"It's easy to try and make things happen on our own but God always has a plan as hard as it can be to understand. God's timing know that his timeframe is always perfect. Now here's Joyce with today series when God win and I'll be honest with yeah. I think mental tiredness is harder on us than being physically tired. I think when you're physically tired it's almost a good feeling because you can sit down and get some rest but you can't get away from mental agony ages on and on and on so give your mind some rest raisin as an causes confusion trust in God prevent confusion Psalm. Seventy one one in the Lord. Do I put my trust. Let me never ever be put to confusion. I Corinthians Fourteen thirty three for God is not a god of confusion but of peace I like amplified amplified translation of Colossians. Three fifteen it says pace soul harmony which comes from cries rule and actors and unpire continually in Earhart's now we all know what an empire is. They decide what's in and what's out in peace is supposed to be our deciding factor about anything there. There are women in here right now and maybe men that you're married to somebody and you do not it. You have an all kinds of problems but you didn't have peace about doing it when you did it. I'm married a guy when I was eighteen. I just thought nobody would ever want me so the first guy that paid any attention to me I'm married him and I was born again when I was nine so there were. I didn't have any kind of a working active relationship with God but he was still trying to work in my life and protect me and I a new down deep inside. I knew that I was making a mistake to marry this guy but I did it anyway. Out of Despera- desperation desperate desperate people do desperate dumb things. Hello why it was a five year nightmare. Just an absolute nightmare. He he ran around with all the women all the time he wrote bad checks he was always a petty thief. He was a con man. He left me. I was eighteen eighteen years old. And it took me to New Mexico Albuquerque New Mexico and left me there and took off with a friend and here I am eighteen town. I don't even know anybody you had to borrow money. Seventy five dollars a friend to come back on a bus once. He loves ME IN OAKLAND. California I've gone back to both of those places and held conferences was just to prove just approved. The devil wasn't successful in destroying drawing my life and to prove that you can do dumb things and you can overcome and rise above it and do great things. Did you hear me the don a bunch of dumb stuff in your life. You can just release it. Leave the thoughts of it here today. I'll announce to you if you're repentant you're forgiven the God forgives your sin. He forgets it so you didn't even have to talk to him about it anymore. You just give God your mess and watching the miracle of it go ahead. Just give all your mistakes ever ever made. I mean after eighteen years of being abused at home and then a five year marriage. That was just nutty fruitcake. I mean Dave drove up in front of my mother's house where I was living at the time. My Mom and dad's house was a four family flat to pick up young man that lived upstairs because they they worked together and they were going somewhere and he saw me washing my mother's car in short shorts thought of as cute so he decided to flirt with me and yeah I didn't like men didn't trust men and he's hey when you finish car you want to wash mine and I said if you want your car wash I wash it yourself.."