness, or if the mystery surrounding his family's death would die with him. Coming up, authorities try to solve Jean Claude's labyrinth of secrets now back to the story. On the morning of January tenth, nineteen ninety-three firefighters meet a horrifying discovery at the farmhouse of thirty eight year old Sean Claude Remond. Amongst the flaming wreckage of the home, rescuers found the bodies of John Claude's wife Florence and his two young children. They had been murdered. The only one in the home still alive was Jean Claude himself. He had fallen into a coma after ingesting sleeping pills and inhaling smoke from the fire. While he was unconscious. Police learned that his parents had also been murdered in their home more than fifty miles away. Investigators immediately tried to learn as much as they could. About the supposed doctor, they wanted to know if he had any enemies who might have targeted his family when but as they looked into Jean Claude's background. They realized he wasn't who he seemed. He didn't work at the World Health, organization, as he had been telling everyone in his life for years, he had never even graduated from medical school. Everything about Jean, Claude. Remond was a sham. For nearly two decades, he had been terrified that one day. The truth would come out. But a few days after the murderers when he slowly regained consciousness. He had no trouble lapsing back into his habit of lying. When police questioned him in his hospital bed, Jean Claude invented a story that an intruder dressed all in black, had snuck into his home and shot his family before setting the House on fire. When asked about his employment with the World Health? Organization Jean Claude admitted that he did not work there. He claimed instead that he was employed as a consultant for scientific company in Geneva. However, he had no evidence to verify the claim and couldn't even prove that the company existed. Police questioned him for seven hours. He told lie after lie clinging desperately to his respectable image. In fact, he seemed to care more about his waning reputation than his dead wife and children. It's likely that his lawyer convinced him. That is deception was transparent. He couldn't lie his way out of the criminal investigation. Jean Claude finally confessed. After his arrest for murder. Claude was held in prison in Borgen breasts. France. Me Never, appear to be wracked with guilt. Instead. He seemed comforted as if a great weight had been lifted from his shoulders. He later said. I have never been so free. Life has never been so beautiful. I am a murderer I'm seen as the lowest possible thing in society, but that's easier to bear than the twenty years of lies that came before. For the next few years, he prepared for his trial. Psychiatrists regularly visited him in prison and diagnosed him with narcissistic personality disorder. These doctors found that he was obsessed with how others viewed him. Is Reputation was his only concern. He didn't know who he was outside of other people's perception of him. One psychiatrist report indicated that he will never ever managed to be perceived as authentic and he himself fears that he will never know if he is. But it wasn't long before Jean. Claude settled on a new identity, a man of God. In December of nineteen ninety four police took him to his farmhouse in previous song and asked him to reenact the crimes. While standing in his old home, the investigators replied a message that had been left on his answering machine tape. It was from Florence in the children. They loved the message during a summer holiday years before. In the message Jean Claude heard floor on say. Hi there, it's us. We arrived safely or waiting for you to join us. Be careful.
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"The start of the weekend and the birthday party planned to attend later. Jean Claude shoot them out of the bathroom. Where their mother lay still on the bed, telling them that floor aunts was sleeping. The kids went downstairs and watch television with Shawn Claude in the living room. Jean Claude leader said after I killed Florence. I knew that I was also going to kill Antoine and Caroline in those moments in front of the television where the last that we would spend together. I cuddled with them I must have said sweet things to them like I love you. After, watching television for about an hour, Caroline noticed Jean. Claude seemed cold, a common sign of shock. The girl advised her father to get his bathrobe. Jean. Claude went upstairs and caroline followed him. He asked the seven year old girl to go to her bedroom and lie face down on the bed. He put a pillow over her head, pretending that they were playing a game together. Then he took his rifle which he had equipped with his newly silencer and shot her. Afterward he went downstairs for Antoine. He tried to get the boy to drink some of the barbituates. He purchased diluted in water. But Antoine refused them. John Claude brought the boy upstairs Hannam lie down on his bed and shot him just caroline. jean-claude could never explain why he felt the need to destroy the children. He claimed love. Eventually as Emmanuel career shows in his book. One of Sean Claude Psychiatrists concluded that jean-claude Claude couldn't distinguish between himself and the people. He considered to be his love. That's. The report explained that in Jong Clods view he was part of them and they of him in a cosmic system that was all embracing undifferentiated and closed at that level. There is no longer much difference between suicide and homicide. This fits the psychological profile of many so-called family annihilates. Psychiatrists Sherbert Frazier labeled this crime suicide by proxy. His theory is described in the criminology book, the will to kill making sense of senseless murder. The authors write. The killer sees his loved ones as an extension of himself, he feels personal responsibility for the wellbeing of his wife and children, and sees no other way out of his predicament. At that moment Jean Claude felt that his life was over. His family was destroyed. If his life had to end, so did there's. Killing his wife and children wasn't enough. He couldn't bear the thought of any loved ones discovering who he really was. At the House, he retrieved his rifle. He wrapped it back up and took it to his car. Then he made the hour long drive to his parents house in clear lay lack. Winning got there, he had lunch with them. Perhaps he wanted to enjoy one less meal together. Afterward Lord is father to his old bedroom upstairs and asked him to point out a malfunctioning air vent down by the floor. His father knelt down to look at it with his back to Jean Claude. Jean Claude raised his rifle and shot him twice. He then called his mother upstairs with the silencer attached to the rifle. She apparently hadn't heard the gunshots, but even so it seems he couldn't convince her to turn around as he had with all the others. She was the only one who's wounds indicated that she was facing Sean. Claude when she was shot. Even then shown. Claude wasn't finished spilling blood. When his parents don't raced into the room and began whimpering beside the bodies. He killed the animal as well he later. I thought Caroline should have him with her. She adored him. Jean Claude covered his parents with blankets, washed his rifle and placed it on his father's gun rack. then. He changed disclose. He had brought a suit with him. He had plans to meet Karen that evening and he intended to keep them. Four hours later Jean. Claude arrived in Paris. He met Grin in front of a church where she was attending mass with her daughters after the service. He accompanied them to her apartment where they left the children with the babysitter. Grin got into Jean Claude car and they started to drive to the dinner party he had invited her to. Right away, she asked about her money. He explained that there was a delay, but she would get it on Monday. Coron accepted his answer, but as a drove further from Paris, and into the Forest Fontaine blue. She grew concern. Around ten thirty pm Jean Claude claimed he was lost. In reality. He was driving around aimlessly in the woods killing time. He eventually stopped the car at a picnic area tilling Karan. He needed to find the phone number of the party host. He rummaged for a moment in the trunk. Then he came around to the passenger seat to talk to Karan. He told her he wasn't able to find the phone number, but he had discovered. A necklace meant to be a present for her. He asked her to step out of the car, so he could put it around her neck. She stepped down reluctantly, and he told her to close her eyes. As soon as she did. She felt the spray of tear gas filling her nose. Disoriented Coron lunged at Sean Clod, fighting for her life. jean-claude chapter in the stomach with the stun gun and she fell back against the side of the car. currenly twitching on the ground. She Bank Sean. Claude not to kill her reminding him of her young daughters. Then, despite the tear gas, she opened her eyes and stared at him. The site of her stare direct in pleading move John Claude. He abruptly stopped his attack. jean-claude froze. He Watch current convulse on the ground. Her eyes boring into him. He hurt his own voice, repeating her name over and over again. He saw that she was trembling, and he reached out gently wanting to soothe her. He couldn't explain what happened to him. He knew he lost the fight with the devil inside of him. It had pushed him coldly murder his family. He was past the point of no return and yet suddenly. He lost his nerve. The Monster. Was Gone. He couldn't kill Korean not with her. Watching him with those beautiful tear streaked is. She looked so confused like she was searching for some kind of explanation. He had to tell her something didn't matter what. As a final act of kindness, he had to spare her and faces fears. He wasn't sure what to say i. he think of something. He was well practiced at lying. Grin was dazed and traumatized after the attack. jean-claude, acting as shocked as she was delicately convinced her to get into the car and the back to Paris together. Jean Claude claimed he didn't remember what he had just done. Ask Her income down on the drive. She tried to talk to him about what had happened. He fell back on. One of his oldest lies telling her that he had cancer. Now he claimed the disease was causing erratic behavior. He said it had started to affect his brain. E.
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"Due to the graphic nature of these crimes, listener discretion is advised. This episode includes discussions of violence, murder and suicidal ideation that some people may find offensive. We advise extreme caution for children under the age of thirteen. Luke glad mural woke up to the phone ringing. He immediately suspected the worst anyone calling at four am had to be bringing bad news. He picked up the receiver and stepped out of the bedroom before the noise woke his wife though he'd braced himself. He was still shocked when he heard what had happened. Jean Claude Romance House was on fire. His friend had been inside when the flames started along with his wife Laurent's and their two children. They were being rushed to the hospital. It wasn't clear whether anyone had survived. Luke sat in stunned silence for a moment before hanging up the phone. Eventually! He steeled himself to get up and get dressed. As he buttons his shirt. He thought about the last time he heard from Jean Claude. Just a few days earlier, his wife told him Jean Claude had stopped by looking for him wanting to talk, but luke had missed him. He was still at work. Lost, in thought, Luke climbed into his car and drove to the hospital. On the way he saw smoke in the distance coming from the romance family, Farmhouse. Wondered was jean-claude wanted to talk to him about. Or what he'd wanted to confess..
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"Suspected anything was wrong. She never mentioned it. She seemed content with her family. In fact in the fall of nineteen, ninety two. She went off birth control and told her doctor that she was thinking about getting pregnant again. Meanwhile Jean. Claude lived in dread of the moment when his money would run out again. Jean Claude withdrew a few hundred francs from the ATM. He felt his whole body tense as a machine. Spit out a receipt. He crumpled the paper without looking at the balance. Whatever the number was, he couldn't face it. He knew without even seeing it that he was in trouble. Jean Claude hunched his shoulders and hurry down the sidewalk. His stomach twisted in knots. He was used to the anxiety now. He lived with it for years. Even so the shrinking numbers in his bank account felt like a countdown to his Judgment Day. When it hits zero, it was time for a reckoning. He had no explanations and no plausible excuses. If Lawrence found out, she would know beyond a doubt that he was a fraud. Luckily for Jean Claude Florence wasn't in the habit of chunking up on their finances, but he knew he wouldn't be able to hide it if their bank accounts were overdrawn. Yet. Even then he couldn't stop himself from spending or lying. He was out of control. Most narcissists are deeply afraid of failure of being exposed as imperfect. Psychologist Bins Roskin. Discuss this in a nineteen eighty five article where he wrote. Perfectionism in the narcissists personality is less related to morals and ideals. Rather it is an attempt by the individual to live up to a grandiose self image in order to avoid humiliation and. And the loss of admiration. When the eventual collapse of the self image comes, it can be destructive. Doctor Saragan added. The inevitable failure to live up to the perfectionist standards results in profound shame and narcissistic rage. Jean Claude remind lived in constant fear that his lies would catch up with him and the shame that would follow. He knew that he needed to find a way out, but couldn't figure out how to come clean without destroying his reputation. For nearly two decades Jean Claude had kept the depths of his deception secret from everyone in his life. As a seventeenth year of lies drew to a close, nobody could have imagined the violent plan forming and his mind..
"jean" Discussed on GONE
"jean" Discussed on GONE
"Nine the. Los Angeles Ma was incredibly active. The film and Television Industry has seedy underbelly where. Crime flourished. Gene Social Circle included several people associated with prominent Hollywood boss Mickey Cohen. Mickey Cohen had a dangerous enemy in Sicilian Mobster Jack drag now known as the capone of Los Angeles dragged no ruthlessly attacked anyone who had any association with Cohen? No matter how slight. He could have come after gene. One of genes, closer associates was David Little Davey Google. Who is also one of Mickey Cohen's top enforcers? Prior to her disappearance gene had been seen was oh Goule on multiple occasions in Las Vegas Palm Springs and at a hotel in the La area, suspiciously ogle disappeared the same week as Jean almost as if they were part of the same hit. However David Ogle was going to be a witness in an upcoming trial, which meant he had a target on his back, so he had a firm motive to flee the country. That if she heard Ogle was leaving town. Maybe gene decided to escape with him. It could have been to escape Dragana or perhaps Ogle was another one of her many suitors, and she didn't WanNa live without him either way a few months after her disappearance customs agents in El, Paso Texas reported that they saw two men with a woman who matched jeans description. Sightings of the three continued throughout nineteen fifty in March. The trio were placed in Mexico, city. None of the witnesses could confirm the identity of the individuals, so the police couldn't prove that the group included gene and. Nor did they have any theories about who the other man was? Plus, these sightings all occurred after gene had already made the news, so the witnesses could have been influenced by the pictures in the papers. It wouldn't be the first time that someone saw what they wanted to see. In lieu of reality, and the police never received any more concrete evidence about the unidentified men and the woman. The theory that gene fled with gangsters fits her strange behavior. The night she went missing and it explains the Lai as she told her family. If they knew where she was going, they'd be endanger. But there's one huge flaw in the story. Gene would never have abandoned her daughter. Jeans desire to be a good mother is well documented after all in nineteen forty-six. Her husband won custody of Christine. If gene wanted to pursue glamorous life of romance, and start him free of parental responsibility, she had her chance, but instead she fought until she got Christine back in one, thousand, nine, hundred, forty eight. If gene plan to leave the country. She would've brought Christine with her. It's possible she didn't go willingly. Maybe she was abducted by Oh Goule or his associates. But that doesn't explain why. She lied about her whereabouts that night. Which means unfortunately. Jean probably didn't disappear by choice. There's something appealing about the idea that she lived a glamorous second life in Mexico. But there's just too little evidence to make this believable. As the months passed by jeans, case grew cold. Eventually, all of the detectives were pulled off investigation. Her file was stashed away and forgotten. Seventy years later Jean Spangler case remains unsolved. Her mother and sister-in-law were always adamant that her ex husband Dexter Benner killed her, but they've never been able to produce anything more concrete than their suspicions. Amateur sleuths have also attempted to solve the case over time. The theories of gotten more outlandish, some suspected Dr George Hotel. Who performed abortions in Los Angeles around the time that gene went missing after an arrest for molestation incest hotel was released on bail just two days before gene vanished. During an unrelated inquiry into the Black Dahlia case, authorities thoroughly investigated hotel, even though he was never charged regarding gene or the Black Dahlia, the heat was too much for hotel during the investigation, he fled to the Philippines. Years later, his son, Steven, a private detective in retired police officer wrote a book, claiming that his father was a serial killer in the book Black Dahlia Avenger Stephen Listed. The desk that he thought were connected to his father, including Jean Spangler 's. But there's no hard evidence linking del to gene. Like every other theory in this case, it rests in the realm of speculation. In all the investigations over the years, three main theories has stayed consistent. A murder and abortion gone wrong or a mob related kidnapping yet. None of these explanations fit perfectly with the evidence. Jean spangler compelling tragedy made her a perfect figure for the press to. We've stories around. Every clue introduced a new salacious angle to the mystery. Her. Life made for a perfect accuracy tale, an attempt to soar to stardom that ended only in a plummet to do. Jean Spangler was charming and driven. She knew what she wanted and nothing short of total oblivion could stopper from getting it. In the end she finally found her dream of Hollywood fame. Even if sadly, she probably didn't live to see..
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"Earlier that year gene had appeared as a background dancer in a film called Young Man With a Horn, starring Kirk Douglas not only was Douglas wealthy and influential. He took an unusual interest in Jean's disappearance. In fact, he called the police station before they could even contact him for an interview on the phone Douglas said he'd heard about Jean Spangler. In the news. Everyone in the southland had. But he didn't remember meeting her on onset. He told the police that he didn't see much point in meeting them in person since he had nothing more to say. Whether they were struck or just disinterested the police Douglas at his word, they thanked him for calling in and encouraged him to phone again if you remembered anything later on. A few days later, Douglas called back. He'd been talking to a friend about Jean's disappearance. The friend referred to her as the tall girl in the green dress. That description Douglas immediately put a face to the name. He announced that he had known her after all, he was calling back in the spirit of transparency now he said they had met on the set and kidded around. Kirk Douglas was an infamous ladies man, and like to flirt with his co stars. So. It wasn't out of the ordinary that he'd exchanged. Banner shows miles with gene. But he made it very clear that they hadn't gone any further than that. The two had no romantic relationship. Once again, the police didn't follow up or interview him in person after all Douglas had been on vacation in Palm Springs over one hundred miles away at the time of Jean's disappearance. Police Chief Brown accepted Douglas's explanation and never formally considered him suspect. Kirk Douglas was another dead end. Just like jeans, ex husband Dexter, Brenner, and her ex boyfriend, Lieutenant Scotty. All these men had potential motive and the means to make Jean Disappear. But since the police failed to investigate these men further, it's hard to say whether any of them had anything to do with her disappearance. And after Douglas's phone call, the trail went cold. The lack of thorough detective work also men that there was a lack of hard evidence since gene told her friends that she was pregnant, will take her at her word, but besides the note in her purse. There's no record gene ever saw Dr. around the time she vanished and no confirmation of the alleged pregnancy. But that isn't that suspicious? Abortions were legal and gene would have sought treatment with the utmost secrecy. That would also explain why your body never turned up. If a doctor botched the procedure, they'd have to get rid of the evidence or face arrest. But the problem with the secret abortion theory is that it doesn't line up with the witness timeline. Multiple witnesses spotted at the farmer's market, and later at a restaurant called the cheese box. It's highly unlikely jeans. Appointment was scheduled after two a m last time she was seen at the cheese box. Now. It's possible that she was at the restaurant to meet with an abortion doctor who never showed, but if he were a no show. That doesn't explain why Jean Vanished. Thanks to the cases media coverage, the tips kept coming in and one call to the police tip line suggested a more violent end for Jean Spangler. A gas station attendant named art. Rogers claimed that on the night of October seventh. The same night gene disappeared a man pulled up to the gas station in a blue-grey convertible. A woman sat slumped in the passenger seat. Rogers didn't get a good look at her because she ducked down like she was trying to stay out of sight. Before Rogers could ask any questions. The man ordered him to fill up the tank. He added. We're going to Fresno. When the car drove off, the woman turned and yelled to Rogers. Get our license plate number and call the police. Rogers did just that although at the time he didn't know why, because once he saw the story of Jean Spangler in the news. He noticed that her description matched that of the woman in the car. As Rogers, speculated to the police maybe Jean Spangler had been kidnapped. And the men who spirited her away, were some of the most dangerous in all of Los Angeles. Enforcers for the Mafia. Next police uncovered jeans unlikely connection to the Hollywood mob now back to the story. Jean Spangler was a twenty six year old nightclub dancer, aspiring movie, Star and young mother, but her story took a dark turn when she vanished on October, seventh nineteen, forty nine. Sadly, the police repeatedly failed to follow up on leads, but the media stepped in Jean. Spangler story was big news. The tabloids were also a fire with another unsolved case, the nineteen forty seven Black Dahlia murder. Some speculated that Jean Spangler 's disappearance could be connected to the black. Dahlia later identified as Elizabeth. Short both women were aspiring actresses with dark curly hair, and like Jean Spangler. Some think that Elizabeth Short was killed by an underground abortionist. Though it's highly unlikely that shorts, unsolved murder was an accident based on the way the body was found. If, that were the case. A serial killer might be the culprit, but police quickly dismissed the theory. They speculated that serial killers committed murders attention. They wanted their victims to be found. On the horrors of the Black Dahlia crime scene it would be odd if you been killed by the same person, but not posed in a similar way. Since jeans, corpse hadn't turned up. She'd probably met some other fate. We should note that this stereotype that serial killers want show off isn't universally true, and not all killers follow the exact mo for every victim especially when they're starting out, the fact that investigators were so quick to dismiss a potential connection is just one more instance where the lapd may have failed gene, but the police claim they had no reason to explore a far fetched theories about serial killers when they had more compelling suspects. The people who gene new personally. As the LAPD COMB through jeans, Rolodex they discovered a surprising connection between the vibrant socialite and the Mafia. In nineteen, forty,.
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"Police called Sophie. She confirmed that the bag belonged to Jean. She had no idea who Kirk or Dr Scott were, but the LAPD immediately deemed them persons of interest. Since the handbag was found in Griffith Park. It was a natural place to begin the search. The LAPD recruited around two hundred volunteers to comb through the park, but simultaneously released a statement, saying gene had suffered a slight illness, but would return shortly as soon as she felt better. This the first of many instances where the Los Angeles police department minimized or ignored the facts of Jean, spangler disappearance. It's hard to say why they intentionally released misinformation. Maybe they didn't want to cause a panic over a possible murder or kidnapping. But maybe the police weren't that interested in finding gene at all as a dancer with a divorce in her past and multiple boyfriends in the present gene was anything but a prim and proper lady. It's very likely department officials didn't think that she was worth the resources to mount a proper investigation. Unsurprisingly the Griffith Park search didn't turn up anything useful. With. No leads the police interview gene's friends and family. Her Ex. Husband Dexter Benner said he hadn't spoken to gene in weeks. But Jean sister-in-law wasn't so convinced. After Brenner her gene was missing, he'd come over to pick up his daughter, Christine, but when he arrived at the House Sophie noticed that his face was scratched up as if he'd been in a fight. Better had a hair trigger temper. He'd abused gene during their marriage, and with his recent loss of custody. He had the perfect motive to eliminate his ex. Sophie and Jeans Mother were convinced he'd gone too far. So the police question banner as second time a few days after the disappearance. But he stuck to his story, he hadn't seen gene. The night she'd gone missing. He'd been with his new wife Lynn Lasky. She backed up his alibi. When investigators asked about the cuts, Benner said that he dropped a case of glasses at work. They'd shattered inches away from his face, cutting him. Since Dexter banners seemed like a dead end. The police saw other suspects. They turned their attention to another abusive former lover Lieutenant Scotty. Maybe he'd made good on his threat to kill gene if she ever left him. Scotty may have been the Dr Scott and Jean's note that there's no record of him ever being a physician. In addition he'd been out of genes lie for almost five years. There was no. That he'd had any contact with her recently, so after the police batted the theory around, they never bothered to question him. Once, again, a lead became a dead end when investigators dropped the ball. The police did however flip through jeans diary. They hope to find references to a secret boyfriend or some other possible suspect, but the Journal offered more questions than answers. The pages were littered with a bounty of names, men, women, ordinary, blue collar, workers and world famous celebrities. Often individuals were listed without context, so the police couldn't distinguish which were professional contacts in which were jeans lovers. There was no way to sort through the list once more. The officials dropped potential leads rather than investigating further, but the media was more than willing to take over the investigation for them. The unexplained disappearance of a young beautiful aspiring actress was catnip to journalists. Papers reported on every development in the case drumming up public attention. And while some of the more salacious elements might have scared the police off the trail. They made for flashy headlines that generated even more coverage like when gene's friends reveal that at the time she vanished. She was three months pregnant. Gene wasn't married, and in nineteen forty nine, the scandal of giving birth out of wedlock might have been enough to torpedo her. Hollywood dreams. It's possible that on the night of October seven gene went out to get an abortion. At the time abortion was illegal, so gene secrecy was understandable, and it fit with the vague note in her handbag. Dr Scott was a medical professional who performed the operation off the books. Kirk could have been the unborn child's father. With this new lead, the Los Angeles police. Department launched a more thorough search for Kirk and Dr Scott, they found dozens of physicians who might go by Dr Scott men whose first or last name was Scott. Variation on it, but every doctor said the same thing. They'd never treated gene. Of course, it was unlikely that any doctor would admit to performing illegal abortion especially on a missing woman. So the authorities sought out tips, where did women go for abortions? They finally identified amid school dropout who fit the bill. He went by Scotty or DOC. Scotty much like Jean. Spangler had disappeared, and as was now becoming a trend. The police just stopped looking for him. Maybe because a promiscuous divorce say dancer and an Illegal Abortion, provider Warren considered high priority. Or maybe because the company had covered up their trail too well, because the person who silenced them was wealthy and powerful. After. All gene had dated several wealthy and influential men. If a celebrity, politician or mobster wanted an illegitimate child out of the way he could make the pregnant Jean Vanish without a trace. The L., A. P. D. tried to narrow in on our Kirk and finally they hit it. After gene had been missing for some time. Her sister in law and mother admitted gene had dated a mysterious man named Kirk. The same name from the note in her purse. They'd never met him because he was highly secretive. This was especially strange since gene like to publicly show off her other lovers. It's unclear why Sophie lied about this before. Perhaps because she was solely focused on Dexter, Benner and firmly believe he was guilty. Regardless, a lead was a lead police scoured jeans Rolodex, searching for any man named Kirk with the motive and the means to cover up a murder. To their astonishment, they found an actor who fit the bill perfectly silver screen Megastar Kirk Douglas..
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"All, she told a lot of people about Scotties, threats and violence. If anything ever happened to her, Scotty would be suspect number one. He was too smart to risk arrest by making good on his threats. Gene was right. She dumped Scotty and he left her alone. She thought she was free of the Nasty affair. That is until her husband came home from the war. In nineteen, forty, five banner was discharged from service. When he heard that his wife had cheated on him, he was outraged, even worse, she'd spend all of their money on her various both ends. Benner sue gene for divorce and for custody of their daughter Christine. During the divorce hearings, Jean moved in with her mother. Florence and sister-in-law Sophie there. She dug in her heels for the custody. Battle banner gene fought tooth and nail for Christine. Benner accused gene of abandonment since she'd moved out and left Christine in his care. The judge sided with banner, granting him full custody, but he allowed gene regular visitation defying the court. Benner refused to let Jean see her daughter on twenty three separate occasions. This petty victory cost him. Gene came back swinging, and in one, thousand, nine, hundred, forty, eight. She sued better after another lengthy court battle. She was awarded full custody. The judge dismissed banners criticism of genes lifestyle, saying that her job as a glamour girl was no different than any other career, and he cited Bener's history of abuse as another reason to deny custody with her daughter back Jean Spangler was on top of the world. She worked at multiple clubs and brought in enough money to support herself and Christine better yet. She felt closer to becoming a true movie star than ever before. In Nineteen Forty eight twenty five year, old Jean spangler hustling, finally paid off, she landed several background roles in Hollywood productions on top of that. Her personal life was as fast paced as ever. Now that the custody battle was settled, she started having fun again. She dated men from all walks of life from gangsters to actors even Ronald Reagan, they shower with attention and with gifts. Gene even told her friends that she was about to receive a large sum of money, but she wouldn't say where it was coming from. Jean Spangler was on top of the world on October seventh nineteen, forty nine. She dressed up and stepped out of the house at five PM. On away at the door. She told her sister in Law Sophie. Wish me luck. According to Sophie Gene was on her way to meet Benner, they were discussing an increase in support payments afterwards, she was going to an overnight film shoot. That would last about eight hours as she left. Nothing appeared out of the ordinary. Two hours later. Gene called Sophie to check in on Christine so far. Everything seemed to be going according to plan. But the next morning. She didn't come home. Sophie started to worry. She knew genes history with Dexter Benner and grew concerned for her safety. Sophie filed a police report, but the authorities didn't immediately start. Looking gene was supposed to have been working all night so really she'd only been missing a few hours, but after a full day passed with no sign of her, the Los Angeles Police Department finally launched a full blown search over the course of their investigation, the investigators put together the details of genes night Donda, ctober seven, and when they did, they found several inconsistencies. Dexter. Benner reported that he hadn't met with his ex wife. In fact, he hadn't had any contact with her for weeks. In addition gene hadn't been called in for any work that evening. Nobody could say for sure where she'd gone or why she'd lied to Sophie about her whereabouts. The only things that we're clear where one Jean Spangler is night, decision go as planned and to. She had something to hide. Up Next. 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All riveting and only available on spotify. Not Every story has a happy ending, but at least they have an ending. Follows solve murders. True crime mysteries free and only on spotify. And now back to the story. On October Seventh Nineteen, Forty nine twenty six year, old dancer and actress Jean Spangler mysteriously disappeared her sister-in-law Sophie claimed gene called around seven pm to check in on her daughter Christine, but gene never returned to the home. She shared with her mother and sister-in-law. She didn't write and she didn't call. On October ninth the LAPD released a description and ask anyone with information about Jean Spangler to call a tip hotline. A farmer's market owner came forward to say he'd spotty gene and his establishment. The night she disappeared, she'd loitered for two hours like waiting for someone. Another witness told the police that they'd seen her. Around Seven PM at a restaurant called the cheese box. She ate hot dogs with a tall cut. Man Who is about thirty five years old, but the description didn't match ex husband who gene was supposed to meet around that time. The cheese boxes disc Jockey L.. The Sheikh Lazar corroborated the account jeans meeting was an unidentified thirty five year old, and he poked more holes in the story. Gina told Sophie, she and left go to a movie, said she was still at the restaurant at two. AM This time arguing with two men at our table? Police were uncertain. What became gene after that, but the next step suggested it wasn't anything good a worker at. At Griffith, Park found a handbag and called the cops. He wasn't sure the perse had anything to do with the missing woman, but it seemed worth looking into. It looked like the handles had been torn off as if the bag had been violently ripped away from someone. The purse contained a handwritten note that read. Kirk can't wait any longer going to see Dr. Scott. It will work best this way while mother is away. When the.
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"Welcome to gone a podcast. Original I Mali and I'm Richard every other, Monday? We examined mysterious disappearances and the theories. They spawn from the amber room to Michael Rockefeller. The COSSO paintings to the language, the roanoke colony to the loss Russian cosmonauts. If it's gone, we're looking for it. You can find all episodes have gone, and all other are cast originals for free on spotify, or wherever you listen to podcasts to stream gone for free on spotify just open the APP and type gone in the search bar today, looking into the disappearance of Jean Spangler, a nightclub dancer and aspiring Hollywood actress, who vanished mysteriously in October, Nineteen forty-nine. Later investigations suggest she may have fallen victim to a jealous ex, a mafia contact or a legendary movie star. Jean Elizabeth Spangler disappeared on October seventh, nineteen, forty, nine, supposedly after leaving and overnight film shoot. An extensive search was largely unsuccessful, uncovering her handbag and a mysterious note inside. Thanks to a botched police investigation and these baffling clues. There are three prominent theories. The first is the gene was murdered, and her body disposed of she could have been killed by a former lover, or maybe even her ex husband, who is still bitter over a lost custody, battle or gene might have died during a secretive procedure. We can only speculate, but perhaps it was so shameful or taboo. The doctor may have hidden her body to get rid of the evidence. and. Finally gene may not have died at all. She could have fled. Los Angeles to escape dangerous enemies like a wrong mafioso. Gene's family moved to Los Angeles in the Mid Nineteen Thirties. Just as she was about to start high school gene soon fell in love with L. as modern sprawl and the promise of stardom. When she graduated from Franklin High School in one, thousand, nine, forty one. She set her sights on making it in Hollywood. Eighteen year old Jean was by all accounts, a charming and driven young woman. She worked several low paying jobs while she dreamed of seeing her name in lights, luckily for gene, her talent and her good looks turned heads. She soon began modeling for local department store, but gene wasn't content as a model. She wanted to be a star. She used Oliver Charm to make connections, but our big break wasn't which he'd expected. She was hired as a nightclub dancer at the famous earl. Carroll Theatre in Hollywood. Though the club was hardly a movie set gene appreciated the opportunity. Earl, Carroll was a prominent player on the sunset. Strip and his club drew in lots of well known and wealthy people. The GIG would certainly allow her to network gene relished the chance to rub shoulders with so many movers and shakers. Even if the club had sleazy reputation, and she used her charm to get to know the regulars intimately as a career started to flourish, so did her love life. She dated Dexter Benner. Who often frequented the club? He was a plastics manufacturer into recent USC graduate. Since he wasn't involved in show business. He didn't seem like an obvious match for the career focused gene, but the to hit it off. She was clearly attracted to his charismatic personality, but it's possible that she was also drawn to his wealth. The pair hastily married in one, thousand, nine, forty, two, only a few months after they'd met, and everything seemed normal at least for a little while. By, the end of the first year, they were at each other's throats. It was clear that Benner didn't relish the nightlife like his wife did. He hoped that once they married. Jean would settle down into a more traditional domestic life, but she wasn't ready to give up her dreams night after night Jean spangler out. At the club, she networked and even flirted with potential contacts. When? She came home sometimes well after midnight Benner responded with fury and violence after six months of abuse gene filed for divorce on the charge of cruelty. We don't know why, but shortly after submitting the paperwork gene dropped the case. The two stayed married, even though the relationship remained volatile, they even had a daughter Christine two years later. In. Those two years Jean hadn't gotten her big, Hollywood. Break trapped in a loveless marriage and caring for a new baby. She probably felt hopeless, but in nineteen forty four. She got some respite when Benner was drafted into the army. He traveled to the South Seas to fight in World War Two. It was common at the time for a mother, raising daughter alone to forgo her social life and take care of her child full-time, but gene refused to comply with society's expectations. In fact, she picked up even more shifts at the club and her social life became scandalous. With dinner out of Sidon out of mind, gene carried on multiple affairs some quietly and others openly. One of her boyfriends was in the armed forces. A man only known as Lieutenant Scotty. Scottie wasn't a great match for gene. To say the least he spent all of her money, an erect her car, and like Benner Scotty had a cruel streak. Gene regularly showed up to work with bruises and even told her friends that Scotty was abusive. But every time she tried to break up with him. Scotty got more violent for most of their relationship gene stayed with him because she thought she had no choice Jean, said that on one occasion. Scotty threatened to murder her. She figured he was bluffing, but it finally gave her the courage to leave him for good. After.
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"Host of. Don't tell the Babysitter Mommsen's in today I'm excited to introduce one of my favorite queer women. That's been featured on encyclopaedia. Billie Jean King. As the only girl on my all-male baseball team for many years, adolescents I, always deeply related to kings, exhaustive struggle to prove her worth in a male dominated world as a woman as an athlete, and then again to prove her worth as lesbian. The, Battle of the sexes and nineteen seventy-three was a major turning point for women in Sports, but we still have such a long way to go for gender, equality, algae, Btcu, equality, and of course we're reminded again and again racial equality. Now here's host Jeff Kaplan to tell you all about my Gal Billie Jean King. Hello from Wonder Media Network I'm Jenny Kaplan and this is encyclopedia, will Manica. All April we're talking about explorers and contenders women who feared outside of prescribed gender to accomplish feats Infield, strongly associated with men. These women literally discovered new pats, and or participated in incredible athletic endeavors. I personally find this group inspiring especially at this moment when many of us are stuck indoors. Today's contender is a living legend. Her whirlwind tennis career captivated a nation and her advocacy Changed Society for the better. She won thirty nine major tennis titles bought and made progress for pay equity in her sport, and even earned the presidential medal of freedom. Let's talk about the incredible Billie Jean King. Billie Jean Moffitt was born on November twenty, second nineteen, forty three in Long Beach California. Athletic Prowess ran in her family. Her father was a firefighter, but was once offered a tryout for an MBA team. Her mother was a talented swimmer and her younger brother became a major, League Baseball pitcher. Billy chiens. whoring into sports started with softball at the age of ten, but she soon transitioned to tennis saving up money to buy her first RAQQA. In one, thousand, nine, hundred, Ninety, eight at the age of fourteen. She won a regional championship after that she started to receive coaching from Alice. Marble famous player from the Nineteen Thirties. In one, thousand, nine, hundred, sixty one billie Jean became part of the youngest duo to ever win the Wimbledon Women's doubles title at that time Billie. Jean was attending California. State University while teaching tennis lessons to make ends meet. She realized she needed to work harder on her game if she wanted to be great, so she started deeply focusing on her training regimen. Soon the world would see her work payoff. In nineteen, sixty six Billie Jean won her first Wimbledon. Singles Championship. Now in the third set village in service for matchpoint. Beautiful and the women entitled her. That was just the beginning. Between Nineteen, sixty six in one, thousand, nine, hundred, seventy, two Billie Jean one nine Grand Slam singles titles. In one, thousand, nine, hundred, ninety one. She became the first woman to earn one hundred thousand dollars in prize money in a year on the circuit. Billie Jean was a star and had considerable sway in the sport. She used her influence to help promote gender equality. Billie. Jean had long been advocating equal prize money for men and women in tennis. She was one of nine women who had even started their own circuit. After winning the US, open in nineteen, seventy-two Billie Jean said she would boycott the following year. If the women's prize money was not equal to the men's in nineteen, seventy-three, the US Open became the first major tournament to give equal compensation to the men's and women's champions. By. Nineteen seventy-three Billie Jean had been ranked the number one women's tennis player in the world five of the previous seven years. Another famous tennis player Bobby. Riggs had long been boasting that women were inferior athletes. In the nineteen forties rigs had been ranked number one in the world three times. He argued that he could still beat any of the top women players, even at the age of fifty five, and in May of nineteen, seventy-three easily defeated Margaret Course in September of that same year. Billie Jean stepped up bobby. Riggs challenged, and the legendary battle of the sexes match, but the one hundred thousand dollar prize state. That's over half a million dollars in today's money. An estimated ninety million viewers tuned in to see the showdown. After theatrical introduction in which the players exchanged tongue-in-cheek gifts, the match started initially Billie Jean struggled against rigs fell behind at the start of the first set. But she pulled ahead and dominated for the rest of the match. Billie Jean later said she pulled ahead when she realized she just had to win for women everywhere. That same year Billie Jean won the singles doubles, and mixed doubles titles at Wimbledon. She continued to play tennis for another decade. In total she won ten singles grand. Slams Sixteen, Doubles Grand Slams at eleven. Mixed Doubles Grand Slams. Billie Jean also became a champion for the LGBTQ community, though not without personal struggle. In one, thousand, nine, hundred, eighty, one, a lawsuit thrust, private affair with her former personal assistant into the public eye, outing her. Billie Jean was the first prominent female to come out as homosexual as a result. She lost her endorsements. Billie Jean continues to be an outspoken advocate for lgbtq writes in one, thousand, nine, hundred, eighty seven. She divorced her husband and started a long term relationship with Lana Kloss another former player. Throughout her career Billie Jean King one massive list of awards including the Presidential Medal of freedom, the Radcliffe metal the Elizabeth Blackwell Award Induction into the National Women's hall of fame and more, she cited as influential in the creation of title nine was Time Magazine's woman of the year, and was the first woman to be sports illustrated's sports person of the year. She has inspired generations of women to rethink. What's possible? All month or talking about explorers and contenders. For more on why we're doing what we're doing. Check out our encyclopedia. willamantic newsletter will Manica Weekly. You can also follow us on facebook and Instagram at Encyclopedia. MANTECA and you can follow me directly on twitter at Jenny Kaplan. Special thanks to lose Kaplan, my favorite sister and co-creator. Talk to you tomorrow. I WANNA. Tell you about another show. I think you might like. Don't tell the babysitter. 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"And you not have it in your hands. Now, let's return to a conversation with Dr Jean Houston. We all know what the story of the hero looks like trying adventure full of adversity and challenges they crisis over which the hero overcomes and triumphs. And then finally, the return with the hero, a better more learned member of society. But this story is not just of the fictional world. Each of us have our own heroes or heroines..