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Dealing With Pilot Drug Tests
"Professional pilots, we have to deal with drug tests sometimes on a random basis, sometimes on a preemployment basis and you may be wondering how this all got started. Well, we have some. We have some druggies to thank. There was an accident in one, thousand, nine, hundred, Eighty, eight, and I have a link to the action report in our show coach. Accident in Durango Colorado Trans Colorado Airlines flight twenty, two, eighty, six, crashed during an approach. Now is the CO pilot who was flying. He was a not very competent co-pilot who had an alcohol problem, but alcohol was not a factor in this crash the captain. had been reportedly using cocaine about ten hours before the flight, his girlfriend related to. Others that they had been doing cocaine together although she refused to speak to the accident board. So as a result of this president, Reagan signed. A bill. That required alcohol and drug testing of people in the transportation business, and that includes of course pilots. So there's going to be background screening and drug testing of all airline employees and what they test for is marijuana cocaine opiates. PCP amphetamines. And you have to take that test prior to getting employed, and then you have to periodically take it on a random basis as a pilot or as as another worker. For example, ground school instructors, air traffic control workers, aircraft dispatchers, a nation mechanics. Flight attendants, flight instructors and ground security people they all have to drug test. So now you've heard me say this before if you are interested in recreational drugs like when you're on vacation or it's a few days off or something like that, you might want to consider getting into a different industry because you need to be drug free the rest of your life while you're an airline worker or airline pilot. So you can decide I know marijuana is legal here in Colorado, for example, and. During during the long shut down for Covid may be some people here in Colorado were tempted to to try it because it'll get out of your system and a few weeks. Not a good idea. You can be tested drug testing on a random basis at anytime. I remember when I was a a simulator instructor. At Boeing I had a call one day said you have to go to such and such an address and be drug tested and you have to show up within I? Think they gave me an hour to get to that location. So, I drove to that location and I already had to I had to pee pretty bad when I got there and wouldn't you know it? There was this one facility and there were a dozen people ahead of me in line it was a very painful weight and then I finally. Got Scene and and gave my specimen. But if I had if I had said, well, just can't go or. I just don't want to do it now or it's not convenient for me that would have been the same as refusing the test, which is basically for all practical purposes the same as failing test. There are lots of things in the regulation that talk about. About how they treat you if you refuse or fail a test, it's not the total end of your career, but there are some it may be or it may not be depending on your circumstances. I suppose if you're driving to the testing facility and you get in the car car accident or something that would be a legitimate reason to not show up other than that, you need to go and be tested when they tell you on a random basis, it's time to take a test. So when I was a united airlines as a as a captain on the triple seven, there were several times when I. was randomly drug tested upon arriving back at Kennedy from a Tokyo flight. And I had no no apprehension about taking drug test what I had an apprehension about was it might delay me and I might miss my commuter flight back to. DENVER. So united, they would send this message prior to our descent telling us that we're going to be drug tested, which is a really neat thing for the company to do because typically at the top of the. Sent. Before you start your descent, everybody goes to the bathroom and then after you land, you might not need to go again for a while. So they gave us a little forewarning and then when you land in a case like that, there's someone from from management who meets the crew and escorts them to the to the drug testing facility, which is at the
Jeff Simone of Reaction Recovery
"Hi Jeff First of all let me start by saying. Thank you so much for doing this episode with me. I am super excited to learn more about you and to get to meet you. I, guess not in real life, but in virtual real life. I grey. Hello Angela. My pleasure yet thanks for doing this. So let's just start with telling the listeners a little bit about you and what you do. Yeah. Yes. My Jeff I'm I'm a doctor of pharmacy. I'm a certified nutritional supplements adviser I'm a person in long term recovery from drug addiction specifically opiates amphetamines but I identify with. All of it. I started reaction recovery at this past summer reaction recovery is a snow online consultation service. You know specifically to help people following a drug detox stabilized physically attacked through diet nutrition supplementation. Kind of look at how all that? Plays in with any prescription medications that you're taking just like the whole picture moving forward into kind of help you glide into term recovery. Just, just a sort of bridge that gap between detox and long term recovery. Okay. I'm glad you said that because I wanNA dig into that a little bit. So are you more about the actual like a? Withdrawal Detox stage or are you a little beyond that? It could be both I work with people in both the majority is the Aq-. Okay. So so for my perspective, I believe that we have done collectively we've done a great job recently of getting people in detox forgetting identifying people get figuring out how to get them into detox physically separating them from you know whether it's drugs or alcohol, and even even long-term on long-term approach is whether the time-tested twelve step groups that have been around for eighty years that are doing their thing it even even even a lot of this. Yoka long-term approaches to dig into trauma history like how that plays into the root of addictions. I feel like we've done just in the last ten years even ten fifteen years phenomenal work I mean there's just incredible authors, speakers researchers in into that area that I feel like are making God they're just doing it's such good stuff but from my perspective and this is sort of the reaction I guess part of reaction, recovery is. Not Everybody makes it to that point. So most people do make through that I detox period you know one of the misconceptions there. So many one of the misconceptions out there especially as it relates to the OPIOID epidemic is. The problem. Okay. The big problem why it's not going away because these drugs are just so darn addictive in people get stuck on them. They tried to get off to get sick. Of course we've all seen the movies. We all know what that looks like, and that's the reason that everybody just stays in this cycle of addiction at. Yeah. Mean of course anybody who's in that world understands that if that were the case if the case were that the problem is that the the drugs ill whether it's heroin or Sticking to the opiates for the moment if that were the problem anybody that completes that detox is home free, you know you should only have to do a detox. Once if the problem is the physical addictiveness of the drug, you know it's terrible. You're all the you're sweating you can't eat your thrown up your diarrhea. You do that for seven, ten, fourteen days. If you make through a thirty day little treatments stint, you're done you. Know, you should never have to go back to that same facility began to another. Of course, that's just not the case. So there's something else going on, of course, something something bigger and like I said I I, you know I know people that are are able to easily make that transition from MMA treatment into say it is a twelve step group and they hit the ground running and they stay sober in that program in particular has. Created a some unbelievable sobriety. The everybody that is in this industry knows people that have just just these miracle cases where you hear their stories and you see them now and it's it's hard to even. Imagine that this person was this way before. So I just you. You've seen a miracle but not everybody not everybody can make it through that that first phase you know and it it's it's very uncomfortable for a lot of people's very painful
The Hippie Skyjacker, Cathy Kerkow
"On October Sixth Nineteen fifty one amid the lush forests and clear lakes of Coups Bay. Bruce and Patricia cargo brought their first child into the world. They named her Catherine Marie Cocco Kathy to her family and friends by nineteen, Fifty, seven, six year old Kathy had three younger brothers and two unhappy parents. She was too young to understand her mom and dad's problems but old enough to notice that her father was particularly detached though Bruce worked as a truck driver to support his family he dreamed of a life as a musician unfortunately, that wasn't the type of career one could have in coups bay especially with four young children to feed. But while Kathy's father felt trapped in frustrated, he loved his kids. So he tried his best to stick around for them. One day during the summer of Nineteen, fifty-nine Bruce and Patricia to children out for a picnic eight-year-old Kathy, an adventurous type slipped off with one of her brothers to catch salamanders. As they caught critters in jars to black boys, approached her and her brother although she didn't know Roger and see Venice Junior by name Kathy recognized them. The holder family had been the talk of the town after a racially charged attack on one of the youngest sons as Venice junior watched the to unsupervised Kirk Oh kids. He saw an opportunity for retaliation he wanted. To beat them up like the other kids had done to his own brother but Roger wouldn't have it instead ten year old roger approached the girl with glasses and asked what she was doing with the Tadpoles. Kathy corrected him. She was catching salamanders. Roger enjoyed the girls spunk but his brother pulled him away he and Cathy waved goodbye hoping to see each other again. Ultimately however, the budding friendship was cut short when just four days later, the holder suddenly moved to California but Kathy wouldn't forget Roger Holder and their argument over Amphibians. In. The latter years of her childhood Kathy, watched her parents relationship completely deteriorate by the time she turned ten her father's musical ambitions had finally gotten the better of him. He ran off to Seattle in hopes of making it in the big city. This forced Cathy's mother Patricia to take over as the family breadwinner. Meanwhile, Kathy had no choice but to keep the household running and look after her three younger siblings before we continue with Kathy, psychology please note that I'm not a licenced psychiatrist or psychologist, but I have done a lot of research for the show. According to sociologist Monica Kirkpatrick Johnson when kids are forced to take on serious responsibility, they view themselves as older than they are. This is called subjective age and can lead adolescence to believe their maturity levels exceed those of their peers as Kathy's mom took on a full time secretarial job kathy nature her brothers were fed clothed and always ready to go to school on time in many ways, she became the second parent in the home. If, the child chooses to take on additional burdens that will likely manifest into positive characteristics down the line but negative effects may emerge when a child is forced into roles that demand them to perform as though they're older than they are Kathy may have appeared wise beyond her years but really she was merely mimicking adult behaviors. This type of pseudo maturity May. Increase. The likelihood of problems like substance abuse and increased sexual activity in adolescence for Awhile Kathy showed no signs of any behavioral issues she continued to care for her younger brothers as she always had an she applied that same level of dedication to her studies taking on many extracurriculars when she started high school among them were choir, Latin club track and community service. But by sixteen something changed with her brothers now, older county didn't feel so obligated to spend her time caring for them more than that acting like an adult for so long had taken its toll on Kathy, who still repressed the pain and anger from her parents separation. Unable to escape her resentment she rebelled she quit the track team dropped out of choir and stopped volunteering. Kathy dumped her boyfriend for a twenty something beach bomb every attempt her mom may discipline Cathy was met with verbal sparring. When eighteen year old Kathy graduated high school in June of Nineteen sixty-nine, her prospects looked bleak while others left with career goals and college plans Kathy kept dating and partying. So for the next two years, Kathy bounced from one random gig to another unable to hold anything down at first it was just laziness. Eventually, her indiscretions escalated while working at a drugstore she stole amphetamines for her friends when she was caught and subsequently fired it didn't seem to bother her in the slightest to make ends meet. Cathy resorted once more to theft.
Here's What Happens When You Treat ADHD in the Elderly
"In two thousand four, the FDA approved the first stimulant for adult adhd adderall. Ex are now. It's nearly twenty years later, and some of those patients are elderly yet. They're only a few studies of stimulants and people over age fifty. Yes, that's the medical definition of elderly these days and they are limited to case reports and patient surveys, so today's study add significantly tore knowledge, even though it's methodology. Ah Retrospective Chart Review of one hundred thirteen patients with adhd age fifty five to seventy nine isn't level one evidence. Here's what they found. One the doses were low, most took noth- affinity mean dose of thirty milligrams a day and ten percent. Ron dextra amphetamine with a mean of ten milligrams a day. To the responses were good. Sixty five percent had better concentration mood, stability, sleep and energy, and only five percent quit the medicine because it wasn't working. Three the side effects were fairly high. One in three quit the stimulant because of problems with anxiety, depression, sleep, or other side effects including cardiovascular. For, although seven percent of the patients had cardiovascular symptoms that caused them to stop the stimulant on average, the stimulant did not raise blood pressure even in the thirty percent with pre. Cardiac risk factors. The bottom line stimulants can work older adults, but they may have more side effects and these patients may need lower doses. Although where we assured about the cardiovascular risks in these patients, we need to see a lot more than one hundred thirteen patience to better understand that.
Patchwork Junkie with Kyle Dean Houston
"Hello everyone welcome to the addicted mind podcast, my guest today is Kyle Anderson author of Patchwork, Junkie and Kyle. Why don't you introduce yourself? -Ture Brown first of all I just want to thank you, this is. It's always great. People do their best to give a platform for conversations like this, so I really appreciate, it's connected to you and your audience just really quickly first and foremost I, my husband, a father and proud of both of those things I'm also a sales executive and a coach and a spear as well as an author and spach were. Yeah, thank you so much for coming on. And we were just talking earlier about being DADS and and fatherhood, and the beauty that comes with that so I'm excited to hear about your story. And why don't we just start at the beginning? How how did this all start? And then we'll get to how you ended up writing the book, but tell me a little bit about the beginning sure. I'm assuming you don't WanNa know that was born in the seventies or any of that stuff, so we'll just start with the addiction. We'll just leap into it if you don't mind. Yeah Yeah, so, what ended up happening I was a young entrepreneur in Missouri Twenty, four twenty five years old, and I had my own carpet store and some strange fate I got addicted to meth amphetamine in a very short period of my life I started using needles. The only way I'm ever going to quit. I mean I just spiraled into a deep depression and was convinced the only way I was ever going to get sober was an overdose and I tried my best had. I ended up teaching myself how to Cook Meth as an act of survival, and ended up becoming one of the biggest meth cooks Kansas City in the early nineties, instead of having an overdose I got arrested was facing. Thirty years of my life ended up in a cell by myself for twenty three hours a day for almost a year. I'm going to read this story tremendously, but ended up getting a nine year sentence from that, and then when I went off to do my nine years when I was about to get ruled out, ended up, getting indicted by the fans and I was facing life, so a lot of this is in the book. Don't want to ruin any of the story. Then ended up doing seven years by the grace of God it. A total of seven years behind bars walked at the age of thirty five scared to death, no college degree, no network I'd never even sent an email and I went from a ten dollar an hour employee at a call center I was the guy that used to call up. Issue to take a brief clip for your to your engine on your verizon, but went from that to a decade later, becoming a vice president cited two billion dollars of trade. And Bat Artemije story is very complex and difficult side lights. That's it in a very small concise nutshell, so really going through all of it right right from the very beginning to finding a place for yourself. That feels right at at the end. And you are able to to find your way well. I think just like everybody. The answer's Yes. Of course it is, it's a it's a glorious story right living. It was not as fun as failing it I promise you, but the baggage not so obvious. Is that ten years that I spent? Climbing. The ladder of Gordon America was ten years, shame ills and fear that I would wish on anybody so my story with the exception of my beautiful wife, and all of the great things that happened in those in years, but romy. My story really starts when I. Sit down the right book, which was a couple of years ago. Because that's when I let go of the. The baggage that's when I started the healing process as when I stopped white, knuckling everything in life
Italy confiscates $1B worth of amphetamines made by ISIS in Syria
"Italian police have just carried out what they're calling the biggest drug bust of amphetamines ever. ABC is Megan Williams. Reports from Rome. Police here in Italy have seized 14 tons of amphetamines they say were made by the Islamic state Group in Syria. 84 million captagon tablets were hidden inside containers holding industrial paper rolls and are worth almost a 1,000,000,000 1/2 dollars. Authorities said. The drugs were likely made in Syria, now the world's biggest producer of amphetamines, and were set to be sold in Europe. They say Italian criminal clans such as the Neopolitan camera, We're likely going to handle the distribution. Meghan Williams ABC NEWS
A New Treatment for Sleep-Eating
"Toe Pyramid or Topamax may have failed as an anti manic treatment, but it does have small positive trials in impulse, control disorders like Bulimia, gambling, cocaine and amphetamine abuse OCD and aired ability. This study tested it out in sleep related eating disorder. This is a problem where people partially wake up. Eat compulsively and then don't remember what they did the next day that separates it from night eating syndrome where people were conscious and remember the eating. I, the strengths, it was a randomized controlled trial that tested to pyramid three months, weaknesses, small sample size of thirty four patients and a high dropout rate of thirty three percent, although only one patient discontinued topamax due to its side effects. They did however use an intent to treat analysis in other words. They included the last rating for everyone dropped out. The result toe pure mate cut the rate of sleep related eating in half they also lost weight a difference of nine and a half pounds in those three months. Toe Pure. Mate was started at twenty five milligrams a day and raised by twenty five milligrams a week with the maximum dose of hundred milligrams a day, and a mean of one hundred twenty five milligrams a
Baseball Hall Of Famer Roy Halladay On Drugs, Doing Stunts When Plane Crashed
"And new details now about the plane crash that killed a baseball legend three years ago drugs were involved national transportation safety board report Wednesday revealing Roy Halladay had high levels of amphetamines in his system and was doing extreme acrobatics when he lost control of his small plane nose diving in the Tampa Bay and twenty seventeen killing the baseball hall of Famer the NTSB revealing Halliday's amphetamine levels were ten times therapeutic levels in his blood along with high levels of morphine and an antidepressant in addition the eight time MLB all star was conducting high pitch climbs and steep turns sometimes within five feet of the water Halladay died of blunt force trauma and drowning in that wreck he was forty years
Miami - Baseball Hall Of Famer Roy Halladay On Drugs, Doing Stunts When Plane Crashed off coast of Florida
"No baseball scores this morning but there is news from the world of baseball hall of fame pitcher Roy Halladay died in a private plane crash almost two and a half years ago and now the national transportation safety board has released a thirteen page report saying the former blue jays and Phillies ace had several prescription drugs in his system including amphetamines and morphine and that he'd been doing aerial acrobatics before plunging into the Gulf of Mexico off the Florida coast Halliday's official cause of death was ruled to be blunt force trauma and drowning he was only forty years
Philadelphia Phillies' Roy Halladay Had Amphetamines in System During Deadly Plane Crash, NTSB Says
"Some new details this morning or else surrounding the death the Phillies ace Roy Halladay the NTSB says that holiday was performing stunts right before crashing his private plane into the water in Florida back in twenty seventeen they also said that Halladay at extremely high levels of amphetamine in his blood when this happened morphine was also detected so was an anti depressant drugs that could impair judgment that according to the warning label pain medication and muscle relaxers were also found in the holidays blood the NTSB says that he died from blunt trauma and drowning
Philadelphia Phillies' Roy Halladay Doing Stunts, Had High Levels Of Amphetamines In System When Small Plane Crashed
"News baseball hall of Famer Roy Halladay had high levels of amphetamines in his system and was doing extreme acrobatics when he lost control of a small plane and nose dived into Tampa Bay in two thousand seventeen killing him that according to the national transportation in safety board report issued today said Halliday had amphetamine levels about ten times therapeutic levels in his blood along with a high level of morphine and an anti depressant that can impair judgment as he performed high pitch climbs
Does Chocolate Give You a Happy High?
"We humans tend to like chocolate as of two thousand seventeen. The global chocolate market was valued at one hundred three billion dollars a year and growing but why eating chocolate makes us feel good but how chocolate contains several compounds that have been shown to add on the brain in myriad ways and most of them induce pleasure. It's also long been believed that Chocolate bestows heightened feelings of sexuality upon the eater apparently as tech ruler. Montezuma bought into this. He said to of drunk goblets full of chuckle auto unsweetened chocolate drink to boost his stamina and Libido there's also a widely held belief that chocolate can produce a euphoric feeling akin to a runner's high are understanding of euphoria producing compounds. Put together with the modern concept of addiction has even led some to believe that one can be a chocolate addict. Is that even possible? Can a person become addicted to chocolate? There's more than one compound found in chocolate. That could potentially make a person high for starters. The most widely used psychoactive drug in the world is found in chocolate caffeine. It produces a stimulating video logical effect by exciting the central nervous system which in turn increases heart rate and contracts muscles. It's a lot like the fight or flight. Response Caffeine acts on dopamine and a Denison receptors in the brain which then release respective pleasure producing chemicals. Chocolate also contains a compound. That's closely related to the active ingredient in cannabis. A cannabinoid called TETRAHYDROCANNABINOL. Nine fatty acids called cannabinoid hit the C. B. One and C two receptors found most predominantly in the frontal cortex and the parts of the brain responsible for motor function and memory when cannabinoid hit these receptors. A person starts to feel intoxicated and relaxed as a result. And as if that one two punch of psychoactive stimulant and depressant wasn't enough chocolate also packs another surprise fennel ethyl amine is often called the love drug since it releases same chemicals that are introduced into the human body. When love comes to call the compound produces a similar effect to the one produced by amphetamines and is classified as a hallucinogen. It's also aces. Releasing the pleasure producing chemicals dopamine and Serotonin a combination produces an exciting high much like the one generated by the designer drug. Ecstasy chocolate has all of the ingredients needed to make it a wonder drug by all rights. Eating a bar of chocolate should send you into orbit. So why isn't the stuff regulated by the FDA? Why aren't chocolate bars? Sold from locked cabinets behind the pharmacy counter. The truth is while there are indeed pleasure inducing and stimulating chemical compounds found in chocolate. The amount of most of these compounds are relatively small as a result of the energy drinks coffee cigarettes and yes chocolate that humans consume these days. Our brains become quite accustomed to the effects of drugs that release pleasure inducing chemicals compounds that act on receptors in the brain that released pleasure generating neurotransmitters like dopamine work. In two ways they either bind to the receptor causing it to release neurotransmitters or they bind to the site to prevent the reabsorption of those neurotransmitters. Either way there's a lot more of the chemical floating around in your bloodstream. This process is how chocolate or any other substance for that matter gets eater hi. It's also why chocolate doesn't have much of an effect on us. As the brain is exposed over and over to a barrage of compounds the number of receptors available for the compounds to bind to actually decreases and the ones that remain are less easily triggered. The reason for this reaction to drugs is the body's natural state of seeking equilibrium in other words. There's only supposed to be so much dopamine or other pleasure producing chemicals in the body. When hormones are released artificially by the compound in chocolate or any other drug. The bodies seeks balanced by shutting down the receptors released the hormones as a result we become desensitized to the effects of these compounds over time even if the compounds found in chocolate maybe two minute for some of us to get a chocolate happy high. The beloved food can still affect our happiness. The category of self interest that encompasses our pursuit of happiness. Hedonism definitely includes eating chocolate. We gain feelings of pleasure comfort and gratification from it the act of eating chocolate is hedonistic when we eat it. We're seeking pleasure in alleviating pain. Which are the hallmarks of hedonism as we've seen measuring the exact effect of chocolate on her happiness can be difficult most people however believed that such an effect exists in fact one. Canadian study examining the link between chocolate and happiness ended with no conclusive results because the control group that received no chocolate ended up raiding the refrigerator where the chocolate used the study was stored this bombing the experiment while scientists have yet to discover what causes the relationship between chocolate and happiness studies have managed to turn up correlations one two thousand seven study surveyed one thousand three hundred sixty seven respondents all men in their seventies with similar socioeconomic backgrounds and ask questions about their health that his faction in life and emotions like happiness and loneliness. They also snuck in a question that asked what kind of candy they preferred. Those who preferred chocolate showed lower frequencies of depression and loneliness and had a more optimistic outlook on life. Even science never quite figures out. What chocolate does to our moods? Does it really matter if eating chocolate makes you happy go for it?
Tom's Journey With Drugs and AA
"My name is Tom. And I'm an addict and that's probably one of the things that I want to address. I is that Komo always a little bit hesitant to speak at an AA meeting. Because I don't have a drinking history that is going to be very involved but It was almost exclusively drugs for me. And and I apologize if that because of that. You can't relate or anything like you know anything like that but So I grew up in a small town in South Alabama about ten thousand people and Aw so pretty normal You know elementary school and you know L. High School and like I always had a girlfriend all through elementary school and really I did all through high school but along about puberty are so I began to realize my attraction attraction to other boys men so when in my town the when you leave six excreted you go straight to so in and I was just terrified of this Going to high school because in the seventh grade you have have all grades. I had seniors in my physical education class. When I was in in in high school I was in the seventh grade and the rumor was that the seventh graders are all going to have their pants ripped off and run up the flagpole and so that was a fear to however soon I began to enjoy physical education as you know it was a chance for me to peer at other boys and everything and I was kind of realizing that what I was hoping it was was a phase and but you know I didn't know anything anything about it or anything like that so you know I was hoping that it might go away one day and that everybody you know maybe everybody goes through a phase like this? Yes but it didn't go away and of course you know I've I've always joked that in in my town like being gay would be You know akin to or or let me put put it this way. I always used to say that the Guy who robbed the liquor store and shot the clerk would be more respected than a gay person. I'm in my town so you know. Of course I I kept that all client and you know whether this can you know this will come up because it hasn't I I. My story has a lot to do with my story with drugs has a lot to do with sex so in college college. I smokes marijuana in my freshman year. But it didn't get off but finally I I kind of came out in the summer of my junior between my junior and senior year in college and you know had sex for the first time and STARTED GOING TO ATLANTA. I went to school at Auburn. Which is in Alabama and it's about two hours from Atlanta so I started going to Atlanta a lot and so I would like go to Atlanta on Friday night state state of the bars closed and then come back to football game on Saturday then go back to Atlanta on Saturday night has stayed in the bars? Close rolling down windows and doing all kinds of things to to keep myself awake while I was doing all that driving. But so you know I was given pot and so in my my senior year I got off on pot and I you know I had been drinking and I noticed like all during my fraternity parties parties and all that other guys seem to get a lot more fun out of it than I did because I would get you know when I got to where I could feel it I would enjoy it for about an hour or so and then I get really hungry and I'd WanNa eat then I wanna go to sleep. And then the next day it was always always a at least a twenty four hour recovery for me. There was no question how about after I had been drunk. Was I going to go to this class the next day or anything like that. I was praying to the porcelain goddess the entire day so when I discovered pod that was like oh now I've got something that I can do at parties but immediately my friends changed and this was back in like nineteen seventy three seventy four and so you know it was Kinda like it would be kind of like you know so okay okay. I became a person that you're cool. If you smoke pod you know you kinda like would say hey eighties Mojo year. I smoke all this kind of stuff and so would I am I band and my other friends and so I was. I was in. ROTC in college and So I immediately went into the airforce right after college. I was a pretty big whoop empty. Do in ROTC and college. I was like the Cadet Commander of Air Force Army Navy Navy. ROTC for this big presentation celebration and all this kind of stuff. Even though I had begun smoking pot and hitting the gay bars ars on the weekends and so when I got into the air force I was going to go. I was in in pilot training and so you know while I was flying these planes with an instructor all that kind of stuff. I thought this is not going to be very good. pot-smoking job so I was thinking I began to think about. Okay now. What do I want to do? You know that would be a good pot-smoking job and so and immediately by the way when I started smoking pot I never expected as much from me after that. My my whole self esteem or what. I thought that I might become all of that was never was never the same name so I was thinking pop truck driver. That would be a good pot-smoking job especially since I seem to have to have a joint everywhere. I went in the car. You know which is ridiculous so Douglas. Maybe you can identify with with that. I mean you know because it's just you know it's dangerous for that too but but it seemed like like a good idea at the time so I eliminated myself from pilot training and became an administrative officer and so but the night before I started pilot training. I need to go back. That was used to go. I was stationed in Selma Alabama Emma all places and used to go to Atlanta on the weekends and so I was at this guy who let me stay at his house when I would go to Atlanta and he was having a party and he gave me there was a little bit of powder on the end of a knife and he you gave it to me just swallow. And so that was when I first discovered met and we never. We never mentioned the word meth back. Then we always called Krystal a nice a nice sounding word and so I thought and an identified like. Here's the point where identify a lot with people whose drug of choice is alcohol. Because immediately I thought where has this. I've been all my life. I know what's wrong with me. This must be how normal people feel and so I was you you know I felt better looking. I was a better conversationalist I had deep conversations that night with people that I couldn't stand And and You know I just thought this was you know I've said this before that. So what's wrong with me is I've been suffering from a meth deficiency Z. Crystal deficiency and so. I thought that that was the answer. And of course it turned on me. I got caught during the Air Force in the Air Force with a with a test. Urine urine test best. They called it operation golden flow so I got caught and I lied my way out. You know they. The Command base commander called me and he said like there were there. Were two positives in the test and Lieutenant Sawyer. One of them was yours and I go mine why he said well. You tested positive for him. Fatemi so I go amphetamine for me. What could that be you know and I said Oh I was in Vancouver? I was stationed in Upper Washington state. Right on the Canadian border. I said well I was was in Vancouver the last week and I was going to go skiing the next day and a guy gave me this diet this diet. Take this and you won't be tired tired. And so and I said I thought a diet pill which is something you could buy. I didn't know that it was anything wrong with that. Just lying through my teeth the whole time know exactly what it was but so I had to pee for a month in the you know. Oh every every week for a month and but I did get my self out of that but even you know during that during during that month I was thinking all kinds of ways. Like how could I scheme to Be Able to do some crystal and not get caught in the urinalysis Ossis but so after I got out of the Air Force I went back went to graduate school and I I was only there a couple of quarters and then I I dropped Out and I I moved to Atlanta. which is where my disease really took
Treatment and Recovery from Chemsex Addiction
"Welcome to the Mind podcast might guess. Today is David Fawcett and he is going to talk about Kim Sex addiction and what that means and what. That's all about David. Do you WANNA introduce this yourself until it's a little bit about you. Yes thanks so much. A Name is David Fawcett. I'm a licensed clinical social worker and sexologist sex therapist and I worked in the his field for about thirty years the last twenty years or so. That was working with a lot of men who sexually vanity use methamphetamine and other drugs and high risk sex and that developed a solo interest of mine in what is now called chem sex but we can talk more about what that means. But that's been my work for the last twenty years or so. How did you start? Start to discover this as an issue. And how did this kind of come about for you. And why is this a passion for you. Yeah thanks. I'm in recovery myself although not from Methamphetamine ben for a long time and I had added a real passion in working with a lot of gay men who were experiencing what a shame from lie stigma and corker. HIV which goes with lot of Irish sex and drug use and and that was my clientele basically for twenty years. The sex there is people were coming to me for sexual problems and with little history. We discovered that the sex from were caused by methamphetamine. A lot of the other drug use so oftentimes rather than come seeking help for the drugs. They came from the sex problems but that led right into this fusion that I was discovering between sexual behavior drug use and the devastation it caused for these individuals. Okay so let's talk a little bit about what that looks like when we say chem mm sacks and fusion and what does that mean right so what I really discovered is that we have addiction to substances. We have addiction to behaviors like like sex and each of those treated slightly differently. But really this is the third thing in my opinion where people simultaneously using drugs. And almost always an amphetamine is in the mix there and combining with sex is actually a fusion or abandoning of those that occurs in the brain neurologically those pathways become connected and so that behavior. Stage really is one set of behaviors and so if we take the traditional approach of getting somebody clean from their drug problems and hope the sex from take care of themselves. They don't because the two are so fused if someone gets cleaned oftentimes our sexual life goes with it. And that's the problem. People were coming before they were in a year clean. Eighteen months clean had virtually no sexual desire because that had been so fused with their drug use when they give up the drugs. They're excellent with right and so the whole thing so tell me a little bit when you say fused. Can you give me an example of how that might look like in a person who's struggling with this what that would look like sure and so this happens because of dope managed neuro transmitters. That's essentially that really acts. We teach our dog had into a trick if the dog sits and I have a treat it's dopamine that bonds those two things together and so if someone is acting out sexually using drugs those two things get bonded the way it looks. Is that if I'm in that state where they become paired or fused. If I see a sexy person on the street I may get a tremendous craving to get high or if I see see A SYRINGE IF I've been injection drug user I may get a sexual urge at the same time the two go hand in here and so one really triggers the other and that is missile bundle of Hughes in triggers. That really make a complicated for someone and then as I said in recovery because if we don't treat that really from sex therapy perspective people's sex lives have been so kind of re set by that super stimulation of sex and drugs. That nothing normal is appealing anymore. It's a very similar. The process. We see when sexton point addiction where the super stimulation occurs. In the brain to reboot in recovery right. How does this get introduced into a person's NHS life I mean? They're having sex than they used drugs together. And then that becomes a combo. or where do we see this and I guess I'm asking. How does it manifest itself? How does is a gro or how does it become this fused together right? I think certainly among many sexiest man is a sole confusion of the APPS. You know they a hook up APPs combined with the right use and you can go in those and discover basically with Coding Party in play people that are looking not only connect with drugs but that sex as well and so oftentimes this kind of introduce organically like that and it's not a problem just among gay men as best sexual world we think of you know had in treatment we've had heterosexual the guys who use cocaine and get see prostitutes. You don't get that same Russia. The whole endeavour so people discover quite quickly. The other way I've seen it introduced is through tolerance which we see addiction in general but where people kind of what was doing it for them. Yesterday doesn't quite as exciting anymore. up the ante a little bit Escalate of were highest sex. Or maybe more taboo things just to get stimulation go right so I guess vanilla sex gets boring or something in the add this element to it. And then that creates a heightened sense of pleasure intensity they start chasing that that that Combo that's exactly right and that becomes kind of new baseline and anything less than that is not only boring or not interesting. But almost even depressant depressant and so people's lives what used to give them pleasure including their their human partners. Don't do that anymore even the food. There's a state we call Anhedonia where the people are just. Everything's kind of great again experience pleasure and so that's quite common. So what happens in the brain as you start to fuse these things together. What's going going on? 'cause you're talking about Antonia and can you defy I for any listeners. Who Don't know what that is? What is an Danica? And then let's talk about how the brain right brings brings us all together. So Antonio is the state where people just can't experienced any pleasure. Life is kind of a gray. Everything's depressing or sad and I'm just happy or Perky. Oh bright and people that suggested emotional state. That's often do in this where we see. This addictions is the brain actually shedding receptors without getting into the weeds too much dopamine the neurotransmitter that makes us feel good that happens with cocaine with methamphetamine another stimulants it releases a lot of dopamine mean sex orgasm Jesus dopamine and makes us feel good. What happens with addiction particularly with Kim Sex? In a very profound way that this level of volume volume literal volume stimulation coming at the brain and so it actually sheds doping receptors an effort to control the amount of volume. It's getting stimulation and so that controls and to some extent but if we take away the stimulation if somebody gets clean and sober or stops acting out sexually that simulations drop to such a level that does even register and that's when that depressive state kicks
Addicted To Sugar? This Doctor Says It's 'The New Tobacco'
"Food there's a teaspoon of sugar and every table spoon of ketchup our next guest says on food is been adulterated poisoned and he's not kidding he says sugar plays a central role in health problems including an epidemic of obesity in infants as young as six months that it's as dangerous as smoking or abuse of alcohol and if you doing The New York Times seven day sugar challenge they say even grapes and bananas have too much sugar Dr Robert listing is professor of pediatric and technology at the university of California San Francisco Dr rod of people no sugar is in health food why is it so dangerous well so people think that sugar is just empty calories and they think well you get some discretionary calories during the day so why can't they be sugar well if sugar we're just calories then they'd be right except they're wrong because different calories in foods are burned and of the absorb digestive metabolized in different ways and do different things and contribute to different diseases so I just want underscore what you said because the rule has always been calories in calories out you've got to burn it off somewhere in the middle and you are saying again that is not true what do sugar calories do right so why are sugar calories so different well they're different for three reasons the first is when sugar is absorbed it goes to the liver and the liver gets overwhelmed because it has a limited capacity to metabolize it just like it has a limited capacity metabolize alcohol just like it has a limited capacity to metabolize many of the toxins that we take in you know because your liver is the detoxification center of your body it has a limited capacity for being able to deal with sugar when you overwhelm it the liver has no choice but to take the access and turn it into a liver fat and that liver fat is the driver of virtually every chronic disease that we are now currently suffering from that's gone up in time so type two diabetes liver problems hypertension cardiovascular disease cancer dementia non alcoholic fatty liver disease poly cystic ovarian disease all being driven by liver fat in the liver fat is because of the ship and so you can basically have alcoholic fatty liver disease if your over twenty one we can of non alcoholic fatty liver disease and it doesn't make a difference because they are identical and so we have done several liver transplants in soda drinkers you know teenagers soda drinkers transplants the insidiousness of sodas and I got a you know this is why I am one of those people I pride myself I don't drink coffee but I picked up a little bit of a soda habit and it's just appalling to think of how well and it's an addiction it's not it's an addiction and you know anybody who says you know I have this horrible sweet tooth that's sugar addiction yeah so sugar is objective in the same way as alcohol in the same way as nicotine cocaine amphetamine heroin shopping gambling social media internet **** all of these stimulate the same area of the brain called the reward center the nucleus accumbens anything that causes the release of dopamine is in the extreme addictive well when you call this the coca Cola conspiracy because you say it's not by accident it's not just that there's a ton of caffeine added to this so it is that makes you then Pete pardon my in elegance they also add salt so the combination makes you thirsty ear so you drink read more exactly so they know what they're doing do you have to put salt in coke there used to be a Cola called royal crown Cola didn't have any salt in it the coca Cola knocked them out of the park but the fact is you don't have to put salt and soda so this is by design well and then fructose was sold to us as more natural sugar it's this is in you know corn and beats and and and such but as you point out one of things I do is I think does which is added to just about everything is stripped the fiber out of it so that has a longer shelf life so it has absolutely none of that benefit and why is from toes as bad as sugar so first of all sugar is two molecules down together glucose and fructose now glucose is not all that bad so great but it's not that bad however fructose because it is metabolized into that liver fat in the liver that's where the problem comes in in addition structures starts the aging reaction it causes what we call caramelization it's the reason for wrinkles is the reason for cataracts this aging reaction this Browning reaction and fructose does it seven times faster than glucose and now we have learned through work done at Joslin diabetes center that truck tows specifically inhibits the mitochondrial enzyme that causes those mitochondria to burn less well which probably is one of the reasons for the persistent weight gain and also chronic disease and the glucose doesn't do that so there are some very specific differences between these two molecules however when you consume any form of sugar whether it's sucrose which is table sugar cane sugar beet sugar the stuff you put your coffee or high fructose corn syrup or honey where maple syrup Oregon eight doesn't matter you are getting one of each molecule and soak sugar is a problem because of the fructose molecules look we we have just a couple minutes left I urge people to watch your lecture but you try a direct line from the state we're in today to the health industry and the government may nineteen eighty two we were told to cut out fats and so everybody went to cards and of course cars are filled with all the sugar that you're talking about and by the way obesity went off when we cut out fats and went to cards you go back to Nixon in the early nineteen seventies who there was a political crisis food was too expensive he directed his agriculture department to cheapen it which they did by adding a lot of these you know corn syrup products you call for hello Sir yeah you called **** toes poison and one would ask why would our own FDA regulated poison well one of our biggest exports is our food of course the food industry pushes back on the your claims in the claims of others but people know what they can see with their own eyes they don't feel well they see their children are overweight a lot of people our age are doing things like The New York Times seven day sugar challenge trying to cut back the first day you know sugar at breakfast how would you help people do this given that it is so addictive and it is so everywhere right so I will be very honest with you we will not solve this problem until the food industry solves it for us and they have no interest in doing so because this is their gravy train this is their job or this is how they went from one percent gross profit margin two five percent gross profit margin in the span of three decades this is their livelihood and they're not gonna do anything they don't have to do and unfortunately the governments in bed with them because they're making fifty six billion dollars a year off export tariffs off our food so the only way we are going to fix this problem is when there are more votes than dollars and right now we're just beginning to you know get some traction in the general public for this issue of food having said that people need to understand what the problem is they don't have to understand the difference between processed food and real food and the difference is processed food is high sugar low fiber hi sugar for palatability low fiber for shelf life real food is low sugar high fiber real food works processed food doesn't process food kills because of these issues and we could repeat could fix this tomorrow if we want to ship the problem is because sugar is addictive people don't want to he one of the saddest things in your lecture is you talk about children who have the serious health issues now that are traced to the juices that they're given and these are low income children the juices come to them to the government wick program exactly right it's going to be tough for you to see those children impossible it's you know breaks your heart you know the fact of matter is these kids are victims and we know who the perpetrators are and the fact is you know the the parents don't understand and so it promulgates itself you know the fact is what mothers eight during pregnancy ultimately impact on the number of fat cells children born wish and those vessels wanna get filled so these kids didn't have a chance even before they were born never mind afterwards I mean how do you blame a six month old for obesity in fact the matter is we have a problem and we have to address it and no one
"amphetamine" Discussed on The Ladies of Strange
"I have questions about Monday. Okay can I. Should I reserve them for the end. Yeah because this is going to be a short story guys. Sorry okay. So when he woke he was alone with no supplies except his rifle some water and what he was wearing thankfully ammo still feared being caught so he pushed for. He eventually ended up stepping on a landmine injuring himself. Sources were vague on. How exactly Lee entered himself so being exploded highland bug? It didn't say was our shrapnel. Did he loses leg like details. He's no help pad the the explosion. Speaking in the snow after the landmine he decided to just chill on a ditch for help to come okay so he waited for up to a week after which it was obvious. Es No one was coming for him so hop back on his skis and kept going. I'll even a Saint Bernard. Did he have like extra amphetamines in his bag to you. Keep going or something you know. He's doesn't make sense in a little bit. So though the amphetamine suppressed his appetite he did much on some pine Straw Yum and managed to capture a Siberian jd eat. What is the Siberian Jay Bird? Okay there's still around at that time it says that's right so important to know both of these. This substance is he ate raw. Won't yeah I mean you do what you gotta do. Also it's Russia. Did I mention it was freezing. 'cause about negative twenty degrees Celsius or negative for degrees Greece Fahrenheit. No tiffany tired or body shutting down. Tiffany that Colin Dunn with the story. So AIMO OH ended up traveling around two hundred fifty miles from his point of origin. After being found he has he was finally found he was taken to a hospital. Whereas heartbe was measured at two hundred beats per milkman it and weighed only ninety four pounds despite all this ammo died in one thousand nine hundred eighty nine oh at the age of seventy two yes AIMO and that is the story of the Finnish War to soldier on amphetamines? Whoa oh look at you? Go Sir onesies the entire time. That is fantastic. Okay I have questions question question number fun so I'm assuming since it such a large dose. The effects were pretty quick but like any again. I don't take large. which portions of drugs were drugs? Yes but doses. You need thank you. You need to let it build up in your system before the effects really take hold like was. Is this one of those things. He took thirty of these World War Two so. I'm sure they were a bit stronger than they are now. We took thirty and then just like ready to go or like took thirty and he was like all right. I need to keep pushing. And then after like an hour he got a little more energy and then a little bit more. I don't know okay guessing. It was probably pretty quick because because back then the capsules were usually just the drug itself pressed into a pill form. There was no slow release capsules now. I forgot about those so oh but probably pretty quick on the flip side. We don't know we don't necessarily know what the dosage was. We don't know how pure the substance was but at the same time time if you're taking three of them and on top of that you're exercising pretty heavily this is GonNa hit your system pretty quickly and pretty hard and if he admit to only take one he probably knew what the effects would be like. Fuck it and then now now we don't know if the rest of his platoon or whatever. It was captured. I mean I'm assuming they. They were actually. It didn't say hey well. This guy is a champ or he was on so many drugs. This was all made up. Well I think if you show up to a hospital weighing ninety pounds and he could have gotten lost area. Would being out there with the rest of your men in a facade he might have just been on like a solo ski venture and it's all either looked funny and it was like I mean schizophrenia. GETS A for. India is a symptom. Oh I forgot about not so no side effects light effect side effects. Oh man don't do drugs kids. What a journey now? What is the climate like in Finland normally kind of the same as Russia out okay? So he's like Kinda cold or Kinda. I used to the cold and yeah okay but damn could you imagine no no it drops to fifty and I'm pissed not okay okay with this story. It's like twenty for the record guy's Today was the first day in Georgia at drop it like into the thirty s for a prolonged part of the day. Not Right now. It's below. Oh freezing in most of Georgia's pissed about it. It's twenty seven right now. I'm angry if you were to send me outside right now how you would tell me keys and what I like even the whole like military. Get up I would be cold an angry and I would sit down and POW like a toddler and that's why you're not cold. I don't like to throw temper tantrums. But I'm not above it. The military is not for everyone. And that's OK. That's why we're always appreciative. Yes of those who are and have served I salute all of those stiff new. Not going to do it. I would push come to shove I would do what I have to do. I'm just very grateful that I'm not in the situation where I need to do what I gotta do. You would probably will. You might complain the entire time. Doing wish come to shove. You would be shoved pastor breaking point and they'd go just go home. I don't care anymore. Just go home. You would break. Could drill sergeant. I'm imagining tiffany. Passer breaking point and it's like in the lego movie when Princess Unicorn gets gets angry. It's kind of like her head would spin around did she. I'm real nice. Dr Dr Good. That was fun. burs Ashley's kicking buttons still singing. Everything is awesome man. You must be swift as the coursing zing ruble with all the strength of Greek food. I thought you were cutting and I think it was like that I was applauding. You doesn't Adelaide's favorite songs is well. Proba uh-huh oh thank you to someone on discord suggested this subject and I did some last minute researching and and shows us one. That's that's a good way to do it. So thank you. Thank you discord friend from way back in November. No it was Last night UH-HUH SAR thank you star. Oh sorry the first. They're very active on dischord Peijun. It makes me happy. I just got a glance of that name. I get why you struggled. Oh can I see the name. Yes so thank you. Sorry I I if you guys want to join us on. Discover discard discord. And he's captured dischord and see Toyota Edge. Wood the DOC faulk kick axe. There's a link to the discord in the link that I have on the social media's click it there's a fancy menu menu a new there at will also take you to the tunes Apple. PODCAST page where you can rate the show and leave us a review to enter the giveaway. Where we're where we gene? I'm Alan. I'm Alan question something like that. No Oh yeah remember for. Everyone has something that they find odd. 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"amphetamine" Discussed on The Ladies of Strange
"We will be giving out a special prize. Prizes include stickers stickers button Merch and some other fun stuff that we're going to throw in their exclusive. It's going to be wonderful. It's going to be a great time. So get your readings and reviews. WHO's in if you'd like to be eligible remember once we hit one hundred Ed? The contest closes. Think you. You know it'd be really hot awkward. If between last week and now we hit a hundred. Then we'll cut this shit if we hit a hundred and a week. Oh girl. y'All y'all some Surrey. Strangers appreciate you know. Yeah no yeah okay. y'All your question. No Yeah it's really the second remember that we were losing lose strange shows like strangers. Oh Yeah we haven't been doing this for over a year. It's fine that little piece of business taken out of the way taking all the way gotten out of the way we're down with it already story. Now that I broke Ashley so the scene. I'm Oh Cueva. John was a world war to finish. You don't speak alerts. Are you. Having a stroke are you okay. Okay Luke Becky. Oh you're okay pearly. The wrong sibling had speech therapy. So I ah so this dude who was a Finnish soldier in nineteen eighteen forty four for war. Obviously because that what was going on it was the big thing in the world at that time out so thickly Finland was fighting their neighbors which was the USSR or something Soviet Russia the yes whatever whatever do you notice something that is correct. Yes so quick timeline. So we all know where we are in the great scheme of things in nineteen thirty nine so right right around the time the war started. Yes tiffany. Did you raise your hand. I I did that was also. The time of our Polish cocoa content was so oh sorry. Sorry I'm going to stop interrupting but I'm really happy. No I'm not really happy that we have given World War Two timelines and like ten episodes and it makes me happy. I love it. We got to know what's going on. In this time I specifically looked at what was going on around the around Soviet Russia. ooh We haven't done that one yet no we. Haven't I mean it's short the word because I didn't dive all that deep into a nineteen thirty nine on August twenty third Germany and the Soviet Union signed the Nazi Soviet nonaggression pact in nineteen forty one. Jimmy broke it's packed. Sounds about right with Soviet. Russia and Germany invaded on June. Twenty third but Germany's army was no match for the Soviet Army Army and Russian winters. ooh failure and then the Soviets joined the allies in nineteen forty two so you got to remember in June nineteen forty forty one. They broke the pack and started fighting in Nineteen Forty two on August twenty first. The Battle of Stalingrad begins and goes until Germany's Germany's surrender on February second. Nineteen forty three so they fought up until the most colds point of winter and decided. Nah We're done to be fair. It drops below fifty in Georgia. And I'm like what the hell happened. You didn't give me my. Now's everyone at work today. It's like it's fine Casal. Oh I had my heater on since June no joke you walk into that office on. She's not kidding. It's toasty in. They're great so what comes after. Nineteen forty three nineteen forty four. Thank you I lost my stock forty four zero. What's going on in nineteen in forty four on June six? We have did yes. I did that one always trips me up why so the day. Beaches of Normandy were stormed on July twentieth failed. Assassination attempt of Hitler August fourth and Frank. NPR discovered August twenty fifth allies liberate. Paris yes we so. Why are we talking about Finland's because nobody ever does? They need their moment partially. Yeah pretty much Son But we do it in this really the colder the sun's not out as much Finland had been at war with the USSR since nineteen thirty nine. The dispute was mainly over ownership of ports up north in Saint Petersburg luckily for Finland. Stalin was a little preoccupied with enjoining Hitler and his 'cause I put 'cause like does yeah and that was caused adopt that diverse billionaire. No in his fucker and his Tom. Tom fucker Tom's ovary. While the world was at war Finland was concerned with keeping what they considered was there's the US's are still managed to find time time to drive back Finland after about nine hundred days. It was at this time that I'm AU Noonan. I'm calling him AMMO during the rest of this story because I can't pronounce announced last name Aimo you we mow and his unit are on the third day of their mission when they're surrounded by the Red Army. What happens so we have ammo in Murmansk Russia in March nineteen forty four on the third day of their mission has unit surrounded by the Red Army? Armie they're all on skis. As far as I can tell all of them because they're snow. WHOA sorry I wo- I just got an image of people fighting more on skis and that should not be funny? But Oh my God. You're welcome because that's what's happening. This is amazing ammo and some of his comrades manages scape so obviously the Red Army gives chase on skis. You know. I'm not even mad. I'm impressed I can't even stand up on so they're escaping for hours on skis. I say on skis a lot. So you're just GONNA have to get on board with it and AMMO is getting tired. AMMOS getting lead tired. They take a nap runaway on skis. What he's an? We're Georgia kids. We don't understand this but ammos one in the front so he's breaking down the snow for everybody making it easier for the guys behind them to move forward but it's a really hard job for him. Oh on top of that. It's getting dark and the Russians are still after them. Why why don't they it? Just give up. It's cold go home. The Russians like the Colt they do come Soviet Russia code. is you so desperate. Komo had an idea. He was carrying his unit supply. A proven an early form of amphetamine Beth unfit tiffany goes from zero to one hundred real fast. And there's no in between it's just either or one hundred Pu we're gone on so which is appropriate because we're gonNA talk about amphetamines for a little bit. Oh there we go so today. Amphetamines are treating attention. Deficit disorder or attention deficit Hyperactivity disorder go to one hundred sorry realize Peta means those are treated by Peta means I realize that stuff that the treatments I just any time somebody says that I immediately you think. Oh I've only heard that with meth. We're from Georgia Fair. Some popular amphetamines or Ritalin or adderall. Aw so many things are clicking in your head right so many. So He's other infamies extended use can cause if not taken ask prescribed increased body temperature blood pressure and pulse rates insomnia loss of appetite or physical exhaustion. Chronic abuse produces a psychosis that resembles schizophrenia so paranoia hallucinations violent and erratic behavior impediments could potentially cause sudden death stroke or a heart heart attack and people with preexisting conditions. Such as high blood pressure or heart disease got it. Amphetamines can cause psychosis and those who have experienced mental L. notices such as depression or bipolar disorder. So a lot of people who take things like Ritalin and adderall also suffer refer other mental health issues. Let's keep throwing drugs at sorry. I'm sorry so important to note. Okay I merely falling. That's important to note while this can be prescribe and can be successful treatment to certain diagnoses. This is a habit forming controlled substance. So ask your doctor. I am not your doctor. Do do not listen to me. God it okay now. I'm not saying I'm against drugs because I am currently on some to regulate my moods. I was just confused because that it seemed counter. Intuitive yet especially since. Amphetamines like hype you up get you going. It seems counterintuitive. His prescribed them to someone who already has charl already has trouble focusing but it seems it works. Hey if it works. It's fine so now we're going to move on to common street. Names for amphetamines meth. There are other more creative ones Benny's black beauties crank is speed uppers crystal meth regular meth. Whip Gooey we. Charlotte's rocks Whiz. and Xi's Gooey Gooey. don't get excited. I was getting excited. I remember what we were talking about about but gooey. I think of those gooey cookies that are delicious. Goo goo clusters no Geez. I watched to which we know. Continue okay breath. So amphetamines can be taken orally or intravenously or crystallized methamphetamine is smoked or so I'm told best description and how it affects the body so so like cocaine but a more controlled release over a longer duration. I did not know that. So is coke and phetamine. I don't I there's no end to that because even though they affects might be similar. I don't know the chemical makeup of cocaine and I don't know the chemical makeup of amphetamine and I don't chemistry so fair so Oscar co-worker tomorrow I don't black magic. So why am I telling you about amphetamines. Because the Germans used a lot of them so one one website called perverts in the German granddaddy of Crystal Meth See. You didn't go straight to one hundred on my own. And was apparently very popular among German urban soldiers and was used by many Nazi officials but not necessarily Hitler there's no documentation of him trying anthems but he tried pretty much everything else as far as I can tell cracked out. Nazis might be one of the most terrifying thing I heard and a really long time right. That's fair so yeah. I don't like where this is headed so perfect in was invented by the temblor pharmaceutical company and Berlin and was marketed as a magic pill for alertness and anti-depression briefly being available over the counter for a short time fantastic. I mean we did have cocaine in coke hoke for a while so I'm not shocked. Give Ghost in your blood do cocaine about it especially. This drug was widely used by German soldiers to be able to march longer longer and need less sleep they also ate less because none of them were hungry. Because that's what it does anyway back just March all night coach back to Skis uh-huh Rebecca. Oh my God drugged up people skiing hours just one okay. So AMMO has been under pursuit for hours. I on skis. He is tired. He is also carrying the perfect in so he has an idea the pervert and like the early urban number no no no no earlier version of amphetamines. So but no. I'm saying the pretend like for the higher group. Yeah ooh Hoo. Yeah so he has an idea he should take some of this drug to help him out show I am. This is never a good idea unless a doctor tells you to kids or unless you're being chased despite the USSR. That is so. If I'm going out I'm going out high. So because he's under pursuit on skis. He's wearing gloves. The plan was to take one perfect and but due to his gloves he poured the entire bottle into his hand about thirty pills and open hatch. ooh ooh that was not very smart friend. This is GonNa the story over. He passed out. They caught him the and so they didn't catch. Oh so AMMO. Had a short burst of energy. Can you imagine like him just like burst. The energy just like so far past the rest of his car like in Mario Kart where you hit the booster. Anytime I hit that ran ran off the tracks but the short burst of energy was shortly followed by delirious. State appeals shortly after which he passed out. Oh my mom so I am following Rainbow Road. ooh.
Judy Movie Review: Renée Zellweger Plays Judy Garland
"The new bio pic Judy Stars Renee Zellweger as the singer and Hollywood star Judy Garland during the final months of her life. Judy Garland was forty seven when she died in London in nineteen sixty nine. I found critic Justin. Chang has the view Academy Awards voters can rarely resist a celebrity impersonation judging by some of star turns that have won. Oscars occurs in recent years. These aren't just performances their jaw dropping feats of mimicry. Gary Oldman is Winston Churchill Rami. Malik is Freddie Ready Mercury. The new film judy is being sold along similar lines. Renee Zellweger is Judy Garland to judge by the breathless hype that has greeted the movie movie so far. The approach seems to be paying off what makes judy unusually fascinating for an otherwise standard celebrity bio-pic is that saw waker isn't isn't Judy Garland. Her transformation is impressive but hardly definitive even with the help of a dark wig and skillful makeup and prosthetics she she doesn't exactly disappear into the role of the beloved singer and actress who captivated the public in movies like the wizard of Oz and Mimi and Saint Louis but even even if you don't always believe you're in the presence of Garland Zellwegger nearly makes up in raw emotional commitment what she lacks embarrassing militated her intensely sleep felt gopher broke performance sometimes runs the risk of overwhelming this sturdy screen adaptation of Peter quilter stage play and of the Rainbow Judy begins with one of several flashbacks to the teenage garland on the set of the wizard of Oz showing us how the industry created and destroyed her in in the same breath her body image are ruthlessly controlled by the powerful. MGM Studio Head Louis B. Mayer who puts her on a strict diet and gives gives her barbiturates amphetamines setting in motion the substance abuse problem that she will struggle with for the rest of her life
Renée Zellweger, Judy Garland, controlled and created (and fed drugs) by Hollywood's studio system
"AIR the new biopic Judy stars Renee Zellweger as the singer and Hollywood star Judy Garland during the final months of her life Judy Garland was forty seven when she died in London in nineteen sixty nine I film critic Justin Chang has this review Academy Awards voters can rarely resist a celebrity impersonation judging by some of the star turns that have won Oscars in recent years these are just performances their jaw dropping feats of mimicry Gary Oldman is Winston Churchill rami Malek is Freddie Mercury the new film Judy is being sold along similar lines Renee Zellweger is Judy Garland to judge by the breathless hype that has greeted the movie so far the approach seems to be paying off what makes Judy unusually fascinating for an otherwise standard celebrity biopic is that so worker isn't Judy Garland her transformation is impressive but hardly definitive even with the help of a dark wig and skillful makeup and prosthetics she doesn't exactly disappear into the role of the beloved singer and actress who captivated the public in movies like the wizard of oz and meet me in St Louis but even if you don't always believe you're in the presence of garland Zellweger nearly makes up in raw emotional commitment what she lacks in verisimilitude her intensely felt go for broke performance sometimes runs the risk of overwhelming this sturdy screen adaptation of Peter quilters stage play end of the rainbow. Judy begins with one of several flashbacks to the teenage garland on the set of the wizard of oz showing us how the industry created and destroyed her in the same breath her body an image or ruthlessly controlled by the powerful MGM studio head Louis B. Mayer who puts on a strict diet and gives her barbiturates amphetamines setting in motion the substance abuse problem that she will struggle with for the rest of her life but most of the movie is set in nineteen sixty nine long after her Hollywood heyday and mere months before her death at the age of forty seven Judy is now broke and virtually homeless dragging herself from one crummy Ellie club performance to another we meet her eldest child Liza Minnelli at a house party and also Judy's third husband Sydney loft who takes custody of their two young children well she reluctantly books a gig at the talk of the town night club in London although she's devastated at being separated from her kids Judy has little choice but to work overseas were her fans can still be counted on to turn out in full force. in London Judy's depression and insomnia quickly take over she pops pills skips rehearsals and nearly misses opening night but when she stumbles into the spotlight and starts crooning by myself and the trolley song her confidence come surging back and she enjoys having an appreciative crowd again. one night after a show Judy feeling lonely the friends an adoring couples Stan and Dan and joins them for a late dinner at their apartment in a touching scene damn played by Andy Nyman reminds Judy how much she means to her many gay fans sweet this you can't seem. sometimes I spy to get out there.
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"I need answers search good. It's serviceable with little things like people like to sit on it because it's one of the worst fast food pizzas. You can get ah. I haven't had it in years but i don't remember being that bad thing the worst pizzas like they've got a they've got a stuffed crust. That is actually yeah. This is good detroit. Style pizza is way better than the hot and ready. There are actually pretty okay. They say they'll say hey good so yeah. It's it's five dollars jangle. It's ready right away if you like a mom who has to feed two kids. It's like great. I'm gonna give you five dollars for this large pinza totally the pizzas or is it the thing style those those are supposed to be better. I like italian bread did to us in the sauce mountain bikes because i want us is pretty good. Slices things really thin which i like very large. If if you have a bad pizza basically just nuke it for heated up as hot as you can and that'll make it probably tastes better. That's my secret. We'll go and we'll get stuff crossing. We'll go to the driving even conquered yeah. It's time you answer. You answered your own questions. I i'm in a good pizza town like we are not yeah. I can't even get domino's pizza hut to deliver where i'm at patches the only really good golden boys..
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"I've seen so many weird sushi videos like people who get so snobby about it. You should dip it in sweet sauce. It's just go and as ours as you're having a good time. I think most most sushi chefs i've done all causing a bunch of places just sit and talk to him a little bit and it depends on the place. If you're going to lay out a world cl- i can understand going until like a michelin star sushi restaurant and wanting to play by their rules. It's the same thing if you go to like a really nice french restaurant. You're not just like a <hes>. Love love faster tissue drive-thru man. Perhaps those azazel follow up to an email about mcdonald's doing sushi. If you could please keep email anonymously i would appreciate it last week's podcast you guys debated and the most uncleaned piece of equipment at mcdonald's someone whose job it is to tune up and repair or restaurants equipment in the san francisco area. How no i can tell you that you are correct about the ice machine while the water is typically filtered. Most places tend to forget to change the filters out for several years because of this mold tend to grow in the ice frappe and soda machines are nothing terribly harmful but still a bit gross as long as they place doesn't get you sick. I wouldn't worry about it although not market street. Mcdonald's has the second most cockroaches. I've ever seen second most at the end of the email where what has the most. Has anybody here rush. She worked fast food because it's it's a different experience so he could have day yeah. Ooh how long you've made mcdonalds my first actual jolly but then i got a call like during training orientation day that i got hired at at and if you see somebody really do i mean there's no real safe way to do it but i've always trusted a little bit more of the places that have the biggest ice machine that you dump in the sort of thing sort of thing taken that apart and clean that if it has has ice in there too is like a whole fucking day but yeah that's isobutane is always the go to. I have a couple countertop ice machines. We've had a couple in the past. I and they've gotten moldy pretty quick like something to happen based on the quality of water <hes> and so if there if you've never tried to clean desk home home desk back home ice machine from garcia it's a nightmare. You can't get in there at all the they don't call apart. They're all like little boxes but we like ours supplemental komo story kind of lie. That was actually the end of the email. He also says i could attach some pretty gross picks but i'll leave you with my personal favorites. It's a picture from. I don't know if it's like the office in the restaurant or something. It's just a printout of a bunch of little like eleven repeated. Clip art of a mouse with a bunch of them like slashed off the is crossed. Ause is other fis if there was just a rodent kill list posted in this room. It's bounty board. It also has like a bunch of scribbling over its head. That was a bad and i don't know i don't want to know what that means. He's anonymous user if you could just go ahead and respond to me directly with some what the number one and avoided the san francisco area already know that answers. There's that would be useful that market street mcdonald's does not like super and so. I'll i'll buy some beacon cheeses. Everyone talked about it last week. It's the worst mcdonald's in america. It's i went to once and was so put off by add. A couple of times.
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"We go. We have a kitchen here just astrid ourselves. I don't think the giant bomb test kitchen has a sandwich press early. I haven't looked hard enough. Yes or pay on with the we have a proofing proofing jer <hes>. That oven has approving site. You're going to have to recreate an episode of the great british bake off or whatever it's called just compete to bake giant bomb. I'm all for their own ingredients great british bake off no besides the flour and stuff like if they want anything fancy like the spices or whatever they have to go out of their own pocket real rabbit blew my mind you think berries by the company scrip paul hollywood dude silver-haired foxworth oxypan walls history hall hollywood what a great name honestly one of the top ten television time british him and guy fieri could've done like a parent trap situation birth man yeah yeah sure here's an email from kansas. My husband and i are playing fire emblem at the same time and he does something i strongly disagree with. He will save before every conversation and then restart from that save doesn't get optimal. The results are guilty of this too. I think i think this goes against the organic spirit of the game to build relationships. What do you guys think about safes coming when bonding with characters actors also he does this with other games. This has gone back to like co tor early like wildfire games where you have sometimes the big thing is whether you get to see the relationship number go up and down based fire. Emblem is an arrow yeah so if you get tired and you can save between conversation options or whatever i kind of want and all those games have have a complete team and i don't really role play all that much evil good so i'll try to keep the evil people in my team to as long as i can so i'm definitely guilty of this. I'm kind of with her. Especially from the sound of how much content is in firing or yeah. It seems like i don't wanna get everyone normally a completion shenice too but i'm like i already have such a good team and i've imported a couple people but it also games usually don't i feel like most of the time it's little real room like you can get a few things wrong here in air if you've got most of them right i just i guess that's fun for. Some people people you know i i i. It's not appealing to me at all. It sounds like it's gonna make something less enjoyable. I i've done some amount of that type of stuff in the past and i don't think it's fun socks. It's just a weird obsessive feeling of like out of anything. They're going to get all the best everything but like with like how prevalent playthrough on youtube and stuff now so easy to see what you miss. It's it's actually very liberating adding to just say fuck it. Whatever happens is gonna happen. I'm just going to go through this. I try that at home and it doesn't work out very well shit. What did i do wrong on the walkout. I'll walk day. What did i do forget your birthday. No no shit. I would probably probably not gonna switch but if it's like f eight f five eight and at peace game it's a lot easier to i don't know it's it's not something i'm proud of necessarily necessarily i would do that for conversation. Skill checks to follow games think about if the characters knew what you were doing just about if i've traveled in a video game game now they would know how your save scum like. You're having a dossier on them and looking at it and be like a bad romantic holiday. Your your relationship with your brother email email from nick. Would you get a wig green playstation five or xbox too. Oh yeah i've i've seen some well. He says cruiser falls both four or five xbox one or two. I've seen some custom ones online already and honestly i'm tempted..
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"And smoke weed site grasslands grassland dude the for the first time in san the average cisco golden gate park okay but even even though they had a designated place where they were selling weed in the park. I still saw a guy no i i saw a guy specifically running around groups of people with like a jar full of pre rolled blunt saying look. You're a cop. That's the last people smoking weed every other person there too. I'm sure yeah we're about the drunks at the the pipe fitters of the call nowadays the piper interscope. They don't believe that is the. I've not heard that dealer not not in this particular context free. We think that we're just the panhandle drum circle go against the land. They have to take over all of all. Let's see uh got. At least i think a couple emails about ridiculous food this week. Here's one fun from kurt in sydney. We didn't even talk about the actual email but place place for the got nothing clark. I haven't been to a curtain sydney. I've never heard of this tradition mentioned before outside of my local area so i feel it is is my duty to spread the word. The hooghly duly is a whole garlic bread sprinkled with richie's wrapped in a pizza and toasted in a sandwich press or pan until the cheese melts. What are your thoughts. Does this carbohydrate nightmare deserve to spread or should it remain contain where it can do. No wrong doesn't the sniper from t.f to say who do the all the time. I feel like there's some australian video game character. That sounds like absolutely panini with like a little work but i love of opinion garlic. Whole garlic bread in the middle is like that's a lot of bulk down. I'm trying to i'm trying to picture also googling. Ruling hooley duly comes up with a whole lot of other stuff. It's not like is it a full pizza that the girl gets wrapped in or is like a big slice slice slice it into like a cross section imagining like a rectangular pizza probably best to use this because that old over easier okay and then are we like is the garlic bread. Is it like the half slice that you normally get or is it like a folded one. It's a lot of carbs going on yeah. Ah good nasa i had. I had a lettuce wrap hamburger this weekend. Nice style it was it was like i know i've never i've never tried long before and i was just curious about sleepy after a big carb meal and this was just like a bunch of iceberg lettuce on either side because all chopped up and hold it came in a tin foil grammar so your leak and several highly recommend i love it. Yeah yeah do the same thing for deli sandwiches sometime really really. Hey andy start down. They'll do it when i was on. Kudo look it up. Anyways you know who do i could not find a picture sure i would eat one for sure. I mean individually sound amazing delicious. My redoubled my favorite foods. Just make one.
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"That's gamespot after dark. What for emails expense for electron meal oh yeah this meal's sent some to <hes> abon cast on my car bomb cast bloomberg cast yes. He's me burpee at giant bloomber. I drove dot com great jake from tampa florida last week. Listener wrote in about vaccine man being in the first episode of one punch man as tutorial. It's also worth noting that vaccine. Man is also voiced by christopher spot in the english dub who also voices piccolo and geeta. Thank you for noting that at spiracy. I've been watching out there. I've been watching one punch man on hulu in the dubbed version. I just feel like i should pointed out man. I actually heard good one. Make people mad and so. I think it's fine i mean i don't really watch us. Men and china may have heard so much about that one but it's also kind of thing i'd like to not have to pay full attention to play play a game and then turn over when a big fight scenes happening show the last five minutes is an episode usually got a big punch. He puts the balls the other day but i think the guy yeah remember. He bites the guy sore. That's a good team. I don't know if i was that in the same episode like right before he punches him in politics. Maybe we should be paying. What if you kick someone does that that doesn't count as a punch. She deals them. Okay with that email nine the next email that came in chronologically after that one for matt new jersey. Please stop no more anime talk brad. You have the power for the sake of us all and mankind as we know it. Police put an end to this. Sorry sorry man. Sorry sorry what's happening. Let it happen. That'll be the last enemy you know. Boy we ever read imagine opening your heart something instead out of heating it instantly just a certain thing. That's what naruto did. That's what the hidden village and look where he wound up. That's that's what he did. When he positioned his arms behind him ranch chest i exactly last i into becoming okaka into freedom fantastic. He's out the mount rushmore now. He's on injured mount rushmore that can happen to you to believe it now. Federal law enforcement is aware of the narrative run subdued so many of the pentagon had got him meeting about counter-measures running if mythbusters was still the thing they were trying to bust. If you're more aerodynamic doing the narrative run there is no counter for the hoopla <hes> <hes> nathan from olympia washington. Would you rather have your dishes done for you for the rest of your life or your laundry laundry this is this is more involved laundry. Maybe it really takes longer but you can do something else while you're doing rather just get it all done. I like. I don't know like the more fluffy close nice. I got a on my hands and doing dishes fox it up wearing gloves. That's such a hassle. I kind of like the ten minutes takes to like. Do the hand wash dishes. We have a dishwasher but it never use turn on and turn on jaw breaker bivouac that specific song because it's eleven minutes long. It's really loud. Sit sounded like listen to listen to that and do the dishes coming down. Yes do this little zen moment. At the end of the day laundry i find to be much more of a the hassle historical hassle. The inbetween time while you're doing laundry is useless because you can't go anywhere. I'm not sure you can immerse yourself in a book. I mean you you should you don't want to be that person in their.
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"Die but it's fun. Destiny cross save coming later. This month both mentally cool. I logged into destiny to allow for seminal longtime last week and i was very confused. Yeah i haven't really long time either in all all the stuff i see people talking about seems incredibly complicated. Is this a one time thing or do so. It's pretty cool so first of all. I don't know if you saw shadow. Keep got delayed. No which they've they've been working on the infrastructure that game the old the old activation days it would be unheard of but now that they do everything themselves. They're just like hey. We need a little okay. We're just gonna take that time time believe they're also taking it off of the blizzard activision launcher sometime soon. Oh yeah that's all well documented. That was their huge announcement a few months ago like it's moving to steam the lake. Originally the idea was it will launch on steam. The cross save will launch shadow keeping launch like everything on the same day and he would get one time same transfer. It's actually it's more interest than that. We're talking about it at first also shattuck the knits early october. I don't have the exact date. It moved back. It was super teams or something. It's basically a shattuck. He was only like two three weeks later and they said but the i assume the steam launches which is probably also moved back <hes> but the cross-platform stuff is now launching august twentieth great or maybe it was always planned to launch ahead of shadow keep but anyway that's next week so week from today but anyway the way it works i think is probably the best way to go so you have a bungee account and you're gonna linked your xbox playstation accounts to that <hes> you can't merge those accounts but instead you'll will have access to each bucket of characters and you'll basically say this is the active group of characters. I want <hes> you can only have three characters time yeah so basically you can say like hey by playstation. Set of characters characters is now my active set and then anytime you log in on any platform those are the characters you've laugh but anytime you can log out and go back and say okay now. I wanna play with xbox characters. Okay okay and switched to those so let's this is cross. Save not cross play. You can't like match into the actual game play with people in other platforms yet. Maybe we still have to buy on the client for the clients. Yeah yes bud as of shadow keeps release everything up shot to keep its how free okay yeah yeah so we will just have to buy shadow on multiple platforms right yeah. I'll maybe i'll try when it comes to comes out but i also want to get back into it and it's really find a place i still they put it in this new mode where you're just like blotches into this this weird new map..
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"Dollars a month right now right yeah yeah. I'm trying well if you get it for a year. It's always sales sales so i mean like just flat. Prices like twenty bucks a year yeah yeah and there's always like bundles in sales is pretty cheap per year so even if it went up on same should do this but even if it went up five or ten bucks a year wouldn't be the end of the world right yeah. I guess feel about nintendo's all night stuff because i just remember trying to know i just remember in general like i think if they're going to mm chart start charging why they have to sell it because i had this problem but like i couldn't figure out how to download the game onto switch from like my trying to figure out how to buy it and associate with maybe which is set up right if you wherever you buy just download. It'd be discussing museum the office which i think it's too many counts on and it was really complicated but i had. It's your switch to say that. I have to bring them back into time ago. I've never seen it here. Nobody's ever asked about the there's not much you can do with a switch is is not yours. Yeah we're gonna need switchback sign and i have been intermittently trying to go through locked path traveler but it's not it's that talk about obama takes a long time to get into the show. The biggest increase in that online service to me is just that it's so much cheaper than the other if it was it was the same prices and to know i mean as sony and microsoft's fucking. He's not there but for twenty bucks. A year are like the cloud saves alone nice piece of mind which vanishes this little little walkie but i love. It's exciting to think about even if it doesn't actually come to anything but p._c. Gamer has has a story from last week because they noticed that sony playstation in multiple territories has removed death stranding from the playstation four exclusives exclusives list yeah that is not there. It wasn't like he'll air. That got put back last last. I saw it's so that's playstation nation australia u._k. Portugal france and germany <hes> according to you internet archives they went back and verified that it was on that list and no longer is <hes> and then in the course talking about this. I hadn't seen this right for better or something but when when kojima that founded the current iteration of kajima <unk> productions one that's making death stranding. I forgot connie. Apparently they briefly ran acuity on their website stating that the game they made would come onto playstation and and switch yeah just p._c. And they immediately pulled down acuity like it it was up briefly and then they removed it. I mean sony sony's the reason. This game is being made. My understanding is sony is paying for the development of the game. I don't know what that means for all of this because they would be. I usually stops after like tetris effect. Was that something that was like yeah p._s. Four exclusive and then a year later the late said tetris impact on every other example. I can think of like sony did not fund. They didn't publish fun development. It'd be like if god of war coming kind of well they only only but yeah all that stuff like i don't know what the like rights ownership is here. Maybe he negotiated a really sweet deal for this thing. He's he's the level of game game maker. I think who can get a deal like that. It's very possible certainly doesn't i don't know i know microsoft is very pro-peace out but i don't think sony really that's what i mean. It would be very out of the ordinary for them to put what should be a council or like a platform an exclusive onto the p._c. Do they i mean they've definitely cared about that with dark. Souls bloodborne was the same kind of situation for sony was publishing. It never <hes> obviously that's not coming to p._c._s. of an emulation but it's really weird..
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"They give the media list to exhibitors at the gas tax. If i if i've i've signed up for pakistan's media badge and get a lot of points and never signed up packs for media for that exact reason never again anyway. <hes> has since come to light game daily has been in touch with two different people who have both confirmed that the two thousand eighteen media lists at e-3 has has been widely available sure since at least august of last year her four year two months after last year show is when it was first discovered they had they have been provided evidence that the was alerted to the existence of that for sure at the time yeah and yet confirm that as of like two months ago it was still there confirmed that like we're not even going to a we're not going to remove it. We're not gonna make sure it doesn't happen again for twenty nineteen right. They didn't respond to the guy who who the email one of one of the people provided evidence that they had emailed the essay about this exact thing about a year ago got no response in the file remained available until very recently super cool. It's gone now and it doesn't. I like that one got out as very widely. If at all i mean like holy shit man facets might be a little bit of doomed talk but it might be the end of the game daily the gay bailey story points out that the so they sent an email to twenty nine hundred ten days after factor to let them know who last week which include the line for more than twenty years this has never been an issue fuck off like holy shit fuck off off saying that after you are alerted that is literally an issue like wow man. I've seen people theorising that the g._d._p. Are alone is going like just blow them out of that alone. Let alone like next year. Who's if you're like me be. Do we get paid very likely to be paid to fly down there for the week but if vera vera youtuber run a blog regardless regardless of your circumstances like who's going to want to give them personal ever again ever even if even if i'm using google voice number and freak email. It's work addresses. You still have like my my employment information. 'cause there was stuff like your title and all that other shit. That isn't like damning info to have but it's something you want to keep private. It's other the big concern for a lot of people's physical security but then also there's a shitload of information abuse to like you know. Pack your credit cards and shit. It's not super awesome like i know people who had their stuff leaks as part of this who have gotten stuff in the mail already like it's it's yeah. How are you ever going to be able to trust that. They have actually solve these problems like they can say whatever they want but it's a boondoggle in a can <hes> one of the worst i mean as somebody who's been in the industry a long time. It's one the worst stories i've ever heard coming out of privacy privacy because it affects you know bus directly. I've got my capital. One thing was probably gone equifax. Definitely it's definitely there too so but this feels more like this is. This is like the industry representative body. This is the thing that all of the big companies are affiliated with the the thing that runs the big trade show like this is as central on four years ago. It's like for them to do this. Repeatedly just pathetic <hes> the the consequences are far from known at this point. It's going to be wall but definitely i think next year is going to be very very interesting. You three like uh well. We'll see yeah like you said it'll be a while definitely only three people talking about legal action and stuff like that four forty forty eight forty nine forty call we did. We did two or three events..
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"Guy bookmark the goddamn the website that had had all listen to my kept on checking where i was and i'm twenty five percent through fifteen minutes. Did it feel like padding was a slog huge. Yeah before any expansions where you could see it just being them being like it was important we need we need post game content and let's just cram something in their important stories stuff to get through because it involves a lot of politics and like talking with the browns setup while you have to leave and go somewhere else but it was an incredible slog some of the questions a lot of them are just like find five people in each of the major cities and they're hiding in behind. I'm definitely told that before because that one really pissed me off like find them talk to them and take off a box yeah now i'm in heaven sorted stuff and it's much better but yeah they say they're gonna condense all those hundred quest to something a little more condensed <hes> they don't have a time line for any of this and it doesn't really help me now because i got through it all but it felt when i actually got to the end it was a pretty good payoff for not wasn't a good enough half pay like three weeks of fetch quests to get to the story stop but it was really much. They put it. This whole thing like in the chat box like this is a long in coming up. You might want to take a little time because pause them or they just under an hour the big one for team yeah. They use long long. They got longer and more voiced as the stuff. When a long worth yeah the pretty good hitter downloaded anime shit the one i'm talking about people probably know what i'm talking about but if you've played it give me an example what is so anime about getting arms chopped off red and being supercharge big fight scenes a bunch of people. I want to go to turn yellow. It was it was just a lot of dramatic fights and dramatic escapes from people who are bad and it was it was pretty good because a lot of the enemy is now just means has action. People glowed explosions. Ooh the problem that i do have with the game that a lot of the cut scenes or just people talking a lot of exposition. You can click through those pretty quick. Avi can't skip to the next like cut of the cut scene like in fact it would have. You'd have some like walking around and can't really skip that kind of stuff and that's been my big frustration. I could read really quick clip through them but a lot of it is a lot of talking as opposed to something like twelve or or well. Twelve is a bad example but it's a great game. I like it a lot. I played months. Just i've been focusing on. What did you cancel well. I've ni- still paying for probably should i six months ticked over classic while thing not a play for months but continue paying for it <hes> i probably will. I mean classes about to come out barbecue my subscription up for that and we'll take a look at that says you have they said is that how it's gonna work. Just one the class one dollars both they did name reservations the other day yeah so i think it's coming out a week or two august twenty second or something like that. I have the people who are excited for the camera fucking. I was just about to say i feel like the enthusiasm for class. Economy gone off a cliff say involved in the maybe. Maybe maybe it's the communities that i'm looking at. You've been doing great pups off the wild classic team on their like big blockbuster and everything are really good about make people excited while it doesn't <music> hurt that battlefield is the worst expansion i read so i think a lot of just excited to see something new and we'll see how c._e._o. Theo turns out i just i just strongly question. People want while classic or if they want. The feeling that they had with the funniest thing is clear. You cannot have again this. Is.
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"It's like in mcdonalds. Donald van like a kinko's or something but yes. I live about one hundred feet from church. I'm sorry those church bells are oh yeah. Prominent beagle hanging turned with big old bells. Yeah it's fun. No one wants to shake hands anymore. Oh no like oh we get peace part. Yeah i'm reaching my handout actively subpoena and then no one's like top man disease vector interesting. I guess the rock towards them and see if they do have back. Maybe that's just we're culture has evolved navy. Maybe that's what i gotta do. I don't know if you guys noticed but i think we're in it now. Thanks madden came out. A couple of weeks ago came up and then like we've been looking at. There's basically a week at the end of this month with like five a big games coming out of the week and those games are showing up now we have. We have like two of those games here. I just got an n._d._a. For another one in my email this morning yeah like nick. It's almost the fall time one game a modest before. It's released month like i feel like we just finished game. Talk about start full. It's going to be funny. Yeah always like this time of year. It's always yeah. It's been a not a so a couple of months but not like the assigning couple months quiet so far looking for to some aaa summer but forget video games. There's only one thing i wanted to hear about yeah. <hes> weird al ah yeah dude i went and saw weird. Al live at the greek theater in berkeley. Is i think it was a sold out show. It looked pretty damn four full story right now with a forty one piece orchestra and it was astonishing so and it was like a full like so i haven't seen him perform before but i've always heard he puts on a hell of a show us even so it was great because i went with my partner and we were wondering beforehand like what is the average makeup of the audience of weird al show in two thousand nineteen. It's weird it. Was everyone like complete age. Range change like pretty even spread. Gender is just like people with their families. People like young people on dates just like everyone who was down verdel <hes> <hes> the problem was to get in line to get in you if you've ever been to the greek theater in berkeley on a long walk and you have to kind of walk up the hill half a mile or so crazy somebody else put it best to what they said. We heard them walking by saying it just panting like i think they've vastly salihi. Underestimate the athletic ability of the average weird al fan. It's a big hike. I mean it's on a college campus so they expect you know a lot of pedestrians but it's and they knew shovels does if you really need shuttles entry points and stuff but today heighten man it was astonishing incredible light show do all oh the costume changes tons of huge screen that you'd play media from like stuff. He's done cameos in clips from ya oh yeah because chef. If we're just turned thirty i think yeah and so that would kind of pat out the costume changes he would have clips of like people making fun of him in movies and it seemed like a good sport about all that he did old stuff you know like the the park song jeopardy heated new stuff. You did word crimes. It just really great. Show did the highlight though was seeing amish. Paradise performed live with a forty one.
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"The minecraft team has cancelled the super duper pack. I saw her bummed about about this. Yeah that is a bummer. What was the reason they gave. I saw the headline and i forgot <hes> so this was the the s._e._c. Three twenty seventeen nelson alongside the xbox one x basically like that was actually kind of implying lake this one one of the pretty looking things you'll be able to do on the ex yeah. It was just a massive graphics overhaul from on craft to add a bunch of really nice graphical effects. There was a lot of enthusiasm for super duper from inside and outside the studio but unfortunately we aren't happy with how the pack performed across devices for this reason. We're stopping development on the pack and looking at other ways for you to experience minecraft with a new look so i don't know it almost sounds like mobile and some of these like switch smaby.
"amphetamine" Discussed on 10 10 WINS
"Your amphetamine as we await for many Machado's decision of where he's going to sign signs. Keep pointing to it won't be with the Yankees bombers reportedly agreed to a two year twenty four million dollar contract with four Rockies. Infielder DJ LeMay who has first Attila to play across the infield. Meantime, Luis Severino and the Yankees weren't able to avoid arbitration sevi- wants five point two five million dollars. The Yankees offered four point four million the Mets and Jacob degrom avoided arbitration, they agreed to. A one year seventeen million dollar deal to Grun meat seven point four million last season. So that's a big pay raise. The jets are going to formally introduce Adam gays Monday at two o'clock the new head coach reportedly talking to Greg Williams about maybe becoming defensive coordinator, we're possibly learning more as to why things didn't work out with Baylor. Head coach Matt rule reports say the jets wanted say in his offensive staff. Well, rule told KR's iae in Waco, Texas that while he will admit if that was the breaking point with the jets he prefers to find his own guy. I'm never going to be an arranged marriage. You know, I'm never going to be some contract out jobs the offense and defense. And you know, I always want to hire people that that that believe in what I believe that that that are going to do things our way believe in profit that are going to be part of a program NFL division around starts today with chiefs colts Rams Cowboys, your your the Knicks are awful they lost from the sixteenth time in eighteen games. One Twenty-one one zero six to the Pacers at the garden Alonzo tree. Says the Knicks are still trying to sort the sorts of things out..
"amphetamine" Discussed on Say Why To Drugs
"Is on the World Health organizations list of essential medicines, as well not just for early mornings when you've had a late night drugs can have more than one of factors the point on how. You saying about some of these psychedelic studies that were. Conducted and been improved upon though is actually an awful lot of citizens time. And there are some really really insightful things that we can get from them. We've probably got time for one more question. If anyone's got one. Those same research about an amphetamine needs for like recreation and people who use that means usually avait different for people who use it for work purposes. Like our will. So. Question. Cognitive enhances. Studies looked into Oreos. I was I was flapping. I don't I don't know if any studies have looked at directly comparing people who like us speed versus people who are prescribed the men for ADHD versus people who use prescribed the vitamin for. As a cognitive enhancer because I would imagine that those three different groups would be quite different in terms of their sort of their motivations for using obviously very different soda. I think it's quite likely that day themselves would have quite different demographics as well. By don't know whether anyone's actually looks into that. No. But it is. It's an interesting point the. Amphetamines are prescribed for or on phetamine derivatives prescribed for ADHD of Asli. They have quite high abuse potential. But there are other. Drugs are prescribed for ADHD, which don't have as high abuse potential, but are still being used. In healthy populations with our ADHD to enhance cognition. So. Saying it's the the motivation to us is. On. Yeah. The type of person that cheeses to to do that. Now, you've got me thinking about research idea. And that is the best thing that comes out of these is when I go could write grandpa that say, thank you very much. Would you like to be a co author? I would. With is the as a whole hour. I'm going to have to edit this August. Thank you, everyone so much for listening. I hope it was interesting and entertaining edgy Tena moments. I hope you enjoyed that. I'm gonna cut out for start. Thank you so much for being part of this. And we will be out there. If you wanna come chat to us as well. Thanks. This was a bit of an experiment. I was really sure how alive podcast would work. So I'd love to know what you think the life format. Let me know on Twitter. Join the stakes that group will so many mail carrier pigeon. I didn't mind I'd love to do some more. I think people would be interested. Let me know topics potential guests anything now, I I you some news here. It is. I've been busy recently because I'm working on say why to drugs the book, which is very exciting to me. Anyway, hopefully to you guys. Well, it's already available to preorder Amazon. I heard you guys like it continuing time with another special episode earlier this year, I spoke to Jenny Valentine about her book woman of substances, and then they'll be more to come in the new year as well for now. Thank you so much for coming back and joining the after all these months speak soon.
"amphetamine" Discussed on Your Mom's House
"Oh, I'm gonna go amphetamine drugs or there. Gene mantle. Everybody's on drugs. My father used to say everybody's on drugs. Everybody's fucking stupid. That's a good drive through, you know, did you hear about the just going to turn it? Our ultimate form, the lady that was working the drive through that left her microphone now. So when the guy pulls up, he just here's her having a conversation. I'm here for cleaning. I said. Right back. No clean on my day of cleaning home. Was hotter that the fucker in here like the cleaning in this fucked up my ass. Right back at that here. Walk down. Oh, great. Come back into work when they get this order Britney. Joe. Loaner twenty dollars right that week after she could pair Bill, we were discussing that, no, I just let her twenty dollars Bill girl. I had twenty were. She gets ten, right? It's great. Got for sale. Give you front, I'm like, did you can't afford to get front? You'll people money. This is. So great. I would love to hear this. I, I mean, this dude had the right idea. You know, I remember when people started, the cameras came on cellphones and everybody was panicked, like what's the world going to be like when you can record anything like gar-. Pretty fucking. Awesome. Actually did videos like this exist. This is the greatest thing. Because this guy telling you about this, not in the same. Okay. Give me a ten week, but then I'm like. And give me the damn cash. You know. No, she hadn't some flow of India in the car, whether yesterday. Yeah. He all there in the head. Actually, how can help you get your two,.
"amphetamine" Discussed on Say Why To Drugs
"An an amphetamine dependencies associated with poor sleeping which i guess isn't really surprising because it's a stimulant jerusalem at you make sense find it harder to sleep poor nutrition which again isn't really surprising since it suppresses appetite anorexia again you and i'm having a prematurely aged appearance roy so but again this is probably due to an not eating properly and not sleeping sorry the the to the three are are listed priority of our maria of to the full for the absent any a case on some of the myth surrounding investments yesterday on twitter someone said a amphetamine changes your voice roy and they said that they had heard a myth that regular on freshman use makes you sound like your on helium so i never heard this myth before so i did summer internet digging and am found other people saying that it's saw it when they take 'em admiral olmert often ill so these cognitive enhances the arab unfettered and based that they get feel like they have a full avoid or a deeper voice to me i think what's more likely and again this is i don't know this but this is my sort of hypothesis is that when you were intoxicated annual having slight changes of perception that this you might hear your voice in a different way to how you normally hear aren't your his your salute your brain is slightly working in a different way how here it normally works here i'm if anyone listening knows any scientific reason why am i might change your voice them please can touch because i'm genuinely very interested to know whether this is so decay i wanna remember sturm ver the fear river again as it is it's the stimulus it more mike you more.
"amphetamine" Discussed on Say Why To Drugs
"What you'd ideally wants to do is take a brain scan and then before someone's ever used on fat luhn then after they've been using it for years but it's very unlikely that that situation will arise kids you'd have to just happened to already have thunderbirds rains uconn going tell someone to get an amphetamine pendency mercy am so it's really difficult to know whether these changes lead people to want to use them fetterman or how a result of heavy amphetamine use and it's very difficult teas that out and again with the on a day near these people taking on phetamine because they want because they can't feel joy in the world your is the arab a consequence of heavy on phetamine these executive must treat our largest because someone could argue where we routes repeatedly summary was coming up know i mean users them he's clearly their enforcement this fits causes aren't will know as you said it could be the reason i've gone to infect yeah because of of of of harvard this this lack of a feeling this way over white could be walks draw them in that direction robert it causing it so yes and this is i think we probably talked about this and quite a few websites that is like a big problem with observational epidemiology way you just have to watch what people chiefs today and then tryon in fair what's causing more years after the fact because you can't ever be sure that that's not something else different between our two great years kind of driving it and why you do see a really strong difference you can't tell whether it's a causal in fact just say it's china untangled that's really really hard.