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"j wanna" Discussed on Fatherhood Friday’s
"That's what was passed on you. They gave you what they had and they gave you. Would they received. That's what they knew how to do. And so we have to realize that they were operating from their conditioned mind too but we are not victims of our conditions and our circumstance. The world tells us that we are but greater. Is he betas in me. Then he that is in the word. It might be a fact that you are struck.
"j wanna" Discussed on Fatherhood Friday’s
"Friday season. Five with your host. With the most charmer traveling coast coast and day. We have made a stop in. Cincinnati ohio by way of indianapolis indiana. You might be taking charles. So were you bring it on today. Well through my youngest brother patrick. He's been following a young man by the name of my cows and he is an inspirational speaker. And i had a chance to check them out on youtube and his website in which is really impressed by some of the teams he had to say and so us as dad's fathers and father figures i figure why not bring him on the show and see how the can help us chasing transformed and be the best version of ourselves best version as a dad. We can allow meaning introduce mike house our doing trauma. Thanks for having me today. Man all is well very molest on this cloudy day here in cincinnati ohio but as we were chopping it up earlier just grateful grateful to be here for another day so many people didn't make it today so i'm just grateful for the breath of life and before we jump in and i i really wanted to give a shoutout as you've already done to make sure that i give give my piece here to your brother. Patrick patrick williams appreciate you. Connecting the tool and thankful following are really really grateful for the support pat. You heard it first men Use a man that made it happiness so we wanna give a shout out to you and and so full we again today. Man you know just give us just a little bit about yourself and and and how will come a inspirational speaker as you recall. Yeah so i've joked right in man it's been a journey is really been a journey. It has not been something that i just say. Oh i think. I want to be his perations speaker today but it really started when i was thirty years. Old man okay and at the age of thirty camel and it was really terrified. I was extremely terrified to say the least. Because i didn't want my son to be likely as far back as i can recall a struggle with with a lot of self limiting beliefs about myself disempowering and the most prominent being self hate lack of self love and i it had always been that way as far back as i can recall but i never fully understood i thought it was just who i was gonna create right okay but looking back over my life today i can say that might environment play a huge role in my beliefs because we tend to model the behavior that we've been exposed to and that's why i was really perplexed and terrified horrified heart when i learned i was going to have a son because i did want my son to to have the same beliefs that i had and so as i was born too young parents young parents that had a very unhealthy relationship When my parents got married a memorial is five months pregnant with me walking down the how literally and by the time i was born four softballs later. Their marriage was practically over mama very intelligence. Smart lady beautiful. She had her own challenges. She dealt with some mental health issues and my father on other hand he was what i call a tortured soul and torture. Soul is is so one. That is caring. Kindhearted will give you the shirt off their back but they also have a lot of inner turmoil entertainments f- father a lot of that down from his upbringing and from his environment. Several years ago My grandmother shared with me. She said you know what. Mike society major father the way he was at one point when he was a chow he was chasing every day and one day he was running out decided to lock the door on. And you can't run on fair you wanted to stand up and fight for yourself. And so that's what he did but to be clear. My father was not one that that sought out trouble by any means but if trouble order com his way he will not back down standards his ground and so that's that's what he desired. Most in life was family. He was a family man. And that's what i admire about him. He loved his parents his siblings and most important his children. He loved my mother dearly but that relationship was meant to be of very chaotic so he decided to remarry some years later but that relationship was even more chaotic and unfortunately when i was thirteen years old his wife's brother shot and killed my father and he was only thirty five now as a thirteen year. Old i didn't realize how young thirty five years until i turned thirty five myself now today. I'm thirty eight. And i could not imagine. I couldn't even imagine leaving this world three plus years ago so as you i was very troubled and this capacity i had this negative energy around me and most importantly that negative energy was with n me and it was bottled up over thirty years so for over thirty years i had this negative energy essentially i had become a tortured soul myself but to the outside looking in. You wouldn't be able to tell that you couldn't determine that because of the story and the story was a person that had defied cerebral odds by becoming a first generation college graduate by earning an nba by working for fortune. Five hundred companies with a quote unquote. Good job in any financial stress oppressor living in the bars with a beautiful family on a golf course green grass. No longer in the hood is do what i wanna do. Pretty much within reason so from the outside looking in it looked all well and good but the outside conditions are the biggest determining factor in fact. It didn't mean much to me at all because the inside. I was incomplete Hours not home..
"j wanna" Discussed on Gettin' Grown
"This little bit lighter of ood. What else can you tell me. Outside of this kizzee's. I'm no no no no no go ahead Kill this love and d do okay. The name of the songs i know. Okay also sink. Ice cream with selena gomez. Oh no not jess ice cream. Oh there is a girl. Group called black pink okay. I did just dance ice cream. Oh yeah yeah oh okay got it all right. Thank you so much. I appreciate your help. Black pink they have an album called black pink. Black pink presents the album. There's a let's see their songs on here. Called ice cream with. Selena gomez okay. They have a song called. Bet you wanna featuring cardi b. okay. Oh cardi b. yes but the. The song do is not listed here. I'm searching perhaps it's on a more a previous recording of there's corrected is called you do it is called to do and a do remakes. Took my word. I tell you i couldn't get into the To the conversation bleaching i that internally howley just who i am overwhelmed honestly i tried to hold on paper towel and then pointed to airplane not quite well. You're kinda why. I don't like she's like like this way. And then put it the big your you know like this white but not as globally as i says holy spirit is talking about. She said well why really white but they're not quite your kind of way. It's really more of a true white pointing to the i an airpods case. They're really more of a true white a global but not so globe so not my girl be over here. You get she last night she gonna tell me told it on yuk-mai young because she was wasting my shrimp mushroom roles. She couldn't tell me your my. That's right don't girl me girl girl said don't grow grow. Okay i'll well i'm sorry. How are you sis. I didn't even ask you how you doing. I'm hanging out of any complaints. Just trying to get the weeks off to a good start. That's what that's what we're doing over here. No complaints really. We're safe and we have. We need yes. We're safe and we have what we need. If that's not a word because because of the pandemic i have more than what i need. I was actually like even when i was riding my pleasure no last night. It was like you know. I've learned so much i think i'll my relationship with god like has been kind of separate right and i think separate i should say i was reading this thing in one of the devotion i read. That was talking about having childlike right. So like i think sometimes some of our relationship with got are skewed because our relationship with our parents have some stress or strain. But like thinking about a father's love you know and like how as parents we are innately wired to trust i mean as children. We are nataly wired to trust our parents we are little itty bitty tiny tots. We are not stressed out about whether or not we gonna eat. We know that mommy takes care of that. So i've been thinking and really getting back to that childlike relationship with guy you know just in my own faith walk and i just that that safe and i have what i need is not only like you know is the fact but it's also an affirmation it's a reminder that despite what my circumstances are where my conditions may be. My motions may be feeling like right. Now i'm safe and a half what i need and there's no need to worry for those kinds of things because no matter where guy has proven himself faithful to supply everything that i'm dealing like. Take care. He takes care of me in ways that i'll have to trip. I don't have to go to bed so i have. What i need is really something that i'm truly trying to really drill into myself something. I'm fair every day. I have faith. And i have when i have what i need a safe and i have exactly what i need so all is well. Let my candles for the new moon. And like what. I to say what i have what i need. I have my my little seats over here for spirit. They won't come sit down. The candles will go of water. You want a little molasses. Maybe some rum. You know what i'm saying. We were out here on our on our walks. Okay but we do have trashed to get into and i think it's a fun trash it. Yes so let's do it okay So the grammy's were last name. yes they were. Did you wash them in full full. No i was going to in and out. I watched the housewives of atlanta in mary to medicine. And then i kind of turned it back onto the 'cause i tried right i cut on the grammy's and apm when they came on and saw a bevy of people that i had no idea who they were. So i'm not. I'm just gonna go on back over to atlanta and wash cynthia get married and then i'll come back over here and see if i recognize anybody. Did you see in the background. Anywhere at the grammys. No no it's just wedding. Oh no no no. No no i was looking for him. But you know bravo recourse cynthia's and what they actually air was like cynthia's marriage video footage by whatever. They paid their photographer viagra for four. Got it. I'm so as such wasn't really liked tv quality. But i was looking like. That's the name. Hopefully somewhere behind that mass. That's what i said. I don't see his face liam behind p because this is what i'm concerned dozens eyeballs. That's all i wanted to say..
"j wanna" Discussed on Gettin' Grown
"Hey is think. He rap vocalist. Okay you're right you're right. Yes but i mean. I'm literally watch i'm like what is the bt 's okay. Okay so i have been seeing that all on the internet. Buffet comedy behind the scenes. Do you. I was getting ready to face. I'm you good. No on the phone. Who is allies. She knows where does it. Bts please because. I don't know any of this is happening here. That's a behind the scenes. That's what i can tell you. But i have a question she doing now. All of us want to interrupt. When i don't now she don't wanna come actually wanted nash. She don't want it breath dancing. Don't wanna be on now. Hi question for do you know. Do you know what it is kind of singing group. Okay okay each day asian ochre. They're asian they're of asian descent. White all okay. Alright own every little like the color. White air but were not avid glowing. Who do you know what they see. Jesus saying she's been you know. Listen to their music do you. Listen listen to black. Paint was a black pink black girls where they are they. Asian she pointed at the airpods cases glowing. Okay all right. I think you answered all the questions. Thank you so much okay..
"j wanna" Discussed on Is The Mic Still On
"Report is not thought a. But i will say in the context of light toxic like family members urging like that Yeah you people. But that's also weird because it's like if you probably need somebody you play your cards right tube. Oh if you wanna get somewhere or do something you might not wanna cut somebody off because you could still one up by using them for something else you know so like yeah you might wanna keep somebody in your corner but if it's somebody who doesn't benefit you besides the fact that you thought you had a french it or by the fact that you thought you had some other deeper relationship in they show you that no longer actually this. There's no reason to keep them around. Because what you thought actually was. There is quite literally not so unless you want to build over from scratch within. By that time you're too jaded. So it's like what's the bucket bully. Yeah you know. It's just kind of like. Oh if i thought i had something with you but you never really held me in that regard or even pay the least amount of jesus year respect or if you just a hate are all your life or you jealous or whatever the fuck it is. We really can't move on from that unless we had like some type of deep connection friendship before that happened. And then you know it's like trust issues like did you always feel that way about me like we always gonna try to like you know. I don't know it's just lear. But yeah i mean. I've cut off family members before but i don t know they cut off will never respond to them like you know homophobic family members family members that are just like ten tones. Ten toes down in their bullshit. I'm giving one time we tell you why you fucking wrong. Maybe twice but after that we have nothing to discuss. I'll see you when i see you. We have literally nothing to talk about. We'll be like jay walking around. Okay nothing talk because the way like listen. I was so bad. Sorry this is really random. But i was really bad at setting boundaries when i was younger. 'cause i thought i was trained like like raised. I guess to really value other people instead of myself. You know like are people are important and you want to appeal to other people and to be a good girl or saying you gotta you know appease other people in shape and then i had a really terrible relationship boundaries. I didn't know how to set them. I thought that setting boundaries meant that it was bad or showing up. Even when it's not in your best interest was terrible or whatever but realized how to set boundaries setting and them bitches everyday like i do not care. Wouldn't because at the end of the day. This life is short academic tomorrow. And what the buck would. I have to bending over for other people for way like certain extent. Don't be a human but at the same time. Don't be going out of your way to like try to prove some other people when they would literally stab you in your back aka. Democrats republicans take note. But yeah. it's no. There's no reason for it i think. Just latch on what you say..
"j wanna" Discussed on Is The Mic Still On
"About to cut her off for a whole week next week. Anyways right right short period of time to think about your sins. Let's if you want to be modules. You say you wanna be a stripper. What does he by the same thing. Yeah y'all weren't supportive. I'm going to have to cut you off the border. But you're going to get these jokes you go to. Maybe i would hope so. But i mean look i'm saying if you want to be dripping have only fans might make the money. Don't let that money make you. But you're going to get these go ahead and once you beat best in east never be in the city of atlanta. No i think you would make a lot of money on onlyfans. Doing review record reviews but like asamoah record reviews. I think a lot of people subscribe to that because they they would think it was funny but they would also wanna know what you're thinking on youtube. Why would they go to national marta. Well i thought only fans had to be some kind of like you had to be doing some risque type kid. This is what it started out. Like the person i heard who makes the top like the most money on defense is like a a fitness instructor. You can do anything so cooking oils and stuff like that. It just got it. Just got that pitching every time only fan. You.
"j wanna" Discussed on Is The Mic Still On
"And we can't even get the fucking brains enough to be like yo. We all combine like. That's one thing that trump did right. He combined all of these rights groups and these dumb rednecks and you throw them all in the same bucket said hey worked for a common goal of can't do that for shit. Were too busy fighting each other being like well. No you're you're pronouncing this word incorrectly and therefore because you're doing that you're hurting twelve people's feelings. We're we're more focused on that being like yo. Here's this common goal. That will make everybody happy says all combined and if we all combine and fight this one goal like we'd be better off. We do that and i think the politicians are kind of like the interesting. I'm like why would you go get something like this. Obviously we know that they're fighting for Their constituents which are business owners because their bottom line. And that's the nation's blah blah blah blah blah but at the same time and because the people at the at know at the bottom people better way to sorry but worse are fighting among each other about it because they're not unified if they were unified and against that guy and say if you vote against this then we will vote of and give somebody here that will see to our knees. Maybe you seek the exchange but there too much. Infighting were happening. You know like one of the most. This thing has been going on for so long And you know if we're reading about a bunch of laser unions and stuff like that from early days right with the first game on and not to the point where are typically anything that wreck is a relatively new for me but But if you guys just feel bored just go read about how all of that stuff used tape lays back in the day when you know when this country was being found in and put together How they will bring people overseas and pay them less money how they would turn.
"j wanna" Discussed on Is The Mic Still On
"Is not a republican governor from twenty of them. Charges were expected against other people including a former officials who served as the state health director in as senior adviser. Defense date is april twenty fifth. Two thousand fourteen dollars right two thousand fourteen. When the snyder appointed emergency manager who was running in the struggling majority black city carried out a decision to use flint river or water while the regional pipeline from the lake. Huron was under construction. The corrosive water higher but was not treated properly and released lead from the old plumbing into homes and one of the worst man may environmental disasters in us history shit pretty what what i'm fouled interested listed to me article is that they announced the charges. You know with sound light To us but then they try to cast it in a way to make it sound. You know unprecedented. Ashley did something. This is unheard of this. Is we never seen a governor charged blah blah blah blah blah is like okay gymnastics. I don't know why they always do this. Shit bitch who the fuck are you fooling right. It's like okay that's cute but you know that's really not the story as a small piece like you know. Nobody cares about that like we care about the people that were affected by that. And you know the fact that this guy got off light and you're trying to frame it in a way to make it seem like y'all actually something i wanna as weird to me is crazy. So what do you talk to any people's of from michigan like what are they on it Now may we me boys just talking about it but like like i said at the time i didn't read into the articles today was like chitchat inch chattanooga about it so i didn't get a chance to really dig deep into it. I'm also seeing some husband separately. The state clinton hospital engineer firm has agreed to a six hundred forty one million dollars settlement with over the water crisis with six hundred million coming from michigan resonance. Yes and it's still. It's still ongoing investigation. This disney going. It's been an for years so we're still. Is they still trying to find slow and gets the behind as crazy as they say. The lawsuits pending to from this has been seven years. Yeah probably more than that. Because if i remember when he hit in twenty fourteen. I mean he's been gone on update you know beforehand so we can probably say ten years plus you know from this year because lights in water and stuff over there and they were having trouble doing that and then we look at stuff happen elsewhere and female just pop up in a magic low. Yeah a puff of smoke right right like a dispute but but you know i mean this..
"j wanna" Discussed on Is The Mic Still On
"Reason get cute little challenge on tiktok or whatever you know news site s q like it because i think it started on tiktok but i think migrated to twitter and yeah yeah i mean i wouldn't know but some of the women they actually look they look nice before the switch up doglike bad before the switch up some of them. I'll be like damn. That was the same thing without the beer. The nosy happen though. Do a lot of different ones. That's basically the same challenge they'll get in a year of college has been so many dangling video challenges going on because as you would not really going out and don't have nothing else to do so it's like we have so many challenges back in twenty twenty man. I can't remember them. All but twenty. Twenty one is definitely starting off at the bus at china. And i'm not mad at me personally. I'm not my okay. My recommendation for this week is very quick. I recommend listening to the new. Jasmine solo album is a very nice album in hotels. Yeah i'm gonna use this your first on mugging her album. No no no song by her before body of work before But i've honestly no. I'm not an album's person you really. You know i'll be. I'll be sporadic. I like to pick and choose which songs by like and you know. Sometimes i'll listen just to see like what the whole overall fema beyond ones but for this one. It was very cohesive for me. I liked her features. It wasn't too much. The writing was very well constructed. Of of course she has an amazing voice And i like the fact that it was short and fine and the concept was just spot on. I think she's also gonna be working with youth array to do a conceptual album or like a visual album. It's going to be doing or something. But they seem like they were going to link up on twitter. And i know that she's done exclusive projects For isa before for like insecure. And stuff so yeah. I'm excited about that. It's a really feel good type of album And it's kind of like modern art. You know like a lot of the topics that they're discussing on album feels like very modern intruder like every person story. So i would definitely highly recommend the album's she's definitely telling the story based off based off her content offer. Last three albums definitely is definitely. A story is being told and plus. I found out this between his album. Her last i think it was like a six year. Took like a big break. Beth because she was in a very abusive relationship. I'm a guy kind of listened to her content from her first three albums. And look if you listen to the concert you listen to the concept when you listen to me kind of makes sense. It kind of makes his washing singer but wishing singing about so. I'm a fan. But i know i'm going to.
"j wanna" Discussed on New Jersey 101.5
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"j wanna" Discussed on Absolutely Not
"Once I get through this construction I. Really think it's because the space I'm living in right now is not peaceful. The Shit Everywhere Jeff. Stress were sweating every day. The movers are coming tomorrow I got sixty seven bucks from New York that we have to shove in the garage, you know we're just living in unrest, emotional unrest, mental unrest, just all of it spiritual never unrest, because you WANNA know why. I'm only in the Lord, Amen. Thank on. If you are a prayer warrior identities day I need you say a little prayer we've been. Try saw this place in Florida. We sold that. We've been trying to sell for years. Place, we went with my dad, my mom, it just needs to be sold so autumn. Asking is at if your prayer warrior, and you're listening to this. Just say specific prayer. We gotta get the soul. Because the people who are down in Florida being astles, it's just something we need to check off. It's a part of my dad that we're just saying. Hey, we need close at chapter with a mask and I just I. I said Oh my fucking. PUNK has asked a prayer requests so i. don't know I I become I. Don't know, but I'm praying for Yana hope you're praying for me. Speaking of prayer is a lot of needs frigging help, so let's get into it. God I love Y'All I do love Y'all and let me tell you something I didn't have this podcast I for sure would have jumped off the roof about a week ago. No actually marched sixteen the day after my birthday would have. So being able to Chit Chat and hear that Y'all are also getting justice jerk crazy as I am I will say misery of a little bit company in this sense, but let's get into the voice mails going nuts crazy. Let me try and give you. Some Sage Advice Aka no advice at all all right? Let's at the hotlines remember you can always call into the absolutely not line I'm excited. Chit Chat With You Anna. Anna you know, see what you're up to. We all going to just take a breath. Take a second and say a prayer again. You can always call the absolutely not line. It's eight, hundred, two, one, three, seven, five, zero three again. That's eight, hundred, two and three, seven, five, zero three. Now. Let's get to our first caller. Hey, Heather! This is Jill from Alabama and I know this week on the podcast. You mentioned something. Something very briefly about wedding etiquette. And I just wanted to say absolutely not to asking the bride why you have not been invited to the wedding I got married about three years ago and a few months before my wedding, my recently deceased grandfather's burnt down along with all of his shirts and pictures and everything we had left of him, and as I'm sure you know in the south when something tragic happens, everyone just comes. Comes over and brings their casseroles and lead the prayer, and all that good stuff, so literally standing outside of my dead grandfather's burning home win. A woman comes up to me and has the audacity to ask me. He has not received a wedding invitation in the mail. I honestly don't know how responded or what I said or what I did. I'm pretty sure I blocked out, but anyways. That's my not love Mike Light. Okay Joel from Alabama. Senate good to hear that sweet southern accent, glamour kind of touching back circling back on that wedding etiquette. Here's the deal. Okay, side note I know there's so many brides that you had a wedding in like March or April. You rescheduled it for June or July. Even that's on fucking happening so now. People are like their second or third cancellation. Okay, it's a fucking shit show. We moved ours to June next year. You know I'm hoping we can. Can still go to Italy and do all those things I'm not going to get that money back plain and simple. It's already overseas. If you think you're going to get it back, you're not and may still at this point I'm like fuck it. If I'm going to do it, I want to do it the way want to do it, and so hopefully we can fucking do it. Okay I mean that's a mouthful I. Want to do it the way I to. Do it I wanNA. Fuck and do it so anyways. Chill, so let me get this straight I'm so sorry you lost your grandfather. I'm so sorry. His house burned down. This is like a fucking. This is a scene from a movie point blank. You know you're standing outside the house. You're seeing it all crumbled down. You're having that moment in this bitch. Which I will respectfully call her that this bitch has he adapted. Come and ask you why she didn't get an invitation to you. What? I mean there's some things that are just so asinine and out of fucking control, it really makes your head spin, and I'm sure that moment you're just like what we had a family friend. Call me and listen I'm trying to navigate this whole role of people that were really close to me and my family that you were really good friends with my dad. especially like where's that fine line of asking like truly sick family friends I'm trying to go to Italy to kind of forget an ignore and all this shit. We had a family friend. Call, K. or myself and all of my daughters and their husbands invited. It's like ten people and I didn't know what to say, so. I'm sure Jilin that moment you clammed up the way I did I literally I a liquid somebody. Just ask you point blank I mean I've never even been asked why I wasn't invited to my own birthday party. Do you know what I mean? I'm such a fucking pussy when it comes to stuff like that like if I'm not invited him like. A issue. None of that's vitamin, C.. When we go more girls like I would never speak up on that suits very wild and bold when I think I've had people ask me and my coming to your wedding. If you fucking gotten an invite Nemo. And Assam because they don't love you. My kind of catch twenty two. If you came to my dad's funeral, you can come for most of it. It's wild. People get very fucking bold when it comes to wedding Joel I'm so sorry you had to go through that and I'm so sorry you know the loss of your grandfather and all that I can only imagine we're all literally trying to survive right now, so I'm so sorry that you.
"j wanna" Discussed on Straight Talk with Ross Mathews
"Thing. I've never been sure my briefing. You well it would be like you know when they interview on Dateline and you're always like in the corner of the frame to the I'd like I knew something was wrong. The dateline music right. Yeah well it just was an instinct you know I felt something was off and I remember thinking of your head when someone's got to do something and maybe that's someone's me and then I write. This is good. Do you watch Kisco? You could see. I'm really the angle everything right. Mickey Okay so. When was the moment you realize you needed to step in and do something on the moment? I realized that if I didn't do it people could get hurt. You WORRIED ABOUT YOURSELF. You know you know in a time like you. Don't think about your own safety. You just think about helping others bullshit. By the way the Bulls are how I'm going to be on dateline there ever a moment where he said. No no no no. I should go home. I guess looking back I should have. I mean it was dangerous but I just acted and people say hero. I don't know about that but I do know that lives were saved and I do know that I'm the one that saved them and I do know that there should be afraid in my honor and do know that I could be fingers crossed on the cover of people magazine in the corner. Not being story I got but like in the corner. Yeah Anyway. That's the goal so I'm not going save hero. I'm not the one saying people are saying and you can't. I can't decide anything like that. You know nothing. The masses decide. I don't know about you but there's so much going on in the there's nothing going on right right but I also have no energy to do anything like e can I tell you. Euro productive people to normal life before this team. Did you not get so much done in a day? I got so much shit done in a day before. Like it's all like you know precourt a pre corona I mean what's the Ad Stanford they say. Two thousand ad was that sad. Latin for after smooth likes. I don't know what we're GONNA call it. A. B. C. You know it's twenty nine hundred. Bc before corona descends. That's before Christ. Noni more sense before corona eighteen means I think it's Latin Anno. I don't Amino which is after Jesus was born anno domino on onto me. No that's like when someone asks you if you want to annals laughing at the what to do at the but CJ. Do it to you to me. No I got used to get so much done in a day like multi. Now if there's one thing to do I think about it all day long right. I don't I just think about like Oh thing I have to. I don't want to and sometimes I think it's not a big thing it's like. Oh today I'm going to pick up all the dog poop in the yard and I'm like I don't WanNa so I wanted to go through and play new game called. I don't WanNa hear just little so if you something you don't want to do and you just to say. I don't WanNa cans. I thought we talk about like what I don't WanNa do. Love this because there are so many different things don't want to do and we can talk about a here openly. I'm ready so is there anything we don't want to wait what's happening? Assuming don't WANNA play I. This is the name of the game. It's called I don't want it what you get. There's not song or something. There's no theme song it's like that's it or would you don't want to do this. I I was going to write a theme song but then I thought no you understand. So it's like you don't WanNa play this game. We don't even have to. I don't Wanna I wanna all right so I have a list of things I don't WanNa do. Tell US yeah. I don't want to do anymore. Zinc meetings really I because away because I think about where I WANNA be. I WANNA background to look like and okay. Oh I don't WanNa do. I don't WanNa swiffer anymore. Okay I have. I bought new curtains for the bedroom here in palm springs while they're not they're the curtain from the old plays where the blackout curtains. And I've been mean to hang them since quarantine and My pantry I've been looking at The pantry in Burbank. I've been looking at in the kitchen. I've been mean to organize literally since March but K. You closet here and the new place monster. I moved in a year ago this summer. July my master closet still isn't organized so That's my list. I don't WANNA write anymore. Things down on my list so I'm not GONNA wouldn't it be great if there was like a sound effect Earth Song for something happened? Anyone else want to get it off just things. They don't WanNa do Jay. Is this weird weird sexually attracted to somebody but don't know how to tell them or another drink? Wait what what do you mean? Can you not sound effect? No I'm literally playing sound effects. Workers way so weird ways facts. I'm playing on my computer. You wonder if you're going to insert them later. I thought doing door we supposed to pick up on this. Are we supposed serious? Never heard it just kept so I to say oh. You really don't have a thing so I have sound effects. Heard none of it. They're all these weird noises and that's why I kept saying there's a theme song like these weird positive sees who's going next something to hear that that's why we like the sound effects. I'm playing I'm trying them all you guys. Are you being serious? You saying Magin. You're like so I want to do this. But okay so much funnier when you when you hear this at so I was playing them from so I think I have to save them as file. Mp Threes sometimes. When I say individually just say put things in order on the garage is to k. down system so can i? Should we take a break and I saved them and then play this out affects for you back to my God? That is so awkward. I was like why is he? He's not a positive hold on listening to that is so because I then I have the file up over your face and so I can't see that you guys are confused. I back thinking. Why aren't they laughing? I'm like why let's take. Let's take a quick break. Okay and will. That is so funny. Okay I don't I can't find out show. Music Sam's GonNa Play Helicopter.
"j wanna" Discussed on Straight Talk with Ross Mathews
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"j wanna" Discussed on Straight Talk with Ross Mathews
"Bisexual. Gina is here in the put. A Penny Wilkin. This stay put everybody but I have to say when we were talking about Gina I sent an email and I just said randomly any chance you could pop into the right. Now into the podcast. Just random I didn't know if you're work Gina. Welcome to the show. I'm so happy to be here. Let Me Finish High Gina. No kidding. I'm kidding Gina Okay. Here's the deal you what were you doing? I literally just when we're having the conversation right when we were saying Damn Gene. I typed an email to her saying. Could you pop and right now and it took two minutes and you did. What were you in the middle of right now Gina? I was on the phone with my boss. Oh so you're actually working. I am working but I don't have any more calls. Okay I have to say Gina is so cute genus beautiful smile that I think are kind of new. Okay I got tuber but I'm also really happy that I kind of did my here this morning because normally glasses in all my hair wrapped up into beanie understood. Well you look really cute okay. We did. We discussed your email. We discussed Your Voice. Mail to me where you were sort of your feelings about what we said. Now I feel so bad. Don't feel by got you on the show girl you worked. It was great so just walk me through this very quickly and I started telling want everyone to will finish that story. I was telling you about my family. Okay so we're just back to gene so we we talked about you last week. We talked about these long eight. Twelve minute rambling voicemails. You you leave me. I played when I love getting them. I played them on the show. Where were you listening? Where were you when you started to talk about you? I was texting with Nikki at one point because I use her for the life coaching and she was just kind of like what we did with you on the show. This week was so hilarious and then I was refreshing for two days to away for the episode to come out and then once it finally do I listen to it immediately but now I feel super guilty for say anything I feel guilty. I was just like I'm pretty sure. Ross thanks that I actually never saw off no. I don't I'll tell you this a couple of things one Nikki's professionalism shines through in this moment because she'd never brought up that you were doing coaching with her. And we've been talking about you extensively Nikki. Congratulations I am. I don't care she can say anything. I don't really say anything consonant. My Will Isis. And I like that about you but I would just be cold is holding things close because you know I just I would never want to cross the line because I love Eugene. Well done to Gina. I forget what the second one was. Okay so here's okay so you you refresh and then where are you when you're listening to US talk about you while at home? Because that's where I am doing everything these days so probably whilst working I was listening mostly and I imagine at first. You're excited they're talking about me. Well it's exciting the whole time. I always love when you guys bring me up. Even if it's any sort of junk worm I I just to be included. Okay good well you are included. Look where you are and then there was a moment when you're like oh. I think they think I am just a lunatic. Who Won't shut up. I was like I think Ross thinks that if I came on there would just be me and he'd have to be like okay. We're going to kick around at the zoo. I don't think that I don't think well we'll see no. I don't I don't think so. We is wanted to make sure that got. You taught me a lesson because with that and then with Gina and Diane I was like okay maybe I should get people's okay for talk about him and then but now having Gina on now. I've decided that I'm not ever going to do that. You just good good because the truth is I knew we were fine. I knew you would know that we were finding. I did email you back after cure a screen because this my memories it was well it was Sweden. I told you how I really feel about you. I forget what I was. GonNa say you guys. I can't remember anything. Memory is really bad too. I think it's corners not through now before we started the program because I had extra time you know the ads. Like here's a polling back record. The ads sometimes before during this quarantine them together but record before sometimes after before. And you'll hear the answering the I just stumble over words. I didn't even didn't even. This is the way the show lose. All Its magic. Yeah yeah usually edit the show but usually if I fuck up an ad I'll be like Oh. Let me pick that up right when I was. I think I go David doing it for eighteen years. Eighteen I dunno. I love that. Can we ask like Gina some questions? Yes Gina. So how are happy to see you me to really adorable? How're you doing with your love? Life are you in the by part of Gina Gina. I kind of retired the straight part of myself. I mean I'll still look at Jason. Momoa and he'd be like okay. I'm not totally gay. 'cause I've had a lot of experiences with men I've retired and I've been with my girlfriend for about a year who's great. You WanNa come say hi own. Just got so cute door. I've been s Vanessa. So I GUESS GINA. Do we need to refer to you now? Is the artist as sexual? I think it's important to show visibility. It's not just one way or the other people were fluid. I you know I love the good. Well I I want you to know and I want you to know from me and from all of us how much we do love you and I also on know we are going to. We talked about it before the show. I'm not gonna read because the audience already heard it before you before you came on on the show We we are going to create a game for you or segment and we're GONNA We're think we want to call it. Damn Gina Okay like Damn Gina and we got to think about what that is for you and so I want you to put your little kilo you know. Dimple face head to it. Okay I want you to think about this. What can you contribute to show? What kind of gang we do you want to be a report or maybe we have a damn genus segment. Where your your reporting on something and it can be like that you know I know it's quarantines it would be safe you know but even just report on what's going on in your apartment or something. I don't know GINA BUT WE'LL FIGURE IT OUT DEAL DEAL. I'm in you feel loved. Yes but I did even before I mean to be here on say a but I I always do you even know. My name is still mind boggling to me everybody in my life. Yeah me too the good lesson here when you speak your truth and just say how you really feel about things. It works out. It works on your advantage but Gina. Why why are you laughing? I miss them of the fact that you know my name so the fact that you even know my name boggles me and I was like too. She's Christ why do I feel the Genus Little Cuba? Why do I feel the need to like? I play with her like a cow. Yarn right you play with everybody with Yarn Kate. I'm mom I two things. I have to go the go the guys here trimming the hedges. He's done I have to pay him. You need to go in and talk to you probably next week renew damn gene and then when we come back. I'M GONNA finish that story. You understand. Yes guy. Destroy Gina. Thank you so much for being here. I love you is okay and gene story plus I have a new game okay bye..
"j wanna" Discussed on Fame is a Bitch
"That's called depression the deepest depression so you got denial anger bargaining depression. And finally. What do you do you end up accepting it once? You know you have it. What can you do? You accept it. Maybe these these five emotions can apply to so many different things in life. Whether it's a break up I know we all heard the supply to our breakup but if you apply to this play. I just wonder because everybody I see is in different stages. Don't tell me you haven't seen people who kind of acting like they're gonna get it and then there are. People are just deny the fucking thing is going on so it's interesting. Just keep your eye on that and let me know if you yourself have gone through at least three of those different emotions. I bet you have. Sometimes we're a week away from the next emotion. Sometimes somebody knows a week ahead of us. Sometimes somebody's a week behind us and now is not a time to argue with people with the way they're feeling because this is affecting everybody differently. I mean it's so making day to day life so difficult and we want to say that difficult. I know that people really have hard lives to live. But it's so weird now you know look. There's so many different things happening but you mansion for not only is it like so tough Sota it's it's difficult to not have sports on that. We like to not see March madness with crowds to to to know that baseball season then are coming back in two weeks. We're talking three months. What talking maybe baseball comes back. Maybe in July August way may not even see this season played if a couple of guys come down with it. I got news year once a player to gets it. The whole team's gotTa be you know. Take it away from that. You gotTa corn you know it. There's a good chance we don't play that season at all and basketball is like who even fucking cares about the last ten games of the season and the playoffs. I don't know what they're gonNA do there because once one person has you've got a separate everybody make sure no one else gets it and it was. Somebody gets it two and a half weeks in to them restarted. You GotTa stop it all over again so we really may see nothing. Going on with respect to sports ducky Derby Kentucky Derby. He's been put off those September even the met gala. Oh my God Matt Gal is postponed fro you fucking fashion Weirdos so I don't Megan Markle was really counting on being here in the states. She was invited by Anna Wintour for the met. Gallup's going to be your first appearance here. Our first public appearance since the split. That's on hold so everything is changing the one thing that is interestingly enough changing and I think they hope it's the change for the better but once they They send these emails. I hope they don't mind if I do the same thing to them. I'm sure you're you're getting these emails. I know you're all these department stores sending these wonderful caring emails about how much they care for us. You know what I mean. We here at macy's chair for the welfare of our okay. Good macy's I hope that they're just as understanding with me paying down my balance or anybody else paying down their balance a month or two from now when a lot of people's jobs are gone and people aren't taking their money home because they can't go to the office. They can't go to the restaurant to get tips. I hope they just as understanding with us as we have to be to them right now. I want to send letters to macy's and Bloomingdale's Nordstrom and tell them how much I appreciate them. See how how far that bullshit gets me but finally today you think you have it bad in whatever city you're living and. I'm sure you do but if you live in Boston now several weeks back I said Look I. I know Tom Brady Yank anywhere. He's GonNa put his foot in the water and test the waters to see how much money you could get. There might be a few suitors. But he's going to go back to Boston. He's gotTA BE. He's not gonNA leave New England. What's stay with Bela checks? They would craft stay with your team. You're always getting the playoffs. Why up and your life to find a team that maybe has a shot with you worse than that. Look at two teams that have virtually almost no shot for the playoffs. And today we find out. That's what Tom Brady's doing. Two teams that really really have no shot. Even with him is quarterback. They don't look to be teams. That anybody's worried about beating so Tom Brady has decided he's done with New England. So as as bad as you think you have it wherever you are. I know for fact that people in England right now are out of their minds because touchdown Tommy incoming back and there's no amount of money that can get him here. The Patriots decided. You know what Tom I know. You want thirty million dollars for one year give it twenty and. Tom Looked out of money and he said No. I've given you all I can give you. I've given you six championships. You've never and will never have a run like this forever for over thirty million. It's the right thing to do. They said No. We can't do that so now. He's looking to different teams. I think the bucks and the chargers. Perhaps who are who are able to fork over thirty MIL too bad deal all around. Tom Brady ain't GonNA light being there. The team's not going to like party with that money through year. If the TOM gets hurt they're really shot. This is sad. I thought better of Tom Brady. What does he really think? An extra ten million change everything. Why would you wanNA pull on a different Jersey right now at forty two fucking years old and leave the city that loved him so much? And what go to? Tampa Bay be with a bunch of people in Florida. Who Don't know from good football. I mean they do a little bit but not really one of the mistake. All around New England should have paid him. Tom Should never have set them leaving. It said but then again with the world coming to an end. Who knows if Tom Brady comes? Down with Corona virus. That is playing days are over. So it's not for me to say but I really think it's a sad state of affairs all around. There's no reason for a guy like him to want to walk away. No one who's been a sports idol or sports legend ever looks good in the uniform that they weren't alleged. Brett farve didn't look good. Magette CIENA form as John. Montana was at the San Francisco. Forty nine look good as a chief it goes on and on. Thom could've stayed home. What the fuck did Zell say to you? Because she's not working. She makes a Fortune. She makes more than head does he really need the extra ten bucks. What's this whole thing about? Hopefully we'll find out soon. Hopefully the football season won't be postponed. The fuck knows all right guys. I made that was your show for March eighteenth. Twenty twenty not talk to you tomorrow. Thank you for listening famous. A bitch is an AJ Benza. Workhouse connect production featuring the endless wisdom insightful commentary and sometimes fucked up perspective of AJ Benza executive producer. Mike ACA vino technical producer Brian Vazquez..
"j wanna" Discussed on Fame is a Bitch
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I'm recording the audio book for seventy four and sunny and I'll tell you that's not that easy It's one thing doing a show like this and being able to talk freely as I talk when I'm when I'm laying down the one I'm laying down the book you know. I WANNA speak like this when I'm reading it but that's not always called for. The book is written certain way. It's it's not stream of consciousness as this show can sometimes be so. I got a slow it down enunciate properly. It's it's more difficult than it sounds. That ain't hard work but it's more difficult but it is sitting in his bathroom which I consider my new studio right now for a good two to three hours and trying to knock out three chapters at a time so the next the next two days the shows are not going to be a half hour. They're gonNA knock down to about twenty minutes. Don't worry don't run away you know. I promise I'll make it up to you but in the long run you like because the book will be available as an online audio as an audio book. You'll all be able to read it and you'll love it. Let me thank my tippy top. Might Cream of the Crop Angelique. Keller Debbie Anderson the Great Catherine speed the Great Catherine Steward Paddy Marco. Audrey Fortune. Chris Ilise Melanie. How Wendy Mac? The doctor Drudge can ask Eric Far K. Alley Chichi Tran. Heather Brindell Angela. Dino Chris Star Joe Leone Dana Parks and Betty Jenifer Lewis Christie Tucker Kim deb Thompson Marcello Martinez Sarah Walker Gail Edwards. Kurt NOLAAC and the Great Jackie Robbins. Okay this talk about dead. Celebrities made me think of some crazy. I got a great story especially this talk about The Hollywood forever cemetery because somebody in their. This story has to do it when I was dating. Michelle Brando Marlon Brando's daughter. She was a great great chick. We still talk about. In fact we talked last night. She was upset that she couldn't hunts tomato sauce and Kroger egg noodles and I said Hans Tomato Sauce. Did you not learn anything with me? You can't buy hunts the fuck astrology because now I just love hunts for this one meal. I said I failed you. I did you eat with me for a year and not whatever so great girl easygoing chick and Chen Iran sense of decorating very clever. Very you know jeter own style and I used to go with her to different stores and even flea markets and Shit Estate Sale. She loved that stuff in Soda. Why so one day? She dragged me to go to a goodwill store. Near I'm sure you guys know goodwill just come to Willoughby I wanna get some stuff as an adult now. All right finally go. She drags me out of the House and I bought some good stuff. It goodwill basically closed and shit the families donate after somebody dies a little creepy. You over right away when you see the deals you get. I bought a few things. Then mostly close. My greatest fine was among got a beautiful pair of handmade Italian loafers. Nice Brown leather summer lace up shoes right. Great Label to cost me nine bucks and issues looked like brand new have scuff marks on the bottom or nothing. I Still Donna. I'm over twenty years ago. Some shell walks in and she's not with his furniture. That had just come in right. I didn't really like the Shit at first glance. Aw just walked away. She really liked this one piece. It was a trundle bet no room in my place so I'm out of it and she goes I can. I'll take it from my places. Okay so she buys. It wasn't expensive at all. Maybe like two bucks. That's an ice ice on the bed. And we get to her house. And she's cleaning it up and she turns it on its side and a razor blade and a straw dropout. They fall out on the floor. We'll laugh right because obviously whoever owns this bed was doing some blow on this piece of furniture. And then she investigates more and a ticket stub falls out. And it's a ticket stub for the beach. Boys playing concert in Central Park in September of nineteen seventy seven in New York. And we turn over. The tickets of on the other side is a bunch of very small Small printed lyrics with in Penn high sought reading the Lyrics Bissett. Before I needed glasses. I start reading the lyrics and I'm reading. Just just put me in a wheelchair. Get me on a plane. Hurry Hurry Hurry before I go insane. I can't control my thing is I can't control Michelle. This is the lyrics to. I WANNA be sedated. The serious held it all. It is a ticket from one thousand. Nine hundred seventy seven and these are the lyrics to I want. We gotta Google assumes the Ramones wrote this song this is the I love the ramones. I've seen him countless times. I said this is just June of two thousand one and I go what Joey Ramone died. Two months on. April is this fucking Joey. Ramone struggle bed. So you know we go back to goodwill but it's close now we're dying. We're going to wait till Monday. And I'm like Oh my God. I can't believe you're GonNa get you. Got Joey. Ramone stricken trundle bed. Night passed on it. I almost had a fight with my. I want them to bed so bad because I know it was a big Fan. And she really wasn't and I said we got about everything else. They got US. I know and I said everything they got. We're buying I don't give a fuck of the goes in storage. This shit is worth something one day so she goes back on Monday. I was working. Everything was gone and the lady in the shelves like me. I should question I feel funny. Do you know this belong to because I think I found something in the bad. That kind of looked like the belong to Joey ramone and ladies like yeah. It was it was joey stuff Turns Out Joey had a place in. La that he rarely stayed at. I mean he did say that but not most of the time and he bought it many years ago so that bad was sitting there for years and when he died apparently the people who had left in his family just said. I don't want to give it away to goodwill. So can you listen? I can officially say Joey. Ramone is not the only one who did drugs and had sex in his bed. Help help punk rock is that you got to admit I still Michelle still. Has I mean? She's married now with a kid. I'm not sure much use. It's getting but fuck I'd use the shit out of it I wanted to bring this up earlier when I was mentioning about how different people are acting with this What this virus or flow or disease. Whatever the fuck would calling it on the Patriot show yesterday. I said. Isn't it funny? That some articles referring to this as a disease I duNno. I don't understand what that means. I notice a flu then. A virus but disease words scares me started thinking you know this this five stages heels five stages denial depression except all that shit the different kind of attitudes toward this virus. I think the five stages of whatever you call it. I think I think it applies to this perfectly I wonder if that phrase or that. I don't know what you call it axiom. Whatever you call that thing the five stage maybe that maybe that whole thing began because of the plague over one hundred years ago. Is that possible economists sense because I didn't check but it kind of makes sense because you know all those qualities you could see would be employed if you had play if you're worried about getting the play 'cause I you know I what would you do hear about it and you you would You would deny that you even had it. You deny that there was a chance you could get it right. Then you get angry you pissed off at somebody you think maybe gave it to you right. You get pissed off yourself for being careless with With germs and shit like that and then. What do you do when you want to bargain? You Talk to God when you bargain with God. Say we'll look if I have it. Please don't give somebody else in my family at that. Except it's just me you start making you start bargaining with God right. So you got. Denial anger bargaining. Then you get.
"j wanna" Discussed on Fame is a Bitch
"From workhouse connect in. Aj Benza vein. Walk on a leash and play really dirty. Kinky sex tapes is the GUY. Put the COP in the peacock network. Okay Bitch Hey everybody. Aj Benza here. For Fame is bitch. This is your show from March eighteenth. Twenty twenty boy elect a chilling. My Body it's tough to kind of distinguish. Sometimes what you feel especially those of you who live out here in California even New York. It's cold it's cold in California. It's called New York and Chicago and other cities in the winter. But it's cold today. It's raining misty. It's pole and sometimes you wake up. You walk out son. You can't distinguish us. Might just call rainy and windy or my coming down. So that tickle in the back of my throat is that because The red pepper from the pizzas. Buccaneer might come down with the fucking thrown darts show role playing with stuff like that. Want to my doctor today to get some refills on my Medications he's a doctor. Okay but he's not like a real like a real. Gp At this point you know. I gotTA BE HONEST. I really don't have a GP. I actually trust my pharmacist. More when it comes to my health and I to my doctor the greatest pharmacist. Dave is man but the thought is bordering on Dr Vinnie boombats. Now the guy that Rodney dangerfield hand but First thing he says to me when I go in the office today as he goes us. Sorry about the distance keeping from you but You know exactly. We want to hear from your doctor. You know I wanted to hug you walk. And you get the stethoscope. The blood pressure treatment Not THAT IT MATTERS. Because usually they take the stethoscope up over to sweat shirts and I don't know how much they can hear my heart with that kind of material in between the stethoscope but whatever skies seventy four years old he's a big liberal by the way and he's the only one I let talk shit and not stop you know I never. I don't challenge him over over his political leanings or his political strategies. Different things he says we're about to happen. I don't even know where to start four years ago. I said to him trump's GonNa win this thing he said. Now it's impossible The Electoral College alone is impossible for him to win. We know happened. Then he said well you know trump's GONNA go down for this Russian collusion. They got him. They got him. I said there's no Russian collusion he said. Hey Hey Mike Levin hot. He's got a shot. I liked the way sound. He looks good. He's Sharpie he can. He can go head to head with trump. I said doctors asshole. I know a ton of these guys in New York City diamond dozen. Then he said well I'll tell you what shifts got trump. I mean they got him they got him on perjury. This is Think they finally got him where they need them. I said no not gonNA happen. Then he goes he'll Elizabeth Warren Elizabeth. Warren I'd say she's probably going to get the nomination. Yeah I said No. She's not she's like the the Pissy substitute teacher. You'd get. Who gives you D with a smile on her face? You guys have heard me say that. Then he goes it Oh Bernie Bernie. Sanders says some smart things. He's got that army of people behind them. That can really help him win. I said now Biden is GonNa win this all the way. America wants to recover America's want revolution and then today I can't make this up today. He goes to me. Hey I heard Biden might get Elizabeth Warren as as VP. Somebody recently told me she reminds them of a teacher. It gives you D. I said that was me fucking guy. Swear at this point. I hope he tells me. I tested posited positive for corona virus. He's been wrong about everything else. I know his concern. A you know he's got a heart. I don't think doctors lose that. After they they learn the oath and take good care of people for many many years and automated shit all over the guy. He's a good doctor but he's he's playing out the string. He kind of playing out the end of his career by opening up three days. A week you know. It's right now script for pain. Ed's and blood pressure may be bonded with some big to do. He just wants to give you. You're scratching go. That's what he's all about right and I get guys probably put in certain five forty year career so whatever the fuck. He's gotTa do. He's doing so after being in that office while you know you sitting down. I don't pick up the magazines. I don't WanNa read you know architectural digest in all the Shit so stick to my phone but still even the officer pressed the button. It's a medical building. Everything you touch you know even the guy who takes your money in the underground garage. He's been handling. People should all day. You just felt like I really needed some hand sanitizer and I don't have any in the car so I got on the pharmacy downstairs member. That lady told you about a few weeks ago. The Asian pharmacist. She owns the place. She has a problem with Making CHANGE DRAW. She also has a pro. She's always dropped change on the counter. You know you you buy some. You're you do. Forty five cents changed. She won't hand it to you. She puts it on the counter. And then you gotta you gotTa pull it towards your other open palm like you're trying to clean up crumbs from the kitchen table. I hate that and the Chinese have always been like that all Asians either way back. When I lived in New York there was a bunch of Asian people who ran like new stance and they will ran gloves way back then the nineties and some of them would not even put a quarter in your pocket. Hold Your Palm Upright. And they've been like wave your hands away and they drop it on the counter. They wouldn't touch. Say you wonder. Why Get mad these people? It's like fuck you. I don't want your germs. Don't tell me you might. I'm clean anyhow so I go to the lady and I walk in. I go looking for some pure L. E. Got in the shortage because now. I got I have I have. She turns and grabs a tube and she goes. Hey you go I said Oh good because ten ten dollars what fucking bullshit you know what? Ten dollars was getting a a small tube of toothpaste for ten bucks and I already asked for it and I really wanted it otherwise. Go Fuck yourself by Sankei ten. I said this is something I you people. Give us the fucking flew. Now you Saunas the shit to keep it at bay. What racket said on the my breath but still she knows how I feel about it but you know I get a kick out of lately. I got a kick out of you know I I. I wonder if the same people who said George Bush was behind. Nine eleven Why can't these people seem to believe that the sneaky Chinese may have decided to some of their own people in Wuhan just to bring the West to our knees. Doesn't that make sense to anybody you know? Why is that so hard to believe? There is so many people who loved to talk about the conspiracy. George Bush knew everybody knew nine eleven. Suri Day well. He knew he had to sacrifice a couple of thousand Americans for the greater good. Hate those stories. I hate the stories about this certain paint inside the building and then the building them as seven. Colli. I've heard an all I read it. All I've seen all the fucking spiracy shows you'll never get me to believe. I have friends who died. You can't tell me that was all dow. George Bush did not know about nine. He may have known and I. I'm certainly knew a lot of people knew this was something that you know the our enemies with thinking of doing flying into buildings and I think they obviously really dropped the ball on that but to know this is going to happen on this date and they did nothing no. I don't buy it but they do believe that. Mostly crazy liberal. If you do believe that why can you not believe that the Chinese manufactured this and figuring out clues? Let's lose a few thousand fucking people who'll Han for the greater global knocked the West on its knees. We'll start to take over where we WANNA take. I could certainly see that happening. It I'm talking to people I found out that you know you go around every place you go. You Talk to people you now you watch TV. Everybody seems to be in different phases of believing this thing. That's happening to us. Not Everybody's on the same page. Which makes it a lot more confusing. You know like Even a week ago or so I wasn't nearly as concern and other people were and I remember thinking I got a problem. Calm down now where they were and I think that in a week or two. I'm going to be where they are. Now I think it's been traveling like that like a ripple in a lake or a wave in the ocean. Everybody's at a different face. No there are some people who are like. I'm not scared I'm GonNa live and some people. Are you know visibly taking big precautions? They're they're hoarding food. They got the gloves and the mask on and are people who are so upset. They act like the viruses Definitely GonNA kill him like they're they're sure they're gonNA die. This some people are buying cemetery plots in Hollywood. Have you seen this Hollywood forever? Cemetery that beautiful cemetery having a Middle Hollywood. Oh It's beautiful. It's beautiful mausoleums. It's got a lake man. Made Lake in the middle of a palm trees. We shot a ton of episodes of mysteries and scandals in that cemetery at night. It's beautiful place These people are death obsessed. And they're they're gonNA have to plots buying toilet paper the last the last week or so. People are spending a lot of money to buy predestined plots and grab a spot where more than two hundred celebrities arresting in peace right now. A crypt at Hollywood forever. Cemetery cost around seven thousand dollars. It ain't cheap and they can go up to twenty grand or more if you really get the fancy shit or if you WANNA go next to someone's fucking mausoleum you know someone's crypt you can get really. You can't get too much because most of the plots around the really famous people have been taken up to grand at Hollywood forever cemetery for a prime position at the VIP section along the lake. They call it the garden of legends. You put yourself in there. It's to set you back a lot but then again in this in this league twenty grand is nothing for a lot of people live here in of work. It's nothing but you. You put that money down you. Can you lay next to judy? Garland Fay Wray Cecil. B Demille is there even even Chris Cornell and Joey Ramone for rock sauce for you rock fence By the way put a pin in that for a second. Because I I want to say today show's brought to you by honey. Online shopping used to be so simple now. Online shopping is very very important. Who.