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"blanche barton" Discussed on Serial Killers
"Effect his message had on. Richard was profound after reading the book. Richard stole a car and drove to san francisco to meet lane person. Upon seeing the richard felt a deep connection to him and butte him like a devout catholic beuys. A priest a man of utmost holiness and spiritual power according to carlo. Lavar i asked richard to attend a satanic ceremony and richard agreed. Everyone present was naked and lay conducted the ceremony with various chance and ritualistic movements over the body of a nude woman. However in blanche barton's biography of levay he remembers only meeting ramirez briefly on a sidewalk. The young man asked for a few moments to talk but levay reportedly brushed him off. Richard crafted a fantasy origin story out of the short meeting later saying that. The ceremony touched him deeper than he ever had been touched before. Philip carlo wrote that it shook him to his core. Richard believed he could feel satan claiming his soul yet even as he wanted to rush. Full bore into satan's grasp. He felt one small thing pulling him back that night. Richard said he called his mother and begged for her to pray for him. She told her. I was touched by satan. Tonight mama he came to me mercedes received this news with frightful tears. She rushed to the church and began to pray that jesus would save her son but her prayers would go unheard after the phone call. Richard began drawing pentagram on his arms and on his belongings. He began to believe that satan was his personal guide and protector. That if he walked the devil's path causing pain taking what he wanted. And showing no mercy. Satan would shield him from the authorities if he could be satan's perfect soldier he could live a perfect life of crime. Then when he died he would be welcomed into hell and given a place of honor at the head of satan's demonic armies by now these ideas no longer felt strange or wrong to him. They felt like his destiny and he set out to fulfill it over the next few years. He lived like a drifter taking whatever he wanted whenever he pleased he stopped caring about hygiene and allowed his teeth to rot in his mouth. His mother sister and father tried multiple times to get him to clean up. And move back to el paso but their efforts were futile as ever. He was stubborn and he was satan soldier. Now by nineteen eighty four. When richard was twenty four years old his sadistic urges were no longer satisfied by rape and burglary. His bloodlust had grown to the point where he needed to kill. He could wait no longer on april tenth nineteen eighty-four richard wandered the street outside his hotel. In san francisco's tenderloin district the evil inside. Him was just looking for a reason to lash out and when he saw a nine year old girl named may lung walking the streets by herself. He knew he'd found his first victim. The specifics of the crime are murky. The case was closed in two thousand nine after dna evidence indicated ramirez but he was never charged or tried. It's believed that. Richard somehow got the girl into the basement of her apartment building there. He bound beat and sexually assaulted her before. Finally suffocating her to death. When arrived at the scene of the crime they discovered a scene. Straight out of a horror film may was partially nude with their own blouse wrapped around her neck and tied to a water spigot. Her feet dangled in the air. Just a few inches off the ground. The police speculated that she could have survived. If she'd been just a little bit taller her body looked like it was deliberately posed with her arms tied up and her chin tilted down an officer. Present said if you can picture christ on the cross. That's the way she looked. This was one of the tougher ones. One of the ones you'd like to solve. Unfortunately solving the crime proved impossible and the case went cold for twenty five years. Richard never spoke about the murder but the message was clear while he had once believed in. Jesus christ now. He sought to mock christianity. And all it stood for. He had chosen to victimize a nine year old girl one of the most innocent and vulnerable people. He could find. He did the worst things a man can do to another human being and then he used her body to make an obscene display. And he did it all in the name of his new lord and master satan. He knew the world would tremble. This was just the beginning the night stalker was born. Thanks again for tuning into serial killers. We'll be back soon with part. Two of richard ramirez and his horrific crime spree has the night stalker for more information on richard ramirez amongst the many sources we used. We found the night stalker. The true story of america's most feared serial killer by philip carlo extremely helpful to our research you can find all episodes of serial killers. And all others spotify originals. From podcast for free on. Spotify will see you next time. Have a killer week.
"blanche barton" Discussed on Atheist Nomads
"We've talked about the rise in development of satan. We've talked about you. Know the satan of the bible. We've talked with lucien greaves from the satanic temple and covered a lot of news stories about the satanic temple we've reference satanic panic and i do want to do a desktop degree series on more on satan and satanism but before we can get into a lot of that we need to get to. What's the original satanists. And that is the church of satan and this will also tie in with a bigger series desktop degree that i'm planning on doing on the rise of these radical groups that are really threatening to destroy democracy and i'm not saying that sadness are part of that problem but the satanic panic in the nineteen eighties definitely was so this is going to be the kind of early primer on this. The church of satan was formerly established april. Thirty nineteen sixty six house in san francisco california by anton levay. He was the high priest of the church of satan until his death in nineteen ninety seven but it had already started before then just not as a formal organization. It all began in the nineteen fifties when he bought a victorian house in the richmond district of san francisco and painted a black then. He started holding friday night. Lectures on the occult at his house. While working through these it allowed him to work out his satanic philosophy and allowed him to put to use weird things that he'd studied over the years. He started doing witches workshops to teach women about seduction and manipulation through clamor and feminine wiles. And nobody knows how many people were actually in these early groups but a lot of the estimates are probably around twenty people. Then in the early nineteen sixties. Lavar started a group called the order of the trapezoid and that gradually developed into the governing of the church of saint By the mid nineteen sixties levay published the satanic bible in the mid nineteen sixties. Beauvais started writing. Levine was writing stuff and disseminating it through the circle. The papers were being called the rainbow sheets and it was a n. The essays were gathered and presented an introduction to satanism and they would be featured in the book of lucifer. There was also around that time a describing magic and how to use that for practice. And and for ritual after auto satan this the first year of the age of satan whose nineteen sixty six with the formal founding levin continued performing these these weekly meetings at his house But they turn into weekly rituals. In february nineteen sixty seven levin performed the satanic marriage of judith chase and journalist john raymond and that got a lot of publicity and he also performed the first ever recorded satanic baptism with his youngest daughter zina which also got a lot of public attention. Celebrities joined the church of satan including. Sammy davis junior and jayne mansfield. The groups spread establishing grotto's in detroit michigan dayton ohio and new york city the church of satan and started showing up in books magazines newspapers documentaries movies. Tv interviews and getting a lot more attention by nineteen seventy seventy-two levay stopped having rituals in his home nineteen seventy-three the michigan ohio and florida groups split off to form their own group which then disbanded the next year. After that members in kentucky indiana split off to form their own group as well the order temple. I say tennis. And then by nineteen seventy-five was done with the grotto's so he got rid of them and then brought him back and then get rid of them again. Then the satanic panic hit we will cover most of the satanic panic later but the actual satanic connection to it was media. Reports of criminal conspiracies within the church of satan. It ended up being enough reports of that that the f. b. i. Had to issue an official report saying there. Were no criminal conspiracies involving this attack church the church of satan zeena who had been the first person baptized in a satanic baptism by this point was high priestess of the church of satan and became the spokesperson Anton by that point was not wanting to be in the media and xena was willing to do that. So she showed up on the phil donahue show nightline entertainment tonight the late show secrets and mysteries. Sally sally jesse raphael show and more and more and more and more she even did some interviews with Televangelist bob larson l. Their members also got involved with media. Tensions trying to refute these allegations of criminal activity. Fortunately that eventually died down When levay died the church was turned over to blanche barton. His partner and carl avai also worked with her to help. Keep that going. Then in then karlovy left the church of satan to create the first attack church in two thousand one Blanche handed over to peter. H gilmore and peggy drama. Who are the current high priest and high priestess and they published the black flame the official magazine of the church of satan and they are still around the reason. Why when you hear about satanism. Now it is the satanic temple. Not the church of satan is because the satanic temple does activism and tries to get in the news. The church of satan doesn't proselytize doesn't do activism and doesn't try to get in the news they don't want to have attention. They want to be left alone on the date of six six six s june. Six two thousand six. The church of satan had its first public ritual satanic mass and forty years. And they did that. At the steve allen theater in the center for inquiry in.
"blanche barton" Discussed on Timesuck with Dan Cummins
"Hope from Anton Levay founder of the Church of Satan is that what you'd expect to hear from the guy who wrote they say Tannock Bible the black pope feels above high priests given it was interesting to love interesting dots so digging and get to know Antonova as partake in this very important coal to the curious ritual the time suck time line down a time suck time line let's get to a lot of info comes from the secret life of the sadist the authorized biography of Antonova by Blanche Barton pointing this out because Wallace book seemed to provide some of the best details about Don's life it was also written by levay styles satanist and the mother of one of his children so let's take it all with very evil possibly haunted most likely hyperbolic grain of salt April Eleventh Nineteen Thirty Antonova born with much less evil sounding name of our stanton levay good call switching Howard to Anton right I am Anton High Priest of the fallen angel of Lucifer much better than I am. males involves chosen pave the way for the return of the Anti Christ it is I how would now I think ain't done more evil born in Chicago in John's parents relocated the San Francisco Bay area soon after birth he was called Tony in his younger years which is even less evil sound in Howard whereas the dock princess doc whereas Satan's wizard Tony Hey no but seriously has anyone seen Tony item in ours Gertrude Survey and her husband Michael was a six zestful liquor distributor kind of evil the devils drink raise Tony's they would any other bright even-tempered boy attempted to instill useful middle class values present in particular you know religious beliefs upon him and tell was a musically inclined kid according to family legend in Nineteen thirty five at the age of five Anton while shopping with his parents he just started playing arpan music store like a savant and his parents started throwing more instruments added as a kid who would later tell people that he can play brass woodwinds strings percussion and instruments with piano piece sound a little bit less evil right now more like more like a talented Dork Tony would later claim he began to be interested in Colt Nineteen thirty seven at only the age of seven being introduced to dark magic by his maternal grandmother a Transylvanian Gypsy but this is not true because she was not a gypsy or from Transylvania she was Ukrainian but he's spilled the myth not raising the Super Christian Household Tony did go to churches young boy claims to have lost interest in Christianity Entirely Ninety thirty nine hundred nine. San Francisco is hosting a world's fair in nineteen thirty nine and nineteen forty to celebrate amongst other technological marvels the Golden Gate Bridge it was called engage international exposition and there was a very adult risk for the time show called Sally Rans Nude Ranch in the gateway funds zone portion of the expo and young and on snuck in and watched topless cowgirls Spin Larry it's and pitch horseshoes for these twenty minutes before anyone found him and kicked him out he saw the devils nibbles Satan's hot sauce swing around free from God's oppressive bras that's what he became either he did soups the also saw his normally proper improved Sunday school teachers boobs I those are some hot boobs they claim that this was his moment of disillusionment with Christianity later lead him towards satanism no path of Satan Jim here's the hypocrites and soon he saw many of the Christians the same way by the age of ten in nineteen forty Anton ignored as I legal name of Howard entirely wanting to be called Anton instead of Tony both derived from his Middle Name of Stanton ever occurred to me as a kid you know like around my name my wife Lindsey did that to change the spelling name she was like in third grade I thought data at names what if what if I would alter my middle name of Brent something like breezy moved into the middle but Danny Breezy Danny Cummins I could've been mean surprise oh sax player with the name of Breezy Danny Breezy DC. Maybe just breezy now I would across the fuck out some smooth jazz with own the contemporary instrumentals charts around the age of ten or eleven Anton read anything Dorky get his hands on stuff like Brand Stoker's Dracula Mary Shelley's Frankenstein most popular expression of the dark side of its I am this magazine called Weird Tales Hours Reading Stephen King Dean Koontz House Age Interesting Weird to think that I was reading darker shift in the future founder of the Church of Satan also around the time and got into the practice of hypnotism or maybe not he later claimed to have devoured Dr William Wesley Cooks practical lessons in hypnotism and he said he started to apply its methods with great success but I'm by no one else is corroborated and this eleven year old boy hypnotized fools left to right in San Francisco nineteen forty one seems much more likely to be again is just adding some earlier colt routes to make it appear he was destined to become the dock prints you know as young child he knew to his his destiny was Satan Lavelli recalled having the following thousands of child I look through all the the grim wars manuals of magic used by supposed source room which is and all I saw was junk casting a circle to protect yourself when I started devising my own rituals out of frustration with all I'd seen shaped glowing pentacle to attract the forces okay then I found William Mortensen the boundary pushing photographer who wrote the command to look and I realized this is magic this is what I was looking for but it can't be there's just a little book on photographic techniques I went through squabblings within myself but finally I realized this was real magic I relied more on fiction for Magical Truth lovecraft Hutchins Keke long hounds alongs hounds of Tim dos that's where I found food for thought that I couldn't find in the so called dangerous Dr of magic had anyone call forth demons before their friends I thought surely they had it makes one believes that people probably were doing it on a carefully guarded underground level and maybe they didn't let it out because they were getting results okay so early on he doesn't believe in the stories of organized religion but he is open to the possibility of real magic existing somewhere else during the world he's opening opening thinking there's like cool sorcerers and witches out there in all these powers you can harness which you nuts cool that's about as a kid when I was a kid I thought for a while if I just focus hard enough I could actually shoot you know like fire from my hands you know that I can do some kind of magic superhero ship like I really thought for whatever reason I might actually be able to do that probably based on some random movie basically wash HBO or showtime or Skin Amax was something I'd stand on my grandparents yard I thought was watching like nine or ten that would actively try to shoot fireballs out of my hand right I just I'm just pictures like odds if I if I could focus hard of PLO off these fireballs then and then I would uh how cute girls in school you know how cool they think I was Kim doughty Holly Thomason Jackie Hardy Michelle Kosinski appears portal's even back then you know they see little Danny comments in his troop fireball glory they would love respect me then I grew out of that Anton did not grow to these thoughts fucking ever like not ever his whole life spending all this time thinking about magic left Anton with the weird kid label and it wasn't a sports either as we must have been some social deviance despite Nabi one of the all kids Anton said he never had trouble making friends and his home was always full of kids expecting him to revise some interesting activities for the day I do love his imagination powerful imagination he he organiz mock military orders and secret societies but then get pissed off and the other boys broke character lost interest I love Ya come over to my place enthusing hell about what I was doing bust up my stuff and then go home I get that more than I care for I didn't want my friends come over when I was a kid a lot of the time you know like if I play my Gi joes out in the dirt I had it fucking setup perfectly it's been our get on my little guys in the right spot the whole battle plan doubts buddy cuyler you'd show up or brother chance walking ruin it no snakes would ever do that he's supposed to fight storm shadow stalker industy your crock master fucking de Strode cut dammit has planned out the they had a good relationship with his parents they encourage is musical talents he'd say they pretty much let me do what I wanted and he seemed to be a pretty good kid he dabbled in the occult but didn't let parents find out saying I didn't tell them much about what I was doing because I didn't want them to worry so so far so much less able than I expected he hasn't skinned any pets alive even told his parents to fuck off you know I am the dark Lord serves earth parents show have no dominion over me hails Satan Mom and dad no none of that it pretty smooth childhood the only real difficulty on face growing up according to himself was being armed with a huge wing not kidding why he claimed Zuhdi talked about ultimate humble brag and the biography written by his ex wife and voted volunteered is written as with many young men who find themselves unusually well endowed quote on usually well endowed Anton felt self conscious undressing in front of other boys that poor bastard Satan why did God cursed me with this giant Donkey Dong what did I do to deserve irv this massive testament to manhood that leaves other boys to spread vicious rumors about my childhood python that inevitably piques the interest of the most sexy curious and adventurous girls at school why about Cross Talk Lord became aware of his uniqueness he grew to detest the other boys he called late and Thomas Sexual gung-ho types who would constantly stared his massive dragon tail in the locker room they eventually convince the doctors right now this is what he says convinced the doctor to write him no excuse him from Jim so he can spend his ROTC and Jim periods in a special room far from the prying curious is of the naughty other locker room boys how dare let their mouths follow Gabe how dare they permit there is to Pearl Bulge out of their heads and powerful Fallas Anton would uh-huh claim that his dick was so impressive it even drew unwanted attention from the hot young school nurse he does discover it'd be like young due Gordon.
"blanche barton" Discussed on Cults
"Satan takes a holiday in nineteen ninety-five these records featured Levy on synthesizer performing many, the old standards. He had supposedly played at carnivals burlesque houses and circuses over the years for the majority of the nineties. However, Anton Levin remained out of the public eye. Some believed he was displaying increasingly paranoid behavior during this time. There were also rumors he suffered from a heart condition on October twenty nine th nineteen Ninety-seven Anton Lavelli died of a pulmonary Dima at Saint Mary's hospital in San Francisco, he. He was sixty seven years old. According to family spokesman Lee housekeeper Levy's death certificate listed his death as Halloween morning. Two days later, a satanic funeral was held for lavar at woodland memorial chapel in coma California because of security concerns. It was kept a secret and only close family members were present the media did not learn Anton of as death until ten days after it occurred on November eighth nineteen Ninety-seven. Anton, Louise daughter Carla and his longtime companion blanche Barton held a press conference at the black house to finally announce his passing according to a San Francisco Chronicle article, quote, it was a news conference. Unlike any other black velvet curtains kept the autumn sunlight out of the living room in the Richmond district Victorian daggers hung on the wall, a skull perched on top of the organ, and quote and at the center of the room stood a life size wax, figure of Anton avai. The figure was dressed in Anton black Cape. And it's right hand was aloft giving the devil. Horn gesture. The other purpose of the conference was for high priestesses, Carlisle avai and blanche Barton to announce that day would be continuing on Anton levies work later that same year the church of Satan established its first official website, however, Anton lobbies reputation took another hit soon after in nineteen ninety eight and tons strange daughter. Zina lavar Shrek Hendra husband, nNcholas Shrek published a nine page fact sheet entitled Anton avai legend and reality not only did this document backup all the points made by Lawrence right in his nineteen ninety one Rolling Stone article. It also dismissed many of Anton Levinas other claims about his life. For example, it suggested that Anton never had a gypsy grandmother. It also stated an anti never purchased the black house nor had ever been abroa- full. In fact, the home was given to him by his parents who had lived there previously, the document also refuted, the notion that Anton Levada had ever been involved romantically with Marilyn Monroe while the church of Satan has disputed some of these challenges to antenna obeys, reputation. They have conspicuously ignored others. We may never know the real truth of Antonovich biography. But it's clear that his account of his life story must be taken. With a heavy pinch of salt by nineteen ninety nine Levy's family and church of Satan members were fighting amongst themselves over the black house, and it quickly fell into disrepair a January nineteen ninety nine article in the San Francisco Chronicle stated that quote the property at six one one four California street looks like the Addams family home after a Saturday night frat party smashed furniture and a soiled mattress lay amid a mountain.
"blanche barton" Discussed on Cults
"Thus the less psychological ownership that Aquino feld as a member of the church of Satan, the less likely he was to want to be a part of it acquaint believed that LeVine was turning his back on Satan. And on the members of his church who had built an organization that they could be proud of. He claims that Anton lapsed into a bitter retreat from which he never emerged perhaps unsurprisingly Levinas version of events was a little different in nineteen ninety one interview with Lawrence right for rolling. Stone Levin said quote, it was not a schism. It was a drop in the bucket. Aquino took twenty eight people with him and started spreading the rumor that the church of Satan was defunct and that he had gotten the divine word from the man downstairs to take over and quote, Beauvais felty still had control of his church. He decided to reinstate the grotto system and nineteen eighty although this time it wasn't strict. We managed through the central grotto Levin wanted the church to become a truly cable Listrik underground rather than degenerating into a long running public pageant or a pen pal club for satanists. Levine was adamant that an individual's status within the church of Satan should reflect their status outside the organization. In other words, high ranking people in the world outside should hold a similar position within the group and vice versa during this period. Levin. Became more selective. About granting interviews to media outlets. This coupled with the fact that his doors were no longer open to anyone off the street for his lectures, led to rumors of the end of the church of Satan and of Anton la- base death after many years as the center of attention LeVine was becoming a ghost. It was now the early eighties and Antonova had spent the past several years out of the public eye for someone who previously craved the spotlight. He had become a relative hermit in nineteen. Nineteen eighty four Anton Levy separated from his partner. Diane Hegarty and began a relationship with his personal assistant blanche Barton in nineteen eighty eight Hegarty filed a court case against Levy claiming that she was entitled to half of the church and the black house the court agreed in nineteen Ninety-one Antonova lost ownership of the black house on California street. A San Francisco judge ordered him to sell the property along with all of his satanic memorabilia and split the money with Diane Hegarty included among the artifacts that Anton was forced to part with were shrunken head a reproduction of king Tut's Sarkova guests and a stuffed wolf despite losing ownership of the house Lavalin was able to maintain residents there. He sold the property to a wealthy friend property developer Donald Worby who allowed him to continue living there for free. However, it was around this time that Antonovich as self created image began to be. Seriously, challenged by others, most notably a nineteen Ninety-one Rolling Stone. Article by Lawrence Wright reported that many of the base claims about his life were entirely falsified right found that no one by the name of lavar ever worked as a musician or cat trainer for the Beatty circus. He also discovered that neither Levy nor Marilyn Monroe ever worked for the Mayan burlesque theatre. Finally, he confirmed that Levin never worked for the San Francisco. Police department this lead right to remark that quote later as I began to take apart the literary creation he had made of his life. I would realize that and Tom avai was itself. His supreme creation his ultimate satanic object a sort of Android. Composed of all the elements. His mysterious creator had chosen from the universe of dark possibilities and quote in nineteen Ninety-two Anton, the Antonova published his fourth book his first in twenty years. Entitled the devil's notebook. It was a collection of forty one essays on topics such as Nazism cannibalism terrorism and the construction of artificial human companions, the book sold modestly enjoying only a fraction of the success of the Tanic bible in nineteen Ninety-four Antonova released his first album strange music. This was followed shortly by.
"blanche barton" Discussed on ESPN Chicago 1000 - WMVP
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"blanche barton" Discussed on Cults
"Eighteen year old and town Levada started playing burlesque houses in southern California in particular a theater called the Mayan in Los Angeles. This is where he claims he met his most famous romantic partner Marilyn Monroe Monroe was a long way from the Hollywood starlet. She would later become she was down on her luck and had taken up stripping to get by Levin said quote, she was very confused girl at that time, very depressed in many ways. It was probably the lowest point in her life until the time she died, and quote Lavalin, however was immediately drawn to her unusually white skin tone when he first saw her perform on stage. He described the erotic feeling that went through him as being identical to the one he experienced at the party as a sixteen year old for her part, Maryland was taken with Fay who played musical accompaniment to her act between performances that night, Anton approach Monroe and made some suggestions for songs to add to her. Gene after impressing her with his accompaniment that night, they instantly became lovers. Although their time together was short lived. They were inseparable and shared intense feelings for one another Levin moved into a cheap motel on Washington boulevard with Monroe who made more money than him at that time. She was fascinated with stories from the carnival as well as ever-deepening study of the black arts while they drove through the deserted L A streets at night. When RoH would ask Levin to tell her about a cultism and death subjects that he was more than happy to talk about. After only a few weeks the relationship came to an end while they would correspond sporadically for a decade. They would never meet again. No, it should be mentioned that this account of lavars relationship with Monroe comes from his authorized biography the secret life of a satanist, which was written by blanche Barton. A member of the church of Satan his version of events is challenged by those who knew Monroe as. As well. As the manager of the Mayan Paul Valentine who denies that Monroe was ever employed by him. This is yet another commonality between levies mind, and that of a narcissist narcissists compulsively create and perpetuate their own version of reality, twisting and distorting information to suit their own purposes. They do this not only to maintain their self image in the eyes of the public but also to maintain their own grandiose, image and inflated assessment of themselves by retroactively linking himself with Marilyn Monroe. Anton Levinas name came to be associated with glamour power and.
"blanche barton" Discussed on Cults
"My mother was the same way. They Riveria paranoid about the neighbors. And what people thought of them in a way, it was good. I was allowed to take my own lead in that sense. I couldn't have chosen better parents and quote Levin described his religious background at this time as. Is very I Kana classic and extremely permissive. His parents didn't participate in religion and never pushed him into it going so far as to tell him that another word for God is nature. Levin said, quote, we did have relatives who were Christian and Jewish. I had an ad who was a Christian scientist at an atheist uncle you could say I grew up a second generation non-believer or cynic and quote Levin or Tony as he was known then began to play music at the age of five he claims, he went into a music store with his mother and spontaneously picked out a tune out of harp. His parents were supportive of his newfound interest, and he went on to try number of different instruments, most notably the pipe organ and the client p this newfound passion would continue throughout his entire life. When lavar was seven years old. He became obsessed with tales of the supernatural and occult too young to fully understand what he was reading. He turned to his. Maternal grandmother Luebbe Colton who regaled young Tony with the mysteries of her homeland Transylvania. She told him of the legend of Dracula about bloody battles fought against Turkish and Russian invaders and between Hungary and Romania over the right of rule. She even told him about the eccentrics in his own family, including her brother a bear trainer who traveled with carnivals and circuses from the Black Sea to Hungary, this ladder detail would prove particularly influential later in Tony's childhood, according to Levin, one thing the majority of satanists have in common is that they were stigmatized as youths. It's this stigmatism that steers them towards satanism later in life, his stigma. He claims was his unattractive. Face levin. Said quote, I was odd-looking by today's standards. I would've looked fine. But in nineteen thirty nine I was not cute. I was certainly not a van Johnson or John Wayne and. Quote, he spoke of the horror of going to gym class with other boys, which was so great that he would get a doctor's note to avoid it to some this may not sound too dissimilar to what a lot of children experience in their early years. However, it appears Levin also experienced another stigma as a child the stigma of having a human tale in blanche Barton's authorized, nineteen ninety biography of the secret life of a satanist. She writes that Anton had an extra vertebrae removed near the end of his spine that formed a prehensile tail this appendage occurs in about one in every one hundred thousand births this tailgate Tony an enormous amount of trouble as an eleven year old he had to have a drain several times and even learned to sit on chairs sideways has to avoid the pain one night when it became Rian flamed Anton once again visited the hospital to have drained. However, there are no rooms available at the hospital. So the doctors could only administer a local anesthetic. The pain was so great Tony says he bit through the rubber pad. He was lying on and bent the steel bar on the side of the gurney. He eventually had the tail removed at the age of twelve by the age of sixteen. He was beginning to have his first romantic relationships with women, however because of his already sinister appearance most of his girlfriend's chose to meet him in secret. So that their parents wouldn't see the type of boy their daughter was keeping company this was upsetting for Tony he wished he could look normal like other boys, his age Vanessa's going to take over on the psychology here. And throughout the episode. Please note Vanessa is not a licensed psychologist or psychiatrist, but she has done a lot of research for the show. Thanks, greg. According to psychology today, children who experienced betrayal, rejection and other deep wounds are at risk of developing narcissistic, personality disorder these individuals spend their adult lives trying to fend off such feelings by acquiring success. S wealth celebrity status and power when we look further into LA's adult life will see that he seems to constantly seek out celebrity and power. This need is likely rooted in these negative early childhood experiences. It was also at age sixteen that Tony had an experience. He claimed would shape is taste and the opposite sex for the remainder of his life..