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Fresh update on "jen" discussed on Jason and Alexis
"And Jen kept like holding my mask over me and like going put your mask on. But your mascot because people were not putting their mascot and they need to be 6 ft Apart. Just a mask. No. Jin was cracking. Put that mask on. Put that mask on. And that was the official handler. Way to go, Jen, We love you Weigh. Love You, Elizabeth. Today at three on Twin cities live. We're going to take a break. We'll be back for attaching these words. Tino! Julia, are you glad there Not making us do a project down and dirty this year. I know it's so great. Some girls we are doing Project down a dirty this year. Yeah, it was announced Sweeties. It's project down and dirty, classic radio drama. We're doing a radio show. What? What Even is that my talk. 1071 is proud to announce Project down and dirty classic radio drama, a comedic version of Orson Welles more of the world's exactly 82 years to the day from its original broadcast. My talk hosts will not live together this year, but they will get on each other's nerves as they rehearse and produced both of video and a radio version of War of The Worlds Project. Down and Dirty is raids over $593,000 for local charities in last night. Years this year will raise money for charities, helping some of those seriously affected by covert 19 for seniors..
A Third-Rate Burglary Attempt
"This episode Lauren is a third rate burglary attempt. This episode is all about Watergate. I am so excited. I'm so excited and you know what? This is why you decided to pour us a glass of wine. To keep you entertained because honest to God, this is a lot. Old White men doing a lot of crap? Yeah. Well, cheers to that I guess. Here we go. SIP SIP. All right everybody laid on me. Buckle up. The Watergate scandal was a political scandal in the US involving the administration of US President Richard Nixon from nineteen seventy, two to nineteen, seventy, four leading to Nixon's resignation. So okay picture it nineteen, seventy, two President Richard Mille House Nixon was running for re election. The United States is still embroiled in the Vietnam. War. The country deeply divided a forceful presidential campaign seemed essential to the president and some of his key advisors All Right Act one. ooh. Ooh Act one the Watergate. Complex. Here's our key players here. Okay. We have Richard. Nixon. Who is the president of the United States and he is also the Republican nominee for the nineteen seventy two election tricky Dick Tricky Dick. Exactly. We. We also do have George McGovern who is the Democratic nominee for the nineteen seventy, two election although he barely shows up in the store you have to know that he's the he's the Democratic nominee. There's H R Haldeman he is the White House Chief of staff and you have John Erlich men, who is the council in Assistant to the President for domestic affairs? We also have the committee to re elect the president. Do you do you know what this? Committee is often referred to as. Is this like it's like the power four or committee to re elect the president. It is officially abbreviated the CRP, but it is often abbreviated as C. R. E. P. or creep References to that throughout this and creep is I mean yeah it works in this in this case citation, but it is officially abbreviated cr the committee to re elect the president. So in that, some of the key figures are John, Mitchell, who is at this point, the attorney, General of the United States and then he becomes the campaign director. There's Jeb Stuart Magruder, who is a business executive and the acting chairman of the CRP and then a couple of names eubank actually be promoted with G Gordon Liddy he's a former FBI agent and European employee, and there's also e Howard Hunt who is a former CIA agent and CRP CRP employees. All right. Here's the setting. The Watergate complex. K built between nineteen, sixty, three and nineteen seventy-one. The Watergate was considered one of Washington DC's most desirable living spaces. It was popular with members of Congress and political appointees of the executive branch the Watergate Complex actually a group of six buildings in the foggy bottom neighborhood of Washington DC in nineteen seventy two the headquarters of the Democratic National Committee was then located on the sixth floor of the Watergate office building. So the Watergate complex, it was intended to be a city within a city so it was supposed to have so many amenities that residents wouldn't need to leave you know. So they were supposed to have like a post office and restaurant and Jen concierge Oh sure gyms in the seventy everyone's smoked like chimneys died forty eight. Right that's why nobody who lived in the seventies is still around. I always assumed it was just like a single building I didn't realize it was like. Axe So? Yes. There was the Watergate Hotel there was Watergate West and Watergate East, which were like apartment buildings. There's a Watergate office building and there's one of their Watergate apartment building too. So it was a big complex It was actually proposed and built by the Italian architectural firm SGI. And one really interesting. The one thing that I found renders ing is the Vatican was actually a major investor in this project get how. So because of this, the Vatican was at one point part owner of the Watergate until nineteen sixty-nine that's wild. Yeah, right. Whatever the Italian I mean. Come on. The Watergate's popularity among members of Congress, and again, these high-ranking of appointees was very strong and so many members of the Nixon Administration settled there that the DC press actually named it the Republican, Bastille? Wows. Yes. So another group we have to worry about right now are called the White House plumbers. They are simply sometimes called the plumbers or the room sixteen project Jay were covert White, house, Special Investigations Unit which was established within a week after the publication of the Pentagon papers in June nineteen seventy-one. Okay. So the plumbers job was to stop and or respond to the. Leaking of classified information, the news media and just a quick refresher at the Pentagon papers which was officially titled. Report of the Office of the Secretary of Defense Vietnam Task Force was a US Department of Defense History of the United States is political and military involvement in Vietnam from Nineteen forty-five to nineteen, Sixty, seven in twenty eleven. This report was formerly declassified and released.
Fresh update on "jen" discussed on Valentine In The Morning
"Getting her voice her part of Jen's E and in getting to vote. We all have a very big voice, and we plan on using every one of us has a reason to vote. That's millions of voices that need to be heard. And that's why I heart radio launched the Y in voting podcast, a place where music artists, celebrities and people like you talk about why they vote and why it matters. I will not confirm or deny. I put like if you registered, although I will literally Buy you coffee. I got a bunch of people swiping and sending me screenshots of their voter registration for this year, and I was like, Well, I guess you get free coffee that way. No. This is a historic election and our partners at seventh generation one to remind us that our vote today.
All the biggest announcements from Ubisoft's Forward event
"Forward was yesterday a bunch of stuff got announced. We want to give you a recap of it. immortals. Phoenix rising was revealed of course, gods and monsters re renamed redone. It's covering the December third I. It's coming to deep breath playstation for playstation five, xbox one series series s switch PC. An Stadia on December third stadium however is getting demo before launched that'll be exclusive. Stadia it'll be a unique island. It's coming sometime later this year before December third busing you liked what you play this game yeah. No I enjoyed it like I've said this before, but it's basically you be Saas version breath wild and I think that very much shows each and every way where you have so many of the mechanics and ideas from breath while the climbing and like the the they have a shrine Like replacement in in Gaza and immortals Phoenix rising, they have the open world that is filled with puzzles and all this stuff play lot somewhere at ease. But then also if you'll. If. You'll structured like a Yousof game and I was actually talking to my roommate Michael about this last night. But he was very much like seems like breath breathalyzer came out and it it copied a lot of what you saw is doing and we saw Admiral Hey we can be. Doing I feel like that's a pretty apt way to put it almost when you look at the towers and stuff breath wild. Stuff manifest this. Game though has me excited. For I'm. Coming to next Gen, I think is exciting. I N necessarily expected not to, but this plus came out in. February and so I think I had the question of all right what does this release look like and so that's an exciting thing I. wonder if it looks better, I wonder how I wonder what the differences between the two skews It also coming to switch is really exciting because I was thinking they revealed that surprise me you know especially with the breadth of wild similarities that coming to switch I think is going to be interesting for that audience to see how people will take to it whether people flocked to order people are put off to put off by it. I. My my thing in this isn't me knocking it right breath. The wild part of that game I thought was the journey across the island and making it feel like you're making big steps watching What we saw last night from Phoenix rising. It seemed like traversing the island in getting around seemed quicker. Is that an apt description or is that just what made to look like? I think that's apt but I also wonder how late in the game that is because when I jumped in halfway through I, wonder if we're at the beginning of the game, does heal a lot slower because that is my thing with breath to you a breath breath the wild. One. Of The wild one. Breath wild felt like one of the biggest open world games I played even though it probably like in scale of the map, it probably isn't as like it probably isn't that big you know in reality but the way in which they approach like that journey aspect of it makes it feel like it's huge near exploring all these different things in that like you know you really feel like you're going. Through journey because you're kind of exploring that world slowly and meticulously, and you know, they give you the the paraglider thing early in the game breath wild Ryan so like they give you some of those those those tools to explorer in like go through the island quicker. But even even with that Econo, still feel like you're tracking few and You know really getting everything out of the map. Immoral Phoenix rising when I was playing did feel a bit like quicker and did feel be onto the next thing right? You feel like you are going to the next class breath while didn't really have A. The has system, but it's not as traditional and strict as. A. Lot of other similar open World Games try immoral Phoenix rising does seem to have a quest system that is a bit stricter in terms of, hey, go do this thing called the next question? Do this thing called? The next. Which? I think a lot of people who may not have liked breath wild for that are going to like a moral phoenix rising for its structure. But I think that also means that you might be exploring this game at a particular pace is probably going to be a bit quicker. I don't think it is going to be the man. What is this? What we're here I'M GONNA I'M GONNA check this out like this who unique thing that you've never seen before that that that blows your mind I don't know how those moments you're gonna get but you are going to have like open world puzzles and things that are discoverable just maybe not on the level of breath. Wow. Okay I had zero hype for this game and then washing shows like Oh shit I'd like to play that and I think December's time for to after like the run to black Friday new consoles or out every starting to chill and settle for the holidays. This seems like a game I play in Madame. On top of that, then prison persia the sands of time remake was announced coming January twenty first. Every of the current generation no Nexgen for it your Yuri Lowenthal is back. That's right. Spiderman of self animal prints the original prints from Principia. Exciting for that. Looking forward to playing that I said, every said current is it switched to I don't think I actually did I miss that I'm not sure I. Can you thank you very much check on that hyperscale got a little shoutout it's still free. They showed some stuff I didn't pay attention Rainbow six siege world got something there. But I in the Rainbow six siege way you off on twitter pointed out Upgrade Rainbow six siege. To Jen Councils at no additional cost in play in one hundred and twenty frames per second at four K.. Then, Scott Pilgrim vs the world. The game complete edition was announced. That's coming holiday twenty twenty as well washed. Prime showing WHO's the rapper whose in it? And Watch. Storms he they showed him getting more captive for his rap session. They reiterated October twenty ninth as a release date in the announced that aiden pierce the of protagonist from the originals watchdogs will be part of the season pass. You can get there if you want there is. One Prince Persia knock coming to switch it was. The XBOX IN PS four xbox and PS four. Yeah and then to I would like to apologize to date appears fans I. During the Stream I very much. That hey, nobody's a fan of aiden pierce nobody cares about eating peers. there. Weren't even that many wash dogs. One fans etcetera etcetera. And, yeah, the in Pierce Fans showed up in my mentions let me know they. Let me know they exist inside out here out here issue I like to issue a public apology to every eight and peers fan i. see you I hear you I understand that you exist in frantic. Now, frame did not pop out. There is going to be another ubisoft forward in the coming months. But before then before the end there, one more thing was writers republic Again, from the people who made steep this giant multiplayer online game, you're all doing outdoor shit like riding bikes and snowboarding and jumping off crap and doing races is coming February twenty fifth twenty, twenty one and gamespot reports even though that's after the launch of the. Series x? US. Offering free upgrades from PS four and xbox one versions to their respective next Gen versions, which is a very nice move on their part. Hopefully, they're committed to this. Yeah. Talk about this because you tim immediately lit up for this one and I mean, we started reading twitter. Yeah. I don't know exactly what it is about this game I don't know if there's one thing about this game rows like this me this is what I need but like the more and more they show during that trailer because it was it was a long trailer, the more and Morales like. No. Yeah. This seems like it has a fun like it seems like a fun combination of quite a few ubisoft games. Right has a lot of steep in. It seems like it has some trials in it even seems like it has some far cry in it. When you look at the world and you look at the some of the colors you see an almost has like some rage in it all. You know when you look at when you look at the colors i. I want to know more about what structure of the game is like. Is it battery Al is a like fog is, is it just you're doing a bunch of different activities that that scale based on how many players? There are ten players to thirty whatever I'm more curious about that. But from the stuff they show they show a game that was very similar to graffiti from Tony Hawk. Where graffiti is the game where like it's a multiplayer game where if you do a trick on a ramp or like on a grind or whatever yellow then color that the ramp or or the grind your color, and you are essentially doing as matrix all over the map as you can in order to take over the map versus your opponent almost kind of platoon ish in a way. They showed a game battle is very much that we've made me go. Oh, snap. All right. This seems like it has a lot in in terms of the different, the different ways in which you can have fun. So all about it looks cool. It looks like it's going to grow over time I'm surprised it's coming out so soon.
Fresh update on "jen" discussed on WBT's Morning News with Bo Thompson
"So, Theresa text me a few days ago. We've been trading emails and texts during this long and winding Tic Tac saga, And the most recent one says, Ah, Tic tac deal is tenuous at best. Just when I think I've seen it all. And you for anybody who's listen to this show for a while. You've seen a lot so for you to say for you to say that just when I think I've seen it all means this. This tic tac President Trump The oracle. How many other entities can I name? This whole saga has even surprised you. I think it has. I would have never said we would end up here and don't forget. We chat also hangs in the balance here. They got a last minute injunction from a judge that said, You can't shut down. We chat. They need to have more time. So while this is going on with Tic Tac in Oracle and Wal Mart and all the investors, by the way, There's a $5 billion education fund that God put it there where bite, Dan said. We don't know what you're talking about. I mean, it's incredible on so it'll be interesting to see whether or not the deal actually get signed off on by Scipio. And whether or not China signed off on the deal, and even after they both sign off, oracles got their work cut out for him, But it will be really fascinating for me to see whether or not the Department of Defense Allows their employees to you because, remember Bo part of what started. This whole thing rolling was they actually banned their employees and contractors from using the APP even on their personal found, So let me get this straight. So President Trump says over the weekend that he has In principle approved a deal that has Oracle and Wal Mart partnering with TIC Tac in the U. S and S. O. Oracle says that it was chosen his Tic Tac's Secure cloud provider and that means that means what Well. Other details have not been shared yet, but I'm going. I'm going to make a couple of assumptions based on what I know that Sophia's is looking for a dress national security concerns one would be Americans using the APP tic tac that their data Would not travel around the world is part of cloud resiliency. Reliability would stay on Oracle's instance in America only any type of privacy settings and he takes a profile information. The Oracle is basically saying will be the gatekeepers of that, and we won't allow it to go to servers in other countries. Including China. They also say they're going to do code reviews, though, which during the best of circumstances, code reviews for Cyber security are very hard to dio. And every single time you do a break six. Or add an enhancement and you have to rebuild the code. So it works and you get a new app. It's gonna have to be reviewed. So it'll be interesting to see in principle how Oracle a structured the deal, but in execution, how they're going to manage the well. CNBC had an article in the last couple of days with a headline that caught my attention, says Oracle can now claim to be hosting the two most important sites. Of our generation Tic tac and zoom now, In the hindsight with the pandemic zoom, I can understand. But Tic Tac being included in that. I know Tic Tac's a big deal, but that's that's that's making quite a leap right there, don't you think? Well, they're probably right about that. Tick tock is pretty popular with The Gen. Y and Jen Z's generations. They've got a lot of influencers who are producing a lot of content some of the exclusive to tick tock..
Fun Trivia with Hilary Swank, Andy Richter and Yvette Nicole Brown
"Joining us right now we have Andy Richter and Yvette Nicole Brown hello. Hello, hi Oh vera. Out of the So Hey, you know it's amazing to have you both on and also both of you are really have done. A lot of game shows Andy. You have even done the top echelon of what our listeners love jeopardy celebrity jeopardy I was on twice. Yeah. The second time I was on was part of a celebrity tournament of champions. The winners from that were supposed to come back and we ended up Conan and I were on the tonight show, and then we weren't on the tonight show. then. Went on a tour and the day of the remainder or the next step of the tournament was our opening night of the tour. So I was in. Eugene. Oregon while Isaac Mizrahi filled in for me apparently not my I mean I'm perfectly happy to. Fill in for me. Is If. He made most of his career based on your cancellations. I believe he does exactly exactly my womenswear line I just couldn't finish. Right head. And, Yvette you have been on a loads of game shows. Yeah. What is your favorite game show appearance as a contestant been? Oh Gosh. You're so hard I really love Hollywood game night the Jane Lynch because you never know what game it's going to be I can I can also speak to Hollywood game night they pour the booze down there they do. You. Listen I'm very competitive. So every time I do the show I don't drink because. I nothing makes me happier than winning someone else money, and so I'm there to help those people about how To propose it everybody I'm Michael be tossing back. Whiskey sours and being the reason why? I know Andy. This yes. September thirteenth you are bringing back. The live streaming event from the Sitcom yelled Andy Richter controls the universe. Yes and so what prompted this event? I mean people have been doing this cast reunion table Ridi thing for charity online because you know there's a lot of attention starved people. Get some attention and they tell you get entities that need our help. No, that's secondary. Today virtual reunion of the community cast. Recently when we did it for community, it was from the kindness of our hearts, Andy Richter. All right. All right. Right. You did that in May right we do now do you keep in contact with the your other cast mates? We've always had a group chat or two going I found out during that charity event that Donald Glover wasn't in our current. Routes. Something funny. Happened in. Somebody had some further information about the joke and I said put in the group Jen. Donaldson. Put it into what? Is it the thing nobody would since ever exclude Donald Glover for any other reason besides being respectful of Donald Glover's time We let him know like listen man, you are a lion king. On Somali. Music and stuff. So He's in the group chat. Now at least once a week he goes why did I ask to be here because? We text each other. So I WANNA talk about your new project on audible room room. But let's play a game right and this game is called hooked on lyrics. What we've done is we've asked some kids to read lyrics to popular music that was popular before they were born. They probably have never heard any of these songs before, but we haven't to read the lyrics and your job is just to guests the songs. So we're GONNA start with you in gets aric. My name is Jane. I'm nine years old and I'm from new. York. The faith thousand day use so to ask they had to feel. That future boom boom Ah. Okay. Can I say that I missed most of it because I was I, think oscillating listening to her. Yet black-eyed peas black eyed peas boom boom POW, is the name of the song. Oh Are In anti. This one is for you. This is Jane again, and this time she's got some lyrics from a Nobel prize winning folksinger still laugh about everybody that was hanging out now you don't talk. So out now you don't seem so proud about having to me scratching next meal. That is like a rolling stone by Bob Dylan. Absolutely, correct that's right. I'm pretty sure as a nine year old, she does not have a Bob Dylan poster in her room. Not yet not yet not she's a fan of Nobel Prize winner she might. That's
Fresh update on "jen" discussed on Animal Spirits Podcast
"In other words how big is this rare art bubble? Really rare plant you mean, yeah. Like. Are there a few people participating in it? Like I haven't heard about this? Have you has anybody told you that they're trading tulips I, didn't know such a thing existed as rare plants really. I. you got me it makes a good headline but probably not much. All right. So one of the best strategies over the past few years has been paying a lot of money for stocks. And when I say a lot of money I don't mean to high share price. Oh, that's been a good tragedy. I mean pay a lot for stocks relative to their fundamentals. So for example. Buying stocks that are trading richly relative to their sales valuation hasn't mattered more or less exactly. So thank you, John Fogel did a study looking at well, what happens if you buy a stock trading more than historically and what did he find? Ben It was surprising. I thought these numbers were surprising that it did better than you thought me to that stood out to me as well like the numbers. So they lagged by I. Don't know I forgot two percent a year maybe what stuck out really was the drought in two thousand. and. So few do this in two thousand you lost eighty, one percent I thought the best chart of the whole thing was they showed the number of firms over time that have traded at ten times sales in its very tiny number, and you see this huge blip in the tech bubble of the late nineties. Now, it's slowly rising since in obviously a lot of it is technology companies that people are more willing to pay more for those sales, but it's a tiny number of firms and I think what you get probably is. A handful of winners there that carry all the losers and yet the results were actually relatively surprising. Paying for stocks actually is not a bad strategy sometimes not as bad as it sounds at first blush mortar started the study showing US Equity Fund flows. There's a lot of moving parts here like a lot of moving parts and there's record stocked on outflows as stocks making an all time high, which in theory is not what you would expect to say we had a slack channel discussion on this and I'm pretty sure I nailed it in one sentence that I not you did. Give me some credit here. So you said I don't know why this is happening. Apparently, a lot of the outflows were coming from target date funds. And I said over the next twenty years, the stock market flow stuff is not going to make any sense because baby boomers are retiring are going to be spending down their assets. So it's even if the stock market is rising, you're GONNA see mutual fund ETF outflows probably because baby boomers have all the assets and they're going to be spending some of those down that could be part of it but I think what really did it was the targeted fund rebalancing? So for example, somebody tweeted I forget who this was I'm sorry just looked at the van twenty thousand and it looks like they had to. Redeem. Roughly four, hundred, thirty, five, million dollars in total stock fund in August just to stay close to targets due to performance. So stocks were up seven percent bonds are down one percent. So that's one part of it. There's other stuff going because for example, more than seventy percent of August outflows came from passively managed funds that to me was really surprising nearly ten billion dollars left vanguard total stock market index, which is a lot of money. Did you get to the bottom of this or not? Why it happened maybe Basil was paying out those bonuses it's hard to unwind, but Ben Johnson put this table in. And showed that there were outflows and the buber targeted funds. So twenty twenty had, isn't it? God? Isn't it surprising that target date funds don't get nearly as much hate as index funds do 'cause target date funds are. I mean because they're the default option for the majority of four one K. plans. They're already huge I. know this will ever trillion dollars in them. They're just GONNA continue to get bigger. I'm surprised that they don't get the same hate from the people that don't passive investing as index funds do because these things are the most passive, all that they have the rules base and they re balance and. Just put that on your radar. That's GONNA. Be The next thing people after in the future is targeted funds. That's GONNA cause the next crash just wait. I think you're right about this drawing ire from people but what's going on here? So over the last month, money's coming out of the targeted twenty, thirty, five and twenty forty. What do you make of that? I did a quick rebalance I took a little risk in my personal portfolio. That was me sorry, twenty fifty twenty fifty five is still getting flows twenty sixty, a ton of laws. That's the millennial Jen's e target. That's you. That's all you couldn't. We see some people who have the majority of their four one K. in a target date fund roll it over to another fund company when they retire gather target fund in diversified on their own or give it to a financial adviser. Yeah. That's what I'm saying. So these flows, I think the Bloomberg is be funky stuff. Yeah. Screw stuff up. We'll look at the next one Meka showed mutual fund than ATF's twelve month? Rolling Fund flows. And again I don't know exactly what's going on, but there's a lot of money coming out of the market Bibi. People are worried on your big fund flow guy. Jitters always have well, I mean I do like to look at it. I. Think that if there was any signal here, whatsoever, we would know about it. That's probably the main point is that there's so many moving pieces that it's impossible to draw any firm conclusion from this. Well, let me ask you about this. What do you make? Of Monster Fixed Income Flows. Even with rates as low as they are so flows in twenty twenty alone. Were already at almost all of the flows in two thousand nineteen and it's only September I dunno retiring boomers and people are scared. They need something to stabilize their portfolio. And apparently, the Fed is stopped buying to be them right? It's not the phone. Unless Jerome Powell Robin Hood Account. So unfortunately..
Senate GOP to hold a vote on "skinny" COVID-19 relief package
"Republican Senate majority Leader Mitch McConnell says the Senate will vote on a Republican proposal for Corona virus relief Thursday as NPR's Jen Newman reports it will be the first formal Senate vote on the Corona virus leak package since March. The GOP package would provide $105 billion to help schools reopen and a scaled back $300 per week. Supplemental jobless benefit. There's also $31 billion earmarked for a corona virus vaccine and 16 billion for testing. Democrats have called the proposal inadequate and are calling for more
Fresh update on "jen" discussed on Ghost Town
"Dorothy Smith while another person like the makeup connor was attempting to give her the makeover Smith said. She heard from the couple about some problems they were having with the girl including that eight out of the trash claim that hurts and baffles Lee who said she'd never absolutely did not do that, and then then they started arguing. So Lee mostly fought with jen one day the three of them went to. Lambofield. For Green Bay packers game and brought football's. Hoping to have him signed by Amman Green who was the big star running back at the time Jen was a huge huge fan of green and when they approached him green signed lease football and JEN freaked out and didn't talk to her for days. She thought that she was being a Brat. She thought she was being trying to make a point to get. It signed even though really Lee was a teenager and if you're a star football player, you're going to sign like the kids football not the adults. So friction grew in the family and Lee was planning on staying with hearts until she was eighteen and the family was also very open about adopting more kids after the and leaving the older child prepping her to. Be a good older sister to be a good influence. They were kind of making plans. The couple went to Texas for week to meet the first set of two sets of siblings they would adopt as Lee remembers there was a brother and sister, and then there was a mom who was pregnant with another girl and the heart were supposed to adopt the little. Infant when she was born to a week before the Texas children were to arrive hearts dropped Lee off to a therapist appointment sitting her down the therapist broke the news that Jenin Sarah would not be coming back to get her Lee was going to go live with new family starting immediately, which is so insane considering like it felt like the family who is already in the process of adopting more kids would kind of disregard the feelings and even if it wasn't working out and the process around socializing this older kid, the therapist reassured her that it was her fault they were. Just not a good fit. Another couple came to the therapy point picked her up and brought her home to their home. All her belongings were already. They're Li never even said goodbye to Jenin Sarah. She just automatically had a new home and new foster parents and it was just like that is that end of discussion no more dialogue around it. So that is something that I read up on really before I read more about the tragedy with the heart family but this seems so indicative of what is to come where something isn't working out or something is not ideal and instead of. Almost reminds me of and this is a strange parallel but like a TV show where it's like Fargo or it's like you're in too deep and you don't know what to do. So you just keep digging in and making worst visions and worst decisions, and then finally like you're in a place like you're at rock bottom and you. And you orchestrated tragedy you're talking about. In the world of Fargo, not you watching Fargo. Is it you like you've watched so much fargo. You can't stop watching it or is in the world of Fargo in the world of Fargo but I also could I'm good with this metaphor too like how many like get to the bottom of like cheddar cheese popcorn bag and you just get another one you don't decide to care it. You just keep going and then you add a bottle of wine to that and suddenly you're passed out in your own bed watching Fargo that is Germane to what we're talking about right now in two thousand six..
NATO agrees nerve agent used to try to kill Russia's Navalny
"NATO allies reach an agreement that Russia must cooperate fully. For the poisoning investigation of opposition leader Alexei Navalny Ah German hospital where Navalny is hospitalized as he was poisoned. With a Soviet style Nova choc nerve agent, NATO Secretary General Jens Stoltenberg. The use of such weapons is terrific. All allies today were united in condemning this attack. But there have been a Siri's of this kind of poisoning.
Intel announces its new 11th Gen Tiger Lake CPUs
"Start with Intel Heim. Today. Explain to you why they made their new logo in Microsoft word. The new logo is the future and the fact that it looks like it was made Microsoft word can only lead me to assume that Intel believes that Microsoft Word is the future of computing. It's not it's not a coincidence that that the the only real performance metric they gave the tiger late chips was that it does office productivity like twenty percent better than the tension stuff. This 'cause Microsoft. Word is the key a love it. That was really the metric that was the metric. The metric they gave is that it is twenty percent faster speeds on day to day office productivity and a twenty percent increase in system level power where there to. Metrics on the processor side, they are excited about the graphics than the processor, right. So walk us through Eleventh Jen Tiger link. All right. So Eleven Jen Tiger Lake this is you know the the classic Intel Tick Tock Mechanism last year they jumped to architecture they were they finally released their ten chips and this this is the refinement of that the announced actually end their last earnings call that they're not hit seven nanometer for at least another year plus. That's delayed. So this is a refined of version of last year stuff but Intel's hyping this up as a very big jump forward, and one of the reasons that they're doing that is that they're finally rolling out their new Z. Graphics, which are Intel's really big graphics push for the first time in a very long time it's going to start rolling out there doing dedicated GPA's and external gps, which is the thing that they haven't done for a very long time slash ever depending on what you count like one weird project from Weill. Back. But this is this is you know the first wave of that it's the integrated graphics. This is actually the worst of all their stuff. They have much more powerful stuff on their roadmap, but they're promising like big stuff. They're claiming that you know it'll run a bunch of like triple a games at ten P. on an ultra book which is impressive if it works which will have to see but yeah, that's that's Sort of where they're they're starting from is you know they're they're claiming to exa better graphics and that's sort of the base point.
Are Commercial Aircraft Production Plans Still Too High?
"There's a lot of talk these days about when the commercial aircraft industry will recover from the COVID nineteen crisis and return to normal and normal is almost universally defined as the your twenty nineteen. But, what if Airbus and Boeing were already at peak production and twenty nineteen with little room for growth over the coming decade? Scary. As that thought may be a look at the numbers suggests it's possible and that in turn raises questions about whether the two airframes have reduced production enough to whether the OVID. Nineteen. Storm. Joining me from Frankfurt to make sense of all this is Jens to aviation weeks executive editor for Commercial Aviation and here with me in Washington is Michael. Bruno Aviation Week, senior business editor who closely watching production rates and the aviation supply chain. Jens. Let's start with you. You wrote column in the August thirty first edition of Aviation Week and space technology that I don't think Airbus or Boeing are going to be too happy about would you say? Probably not well, what I did is I looked at a Abbas global market forecast, which is the forecast for the next twenty years, and by the way, the Boeing fingers are pretty similar. So but for practical purposes, let's just stick with the the Abbas version. and. Looked at production racing compared to to figures. So the to the. Market forecast Abbas puts out is for thirty nine, thousand Costa over the next twenty years. Divide that by twenty, you come up with an average annual production. Off Nine, thousand, nine, hundred, and seventeen aircraft to seventy aircraft to be precise. That's across the entire industry. So that's Abbas Boeing all the other manufacturers. Now I compared this with the. Actual production. Rates. For Two thousand, nine, nineteen, and the plans. For a front nineteen on the buying side because remember Max wasn't delivered. So there's a big difference between what they planted what they actually did. So the plans for Amazon Boeing were. Already over eighteen hundred at Croft. For Twenty nineteen so they were very very close to the. Longtime over two decades. Average rate that Abbas claims is the size of the overall mark. In this case, we ignore all the others there's going to be aircraft delivered by Komax, there's going to be. Did it by a C. by Embraer who knows maybe someone someone else will come in that we don't know yet on the electric hybrid hybrid electric front, maybe some some new comer there's also. No more room for for growth by both Abbas and and. If you remember. Absent. TIKOLO was pushing it suppliers very, very hot higher. They were talking about rights beyond seventy not an I wasn't in any twenty thirties seventy aircraft for Mancha I should say and I wasn't an in the twenty thirties that was in the next few years. So my point is. They were already producing too many aircraft before covert. Based on their own assessment of the market. And now with covert, of course, it's a whole different story. and. My conclusion is that. They haven't made deep enough cuts so far and more will follow. You and you're right when we started twenty nineteen everyone was talking about how fast can the supply chain ramp up How quickly can Airbus and Boeing increase production? I? Guess what you're saying is everybody was wrong. Yeah everything the the the industry went too far. In its. Appetite for growth and its vision for you. Look back we were coming out of the industry was coming out of the global financial crisis in eight eight or nine, which was a big crisis at that standards back. Then by the Senate's back then and then we have had this decade of unprecedented growth. We were industry got used to growth rates, well in excess of global GDP, of course, that's used that. Twice of global GDP, I should say. which is typically the level of growth that's aviation has seen over the past decades. Looking back is clear to me that. This could not be sustained for that much longer. Now the crisis we were seeing now is you know probably more dramatic than anyone could have expected but. On the other hand. That's gross could not have continued. At the same pace was clear.
Dell delivers strong performance
"Up for me And we talked about this way way early on in my in this adventure of playing the stock market is this company that is the direct competitors. Tio Intel chip company Right Microchip company Intel. It's this a MP advanced Advanced Micro devices. Hey, And they've become a player in the chip game and especially after a couple months ago or a month ago, when until put out results that didn't meet expectations and said that they were behind on their Jen seven. And then I was reading earlier that Dell computers, right you've heard Adele before? They sold Mork computers. They had the single biggest amount of sales in a quarter in the history of the company this last quarter. Places are reporting second quarter results for the year they had their They had their biggest said. Well, I guess third quarter No second quarter biggest second quarter ever. Farrah sales go for Dell and so everybody else is being influenced by it. And man, this thing is just I said, I think it's gonna be my first stock to actually grow over $100 Not not. I bought it at over $100 but actually grow into $100 plus stock. And I was having this conversation with my buddy today. When do you sell? Because after another Kat, What was it? It jumped up another want to say it was It was up another $5 in 27 cents today. 6% growth again on it. I'm like a 127% right now On the return on this thing I bought it at 40. And it's like 91. Right now. And it's okay. When do I start selling? When do I start selling some things and capitalizing What's the shelf life with something like this? Eventually, Intel's gonna catch back up. So how long do you write it? In that in that the trick is how long do I ride it? Do I play this in the short term I played in the long term. I got some things. I know. I'm gonna play in the long term Delta carnival blowing even but something like this. This they have to be a short short term. Why not capitalize on it? Right? You know. This thing gets up over 100. It's gonna be hard to not want to sell that thing. Crazy as it may be. It's gonna be hard to not want to sell this thing if it gets up over $100 in it. Now.
Barack Obama reportedly spoke with NBA leaders on how to move forward after Jacob Blake protests
"And league officials meeting this past week to resolve differences. ABC is Jen Ai Norman says a core group of players got some guidance from a former world leader. Former President Barack Obama offered guidance to a small group of N BA players on how to proceed amid the brief playoff strike this as the sports world rials from the powerful move to pause practices and games this week following protests demanding justice The police shooting of Jacob Blake in Kenosha, Wisconsin.
Laura victims may go weeks without power; deaths climb to 14
"The cleanup could be extensive from damage in Louisiana from hurricane Laura the mayor of Lake Charles says with all the damage people who evacuated and are coming back you just look and leave Stanley Hazelton decided not to evacuate Thursday this is gone the people without homes so it was down because they will never do it again Elizabeth Griffin teach Jen decided to evacuate near Vinton Louisiana it's twenty twenty what can you do she's glad she evacuated with the wind gusts ripping the roof off the roof off and the wind itself is going to create a noise that howling noise you'll never be able to forget it and it would haunt me forever one man said they need ice water blue tarps everything you could associate with the storm two hours ago I'm a Donahue
Sitting down with the Kotlin Advocates
"We are all develop had for Katelyn. Some of us are for areas that are better well known some of us of areas that are less known some of US offer areas that say oh. Oh, you mean that Kotlin is more than just android So talking starve aside talking Kotlin Jaaz stalking everything else that is not android and so I wanted to discuss a little bit. What life is like as a developer advocate at jeppe rains as a cotton develop advocate jeppe brains, how we work, who tells us what to do what not to do well. Before, I I would say that it was mostly we would decide and then sweater you decide now for us right? I wouldn't put it like this. No I'm just kidding. Like I know you're laughing there you're muted it doesn't make sense. I can record my life and you can after add it. On the places that you want. Yeah I'm like are we gotTA have a back? Channel on slack that I keep pressing a button that says you know now laugh and then everyone loves so this is I think to the vision death like long time ago so But anyway. So No, let's let's discuss a little bit like what what color advocacy implies. So especially, nowadays that you know a lot of times when we talk about when we talk about advocacy in general. People immediately associate that with going to conferences and giving talks and. Engaging with people in the community and stuff like that. And you know right now the situation in the world is a little bit. and. So people kind of ask me sometimes, I what do you do all day because you can't really do your work can you and we're GonNa Bust this myth right that developers are more than just about going to conferences. And to bars and to. Having Beers and and the. And the podcast yes. So what do you do? What? What do each of you do on a daily basis try to out a lot with a on on twitter and kind of A feeling for how people feel about technology, it's it's pretty known that that Cutler Jay s for example, has a couple of rough edges them So I tried to kind of see who is trying to adopt the technology try to help them get started and can either be on an individual basis reaching out to people asking them for their feedback to the technology, and then bring that back to the team. But it can also be in the creation of materials than the people can just consume at their own pace. So for example, on play dot, Copter Nine, dot org, we have our section of hands onto orioles, which are kind of long form to`real, you've go through in interactive fashion and we of course, right those we keep those up to date and we always allowed the community. What kind of topics should be covered. And also keeping with the Team that actually developed technology right Shanyou well. As, we know that the Greater China? Region is huge. So for me I think it's more important to facilitates with community. So basically I Love connection with the community leaders. Mostly East our cutting user. Group. Part of. Confront you. And I tried to arrange some Webinar, to invite sound speaker to share their experience about calling. And the in order to. Make more people to learn calling I arranged. Study Group. Study Jen. that. We have on lies degen that Basically teach people how. Write calling coat. And we also have their coating practice. that. Encourage. People to use calling in different way. For example, we use calling in beckon you can have a new can learn how to write calling. Using Kato War or even in Spring boot. You can use calling in enjoy can use calling in data signs. Et Cetera so we provide. The possibility to poke to calling is everything. So that's why we do every for every day.
Women's Equality Day with Representative Lisa Blunt Rochester
"I'm Jim Taylor skinner, and this is the electorate on this episode. I have a conversation with representative Lisa Blunt Rochester, of Delaware. She joins me to discuss women's equality and the importance of empowering other women and in the context of commemorating the one hundredth anniversary of the nineteen limit. We'll talk about how we can learn from our past and create inclusive movements that lift up all women. Representative Front. Rochester. Made History herself and her two thousand sixteen election to Congress as the first black woman and the first woman of color to be elected to represent the seat. She was also a member of Vice President Biden's victory vetting committee, and we discussed that process as well as the strengths that Kamala, Harris brings to the ticket. Lastly, we talk about what moved her to run for office herself and it's truly a moving powerful story and I'm so. Thankful that she shared it. So without further ADO, here's my conversation with representative Lisa Want Rochester, or a Flint Rochester. Welcome to the PODCAST. Thank you so much and I'm so excited to be here in. This is what I think about the ratification of the nineteenth amendment and women's Equality Day now that passage was so crucial to what women have today and where we are today, but I can't help but imagine where we might be today had that movement. been more inclusive you know. Yeah Yeah I think about that because we have record number of women running for Congress record number of women in Congress, right I wondered like what can we do now? As we move forward to make sure that that we don't repeat those mistakes you know Jen I. think that's a perfect place to start because I think by looking at the past if you if you learn from it you can grow. It's interesting. I've heard people talk about this centennial as not necessarily a celebration but more of a commemoration in and it was a feat in to itself. I mean when you think about the effort and the the marches and the efforts that folks may particularly women at that time. But we also think about the fact that for women many women of color that the opportunity to vote really didn't come. into the sixties and so you think about as you said, what what could we have achieved head we been more unified then and you can think about that and dwell on it, and then say what are the lessons learned and I think the fact I got elected in twenty sixteen I came in at the same time is Donald Trump and I had never run for anything in my entire life and. You know it was a Delaware had never elected a woman. Delaware had never elected a person of color to Congress. We only have one seat and so at the time that I decided to run I had served in state government had run our urban league here I had lived around the world and raise my children but it was really the unexpected tragic death of my husband who went on a business trip ruptured his Achilles Tendon, after playing a game of basketball before work meeting and then blood clots went to his heart and lungs and it just it just shook me to the. Core, and I had to find my purpose still on his planet and you know wasn't until like a year later I was I felt like I was numb just kind of going through the motions and I, started noticing other people that were you know having challenges like in my own city of Wilmington there was a lot of they were talking about the the the gun violence and then I saw a dad and three kids in a supermarket in front of me, and he had to put a bunch of grapes because they were nine dollars in that lake. Shook me out of my own. My own sadness and I think you know Donald Trump capitalized going people's anger or sadness or you know the challenges they were facing an inspired native run not knowing who was going to be president or what I was going to be facing and I think after he won and we had the women's March I think that was a watershed moment because it showed the possibility I mean the diversity of the crowd from you know black and Latino Latina in a trans in Muslim and Jewish like it was everybody there together and people haven't led up since then and so I went in two thousand sixteen by Twenty Eighteen Emily's list an organization that helps women candidates which helped me. They saw a thousand percent increase in women's interest to run for office. So I do think we can learn from the past. I. Think. We can still commemorate and celebrate but we gotta take that and turn it into action and that's what's happening right now, and that's what gets me excited about this hundredth anniversary is that it's not just about Jay, let's celebrate this moment it is about how do we do the work and how do we? How do we change the course of history and and in people's lives? So yeah, it's an exciting time
Willowbrook plant linked to higher area cancer rates
"Were filed this week to be the statute of limitations deadline in connection with a cancer causing chemical released into the air for years by a plant in Willowbrook. Theragenics sterilized medical equipment. But in doing so, it admitted into the air E Teo Athlete oxide. There is no no safe amount of e T o Which should ever be Breathe. That's Antonio Roman uchi, one of the lawyers handling the lawsuits, He says hundreds of people develop cancer had miscarriages or came down with health issues. All because of the athlete oxide from Sarah Jen IX. Certainly this will come down to His lawyers like to say the battle of the experts, you know which experts are going to say what and who's going to deny what Roman Uchi says Willowbrook is in the top 10 cancer clusters in the country. Bernie to FOIA. NewsRadio one or 5.9, and a new analysis of
Can the Midwest expect more derechos?
"That durant show that tour across Iowa and Illinois August tenth flattened as much as fourteen million acres of cropland seventy to one hundred plus mile an hour winds blew down trees and power lines more than half a million islands lost power some for more than a week. The word the ratio means straight ahead in. Spanish these massive straight line wind events travel more than two hundred and fifty miles and produce wind gusts over. Seventy five miles an hour. Why is the Upper Midwest climatological hotspot for these massive windstorms that howl for hundreds of Miles Victor Seaney is a professor with Northern Illinois University specializing in severe storms. Hi Victor Welcome to climate cast. Thanks for having me on. Paul what stands out to you about that August tenth Rachel probably the number of wind reports that we had over seventy five miles per hour usually when these jobs occurred you. Can get widespread fifty to sixty mile per hour winds. But as we saw in several cities in Eastern, Iowa in Northern Illinois and even into the Chicago land area, this particular day Joe was producing winds in excess along its path of seventy five miles per hour. Obviously, the wind speed gets higher. So does the damage we all know about Tornado Alley and there's also a higher donate show frequency there but the radio frequency is Also high here in the Upper Midwest and the southern Great Lakes right it is an actually if you had to pick one city on the map that experiences more durations than anywhere else in the United States, it would be sort of Rockford Illinois Northern Illinois here is really ground zero for the shows and it really goes back to the ingredients that you need in order to get these types of long live windstorms we've. Had some historic data shows in the Upper Midwest? The Boundary Waters Blow Down Fourth of July nineteen ninety nine is something people here in Minnesota remember what is it about the summertime atmosphere over the Upper Midwest? That's conducive to durant chose well, for those of us who live up here in the summer we know it's the heat and humidity, and of course, you have heat and humidity present on many days in the summertime. But what really differentiates from a direct show, Dave versus a normal thunderstorm day are these bigger disturbances that moved through the atmosphere and a lot of vertical wind shear strong jetstream overhead that all comes together to create a very favorable atmosphere for these rages. The bulk of evidence seems to suggest that climate change doesn't show strong links to the intensity of d'auray chose why is that? It's not that it doesn't show strong relationships is. That it's sort of unknown in that we have a lot of errors right now with our experiments in the models that we have that can project into the future the potential changes. Our best guess right now is that the amount of days that we're going to have in the future that having this extreme heat and humidity will increase, but it's sort of unclear if that's GONNA translate to more of these types of Drake Joe. Windstorms is there any evidence that Rachel climatology could shift northward as the climate warms there are certainly studies out there that show northward shift in what we call the mid latitude jetstream and these types of phenomenon in theory should shift with that northward shifting jet. Again, these are attribution type of studies that will need to be retested in the future and continue to be tested with new data before I think we can say anything. More robust about what we're going to expect with these types of storms. I don't think there's a rating system for Rachel's how would you rate that one that crossed Iowa into Illinois on August tenth this particular Drake Shift you had to ask me is probably one intend to one in fifteen year event across the Midwest Professor Victor Jen, Seaney with Northern Illinois University. Thanks so much for being on climate cast today. Thanks for having me.
America marks 100 years of voting rights for women
"President Trump is enacting some measures that service counter programming to the Democratic Convention. NPR's Jen Newman reports that Trump is promising a posthumous pardon for women's rights activist Susan B. Anthony Trump highlighted the date marking 100 years since women gained the right to vote on this day in 1920. The United States ratify the 19th amendment. It was a monumental victory for equality for justice and a monumental victory for America. It's also known as the Susan B. Anthony amendment. Anthony was arrested in 18 72 for voting in her hometown of Rochester, New York, Trump is facing a tough fight in the upcoming election and has tried in recent weeks to appeal to women voters, particularly suburban women, a coveted demographic this November.
Epic Games files injunction against Apple
"EPIC Games has taken apple to court. I won't say the suits crazy but it does sound crazy. Business insider says the company has filed a temporary restraining order against apple with the intention of getting fortnight back onto apple's APP store. According to the report if granted by Judge Restraining Order would legally stop apple from removing delisting refusing to list or otherwise make unavailable the APP fortnight including any update thereof SOUNDS CRAZY RIGHT Turns out that epics fighting for something more though according to business insider the filing revealed potentially far wider impact of apple and epochs legal fight. EPIC will lose access to Apple's developer program by the twenty eighth. Of August the company said if it's up doesn't comply with APP store guidelines. This would mean that all of epochs APPs in the IOS APPs store would be pulled from listing importantly epoch says getting booted from the program would also mean it can access certain technology for developers. For, more on that bit, we turn to C. Net, which has epoch suit saying not content simply to remove Ford night from the APP store apple is attacking epics entire business in unrelated areas. Venture beat polls another paragraph from the filing that says that the unreal engine can no longer support platforms. The software developers that use it will be forced to use alternatives the damage to epochs ongoing business into its reputation and trust with its customers will be unquantifiable and irreparable. Preliminary. injunctive relief is necessary to prevent apple from crushing epic before this case could ever get to judgement. So how many games are we talking about? I have no idea and a piece from CNBC GIVES US mixed messages. Seriously one piece pushes both the freakout button and one that plays cool and the gang. The CNBC headline says how Apple's battle with epic games could affect hundreds of other games beyond fortnight. Hundreds, but there are only. Millions of APPs in the APP store. This is where the messages start mixing. The same. CNBC. Piece points out that unreal engine is not the only game in town according to the report while the unreal engine is popular on consoles in P., C.'s many mobile games use a competing and JEN unity which has not been affected. Wedbush analyst Michael Packer Tell CNBC unreal is used in some mobile games, but only a small minority. Unity is far more pervasive so hard to quantify the impact on the ban. My problem is well, i. have many including a few around this story. First of all, while epoch may have several valid points. The way they've gone about this whole thing is made them. Difficult to. Trust. When. They said losing their developer license would mean developers could not use unreal engine. I had questions because I'm not a developer and that is my second problem around this story. Reach out to a developer friend of mine but he was too busy to answer my question that sent me the twitter not to complain about my friend though he is a jerk. But to ask the question I tried to ask Mr Ain't got time for you ask. The question, I put to types on twitter is what epica saying true. They say apple revokes developer license they won't be able to update. Unreal. Engine. For. Developers to use. Does unreal engine access come through the APP store or is it that they would lose the ability to test? At Ross kinds was kind enough to respond. According to Ross doesn't go through the APP. Store. But. Certain features require certificates that need an apple developer account if those certificates are invalidated, they won't be able to release builds of the engine through x Coda. And not sure there are actually using any of those features he continued it could simply be a licensing issue can't distribute. Bildt's without a licensing agreement. Not really sure on this one since we exclusively distributed on the APP store. So never had this situation. So. What epic is saying may be true. which brings us. Back to my. First problem. Around the story. It's hard to know whether one can trust epic in this situation.
Diageo to buy Ryan Reynolds-backed Aviation Gin as it moves upmarket
"Liquor business, Biaggio is paying up to $610 million. To buy part of aviation Jen, the company that runs aviation Jin, as well as astral tequila, Sombra, mescal and T Y K. You sake, Ryan Reynolds, the actor has become a part owner of Aviation. American gin in 2018 will retain an ongoing ownership interest in aviation, according to the announcement from Biaggio.
Belarus' Post-Election Crackdown
"Nearly 7000 people have been detained in Belarus after protests erupted on Wednesday. This follows the presidential election results that came over the weekend. Several demonstrators who were arrested have sense accused the government of torture. Jen, What's going on? Why are people upset? Well, so this basically kind of started going back a little bit before this election, so they had an election on Sunday. But a little bit. Before that there were some protests going on and Is a lot of had to do with Alexander Lukashenko and his he's the president and his kind of failure more long term in terms of the economy in terms of managing the Corona virus. But then there was this election coming up. And because Lukashenko he's been in power for 26 years now. He was basically elected in the first, you know, nationwide Democratic elections in the country. After you know, they declared independence from the Soviet Union. It was the first nationwide really free and fair election. It was also the last nationwide free and fair election. Hey, has since then consistently crackdown on all forms of opposition. He's rigged all the elections to make sure he stays in power. And this coming up election that was coming up this past Sunday. He was planning to do the same thing. He detained the opposition. You know, the key opposition leaders. But he didn't factor in that there was basically a homemaker, a woman named Svetlana ticking off scale. She's a 37 year old former English translators stay at home Mom. She's also the wife of one of the lead opposition figures who was detained and she said, Okay, fine. You want to arrest my husband? Then I'll run for president in his stead. And she took to the streets and basically said, You know, I'm not gonna let this happen. She basically helped unite the opposition and thousands and thousands and thousands of people came out to the streets in support of her. In a way that had not been seen basically in its entire post Soviet history on DH. Then, of course, the election was rigged. As expected, she, you know, contested the results. She ended up having to fleet of Lithuania she was feared for her Children's lives. But people are angry and they're back in the streets in the thousands and tens of thousands and true to form, Lukashenko's government is again cracking down brutally and trying to repress it. Well, Courtney, we got this message from Dave, who says the situation is so fluid. How will the US respond to Lukashenko's efforts to be seen to be looking for a political solution where he still stays in power? Well, General. I mean, the U. S. Has already said that they don't believe these were free elections. We heard that from Mike Pompeo just this week, and the EU has said that I mean, pretty much the entire international community has condemned these elections. It's interesting because this comes at a time when you there have been terrible relations between the US and Minsk for years. In fact, In. Lukashenko has been under sanctions by the U. S. Since 2006 after another round of election irregularities, so knows general saying free and fair elections that have been a thing of the past. In It has been a thing of the past there. But earlier this year in February, Mike Pompeo became the highest ranking administration official to visit there. In years. He went to Minsk. He met with Lukashenko in April. The administration nominated ambassador for the country, Julie Fisher, would be that she would have been the first ambassador there in more than a decade and actually just went up for her confirmation about a week ago. But now it looks as if there are some people on the hill who are saying while we need to hold up this nomination, If we send a diplomat there, it would appear that this is an endorsement of the crackdown. There are others who think well, if ever there's a time that we need someone there Help advocate for democracy. It's now but it looks as if that nomination is held up. So what's interesting is this All comes at a time where there really was this effort, toe warm ties between Washington and Minsk, and now it looks as if once again, Lukashenko going back to his ways of Trying to rigging an election of really maintaining his title as one of Europe's last remaining dictators that may end up destroying any chance for some kind of riel. Diplomatic relations between the two countries. Well, David on Thursday, thousands of women wearing white flooded the streets to protest that violent crackdown on demonstrators that happened during the week of protests. What comes next in Belarus. Well, it's going to be obviously down to developments inside batteries but also kind of slightly grubby great power politics because how his Alexander Lukashenko survives the dictator of this country. Just on the 10 million people for 26 years. It's part because he has been incredibly adept at playing the West and Russia off against each other. So he's taking a lot of money. Over the years from Russia, he has had Vladimir Putin as a patron of last resort, but he is also Occasionally flirted with Europe in first with us because he doesn't want to be taken over wholesale by Russia. China is also a player. President Xi Jinping of China was the first major leader to congratulate Alexander Lukashenko on this kind of grotesquely rigged election as though it was a perfectly good election. China is poured money into Belarus. It's one of its hubs Fishy Jinping's Bolton Road project, so This kind of constant playing back and forth. But the problem is that he is running a road because if he gives the European Union what they want, which is for him to liberalize on back down from crushing these process. You'll probably get swept
"jen" Discussed on Never Not Funny
"Okay. It's a very sticky posted note. I got it open. What franchise the Disney by Nineteen ninety-five to build a ride themed around it. The ride eventually closed for being too scary. What was the franchise? Nineteen ninety-five. I? Have Forgotten to include this the question. The ride was eventually built in one, thousand, nine, hundred, five. I kinda ordered wrong. So, which franchise the Disney by and build a ride for nine, hundred, ninety five. That was eventually shut down for being too scary. Sorry No, you said it right the first time. May I ask a question or is. On his second. Album allowing questions. Jen Kirkman is a question. It. He says it depends on the question do. I guess I. Think this probably is not. Going to be allowed, but when you said you franchise. You mean like. I forget it. My question would be the answer i. said. I thought I knew. It wasn't a film franchise or a book franchise site, but I think that's. That's that's going to give away to. Franchise was it was. A soda or do mean. Interesting which Franch?.
"jen" Discussed on Words of Jen
"You are listening to words of. Jenn where I read to you one piece of my writing in each and every episode this is Jen and you are listening to words of Jenn Episode Number Fifty Five. This one is called pandemic dreams. The bedroom was filled with daylight as I started to. Wake up on the bed next to me was a German shepherd. This was unexpected because my husband and I do not have a dog. The German shepherd was lying on his side facing away from me. The dog was resting its head on a pillow and was fast asleep. He was radiating happiness and security not wanting to wake this mysterious dog but needing to know if he was real. I reached out my hand toward him. He was warm and his firm was soft. This German shepherd even smelled like a dog but an extremely clean one. He certainly seemed real. Okay Doug I thought to myself. You're obviously happy sleeping here. So let's take a nap. I turned onto my side. Rearranged my blankets and scooted closer to the dog. He snuggled up to me and seemed to smile a bit more when I put my arm around him. It wasn't until after I put my head back on my pillow that I heard a voice. He needs a blanket. The voice explained the voice sounded mail and I did not recognize it. Whoever was speaking wasn't in the bedroom with me and the dog. I looked down at the foot of the bed. A bright orange. Heavy blanket was sitting there neatly folded into a square eye. Unfurled the blanket and gently placed it over the German shepherd. He snuggled into the blanket. Still Fast Asleep. The scene I have just described did not to actually happen. I woke up shortly after it ended and realized it was nothing more than a dream. It was one of the most vivid dreams I've had in a long time. It was in full color and included sound texture. Even sent the best part of the stream was the powerful sense that everything was going to be. Okay that feeling was incredibly attractive. It was disappointing to have dissolve after I woke up for real this time in the midst of the in nineteen pandemic. I'm not the only one having strange extraordinarily vivid dreams right now. A quick Internet search brought up plenty of articles in which other people shared what they have been dreaming about. One of the articles noted that shortly after nine eleven people mentioned that they were having dreams that involved plane Crashes Today. Our minds are serving up dreams about an invisible virus. That's hard to visualize so people are dreaming up images that range from creepy too terrifying. My husband and I were sitting at a small table on the patio of a cafe. The table was made of decorative metal swirls as were the chairs we sat on there was a tall colorful drink on the table in front of me and a smaller drink in front of my husband. It was mid afternoon. And The Sun was glinting off the awnings of various restaurants that lined the street. The weather was nice and warm. The outdoor Patios were full and people were walking in the street together. I assumed we were at some place that was designed for tourists and pedestrians. There were no cars in sight. As I listened to my husband talking to me I noticed that some of the people in the street had stopped walking. They looked up and pointed at the sky glancing up. I saw several soap bubble balloons slowly floating across the sky. They came from somewhere behind the street of restaurants. My husband and I were sitting at moved across the sky and beyond the opposite St. I pointed out these soap bubble balloons to my husband and we watched them for a little while. The Sun was behind us so everyone was facing the other way to watch the balloons. It was relaxing. Some of the balloons were shaped like cats and others were heart-shaped. Suddenly I had a strange feeling something was wrong. I turned my head and looked down the street a direction. No one else was looking. There were things in the sky. I could hardly make out as they got closer. I realized that they were planes. The balloons were a distraction. We need to leave now. I said grabbing my husband's hand we ran down the street away from the planes. I explained to him what I had seen. The planes were old and had propellers the ones used in World War Two. They were silent which seemed impossible. It wasn't until we made it down the street and around the corner that the screaming started there was a university not too far away and we ran to it. One of the buildings was made of stone and designed to look like part of Castle. The door was closed but open to the instant. I raised my hand to knock on it. A woman opened the door and waved US inside. She slammed the door behind us and locked it. The woman had short hair and glasses and looked like she was someone who worked in this building. She asked us to a wall. Put a key into a lock. We did not see and open to passage way. We followed her. What looked like a thick metal wall? A door opened and another woman held it for us. The first woman was the last inside and she slammed the door. There were about fifteen to twenty people in here with us and everyone looked terrified. There were some couples a few families with small children and people who got here by themselves. The woman we met I put her finger to her lips in sh gesture. We are safe in here. She explained but we should stay quiet. They cannot get in. They cannot find us. We must wait this out. When I woke up I found myself feeling very anxious. In the dream. The virus took the form of old planes. That no one saw coming until it was too late. My husband and I ran for a safe place to shelter and wait it out. It is obvious that this dream was about my concerns about corona virus. I was wandering through my apartment searching for something that I was unable to find. It would help if I could remember what it was that I was looking for. I must have walked from the front door to the back bedroom. Dozens of times there was a noise of movement behind the couch. I found this confusing since I knew there was no one here but me behind the couch. There was a woman who was lying on the floor. I had no idea who she was or how she got there. Oh good you're here. She said standing up and brushing herself off. The woman wore a black shirt made from material. That was both sturdy and stretchy at the same time. She wore grey cargo pants with plenty of pockets. I was sent here to find you. She said come with me. Who are you I asked Oh right. You don't know that yet I'm you she replied. I must have given her a look of disbelief. I mean not you. I'm you from another time line. I gave this woman closer. Look she was younger than me. Possibly in her late twenties or early thirties she had long straight. Red Hair pulled back in a low ponytail just the way. I used to wear my hair when I was younger. She wasn't wearing glasses either. She had contact. Lenses or vision was much better than mine. She stood still waiting for me to recognize myself. The me from another timeline started to look familiar. I take after one side of my family. She looked like what I may have if I had taken. After the other side her bone structure was somewhat smaller than mine. Freckles dotted her face and she didn't have family knows the other me nodded. Her head smiled and reach out her hand. A bright oval-shaped portal open behind her. Come on we need to hurry. She said it's extremely important that we go right now before it's too late. I took her hand and followed her into the portal. After I woke up I tried to figure out what the story meant. My best. Guess is that it is about escaping. This chaotic scary dangerous world. It's too bad that I woke up before finding out where that Portland or why I was important enough to be brought here and that brings us to the end of this episode of words of Jenn. If you would like to hear me read more of my writing to you you can find more episodes of the words of Jenn podcast at look of Jenn dot net..
"jen" Discussed on For the Love with Jen Hatmaker Podcast
"And when I read it I read it to David and I said David someone is saying what I can't say in. Its bet it doesn't have to be black or white. There can be a ground where all of it makes sense and it works for the common good like that can happen and she saying these words and a new that you were saying to people. Bet We're going to get fired up and be behind you one hundred percent and you were also saying people that were just wanted to knock you to the ground. But it's like the same way with like there can't doesn't have to be all one way or all the other there can be beautiful sacred ground right in the middle. Yes this is one of the tricks of the trade to keep US silenced and Silo D- And sidelined this is it this team. Which is you can either be this or you can be vis as a woman you can either be good or you can be selfish right. And so we've been handed these really outdated justice truckload of outdated conventions that don't work and they're not real they're made up. I'm telling you they are made up and I just can't help it like look at some of the more insidious forms of Patriarchy and how it has just broken people's hearts for so long and I think one of them is pitting women against each other like if women can just take each other out like this if we can create such binary ideas where we are unable to hold nuance with one another or tension or to say there's a huge spectrum here with a lot of points in between the nobody has to that workforce. We'll do it ourselves. I deeply believe in the power of dialogue and of mature discussion. That's a real through line in the book which is how do we purge our relationships of drama of these binary ideas of unnecessary conflict? And I think all that's possible I really do. I think we're grown up enough to manage our relationships like this. Our own ideas like this without just thrown in the talent saying well. I'm either one hundred percent or zero right. I love that what we have to start at the beginning of this book. We learned that. Jen is setting these chapters in these sections at. There's a purpose for them in the way that she wrote them and lay them out in the book. One of the first sections being. It's called who I am and we're going to wrestle with this for second we're GonNa talk about who we got. We got a new high ladies. We gotta know if we're going to move in this space. Let's first start with WHO I am. But what do you say to those listeners? Who like how the heck laugh I miss out? I mean firing back to some of your earlier words. What if they said to you Jim? I've been polished me for so long. I don't even know where to begin a love that woman I search compassion for her and I have such hope I believe that even if we have spent every living second of our lives Polish up the container it is never too late to get down to the core of what's real and what's true and figure out how to live out that I really do I. I don't think out of reach from a single woman on planet are so to your point the way the book is sort of structured of these five huge ideas in which. I discovered that both in my personal life and my community of women people were not integrated. We were not telling the whole truth there. One thing on the outside a different thing on the inside. Which was who. I am what I need what I want what I believe. And how connect and so we got a lot of disintegration inside those categories but we start with who I am because that's what matters most way outside of what we do or what we are good at or how our lives are operating right now. We push all that aside. We'll get to it but we start with like who are you like? How were you formed? How were you specifically created to flourish on this earth? What is your personality? How are you wired this matters so much? Because from that core everything flows. Some of our parents told us who we were are siblings. Assessment of us has real weird power. What they told us what are other adults in our life told us just the messages we received in the air. Like you and I were talking about a minute ago. You know the world has been us how to be since we were in kindergarten. Those label stick man and so I think some of us are operating out of what we might even say no. I think this is who I am. And my question is is it is it. It's worth examining is that true. Is that label over you real. Was it ever real even if it was. Is it still real heavy outgrown that? Have you evolved past that? How were you meant to live one thing? I want women to know right now when they're thinking like I don't even know if I could do that. I don't even know if I could get down to the bottom of that one thing. I want you to believe if you believe nothing else is that you can trust yourself like you. Can you can trust your instinct. You can trust your gut when your mind says Inuit. That isn't Hawaiian. Like she's been saying that to me for thirty five years. But that isn't not who I am or I've been pretending to be this for a really long time but my gut is telling me that's not real so I think if we can trust ourselves and settle into the pocket of some self identification. Then were ready to do everything else. And also what is the worst that can happen? What if you do the work? What if they called you a certain word growing up in? You did the work and he did. The heavy lifting comes found out. You still are that okay. Move on or you go. Good would have been worth it. You know won't have been worth it to figure that out for so long for most of my life. My mother called me a Popstar your pots Melissa that you start the pot and you know what? We're good food healthy amount of time. She was right. She called me that about six years ago and I don't know what it was about that moment but I just went. That doesn't ring true anymore. That's great I grew out of that and when we grow out of it we get to replace that label. We get to remove that. And that's the work that's worth the work. Oh it's so good. It's such a good example. In this section you talk about a actually referred to a young up and coming lesser heart. Hopefully get my get. Her name is Brennan Brown. You know what she can. Just keep trying you know she can. Just keep trying. Success may find. Its Way to her. I don't you start now. Go follow her on social media. Almost just give this kid a shot now. Our Queen Brunei Brown as us many things over the years but one of her best lessons and probably hardest is about true belonging. How it doesn't mean squishing in squeezing yourself to fit within a group but rather belonging to yourself. I would love to hear you explain that concept a little bit more. Why it even means what it s de Bernez been such a good teacher to me on this exact concept on what it means to belong to yourself as opposed to being behold in to your group norms or the sanctioned elements of your particular subculture. And everybody knows what I'm talking about those all different for each of us. You know whatever sort of environment you either grew up in that you find yourself as an adult. Every group has its own culture and so we can pretty much pretty quickly identify like these are the behaviors that keep you in really good standing inside your space. And these are the behaviors that get you kicked to the curb and what's valued. What isn't what's rewarded. What is punished? I say this about women all the time. We are very gifted at reading room and giving it what it wants. You know we have this very high emotional capacity emotional intelligence which can be harnessed for good by the way but I think what it is created are adult women who just SHAPE SHIFT RIGHT TO FIT. Whatever the room once we were told. It's your job to protect the temperature of this room so that nobody else gets either too hot or too cold but we didn't even set the temperature right like don't even charge of it. We're just in charge of keeping everybody else comfortable. So what I noticed in my own world like let's just talk specifically about kind of coming up through what would be considered kind of traditional conservative. Evangelical Women Subculture. That's like its own thing. Is that regardless of what was actually going on inside my heart soul mind? I was constantly trying to keep the peace in there because I knew the rules. I mean I knew exactly what was going to be rewarded and what was going to be punished so I was trying to keep the peace inside that ecosystem but what I learned is oh. I'm trying to keep the peace but I have no peace or I'm trying to keep the peace over here in this group but I m robbing other communities of their piece because refusing to stand with them or refusing to be their ally and so that's not a piece at all Martin Luther King Junior calls that a negative piece which is zero piece. That's fake peace and so you know Brenes idea of like belonging to ourselves which is exactly what this work is. It's digging really deep internally. What do I believe? Like what am I Convicted about what do I love? What do I not love? What's bringing me life? What's not who am I? And belonging to that belonging to who we are regardless of what the rules around us are telling us to do that's true belonging which is why she also calls that the Wilderness and that is how it can feel it can feel really scary to step out there where you're not hitting your marks anymore because that means no group is telling us who to be that we are going to have to decide that. I'm going to be entirely integrated and entirely true all the time with all people in every circumstance which is gonNa make exactly none of them. Happy doesn't this seem like fun work. Everybody it's not a hold. No but I'll tell you what there is something inside of that that is so liberating. I care so much about injustice and I am deeply convicted in principle person and I'm a leader and that carries a lot of weight and responsibility to me so I couldn't keep the lid on and so I came to a point where I knew Jen..
"jen" Discussed on For the Love with Jen Hatmaker Podcast
"This is the environment he. Creates for them to thrive into lead to sort of take take the front position and and that that tells me a lot that communicates so much to me the sorts of women that he works with and helps. Right. Four and create space for I, I'm, I'm impressed and I moved by the world's that he makes. And so it's so I'm so happy to hear you say that that is your lived experience yet of under his leadership that Emmys female friends. We have really equal writing team agenda-wise and we have really equal directing roster, which never happens. It's he's, he's, he's, he makes it his goal every as try and get close to fifty fifty of male female rexes as possible. He moves mountain to do that exist on that many female directors working because of just discrimination against women in Hollywood, and so might goes out of his way to make everything fifty fifty magnum REM, Jen Statsky to his top bronzes two very young women. Aunties marriage. This race, successful powerhouse amazing woman. He just is he's the, he's the example of of what progressive behavior can can bring the world, look how successful he is. Look at how happy Hughes it. He's a great example of how inclusivity actually enriches sold on ritual life in virtual Bank account. He's yeah, right. Would you ever want to take your hand at directing? Are you interested in that at all? No, definite. No. Like Benny. Remember to Bush my teeth every day. I zero.
"jen" Discussed on For the Love with Jen Hatmaker Podcast
"It is possible to give yourself a sense of structure and deadline and organization, even when your life is absolutely chaotic, which is so chaotic, you have a two week old. Like, I don't even know what to say a couple of. Things that got me from ideas in my head to words on a laptop during that season of my life is that I, I knew Goshi aided one day a week. Negotiated with Brandon. My husband who had a very, very, very demanding job at the time, but we just figured it out. So I I had one whole day where I could leave the house with my borrowed laptop and right, and because I think mother was. What's the thing necessity is the mother of invention therapists because it was so necessary because I didn't have the luxury of blowing any of that time off. 'cause I know other time. Why? Just my brain like figured out was like, let's get to business. And so I was really efficient on that day and I used it well when I needed some more time, but I couldn't figure out how to manage that with Brandon schedule. I had a very good friend. My girlfriend Trina you guys have heard me talk about her million times written about everybody. We traded kids one day a week, so she Little's hug Little's and maybe it was just a morning. I can't remember the details, but we traded. So I would have all of hers and she could like do really fancy things like go to the grocery store or cleaner toilets and vice versa. So we swapped that was absolutely free cost me. Nothing good thing had no money. So I didn't have also the luxury of of nanny or paying a babysitter all the time or fulltime daycare we, that was in the thing we could afford. And so we had to figure it out. And then last I remember writing on at night. And I am not a nighttime writer. I will tell you right now. I am a morning writer, and so that was to simply again necessary. That's when I had at the time. The babies were all going down around seven thirty, and there was still a pretty decent chunk of the day left even though I was absolutely wiped out like you are to, oh my gosh, but is that was my dream like that was my dream to do it. So I did it and you can too. And I will just tell you that you'll be really proud of yourself one day when you look back on this season where it seems like the dumbest time ever to decide to write a book, but that you did it that you manage it that you burst babies and books at the same time because women are incredible. That's why women can do it. Like we have a gear that we can tap into that is pretty incredible. And so I want you to know Stephanie that I'm cheering you on girl, cheering you on put those fingers. Keyboard and get after it, love it. Here's a call in question a really thought thoughtful one from Trish. Hi Jen. This is Trish Farrell from on stead Michigan. My husband and I run a camp and retreat center sometimes working together, that much time is really difficult. My question is how do you and your husband do it when you have to work together on a project and put in a lot of together time, dying, laughing. Oh, Brandon. Have maker was here? So he helped me wait it on this because Brandon. I both essentially work from home. I positively do when he mostly does. And so it is a lot of togetherness, especially and I don't know how you are trash, but. Brandon. I are wired differently. We are. We processed friendly. He is a verbal processor, which means any half form thought in his head is going to start coming out of his mouth hole and and then he's going to keep talking until he gets to the thing he was trying to sort out, right. Like he's just gonna process it out loud and that's how his brain works. I'm the exact opposite..
"jen" Discussed on For the Love with Jen Hatmaker Podcast
"And so at the same time that we're going through this pretty intense life experiment, I also essentially acting like a researcher. I'm constantly reading and learning and trying to convince that information of make sense into the book. And so that one was just labour-intensive in every way, both in life and in the writing process. And so how ever it still remains that writing is my favorite thing, and I am so grateful to do it and it's hard. Yes. But what is it. Everything. Good. Everything worth anything is hard. So thank you for question Joan. Okay. Here's another right in question. This one is from Lauren. She said this. Hi Jen. This Lauren from hadn't field New Jersey. And my question for you is, what do you think was the funniest thing you ever wrote about in one of. One of your books. Oh my gosh. What a great question. I love that. So first of all you guys, if you've never read books, if you're just a podcast listener and he's not dipped your toes into my world of books. You should just know that I love to be funny. I really do. I love. I love to make you laugh. I love to be entertaining. I like that kind of writer. Like I like reading people who make me laugh. I like I just find humor just so wonderful. And I don't think it's unimportant. And so I do include a lot of funny stories, even really serious kind of books. So just when you think that content might be pretty intense, I just constantly throw in all these absurd stories and I love to spend yarn. I think maybe one of the essays that I loved that literally made my own self laugh out loud. You know, if you make your own self life, you might have something. Was in for the love which was not the last book, but the one before it and I wrote an essay about turning forty. And it makes me laugh to this day. It makes me laugh to think about it. About all the things that happened right around the forty Mark and I loved writing it, and so it still makes me laugh about it. I love that say, I also wrote an essay that I loved in moxie of mess and mafi I always call it my last book of mess moxie about exercising, which also made me laugh on upon rereading. When I when I read it to myself, I laughed about it about my like, love hate relationship with exercise. What it looks like to be a forty year old who exercises anyway, I don't know. I love hearing what makes other people ass. So that is always one of my favorite oars in the water with my readers is finding out what they loved. Also big fan favourite was also in for the love fashion concerns. So that would don't read that one on a plane. All right. Here is a call in from Holly. Hi Jen. This question is from Holly Edmond, Oklahoma. What can you tell us about the different obstacles you've faced Reese? Gently in writing your new book baby and how have you overcome or how are you overcoming them? Okay, Holly, thank you for asking that, and I appreciate that relief since it of questions. So I am writing a book right now. In fact, I closed it out just ten minutes before I jumped on to do this podcast. And so I am really like in the in the weeds with that one right now and..
"jen" Discussed on Jen Gotch is OK...Sometimes
"You can just introduce the podcast you remember what it's called you know what i think i should change the name to podcast jen feels good sometimes so close savitt jenkins good i think he feels better no then got the os now just got is better is best no jen gotch is k some times june june gouges okay sometimes so so much of what i'm doing personally and professionally with the podcast with bandeau and with the book i'm writing is really to get as many people as i can to a place of good mental health i think it's an important distinction to make that you can suffer from mental illness and still maintain good mental health just look at me for example now that's not to say every day is going to be amazing we definitely need bad days to recognize the good ones it does mean that your illness and even just your particular set of circumstances that might be getting you down don't have to put a limit on how good you can feel you are in control here and there are a ton of things you can be doing right now lake right now starting today to help you begin to feel better so please listen take notes and consider adopting some of these habits are right here we go.
"jen" Discussed on Jen Gotch is OK...Sometimes
"Oh my god you made it to the end we did it yeah on instagram stories i sometimes we'll talk so long that the dashes turned into tiny dots and i have a name for the group of people that stick with it all the way to the end and that name is long hauler so you are now inducted into the long holler club welcome it's a really fun group of people anyways i hope this helped there's so much more to come next episode i'm going to talk about the emotional rating system i created with my mom and then after that we're going to switch it up and talk a little bit about my career path leading up to ban which i think will help you understand that there isn't always a direct path to success and that's okay i'm also gunning for just a hundred percent musical episode waiting on approval and lastly hey while i worked to set up an email associated with this podcast why don't you just direct message me on instagram it's jen gotch really easy to remember and tell me what you liked what you didn't like what you want to hear more about what resonated with you what helped because i'm really committed to framing these episodes so that they're valuable to you and the only way for me to find that out for sure as to hear from you so hit me up and have a great week.
"jen" Discussed on Jen Gotch is OK...Sometimes
"Okay take a break stretch your legs maybe turn on a cool song and dance around the room a little bit and then we'll just get back to it a little bit heavier stuff here to come as i talk a little bit about a mental breakdown i suffered which is a little bit scary talk about but it alternately was the thing that got me to an actual doctor and a depression diagnosis which was the first of many diagnoses in my life for me receiving the diagnosis was actually a relief and not a burden which is an interesting way to think about a mental illness diagnosis but i know a lot of people feel like it's a negative label and i just wanted to introduce into your mind what if you didn't look at it that way it's helped me a lot okay get your wine and listen up so i moved back home which definitely came with a little bit of shame i didn't want to be one of those people that moved back home after college i wanted to be more but i moved back home i got a couple of jobs i made some friends but there was still this this feeling of just something bubbling whereas for for many of the years before that it was just a teen goal and it was more about the confusion and sadness and absence of emotion at times it was less about like anxiety ito there was something under the surface at it just it was it was going to find its way out i could either let it out or it was going to find its way out i also just had a very contentious relationship with my mom i mean we love each other a lot we loved each other a lot back then but we just we were just like oil and water and so we were always both trying to behave well and respect each other.
"jen" Discussed on Jen Gotch is OK...Sometimes
"Hypo manic stuff let me also say that no no that was going to be a spoiler alert how dare you stick to the script there is no script why isn't there script who are you talking to do what i'm trying to say is i introduced a catalyst and then i coupled with a breakup an impending graduation room college which would mean me being expelled into propelled fuck is this going to be just this is this is where i'm exposed this is where i'm exposed where i spent half of my fine i'm just going to tell you i literally spent half of my time googling definitions of words and also looking for synonyms because i just need to be sure that i'm using the right word and i know i'm not anyways i was about to be shot out of a cannon into from the college cannon into the vast expanse of the real world and i knew on many levels that i didn't know how to handle that i hadn't been financially independent i was pre law and had decided a couple of months earlier that i actually did not want to go to law school so it was going to graduate with a degree in literature and philosophy which was not going to be that helpful and i knew it and i knew i didn't know what i wanted to do all i wanted to do was party i had like met a new younger guy in i just i was all i was all over the place plus you know the pill makes you gain weight which eeeeno that was always a sense of my weight always kind of fluctuated i was never a minute pretty small small boned person so like naturally i'm pretty small but i could definitely go i mean i fluctuate from like a size too i've gone from size tutu like a size twelve fourteen that's a constant thing for me and there's obviously a lot of shame involved with that which seems to be diminishing over time but in the eighties it was all shame all you had was supermodels so it didn't feel good so so off i go into the real world away from sort of like my new friends and new.
"jen" Discussed on Jen Gotch is OK...Sometimes
"Searching literally in a cave with a very small week flashlight like the the flashlight that goes on a keychain not one of those big ones that you carry like literally the tiny ones that on your teaching just looking in this giant cave for an answer to any of this but at least i was trying towards the end of college i had a long term boyfriend we broke up right before we broke up by one on the pill and let me just say i blame it all on the pill just kidding but sort of but not really but i do think the pill the pill and i tried to i mean i've been reading like medical papers on this chain to get them for mation but you know what's not fun to read medical papers here's what i do know the pill has changed a lot since nineteen ninety three when i went on it so anyways i went on the pill which i feel lake was me putting the key into the ignition shen of the car that was bipolar disorder that's what i think what i trace everything back i feel like that was a catalyst when i take what i now have as a giant flashlight into the cave of my brain i can i can see those behaviors bubbling to the surface i can also i kept journals so i can see me saying things that were both evident of like clinical depression and.
"jen" Discussed on Jen Gotch is OK...Sometimes
"Hi future john here coming in to give you some stats as promised first thing dammit it's not one in four it's one in five adults in america that experience a mental illness also forty three point eight million adults experience mental illness in a given year and one half of all chronic mental illnesses begin at the age of fourteen and three quarters of them by the age of twenty four so i just wanted to give pass jen and everyone listening that information back to the podcast a day made me forget where shoutout to add thank you add for sponsoring this episode of jenn gotcha okay sometimes now back to the program anyways so like i was saying here i am back thank you depression anxiety eighty hypo mania when i think about the the terms that were used describe that during more than nineteen seventy one so this is like mid to late seventies through the late eighties early nineties lack of focus laziness that's a bad one laziness versus depression that's a huge for me we'll definitely spend it up assode talking about that because if you've suffer from any sort of clinical depression or even situational depression i'm sure someone has labeled us lazy and you might have even labeled yourself as lazy and that's not what it is giving getting so mad about it hormones whore oh my god why do i think it's so funny hormones i'm talking about hormones or teenage thanks mom was like i choked a lot of it up to you just being teenager and and my mom is pretty self aware i mean she she was reading self help books up the zeal doing past life regressions i mean this was this was not someone who was just going to write something off two teenage angst because she didn't care but those were those were the labels that were put put on those things fast forward a little bit in reading my college journals spent most of my time just reading inspirational quotes and trying to feel better and become a better person it was very dark up there in my brain not not necessarily dark in a negative way but it was just like.
"jen" Discussed on Jen Gotch is OK...Sometimes
"People that knew me when i was younger do not associate me at all someone with even mood instability outside of like they remember me being super fun and i'm like well that was probably like menia or hypo manic episode and sometimes it was just being fun i mean that's the other thing it's really complicated you know mood disorders are really complicated because you don't know how much of it is you how much of it is your personality how much of your brain malfunctioning how much of it is the situation you're end man it's just hard to it's hard to be a person but it's so fun to so anyways i knew something was wrong but it wasn't so pronounced that i was like i should go see a doctor and i would imagine that in me saying that there will be a lot of people that are like osha i felt like to like i don't think there by the way i don't think that there's anything that is incredibly original about my story except for that it's mine i think that there is something very relatable about my experience that is that is the sole motivation for me doing this is that i think it will provide light bulb moments for people that listen to it because i feel like this is a common thing i know it's a common thing actually future jan will come back in and tell pass jen which is me right now what the statistics are for mental health issues but it's like one in four americans american adults yeah future jen please help.
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"So i was just like just just clip that bitch on and start talking see what happens i don't know i think the biggest question for me was like where do i start so i asked myself that question myself give me lots of different answers start at the beginning knowing that the beginning was a time of total unawareness so most of my recollections of of mental health issues in my childhood are retroactive what i mean is i didn't have the words to contextualize my experience when i was eight twelve eighteen but as i grew to build self awareness and educate myself and and create an emotional intelligence through years and years of therapy and research and reading classes and just paying attention i could look back and reflect and it's so clear now you know even talking to my parents it's like it's so clear now when we talk about it but at the time it wasn't so i don't want it to be deceiving i don't want it to be like hey at eight i had my first hypo manic episode and i was fully aware of what was happening i was like what is i was eight man i was just like why was i crying ten minutes ago and now why can i not stop laughing in screaming in jumping on the bed and also my grandpa just died so this is all so weird and it's weird enough just being eight when i think of my childhood even up through high school i mostly just had an overwhelming feeling of sort of like being a stranger in my mind and body it wasn't it was overwhelming but it wasn't i'm gonna present consistent you know when you imagine me think of like a shiny faced little blond kid with bifocals and smart quiet funny with her friends it wasn't like i locked myself in my room from the time i was six till the time i was thirteen and only wore black clothes and cried all the time not at all at honestly i've never most people even as i've sort of gone back and talk to.
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"Which i feel like the early adopters of this podcast are probably people that have some idea of who i am but we're really hoping hoping to welcome some strangers into into this world to either way i just felt like if the i i've been asking for the first four to six episodes to be really about introducing me the things i wanna talk about a little allude to make spurious because being an expert in my experience is an important part of what made me feel comfortable having a podcast and talking about it i'm not a mental health expert i'm not a business or brand building expert at least in certain terms but i've had a lot of experience with all of that so i'm an expert in my experience and i can speak to that and from what i understand people can relate and it helps them so that's reason enough for me so anyways i thought i would talk about the road to my bipolar diagnosis because i think it will be helpful for people to hear it was a it was a long and winding road i like try to write i tried to write a long form explanation of it then i try to write an outline and then i was like fuck it your house is quiet i record a lot of this from my house dr jamie's in town he's gone out with my brother i feel like i have forty five minutes of silence.
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"Hi i mentioned in the first episode that i wanted this podcast to be original which it turns out is code for long sometimes so there's that what i realized is it's hard to encapsulate forty years of mental health issues into twenty five minutes and i really didn't want to do this subject matter a disservice i also think it has the potential to have a real value for you if you're dealing with bipolar depression anxiety or maybe you're not dealing with it but you know someone who is or maybe you are dealing with it but you don't know it yet i really feel like there might be some light bulb moments in here for you and so it was important for me to be thorough even that said there's so much more for me to talk about so stay tuned for the the real details to come we're going to do it in chunks so that you'll have time to take breaks and revisit and take notes and drink wine and whatever you wanna do so this first bit is kind of my life up through college maybe a little integration and mostly about me having all of these emotions that i didn't know what to call it was like i knew something was going on a cellular level but i didn't know what to name it and my parents didn't know what to name it but i think some of it will probably feel for millions to you too and last thing so i it's funny because i recall i recorded this at home i record a lot of them at home in the studio now so it sounds perfect but i i was at home and i was kind of feeling a little revved up not not necessarily manic but but definitely not depressed and i hadn't i had been feeling kind of down because of the weather it was really overcast and i was like.
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"Hi i'm jen gotcha and i'm okay sometimes other times not so much but as it turns out i still managed to get myself a podcast on the girl boss network it's actually called gen gotcha okay sometimes and i'm going to use this podcast to talk about both being okay and not being okay so who is this gen gotch person you might ask well i asked myself the same question all the time so i'll tell you professionally speaking i'm the founder and chief creative officer of bandeau a multimillion dollar lifestyle brand that's all about fun happiness and feeling good that's been my job for the last ten years more recently though i've become somewhat of a mental health advocate which is really why we're here right now over the last few years i found an enormous amount of strength and being open and honest about my struggles with mental health mental illness growing a business maintaining relations ships ruin relationships too and as it turns out that's uncomfortable stuff for most people to talk about publicly but not for me i'm actually quite good at it so that's what i'm gonna do i'm gonna get your ear tell you about my fears my pain my triumphs and hopefully in the process help you become more self aware build your own emotional intelligence and more than anything else feel less alone so listen jen gotcha is okay sometimes in some circles known as j g okay and by circles i mean like three people but whatever okay it's starting may twenty ninth on apple podcasts or wherever good podcasts are found or i guess bad podcast to for you get it be sure to hit that little button and subscribe so you can be among the very first to listen and then tell your friends so we can go on this personal journey together j g o okay raid it review it.