6 Burst results for "Halbreich"
Scheananigans with Scheana Shay
"halbreich" Discussed on Scheananigans with Scheana Shay
"I know too much. I'm like maybe if they'd just keep going. But i do love how like you and i have kind of been on the same path over the last couple of years when you inquiry. You guys got back together. I just started dating brock so day became friends and hang out in palm springs. We move in with them in san diego. Now they're both working on startups. I know i love that. And they're both home all the time. Yeah and now we're all we're all here just had a crazy summer together which i feel like was a very like surreal weird intense experience and came forward like next summer but i think we all really going through a lot of growing like everyone just was growing really hard this year. Everything i think so too. And i feel like after because i mean obviously like we hung out like during the pandemic but now both being back in la and like hanging out again like fulltime and march. It was different than just you know seeing each other like once a month like texting and zoom call. Yeah but it's good. I like that. We're we're back in la. I don't have a social life now in la on all. I do is like workout york. Because it's like i feel like every time i go out here. It's trouble so what jim are. You working out access new. We talked about working together here. Do you have a gym. you're working out. I had to try like three or four before. I found because i'm very picky and i also like bodybuilder ends but the only closest ones i like you're so bad ass. Oh my god dog. Thank you. I try to be. I mean i was really hard. But i found it. It's an la it's like you can't go to a gym twenty twenty five minutes away like it just doesn't know it has to be close. I won't work because in carlsbad. My gym was like fifteen minutes away but it was like her effect. And that's where. I met my coach and so the gym experience is really hard because ls also pat. The hours are different. The rules are different and it was like very annoying like he. I was like. I need a sonnet. That's open please. Anywhere we give me this on it and so i found but like yeah. I haven't worked up. Because i i listen i wake up. I do my morning routine. And were if i'm not on cue with like eating and working out with like fitness competition like everything's ruined. You can see it in your body. It's so fucked up. I know you said that like this week. And you're like oh. I got drunk. I ruined everything. And i'm like that's impossible. You look the best. You've ever love you and i've known you loudwar any such good shave. Its littoral goals. Stop no seriously like for those of you watching adriaan. We're gonna pop up one of her bikini photos right here because show you before and after i would've loved to see that it will blow. I was like waiting to my competition to show allie post. Post the muffler. But i'm gonna tell you before. And after she naringin. You're literally below every time you post like these mir selby's i'm just like i mean i know i just had a baby and i d pounds since i'm doing very well. You're doing more than a while. But just like when i look at you my holy shit like you just like such a body transformation killer thank you so much. This was cobley. It sounds bad but like one of the most humbling experiences. I think was getting my foot surgery. Like sitting in bed with my thoughts. I mean boyfriend has to help me. I hate when people help me. I'm like very lego. I know i'm the same way angry. Like i think to. If anything happens to when i get older going to be a bitch like one of those ladies in the retirement home. I don't fucking touch me like i can do it. Barely even walk. Yeah it's going to be on the same way like when it comes to summer. I love having the halbreich. Johanns my mom here but when it stuff for like myself i can just do it. Better myself jab rather just do it myself exactly and then you get all like yeah and then everyone's like you're mean and we're just trying to help and then you're like shut up and yeah and like corey was feeding me like a eight year old because i don't eat anything like if you would try to me what i eat. And he's like it's like it's not right like you're using like not like this. And that so then he was just starting to make peanut butter and jelly is like three times a day. He's like this is what you eat. Okay like hot cheetos cross offer you. Yeah i think he was. Cut it for me every day and we throw it in there. And he's like here she can. I couldn't even get up to where he can't reach it as torture just so. I have like cry a little bit longer. Remember when i came to your house like hobbled. And i don't know why as my ass was trying to hobble everywhere. Yeah who is that to your that knocking that knocking or someone having sex. I would done okay. So do you have a job with your owned. No so that sound. We heard see there again. We don't know where it's coming from right so one lives behind. You know okay now and we're yeah. There's no one there. So two weeks ago i fall asleep on the couch and i was like watching how size and i very rarely fall asleep on the couch anymore. I used to do that like when i was single and lived in marina like all the time i would just like have some wine and falls who've been like yeah but like now mostly weed but now it's like you know broncos about early we put down all finish up cleaning and whatnot and then i go to bed with my fiance and i realize not wearing my ring right now and i feel so naked those shows. Are you. clean your hands. Because like down somewhere say i go to bed with my fiance and my baby. So this is the one night. I fall asleep on the couch and then i wake up to the sound of doorbell. I look at the tv. And i was like. There's no one at the door on the tv. And i'm like okay. I'll show tv. No i just. I thought that the tv made the sound. Like i was watching. Someone rang a doorbell on housewives that that you had some high-tech now so then i was like oh weird. Okay i will get the phone. It's like midnight. And i'm like oh shit i gotta pump like. I always have to pump before bed because i don't wake up in the middle of the night anymore. So that is a long stretch. That i go without pumping. Yeah so. I don't have to do those two three. Am feeds for her anymore. I gotta just sleep for six to.
For the Love with Jen Hatmaker Podcast
"halbreich" Discussed on For the Love with Jen Hatmaker Podcast
"I am absolutely delighted to welcome you to the show jamie. I just told you before. I started recording. I've wanted to meet yale and it's been so incredible. Watch your star just rise in watch you build your space and i'm just so happy to finally get to talk to you face to face. I am so happy to ungrateful. And i love you and your work and so this is a huge honor and for having me on. I'm i'm super excited Times a million so listen. I've already build my listeners in with a little bit about you kinda from a high level perspective. But i wonder before we sort of digging here. If would you mind just sort of talking through broadly who you are. What you do who. Your people are where you are in. Most people probably know me as that the founder of cosmetics. Or that when you google story you'll see like denny's waitress fields billion dollar harmony but my meal. My real story. Jan as a girl who whittling went from kind of side like i like godman calling on my heart. There's things that are supposed to create. Or i aid when i doubted myself. The malay real stores girl who went from doubting. She's a nath chitchat. Kind of learning how to have no. She's enough than most of my life. I didn't know how to hear my own intuition. I yeah so learning how to hear it and trust it as kind of been my real story. And i had two babies t- babies and my daughter wonders for years old and my son wilder and i am most passionate about. I'll just learning to get still trying to hear her to show up and serve and then trying to live out the answer for a big portion of my journeys far that came in the farming trying to change your beauty industry and then we still have you done and most recently through writing believe it very been about china hoping the use everything i've gone through and the mistake made the things i did wrong and rights just trying to help everyone else on their own journey are serve halbreich huron in everyone else's journey that might be similar to mind which is dealing with with self doubt and and how do you rate through it and how you know become person you're born to be and it's gonna may migrate us passion right now so so have a million questions you alluded to it right now but for people who haven't heard your story out or they haven't done the jamie google search. Can you talk about what your life looks like before you decided. I'm going to start a cosmetics line gonna build a whole brand by going to build my own company. What was it was there something. We're there a catalyst or sort of a lightning in a bottle moment when you decided i am absolutely going to make a hard right here and do something completely different. Yes yeah absolutely and there was. It was a scary moment where i thought. Oh i'm not qualified. And i have no money and no connections and i don't know how happen but i keep having this feeling and i can't shake it so growing up. My appearance worked at ton a lot. They worked really hard. And i was always alone a lot. And so i would. I would watch oprah in my living room growing up. And i always just. I fell in love with this idea of of how she's able to share other people's stories and i just thought from the time i was a little girl i'm going to grow up in other people's stories with the world so i always thought that's what i would do and that that would be my dream job and and fast forward to my late twenties and early thirties and i was working in. What i thought was majoring job. So i was working in television news. And you know interviewing other people and anchoring the news and all that. And i went through the season that i thought was that back in my life so i developed skin condition called rosacea which some people super mild for for me would get huge kind of red bumps and wellesz oliver my cheeks and forehead and nose and gets to be like a sandpaper like texture and when that started developing. I would be anchoring the news and i would hear in my earpiece live from the producer. There's something on your face. there's something on your face you need to wipe off. And and they were just trying to back. It was a real positive thing. But they're like should her and and i would be live on television at a new ungenerous is nothing i can wipe off right. I knew what was happening was the makeup was breaking up and the hot hd lights in the readiness was coming through and so it started the season of kind of felt like setback. Where i was. I will be live on tv. And i be having thoughts like are you gonna get fired or Channel right now a ratings going down and it started this this kind of quest where you know trying every makeup product. I could find out there in hopes of knocking. Fire and so the the product in the drugstores and department stores and the pro makeup artist lines and a couple of things happen one is that i couldn't find anything that would work. And so that was kind of frustrating. Because it would either be really sticking look like a big mask or it wouldn't cover and so so that was frustrating and i didn't know what was going to do about it. I went to all the dermatologists and learn. There's no cure for it and i tried all the prescriptions death and nothing was working and so in the midst of all that in these jill hosting that coined the phrase that are setbacks in life are so often are setups for what we're supposed to do next or or greater calling an ally fence and so this was really an example in my real life of of a set up that was really a a setup and i didn't know that the time right lonzo the seasons a setback and they just suck and hurt and you freak out and all those things and in the midst of trying to find a price that works i also kind of had this epiphany ravage like wait a minute. I've never actually seen. There's so many make companies and never seen one showing a model with roseanne showing you know. And i'm like why is that. And and so. A bunch of things happened at once. I started getting this kind of inkling this gut feeling well that would tell me like if you could create something that works for you. Apply help a whole lot of other people. I kept having that feeling that instinct in in my gut and my heart but like what happens to so many of us like the the soft data may had would say things like a sharing earlier. You're not qualified. You gotta you're at denny's waitress now your news anchor. What do you know about beauty. You know no one in the exactly. You're not a scientist. All those things right so i sat in that place for a long time of having that feeling in my gut but then my head talking out of what i was meant to be my truth in my path rate and i and i stayed there for a while and i just i just couldn't shake bat feeling and the other thing that happened which ended up becoming the real fire behind everything for me was i had this big epiphany and like people talking about their. Why and all of that. And i had this realization that yes. I've never seen any models with rosacea. But then i kinda realize matt my whole life growing up. I always saw the debut the ads on tv and magazines. And i always love them. And i always aspired a look like them but they also.
The Emma Guns Show
"halbreich" Discussed on The Emma Guns Show
"Have found this love to be very slow and quiet and steady and consistent. Wasn't really any space for me to play games because when someone just does reply straight away and i didn't have that like rush instant kind of attraction This is interesting but not show that see where it goes is very calm and i was sort of busy with other things and not really thinking about it not much which perhaps gave space to get to know each other. More more steadily. But i certainly have you oversee done that in the past and the whatsapp tick tick seen stressful. But i do think we have moved away from the rules tight Conversation now hope. And certainly when i speak to like younger people and facing a lot wiser about lab stuff than we were speaking to. What you said earlier about infatuation isn't a is that that's kind of something when you're infatuated and you want somebody completely that's when you can begin to sort of use the rules to it's like a trap isn't it. Essentially the rules are trapped. How can you lear somebody into layer. Almost if you actually read those rules in the book also went and was the end because at some point you have to be honest and it's so exhausting. It's retiring. And i guess where i go to because i had done that so many times instead of board myself in the end by this and was just a certain fearlessness. If being much more like this is my shit. Take it or leave it mainly. Because i knew i wanted to have kids and i felt a bit of time pressure in the i. Just don't wanna waste no the two years on someone who frankly just doesn't care about me to and realizing that if they don't love me it's never gonna work anyway so may as well find out now rather than than in two years time and when you can like allender bottle said the best way to approach anything you want. Career relationship is certain knowledge that you can walk away from it and still have a good life and that was my way to pull myself back from all that game playing rule stuff thinking if this does end life is still good. It's not gonna be sad but it's not like if this ends. Life is terrible for evermore which it sounds crazy but was a certain was a feeling i had when some you know i will never meet someone. He so clever. He's so him again. And i feel that even now was trying to get pregnant trying to get that places. If i didn't have a baby it will obviously be so difficult an hard. But i still have a good life. There are still things to appreciate here. And i always try and just go to that place now. When i'm struggling with something a win. Something isn't going my way. It's a not funny for the past and the message somebody. Dm me when i was doing and osman instagram. The other night and said how'd you get a halbreich miss it. It's so hard to say when you're not in it. But i hope that next time i'm going through it subjectively. I'm able to be objective. Remember that even though what i thought was real is now no longer the future i might have envisaged in visits for myself is no longer there. Maybe i'm gonna. I'm gonna i choose to think that the future that now lies ahead of me is one that is so much better and it's such a hard conversation to have. Isn't it because. I know that some people like melanie meet who i've interviewed ike. She would of course take back accident on how an walk. And you can't say oh your life is more meaningful now because you've had this accident because a coup she take that back in. That would have been meaning in harold the life but the way i tried to think about it now. Is that the the meaning. It was the sheila accurate. She said the meaning comes from what you apply to your life robinson. The choice of the circumstance. So whatever happens whatever option. It's how you apply meaning to the life you've got that makes it.
EAA's The Green Dot - An Aviation Podcast
"halbreich" Discussed on EAA's The Green Dot - An Aviation Podcast
"Halbreich. And i'm as managing editor for print and digital content and publications. Doubt at the end of this table. Is i'm christina of the museum programs representative here and relegated to the kids table all by himself in the corner. Tom sharpen tier government relations director. Go i don't know if it's the kids table. If i just rate my own table you know that could be yeah. It may actually be slightly higher than the other table. Yeah and it does force us to look up to you. Know so interesting Departure of an episode. Today guys. we're gonna do Rather than having an external guest join us we're going to rely on Our own experiences of three of us around the table. And of course the the silent powerful christina behind the mixing board. We're going to do a virtual tour of the venture grounds and see See if we can offer whether that's a quick description a story or two or insider tips give people an overview of all the convention grounds As raw getting ready right now the world to converge on oshkosh. I can't wait it actually. It just feels right. Doesn't it that this is happening. You felt kind of weird with anything not happening ice year. Oh my gosh. Yeah it's this is one of the biggest strides back to normal. And and here's hoping that all those days of confusion and fear and uncertainty. Those are behind us. Yeah the one thing. I did not miss last year. Was all the stress of getting ready. Fair venture As we record this were seventeen days out and we're all Freaking out a little bit but once the curtain actually goes up and we and and We're we're all off and running with adventure. That's usually the fun part. So it's one of the jokes inside the building is how can we possibly feel behind on anything when we've had two years to prepare for this heritage. We've had more time than any staffers in history. To since one thousand nine hundred.
Best Before Date: Pandemic Alternative to Dating
"halbreich" Discussed on Best Before Date: Pandemic Alternative to Dating
"Date someone from south africa like short time for a very short period. Oh that's right. I remember yeah cool. You're really into that accident. Have you ever matched with eighty one on the flight that i flew before that i've flown with before all guests. But not like do they know whatever the notifications can't really use my phone. I'll five. I can't use my phone number five rights against regulations aware. Do you lock it or turn it off. I think it's an airplane. Wold aren't putting my back 'cause if See me with a town yeah. That's the other thing you guys had a shutdown regulations do it. I'm not that kind of person that rolls in your good girl. Yes yeah and in terms of dating same profession clearly super common right there like a hierarchy between cabin crew and pilots in our company of equal or really yes so pilots are the same status level. Us yeah i mean for me at least the treat everyone the same way but in our company i think compared to the asian airlines. We don't have that much difference between highway Kevin congressional the same do know Experience with other airlines in the west or europe the kind of work as a family. They're really close. This met Fly their candidate chat much either. But i know for sure Don't do it think they will just like this. Were very professional. I was gonna ask you about how you bring yourself up to. That always happy. Oh yeah yeah. I remember last year now. Two years ago. I always going through. Pretty bad. halbreich like House crying cyber have to smile all the time to everyone in tucson mentioned about the relationship. I've i was holding my tears. But i couldn't cry. I now have to be happy all the time and mean. That's why you have to do for our job. I did had a mental breakdown. Once i was trying really heart in but i couldn't hold anymore until auditory in walk myself cry for a bit and it just it often come out and locate. We'll do that. Yes but i'm not saying that everyone's perfect job but i also had sometimes night could hold it anymore. So yeah that's how. I had to it but i wouldn't crying from people especially at work sight seeing someone doing that gap where they've gone the next day no permit younger student so rice but size gonna take care of you so k. Yeah bathrooms or lifesavers a couple panic attacks like years ago because of Bad psychedelic experience and the bathrooms or my god. They're they're like the free therapist. That the tug acas people thirsty in ages realize he or she disappeared for quite a long time. He can find that many lavatory sleeping lottery on the toilet bowl. Djs speaking toilets. I remember asking you this before. And you said no because it's against regulations but people ask me that. Yes oh have you caught anyone having sex in plain bathroom. I didn't catch them realize they're going to same bathroom. And i was sitting on the jump seat. I know for sure the toy that occupied but somehow the door opens so. Maybe i didn't see the person coming out so now if i guess they're still people I'm not sure but was for folks out there not me because i'm fully rules and all that What would happen if someone did get caught having sex. Nothing will happen great so all these times have been holding myself back doors nobody can really see it but if not whatever they're like air marshal something now as far as i know we can do any anything you want relied that i haven't heard anything about someone get arrested or something. Someone told me about lucy. Was someone getting on the plane. Yeah that wasn't rumor or okay. I think that's true because different flights. I've heard different stories and cabin crew give hand jobs in the cockpit to all or anything like something job. That's exciting Legal i think it was. The co pilot was getting some like that. The situation was i. Think the captain when alfred toilet break so the regulation at these two people inside the copy for safety issues so then a captain went out there and nobody knew what happens but this cabin crew. I think she did something wrong. So the the office call her and she just thought that maybe it was above that so she start crying. And i didn't mean to do blah to call the office was what are you talking about. Then that's how out no way. The person fired both of them. That's what i heard. That's a rumor. I'm not sure. That's what her i i've heard it from different people. They all told me the same stories. What types staff have sex. Oh you're gon na state gone so all you need to do is just get a ticket and saxon different airlines. Don't do it on your own airlines. Okay yeah tips on there okay. What i found really interesting is that more when we're talking about the last time you said that if people were nice to you on the on the plane you'll give them extra stuff. Yeah you can definitely get more with my previous company. Yeah okay cool. I'll keep done mine when it depends on the airline sexually. Oh does it. Okay the for our mike. Previous we will try our best to make kuzma happy even at the expensive if the request is reasonable. Do i saw pictures of you in uniform oil vice so obviously people would have been hitting on you on. Has there ever been a time. Where the guy was hitting any or gallon. Your metaphor wasn't working right now. Well i might okay interesting. Yeah actually one talk was.
Women on the Line
"halbreich" Discussed on Women on the Line
"I chelsea. thanks so much for taking the time to speak with me today. Thanks for having me. So i mean this is. It's a big heavy discussion to talk about institutional racism rice in the workplace but also the different kinds of labor and performances that are extracted from aboriginal and torres strait islander people in colonial institutions. But i was wondering if maybe we could start by talking. I guess it a bit of a general sense about the effects And operation of institutional racism. What kind of relationship does this have to settler colonialism but also i guess anti blackness in the colony this really unfortunate kind of wife. Dan rice's muniz. Tom wolf i'm trying to work at if it's real and how much their ease and if you talk to any black fellow about any subject i guarantee you can find that prices exists and it's every day it's gulberg party We breathe it's everywhere. Racism is in the ngo sector. It's in government is asians on the floor of parliament. It's every way so blackfellas everywhere never have to navigate and strategize around and we'd been doing that for generations now. I think that's a bit annoyed at the rice scholars who suggests that we need to read more on rice to understand it because what they found him understand is black follows a law had to theorize and how to survive in a racist involved social world. The thing is people are worried about racism. The water being accused of being racist. So what they'll do. They'll do things to not be seen as racist. That will never remedy the racism and soon as much as we have to be honest with ourselves about organizations that claims to care for blackout. That don they don't care levels. We also have the not expect that that somehow transplants wants this update to complaint. It wants and in fact out up to eighty negative defeating the image and walkable commitment. Not being seen as racist is pretty pretty strong and they become so so fictive at Intellectualize we have unconscious which the record is not a thing. it's not an actual theme. It's a blade. What we call civil moved innocence. It's not a thing. It's an invasion to make sure that muffles never held accountable for devices. So we'll always are monitor the innocence and the other thing i do is i that. Come up with solutions for the future. Racism 'isms so they never attended what happened and this is. Let's get retried by the complaint process citizen of course almond soup Not new but what we know is that apologize to live confessed to it. Di- will never fix it any kind of outcome that blacks get through. These prices will be to keep likable. Want to the organization doesn't appear est so we have to be honest with rice prices. We even know the price discrimination price. You got through conciliation for the rats. Committee should guarantee playing in every step of that process. Because you'll be the one mike christian in rensselaer. Why people you to support this. But they can't speak yet. The avocado can get a lawyer. Who could represent them so the processes the pippa try to construct for themselves. Ah designed to protect the perpetrator even the external wants to Actions so we know rices everyday in every way we should never ever entertain the idea that somehow story the complaint that that magically disappear injustice little ross. It won't but that doesn't mean we don't comply and i think what's really powerful about curious action is she's done a lot of women have had to and that is to go the public square and coal on everyone else to hold these people accountable because we know that these but not in the colony would they know what if anything so why would one compliant marvin onto that and this is where solidarity gets tested. If someone's calling it out we do have to step in and step up and be as courageous if not more as the victim of russia obama's because we are that even in naming this stolen protected yeah. It's very much that you know. The standard you will pass is standard. You accept and a lot of concerns around institutional racism and rice in the workplace. You know you get after the fact statements about people saying all you know. I noticed that there was this was a problem. But it's about being courageous enough to take action in that moment to actually support people and to stand up to these institutions as it's happening an old throughout that process rather than once a complaint has been raised and also it's not enough to tell victims of russia vonts take care of themselves ivan. And you're a lot. I've written about. But i just this idea. Daddy complaining about the reis exterior instead in speaking about songs that went out taking care of ourselves as the ultimate self care is to tell the truth about the bonds boarding subjected to every damn day even though not as prostate guide so on the one a. feel as she shares the halbreich that she's the died but at the same time it's because she knows that she's worthy of big on that. She is deserving of that she speaking net says to me uncertainty about the strength of her in the midst of all the staffel said to deal with and i think we shouldn't lose sight of that this idea that blackfellas as victims can ever transcend that sense to hook but this power they and people watching need to note that in rural said.