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"almost" Discussed on Almost 30 Podcast

Almost 30 Podcast

05:31 min | 4 months ago

"almost" Discussed on Almost 30 Podcast

"Girl the popular girls standing up for the boy with the back love. How funny is so funny. It is when you're in high school. You guys come on normal. Living a life of of less to know gossip is so much freeing. I mean thinking about the days when you would leave rooms and you're like oh they're talking about me or they're gonna say something about me. I mean when. I'm in a certain situation of my life of my experience in my life right now. Wow there is a lot of gossip where that is going on. And it's such avoidance and it's such like lack of especially when people break out of the pack. Someone's doing something different doing something out of the norm. That's always like number one. Yeah and it's always the no better it's like they should datta dot it on. It's like 'cause it's not what you would do. One hundred percents worry about your pick up your own room bed about your own life. And that's a huge teaching. You know of twelve worlds for life which is really worried about your own space or you're trying to change the world worry about your own space. It's so refreshing to be in. You know friendships. I feel like we have so many great friends here. And alan our conversations. Even if there is discussion about another person there is usually like a an addition which is like you know what i. I wonder why this is triggering me. Oh it's always you know so it's like yes. I really appreciate that because yes we knew. We can have our moments where we just kind of as you say. Let her rip on it. But it's always like Okay so how am i wake of. This is about my experience at this is really like either bugging me or or it's like i'm projecting but yeah totally projecting on this person or or there's a i think there's also to the sleuthing. I think this is what women do all the time. We're we're like well you know. His mom was never around and like we like make excuses always on the road. And that's why he feels like he's got up blah blah blah and like especially with men like every men get ford. You're dating you're like well. Did you know he was only child so we probably say oh my god just asshole hold out home. It's a really great conversation and we talked about her new book but we also talked about gossip like which we just discuss. It was really beautiful. How it felt really step-by-step. It felt really liberating I wanna make a real for that putting your instagram. Just because it was so so good there was also this conversation or part of the interview where we talked about things that are not helpful to hear So phrases that we use that are normalized in our culture. That actually don't help people and that usually make people feel more alone or more isolated and so we talked through some of those phrases and how they are actually not helpful. Yeah we also talked about Taking control of the conversation that you want to have Which i thought was really helpful. So she gives us kind of tactical things we can say. Or you know things that are kind of unsaid that we can create boundaries Around and we also talk about our regulating. Our emotions talk a little bit about parents. I had some you know specific questions. You and then what if your mom calls And then also like you know speaking to the person on the side of dynamic who is who is receiving about race. Who's someone sets the boundary and then that other person like you know what is what is that. What is that reaction. How do we kind of resolve that. Which was so interesting. Because we've all been on on the receiving side about dream. Yeah because i feel like in so many interviews people talk about this is how you set boundaries. Everyone's boundary we. Don't talk about how to receive the boundary. And how if someone sets about andrew with you whether it's verbal or nonverbal how to handle and process yes yes super helpful so she's just incredible so fun so funny we laugh. We laughed a lot and she also shares her her self care routine which i thought was really unique and inspired me. Because for someone who's really serving so many people and It's important to take care of herself. So that was really interesting. And her new book is set boundaries. Find peace last thing. We also talked about just social media. We talked a lot about social media boundaries Walking people on social media if you want just kind of the etiquette and the way to operate on social media so that was part of it. And i know you guys are really interested in that so i felt like really relevant for you so her book is out now. You guys can follow her on instagram. We share oliver information in the episode as well. And we're really grateful. She was able to. Yeah truly thank you and for everyone in almost thirty nation if you haven't already check out our new website it's brand new as of this year and we have courses and programs to support you in your evolution. 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"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

01:42 min | 1 year ago

"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

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"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

04:53 min | 1 year ago

"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

"As the years go on and get older and older. I definitely have seen are less and less. If you like the right thing to would have been to go and see her. You know It just wasn't convenient for me and I just was a little bit selfish about it at this point just because it's like it hurts like there's so many emotions like seeing her. Every time is six just so emotional. And it's just really hard. It's really draining and so I was in such like a fun place. You know like I was coming off the bachelor. Like. My life is completely changing like the shows about air. and. I didn't want to feel. Those negative feelings like I just wanted to like live in what my life it was then what I'd like. You know done for myself in like Im-. Just kind of like relishing the joy in like the excitement and. Not like be bummed out by this emotional trauma. And I guess kind of just avoiding it. Though is really not the right thing to do, and it would have taken a lot less out of me. Out of my life and like my? Then like it. How do I say that right like it would have cost me less. Than like the amount and I would be giving her like I'll be giving her such an amazing thing. She would have loved to have seen E. that's all she wanted. She wants to see me and it. I should have done the right thing and like immediately gone I just chose to be selfish in that moment and I feel guilty about it But. I mean I. Don't know I try to do what I can I like have little video calls with her now. My brother I don't think is talking to her at all, which makes me sad because I know she sad, it's just like a lot of emotions taken. There's and I feel them so strongly I. I feel for her because she's. She knows that she's like picking up and she knows that she's not doing what she's supposed to be doing. She knows that she wasn't there for us. Growing up. And, she's done a lot of people wrong. And I know she has like so much for that, and probably a lot of self, hatred and stuff and depression and. I? It's just like taking on all those emotions and like thinking about it, even it's. Like makes you cry makes me hurt. Just a lot. Do you take on those emotions personally. Yeah but That's kind of why like avoid thinking about it. Talking about it a lot like it's because it, it does weigh on me like so much I take them in so much and I get so worried about her and I feel for her in like you know. I just like I. Don't know what to do to help and. I. You know. I could be angry and I could like you know. Blame her and all this stuff but. Everybody in her life is angry with her always hurt by her and disappointed, and like she just I think what she needs for. Me Is just like I'm never going to be mad at you. I love you all I'm GonNa. Give you as love and. forgiveness. Well speaking of forgiveness. Demi. I would love to talk to you too few minutes. If you're okay with about your faith, and what role that plays in your life, now I think it's super would be super interesting for me and. The listeners, even without okay perfect. We'll hey. Let's take a break when we come back. Let's talk to Jimmy about her faith growing up in a conservative household and Where that stands today we back. With Demi Burnett, on the almost famous indepth. If you're like me. You haven't really gotten out of Yoga Pants sweatpants. Actually Yoga Pants are probably too much for right now, but if you're feeling like changing things up, still being comfy, but feeling a little bit more professional, but more put together a little bit more like you're doing something productive today, maybe mix things up by changing into Beta. Brands dress pants, yoga pants. They're as comfortable as PJ's and their professional style, so it's GonNa. Make you. You feel like he dressed up for today. Every one of my friends who have tried a Beta brand comes back to me like actually. What the heck did you suggest to me? Those things are frigging fantastic and I'm never wearing anything else to work again. my podcast. My best friend has an I literally Shriek when we do the Beta brand at we are so obsessive with these things, and we can't get over an amazing invention that were. So right now. Our listeners can.

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"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

12:47 min | 1 year ago

"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

"To prison So that's a little unclear for me. You know parents want to protect you your kid and that kind of information you know like especially me like I was just this super adorable little blond girl running around. I think the last thing they wanted to tell me he was like your mom's going to prison so it was sometime. Whenever I was younger she went for a couple of years. Like I didn't see her for a while and I didn't know why but yeah so whenever I was under ten like I really couldn't even tell you how old I was because I didn't even know until after years after it had happened and then she went back that it was it was. Yeah so I was twenty two. I guess whenever she went in the second time twenty one or twenty two and then she got out you know whenever I was on the show and then she she went back. She's in prison right now. No I'm so sorry. Yeah it is what it is But she'll be out in. May it was just she like a violated probation or something failed a drug test or something. Are you comfortable sharing with us? Why she went to prison the other two times like sorry. Did you ask why she went to prison? The other two times. Yeah yeah because you can google it and find out. I'm not exactly sure it had something to do with like embezzlement fraud and you know something to do with that stealing money from somebody. It's weird right because when I was just an alternate prepping for this podcast. I was like I'm going to laugh my brain's off talking to you and I think we still will. There's a lot of funny things here but the beauty of you is that your complex and we all are right. We'll are complex at some level but like your story right away is like I'm just sitting here. I don't know really happy to be talking to you. I guess would be the thing like I'm going to learn a lot from today and I know Ashley as well How did this? How does having this is GonNa feel so insensitive? I but like how does having growing up knowing that? Your mom is imprisoned. Like how does that affect you as a human Yeah I guess. That's the best way to say it I it affected me like not having her like present in like you know making bad decisions and stuff like not having that like nurture a definitely kind of made me like a little bit harder and I'm a little bit colder and also like I had to. You Know My dad took care of me. So well like the best he ever or he or anyone else ever could but you know he had to work two so there was a lot of things that like. I had to do that. Normally MOMS would do and so I did a lot of things for myself so like now if somebody doesn't do things for themselves or like you know they have their mom doing a bunch of stuff for them still. I'm Jay Jealous that I didn't have that and so it makes me a little bitter and I'm like you can't do anything yourself but then I'm like I'm sorry I'm just. I know that I'm just jealous that I never got to experience that but it I mean it definitely like 'cause a Lotta like mommy issues like me and my brother always joke about it Just because like lovingly putting so much love and having so much love for this woman who you like you know you look up to her so much and you just want her to like be around and just like love you back the way you love her and like constantly chasing her and it hurt. It hurt really really bad and I mean I used to cry about it like every night as a kid but I just now you know I. I don't want to ever like you know as an adult. You just kind of get more mature about it and it's like I don't WanNa make my dad field is credited because you know I feel so bad. I was always crying about my mom and my dad and he's over there doing everything for me and so I don't know because they feel guilty about that so now I just sing his praises. And you know he's the best little buddy. Love that man. How was it being raised by a father during her teenage years when it came to dating body changes and all of I definitely just kept it all to myself. I didn't really date that much. Like I would have like two week long little boyfriends that I would just see in the hallway or something. I didn't really date anyone seriously And honestly I was kind of a not a very good person in high school because I would just call me heartbreak Demi because I would just like talked to a guy for two weeks and then I'll say okay I'm over it and I'm like who's the next one who's the next one and I don't know why I did that. But it was cruel just was into like the chase in wants to chase was over. I was like okay like next next chase because I mean I mean that's terrible terrible way to be and I know that and I would never do that now but I think it was just. Kinda like liking the attention and I knew that I wasn't GonNa really like hang out with them probably outside of school that much. 'cause you know my dad probably wouldn't be too cool then. Lessee League knew the guy and I was always doing volleyball stuff and it was kind of just like I liked crushing on people but I definitely hurt some people along the way. And that's all have guilt about that forever. Do you have a mother for your Alden. His High School Years Did your dad ever remarry. Yes so whenever I was thirteen. My Dad started dating this woman. Bobby and she was the best thing that ever happened us. She's incredible they're still together and everything She definitely helped me be like more girly and stuff because I was like a total tomboy growing with my dad and my brother and I like my dad would try as best you know but I was. I don't know I always wanted to wear my brother's clothes and stuff like I would just total tomboy and so like she definitely girly me up and like loves me so so much like. It's so cool. She's just took me in as her own like she fully believes I am her daughter and she is like my mother like she was my mom ever since I was thirteen. Would that do for you to have thirteen like to have that woman? Walk into your life. It was awesome like finally got to have like a motherly figure and got to have somebody to talk to like girly stuff with and like uncomfortable conversations. I don't WanNa Talk to my dad about you know it. I really needed it. And then she has like this amazing family too and all I love all them. They love me. They took us right in as well. It was very like healing. You mentioned playing with boys hearts in high school. When did you realize you're interested in possibly men and women I I kind of like had like whenever I was little like you know whenever you're a young kid and you start playing on the computer and you're looking at things you shouldn't be looking at. I was like looking at naked women and I was interested in it and I liked. I liked it and That's probably like fifth grade. Maybe started that and but not much and then it all started with. Because one time I went to Demi Dot com like just went to it and it was like a site and I didn't know obviously gave me so many viruses but I was just going to go to my name and then I was like That was interesting. I didn't mind that and so then. In seventh grade there was like a rumor that went around that 'cause bullies that. I liked girls and everyone was like making funny and like it is a cold is a cold is ostracizing. The right word when we're in like you know it was just torture and so I was like no I don't know I don't like whatever and then that kind of just like I don't even know who started that so we are but then that just kind of went away and I was like okay. Few like nobody. Nobody knows about that. Like it. Kinda just everyone forgot about it And then I just kind of like I thought about it a lot but I always thought it was wrong. Because that's just you know it's a different day and age now back then. It was less okay especially like me. Little girl like that wouldn't have been Chile the Church now. I'm sure probably is fine but I was scared. You know I didn't want to even entertain the thought so watched a bunch of girl on girl porn through high school and stuff and then made my I like move or like acted on it My Freshman Year of college and it was funny because it was with a girl we were in college but like we went school together one year and whenever we were like in sixth grade or something and I was like. Hey funny scene you hear what was it like when when you first realized it so you know you watched the videos and look the pictures and it was intriguing but when did you realize when did it hit you. I'm actually into women as well. I think it was like the for the very first time I kissed a girl and not like drunk history girl at a party but like intimately kissed a girl it was crazy like fireworks my stomach. I was like Oh my Gosh. I loved that. So is that your freshman year. Yeah Okay when was your first kiss of the boy seventh grade? Did you have fireworks? They're no well no. I did It was I think about like the you know the first time you ever make out. You're like I've never made out with anyone like I don't know what to do. And I like made out this kid in Egypt. It was just a terrible make out and so it was just awkward. But like I I think that I honestly like my first boils like three. The first time my leg a little three year old boyfriend. I like to call my kindergarten. Kids my first kiss instead of the nineteen year old. Kid You call yourself the Queer Queen you know. You're you're a Queer Queen in paradise. Can you tell her? Audience was difference between by fluid and Queer is so I call myself a queer queen and what I mean by queers that like I. I know that I'm different. I know that I'm not the norm. And then sexual fluidity is like your flowing either way you know you are. GonNa Change Your Mind. However you're feeling like whatever your desires are your sexuality flows with that it's never like constant like consistence flowing around and then like gender fluidity is the same concept except you're just fluid and flowing with lake whatever gender. You're feeling like whatever you're identifying as like you know that day or that whatever just flowing back and forth and maybe flowing forth for awhile and back a little in whatever just fluid And then bisexual is being attracted to both men and women. Do you think that was identified as you know I I? Don't I guess like this is so hard for me because like I don't really know what to identify as I guess you could say bisexual but that doesn't mean that I wouldn't a trans person would or someone who doesn't want identifies any gender like I'd be open to dating anybody if I had a connection with them so that's why I just kind of say queer because I'm like just not the norm like whatever so you being queer never came up on Colton season? Why was that? I was embarrassed and ashamed. And I didn't WanNa like weird the girls out or something you know I just wasn't ready to come out honestly did did anybody know like any of the producers. Any anybody yeah. Some of the producers knew like towards the end of it and then like my closest friends knew. I'm sure I'm sure I told Hanna at some point but I probably you know just kind of try to casually like. Oh Yeah I've dated women before and she's I what Demi your mom out of prison for the second time while you were filming the Bachelor and you were all the way in Asia. How did it feel not being able to? Which normally have seen her when she got out of prison. Now that we see this is like a thing that she's done a couple of times. Would you normally go and see her right away or was the phone call kind of like pretty much? What you do.

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"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

03:07 min | 1 year ago

"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

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"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

02:14 min | 1 year ago

"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

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"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

01:43 min | 1 year ago

"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

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"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

07:18 min | 1 year ago

"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

"We've been talking to Blake. Cordesman Allot I mean we've started high school. That's let us up through his first job high-school college in onto the Bachelorette which led him to a little bit of disappointment, not being the bachelor into Bachelor in Paradise a year after being on the Bachelorette We all know Blake Story I am Bachelor in Paradise. We don't need to go into details of who the women were and kind of all the storylines played out. There we've we've heard one hundred times. If you haven't I'm sure you can. Can Google it. in in everybody has been either hurt by Some feel like they've been her. From the experience. Others have been hurt by kind of the second hand. opinions and criticism Blake what has hurt you. The most and I say this not to like Hey I know you've experienced pain in this. No, it's like. Hey, you're pain has been very public like your struggles with mental health have been have been talked about often by yourself and others. What from this whole experience is hurt you the most? So much I think. I and I've always been. A bit of a you know I think I was very naive coming into this world and I think the hardest part was seeing. People I, considered friends You know just throwing under the bus for Re tweets for likes for pods for whatever they needed to keep you know relevant or whatnot and that was hard for me because I just think I'd even though I was told you not expect that by thousand people I still didn't think but that was something that was going to happen, and one of the hardest parts at it all was. How many people were on my side privately? How many people told me they would have done exactly what I did I did nothing wrong, and then in public doing now while some of them did the complete opposite, but a lot just were kind of quiet on the whole thing and. It's a weird part it's. It's weird because I don't expect in this world now. Especially now I know better. It's hard to expect people to stick their neck out for you. You know because they're risking their Rep. their senior career and I know that now looking back like it's hard to be like. Why didn't you say anything because they were worried about? About their image but that was the hardest part was watching friends who I people I consider friends saying privately there on my side of that was Jerry Harvard will will. This is our moment to kind of stick our necks out, and you know that's why we have this podcast and we want to hear the truth. Right because the truth gets hard to. To sometimes see. When all this is going on, you know we're watching. On TV were seeing glimpses on social media. We're hearing. The opinions from your peers and I think when you do that, you go. Oh, my this must be true, but for you. You're saying hey, like this is a lot harder to understand. Though anybody saw And you're just wanting people to be there. Now that causes some mental health issues right? I mean you came on your on your instagram. Season you just like in tears crying to the public like really crying out loud for help and I I think I members advising you. To think I think we talked to through and I was like I. Don't know what you do here like I. I don't know if this is smart. Share like I. Know It kind of feels like you're outing the other people involved, but you're like you're just saying like I just need to get my story out there because I need to feel like less alone, right. Yeah. I mean not only nine. Yeah, and just I'll. I'll just N- I. Get parts like some people the whole text mentioning, but like it's. It's frustrating me because imagine. The, whole world was against like people had already decided that was guilt. There was nothing back. I was guilty and unfortunately the show and I. Don't blame the show necessarily for not showing my side because. I couldn't when I was down there I didn't. It wasn't like they ended my sign out like I didn't because I. didn't know some things that were being. Said you know But so I just felt like I had no choice and I, was like. Listen like I don't. I'll never understand how somebody can be angrier at the evidence. You know of the lies in the licensed cells. That's just not something that I don't know. How ever be able to comprehend but at the same time it's like get private ministers of prime messages, but it's like. Same time millions of people watch the show you so I don't know. Art, who's a very difficult decision in? It's not one I took lightly in it hurt. It hurt really bad at the time. but it was something I felt like I had to do. What steps did you take? After, the show was aired to better your mental health. To the show was aired. During while it was airing I, you know I took First of all. I got off social media. like I didn't pose posted. Oppose the text messages. Tonight didn't post again to the finale. I just felt like I needed to remove myself from from that. so I got off of that took therapy to therapy leaned on friendly non-family. I still was really low It's hard when you feel alone like fat and even I know my family cares. electrons negatively loves me, but. You're almost in your in a weird states. you know when you're? Swollen restart I was always one of those people who thought that. Anxiety panic attacks. Depression was always something. You could just quote unquote. Rub Dirt on, and I always thought that. It was kind of a made up thing for people who. Needed attention quote Ed, you will now I know that that is not the case that those are very very real I remember. I was depressed and. I remember the every every day. I was in bed probably about three months, and I remember every day like tomorrow. I'M GONNA. Get up I'M GONNA walk I'm GonNa take a jog tomorrow's Dea and then I wake up and I couldn't do it physically couldn't do it and I remember my mom coming in and trying to drag me out of bed. I physically couldn't do it now. Just in a really bad spot and I. Let my your health you know. Starts declined start eating crappy to solve just a snowball and I was in a really bad spot and. It took a long time to get out of that And still so like I said. It's something I'm working on but I'm definitely not you know. Wave at a spot that I was four five months ago. But it's not something that you can cure overnight and it does take time for sure. to close off this segment. An, thank you for sharing the stuff I think. It cannot feel great, but I I hope that speaking about it over and over again at some point. you know you, you will be able to move forward which you know, I'd like to know..

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"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

08:20 min | 1 year ago

"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

"We've had guests come on the on our Poe, almost famous podcast and talk about how they do podcast exploring a partnership with that looks like. I'm learning what I'm seeing. All this is like I'm learning more and more that there. Everybody is entitled to their opinion, but the part that affected people. The most that you hit on was that you were accused during this time in your life of leading people on of playing with hearts of manipulated situation. And you're saying that you never did that. But why was that the perception? Why is that the story that got put out there during this kind of limbo season? Because, that was a good story. That makes good TV. That makes good narrative. The man who everybody loves falling off the top you know and I'm not gonNA. Sit here and act like I didn't make mistakes. I've made mistakes. Everybody does mind just happened to be in front of America. I I mean you. You saw very very honest about how you know. That night, and how it felt they were very sure to tell me that it was since you know anything other than sex. Can you clarify the night? stage. Again there is. Is. Yeah good. There's Kaelin at stagecoach. was there in other Bachelor girl at stagecoach beside Christina? Chrissy yeah. Like we both made a very. It was very clear. What it was. You know and so I think that was the frustration when I was watching, the show back is. The way it was you know the way. The story slipped a little bit now a lot of it a lot of it, and so that was really. I think blake part of this gets heavy and weird and confusing, because there was store, so many storylines happening. leading up into the Bachelor in paradise. Just for anybody out there, listening I know you've done it a hundred times before I don't think we needed exact time line, but. Just a summary of what that whole concert felt like to. You was a big party and a lot of things going around in circles, and all of a sudden you find yourself talking to dating sleeping with somebody you didn't expect or was there conversation beforehand and then we can leave. The stage comes conversation kind of if fashioned followups. A better idea. What picture was being done here so that we all understand. The story a little bit better. Feel Kinda Kinda hurt it, but I mean. Overheard but Yeah, I mean at stagecoach. It's music festival. Think it, you know everybody's having fun. That was the funniest part about everything like this wasn't like. A random like I dunno, like night. You know music was a full weekend it's yet is everybody's having fun. Everybody's living life and yet for I day night, for am. Text messages happens. Christina came over and then the next night yet. Four A. M., some text message exchange and Caitlyn came over. To refresh the audiences memory. You did have a brief thing with Christina coming off of the Bachelorette. Fall and then that fizzled out which I think. Both of you agreed that that fizzled out then. You started talking to Kaelin later on that year. Both of them at stagecoach. Then you believe that it was clear to both of them that it was just a hookup thing and that it was more of a weekend thing, and then you tried to pursue Hannah. G I'm thinking that you be dating her in paradise. He went down to Alabama to have a weekend with her. No she got to La like six hours nauseam hours. For about six hours. So. It was just a quick trip. I went to tell her about stage. Yeah! Because you guys were talking to before. We're talking and I just didn't want her blindsided down. I didn't want. That's why it's okay him. I didn't want anybody blindsided down marijuana make sure. You know. Yeah I just didn't want anybody to site. I wanted to make sure everybody kind of knew me and Hannah never. We talk about this formula. Hannah never agreed like. Hey, I'm going to get you. You're going to need both. We're both excited about each other. Don't get me wrong, but it never was that case. BANNING OF ANYTHING TO ADD BEFORE I go further on the timeline. No No. I don't I think I think all this like even now I sit here, Blake and as a friend I'm like man I know. You've had to talk about this a thousand times. Yeah, and I know. this is frustrating and I know it get defensive I think the the hardest part here. A will always be the hardest part for you. Is it so complex like I? Just think like I don't know how you fit this. In that period of time I. Think Everybody's kind of joked about that like. How do you have so much time? The second part is like it just complex. It's a complex story with a of different moving parts. But you know your truth. Is this and and you know we'd have to talk to? Everybody else involved to get there through it, but your truth is. Hey, you didn't play with any hearts. There is a mutual understanding between all parties involved. and. Nobody was nobody felt misled in, and that's why you decided to go on paradise because you felt like everybody was in the clear which you know. Is Why you went to tell. Hannah G in person that this is what happened, and if you choose to Paradise, I want you to know ahead of time. I promise you I'm leading somewhere with this to a more relevant question. So in paradise. You ask Teixeira out on a date. Even though I think you had mentally planned on asking. Is that correct. And you recently admitted this on your instagram story because your contract expired last month. Yeah I, mean I. Yeah I plan to take? I got the I. Didn't think I was going to get the first day car. That was a complete surprise me but I remember getting it and being like. ITN talked. About a lot of Canada like okay, we got up left the room. Too much about this, but yeah I mean. Down and It was my decision I was forced to do anything at the time. You know I I Felt that people. I trusted a lot of people but they had already kind of figured narrative for me and I was maybe take Hannah. The narrative might have been a little different for them, and Tesa is an amazing woman. Onset feel the worst on it like tasty was brought into drama that she didn't need to be like. I brought her into Jonah not. Not On that first date you know what I mean like. It wasn't fair to her. Be I. Just you know I was about an hour. most convinced to take to take Teixeira and that really is where everything started snowballing, and it was just a horrible experience yet. I think that's everybody's like initial question was what did he'd pig Weiji estee show. If I could go back like I I think one of the hard things about. Having a good experience on the Bachelor Bachelorette is that. You're very naive. Very naive going into paradise and I. You know I was I was like you know. These producers are making points. Am I best interests at heart and then. I guess the rest is history, but. You also said on the same instagram story that you feel a little bit of Ptsd from Bachelor in paradise. I still. Just, talking about this is getting me wound up my heart. Reading on the setting like it's really rough. Experience in it was. I mean it was just a hard time in my life to have? Not. Not only when you're on the beach, having everybody. Gang up on me. And bully me, you know cheek me while I was down, constantly Like afterwards, still a lot of people trusted the same thing you know, and it was just felt very alone very very very low during on. Ben You are with him. I mean with him. As geider throughout that time I know that you confided a lot in him blake. Tell us from your perspective. How.

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"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

06:21 min | 1 year ago

"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

"Right well now, Blake. We know the traumatic things that happened in your high school, but I wanna know what kind of high school kid you're like. What who did you run with well I mean. So popular so. Back Mean Yeah. I was like the quarterback quarterback. Yeah, I was like the quarterback and all that sophomore year starting quarterback, but like my screws. We though because it was so small that there weren't like click because we all grew up together, so we all knew each other like obviously in highschool different. You sit with at lunch. If you will you know I mean I. Guess was the cool table, but there really wasn't like A. Bad tape! We didn't have bad kids. Get Kids, and it's Kinda weird thing in a small town. How big was your class? That's really nice. I had five hundred per grade. Yeah. So. It's pretty Big Ben. What about you? I was I had four hundred per grade And it's a small town. My high school experiences while but Blake. We got through the football around some time from quarterback. I come into the other day when you're throwing the balls. Oh, you're quarterback. Try Try, and my heart is still have a live back. My golden years as I sleep on. My fiancee's in my fiance's parents house, asking you to eat their food. I've been down in Nashville Tennessee now for about two weeks. we literally all seven of US have quarantined inside this house, so it's like it's funny. Every seven or seventeen seven there seven. But it's funny Blake. Are Fans love it, I love. It is like Ashen I've talked about it. We've turned into schoolers all over again. Because all of a sudden, we're like freaking out. Our parents like eating. Their food were sleeping on their couch. Like this whole thing has been wild. Everyday, it's like mom can't. Cheese I, don't when I'm ever going to grow out of that I. Think it's when you you have kids of your own. I was thinking that. Maybe I still don't like I. Don't think anybody's adult until they had kids. I! Don't think so either. I completely agree Jason. Tanner are one hundred percent adults. Jerry tonight we're. Going to sit in the backseat of the car. And My mom and dad are gonNA drive. Okay so then. Where did you go to college? And did you play High School and College? It'd be play. Highs woke up. Did you like quarterback in college. Search of yes I went to Hastings College, a small college in Nebraska I wanNA say. Five hundred thousand people like not so pretty like a big high school school. Big High School. Be I played football at their house recruited. So it's funny, because I can't believe well, some of the pictures have come out, but I was accrued as a quarterback. Played quarterback for about year year and a half. Going into spring training spring season of my sophomore year. We got this bad ass. Yuko quarterback match was not good enough, so I went to the coach and I was like coach I'm Never GonNa play. They can I. Do something else. He's like yeah, actually. Your Napoli and we think we can put some weight on like you want to be a tight end, so I was like sure and I was up to two forty when I was out and I was a big. just ate like five chicken breast for lunch. You know like huge steaks for dinner. I was loved live as great. Beyond about to forty, going into my senior year of college, I was like my neck was like he. Different Blake definitely a different point. How are you at the ladies throughout high, school and College? High School at two girlfriends. Author Highschool so college was initially timeframe so I was. I was super shy growing up in in high school. College is kind of where I broke out a little bit, but wasn't a big man on campus. Quote, unquote anymore so it was more of a time. I think every high schools like NOUMEA's like. The quarterback like that guy, but then in college I got to kind of reinvent myself. Because people didn't know me us that and so I liked. That's what's so cool about college. Is that like all the sudden? There are not cliques anymore. You are fresh person. It's your rep goes. Yeah, and I wanted to break out of the. Stereotypical athlete like I wanted to break out of that I didn't WanNa be that guy anymore. Because I think a lot of people would only see that so called school from me, I I took a bunch of classes. That I never would have ended up getting degrees in marketing, communication and I really broke out of my like. Probably software years broke out of my shell I was still like super shy freshman year. It's offering broke out of my shell and like people didn't know his jock. I was just at fun game campus. who like knew everybody was friends everybody in that kind of thing so? That you're like? Pretty natural with the ladies I mean. Everyone loves we call it, back seat. Girls Love you coming off Becca season like doing events with you and just seeing their reaction to you was incredible and then in paradise. We obviously saw that you know you were girl that a lot of your guy that a lot of girls had their eye on and well. We know that there is drama that ensued and you didn't. You weren't exactly that girl that wanted to end up. Everybody was going like trying to make that didn't end up with anybody I think that. Was the plane going into paradise, but there wasn't initial attraction that many girls had. What is it about you and did you always have this power over women? I don't know I. Think I just. I think. Like. Self described here and I'm going. Oh Don't do it. DON'T SWEAT IT NO! I think maybe UNDIS-. I think people are comfortable around me. I guess I. Think Very Yeah. I'm very self deprecating. I don't think like I. Don't take myself seriously. and so I think people just comfortable around against I. think that's actually pretty good answer. and. GonNa talk to yeah, and I think I'm always that person. Whether, it be at like like parties, clubs or family reunions, or what a house parties that want to make sure everybody's having a good time to make sure everybody's comfortable and everybody's..

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"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

01:46 min | 1 year ago

"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

"Face diamond. It's like I have a friend of mine. And she had this day where she just cried all day and just let out this big cry on in the next day. She felt a lot better. I think it's okay to be scared. Right now. You know and to kind of you know embrace that and try ends. I guess figure out who you want to be coming out of this. I think it's almost kind of opportunity at a way to You know whether you're in a job you're clearly happy with Whether you were a personality weren't happy with and now this is kind of a a restart for a lot of people Which thank him Jimmy and interest. It's an interesting time that even in St is so crazy none of us have been through this or I'll just taking it step by step together But I think a lot of people need to embrace it and try and figure out a way you know to help people and to become the prisoner. I want to go. Yeah because as you said like if we break it all down there's one thing that's been very clear through any type of trauma as you said with Teddy bears and the gifts and Calls and also with this with the support is definitely not alone. There's other people out there. that Want to love US and want to be there for us. We just have to be willing to accept it to maybe ask or to reach out to others to do the same. Hey Blake thanks for For sharing all this Thank you for allowing us to kind of probe into a place that I know is a little uncomfortable. An improbably semi Still hard to talk about in has caused a lot of change in your life in the community that you grew up in Let's take a break. Go a drink of water will come back To start talking about you and your love life after the break all.

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"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

13:02 min | 1 year ago

"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

"One hundred ten kids over small town Talent yeah it's pretty small. Yeah I mean it's these mountain towns Colorado a little different because it was like huge like area wise but like there's not many people because everybody has lands and stuff so it's Kinda hard to describe people don't know kind of what the mountains look like but yeah like five hundred kids maybe four hundred kids total in high school Pretty Small High School Close my family Parents did get divorced. You know when I was what was I. Sixteen fifteen sixteen. That was hard. Obviously specially in a small town. I think it makes it a lot harder and then from there. I went to college in Nebraska also another small college in the Midwest And then from them about Colorado after graduating there and lived in Denver now for about six years. Did your parents divorce have any affect on how you looked at relationships in love? Did you still want to get married at that? Point absolutely had effect on me because my parents definitely had they were married. Very Young They were together casualness. Eighteen years something like that. Eighteen years longtime like it wasn't like a Krino which inherited enemy and they were. You know definitely together for the kids for a long time and so it was almost when it finally they decided you know to kind of heart ways it hurts but saints. Who is best for everybody? And they're both very happy now literally in the next relationship they were into a been together since so For both of them so my mom remarried my dad now but dating you know same woman for ten years maybe maybe longer so So yeah it was. It was one of those weird things where it didn't make me not leaving love and not Li marriage because they gave you the best shot that lasts as long as possible. They raised me. My sister and stay together for US loved us. I was always in a very loving home. And then when they split up they still found remarried and found love again so definitely didn't affects. You Know My love life or anything like that. Tell tell us a little bit. More about what? It's like one of the things that I don't think we've ever discussed on an in-depth podcast though is As somebody's in highschool or late high school you know you had some traumatic experiences. I know it was public. That you were At School You're a senior when there was a school shooting At your high school In addition that obviously we just talked about the the separation of your parents For anybody out there listening. That's just like hey these feel like Heavy topics And not everybody's been through a school shooting That is a unique experience but a lot of people have been through divorce. How do you process this? And has it changed your perception of kind of life in how you see the world yeah Yeah my at the time when you're going through that you don't really realize that it's much different than everybody else. I mean. Obviously a school shooting very unique. But when you're going through it you know you don't really think much when you look back on it it's like man my high school those four three or four years really transformed to. I am today in the man. I am still you know and parents divorce. Yes was very hard you know and especially in a small town no But it's at the same time it brought Mr Ferri very close and so that that is something that always be thankful for me Mr close now. She's for years younger than me We're always kind of close But that's we're going through the divorce. Ron Us very very close together and then yeah. I mean it was not much longer after us. Kinda during actually I was senior in high school and a complete stranger walked into my high school. Didn't have any ties. The high school in took took Some female students hostage and it was very skilled obviously for everybody in the community and the state really came together but for me it was Kinda strange because or you know hard because my sister was a freshman at the time in my mom actually worked in high school too so I had basically my whole family in that high school at the time. So it hit me a little differently Because you know so much could have been taken from me that day and you know. I'll never forget. My mom was actually the one got on the intercom and said like coat white and I could hear it in my mom's voice that something was wrong. You know and the teacher remember the teacher looking at me and me looking at teacher and I could tell something often never forget stacking deaths in front of doors antiquing windows and things like that and it's it was very hard to process at the time. I remember prying but I couldn't figure out why I remember that a lot And but one of the cool things that came from it is the community. The state and the country really rallied around us And I remember we were getting. I was getting calls from people that I would never have probably talked to and they were calling in support. Never remember was a ton of money donated to my school and I remember. We had a whole classroom full. It's heady bears things like that. So it was cool to see the outpouring of love when things like that happen and how people can kind of come together and amy. I mean sometimes you can lose faith in humanity A lot actually And that was just a reminder that there are really good people out there that was. That was kind of a cool thing with everybody. Okay we did lose one female. Yeah and Yeah it was. It was really hard You know she was small school. So you kind of know everybody and was it was also very cutting credible to see. Was Her parents rally and be so strong and she they they actually. There's a emily. Keyes Foundation names than Wiki. Was Emily Keystone Dacian now and anytime you actually just did etc. Renew my license. It was kind of a weird moment where I was going through the To give new drivers license and in it it says. Would you like to donate to the emily? Keyes donor foundation Because she donated all your organs and everything and I was like. Oh my God. That's crazy that out of that. You know how many lives have been saved like heck. Yeah it was like donate donate donate so it was interesting and it was. It was just a strength that her parents showed and her family showed was also It was very inspiring. Do you do you feel like I mean how much of that there's always. I'm I'm I'm in therapy right now. And my counselor talks about there. Is this moment in every person. No matter if you're male or female or how unifies life where you see you see like there's you see the world differently become an adult innocence? You lose your night. Not Naive nece you. The I guess the the Lens of the world looks if it was this that moment for you and if not Yeah I remember. There was a moment during haven't talked about a while you get choked up. I'll never forget so when we were evacuated from the high school By SWAT teams Room by room I remember going into the. They huddled us into the gymnasium which was in a different building and held on us in gymnasium. And I remember seeing my mom and sister for the first time you know and we like ran to the middle of the Gymnasium. And it's a big group hug and it was just like in that moment it was like gosh things. Can you just ribs from ripped ripped from you so quickly and stuff asked And it's strange maybe to learn that and ice school knows at sixteen seventeen But it was definitely a moment that I will always remember like being so thankful that they weren't Ripa me and there was and then also at the same time the feeling the pain of Emily's family and how she was tremend- you know it was. It was a lot to take in. You know a sixteen seventeen is still stuff. I'm process long way and it took a while but to be so thankful that for what I have but then at the same time somebody who lost their child you know that was. That was a hard thing to deal with. You know not sixty. I'm John Member just. I remember watching CNN. And they were like you know his helicopter with my school. I remember seeing certain things happening and I remember just losing and crying and I was like crying. It was just so much process. It's are do you think Have have you ever been that scared again now? I guess that's a good point. I mean I've never really. I've never really thankfully that I've never really experienced anything like that in the there's a feeling of helplessness. Like I'll never forget that. I'll never forget the feeling of helplessness and US running from classroom classroom to try and like lock doors and fire doors have locks and you'd hear knock on the door and we'd pant you'd be like. Oh my God what's happening is we had no information So I mean it was complete Tara but also for myself but most importantly like I knew. My sister was in bat at a height that the school as well. And my mom and friends like your whole life sixteen life is in that school and so it was not only worried about yourself worried about the zoo and that was. I was really hard. Did you feel like you had like long-term effects by it like going back to school yet? I mean of course obviously like that's a life changing moment obviously Something that while enforce too many people go through to be honest now But it's I remember going back to school a couple of weeks later they can open up the school and I remember they They changed the door shuts on other room at Everything took place in and it was really eerie but also said it was. All of our students came together and the teachers and the community and everybody just as outpouring of love that I. I've never felt before or since to be honest and so it was pretty incredible. Yes it changed me and changed our community but also like a gave me hope again. You know you lose all that hope some stranger who just for no reason given to our high school but at the same time you lose hoping and same time you see all of these incredible people doing these incredible things you hope again. And that's why it's so important for people to reach out in times of need because it does make a difference coming from somebody. Who's been in it? It does make a difference the donations the teddy bears the food. Everything makes huge difference. They you're just sitting here and I'm listening to everything you're saying you know. Obviously as a kid who went to high school you experienced this and there was huge life changing effects from it. The family that lost somebody had massive life changing effects As you said like this is unfortunately not uncommon in some in the world. We live in And it also makes me think that That we all we all have a story that we all have something in our lives that marks that point in time where we realize that we're out of control we don't have control of this. We are in control of what happens next and it makes me relate and a lot of waste like what's happening now like you know a couple of weeks ago. People had job there. Couple months ago people had jobs. People were hearing rumors of a virus that was across the world Things were operating as usual as normal We were able to be with family. You know Easter is coming up and as a Christian like that's a big weekend for me. That's one of my favorite weekends. It's where I get to see my grandmother who is in her eighties that I don't get to see very often and I get to give her a hug and sit with her and just share members with her. I could see my GRANDPA. Who's in his mid nineties right now and like those eastern. These holidays are times I would make special to come back home into sit with him and I say all of this not to feel sorry for me. All all of us have a story You know all of us have a story and right now. A lot of people. Their story is being changed. Their story is being enhanced. Their story is getting more complex. Their sadness involved. There's weird ways of like new ways of looking at the world and kind of celebrating through this blake as we end this segment about your upbringing and who you are as a man leading you into One of the biggest things in your life which is crazy enough going on a reality television show for anybody out there listening once again. That's going my story. Feel so hard to understand right now like this is so scary. My world is being rocked. My world view is changing. What would you say to them? If you had your platform you had everybody. That just feels lonely and scared right. Now what would you speak into their life? Well first of all I I don't be you should be afraid. You should be scared Kind of embrace that in a way because if you fight it you know the more and more you fight It's okay to feel afraid. I have more friends who have been laid off and friends who have not right now and it's it's terrifying time In the virus itself is scary and I think like I have some friends who I recently talked to and they were like. We're.

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"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

01:37 min | 1 year ago

"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

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"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

02:38 min | 1 year ago

"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

"He was like what are you talking about? You know I was like Oh my. That's why Kellie with the brains. Kelly with the braid. No, he's an attorney, really smart. He's so quick. My last question. Is a fun on right now. If! There was one girl that you could have taken further along in the competition than you did. WHO WOULD BE? This shop job right here. Amazing all right guys. Thank you, you're so wonderful. Because a great. This is awesome I wish I was actually kind of hoping that last question. You just throw him back at her and pick somebody else just for fun, but hey. A Peter, it's been awesome chatting with you. Things for for sharing everything with us, I. Know We kept you over, but I feel like it was worth it Ashley. Very excited, talked to Kelly. Thanks for coming on. and talking with us both. We do this little thing at the end of every episode, and we're just going to ask you to fall along with this year because we're all in this together. So just follow our lead. Okay, agree on this week's in-depth episode. Ashley and I get to talk with Peter Webber. And then at the very end Kelly it was an awesome podcast. One of a lot of complexity I hope our listeners take a little time to process through peters, emotions and the journey that he's been on an how he's gotten to this point. Yes, he's made mistakes. Yes! He's done some things as Kelly mentioned that we just want to shake him and say you can be better, but haven't. We all In in the truth is shared this whole thing with us, and we gotta be grateful for that. We wish Peter the best. We appreciate his time. With that I've been. I've been actually I mean Peter. Kelly later, guys. Hey for anybody out there listening. Make sure you watch. Listen to your heart airs Monday April Thirteenth on ABC eight seven central. Make sure you watch it because it's coming out weekly. It's GonNa be Great Ashley. Going to be big, you and I are going to talk. Read it every week, so you never you're not watching. Listen to your heart. You'RE GONNA. Feel totally lost that our discussions, so you got to do it. Followed Ben and Ashley I almost famous podcasts on iheartradio or subscribe wherever you listen to podcasts. By I'm Oscar. Ramirez host the daily Corona Virus Update a daily podcast bringing you the latest on what to know about the global pandemic. We're facing. There's a lot of information going around about other viruses spreading hot spots.

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"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

09:44 min | 1 year ago

"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

"Or didn't work just growing and learning to you know take time and like not Russian to anything like I've done so many times in the past to truly just like You know do do stuff for me and like not not be so much of someone is just trying to please someone just Not put my foot down like just put myself forward a little bit more That's one of the biggest things that I want to do. The show over again I would have done and after show. I'm one hundred percent. That's that's me now going forward I you know throughout all of this like `isolation right now and everyone has so much time to kind of just processing industry. Reflect on everything about your life You know I'm looking forward to the future now than more than I ever have and I think all of us are and like one of the beautiful things about this isolation is no one's GonNa take anything for in my opinion knowing that. Take anything for granted after this is done. Were released for free to do whatever like go out and do what you need to do. And just hopefully use this time to be like focusing on yourself folks in our relationships with the people closest to you and just become a better person and just not take any grant and regards Kelly You know who knows what this turns into right now. I just know that I I love time that I spend with her. And for whatever weird crazy reason we are in each other's lives right now and weird. I know it's it's insanely earned. If it is but you know I'm just excited and like I'm I'm in a really good spot now and I'm so happy that I can that because even a couple of weeks ago I wasn't there but I just feel like such a stronger person. Such a more confident person someone who knows what they want and how to go about that and I just I just. I'm grateful for that. That's what a good partner does me and say okay final to clean up that some of that and make help make sense or are you spending time in Chicago right now for you or just it was serendipitous and you got locked down there. Are you doing this for yourself? Honestly it's both like I. I'm enjoying my time so I don't WanNa leave on except for when I have to go to work but again also just as risking given anything. Hopefully my parents Going back home there when I do fly but and then a final do things here one is for both of you just to clear cleared up because I do think one of the hardest parts has been as Kelly said like. Sometimes it's like we just need like the full truth to get out there. Yes or no we need to fully understand. Is there a crush going on here? Like is there a crushing going happening? Between both of you kill you. Answer that as well. Yeah definitely crush. So that means that Nick Vile. Kelly is not like in the picture. I don't know what happened with that. Okay Nick wanted to post it and I was like skeptical. Sounds like what post set out to be like? Oh what did he say that I was that it was cryptic? I'm not cryptic. Why do I want rumors being spread them? No but yeah but the Knicks Them. Supportive of of all his money. Oh Hey we get it. We get it. Hey Ashley Sorry about that Kelly Peter. Thank you now. Ashes are going to have fun with you. This has been this has been a blast Ashley Takeaway is what questions for you guys. Who are currently quarantined and crushing on each other What have you spent time binging on TV? Oh my God so we've been finally finish it but tiger king. We are two people that we just had eighty two like the ultimate extremists. So it took us and it's only like seven or eight episodes but it took probably like a week of trying to watch it same here. Same here jared and I weren't like that impress. It wouldn't be that big of a show if people are in quarantine right now. I thought it was pretty shocking. Freeze and then people can tell him that. Looked like the guy on the savage. It's not nice. The husband the former husband okay. Any good movies. You've watched together since we suck at Washington on puzzles for a bit. We've been doing. Been doing a lot of dances and we have a lot of dances early to work. What's your favorite food delivered together? There's lot So Yeah Chicago is known for the beef sandwiches and I used to live in Chicago for when I was little. And there's a really great place here called Mister B. But Kelly introduced new Portillo's so honestly at five fifteen pounds. I've been hearing that almost every. Actually it's so bad like I thought I was going to lose weight and Gorenstein because I was doing an amazing job at intermittent fasting. I was going sixteen plus hours without eating and now but like but the meals have been so heavy so cheesy. That's hilarious okay. Is Chicago now on the map for a place that you'd move once you officially move out of your parents is Chicago. I honestly I I've always thought New Yorker L. A. But I don't know who knows I. Chicago is kind of similar to New York I don't know we'll see you guys have really enjoyed talking and crushing on each other What is the pet peeve that you guys have both discovered about each other? Since being quarantined she no fighting. Whenever we go to Portillo Report Tila we pick it up or if I go oh so Kelly is is. She's got a weird pet peeves. She can't have hot anything hot on her lap. Abby review a lot of door dashing an Oreo Dory Dash you but when we do decide to try to get out we'll go in the car and I always try to keep your laptops. It's like pitzer off That's a yeah. That's Kelly's Wines have I know you oh God I started. I started Cameo in it's so much fun and like I might constantly going around dislike to it. I'm just having the absolute time Look at me this. Why did the one yesterday was kind of embarrassing Remember my God I think there is. Someone sent a cameo into him. That was just like to an ex girlfriend or something that was super rude and it was like essentially. How's your sugar? Daddy like status doing my totally seriously in read it completely serious your ass off after I finished. You're not sending that ramp Larry issues like that's like a complete FRANKEN joke rude. You don't want to be affiliated. That do not do that. He was like what are you talking about? You know I was like Oh my. That's why Kellie with the brains Kelly with the braid. No He's an attorney is she's really smart. She's so quick. My last question is a fun on right now. If there was one girl that you could have taken further along in the competition than you did. Who would be this shop job right here? Amazing all right guys thank you. You're so wonderful because a great this is awesome. I wish I was actually kind of hoping that last question you just throw him back at her and pick somebody else just for fun. But Hey a peter it's been awesome chatting with you things for for sharing everything with us. I know we kept you over but I feel like it was worth it Ashley. Very excited talk to Kelly. Thanks for coming on and talking with us. Both we do this little thing at the end of every episode. And we're just going to ask you to fall along with this year because we're all in this together so just follow our lead. Okay agree on this week's in-depth episode Ashley and I get to talk with Peter Webber and then at the very end Kelly. It was an awesome podcast. One of a lot of complexity. I hope our listeners. Take a little time to process through Peter's emotions and the journey that he's been on an how he's gotten to this point yes he's made mistakes yes. He's done some things as Kelly mentioned that we just want to shake him and say you can be better but haven't we all In in the truth is shared this whole thing with us and we gotta be grateful for that. We wish Peter the best. We appreciate his time with that. I've been I've been actually. I mean Peter Kelly later guys for anybody out there listening. Make sure you watch. Listen to your heart. Airs Monday April Thirteenth on. Abc Eight seven central. Make sure you watch it because it's coming out. Weekly it's GonNa be Great Ashley going to be big you and I are GonNa Talk. Read it every week. So you never. You're not watching. Listen to your heart. You're gonNA feel totally lost that our discussions so you got to do it. Followed Bannon Ashley. I almost famous podcasts. On iheartradio or subscribe wherever you listen to podcasts by I'm Oscar Ramirez and I host the daily Corona Virus Update a daily podcast bringing you the latest on what to know about the global pandemic. 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"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

12:22 min | 1 year ago

"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

"What people's reaction going to be this and is this going to be criticized or is this going to be accepted in that part kind of stocks and I have not necessarily enjoyed that and at some point you just have to literally a simple issues not read the comments. I remember Becca she. She gave me a one when this all when my first podcast with her She gave me a little lanyard. And it just said don't read the comments and like US probably like the best advice as well and it's you know when when when I realized that All that stuff. In my opinion it's fake and it's not real because not once not and I can. I can honestly say not once in real life through all my flight should be now in public. Anyone I've met on the street. Have I ever heard one negative comment ever but you see on social media or on the Internet? Are All this this stuff? That's fake. It's not real life. You know social media. It's not it's not your real life people just get so consumed in it. That's where all that negativity in that trashes but the real life. It's all great and like when I finally realized that it was a huge weight lifted off my shoulders and allowed me to be so much happier. Continue to build that tough skin and just realize like actually matters and the human interactions. I have on a daily basis. Those are great and amazing. I appreciate those so much. I'm not GonNa let the little stuff gets me at all. The I've one final thing and then just going GonNa dive into some of the details of your experience and your season and kind of the the ways to lead you to the end and then I want to close his podcast with getting back to kind of you personally. Where your APP and how. You're doing all that up. But before I third Ashley to kind of dig into your seasoning your experience there has been though I remember sitting in your shoes during my time. And you know you can relate in in some ways from our experience right did. It wasn't always pretty. There was confusion chaos. We get all you know. We're on it and we think. Oh this is worked out for how it was supposed to work out for me and it feels like there. Every loosened has been tied. And everything's clean and then you get off of an you realize that like maybe. The public doesn't agree fully and like there's some heat now luckily back in my day. Social media wasn't as prevalent. And so now your whole story of what you've done since the show is being displayed but would I be mistaken to say they're still even though you feel like you're doing well even though you feel like there's been praised to your face which I'm sure there is that there is there's a little anxiety In your life like a little pain if our listeners could like really get an understand exactly why you have a little fear. Can you explain that to them before we start step forward just so they know where Peter Weber is at? And why you're feeling the way you are. Yeah no listen. I mean what you said obviously was in. It's been great in person. Having so much positivity But Yeah I can one hundred percent admit that I've definitely had a ton of anxiety in a ton of stress Just again just being thrust into Kinda the spotlight so much in having everybody just analyze every move and then having so much so many critics as well like I'm just I'm a human being and I said I'm I'm not an entertainer. I'm not a professional dater. I'm a pilot that signed up for this show opened. It would work. I was lucky enough to to be blessed. The tend to go on and be the bachelor to and It's that part. Hasn't us and like it? Just it's I don't know for me personally. I've never been someone that's been able to. I've never used my time to like talk. Negatively about anyone or go cast negative judgement on that person or whatever it may be but I know some people do a lot of people do do that and yeah that that's the hurt. It does It it takes a little bit to get used to a lot of it to get used to and Has Definitely caused some anxiety but Again I I just do my absolute best I my number one thing is all about gratitude gratitude gratitude and if I can focus on that more than anything else I'm gonNA put myself through. You know the Tough Times. I want to bring you back as the peer. You are today too big turning points on the show. So what would you tell Peter on night one now? That's good Let's see I mean I was great. I speaking is I I. I don't think I would. I would change anything from night. One of how went You know pry to calm down a little bit and not be so quick because I was so nervous going into that first night for just knowing that all the women were just as nervous as you just to honestly I. There's nothing really ever change from that first night. Just get excited for this journey. I there's a lot of things I would say later on in the season but the first night I wouldn't have much advice. What point do you start giving yourself face? I would have given myself advice starting with like the pool party stuff like after out. What episode that was but In regards to just kind of really being influenced by a you know the house in general and just I think for me I went into it just because the person I am. You know just being someone that yeah I I like to give people the benefit of the doubt and and and and I have those tendencies of being a people pleaser to not worry so much about that and just really really do what I needed to do for myself and like the Pool Party and the latest stuff and I remember that was like the first like part of the journey from your house. I don't know if I handled that the right way like. I should've just focused myself been a little bit more selfish not not taking so many opinions in in doing what I needed to do. I have one I I'm going to be so mad at myself if I don't ask this Peter because there was like my we you know obviously watch seasons we critique everything as part of the podcast and I say why did Peter do that or what was he thinking. One of my biggest critiques of you was I have never seen an. And this is me selfishly. I had just have to ask you as a fan of you know. And then it's going to go back to Ashley to actually get to the heart of things. This is really derailing us. How in the world did you? How in the world did you kiss girls in front of other girls? I like that was when you say Pool Party. I'm thinking about a scene where like you're kissing girl knew other people could see it like that was when I was like. Oh Peter like that Yeah good question I am. I don't I don't I'll be honest. I don't know if like in the going back to that Pool Party. I don't know if I actually knew that people saw me being affectionate with other women I was not for sure was not doing that on purpose. There was one time. I think really the only time actually of of the season where I was like. Oh that was really. Awkward and uncomfortable was Was in the football date. In in Cleveland. I was walking back when she and I remember and We just have like we're just talking. Having it was off camera stuff the game was over and I just was like so just kind of like focused just with with her and I knew that I had nine other eight other women right but I was just focused with her and we were just being affection just like Q. And gave her a kiss like going into the locker room but all the women were there and then right after. I did that and like why'd I do that? That was that was weird. That was uncomfortable but I don't know I guess just to kind of explain it for me. I was some that. Try my absolute best to like. I said get lost with each woman individually when I was with them and whether that was too much or disrespectful at times I can see the criticism. I can understand that but that was me. And that's what I was. GonNa to do for it to hopefully worked for me. I couldn't. I don't know how I was going to be able to just like sometimes act like they were my want my only girl and then sometimes. I'm dating a bunch of women like I had to fully commit to each relationship when I was with that person. And that's what I try to do from night. One through the end and that was pretty obvious which in a way sounds like a great plan. Then you get called the kissing. Bandit and just it's it's crazy. I don't know if I told you I really 'cause I really am the guy that like. I usually Kinda shy kissing and like I don't go for it right away I really. I thought there was a chance. I wasn't gonNA kiss anyone. The first night to be completely honest and then Savannah came and I loved it. I loved her going all out for it. Did the blindfold thing planted the kiss and that kind of like broke the seal for me and I was just like well. Okay but then. Didn't you eliminate her night one sedan? No Oh okay. That's right. That's right now. She was the girl that would last a long time but we never really got to know her. Yeah I guess yeah. She was really sweet girl a lot but yeah I really was planning on doing nothing and then so much for that. Hey thanks Peter. I just had to get that out there because it was like my one biggest confusion was like what in the world is he. Doing that feels dangerous. Definitely did not advise him to do that. But That makes sense I can. I can get behind you just trying to be an intentional with each relationship and try to make it as normal as possible so Ashley. I'm sorry that was definitely GonNa Tangent. I had to get it out back to you okay. So let's put Peter. Today back to after that top three rose ceremony when he comes up to you and says I really don't want you sleeping with anyone else. I'm not sure if this is going to be okay with my moral code if you do and I'm going to have to reevaluate everything. If you do in that moment did you think. Oh is this girl virgin or did you just think that she was kind of giving you a request? Because she was that into like did the thought of her virginity. Come into play at all. Okay so for that. I remember I thought there was a chance that that Mattie was virgin I remember it was in. Where was I was a driving from a location? I think it was it was in Chile in Santiago and I I remember talking about her with my producers and I asked him I do you guys think this and they couldn't give me anything You know because obviously they can't But I kept asking. That was the first time that it was on my mind and then ever talked about it again really until it kind of came up that night but honestly I didn't I didn't know maybe there is a chance by. I truly didn't know until it tells you told me in Australia at that dinner. I knew that she was obviously very very strong. Interfaith in that would have made sense but I did not know for sure. I know I asked you this with access Hollywood but honestly Peter. You're a whole different. Peter now and you were like six or seven weeks ago. Would it have made a difference? Would it have made a difference if matty had at that moment? Said I want you to not sleep with anyone because I am a virgin and yeah would that have changed your mind about sleeping with anyone else. Can you say that even for sure? Yes it would have. I say for sure I think definitely had a little bit more gravity with everything I would've I would've had more gravity so there's a chance that you may not have slept at the other women in that case. Yeah but but again not there would gather for sure would have been a stronger chance but again it. Kinda all goes back to my biggest struggle was explained with the kissing stuff like I when I was with each individual woman. I try my best to just be so intentional with them and lost with them and You know I I would have definitely struggled with that like in life..

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"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

11:07 min | 1 year ago

"almost" Discussed on The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

"Oh we've had a busy self-isolation Time Ashley. It is a joy in my life To be able to take time out of my day to talk to you about everything. Good Ashley how you doing. I'm good how are you been? I'm great? Hey listeners. Before today's episode which is a very very special one like they all are but we have a guest who we've talked about often who We've gotten to know and most of us out. There have gotten over the last few months. But before we introduce them Ashley and I came up with a new goal for ourselves. And we'd like to invite you all to fall along. We are going to try to walk ten thousand steps per day for the rest of self isolation Ashley. Do you think you can do it? I definitely can it's manageable when you think about it. It's like maybe two miles two miles is I know that a lot of people probably don't live in neighborhoods where they can walk around that long. You think that that's going to be an issue with people because I think we're coming from people who Where people who have neighborhoods that are very small small sprite? Yeah apartment buildings were tough. Here's the thing though like I don't know Ashleigh with during a time of self-isolation if there's any excuse like you can walk on your couch for five days. Probably right up to the other room to move. We gotta move well actually. Let's not a delay any further. You and I have wanted to do this for awhile. Basically destroyed to build suspense by saying walk around before we introduced are gigantic guest. I agreed yes. Hey listeners Fans almost podcast huge fans of the indepth episode. Welcome to this in-depth episode with Peter. Webber Peter how you doing. I'm doing good guys. Yes to be here. Thank you for having me I'M GONNA try to take on that ten thousand a step challenge. It'd be a little difficult here but I'm trying my best. The guys don't know Peter Well One. I don't know why you're listening to this podcast. He's he's from. Westlake village California known for being on Hannah Brown sees another Bachelorette is also known as our most recent bachelor. He's a pilot for Delta Airlines. Peter I want to start this. We've talked a lot. Actually I have about how we wanted to start this podcast today and we believe A. We've we have this kind of thing that goes on during the indepth episodes which are meant to get anybody story out. There is Truth is truth and truth wins so ultimately even if somebody doesn't like your truth it is your truth and for that they need to respect it at some level and so today. I WanNa start just with you saying. Hey you're here because you're truth needs to be said some might still not like it. That's okay But at least a truth can get out there. You've been in the headlines for awhile. Now after your time on the Bachelor your time on the bachelor a new and I got to talk about it quite a bit At least in my opinion wasn't ideal at times at some moments. It wasn't Shane. We'll talk about that but it was heavy at times as well and so now. Let's sit down and talk about it. let's start with this. Peter Road you in your background of who where you're from. What you like to do. I want to start by asking you first. How're you doing if we took all of this and just put it into one microcosm of your life the show your life after the show? How are you doing personally? Yeah Hi in Doing A. I'm doing good honestly I really am is obviously in quite the whirlwind for me quite the the last year Just kind of looking back on everything. it's it's been kind of funny for me to think. I've kind of been in this world like pretty hardcore since You know the whole dating world through the Bachelorette Bachelor for over a year now so Obviously it ended a couple of weeks ago. Things are still going on. People are still talking and Honestly though like I feel like I definitely you kind of have to like no choice. Gone really really tough skin through all this especially at the end and you know I'm just I'm every day I wake up extremely grateful for the opportunity to had to be the Bachelorette and then be the bachelor in look for you know. Hopefully the girl dreams and I don't regret it You Know I. I've had a lot of time to reflect for sure on everything that has transpired. You know the good decisions. I made the poor decisions. I made And try to just grow from that. Become a better person moving forward but yeah. I really like honesty day. I'm doing as good as you can be doing are now in this threat this pandemic. It's obviously kind of crazy. Just a weird time. We're living in but I really. I'm doing good from a Fan's perspective. Your family got more involved in this season than any other family. How's your family doing? Yeah they they really did They're doing good as well. Obviously that AF far was a tough. You know tough episode for everyone Obviously there's been a lot of opinions good opinions bad opinions about all that but my family is very strong. We've always been very very supportive of each other each other's rock and You know we have each other's back always I love him more than anything and I know they love me more than anything is going to be. Honest when we got into the quarantine situation I was like. Could you imagine being in the House right now? I I know people thought there was all this all this tension and whatnot The really wasn't my family. Listen we we. I don't know of. It comes from kind of like kind of being raised in a Cuban culture like household or whatnot. We we can be very emotional and very passionate about stuff. And obviously we're not gonNA agree on everything family does but we one of things. I love about my family is that we we don't hold grudges or anything or let stuff get to us for too long. You know that love that we share always poses through little anything that we're going through So you know I was Gonna get it was making some Some dance video with my mom before before I left the house there and everything. And it's all good Peter. Uniroyal to speak if we flash back months right before this whole thing started for you and I and I made you one promise. I don't remember this but I was like. Hey if I was in Peter Shoes what would I want to hear and one is you know I said hey if I can do it you can do it? Which is very true. You're going to be able to do it now. How WELL WE DO? It is up to us as people but the second was that at the end of all this. It's all going to work out for the good like even if it's hard even if it looks ugly in even if it feels heavy and it feels like I've done everything wrong in the process which you and I have both felt at times during this. I'm sure is it all ends up working out for the good. I mean my life now. A is a great representation of that right. I learned a lot from my experiences. The bachelor the pain was caused. And now I'm able to celebrate with my fiance and enjoy a great life. It took awhile grass room. Thanks Buddy now that I've made that promise to you has held true and again we're GonNa get the details later on but I just want to start this podcast kind of getting a tone of where you're at what you're feeling that our listeners can ride along this journey with you has that held true has worked out for the good. I truly do believe yeah Yeah you you call that. And I truly feel like that is accurate representation of my whole experience Obviously there is a crazy up in nouns in You know I've always been a firm believer that you know things happen for a reason and Sometimes you truly don't understand why things are happening But in the end it's GonNa work out for the better Maybe a couple of weeks ago. You know like Dang. Where's this going you know? How is this even at the very end like I don't? I didn't even know how it was gonNA end. You know after a far you know for a couple days here. There was a lot of this kind of confusion still but through all of that I do feel very good about where I'm at right now Even through all of mistakes I really I really do mean that and You know I'm just. I'm still hopeful. I'm so excited. I'm excited looking forward to the future for what's to come and Yeah I think your advice was spot on. You know like a lot has happened in a lot seems to be happening. I was talking to Ashley earlier. I was like you know. There's very few people that have been in the public eye like you have that had so many headlines so many different headlines written about them as such a small piece in in such a quick amount of time like I feel like every day there is a part of that just becomes a territory like you're popular people have celebrated with you. They've mourned with you. They've criticize you like that. Just comes with being the bachelor. That's just part of it and with the media the way it is today. It's it's flooding information about Peter Webber and what he's doing and who is dating and where he's been and all this stuff this is a lot has happened with you. Read is it. Is it all? I mean you're not a professional entertainer. None of the waiter. How are you dealing with this like this? You've said you've developed tough like tough skin. That's Great. I'm glad to hear that buddy like I am so happy you say that but like that's not the full truth here and we. I WanNa hear your full truth like you don't just develop tough skin because you get criticized enough you have to do things in the process of getting to the place where you can handle it and there's a lot of pain involved in getting to that place in that time like what is that been like for you. I mean it. Hasn't it hasn't been easy. Obviously there's there's absolutely no way to prepare for this kind of attention to be brought upon you There's just no way just like I felt like you know even going through the experience of being the bachelor as much as we talked and all the advice that I asked you know from you and that you gave me and I took to heart. It's IT'S STILL. There is no way to completely prepare for being the bachelor So with all his attention just kind of being cast on analogies everyone. You know every little thing. I do is analyze. That part is been. It's been tough and like it in the beginning. It's like it just almost kinda consumes you because for me on like literally everything I do. I think about okay. What people's reaction going to be this and is this going to be criticized or is this going to be accepted in that part kind of stocks and I have not necessarily enjoyed that and at some point you just have to.

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