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"frances bean" Discussed on Newsradio 1200 WOAI

Newsradio 1200 WOAI

05:04 min | 2 years ago

"frances bean" Discussed on Newsradio 1200 WOAI

"To go sales of alcohol from Texas restaurants may be here to stay Abbott signed a waiver in March allowing restaurants to sell alcoholic beverages to go in an effort to help them stay in business during the pandemic Abbott tweeted that he supports making to go sales permanent one state representative plans to introduce a bill on to go alcohol sales in the state legislature reconvenes in January NASCAR's investigating after a noose was found in the garage of the only black driver at Talladega NASCAR in a statement says they are outraged over the finding of a new set the pit garage for the number forty three car to Talladega superspeedway outside Birmingham the car is driven by Bubba Wallace who is African American the incident happens after NASCAR bans the possession and display of Confederate flags and images at all races a move the twenty six year old Wallace had been leading Wallace is a Cup series driver for the racing team owned by NASCAR legend Richard Petty a federal judge's thwarted president trump's effort to stop the publication of a memoir written by his former national security adviser John Bolton in the book the room where it happened Bolton details explosive new allegations against the president and his administration claims it should not be published because it contains classified classified information that could raise the country's national security in an exclusive interview with ABC news Bolton did not hold back his criticism of his former boss a lot of people have complained that he has a short attention span and he doesn't focus when I say when it comes to reelection his attention span was infinite and Bolton's book which is due out tomorrow the president allegedly asked China to help them get reelected said he supported China's internment camps I thought that is way low was part of the US and that it would be a cool idea to invade the country the president has since condemned all of the allegations against him as lies as is that everyone in the White House hated Bolton police in Austin are investigating after at least five people were wounded in a shooting early Sunday morning the gunfire erupted around three AM in downtown Austin there are no reports of arrests authorities say all five victims are being treated for potentially life threatening injuries Fort Hood is confirm the skeletal remains found in Colleen or those of a missing soldier the remains of private Gregory moralis were found Friday and fell plate is suspected guerrillas had not been seen since last August a reward of up to twenty five thousand dollars is being offered as part of the investigation all this week Congress will take up police reforms but there's already a split in the Republican Party this centers on the debate over qualified immunity cops cannot be sued for what they do while on the job some want to get rid of it others want to keep it congressman will Hurd predicts it will be hard to find a middle ground the debate is this going to prevent people dying in police custody in the future or is this going to make police officers less willing to join the police force because they're not protected he says one idea within the GOP is to keep the protection in place when it comes to use of force but allow lawsuits when someone dies Marco Moreno news radio twelve hundred W. 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I'd later this week a large plume of Saharan dust that originated over North Africa is expected to reach parts of the Gulf coast and deep self producing spectacular sunrises and sunsets the large dust plume is also an irritant for those with allergies and respiratory issues there and does will help to keep tropical storm activity at bay and the Atlantic one of grunge rock's most iconic instruments is now the most expensive guitar of all time Kurt Cobain's nineteen fifty nine Martin D. eighteen E. acoustic electric guitar that he played during their Vontaze MTV unplugged episode sold for a record setting six million dollars on Saturday that it previously been appraised at a million Bucks buyer Peter Friedman the founder of rode microphones plans to display the guitar for a worldwide exhibit the guitar had been at the center of a long legal dispute between Frances bean Cobain and her ex husband who claimed the guitar it was the wedding present W. away I news time eight thirty seven traffic and weather together in just a minute but first a check of your money in the world of business is trading the way this report brought to you by first mark credit union we welcome it and live with the Bloomberg news desk Hey Jeremy stocks are trading lower at the open on concerned about spreading corona virus Dow is down one sixty nasdaq is given up thirteen points and the S. and P. down about fourteen U. S. home loan delinquencies rose in may having the highest level since November of twenty eleven the number of borrowers more than thirty days late swelled to four point three million oil producing states across the country are facing a double whammy with both drilling in overall consumer spending cut back by the pandemic New Mexico now is being hit hard affecting everything from pay raises for state workers there to a program designed to provide free community college to state residents.

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"frances bean" Discussed on Rock N Roll Archaeology

Rock N Roll Archaeology

12:31 min | 2 years ago

"frances bean" Discussed on Rock N Roll Archaeology

"If they wanted to split. So that Kirk got the biggest cut going forward because he was is writing most of the day fine but their agreement up through never mind was split it all evenly. Yeah Lake retroactively is. You can't just go back and be like no now. I wrote all these songs so I should get all the credit for even though we had this agreement before. That just seems fucking greedy. Yeah definitely it already seems a little title like okay Incur actually had the nerve to call. KRISTEN DIV greedy. The ban became extremely close to breaking up over this. But everyone encouraged Kristen Dave back down and let Kurt have this. One in incur ended up with a seventy five percent cut of the royalties. Jesus all it did was served have to push the guys farther apart right still. They went overseas to make up cancelled. Tour dates it was miserable especially because Kurt was still on heroin and his stomach McCain was out of control. Oh you're saying the heroine didn't help his stomach yeah I think what he would say about that is he would shoot up. Heroin and the pain will go away but as soon as he was coming down off of it will come back because no shit. You're in a state of you. Know Euphoric Stupor for up to ten hours. Yeah so yeah. You're not gonNA feel fucking anything. Yup that's that's how drugs work. That's how that drug works. Hey opioids that's what they do oils boy. Oh Boy Oh boy uh-huh oh boy Ed's we really have a problem in this boy. Oh Ole boy oh boy yeah. It's a real problem. I mean it is it is yes anyway. Anyway he went to great lengths to get drugs on tour including getting them from an AIDS patient. That sketchy Dr hooked him up with. He's taking oh boy weeds from AIDS patients. Why do you addiction has fucking what addiction it does to you and I know we've talked about this? We're going to beat this fucking horse to death. But that's why it's just infuriating. That so many people around him just let it happen when they could have stopped it and then they leave that to stop it and should have at least made it very well known that. It's it's not okay for you to do yet at Joanna sounded like he did it. They knew he was doing it. But they said there's nothing I can do as opposed to yes try and not only was sir nothing I could do but I'm not very close to him so I'm not going to try. I get it. It is defeating to know that he's probably not gonNA listen to you. I'll try yeah and a lot of people in his circle. Just let it happen. And that's ridiculous. Would you are kidding. Oh boy it's from an AIDS patient. Yeah sketchy doctor and know your come on. That's really when they become. Oh boy. It's yeah it is so oh boy into Welker was supposedly clean during the tour in only taking leaky Methadone pills. As soon as he got back home he started right up with heroin again. He was spending four hundred dollars a day on drugs and what have spent more if he could take more than four hundred dollars a day out of the ATM. Yeah that's that's the problem. Yeah that's almost twice as much as it is now. I think the difference between scene one hundred dollars in nine hundred ninety one or nineteen. Ninety two Two now is like it would be one hundred and seventy dollars now. That's almost twice voices much. That's a lot. He had a moment of clarity realizing his baby was about to be born and he didn't want to be hooked on heroin when the big moment happens good so he checked himself into Rehab at Cedars Sinai Hospital on August Fourth Nineteen ninety-two. This wasn't the first time attempting Rehab and it wouldn't be his last last aside from getting off heroin. There was another plus to going to Rehab. He finally got his stomach issues. Looked at okay good. Doctors put him through a slew of of tests x-rays and Cat Scans according to Michael Azar. Add the author of the book that I was reading. The verdict was a pinched nerve in his back that led to his stomach causing undue amounts of pain and vomiting all right but he didn't do anything about it. Oh if he actually did get it. Diagnosed diagnosed as something didn't do anything about it so he just continued using heroin over the course of the next few years is the author just assume that this is the problem or is this what some doctors were saying was the problem. No this is what He. This is what Kurt told him. Oh yes because the author of the book Michael as read he was following Nirvana around. He spent a lot of time with her. And all of the quotes uses in the book are directly away from Kurt to him and it's a firsthand account holy Shit so Kurt knew what was wrong. Yeah chose not to do anything all you have to do. I mean all you have to do but get some surgery. Try something granted. They might not have had that much knowledge about it at that point but still like you would think there would be some kind kind of like physical therapy or something. There's definitely people getting back surgery back. Then yeah like they knew how to do back surgery by ninety two so yeah yeah it but now you know it's easier getting heroin heroin go. That's sad when your healthcare so bad. It's like it'd be easier though heroin. Yeah meanwhile shit was about to hit the fucking fan for Kurt. And Courtney. Oh Yeah it was. Fantasy Fair magazine released. Its September one thousand nine hundred to issue with a featured story on courtney the photos of a pregnant naked courtney in see through lingerie wasn't what made people clutch their pearls. What what did was cornelis admission that she was using heroin in her? First Trimester not something you tell. Vanity Fair Courtney. Yeah that's really really know you. We're really proud of the fact that you used and still manage to carry a baby full term a healthy baby which is great awesome but maybe not something to gloat about magazine and this is a weird. An unusual misstep for Corny. I think because usually she knows what she's doing doing when she puts herself in front of the camera in with a journalist and whatever's she for some reason thought this was going to be like a nice little story about her her and her music and stuff. It's like you had one EP. That was released a year before this came out you. Oh have nothing coming down the line. Nobody knows who your band is. The only reason Vanity Fair wants to talk to. You is because you're Kurt cobain's junkie wife who is pregnant with their babies pregnant with possibly there junkie baby right so what he knows that you're not using yes so of course they're not going to be fucking Nice Nice to you. They want the juice. Yeah they want all the detail they start all the rumors so they can sell magazines. They grabbed that citrus. A truce and justice for all. It's worth a we's that orange and they weren't there to like handle you gently. Yeah no no one cared. That she didn't know she. She was pregnant and stopped using immediately after she found out right. It caused an uproar. Anyway in children's services got involved they took the cobain's to court where where the use of Vanity Fair article and urine tests approve they. Kurt and Courtney were abusing drugs and she didn't have custody of their as yet unborn child. They also ordered. Kurt go to a detox program. Even though he was already in one oh so like he would have to finish out that program then immediately go to another detox program. Their defense he could benefit from two in a row. Yeah just to like reaffirm everything. He learned the first time. Yeah Guy on August eighteenth nineteen. Ninety-two Corny gave birth to Frances Bean Cobain at Cedar Sinai Hospital the same one. Where Kurt I was going through Rehab? No let's comedian. Yeah Courtney personally walked across the hospital to drag her husband into the delivery room screaming at him the entire time I'm encouraged promptly passed out Mrs Daughters Birth. Oh yeah apparently he was on sleeping pills. Oh Jeez like prescribed ones in them place or is he sneaking him. Oh I'm sure. They were prescribed contrary to popular belief. Aleve Francis was not named after Francis Farmer but rather after Francis McKee of the Scottish band the vast leans okay. They're really loved them. Vessel Leans they did head ever the trendsetters. They were one of the first celebrity couples to give their kid weird middle name getting the name. Bean from you guessed it a fucking bean we like beings. Yeah they're really. They're really into beans. They thought she looked like a kidney. Bean on her Sonogram I me me and so. They named her beans who they realize. All do is look like kidney beans because that's just what it looks like in there. Yeah I don't know they were on drugs. They were drugs. You're right. You're right two weeks. After Francis was born child. Services took her away from current Corny. They they were forced to surrender custody. Two Courtney Sister Jamie and we're not allowed to be alone with their own daughter. That's really harsh. That kinda sucks and I do feel for for Courtney at this point. Because she was going through postpartum depression they was literally two weeks after she gave birth and At that time they were both clean. You know that's that's a really big mess step in the system and I get why they did it. 'cause you're like oh I'm hearing all these things but it was all based on speculation and yeah and the Vanity Fair article if they drug tested. Like Kurtz already whatever in Rehab. But if they drug test the courtney courtney she should lean so. Why wouldn't you at least drug tested before you decide to take your kid away right? That's not fair at her. Like this is probably the one time we will side with courtney like this is. This is kind of bullshit. Yeah because they were clean and I feel like this was a real slap in the face to trying to stay clean yet. If you're not do they hold this. Yeah this really didn't help the struggle. If you're still getting your kid take annoy when you try to be clean. Why is there an incentive for you to not use again right? He you spent the better part of Nineteen ninety-two battling courts. Submitting regular urine tests and hemorrhaging money in an attempt to get custody Francis back eventually they did but the media Shit Shit Storm. It caused a huge black mark. On the couple. Now the entire world thought of Corneas Lowlife Junkies. The worst parents that ever lived and they didn't even really have a chance. Stephen Be Parents at this point and they didn't even have a chance to defend themselves. Yeah that's this is Kinda fucked up again. They're finally books clean and they just get shed on for. Yeah rumors of Nirvana breaking up. Also dogged the band Kurtz hospitalizations force them to release a statement saying no. He's not in the hospital for drugs. He's there because of health reasons. This led to people thinking he was on death store and the ban was breaking. Oh my gosh. Whatever the most dramatic story they can build as basically Siklie? Those rumors couldn't have been farther from the truth but the ban still had fun with them at the end of August. Ninety two the ban headline England's reading festival Kurt dressed in a hospital gown and doing his best to look frail and weak on my was rolled out onto the stage in a wheelchair. He Shakily he got up. Sang a bar. Two of the rose by Bette midler and then collapsed only immediately shot back up and launched into breed. The The joke was an outright jab at the English tabloids which surprise surprise..

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"frances bean" Discussed on 850 WFTL

850 WFTL

08:16 min | 3 years ago

"frances bean" Discussed on 850 WFTL

"We. one is seven nine greatest hits of the seventies eighties and nineties. Cobain's daughter is working really hard to keep his memory alive Frances bean has launched a clothing line inspired by her father's personal artwork fans can now buy tee shirts sweatshirts and so much more. shop dot com I am going to go shopping. pull. and little. a. the Sony loyal listener network here's your chance to win a pair of tickets to see Adam and friend or foe tour performing hit album friend or foe in its entirety on Tuesday October first at the.

"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

04:52 min | 3 years ago

"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

"It doesn't go so well because women at least have hair and can put makeup on every day. But when you have have you thought of doing something I onto scared. I'm not brave enough. Because honestly, it's like, you know, there's there's a couple of factors one. I am kind of obsessed with death. I think it's because of my job, maybe because my life started with my mother's Jeff that I think about death allot. I always think something's going to happen. I never get on a plane and think I'm gonna make it and the other side. Yeah. Yeah. I'm kind of doomsday that way. Understand that though that's on. So and I'm too scared because I make my living with my face and with the HDTV now, it'll film every little. Thing shows. I mean, I don't put anything I'm too scared to do anything to my face. It's going to change the way. It's totally going to change the way. Okay. I don't see anybody on TV that shoots. Bo talks. Or does anything that? I don't see. Good. You just see young it doesn't work for the character. Yeah. And you can't out your favorite class to move. And you know, and I think there's. More than anything. There's a psychological component to your have to be okay with aging a little bit. Yes. Greece your fucking mind. If you know, if you're looks are what was pulling your brain together, you're gonna lose them. And you're just going to be a mess. So I think there's something to be said for psychologically being okay with your looks chain at sun easy. But that's not a sale never do anything. You know? I'm really losing my jaw line as we speak. First thing to go. You know, I find intermittent fasting staying off carbs helps that. Oh, I will never say never. But right now, I won't well, I'm gonna go, and then we have to go in a minute. But we were talking about getting older, and that intuition and learning how to cure what the universes sage direction is something that nobody talks about with getting older is your intuitive prowess your ability to read the room, and, you know, get a reading on the landscape. Nobody talks about how well honed that that that tool becomes as you get older. Have you noticed that? Yeah. How smart you are? Hell, aren't you are how can the landscape because you've seen so much? Yeah. Yeah. And you know, how your body your ph balance your body reacts to certain situations. How intuition comes into your life? I'm sure as an actor to that becomes something that you pay attention to and terms of how emotions come up, and how you ride and sort of. Create artistry using your emotions. Yeah. I mean, I'd become so much more confident. There's a lot of focus on aging and how we look, but no one talks about the benefits, which is that. I'm just so worldly worldly worlds, apart more confident than I ever was in my twenties or thirties. I do things now that I would have never done asked people for things that would have never ask for. I know how to come in and handle a situation. I know how to confront someone, you know, peacefully in thoughtfully express how I feel and express. Things in it in an adult way that I that I would have never had the confidence to do before. I have the confidence now to be myself into be truthful into which is something that you don't have when you're young. You don't have you know, they say youth is wasted on the young and. How would it be? We could look like that. No what? No. You know? It's crazy. Well, Ellen Pompeo. Thank you so much for joining us. They're calling us back to the judges table right now. But everyone's going to enjoy hearing you talk about your life and your journey, and we're so proud of you that you have had the courage to do your thing and to be this pillar in a business that is not known for lifting women up here. You are this really successful talented woman who is bringing other women up with you. And it's just really not only is it admirable, but you are known hustling, hustling hero. And we love that Ankara. I love you. Thank you. I love you back until nail next time. Can I get a? You can't love yourself hand, the Haley on somebody else can get the name and don't forget to subscribe on IT. Can't love yourself on the hell you're going to love somebody. A..

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"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

03:44 min | 3 years ago

"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

"So I had no idea who he was in a couple of weeks later. I got this. Call from a casting director av Kaufman in New York was friendly with who said I need you to read for this movie tomorrow. And I looked at the size. And I was like, you know, I don't think I'm right for this close to the universe. I'm not right for this. Why do you think I'm right for this? I should not dishing for this. I'm not a tomboy. And she said L just go on the. And so I went on the audition, and I walked in the room in who was there was Drake, and we had the unbelievable chemistry and then so that was like the universe. And then when I went the movie shooting in Boston my first to DO movie, what are the chances shooting full ten minutes from where I grew up. Well, and when I got to the airport, my driver was there to pick me up, and I got in the car, and he says he said to me. Hey, Alan, I'm. I'll say Jimmy. And he said, I knew your mom. And I just like I was like what he said. Yeah. I went to high school with your mom, and he drove me to work every day for two months and told me stories every day about my mom another sign of. Yeah. And it was then that I sort of started to say, well, there's something bigger at work. He absolutely. And when I got when when I got the offer for grays, I didn't wanna do television television wasn't cool. Then you know, it kind of meant you're not gonna make it in the movies. Right. So I sort of took it as a disc that they were saying, you should do this TV pilots. What do you mean? I should do a TV pilot. I've just done all these movies. And my agent said, you know, why are you resisting this? It's an it's a job. It's an offer. You don't have to dishing why the resistance just take the money and run these things never go. Do the pilot and you'll never see these people again. So I said, okay. Need to pay my rent? Anyway. Wow. So is AVI Kaufman is a woman. Yes, I had no idea seem the name for years and years and years, I had no idea. So we're gonna take a quick break. Now, we have a little bit more time for yet producer. He's nodding over there. Yeah. Yeah. I wanted to ask you about when when you talk to young actors, you know, I I know a lot of people who say no to everything who not just, you know, going on dishing, but just in life, just no. What changed for you? When did you finally say, you know, what I'm going to be open to what the universe has for me? My boss shonda rhimes wrote a book called the year of. Yes. Oh boy. You know? And again, like I said when we started this podcast. You know, I've been blessed with having brilliant women around me in life and in being able in and I've had I guess the inner wisdom to watch. And learn listen, and and I think that that I've learned over time. It's taken me a long time a lot of people self saboteurs, especially actors. That's not good enough. I'm better than that. I wanna be the lead. I wanna be in movies. I want. Well, I got news for you. If you're that dope. You'll make anything you're in dope. That's right. So you'll elevate if you're that dope. You'll elevate anything you touch. So what are you? So afraid of you wanna be the lead. Okay. So do this. Maybe if you're meant to be a lead, you'll be lead the universe will come get you, you know, it's not the agents fault..

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"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

04:17 min | 3 years ago

"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

"No, no. But I do believe she sends people to me. I believe that she sends people to me, I believe she set. My husband to me. I believe she sends everything to me. You know? I remember reading a story about you meeting. Your husband like in a grocery stores. Yeah. Something like that. Right. So that's an interesting. So my my best friend from home Patrice who's a hairdresser. She is whether she likes it or not a medium. No, she has dreams, and she sees things, and she's seen my mother many times in dreams and her and I were in whole foods. She was visiting from Boston. She was doing my hair for a premiere of a movie I was in and she came out. For the week to hang out. We weren't whole foods and my husband is also from Boston. And so we ran so Patrice and I were in whole foods, and Chris my husband heard her voice and said Patrice as that you and they turned around and started talking to each other. And I kind of knew he was because he was sort of I knew him from Boston. I knew of him we had mutual friends, but I had never been introduced to him. And so they talked and I walked away. And she said it's so weird that you guys never met. I guess it's because you moved to Miami. And but anyway, it's weird that he lives out here now too. And I said, oh, whatever who cares. He's a thug from Boston. And I didn't come to California to be a movie star to mingle with thugs from Boston him. Him. So I'm too good for that. So then the next day I was walking in on the same street on Fairfax in sunset in the ride aid parking lot. And I hear hey, Ellen from behind me. And I thought oh Jesus who's this now, and I turned around and it was him. And I set it's Chris, you know, remember me from health lutes yesterday said, yeah, how did you know that was me? I had big sunglasses on Cape and have been in a couple of movies. And I thought it really fabulous. And he said now, did you know? No, it will be. And he said will you turn your back on me yesterday? So I know what you look like from behind cool. Yes. Good answer. And then funny enough, we honestly were just friends for almost a year. And we were such good friends that I started to have feelings for him. And I didn't wanna talent. Because I thought he was showing zero signs of being interested in never tried anything on me, nothing never even bat an eyelash at me. So I thought well, I can't really 'cause I'll blow this friendship. He's a great guy super good friend L just embarrassed myself. So we were out at this club forty deuce one nine and some director guy came up to me, and you know. Showering me with compliments then I saw he got very jealous. And so I said, oh, yeah. I got him. Yeah. Yeah. So then I went out into the parking lot. And he was talking to some girl who was telling him she was a belly dancer, and I went out and rolled my eyes and said I'll belly. And so then we kind of knew it was on almost a year later. And what was he doing out here? He was a he was working at ICM the talent agency working for a music agent. Ah talent Booker. Yeah. Wow. Funny. When you when you are open, and you're open to the frequency of the universe things fall into place. And now here you guys Helen you've been married. Been married. Ten years together sixteen. Yeah. And being open to the frequency of the universe is also something that only with age. Do you get to you know, you talked about my mother? So the first studio movie that I ever did was movie called moonlight mile and I had similar situation. I had met Jake Jilin hall on the street a few weeks before and just randomly. He sort of gave me a compliment. And I blush and New York in LA, and he wasn't a movie star at the time. You know, he just done a couple of movies, but they hadn't come out yet..

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"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

04:01 min | 3 years ago

"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

"Took me to theater all the time. And he didn't wanna pay for my ticket. So what he would do is that intermission? He would just say go in the theater and stand in the back. No one's going to question in Asia. Robbery. Right. You know, and they never did. And I was terrified. But I would go pushing. So for like until I was like fourteen I only ever saw like the last half of any. The last half of the king. And I the last half vani I had never seen the beginning of any of these shows because he would always have me in and intermission. So I think I caught the acting my aunt Ellen who obviously named after was his wife in she's still alive and lives in Boston. And she tells me a story that she took me to see the rock cats at Radio City Music hall and went when I was five or six and I jumped out of my seat, and I said, they're alive they're alive. And so I think they have young. I caught. That's when I caught the bug. I guess I love that. I love it. So you're in Miami. You're you're tending bar and over waitress in Miami Beach, and then how did you get back to New York? What have I knew that? I wanted to be an actor when I moved to Miami. I knew that I had spray shit to be an actor but coming from a working class town. It's not anything even remotely knew how to approach. So I thought well unto frayed to move to New York by myself. I don't know anything about Los Angeles or the west coast. I had no relationship to it at all New York. At least I had been going. I was a kid. So I felt very comfortable their re studying in Miami said, no, no, I was a cocktail waitress. So I was starting the art of the hustle. Yes. Yes. Which was very easy to do in Miami. Because everyone was so fucked up. Yes, you know, there was so many drugs and so much drinking, and I was not really into that stuff. I would just work every. In the club. So I was able to take all those men for all their Trink money, and it's such a trend, especially back. I'm sure it's still is a transient town because people come in and out from around the world people coming in and out of Miami. So the hustle was real and the hustle was deep. Yes. And all the guys, you know, all the models were down there at that time, and they would have done anything to just be with these models. So I used to work the VIP room at the clubs, and I would say to the guys like I can get a couple of models to come over to your table. But you're going to have to buy four bottles of crystal, and you're gonna have to pay me to get into this room. So I had and then the models made out because they got to drink free all night and the guy's made out because I got to drink with model. So I guess I was kind of like a pimp. And then I was saving my money and new eventually I would have to make a move and I worked in Miami for four years as a cocktail waitress. I made a ton of money, I stuffed it all under my mattress. And then I took that and use that to move to New York City. So at least I felt comfortable like I had a little cushion. And did you when you moved to New York? Did you go to classes study at HP studio? I did I went to HP studio. Yup. I I had this great teacher. What was his name? I can't remember. But I remember being irritated in the class because I wasn't getting critiqued. It kept telling me good. I was like this guy. So full of shit. I couldn't possibly this be this. Good. And I'm not gonna learn anything with you kissing my ass and telling me how good I am. I think that I thought he wanna sleep with me or something. I just you know, I don't know. I just I didn't feel like it was learning anything. And then I was bartending also. And then an agent approach me while bartending girl, I thought she was trying to pick me up. She turned out to be a real agent. She sent me on some additions. I booked an episode of law and order fairly soon..

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"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

04:25 min | 3 years ago

"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

"Yes, I think network television. I think the girls from big little lies. They don't do nearly as many episodes. I do. But I think those girls from big little lies getting a million dollars an episode myself, six episodes, they have maybe because they don't do as many isos. But I, yeah, I'm very I've been very fortunate in many ways, you know, I've been fortunate to have women who are more powerful than me support me. And and show me what's okay to do. And what's not okay to do when I'm trying to pay that forward. And I'm trying to do the same thing for other women, and you've got a production company over at a production deal ABC, and what's nice station. Nineteen is that what it's yes. That's the great anatomy spinoff station nineteen. You are an executive producer on that. I am. A co EP. Okay. There's a distinction. There's EP co EP. Yeah, producer. Yeah. And so now did you start out as an actor? I did. Well started out as a hustler yet. Okay. There you go. I grew up in Boston. You know? I was kind of you know, I was raised around a lot of gangsters and a lot of bad guys. And I was a you know, Sal in vodkas lushes outside Fenway park. When I was fourteen years old, you know, so and and you know, my mother died when I was young. And so I had a lot of people raise me and one of my older sisters, you know, all her friends were queens. And so, you know, I was I grew up around all these amazing creative fantastic UIL guys who just celebrated me in and and showed me what truecar aeges and true courage, is is the courage to be yourself. And so I only have. A twelfth grade education. But I have the best street education any person could ever have because I learned from so many different types of people from gangsters from drag queens, you know, from nuns from I just had the most amazing mix of people in my life. And I and I was lucky enough to take a little bit from everyone. The why do you think of Boston I think of Catholicism, and I think of well pranksters? What what the Walberg ze? L the wall bergh's, of course. Yes. And then the wall and new kids on the block. But why is it obviously, the Catholicism, obviously? But why so much gangster gangster stuff in Boston? Well, I'll tell you. It's not a math. It's absolutely true. There's the Irish well there was I don't know about anymore. You know, it's time have really changed. But there's there was at the time when I lived there there was Irish mafia and the Italian mafia, and I think that there were immigrants, you know, and they were uneducated and they came to America, and they had to find their way. And I think crime was easy for uneducated. But most I mean has reputation for being tough town. It's very it really is I don't know about anymore. I don't go back off and tough town. I would say eighty nine ninety two Miami. So when you moved to my where you stuck. Being acting when you moved to Miami nil. I was not. No, no. And so how did the acting come about? You know, I grew up. It's funny because they're so. So when. I was a teenager everybody. You know, all my friends in school were watching like, I dunno, Molly ringwald movies and in. I was watching female trouble. I had I had no reference for any of the regular movies that people were watching. I only knew John waters was and crybaby hatchet face. And all this. So I had like a completely different frame of reference for everything. But I y I'm sorry. How'd you get into acting in Miami? I always I always love movies, and I always watched movies. And I don't know I my my aunt and uncle lived in New York City, and I used to go spend a lot of weekends and summers with them part town oppor west side. And it also had an aunt Maureen who is none who also lived in a convent in the Bronx, and my uncle Jimmy who's now passed away..

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"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

04:06 min | 3 years ago

"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

"You had to have an invitation to go there may Mola Quemado LA. And now it is open to the public because I saw it as conduct. One of the best resorts of two thousand eighteen or something. So I know now it's been open to the public tone. It's Caracas Caridi. You I XE M A L. Yes in there's an Instagram. You can follow on do. You know? I always want to go to on vacation to Mexico. I never do. I never do. But I'm from San Diego. So for for growing up ego. I never think to go to Mexico. It was like going home, you know. But I always want to find places to go. You know? Rebecca remain goes to some place down there. I think the translation is heaven. I think but she says what it is. It's this resort that nobody knows about and goes to I can't remember what the what the town is. But it sounded really good. Where do you recommend going on vacation to obviously a lot of people are listening to us? But what's your favorite place to go to on vacation? You got kids if a husband, did you take the kids with you on vacation? Yes, you hung up on this. He cannot he asked me all the time. Every my kids they're sixteen and eighteen one's going to college this year. He's like you're going to bring them with you. And I'm like we like to do that you live with them going the Haitian. Why wouldn't you take them with me? And joy. I simply just do not believe I cannot believe that. Well, what I do is a couple of things. So this summer break, we did a few things we took the kids on vacation to Europe, we took them to Italy into London. And then we came home. And then Chris, and I went to the south of France by ourselves. I like the way that then we came back, and then we took the kids to New York City and the Bahamas for a month. How many kids three three kids? Yes. I met just the one you met Stella Luna. Yes. Yes. Yes. And are they older or younger than her? They're younger than her. Okay. Yes. I have four year old and a two year old. My God L know who the fathers are. Yes, I do. Thank god. Yes. He's very handsome on the fan. Your step ahead of me. Yes. So okay. So you're going on these vacations you work work work. You have the weekends off you redesign, you your trailer. And you're at the same lot. You guys have been there at the whole fifteen season. We have same law. Yes. That's brilliant. You know, it's not a typical choice for an actor room. You know, everyone's always sort of chasing the next best thing. Chase. Trophies? How do I stay hot? How do I stay relevant? But I started the show when I was thirty three years old. And I I sort of knew I've always had the gift of into which intuition into witching. That's hot. My husband calls me, which and I knew that I wanted to have a really stable home life. I didn't have a great home life growing up. My mother died when I was young, and I didn't have a great childhood. So I knew that I wanted to have a really happy, although I did not want kids funny enough. I knew that I wanted to have a really stable home life because I think as an actor you kind of need that because at some point the attention and the fame goes away, and then what you have. So I knew that it's important to have something real, right because fame and attention isn't really real. So I just knew that, you know, I wanted to have a family. I wanted to have some stability in my life. And I wanted my relationship to to to work and say, I didn't want to be traveling and going to this show or that show. And 'cause you never know you get a job, you don't know where choose you don't know how long you have to live there four. It's a gypsy life, and I just crave the stability in and it's worked out very well. For me really has worked out very well for you. The show's been on for a long time or the art you or the highest paid actress on a drama in television..

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"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

03:14 min | 3 years ago

"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

"Now. The only thing you had to worry about was drag dragging who wanted my shoes. Yes. John's who love them. Yeah. So there was plenty of parking down there. What what years did you live in New York? I let's see I I lived in Miami from ninety one ninety ninety one to ninety four and then I lived in New York from ninety five to two thousand should go to Miami for school. I went to Miami. Because all my Queen friends move down there and Boston was freezing. And I had no idea what I wanted to do. I graduated high school in eighty seven and they all moved down there, and they said come down. And so I went down one winter, and I stayed at the fountain blue hotel. And there was nowhere to work. There was one gay bar that wait a minute. There was a few at ninety one ninety one. There was there was like one Gable glove salt. Saw club deco club. Deca was around the block that cameo. Wait a minute. I know club new club deca were there. They weren't necessarily gay bars. But they were gay friendly. Right. Right. Right. Always the big worse. I was a cocktail waitress by trade in Boston. And there was no straight club for me to work. And right. So. I was in the lobby of the fountain blue hotel deciding what to do and a scorpion walked across my foot. And I thought I'm out of here. There's nowhere for me to work in the scorpions. I'm going home. And I went back to Boston for like nine months. The next winter. My friends called me up and said, my friend Jesse called me up and said there is a straight club opening. We have an apartment for you in this building. It was called the Dounia. It was on Collins writing back at the police station. He's a comeback. So I went back, and I got a job at that club. Was it was. Rebar re bar, and there was one in New York. Yeah. Heard of the brothers the Dorian brothers owned it. They owned one in New York. And then I worked at a club called velvet and the Sinatra bar at a scorpion the score. And you are Scorpio. When I still was prayed of that. And you don't play a song walk into my house a couple years ago scorpion front door Alabama's right in? No. There's there's a place in Mexico called Queen Malla that I went to with our friend Martin. And there's it's this beautiful resort outside manzanilla, and they have ditches in front of all the. Guest rooms and the score. So the scorpions can't get into your room. They will fall in the ditch and they won't be able to get out climb. And the staff of the hotel goes around every night with a blue light. And they look in the in the trench for in the collect all the scorpions and they put them in a jar. And they burn them really took quite quickly que- Malla quick smaller. It's it's Q U Rimac office. I do. It's scorpion freeze what it is being free. Although not, but it's an amazing wildlife preserve in if a time when I went with Martin, it was not open to the public..

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"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

02:12 min | 3 years ago

"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

"We've got Ellen Pompeo here. She's of course, you know, from Grey's anatomy, executive producer hazing, Adam. Yes. How long have you been doing that show fifteen season? My god. Now, when you guys film this thing, do you have you had the same dressing room for fifteen seasons. I have I have a trailer which just a trailer. Actually, that's a lie. It's a trailer. But it's has not been the same. One. We got new trailers probably around season five, right? Yeah. And I re do mind because I'm a fan of interior design. Yes. I redo mine every couple of years, I just redid it. I had Jeremiah Naper, Jeremiah. Yes. Lord, Jeremiah, do my trailer and my office this year, and what lot do you go shoot on on a lot called prospect studios. I don't know where that is. Which is in Los feeless, very close to ABC soap operas used to be in. It is on the ill there and American bandstand down the weird street. That's like residents. Yeah. Yeah. And that's kinda close to you. I mean, not to give away where exactly I was going to say. This is great. Yeah. Five minutes away for sheets. You don't have to go over the hill because you know, for people who don't live in Los Angeles parking and traffic factor hugely in the choices and decisions make on a daily basis since I will not go to certain places because there's no parking or I have to go over the hill or have to go through the coin pass for for something. You know what I mean? Yeah. You literally have to plan your day. I can't go to the valley at the traffic is to have to go at noon. It's yeah. And and I know you're from Boston. But have you always known how to drive a car? Yes. Yeah. Because a lot of people come here, and they don't know how to drive a car in Los Angeles. I after Boston I moved to Miami. And then I moved to New York City, and I always drove a car in New York. Also, I did have a car in New York, also just expensive and. Yeah. Used to live on the west side highway over there by floral, and there was plenty of parking in the meatpacking district back. Then it wasn't what it is..

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"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

03:25 min | 3 years ago

"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

"I know. So I it's very foreign to me to like say other people's words with other people's idea of who actually I tried one on dish in once and I walked away from it. And I was like, that's so soul crushing. How do people? It's so coaching. And so I don't think I could ever I don't think I'll never say never. But it would be very hard for me to to rely on anyone, but my own authentic self like, I'm very comfortable with who. I am. And what the art I have to offer is but relying on somebody else's idea of who I should be with somebody else's words is a foreign concept that maybe I'm not as comfortable with. I can't say that. I would never consider it. But it's it's unlikely. How are you with money? Are you with money? Well, yeah, I am now nobody ever because I didn't exactly come from the bus example, how to handle that nobody ever sat me down was like, this is how you handle like to know because my grandmother had money. You know, what I mean, the only money she got was from my mom, and so it was like very. It was not it wasn't. She never got like such large some where it's like. And also, I don't think you can really how to somebody who lives in a farm and comes from really simple stuff talk to a trust fund, baby. You know what? I mean. Like like, what is she going to do like you should keep checkbook like do? I need to keep a check. Yes. The answer's yes. But at the time thinking about that like being like fifteen sixteen with somebody who has the means that I do it's just like, it's you can't rash with that until unless somebody wants to be rationed with. And so I I seen the last two years I've taken real stability of like looking at every single thing and talking with like, the people in charge, my money and having in-depth meetings, and like and also recognizing that you don't have to live lavishly in order to live. Well, like, it's not necessary to have like Uber. X x or whatever the hell single time. You're going five minutes away. You know what? I mean. Like get Uber conomy if you're going ten minutes away fucking, it's okay. You know, all right. And like, obviously certain people reach a level of success where they have earned the -bility to go. Beyond that. And just like, yeah. Like I've worked really hard like let me have a car service every single day. But my relationship to money is different because I didn't earn it. And so it's almost like like this big giant loan that will never get rid of. And it's like I have almost foreign relationship to it or like a guilt because it feels like money from somebody that I never met. Let alone haven't earned my cell. Yeah. It's it's changed over the years your relationship to abundance. Yeah. Absolutely. Because because we like the one way I was shown how to live was live in excess like live beyond your means of live in excess. Right. And it took me stepping away from that and getting sober in order to realize that that no matter how much money you think you have it's not permanent. And like you have to you have to factor in how you are with it. And how the world is with it. And and how to find a balance I think it's all about balance all about balance, it is and people out there. Listening right now. The most important thing you can find in your life is about and finding a way to maintain a balance. And that's why about a spiritual practice or whether it's therapy. Whether it's whatever you can do swimming, deep, breaths, whatever you your job your dog. You know that is the key to life..

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"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

04:01 min | 3 years ago

"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

"Back with Francis. Being cobain. We're talking about everything. Yeah. You said you have a love for fashion, and colors and music, and laughing and dancing and singing and everything like that. Has it always been that way where you ever like golf dark odd? Yes. Actually, we talked about it was like a hard core. Like, okay. Like I loved Mike. I'm garments so much. I was telling her about lily's obsession with them. And Gerard, Wayne? Should maybe go to the solo stuff, which she was like, this is not. And I was and she was saying should be came. So obsessed with them that she became friends when I was twelve I met him like weirdly at a show like he might Romo Roman. My my chemical room to show. He was really nice me. And I was like I'm going to be his friend. I figured it out. And now, I'm really good wife and his daughter. He's like he's like family like really like I was shitty for sure. And like really into like like my Ken and like descendants, and like misfits, and like I was just like I was I was really angry. And confused and Angsi. And so I'd like I was got really obsessive horror movies and comic books, and like just I really related to like over the top fantasy stuff because at times that felt more embedded in reality than my own reality. 'cause like oftentimes like, how are you? It'll be like I like preface the answer with. I know the sounds like the plot to a movie so but the hills really do have is they really live under the. But like gravitating towards comic books and horror and dark music was like this ultimate form of escapism because it was so on the polar opposite end of reality. And that felt more real. So I was like I was really Dr I wouldn't even say I was really dark until like the age of twenty four like I was like last year that was like last year, literally like like, I was really okay with like this facade of being like fragile and smoking and like stringy hair. I was okay with kind of buying into the grunge aesthetic. Because people were shoving it on me. I was like you guys. I'm going to do it. Anyway. Take that power back. Now, I find that like like before like like even two years ago three years ago admitting that I love Dolly Parton was kind of unplug rock, even though she's probably most punk rock in the world absolute. But like, so so it took it took getting clean to have the capacity to grow. And then it's a near death experience to really have shift in thinking and then only happened in September two thousand seventeen my near death experience. So I like, I really accepted like lightness into my life and color, and and vibrancy and laughter as not something to be associated with with like like big shameful or Norring, the Yager or like or just focusing on the negative because that served my victimhood more just just just just was interesting because what you describe is really a right of passion. Passage all of us. We have to go through that part of it and walk through the fire to get to the other side and to actually own. Own being light and understanding that life is to be enjoyed. But you can do the other thing too. But you know, I know personally, I to walk through all that darkness to get to the other side, I into that darkness has given me a sense, of empathy and compassion and awareness that I wouldn't have had otherwise like I think it was completely necessary to reform the person that I am I had to go through the darkest stuff that even most people can't comprehend leg now. And like, I wouldn't change it for anything because I have come to place where I really love who I am. And I feel like I'm thriving in my self and like that I think that's the ultimate goal as a part of the human experiences to get to the point where you can sit and say, I am thriving. And I am in love with myself and not an artistic way an all accepting way. Will that is that is why the Christ figure is such a dominant figure in our cultures because of the crucifixion and the resurrection. What you describing is the resurrection after all of. The darkness..

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"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

03:28 min | 3 years ago

"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

"But I'm out to seek and find out what it's trying to tell me, you know, right now as we're taping this we're in mercury retro. Now. So legit. I like, I never think strategy applies memo's it get silly greatest. But like, I swear to fucking God. Mercury retrograde. It's like a real thing. Real thing on the older. You get you feel it. Ask him out of a lunar eclipse just a minute ago. So great all of that is applicable, and it's interesting to live on this planet long enough to sort of figure out how things work and how it feels in your body. What body feels like in this human realm and to make peace with your mother, your father yourself and understand the proclivities of you know, why you do what you do. Are you still seeker? Are you still finding new things out about yourself? I'm like, oh, yes. All the time. And like, I I my favorite thing in the world is learning like a loving and learning are my two bread and butter. Like, I I think my life will be I will be ready to die the dam like camp. I've learned it all like, I have nothing else to learn. And I hope that never happens. I really every single day is like this process of knowledge and like having the ability to experience things and see things in. Do things that inform my knowledge, and like, my spiritual self and like that it's so like, I think it's a sensual to to our essence as people I never related to people who who have no desire to learn beyond themselves or their own ego. Like that this completely foreign to me because if I had it my way, I just be a floating brain, you know, just like feeling seeing floating brain. But as as chores out does not the deal. So like as as a compromise in a way, I've really found a love for fashion and for like artistic fashion and makeup because I have to compromise an express myself in some way since I can't get what I want. I will I will glam it up in the craziest way. We're going to go to break into. I wanna ask you. Did you go to regular school when you live with your grandparents? No, I wasn't in a with them consistently enough to do regular school. But when I did do rate at school. I dropped out when I was fifteen because social constructs like school weren't I couldn't apply. It's my brain. Like, they like I was reading David foster Wallace niche in ninth grade, and they were asking me to read nineteen Eighty-four, which I'd read three years prior. And I felt like I was d- Katie myself by spitting it also I'd never need use calculus. I have a phone. Like, my kid eventually took the GD and I- legally audited, some some Columbia classes that they didn't know I was attending, you know. And I I just I'm always been really thirsty for knowledge. And I love reading reading is one of my favorite things in the world and exploring and and self educated in a big way. Also like, I had different problems than kids going to school. So like some kids fuck, I didn't do like my essay. And be like fuck I had a call. The paramedics my mom's stomach pump last night shit. Different set of priorities. For life Francis. Being Cobain with us. We're gonna take a break. We'll be right back after this. It's time to talk about one of my favorite things that we ever talk about on this podcast. Casper mattress it all began..

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"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

02:56 min | 3 years ago

"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

"What like attracts like? Yeah. Ended the day. That's still, you know, it's still very frustrating to live in a world where you think oh God. Why can't we the whole race of humans? Just advance a little bit further. It feels you You know. know? My substance abuse had to do with just being so bore. My God everything first year of sobriety is most fucking boring time I've ever had like I almost pulled my hair literally out of my head like not even just like like just living in the present. Sometimes so fucking boring, and like you just have to learn how to how to condition that boredom into something productive magic filling up boredom with something creative. Because there's a lot of kids out there who struggling or not fill it in and live with the silence. With the stillness, which is where a lot of magic happens. Absolutely. But, you know, so so you're very famous how do you find people who you can be friends with who you who aren't out to looking for some free ride, or you know, some acclaim because they know you eat away. It's it's impossible to suss out all those people. Because a lot of people are really good faker. And you're still finding out now. I know I am going to be fifty and I'm still finding out now in life. Oh my God. I am not who I thought you are not who. I am. And I know you are too. So just like you're saying, I think it's impossible to I don't think there is a formula of understanding how to decide people are good people are bad. I think it's a matter of experiencing people and having the openness to experience people, despite the fact people continue to fuck you over. Yeah. Like, I one of the things that I really love about myself that took a long time to love is that despite the fact that a lot of people have taken advantage of me and Thuc me over and really manipulated everything around me. I am still undeterred from people. I really love people, and I love connecting with people in really authentic ways. And like, I I don't think that there's any. I mean, maybe there is. But like, it would be a really horrible thing to deter me from my connected with people in love for people. And I think I think that's how you use. You get out the bad ones is having the capacity to accept accepts acceptance in. I think what differentiates you from when you were a kid. But there's a lot of celebrity kids out there. You know, we've got a lot out there. You've got one on the level of Lisa Marie Presley, you know, and then Madonna's kids, but then I I was just sitting here thinking listening to you talk. There was a different obsession with with Kurt Cobain and Courtney love but courteous like a God. And the way Elvis was in many levels can imagine for Lisa John Lennon. Yeah. But it's a different time. You see us because now and your generation and you're much younger than those kids is obsessive more obsessive. So I can't imagine the energy.

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"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

04:14 min | 3 years ago

"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

"Being Cobain your so wonderful to talk to your soul deep and rich and. Fit a lot of life into your twenty five years already. Do you feel that would you feel keeps us in my soul? I feel like one hundred eighty year old and a nine year old Gable? Like smash into my body. I don't know what that's about. But like there it is. Yeah. I I often times we'll have a certain amount of like even just like the way. Sometimes I communicate I can watch other people's faces like excited stunned a bit. And it's like it's not deliberate by any means is just like, I feel like a very good communicator. So like, I feel like I'm able to express and reflect my my age in my soul communicating at worldly. And there's also the excited little kid in you that I just think it's the sweetest purist little thing. Is that a community of skilled translate into your lyrics? Well, no my community. Yes. I mean, I'm an abstract Lear SIS though, like I I wrote lyric the other day that said, you know, like the terms negative, Nancy. So I came up with the term stable sable. So I wrote Siebel sable Solter heart. No one asks her why she hides it in a casket in her house in a box. So it's like, it's very I'm very abstract my, but I let your. P p j Harvey reference. Yes. And I I in art in in my life. I like to communicate in a very like secular specific deliberate way. Because like when you talk to somebody it's different than when you communicate with them through art when you're communicating with them through art, no matter what you do. No matter. The message you're trying to convey, ultimately, it's their own interpretation of that. And like, and there's this weird contract that we signed artists to release are into the custody of everybody else and have no control how they receive it or how they perceive razor. Yeah. It's super bizarre that something that you invest all your energy and time and emotion into becomes somebody else's property and means something completely different to them. Right. Like, that's that's that's why I love music though. That's why I connect with music because what was intended as one way of thinking or one way of expressing means something completely different to me. Sure. Absolutely. The ph balanced changes with whoever's the construction of it at that point. Which is the beauty of. Are you able to let it go? Like that. Are you able to allow people to think whatever they wanna think? Absolutely. I get very unattached to ideas after I've released them, and it's almost like a conditioning. Maybe it's a defense mechanism. Actually, maybe it's my way of trying to trying to say okay now that I'm done this. I release it in the world, and is no longer my responsibility. How people healthy, though, only way to do it. Let it go and whatever's going to happen or spring cleaning. Where you just have to let stuff go smart. Hopefully. So no, you know, you are very smart person, your lovely person. How difficult is it to find other people who can get it? You know, we just take for granted that there are all these fabulous smart people out there. But you know, what there aren't a lot? No, your rain alarm. It's not a ton. No. I think I think when you are fabulous and smart, and in touch with what the is you can almost immediately recognize that another people or and it's it's more often. I can recognize that connected with other people understand it than than I than I do trying to oppose or define anybody else. Who doesn't get it? Like, those kind of fall in the background. It's like, okay. Like, I'll be courteous and kind to you. But like, I am also I'm the worst liar. I've ever met in my life. Like, I just I wear it on my face. I also like the worst excess exaggerating of all time like as supposed to be like, oh, I can't make it tomorrow. I have like me. Eating that came up. I'll be like a raccoon. Broke into my head on my head shaved my head. God bad. You've got those damned Ingles..

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"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

03:47 min | 3 years ago

"frances bean" Discussed on RuPaul: What's The Tee with Michelle Visage

"I got married because I met a guy when I was seventeen and newly emancipated from my mother who gave me a sense of like normalcy and stability marriage to the idea of marriage. The idea of securing a family very early on was the complete opposite of what my mom did. And my because my mom got married when she was like twenty nine and like how to baby when she was thirty like that's not particularly old. But for me after she only had a family life for like two years, and then she never remarried or anything. So I wasn't ever provided with any kind of stability. And I met this guy who at the time presented himself stable and normal and like that mutated later on. But that's okay. Like as people change in time. That's okay, too. But but I really was grasping on. On for some kind of stability anywhere, especially coming from like, this is all public knowledge to like, I just paid myself, and my mom who is like like on. She was on one. And that was kind of like, and it was headlines everywhere. And she like she was like the kind of drug out. I was like a very like nobody knew I was drug because I was like my house by myself, like Courtney's, very loud, drug addict and likes to expose herself in that way. And like and her antics are sort of louder than mine. So when I stepped away from all of those antics, I was looking for the most normal thing, I could find and I actually I got engaged like a year after I met him, but we didn't get married for like five or six years. And at the point that we got married it was less about like wanting to get married, and we're about like we've been gauged for so long. This is what we should do, you know? So you moved to being addict are you in a twelve program? Yes. So I have the thing about the twelve step program. Specifically for me is that it provides a sense of structure. After that. That I don't it's it's almost like school. It's like my brain doesn't necessarily work in the normal confines of societal structure. So I have sober companions and people who are sober that I talk with and communicate with who who some do the twelve steps and some don't I I like to take certain aspects of this twelve keeping myself accountable channeling my fanatical addictive personality in tendencies into really healthy things and learning how to construct my life for a higher spiritual purpose, and like those are tools. I find really helpful what I don't necessarily find help for myself is attending meetings every single week because I have a free flowing understanding of communication with those who are sober in my life. So it was kind of like I have my own meeting setup just on independently. But you people to call on. Absolutely. Yeah. So what is what is your spiritual practice? My spiritual practices being connected to humanity. I'm secular humanist. But I'm also like I'm also somebody who feels like I feel uncomfortable giving my spirituality a definition or the the higher power that I refer to definition because I think that it's more complicated than being able to put it in one category. Right. So like the way my spiritual practice is having the capacity to sit with myself and feel the earth around me and feel the air around me and connect to whatever is bigger and louder and stronger than I am. And like, it's I don't think you need a specific setting a practice in order to tap into that knowledge it and appreciate it. What you will it knowledge is the practice right there. Just knowing it's there now, we're going go to break real quick. We've got Francis being Cobain with us. We'll be right back after this Robin Hood is an investing app that lets you buy and sell stocks ETF's options and cryptos all commission free yet commission free..

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Courtney Love Granted Temporary Restraining Order Against Ex-Manager Sam Lutfi

Morning News with Manda Factor and Gregg Hersholt

00:29 sec | 3 years ago

Courtney Love Granted Temporary Restraining Order Against Ex-Manager Sam Lutfi

"Love a restraining order against her. Former manager Sam Lufti love is the lead singer for the group whole geography Lufti has been harassing her and her family Lufti also was ordered yesterday to stay away from the daughter Frances bean Cobain Courtney Love's daughter with the late Kurt cobaine. Love says love to keep demanding money. He thinks he's owed love and Lufti. You've been on the outs ever since they were both sued by Francis. Bean. Cobain's ex-husband update from ABC news

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