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Amanda Salas Beat Cancer!
"Hi Brenda de Vere. Larssen when we say going in Roz the only wrestling podcasts. You need to be listening to. It's not just because we keep you up to date on the latest wrestling news. It's not just because we have full detailed and critical reviews of every wwe and a w show with coverage of new Japan and of course AAA lake. It's because weight wise. It's only pros links show. They need to be listening to because even friends for over twenty years wrestling fans for nearly early as long work partners for more than a decade. We literally couldn't do anything else. We need to be the only pro wrestling podcast. People need to be listening to our livelihoods depend on it. That's good enough reason for me. Learning yeah so subscribe to going in raw a pro wrestling podcast. You can find us where ever you get your podcasts. In fact in today's such a special episode. I'm here with one of my dearest friends that I've known forever. Her name is Amanda Saleh's who made her we're high. She's a Fox News Anchor and you've done a million amazing things. I mean we met doing improv comedy. We met over a decade ago over a decade. That's what you look the same you everything you've just been through. Thank you but means a lot. You look great and by everything she means. Cancer just went into remission for non Hodgkin's lymphoma whom I god so that we're GonNa talk all about this today. I mean the podcast is called worse. I it's about the worst thing that's ever happened to you. Ding Ding Ding Ding. This is crazy. I want to know everything I wanNA. I know like you know how you knew where you you know how you first got diagnosed. I want to know everything so I'm going to let you kind of just take it. Thank you so all I want to hear everything I I want to say. Congratulations on this amazing pod. Thank you amazing hateful out of the way I was diagnosed in June. With non Hodgkin's skins lymphoma primary medicinal non-hodgkin's lymphoma which is actually quite common for women. Our Age release. Of course I get the the cancer that has media in the title. Oh my God. You're 'cause you're like avenue so explain to people what is non Hodgkin's lymphoma. Yeah because I didn't even know I don't really cancer of the lymph nodes and I didn't know that this is the most basic simplest way to put it it's cancerous lymph nodes and the symptoms are kind China crazy because they are misdiagnosed all the time because they mask themselves as flu or cold like symptoms so for the longest time. I just thought my God. This cold won't go away okay. or I'm having the worst allergies but would really pushed it to the to the Max wise. For months my face was getting more and more swollen and I've always kind of had like a Cherub Angels Angels Selena Gomez e Type Rounder face and I own it. I love it and it's me but I was watching myself on television like you mentioned. I'm on Fox. Eleven and I'm I'm doing his celebrity interviews. 'cause I do entertainment and I'm watching my camera on me and my face just looks bigger. Yeah and friends asked me. Did you get filler. And I go no right. Did you get dental work. And I said no and even somebody goes. You're putting on ways way you're so skinny so it's like crazy easy because it's just like it was just you saw that because your whole body was like a twig but they all face was swollen. Exactly it was like looking like Pixar character. Your your body is super skinny which is actually how I found out. I was doing the toy story. Four junket with Tom. Hanks Tim Allen and I'm like listen I'm supposed to be talking about Pixar characters now looking like one they're like. Wow this girl really gets into character. Look at her she popped up her face and everything solid reporter. You write in a monster's INC three hard life. That's how he felt like a monster. No I had my head in my hands and a CO worker came up to me and said your symptoms of what you're saying sound like something I had with my thyroid Deroit So I went to one of her. Holistic doctors look now. Mind you into allergist okay. General Doctor Every doctor basically that. I A dermatologist. uh-huh everyone that I thought would explain the face yelling and the itching you had a changing hands feet and chess mostly like everywhere. Felt like right answer on me. And there were no bumps. There was no red bombs. There's rash like why am I so itchy and my blood. That's another symptom of lymphoma and I explained all these symptoms to a doctor Brittany. One one doctor said to me. You're not getting enough sleep and said so. Not Getting enough sleep is why my face is swelling up and he looks and goes your reporter Google it of course Hello you're a doctor. Take your blood. They took my blood. And that's the crazy thing. BLOOD TESTS WON'T REVEAL LYMPHOMA. The only way is through a scanner. Dan Or an x ray of some sort so I had They thought it was a thyroid issue. I got thyroid ultrasound. While I'm getting the thyroid ultrasound. She picks up a piece of the tumor. It was June seventeenth. I'll never forget it and they handwritten envelope after your ultrasound and say you have to go to the emergency room and me being healthy. You only thing I've had was a colder flew my whole life. Ask why and I can't tell you because We're not doctors and I'm like like why am I going to emergency room. Yeah inside the envelope. It said that a mass was found and I go in the alleged. Dave missed it. Well if she you didn't catch a tip of it yeah and I could have just been like okay and I and the doctors told me had I not caught it. I would have had a stroke. I could have had a stroke because my face was swelling because the tumor was pressing down and blocking the oxygen coming in here so my face. That's where my face was blowing up. God forbid my poor parents I think about them. ooh Did you feel like couldn't you couldn't get air or anything. Oh I didn't have the other classical symptoms which are shortness of breath or chest pain. I only had the itching and swelling face. Yes but they found out that my tumor Zyganov you're in La. I'm like they go. It's up this this big this big numbers okay. Can you like like a golf ball. They send CICI's like an implant no they go I go they go bigger and I said like a grapefruit and the doctor goes like an organic grapefruit stop and go. Oh my gosh. I went to the store with my mom a month later. The produce section. I held up a great boot. I held up an organic grapefruit. There's a different is. There really is a bigger organic inorganic. Great Food is kind of like a bigger orange. Oh Wow yeah. That's a huge huge humor. That was inside of your body. I'd my meds Steinem Yup in between like the heart and the lungs area. Yeah and it's a blood cancer. It was growing lymph Obama's aggressive it quickly of his. That's why they said how they got caught. It could have had a stroke doc. I had to go on chemotherapy four days after being in the air. Oh and days later my God it happened so fast. I I remember you announcing it and I was just like what like. It's great like I could not believe it. I was like Amanda. Has Cancer like you're an Italian like hardy like I know your parents like Mike are like tough people like we don't get sick. I mean like yeah no new your parents. It had cancer. Oh you're me Mas one hundred thousand. Her grandma down dead you have to go to. A man does instagram and look at her grandma. Her Grandma's is like a battle goes share in the cockroaches are going to be the last things on this planet. I love your grandma. She took care like she's like so in gem but she looks great and she's got a cool hairdo and she goes to the beauty parlor cassettes. She calls me and she goes. I WANNA look like billy idol and I want the front look like a duck's ass all I know what you're talking about dogs at ducks ask feather okay. Yeah I love her so much so everyone was in shock right. Everyone was in shock. Did they say how they think you've got it or the thing with foam. Ah when you know when somebody smokes and they get lung cancer are you can kind of say like Oh. That's right there is no known cause for lymph OMA and no it wasn't roundup weed killer it one more message all the Mesothelioma Sahelian like every everyone's down round of everyone was crowned up round up. I don't even have a yard. I live La Cement. Exactly my God. There's no known cause for lymphoma it's just a mutation of the cells. Isn't that so insane insane insane because there's no there's no 'cause then there's no known way for you to prevent it and so what happened so now that you're in remission thank God thank you God awed and I knew it would make it. You're very good. You're a good person. I knew this would happen and What happens now? Do they check you regularly or you're how do you. How does that work? So you got your machine. I can't go back to work fulltime until beginning of the year January. Twenty twenty. Because you still have to rest yes I get your body. Eighty to recover from being poisoned for four months. But she's such a trooper. You guys. She walks in today. She's all dressed up. She's got her hair on. Mike would you just got worse. Yep I was working working I did and I am. DVD pressure on. This girl loves to work like she's the most driven like I take naps all the time but you love to work to work. That was hard for me not to work. I'm like it's amazing like I just watched you work your way from doing like little like red carpet stuff than going all the way to Fox I watched you and then right when you got your foxing then get the cancer ring grave on. I got a Fox promotion as an entertainment. all-star yeah I Got The diagnosis one month later. But they're taking you back. They are they have to take me back. I will talk so much fun cast so I walk. I just started punching people. I swear like they're taking their take. They've been very I have to say they have been so supportive more than I saw. They talk about you on the news and you had a fundraiser and like hundreds of people I went I showed up and I I told my husband before I left. I said you know I'm going to go because I don't know if a bunch of people are going to be they're taught like I'm like I'm going because I felt like I was like I feel like maybe like no one's GonNa go right. There's fucking like three thousand fucking. How can people there? I'm like I have like one little like saying I brought you like something stupid. Like a little flower thing. There's like fire trucks and like whole families. Everyone's everyone's got their Amanda a man to shirts army t shirt with the green non-hodgkin's lymphoma but ribbon on it. Like I was like what the Amanda Carnival to lose more than Coachella. I'm thinking like oh I'm going to go because you know may only be like three people people you know and then I shop and there's like hundreds I'm telling you guys it was literally like Coachella. There were so many people there. I'm so I was so I was amazed and you were like Arlit Arlit. Thank you chemo. Cello and there were so many other people there that we young kids with it so you found like a whole new community. Yes I see that I've gotten so much support from my work community like work friends and family my blood family and then now like other warriors and you guys have all banded ended together the best compliment. We have the best compliment. I think I've ever gotten in my life is when somebody messages me and says you are helping me get it through my cancer journey. Help bring if you would have told me. At the beginning of two thousand nineteen then be helping people get through their cancer journey. Because I would be going through what I know but you know I said I made a promise to God. I said if you give me a second chance at life. I promise that I will give back and do something. Good for someone else. And we've raised over forty two thousand dollars for the Leukemia Lymphoma Society with the fundraiser. That you went to and through just online donations. Anything from five dollars. Some people donated five hundred dollars. It was just really nice just incredible and helping people. There's so many people and young people people off and I just like and you knew it was amazing watching you do this too. Was that you never i. I know you had your days where you were like you know taken by it but you put on such a brave face for everyone like it almost would make me cry because I will watch you. And you'd be like in your superwoman uniform. And you'd go into you had like you went into Chemo and did like the Golden Globes and like. Yeah I was like wow like an just bring you so much positively because I feel like if something like that happened to me or like most people you know getting diagnosed with something like that. You'd be like all you'd feel so down. How did you remain? I did have those days And I just I remember. I'm just this this is who I am and I thought I can turn this mess into a message now. There were definitely those days where I didn't even like walk my dog because I just felt gross or I just felt tired or anything like that but I said you know what get one life yes and I like Living Newton. John says who's a three-time driver. Wow Oh wow yeah three time you can either be victim to this or you can go out and live your life and this made me appreciate life even more even while I was fighting it. I'm alive even though I have chemo. Attached to me twenty four hours a day five days every three weeks. I am alive to watch this movie to watch the sunset to feel this breeze on my face and now I I stopped for a minute and I notice all all the little things that I never appreciate it as much before like I appreciate it them but now I'm like wow look at that cloud formation well feeling like the leaves blowing in the wind hearing that crisp noise and everything. I'm taking notice of all that and I know it sounds so little at doesn't I'm trying 'cause I'm like it's so amazing amazing because it's like you really. Yeah you're so grateful a little things your dog reading you when you come home and looking at their face you're like Oh my God I want to absorb all all this. Yeah because tomorrow is not promised right anyway. Did they tell you at some point that this could be the reason lymphoma thankfully is treatable. Okay if it's caught I was staged to okay. How many stages of their four four okay? I was staged to and if you catch it even if you catch lymphoma at stage four can still will be treated right but there are people that pass away and a lot of it is because of misdiagnosis. Oh It's the flu OAS few. Don't get that scam. They don't do that biopsy. AFC then there's no way to treat it and so I'm just grateful to that ultrasound technician and to my oncologist and hematologist for everything they did because because honestly they saved my life. Can you imagine if that ultrasound technician just was like nope. Your lymph nodes look great. Yeah yeah well. She did it and then she goes here. Here's a towel. I'll wait in the lobby for a second. The season seem normal. She called me back in for a second round and go That's not a good sign but it was a good assign right because she gets checked and checked it suspect it detect it correct. Wow look at that what else back to detect it. Yeah you you have to suspect it and did you ever go back to those doctors that told you you're not getting enough rest in your you know it's all in your head that's like my that's the thing I hate most about doctors is when they you think like oh it's like anxiety or yet you're not getting enough sleep or writing and a lot of the Times though symptoms are for something deeper Right Yeah Oh they were the first calls calls when I got out of the hospital. Oh we'll refund your copay. Yes thank you but you know what I wanted even more than that two things an apology. Yes for how you just dismiss-dismissively assists missed it. And secondly I want you to write down every single symptom. I told you that I had and I want you to remember it and study it so that if somebody else comes in with these same symptoms you now now know what to do. I can't believe they said the itchiness was because you were tired yet. The swollen face tired itchiness with exit strategy allergies. I must have taken iced iced over five hundred dollars on Sarah actually sponsored by that. Oh they're anti-itch lotion and it didn't work it. Just it right inside it was from the inside was a blood. It was more blood. God that is unbelievable. I was so uncomfortable for about four months. Like you just didn't couldn't figure it out and it got really bad right like to the point Dhammika. It got so bad to at three o'clock in the morning I would wake up. I would hop onto my bathroom sink cold water and just put my feet and hands. And they're like I was is like showering in a river or so you were so which needed the cool water to just and this isn't normal. Something is wrong. You're I'm didn't you think like a food allergy. You're like oh I'm probably allergic allergic to some kind of food or something. Crazy was just a horrible year personally for me going through thing right right right and then have to do with that mcallister like I literally. Can't Sir Okay Sir Cancer. No more. Gosh but look look at you here you are. Thanks little chief full no is sheep. It looks great. I actually KINDA WANNA take it off because I'm hot. You can sorry half. Do you know big so good is starting to grow by A. I'm not I would say I'm so grateful for a five o'clock shadow. Oh my God i just ah okay guys. We're GONNA take a quick break and we'll be right back with Amanda Saleh's on worse verse committing to Jim is hard so don't commit work at any. Jim Try any class. Always one easy ab class pass from cycling yoga destroying Chinese police. You can take any class anywhere Atlanta Vancouver Vancouver and everywhere in between go to bid ally Ford Slash Star class passed to say forty dollars off your first month. That's billy for its star class. Pass through your forty dollars savings. Hey guys my name is rare Carmona and I host was that good for you a podcast. 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Oh Hey arrowhead come through with the brand deal okay Alhaji thirsty. y'All know how thirsty I I am. Make sure to subscribe share with all your friends getting one of those friends for me. I have to say where I don't see you for a year or two years. Whatever you're it's like riding a bike just pick right back up where we left off because we were friends instagram? Before all of it we lived lived in Hollywood together. We used to go to the thrift store together about these fucking dumb guys God. I broke trying to find your way be any rejected. Can I just say one project that we did. We had to wear pink. Oh my God dog collar the things we did back in the day people are GonNa be like. Is this on porn hub this no it was a TV show a prank show. It was a prank comedy. Show that we did and it was so fun fun we have. You had those people we still keep on lifetime. The and I lose people. I know I still crazy. Like how they kind of gave us our star. They did and what we used to do. Like we used to Gig back in the day. Oh I booked a day. Hey Yeah do oh yeah no. We worked hard to try to get jobs like it was just so hard and you get like we get like. I get like one or two jobs a month just enough to pay my rent every month. That was all we made. It was like a challenge. You have so many skills design fashion. Styling Act comedy looking okay. It's funny because you've known me before all that stuff a lot of people know me just from vine I know I'm like Oh Britney or provide. Yeah exactly dead. No but it's so crazy too because I like see you go from that to going into hosting. I mean you're always a good host and always on your feet and your improv skills and then now and then going to that and now doing back to Fox and like it's so crazy to watch you just grow and the audience you've cultivated of all these people that support you in love. You very grateful and amandas guys. Amanda you have to follow on instagram. Just Amanda Salis Right And she she is so good with ponds. That's like her thing you're like the Pun. Queen consultant is serious. Like I there were times. I paid my bills just for making puns for TV. Show no pun salt upon salt. I want you to have that as a business. I thought the web domain consultant when you have a pump salt. She's amazing with if you ever need upon hit. Amanda up just incredible. Okay so tell me what so now. You're in remission. Now remember Russian at Toco for checkups. Every three months wants and then scan A few scans a year Just to make sure I still have my port and have you ever felt that you have to leave it in leave and what does that. What is it a tube here? Oh my God. I'm so scared I don't WanNa put bacteria on it. Can I just look at it. And I'm like afraid I'll touch it and then something will go inside. You'll be like did you. Bernie Ron germ went inside your no. It just feels like you have like a small marble in you it is. It's IT'S A it's a catheter. That are in a way needle to like. Put the Chemo. This saved my life. Does that go directly to your horror. It goes to a vein to a vein to tell you something there. Only a few places you can get came out the first first time they tried to put the port and they couldn't do it because my tumor was blocking where they needed to put it so they had i. I had to get it a little bit here. the one I transferred hospitals. They're like we. We don't do chemo. Here we only have two places we put Chemo. And if you don't have the port in guess we're I took my first round of chemo up your ass Lord. I feel it working. That was a Kim. No no no no no no I took it in in the. I can't think of the word right now. Because I have chemo brain Oh my God where what will party your body. It's shown remain. They did in your grinds. Okay do that all the time. The thing that is the thing you know the words like on the tip of your tongue. But you can't say. I don't even have chemo brain. I just have like problems. Like what's that word again. Oh Yes farragut. In the in the in the Roy Getting Chemo through your groin. What does it feel like when it's going through your rain? I'll never forget the very first time I got chemo. I was laying in the hospital bed and I was hanging in a bag and I could see it dripping getting really oh my my God. What's IT GONNA be like when it actually enters my body because you heard so many things about Awaited about twenty minutes and I'm not kidding. My feet were like this and all all of a sudden my fico like jiggle wiggle because your body's like intruder intruder had no control. Your buys like Oh my gosh it got easier easier. As you kept getting chemo but at first your body it goes until shouting. Yeah it's poison right it is poison it. That's why you lose your hair. It kills the good good growing cells that you have. That's why we lose our hair. It kills everything. If it's really bad I got really bad mouth. Sores lost my hair eyebrows. I lost my eyelashes. How do you if eyebrows right now? Did you just draw. They looked so real cute. They're so fake. You just drew him with a pencil. Looks like hair. Thank you and your eyelashes urges fake. I hello yeah fake eyelashes. They look like really. Yeah I take them off. I look like a frog nicer to myself but I but but like you ingest. Joe Make Fun of me I make myself. You can't be ten times harder. Yeah I hear a lot of girls say say that they look like thumbs but so I changed it and go no go frog just like is so wait so then. When does the hair start to fall out like immediately? I thought Oh man with my ethnicity like you're never come back to you. Had Okay by the way Amanda had enough hair for basically like an entire small village of ball children. Like you had so much hair you had the thickest Harry ever see it was like a horse may was literally like imagine a scrunchy. We'll be like crazy amounts of air. It was pretty crazy. So what did you do with at all I okay. I'm I think this is gonNA sound so weird. I put her in supply bags. There's about seven ziplock bags of my hair in it. They won't take it when I tried to donate because it has to be an braid of together. Oh great great you know but I met somebody who makes the wigs for repulsed drag race. who were talking? Yeah Yeah Yeah but maybe him making me a wag using your IRA career. Could you had so much so much. Yes so when it falls out doesn't like just fall out like a normal piece of hair would fall outages scalp come out so I saw so you when you brush it. It comes out when you put your finger comes out when I was in the shower it stuck all together in clumps and then you it's like clumps in your hand clumps your hand I started saying like I'm just trying to like make myself yet because no one's I just haven't myself feel better because I really thought for sure that maybe I would have a little more time with it happened. I did acute haircut like how you have a bobby right that and I want a little more time with it but it was when it starts to come out. It's coming out and it starts to hurt. Burn so you you want it actually get rid of it it all your so uncomfortable. That was harder than I thought it was gonNA does the Chemo make you feel sick. Oh yeah like what does it make you feel like it. Changes your taste buds. So your food for a few days tastes like pennies is like a more like a metal taste. No wine note. Tequila tasted like metal. The only thing I could do is like a percent go once in awhile. -cause bubbly. He makes you feel sick. nauseous Your nails turn black. That's why put no Polish downstream black males. Turn Black Wise your nails like in your hair. You know connected and anything that grows okay. Gi tract nails now off. Luckily my nails didn't fall off. Some people had their knows about mine. Just got real bredahl okay and thin and dry and song long before. Oh yes. They're growing they're growing back. Yeah and my hair slowly going back you need to take sugar bear harass. They don't sponsor me and I shouldn't even say that on here but it totally works L.. Oh my God that's the one thing I will say i. I have taken that when I wanted my hair long. I don't care about at short now short but when you take that that stuff really were I take the Nutrition sweet hair but you know it's like shredder version sponsor. Amanda Mess Sugar Bear Ever Some mm-hmm hair guys God. That's crazy so I actually really like your hair this length by the way thanks so much easier. It's so much easier and also I don't know why I was so afraid I've always how long hair sheikh is Sheikh. So we have that stigma because they think we're like Italian and like the like the long hair and it's full and your mom's like don't cut cut your hair. You grew it so long like we kind of grew up in that and I think like then one day I was just like fuck it liberating. Thanks liberty going to have like a Pixie and I never would've tried that. You're gonNA look so good with a Pixie car. I have these cute. Little Curls yes and you have a good you have a good shape head. They like like you know people are telling me that I kind of believe. Yeah saying some people have of scary head and you don't think so you're good you know what it looked like. I've never seen it but that I was like whatever it is going to be. Oh my God okay. So what's next steps now. What is your game plan for life now so my game plan for life has to also so serve as somebody who can administer awareness to people you know? Be Your own advocate when you go to the doctor. I want to still be there for people. People who need me if I could go to the hospital and sit with a family or somebody lymphoma or not anyone going through it Be Very mindful of my health but not live. Live in that paranoia right. I was I knew something was wrong. My Body but I don't Wanna be that person where every headache is something every issue something. It's hard not to be part of this though you do have a a level of PTSD. Yes of quarter went through something worse than you can ever imagine. So how do you stop yourself off. You should meditate. Everyone's answers fucking meditate celery Jews. I'm I'm like doing all those things but you know like I feel you because that's everyone's answer admitted to meditate and I drink sewer use. That does help to be honest with anxiety. If you're being diety or NAP NAP meditate. Yeah but then I read. You can get too much vitamin K from the celery juice and it can be toxic to your body if you drink it every day. I read that someplace something always something. Yeah everything in moderation guys I everything in moderation but but so that slow when you start to get nervous about feeling or like if you start like I said you start to feel. We'll go to something like what do you tell yourself too. You know. We grew up Catholic right and like maybe we're not like world's best Catholic right right but there's one prayer that it has always stuck with me and that's the serenity prayer and sometimes you just ask God to like give you strain and help you with the things that you can control and things. You can't control you. Just whatever's meant to be is meant to be and I have to remember God. Give me the courage to accept the things I cannot change. Change the things courage to change things. I can the wisdom to know the difference members Eh. Luhya No. It's so funny because I know the Internet is very like it's so funny because there is a lot of people that don't believe in God there's people to do and you always have to be like people. I'm always careful not to like impending my opinion on other people were you have to be. I do believe in God and I and through through this experience as you say. Oh Yeah it's elevated my faith a hundred percent. I wasn't supposed to have my ultrasound and point until the week after and they had an opening. And there's something I think just told me to go and not push it off another week and I'm so glad I did because as soon as I got there. They were like. We need a biopsy you when you came on right away because it kept blocking more. Oxygen Eckstrom is going so I'm just so grateful that I got the appointments that I did the treatment that I did and honestly their their science. There is coincidence. Timing and there's also for me. It was divine intervention. It was God. Did you feel God through this. Oh Yeah for sure. How to Guardian Angel this? Yes I do you too I know I I mean I think I think if you open yourself to it. It's there. Yeah you know what I mean. I think I not to like you know. I'm sure there's a ton of people on on this podcast. That don't believe in any absolutely fine. I respect their. They don't have to. Obviously there's no reason to for you but I for me. It's just a new. It's experiences you have in your life. That have kind of made you go like weird like yes feels different. Yeah just have a feeling you just have a feeling and I and I made that promise and if there's one thing about me when I say I'm going to do something I always want to keep my word so I was like I need to give back and you know I'm not patients like why. Wait till I'm better. Let's start in the middle of chemo literally raising money for other people. While going through this I was which WHO's incredible and I know what this organization does and they help people and you know we're lucky. We have good health insurance but not everyone. Not Everyone. Dies and Chemo is expensive. And I can't imagine the children and the people that I saw there at your fundraiser. I saw children with the answer. And I'm like Gosh. Like imagine like who knows if their parents have health insurance. You know anytime I was feeling bad self. I would glance at. I'd see a child in wheelchair at the hospital with a shaved head and I'd say you know what yeah. It's not ideal having it in your thirties. But it's not ideal having it as a child and being a parent of a child who's going through Uh and have spent your childhood in and out of hospitals and I I have to shot all those parents. The dedicate their lives to their kids and the kids. That are strong resilient. There's so strong strain. I made friends with a little taller named Miley on instagram. You dead. She's like three and I have instagram cute and little in her mom helps front obviously Brunner instagram but she saw my picturing goes look mom. She's bald and beautiful just like me. And they're so resilient and and she gave me straight and then with with her and the Leukemia Lymphoma Society and good friends and your family. I mean you can get through anything so now one more quick question question and lymphoma. Yeah what is the difference. Well the other two different diseases but they're both blood cancer. Both blood cancer. That's why there's the Leukemia Lymphoma Society. So they're both related and leukemia is It's it's a blood cancer as well as it is treatable as has lymphoma because I've heard really bad things about leukemia. Much about cat is treatable but sometimes the treatment goes longer. And there's different forms of leukemia. Kimia same with Lymphoma Mr T.. Was At my pancakes I saw was there. I had t cell lymphoma he did. Not One is pretty hardcore. But I mean if Mr and Mrs PDD He beat it he beats all the bad guys. It'd be the. At and he told me. When you're going to beat it too? And I I so grateful and I was hopped up on steroids at that. Point gets to extend while. You're doing chemo to help. Counter the effects of chemotherapy gain weight. You Get mad. Everybody does small. So don't worry but yeah you get get mad get mad. My grandma packed her bags she did. I'm sorry here like adopt fucking grandma duck butthead venue doug goes to the nurse to you. Does it make you irritable. The steroids and the nurse goes yet. I go I told you. Mom Legs just didn't want to believe it with my granddaughter. Oh we're so you. Did you stay in the hospital for a certain amount of first first round. I did and with this kind of chemo. Usually you're inpatient. The I found I did but then they said to me. We actually want to give you a chemo backpack. Hi Mark. I never heard of that. It's more like a fanny. Pass up ice back. I can't wear this. I'd rather have cancer. Yeah that's I've never heard of a kilo backpack manufacture Kemoko. They would chemo to go like in and out in and out. Yes and you have like animals. Dial took a fanny. Pack for five days and administered about about a shot. Glass of keynote chemo. Every hour. To me and you just wear it and I was. I was a fan of a fan. I was Dwayne the Rock John. You can walk around with it. I went to comedy shows with the shopping with the feeling. Okay to do the swing team. Oh you are like insane. I get like a head cold. I'm like no guys down for the count for three days. I need a forty five days. Rest I'M GONNA need a prescription. Medication like Chemo backpack is let's go to a club. Yeah like I'M GONNA. This is not going to you know. Hold Me Down A. Somebody's did some days. I was like I can't get out of bed. You'll so drained tired in some ways. I'm like you know what I felt. I went to dinner with my friends and my chemo. Backpack it you know. People can nurse in public people can get their came. Oh I'm just amazed that you went the did the Chemo and then you had the energy. Thank you to go out and do stuff where you're taking any other vitamins or anything hand take vitamins while you're going through. They told me no. It's no secret that when they want to be a mom yes so I don't have Mahdi Warrior. Yeah I'm like if people can have gender reveal parties I'M GONNA A head shaving price all that and I'm like you know if people can You know to do certain things in public to feed their child. I need to feed my chemo rightly so I I just went on public and people ask me about it was very well. Sometimes they would have to go through a metal detector and they'd save to put your bag I say I can't it's attached to me. This is McKee Mohan okay. There are very supportive. Yeah did anyone ever say anything rude to you while you were going through this one guy. I messaged me and told me Please don't shave your head because I don't think I can look at you without your hair place Tucson. Follow me fucking asshole I like ooh fuck. Aw Yeah I know what the Hell you're like. It's not a choice Bro. It's coming out. Fuck Fuck. Yeah it's coming out and started looking like Kristen wigs character on. I said L. when she does on what's called like lip blip or was it called. What's that characters or something? Yeah inch lady or something. I don't know thirty precede all the way down here and and just be here for as long as you could rat tail all my shaved it. You had your share head party and I I was like everyone. Take a shot of Tequila so that at the end. We're all buzzed. Oh my God guys like. I'm getting buzz buzz. Yeah MHM Now did they say that you could drink on Chemo. They said be responsible so busy. A beer once in a while. They said that's okay ten. NBA Right right right. You know everything in moderation yes. Oh my God and now do you have to do anything else. Now that you're not on anything right now do you take anything. Ram supposed to be resting. And that's arresting to recover. Yeah going back to our no pills right now officially told me I can stop taking my medication which is always a good thing. And what was the medication. It was like a And Anti viral medications. Okay because you're immune system's down Bingo because the system. Yeah you're counts. Go Way Down Chemo. Kills Your counts Komo coaster energy but it did not kill the self esteem. I still walked in there like I was badly you did and I saw the video. I'm like laying in bed exhausted from like walking to get my mail. And you're like out there like Common like an address with a chemo. I'm like what is she like. It's insane I why new you're going to be okay. Okay because when you shared it my heart sank right away and I was so upset but then I was like it's Amanda. They like I just knew I was like there's nothing nothing that it's not a mandate doesn't die like you too strong. I was like this is GonNa be the end and I just yeah I I didn't I was. I wanted to turn this message message. I like that saying. Did you come up with no. I can't take credit for that. One mass into mass into a message. Okay and so. Like what advice would you give anyone who's struggling with you know Enron listeners who are going through request something stink you something serious like this yes you know or even maybe something. That's not as serious but they're struggling and they don't see a positive outlook on life right. Now what advice could you give. I would say life can sometimes feel like it's on the rocks but as long as you always see the glass half full this business. How Morbid no I think about there are people that leave their house and Gough again? A car accident and their life is taken like that. Yeah and they don't have a chance to say goodbye and they don't have a chance. Wants to do one last thing one. Last time I think about instead of thinking about all the people that have a better than me I take a minute to be grateful because are people to have it so much worse and the thing about it is when you like I got to you if you get it detected and diagnosed you are halfway through the battle because then you just treat it. The hardest part for me was finding out what was wrong right because you felt not well not relieve. That's the wrong word but it was almost relieved. Going through Chemo peace. Finally there was some answers and I was going to find comfort again. I wasn't gonNA feel so on car is why is my face doing this. As soon as the first round was over the itching had subsided. My wife started to go down. It was just a sense of like. Oh wait was actually lifted my hair right but like an actual the feeling of okay. At least we out what was wrong. Yes yeah which is say. Count your blessings. Because I'm telling you there are people that have it so much worse and just think about the positive thing about the pundits all you can and I hate the saying because I'm not like I'm a planner to but you really do have to take it day by day. An oncologist told me this quote and it stuck with me the entire journey some days. You step on pebbles some days you step on rocks but every step you take is one step closer closer to healing. Wow so instead of people saying like how you feeling a good dare better. There are no good or bad days. When you're battling cancer there's Rockin pebble days right so is is it a rock day? That's pretty bad if it's a pebbled it's like it's not great but it's manageable Ray. So that's how I just did it. Rock Day pebbled had how to do it for for about five months. Five months five months from June everyday everyday people would say and then my friends had text me and say Rock Day or Pebble de. Hey fingers crossed really. Yeah that's how we had to monitor And so does it. It shrinks the tumor. She don't physically get surgery. Yeah I think the only I had a biopsy to find out the cells were cancer. And but no the chemo actually shrunk. I could show you picture on my phone really really have a before. So it's still there but it's it's gone. It's gone it shrinks it to oblivion scar tissue you. If you fell on the on the ground yeah now are you serious So just can get rid of goods route. That's incredible that you can just do that with a medication. Yeah it gets rid of shrinks. It's so small that it just doesn't exist any I would say to my dad. Oh my gosh. My hair is falling out so quick eyelashes like my nails. My mouth sores and he would say if doing all that. Imagine what. It's doing into the tumor under the tumors. Like cars. All my God it is and then so what does it do Louis Breakdown you pee or poop it out or what. You're gonNA toilet as a tumor. It's just like you in the toilet like such an asshole tumor fucking go. Go somewhere to say never never land. I'm back to where you came from. My pregnant friends would come over and eat with me. One day I'd say to them you're eating in for two and I'm eating for tumor so you know what pass go eating for two and I'm GonNa be kinder to yourself. Britney ahead a day. Last week I was rubbing hair. Grow hair growth oil on my scally CASTROVILLE. Yes it is still shining. You know. You're like Mister Mister clean here comes Mrs Clean exactly and I just want to a little bit of FIS and I think I'm getting it now. You are signed on. I just said I remember all the days that I would see it in front of this mirror and complain about my hair day. It's like split an Audi. Ah I think if we can. Here's my lesson. Everyone cancer not just be kinder to yourself yes because my hair was gone before I knew it so fast grateful for like what you have. Yes yes and your hair is gonNA come back. I know it's going to come back in full force to I know it's going to be thick. Yeah and maybe not as thick as before which would be a good thing thing right. I am being trying it out like my God. You'd enough hair to cover the war okay. I still go the hair salon. Please thin it out. Then yeah thank you know whatever but yeah all right we have you have to be grateful to be nice to yourself. You know people look in the mirror and you're so quick to like I like you beautiful friends. I have other friends were beautiful and you know I wanNA know his job or I want this or I want that or I hate this about myself and I'm like they're literally like a hundred thousand people in this world that would cut off their arm just to look like you like to look like you with one arm are there will be like hell. Yeah I'll take it exactly. Hey there's GonNa be kinder to ourselves yes I know it's an important thing to do. It's a reminder it's hard because we live in La. I'm sorry but like going through cancerous top going cancer in La in this industry and this business it was hard. All these gorgeous friends on instagram and INSTAGRAM's swiping through. I know you called it. It was really fun. You called it. Lymphoma lymphoma she was. Did I had Volvo Worthy. Why are they going Covering the EMMYS can cover them. I had falmouth because it was on Fox. The Sierra would've been they're doing I would have been there the you will be there this year and next year and all the years I chrome now right now you have a story in Asheville and you can always speak out about it and the I know let people know your story. That's the thing it's brought what I mean. I saw the people at brought together. It really move people and I often wonder and I know this is like a weird thing to say. God works in Weird ways. The fact that right when you really got big with your Fox stuff you got cancer and you were because of your platform were were able to use your voice. Use Your Voice all these people. Yeah which is kind of like incredible. Didn't happen before you know it happened happened right when you got. Yeah your biggest success in your place at Fox in your life. Half of my instagram followers are from this journey half sane and I used to have like you know how you can see more men follow your more women by I used to have seventy five percent men followers. Now I have fifty six percent sent women. Yes that's clear example of women supporting women. I love that and women need to support women. More say answer not hosted hosted at a party when everyone looks good and I really support willing. I know now who my real friends. Yes you do you learn. It's kind of crazy right. Yeah go through stuff like this so yeah. It's just like unbelievable but I mean like it's so it's insane that you went through this journey and you look the same like you really do your face. You didn't age. You didn't thank you know some people. I did go through Chemo and they get you know tired looking. whoa yeah exactly the same? You've looked the same since I've known you same for you. Literally saved his right now as long hair. But that's you look exactly the same as the little skinny thing guys. Please follow Amanda if you're not the following her already You need to follow her. Amanda Salis on Instagram which same thing on twitter. Amanda Salis that's S. A. L. A. S. not with to see if you're having trouble selling and Amanda spelled like normal off. Please go follow her. Send her some love You you know. Make sure t tell her. Thank you for being on this podcast and sharing her story. It means so much for letting me or I mean I wanted you to come on here and just talk about your journey because I'm like Oh this is a pike aspect the worst shit. You've ever been through. This is a everything else. Seems small now right it. Does it puts in perspective short as bad dates day. fucking bad shooting a your pants traffic traffic crapping having diarrhea in traffic by eight. Take any of it. Yeah over this any of that over this so guys please send her some love. Amanda thank you so much. Is there anything you want to shout out in particular on the podcast. Like any kind of your your the to charities giving Tuesdays coming up the end of the season if you need any last minute tax. Write off yes. I can't speak highly enough about the leukemia and Lymphoma Society so Leukemia Lymphoma Society is if you have a couple of dollars and you donate. Please feel free to do that. Thank you you're helping a lot of people are. I've met some these choice off some of the children. They're like broke my heart but honestly you're a warrior and I'm so proud of you and I can't wait to see you on Fox Guzm. 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Here's the preface to when he sent a balloon I Louis thought he was joking selector music at all she's got every music she got some songs out here but I'm not like Oh my God we stand billy Vaughan clean like do dry a stand like you know the eminem song like Stan like deer stand like I love you eminem like you're my favorite is just like somebody who's a superfan breath sometimes I do twice pass three days have been twice so I think like it's something when I look at the Sun or like I see brightness got playlist Oh so I was like oh just throw them in and then it just shows most recent in order so it looks like it's just all anime but it's only like ten and there's like ninety dollars a second round like the sun or something like that and it got me thinking my whole life dude when I look at the Sun and I'm not just like staring into the sun like you make it sound like so now I'm walk out of the gym and I look and I'm like Whoa it's bright bright out here and then I look at the Sun acnes once like kind of pigs did as is because when I shared my workout plans and someone's like where like the anime songs because I have like a weird him at all it is an immune system reaction to sunlight almost always itchy red rash some sort of hive breakout or some I saw Tedd we've it's mainly like video game trump but romy I mean my workout music I don't get hyped from normal stuff most people allergic kind of thing with the son in some some I know sounds crazy but it might be like a tank or something like that but every time I come out of the gym I've record be just so you would not do what I would love to know on allergies literally called photo sensitivity okay and I'll have you know sneezing as not its economy I think I mean you'll probably like it you didn't see a blue but he just pulled some moves on did he nice or you do one of these it's okay no I still have not let me know what you've only seen one clip and the only reason I'd ever seen it before with some random twitter clip that like went viral I thought we d goes Bro I think I'm allergic to the sun not joking he right now rob is like backpedaling metal anxious how much maybe like billy eyelash then because honestly because I kind of like eh that and I guess like anime songs just see when I watch I literally went through your workout playlist and every other thumbnail bro was like okay now tell me that was a have to do a sneezing I just think it makes why do I sneeze when I look at the Sun but what I say allergic to the Sun I get how like you would like your burn your skin would burn and you break out in hives and stuff like that not just make you sneeze but it makes me sneeze the week for this home my God you just stare into the sun and I was like no I just like when I kind of look at the sun I sneeze that's just how it is and I was like maybe I have so many do I like stuff that will get me moving dancing or like I can sing along to or just like catchy stuff Eh just get back it's b but like when you have all that rap stuff awesome sorry for having me right now just really being allergic to cats to be allergic to the sun I mean you wouldn't like I looked it up just so you would just your whole outlook on everything really cool person like the person seems really cool I just I hate after that was like she's a big deal is up music that's her stands manch that's all I she has a crazy arm remain up fruit stands though do not of course not I don't even know what that word means but at five days now I have recorded five days of sneezes everytime wants out of the gym I'm walking out I so many people are just but I've done at the sun in then I sneeze like winter sun doesn't change you're going outside I'm not allergic to anything to anything never been anything in my life just always thought it was the sun yeah technically a- allergic to something right and you're getting older and you need to start taking your allergy medication big guy because worse you've sneeze reflex no you have both sneeze reflex Oh my God if I took an allergy test I would pass I don't think I'd have a single I'm GonNa take an allergy test you make it sound like what's GonNa happen is you're going to say when I start sneezing stimuli such as looking at bright lights or nope surrounding the eyeball injection So I had hugs more God but what I what it's these needs blue hit him with triggering a flight or fight response in me right now when he needs to sneeze looking at a light helps probably just the thing is that thing probably and if that's the closest thing but I think the key here is I walk outside people says what I watch it and then yeah like the way she was talking and just talking about stuff and she does soda POPs my favorite thing he's really young yes he's very young and so I guess like I had this reflex is that what I'm getting down to is that allergies but I don't think I'm GonNa get a vote I'm GonNa get a photo test allergy and the net you just stop right there and then I sneeze like Oh Rob Rob I can guarantee you the sun is so maybe it's yourself processing they have to sneeze take a feather took them my house yes and then it helps me sneeze examiner I'm allergic to that feather no but it means yesterday sorta like take Lang helps do you like this song Oh my God you're inside Steve Iris Cake Times Quarantine you maybe just sick just a change of seasons you also you just got done working out your body is really hot it's sweating your immune system strong yeah reflex syndrome and that's a big word skipping that sun sneezing is a reflex condition causing sneezing in response to numerous so you WanNa let's let's go outside I go outside Jim there you go there you go second row when you worked out right so your wedding yeah that's the thing that's why you like depending on the cold like if you have the stuffy nose often hear God he's just been none of them are you said when you walk out yes I'm Jim you sneeze when you look at the Sun yes what's the other constant there confusing I gotta Sneeze Little Sun at the sun one of the talk google I google the to the photo not all right I'm GONNA put on my mom tenfold up no no listen this could be like an I don't know if this was an actual thing but when you work out your immune system is opt could be even the change in temperature when you go on walk outside and then all those things combined he's so it has nothing to do you see the sun other times it's true neck when I leave the house when I leave my house I don't I don't see I don't see the gym we but when I leave as closed we do you need to be a detective you are science detective you need to get you need to take whatever job Bill Nye has and you need to take that job but you guys hat okay with it is yeah I know Paul it is but I've never liked apparently the list of allergies as you're allergic at the sun is very bright and it makes go and then I sneeze I go out the gym like Whoa very bright why why does the sun make me sneeze and my only conclusion is like my ass or or or brightness like me it does seem to be like he take any allergy meds and you're going to be like no I've never been sick at you're taking allergy meds big guy and you'll say that and he goes the gym you're allergic to Jay I'm not working out right now dude you're not to go it's only when you go to the gym you said Rob just like wait a minute is the son hurt me do not say I sneeze wait wait okay okay I'm honest he's all the time has paulin never outside all the time I why would I just need all the time it has not ask the multiple stimulus stimulus could be what allergies and make you want to sneeze I don't have allergies though knowledge is dogs live my life help me sneeze then why does it how does your out of it this way right podcast this has been happening for like two weeks solid the every time I leave I sneeze maybe once sometimes twice sometimes three times this point two you're probably they can series because we know the answer is no he's always at that time I would all the time then when I was outside so why don't we I just WanNa say thank you for this week's dumb question start ships for all we know maybe it's not I mean you can but like it's not gonna you can tell real news brought fake one all right well I think we spend enough time you know if I was outside right like when I'm just the Dow Jones what is it about the side and then it's causing me okay wind talk you started going to the gym how long does at eleven weeks or something like eleven weeks so eleven weeks the first time you wouldn't have Jim did you sneeze remember either I haven't been tracking it but consistent because I'm thinkin has to do with the cold the literal cold front to as well we're changing it helps me if I sneeze along terrible sinusitis at it just it's just the worst just looking at it so much to your body like you trick yourself when I like Roy might award you would think like if I'm going to sneeze they don't they like poke you in the back and stuff like that tests like what you're allergic to and stuff I don't like needles are you scared of doctors now doctors scared now like you can't just like sneeze it just happened just but that like on us news like that you can't fake a sneeze seasons I mean I could be a lot of factors in it but like since I've been tracking it like you're asking me like I talked about it sneezes now and it'd be like where I was sneeze sneeze keep track of keep track of doctor's appointment that you're going to schedule and I'm GONNA I'm GonNa who crumble to fight him I'm GonNA fight him at the same time at home I got to go so all the time now and so I was like man what is this and for some reason instead of being like hey this is probably our Jeez I went the technology but like I always thought just like I don't know I just didn't need to look the sun or something like I need to look at the sun to sneeze ten you know see that's whatever that sensation is what is that the charts this chart talked about how Topic I would like to let people know my my allergies are so bad fruit literally thought I snorted cocaine at one point sniff somebody what he's done the line and that's what people do they have the sniffles and stuff Mr Fruit yeah working out so it'll help break that up but if you have a cold it's not gonNa make it worse because your immune system drops Newark and you were just sick yeah probably sees more than usual it was like fifty percent joe competitiveness in fifty percent serious because when you told me you were very serious I was like wait hey man the allergies I decided it hurt seeing the son it just hurts so white it was like six had the weirdest takes when you add it to welcome back you have the weirdest takes takes like when you add it dude like you're talking about like your pet thing when he added Blue Hill like when he cuts clip that doesn't mean I'm not sneezing from those things outside all other times I'm just saying I'M GONNA keep track it's like no dude like what I was legit Lihue Okay look we we don't all have our right US moments okay you're right but we do have this advertiser let's hear from dozens sideline when I was walking into Christian you're going circle right now let's continue to dig yourselves deeper in host like no you're you're proving right now that it's not the sound but I'm also test go you're gonNA start taking those pills and you'd be like man guys I don't know what they put in these pills there must be anti sunpower anymore every time I leave the gym what if he does Coke told me about this one day and you were like yeah I just thought you know maybe like before recording you get a little pick me up hill delete the of the clip and then he'll drag the original clip back to what the size was instead of just like undoing it he'll like cut like delete the cut allergies but it has to be some sort of combination I can tell you it's not the sun not the sound I look at the sun every time it ex- I feel like I'm editing wrong so I got something I can just explain but it's just organizational it was just funny certain audio tracks in certain spots and like I how can I have to have game audio and I have to have this than not in these audio track it's like you don't have to hide anything you're so serious what magazines missing for a whole year a back and forth and nothing was changing bro like I'm going crazy his face was like in the screen like he was in like as if like going closer when he added it's really facing okay no that's only when I'm trying I was trying to sink this audio to the camera and for some reason I was like moving okay go for it what if what if it's like Sun and this is amazing this hold it up let's start like clip and then he'll drag the original back so it's like one piece again yeah welcome no CD-ROM like watching to our world we can move on from your your son our GM so sorry about that thanks man I'm here I'm GonNa get allergy tests comeback with results is very unpopular along along the lines of the listeners as you're about to explain it to I think fortnight has the best in game events with your unpopular opinion okay and then we have a whole bunch that pretty much probably just trickle from that so so I have an unpopular and I'm sure that doctors now he might be allergic I'm scared to actually use the doctor's office run not saying okay so I feel like when you go to the doctor like giving in John Doug Coach Mike clearly that was a lapse of judgement on my part do coke I like to and I think the thing too is a just cause Microsoft sensitive didn't have like gates or anything and that yes so just picked up everything so it just every in out of any game that's ever existed ever and I think we give fortnight a Lotta Shit and deservedly so sometimes it's four-night Lhamo and there was nothing off-track one but there was two and three so I took auto track three moved to one rabbi like didn't do anything why did you do that crazy as I like if I cut it and I don't like it then I'll just come in and then also I was like replacing audio tracks in the first year it was like we just always I want to talk to you about something man honest with me like hey did you okay don't put that on project you eject it was it was it was a long shot I was like I doubt this but I'm going to ask Greenwood help you like listen better folks on wavelength of the Audio I was like I swear to God like this is moving the quiz so I don't time but as well and I was like I'm not going to question the man he's got his own bed it's like a puzzle piece if audio track because I do that too I just who Mr Fruit Record Tom am playing going dies we're recording yes special ED and get his audience audio like playstation like useless hey it's because weight wise it's only broadening show they need to be listening to you because you've been friends for over twenty years wrestling fans for near I can't say organization in your head that just like or else you're it's not like the pollen whenever not proving anything only approving that you keep going you keep due to son to son to son the little things he did like the different why do I don't know the answer is all going to be and usually that didn't even notice and it has anything to do with Paul in Asia because like ninety percent of us have dealt with us our whole lives and but I will give epic this if they there's nobody who's ever like even with like the Blizzard Vanilla Vince at they did for their servers and stuff like that nothing has even come close suit. CNN was like reporting on it and like ten year olds all over the world or finally having to go outside and figure out there allergic to the sun like new season like everyone's reset so we found a few people in every lobby and I think that was just people who just started playing that season and that will get out of watchmaking and there are some crackers in there there are some whiny nineties makers in there here's the thing the only reason we recently did a fortnight talk yeah I'm sorry I don't even know if there was one time he shocked into dude and then got downed that might be the only time you like L. Damage I mean to other than botts probably automats and then my teammate is down crank yeah yes you probably haven't I'm not I don't that was a one b the whole lobby that entire as a fortnight loud just shows up every they're like wait a minute we got to put a stop to this buck you just just hop on then there's that one comment like for a thousand bucks there are there are some reason and I don't know the problem might be to it's just that the vocal minority you like it or whatever it is fun yeah people are like what the heck was like why are you doing this would I hadn't even thought about it until my younger brother Ethan less fortnight I'll just try to crank dude I'm just trying to crank out there for my for my kids yeah so we played for it and I was having fun too yeah and that's now that's where roof I don't WanNa okay a stares at this point I'm half health or like building technique is I move my mouse hand is and I say he's like a year younger than me I'm not talking like it because people were like how old are you I'm not like it's just a year younger than me he's in phase uh-huh and then I made a video out of it and it was funny it was a great video it's funny we up and forever I'm wearing season three when we stopped playing it was like right after the meteor hit noted for the first time that season those were the days right likely to like if you remember to kill the or night fuck you missed I'm Outta here dude I mean at this point it's so big they probably have like redacted and like some New Testament where it's like some of the updates it and everything and plus literally we haven't played in a year plus fun to get a win it was an an looked it was like just like I'm Outta here like you've changed you too and it's the same way with nine video while you're there is something I know there's a lot of people out there that were just like yet no problem or some people like I don't like fortnight but I'd like your video that was entertaining to watch yeah that's the whole point down and I practiced for like an hour I'd probably be decent enough that like could pass for a while I want to do it that and then the key bindings one out there that's like Mr Fruit we we watch you for you not that gains or like we play whatever you want but you upload four like my viewers I'm sure some other traders have this problem but it's like seems at least a vocal part of my community early hipster gamers yeah it's like quickly so can I just do this and then I just press I know where a wall and stares so I just go get the night just do that until once this game crosses certain threshold of popularity like or nor me like your that's it yeah we we don't we stay away from that simply because it's popular avenue at this point in my community that's like you know what Mr Fruit I love you man like these videos that you do like when we connect and talk I love that Dude I'm not here for the Games how do I not suck at this point four and I was like man like immediately by the into my bills are already starting to get a little bit mealy started coming back yeah that's like they were just having fun in Fort Night Yeah but like you would have thought I one of the seven deadly sins or something committed I mean might are yellow rather quick rather quickly skill based matching and Fort Night. 'cause it's yeah it's fun for US 'cause like building man I if I sat down yeah and I think the reason I was actually enjoying fortnight was because I was so bad I like a challenge I like the like if I suck at something now so he plays a whole bunch and you have just talking to me about it and he was like yes so they implemented bots and the skill based matchmaking and just like you only got on because of the hype around it same thing you did for save the World Whoa so when a new game comes out you can't play it ever because it has hype around it dude they will retire okay chill out feel good plus blue you can pick up teammates or fallen opponents like there's a button to eat them I wanna get better and I think that that was probably one we just want to get a win for nine video and then that's it all right let us live that out yeah Mike afraid to say that wasn't that bad it was fun I I had fun my chat was like weird champion you and I was like I'm having fun there like a troll like joking not like not like it's it's fun there's some there's some twitter guy let me let me try and find him Oh yeah yeah like when I tweeted out the video it's like thou shalt not play too much you miss that email or something big man up there didn't let me know so He's atmosphere near Hill upload one of these days you you WanNa diversify complete destiny you schill let me see the same pulse Rifai banner video needed it's not bad and trust me I'm not ten yeah I would also like to eventually turn out to be that everyone just starts building and then I lose interest in the there you go you want to squat up with US absolutely not dot org door kind of place Davis areas areas hadn't played say I haven't played at all since the rates though well promise they make like level difference like seemingly like a little more important but the problem too is thank you I said I didn't realize that was a crime my apologies for being excited about something other people enjoy yeah like and like shouldn't that isn't it just a tweet Oh then you have the comments four-night and all that subbed until he played destiny again on my own I dislike I dislike bomb you've changed I can't believe that person what are you what are you doing great enter but then I think like the last our banner video we did was like something out a long way was like this is the worst time but I didn't realize no no this is the worst time by I hadn't played since the rates would like hovering around nine twenty yeah but because my skill based matchmaking playing nine fifty pluses and apparently like with the artist youngest player like I'd die tuned like a competitive at ps attached route would be set has to be like eleven or ten would be my guess younger really all I'm sure you think so fact you could technically go forever I guess in caps nine fifty but I mean everyone I'm fighting is nine fifty plus and like thirty light higher than you and that would mean would really like does everything to shot yet night alright like give me wrong that's cool and everything but hey I'm not gonNa die a bunch of twelve year olds I refuse my halo in Mice Fisher you can just yeah and there's also like thing you can pick them up and then you can put them down finger paint with each other and cracking I it's going to be taking me away well no that's what's cool now that this keep our skill based matchmaking down I mean we will throw a couple games what like this is the perfect time to do that because I think in two months when all the casualties start leaving uh-huh all my years the game I probably seven seven some cracked kid that's what they say now cracked grind that when I played four nine the it'll do that or like they got one shot sniper bodied my striker tightened doesn't kill in one shot yeah Leguay what what would section and if even when all other ballpark I haven't even looked I watched the video that was funny yeah I thought it was green building but it's something about four time man and mine is rough but you bring allback MC wrap up the the fortnight up the in game events are unmatched I think yeah it's not but the problem is indies out there I'm sure playing at seven fifty or whatever right that's where we were there there with me there over there over in the corner with me and the glue disease having a good time it tastes good and that if I just have a couple more light oh my God and so like I mean obviously that's part of it but my problem my skill based matchmaking I wasn't there yeah suck again but like right now prime for it I get your fortnight in by the stunks while you're fan I mean yeah I wanted I just want to get it w reshot normally for me would four-shot what would four with five shot three-shot Malays like these dudes I end like what with three-shot us to shoddy like so like in gunfights as I would oh it was literally like all I ask is you give the video a chance where it is but we had fallen and some guy says find him he says immediately hey we're down that hole Monday like yeah like four hours instead fortnight turns that into an event yeah and they're like what next like other or something 'cause I was actually reading a theory to or might act might not even be a theory this is just a clever way they hid it a sequel anymore like League of legends is just ten years later they just keep updating the game and so in this case they wanted like a soft reboot instead of and released like fortnight to something and everybody agreed for night one was way better yeah they get they get everything ready and normally game has downtime right like destiny too ironically get even more attention there was like during the black holden or something like fifty million viewers across lake twitch and Youtube something else does some insane that since watching a black hole and so yeah they turned it into a clever way to market their game ironically and down for two days pretty much yeah just to rebuild Vanderbilt's don't know we don't okay there you go right now we're GonNa wait he saw your title was worst this is the worst time to play doc I learned that I didn't know that say we are four nice dude like you know it's true I've sold change dislike out of here let's play update shark even deemed us. Yeah you said the updates Paul neutral your no cat one of the one of those a kind of soft rebooted it to fortnight chapter two right yeah An- vincula kind yeah and the thing with like free to play an especially service games you never really get like there's loose they showed me how I used to like early the most but since I've been in that Emma Martin Elmer's just took them so that it was legit national news I saw that on ABC News like on Monday night like well shit if I if it gets that result than they did exactly millions of people are playing at the same time and it's all happening at the same time yeah like everyone's experiencing it it's not just like a thing that happens in you like reload come invent them taking the game down randomly for two days has like casualties tension like the entire gaming audience and maybe some people aren't as interested in it I mean this is what you get when you have an entire company that is working with that has control over one of the most but I go in for night is literally when video game is literally natural like like national news because it was because I am not even jokingly we like the core gameplay the biard is there they don't have to do like crazy retuning or like completely changed the game they have all these all these reasons had paragon and they had four night day I'm pretty sure they had one other project under APPs to the talk about but it no doubt like epic is epic bag was developing multiple games at a time like 2017 I'm not sure but I went in and they did like a whole tour of the studio's really cool super chill fremantle super friendly were you get sucked into a black hole and ten year olds like those things yeah and then ironically but it is there on CNN yeah stuff it's still there I think they have a small team still working on it I mean so actually gets updates and stuff yeah but I mean obviously what they wanted to get the great shut down a game people freaked out kids freaked out so much that Oh my God I four down forever yeah that was the Paragon EPA Games dead so I got to go to I think they're Charlotte years this maybe twenty sixteen or early there's just work on the map did they say on new locations and do these cool events it's crazy don't ask me save the world has gone at that point yes so it really is unrivalled I mean I will close we'll see what they do from here but I mean like they're killing it as far as editor at that point what paragon probably had like seven Joe schmos picking their noses left right you know well I will they will that mean there's still a whole team preparing on I wouldn't be mad if I lose two four nine four bread like a different level of Player D. I've always wondered like what's The I took the game down for like two days and then my response was always talking about it yeah they made an impression like versatile engines in in in the whole industry yeah they don't have this studio there's completely working on a. b. r. that realistically Uh and the thing though is to with these marketing things it's like they already have so much attention on whatever they use Nag Nafid yeah they can do a lot of this stuff and it's paragons which had the biggest thing of the office which was ironic and then they're like an over in this corner like this is the game like national awhile ago but like it's still early it's fourteen like that and then after because if you like announced hey we're gonNA do Maintenance and Lachine fortnight chapter to everyone would be like well you're fixing the game like what are you doing and then they just like suck the map out and that's the one thing and I know a lot of people that's why they play and that's what makes fortnight fortnight till like it's never going away but for me yet that's just what turned me off the me that's really all I know how to plus the four nine video yeah you should watch it though okay and funny I hold your prejudices and like right like if you guys WanNa key just like asking we'll get you like Alfalfa and that was it that was literally fortnight at that moment and who knew on it but they have the base game in the world of the B are of course all the resources are going to be on the B. R. I I remember I was going to say then you go flew me out for one hundred like you can only build to like kind of a certain kind of joint and then it's kind of a gunfight at this not either thousand Matt's in each let me build the Taj Mahal okay every time I watch them like Dan that was really can't even like be like that stupid Dang that was cool and yet for me the only thing is just the building the seconds now my strategy is panic while they're building above me and figure out which structures are holding us up and can I shoot them down before they killed the Boston that forty nine just like but I think the craziest thing about the events to though is the way that they're able to make it so this is a live event that would really like it's like Ooh you can't even say like forty nine or something like if you're not already in that 'cause you know like no don't don't be I'm back to G G over easy podcast the start this segment off blue wants to talk about some pokemon listen I like it never comes back yeah it was just before the unemployment line kids Lawson and cry the thing they're super hospitable we went around got studio Turin I remember we went through in the show like all the gear stuff like this where work on this game this is where we're at why I forget the name and welcome even bigger than if someone else would do it is four yeah and like I wish I played it more and was able to enjoy the events like that who was like a pupil I wish it was a game mode important maybe there is I'm sure people you're authors idiot you still play the game like if you if it catch your Max at like yeah well we're not professionals but anyway but we could be if you haven't yet be sure to subscribe to US wherever you get your casts and tune in to hear us two stories from you guys where you just give our opinions and our advice our unsolicited advice on solicited what are your essential watching them they took a took the paragon team so you guys could start in those live and so did that happen in paragon hey guys this is Ashley and Taryn from unsolicited advice podcast that is just you know we're designed to fix actually conceptions enjoyed for this as an entertainer known viet funds sue me if I WANNA play a game like that like fortnight like that's the thing yeah that would become the biggest game seriously do you buy one of the biggest games that has ever existed in the four nine lives biggest problem to laugh with you at least most embarrassing moments name it our goal is to help you and you know we back I'd like just opinion yes is the game in this game and this is justine how go play it eighty to go crankier nineties crank your three sixty nine drama but this is going to be a little bit Pok Mon right now Chad so stay call to the show the game thing that sword and shield continues to have issues with this time around though this has been an issue for like literally the brand ambassadors of pokemon yeah exact- so naturally they're going to be getting and they become huge huge posters and they got huge amount of money those new forms for the gigantic tax forms of often and naturally our responses that's dope agendas where people are like stop giving genuine Pok Mon all the love last people are really apparently tired of what is Gig Amax like is that they're super sand it's like let's Dynamex and then you can was an watch hundred foot pokemon I mean I'm not defending it it's a gimmick they haven't gimmicky but in every region or like every gin and this is their Gimmick Yep I'm not hearing any last oh what's the problem with the stands so so it's just one more like drama filled people don't like this about technically who have played all the games and are diehard pokemon and that's who it's for like it's Kinda like for you guys and but Jen one stuff is our days we'll we'll at fort we we so we played that and I didn't hate it for a wider audience because at the end of the day red and blue are still the highest selling POK MON Games of all time they've sold over thirty million copies on their own right cool low black hole though sick and it is pretty I everyone I talked to had the same reaction is like this is so stupid really brow number one obscure one bell it becomes before okay well then let's go to the as like Arcane Rub clearly knows him most people do I do yeah I mean I saw giant giant peach you if I saw like giant something from Solomon I would audience and they know they know they're wider audience right they know their main audience to an extent I know a lot of people don't really want like another gimmick in after fru kind of gave you a little push no you did not get any push actually remember that I'm trying to remember it from Takenaka Oh come on game but I mean that's what they do every single time agree I don't really I'm not a big fan of dying maxing but they do it every time and the key nope that's not gonna give me one okay Duran A- stands Filippini released like Durant drama talking about this is clearly it's a little difficult I'll ask you another one okay can you name a couple one pok mon yeah I can all of them would you like me to go bell sprout she's just just go for rebel who in the world would start tells I've one hundred and fifty one to choose from bells hey that as much as people hate it it's gotta be as soon as that hated that like are part of like Jenn it's it's people like me and fruit yeah like this like pokemon go right the fragile one fifty one where the pokemon go left starting and they're cool looking at charts in the in the distant go can I ask a question though like are they just giant Pokemon I guess somebody like they're just of but as far as the water each they know that genuine has like an entire people who don't play poker on but like could I want your here's a rally robin but here's that's it Pokemon oppo like pokemon popular popularity contest Woodley aside from like Gra Ninja that's the only one I would argue that would even contend probably with jen ones that people might recognize her no up because Gra Ninja for especially the newer people stomach that's their charton but like so at this point it's like a cell phone prophecy McKee bringing back in one and promoting Jim wine then that will obviously always be the most notice and they'll bring like it'll be eh so people were ob who don't play Pokemon but they see like sword and shield like it's Charles Arts Oh that's pitching gimmick they're trying to keep so fresh but as far as like Jen one like favouritism goes I it's hard for me to be mad at it on everybody back yeah but I I don't see the problem leaning into it again like blue said we're the ones that grew up on it though who's Afrasiab doesn't really matter I know like some people when I think of our thought anything like the first one okay whatever cowboy a couple of opera couple are you just meanness bowl it's weird to think Nabala first game they played was like black and white you know what is in black and white get so much love that was my first pokemon game like that sucks aside from specifically like cringe like there's just nothing that sticks out to people the same that just genuine does and again just because it's most widely seen and I mean I guess people people had issue with Gra Ninja getting like the ash forming the Games like people complained about that like why are you having good Ninja favoritism and it's like I don't know maybe we should get more popular pokemon telling them and it's I played it and I I I was having fun I was having fun there's a skill basement no I d what it is exactly yeah what the hell is that thing like why is there a little who drank teacher you a chart and Blah Blah Blah getting all the attention oh sorry at the two-day tensions people so sorry it's over because it's just that song animation was cool are black I was a great game but I hated the Pokemon from the I don't really know any of the important me too I have to ask you the question here and here's why they continue doing this rob can you name any pokemon from sun and moon Dan because I don't know if you Grenada is brand ambassador so of course they're gonNA be given I wouldn't be surprised if we got some another cool thing it goes well they like that's going to be there I next POK mon title well because isn't Jen to love Dow but I mean they they do give other jazz I say I want that because Arken firestone yeah trade it okay they pulled them on dynamex form in this game because everything's yet like that like all the forms and stuff would they announce capone-era like is like so people oh jen one to like I'm sure that kind of played into it it's sweet does a unicorns cute very cute here's the thing last up though this one I've been looking forward to blizzard who riot games is taken over honestly aside from the national decks which like I'm getting over I wish you would have all getting over like like aside from that this seems dope like what they announced eight since then that was what set people off and now it's just oh this is another thing that could offset me and because of this national debt two it's like doubling down but like it is actually just right game like their name has been right games but they only have league this white game for ten years almost and then they brought thing if you take all that time to find work for it yeah you take all the time to find that shiny than how they cut it by because like normally shining game as much as they know they have an older audience as a non POK Mon Stan I'm excited for the game I think it's GonNa be cool to play my exactly that's exactly what the game middle finger place later but for two four there nouncement twitch stream and the biggest meam has been ride games but November fifteenth. I believe Damn I'm still I'm still Liz baby them no probably up our up pretty easy and and sort of shield we news now as a shiny pokemon is way easier now make it competitive that I think if you if you marry rare h Jim was or each region was twelve like Jim Badges eight in the neely generally ask now at is twenty four because I know idea whether it'll be like oh so it's not like one out of four thousand or whatever it is we don't know whether it will be but they tell us that someone will data mine under Julius they always do murph account now right stand right so for those out of the loop league legends had its Tenth Birthday Celebration technically I think it's today it's starting eighteen gyms and no one's freaking out about that but the freaking out about still national they're gonNA have a gym for every type like what that sick that is well they said we're going to it's definitely more magic than it is hard stone I would say saga yeah but it's like a meeting in the middle where it's not as involved in intensive as raw and I'm here for it I'm about your your riot stand yeah I now right staying love love right as your that's your that's your but I don't know I don't know I've complained to the game for sure and of the lack of like moving forward it was like core stuff Miami Game so it it's like a hybrid between hurston magic is I I played in Tgi arena couple months ago and it never the F. T. which some people were like well is that I mean that's like yes it was getting fuzzy but thoroughly okay there's like a new game but then this tenth birthday like fire water earth any like that the elemental and whatnot and what you do is you choose you can choose to seeing just choose wine how each one that are like big game changing things that are like you build some decks round you don't have to but that's where the fun stuff comes in because they're the champions from wasn't quite eighteen gyms by Arkell twenty four now sixteen it'd be three regions I tell me insane oh my thought House action whatever to make your deck more you can make two and you can build your deck with however much from each yawn you want and then there are champions in magic before but it was fun and I'm glad I did because a lot of the mechanics are taken from that which gives it more depth than strategy than just harsh tone so it's shadow wiles all different six so imagine it's almost like a faction in Harstad druid whatever but also like magic it would be vire deck and if the COM- factions or whatever but it's all from the war of league in ruined Tara Renta's technically like the continent or whatever the league's based on the world a couple of hours so do they have specific kind of DAX or they have a class that can only pick from certain kinds of cards or like Champions League like this blue colored you can only trick but also not as random and super straightforward is harsh dome and its striking a fund balance for me right now and I'm only a rare wildcard crap crap anywhere yeah yeah stuff like that that's cool and then on top of that you also can choose which faction to level through just how they play at school while Bob I'm into it so that was the first one they announced then they only tease these two I think abrasion whatever it is livestream they're like yo working on this this this this this this this yeah and I'm just like Yep uh-huh uh-huh give me that one easier they're making it easier to even they're making nature be hard nature Steffi's role as you can you can you can get competitive pokemon Dan have different factions where people come from so you have like I only a- noxious streams not yet league nerd so they have the okay that's good and it's very generous and they're also like magic the gathering arena you can just straight up like craft wildcards or impacts get a wildcard and if it's I got like capture things that new paying right now it'll be done with that group of gang mummy mummy I'm GonNa Train and all that kind of stuff or whatever that's called more specifically I don't have the full as trying remember off my head they announced most that appears will be coming out I and they can actually like I have this card is yeah it's always nice to have that physical aspect of it but man when I went back to that pokemon tournament MHM and they'll have quest steps so like if I have an Ionian deck and I really like oneal Walmart cards I choose to just progress through own and so I know I'm going to get what I want and it's like a hero shooter but tactical like cs yet don't think overwatch thing think overwatch character abilities but cs go like like one to two like Oh God that'll be rabble so next up they they don't have titles for these but project a that is is f p league yeah you can play with Garin or Darius and all these different people and so just really fine than than the mechanics with the champions they like level up in game dope animations chain make this blue deck with these blue cards are they currently have it's kind of like magic so they have six yes this is the only one I think they announced gamewise that isn't set in the League of Legends Universe that's us is completely different on a near future earth that's so they said should be like enhancing abilities that just a little bit stole price skill I'm interested to see like how they handle like if there's like by rounds or something like that so yeah really free to play is GonNa be up I understand what Bush tied Belleek it doesn't have the same thing is a trading card game so the show just a little bit of that t.f TFT or a What's it called what's that game like to play team that doc through dead I mean everything so it's interesting they're doing super tact like cs go and then the next numbers I'm not sure I think it's like Project K in Project L. Project K is a fighting game yeah they're calling three but yet you don't like the card games card games I mean ditch cartons doorly at the same spot for me I guess who'll down or something like that or maybe a super long cooldown like maybe once every three or four rounds yeah that would be an interesting idea like purchase abilities vowed his clothes like literally in the middle of Cs go and overwatch yeah it's like you put tracer in in Yes yes go what the deal with the knives the the only one that's not that excited about this oh so it's too not like like to graphics Tutti fighting game side side to side also love auto shuffle and not eat like all like literally the stuff that makes matches last two times longer than they should why doesn't Pokemon have like online ls eleven probably will John Harvey successful attitude but like that's the thing like I've played league of legends now for like eight years go but some of the people get mad pro I don't know why this is still a kid oriented thing yeah he like puts the thing sweet but they all seem like abilities that like it's not over watchwords like ever wait until Knowlton it's something like that right yeah support at Eastport wise seen how they support league legends a competitive fighting game there's no way they're not gonNA support somehow maybe mango makes the transition not fortress and I think it looks a lot like interest in in the sense of like abilities and stuff like that maybe we'll see I like it looks about as the mhm so like the whole universe but like I love it and I'm all into it so like I've always wanted them to just expand the now I'm getting and then the next project our whatever is an action RPG and they only showed small footage but it was you controlling blitz crank and as real as we are using pistols this round with they have Ak's like the team has their abilities like I haven't bought my ability yet so I'm kinda interested to see how they handle that I just don't they don't have like a gone are arguing and then artifacts hey remember marine you shut up upstream shower in there I'm watching rush hour it was another player going around like killing minions and it looks more mls oh I saw everybody asking for like a riot cassette kind of gun or something like that that'll be really interesting because like the whole economy thing this es go super interesting too 'cause you're gonNA have to keep a balance of lying if we lose this row we're going to have to save while it was great is like everyone's like installing Harr stone like with all this stuff going on another line and Riots I oh yeah oh you like that while on accuweather looks like fighters e fighters but it's going to be more popular as that league champion and people might watch it all these people? 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I have I mean I watch I like I know how it works yeah yeah so they announced that they said they'll have more details later in twenty twenty the announced they have I swear there was one other game they mentioned I didn't watch so I I watched the cringe e except made specifically to work consoles mobile does not just a port like it'll play differently abilities will be different is going to three lanes in jungle and all that kind of stuff something little do I mean they're working on everything yeah the the card game apparently is like five years in the making Oh wow finding him I'm not sure it will the other ones they haven't talked about as much that's they've literally built it from the ground up though specifically for cancel console and mobile has its own thing which there's already a ton like it and then once league comes in they also announced they have their own launcher for all these like sure they will okay yeah exclusive store the riot store Uh Carla Okay so there's League of legends wild rift which is coming to consoles and mobile and it's League of legends we have on PC Ugh Stop let me say yes I will run nothing like success yeah so they have that coming out they'll have tft's come to mobile which will also have cross play that's cool out really I mean you don't this huge new developer that houses tons like almost a publisher that's GonNa has all these new games I think they can totally take over already and so they didn't have too much to share but like they've been working on it and there are many years about like whispers of like writes like working on now that just went on Netflix about Lee Legends of growth and everything yeah world is going on right now world is going on Kgo Kgo Echo Fox not they're not something similar to some sort of Imo a light or something yeah like like have skyro- has an animal where it's not your typical one and obviously you want to focus more interested to see how the economy works as if like you can craft the car Oh yeah I should have mentioned yeah they're up super free apply though they're coming at it that like if you play enough you can get whatever you want -ironically it's way bigger like Europe Europe has like four times the players that's crazy yeah but anyway they have and the fighting game game so harden wow I'm just not fighting game so much that like assist the like all the whole thing whole Shebang but they've also tuned it I think caused by xl hate it I think the hate it it's but but it's more than two the people have since the Dawn so but they've confirmed that's in the works and I'm hearing whispers so I I I don't get my hopes up but but the east has more say bigger the sense of community makes more money players I don't know about money I think for I think probably makes more money night in time when I was twelve years old stuff like Tekken and smash and I never really had fighting games I played so as already yeah like crew and players noble reach legal legends is on a different level for sure which North America is actually one of its smallest region. Oh stuff coming out I've enjoyed league of legends forever I'm so fancy ESCO shooter our area seem really stoked about it too which is sweet between his car get my biggest wondering are the card game it's not going well we have all this stuff and they've been these giants with just one game and now especially now with hope blizzard situation seems like more than ever tactical shooters he thinks he sucks well I get discouraged really sad I would like I would just GonNa dominate as always because it's but I think yeah they already have the advantage with all these games though because of how just their audience in China alone can any uh-huh and then there might have been might have been something else but those are the games then they also have like an animated series coming out next year which is dope there's a documentary right the new ways to play with people already know and stuff too and I liked the universe already like the League who we don't really don't like game with you got like your league lesson I'm sure it will and then the card game will also be cross play with mobile and PC oh Jimmy Mobile We have phones we we do have fun what's the advantage that players like graphics Dude Auto Chess and under ward's I think already have that are they going to have their separate on launcher is it just GonNa stay within the League launcher locks they're not in it actually big drama Bell Echo Fog Badge Rick Fox soon all the people that don't they go box like when the game is more about holding angle then it is who can shoot better known and so like I don't hold it against people like that and I know those are huge and they're fun to watch tamers and so like showed like Darius versus Ari Islanders meetings suck there's my man I don't care who else but he's terrible in TNT shut the fighting game the shooter action RPG I gotTa know are those can they make those work to play the tactical shooter they made it just do skin they do it just scuffed soul if they just made it actually like a functioning Adam if they just made it like that or empty Jirina they would like that right skins in the fighting game maybe like arenas or something like that depends on how much they want to put into if they do make it one of the biggest fighters that has ever released like of all time if it's free to play I'm GONNA give it's free to play it probably will be the biggest of all time even if it's not you're saying it's still realistic fighting Sir are still I mean in the nineties fighting games are it but fighting games since then have really just been a niche market I think it's come back 'cause I mean it can be right anyway an inch to see how they're going to do all these games because so far they only a free to play models oh and I I mean the only leading tft so maybe I'll maybe I'll like it more than I do see go I just don't it's the same reason I don't like see you the just the slow nature Yucca like I don't the so that'll make their only game so far free to play but I'm sure that's like there's ways to buy packs neck yeah of course yeah but like as far as the and she's like fighters e after two years is only like thirty eight which is a lot for fighter well I heard the the League of legends has been the balanced it's ever been like every champion was played la in like the seasons for leading up to world that's crazy like one hundred thirty a free to play fighting game like a little just that's because this will be spy ride alone will probably be means all were played I mean there have been some seasons where it's rough but like last season in this one specifically they've been doing a phenomenal job at bound bound L. Watch right invest in being Eastport o'dowd of it got me excited to that Freddie and closed Alpha is the legends of Route Tara which is their card game whoo we love our card which for me I mean I love what are the harsh manifold two major league legend Hurston will here