Barry, Depression, Cairns discussed on Coast to Coast AM with George Noory
He found a lot of animal remains, and he assumed that some stage it'd be in a pet cemetery. And then there was a lot of strange Cairns's involved in animals. Here in animal seeing animals again, nothing complex in the husband is incredibly rational die as equalling haunted heart. Barry, very rational and even to this day. He makes excuses things. Well, you know, I could have been tired being nasty. You know, I was on medication because I'd broken my uncle would've, right? Yeah. Yeah. He's he comes. I was the same way. I couldn't accept what happened, you know. I detail in a most haunted house, which you don't have to buy because I included in haunted horror happened west. And I was the saying you try to rationalize it like like yourself, George like many of your listeners we like talking about the paranormal and we've all had different experiences. But the end of the day, it's not an acceptable topic to discuss if you you got you wouldn't go to a job in the. And so, yeah, you know, I'm a ghost hunter. And I've seen ghosts. Because you just know that people are going to judge you shame is which is powered by cultures history. We should be able to talk about such things did this entity really push you to the point of almost committing suicide. Yes. That is correct. I I I I I had a very awful experience where I drank two bucks in one night and automatic Haitian with the with the. With the idea of ending all because I was in the best and I had nowhere to go. I was broken. And I couldn't see it's more. I I was in you know, I was broken in a dark place, weren't you? Yeah. And there's no people say selfish. It's not there's no he goes, there's no this was show is five from there's nothing you stripped away from all your. You go from your from your choice anger. Frustration is just simple one not to exist anymore. Somebody finds you. What what happened it very strange? I did what I did with the expectation that and I woke up in the morning free of all the facts, I was living on my own and a small little house on the doors and windows a lot. I know do some notes or anything like that. I had no intention of making anyone feel sorry for me. I just didn't want to exist anymore. And I woke up next eight, and I had no hangover. I hadn't been sick now on a broken and the hacks. There was no real effect. You should have been dead. I should that. I'm. Very painful for my friends and family that day. I realized there's something good in this world record as an Ambert is a flaming I defeated might dependency alcohol, and I and I worked on my depression. And I talk about it. And I still talk about it. And there's a message to all of us that everyone feels diving he feels low feels that you're in your best like you can get out. You're not use. My story is an example, I've done being alive in the last six years is like me to support people with dependency to talk about depression. I've been diagnosed as having bipolar type two. I'm being able to talk about on the honest with people about that. If you are listening, please. Reach out to people have hope because you're not on your on your life. Does my you know, regardless if it's paranormal or if it's just life's getting dime. You can't change, and you can't have such a good life. And I'm a testament to that we're gonna come back in a moment. Gavin stay with us. We're gonna also take some phone calls with you next hour as well as we talk about haunted horror of Haverford west. I'd hate to live in that house when you while. So we'll come back in a moment. We'll.