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And violence. <Music> <Music> <Music> <Music> <SpeakerChange> <Speech_Telephony_Male> Terry <Speech_Female> tally recovered <Speech_Female> from the physical <Speech_Female> injury. She suffered <Speech_Female> in the bombing <Speech_Female> and continues <Speech_Female> to work for the Federal <Speech_Female> Employees Credit Union <Speech_Female> which is now <Speech_Female> called Allegiance Credit <Speech_Female> Union. <Speech_Music_Female> She worked <Speech_Female> for many years with <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> a counselor and a psychiatrist <Speech_Male> <Advertisement> to manage <Speech_Music_Female> <Advertisement> symptoms of PTSD. <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> Terry <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> told me. She suffers <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> from survivor's <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> guilt <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> and she doesn't <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> agree with people who <Speech_Female> say that <SpeakerChange> she's here <Speech_Male> for a reason. <Speech_Music_Female> I have <Speech_Music_Female> a hard time with <Speech_Female> that. Because you're telling <Speech_Female> me that <Speech_Female> I was left <Speech_Female> here but <Speech_Music_Female> those babies that were <Speech_Music_Female> on the second floor. <Speech_Music_Female> <Speech_Music_Female> They <Speech_Music_Female> weren't worthy to stay <Speech_Music_Female> here. <Speech_Music_Female> I don't think <Speech_Female> you know God <Speech_Music_Female> picks and chooses <Speech_Music_Female> when it's your time <Speech_Female> I don't know <Speech_Music_Female> I don't know <Speech_Music_Female> what I believe <Speech_Music_Female> I just <Speech_Music_Female> it. I don't <Speech_Music_Female> believe that. <Speech_Music_Female> They <SpeakerChange> thanked <Speech_Music_Female> me over them <Speech_Female> after the <Speech_Male> bombing Terry <Speech_Male> <Advertisement> and her husband divorced. <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> She says partly <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> because he <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> was one of many people <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> who believed <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> in a conspiracy <Speech_Music_Female> <Advertisement> theories surrounding <Speech_Music_Female> <Advertisement> the bombing. <Speech_Music_Female> <Advertisement> Rumors <Speech_Female> have persisted <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> that the ATF <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> knew about <Speech_Music_Male> <Advertisement> McVeigh's attack in <Speech_Male> advance <Speech_Male> and got all of their agents <Speech_Male> out of the building <Speech_Music_Male> but didn't warn <Speech_Music_Female> anyone else <Speech_Female> the ATF <Speech_Female> has repeatedly <Speech_Female> denied. They had <Speech_Music_Female> any advance <Speech_Music_Female> <Advertisement> knowledge of the attack. <Speech_Music_Female> <Advertisement> And Terry <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> dismisses the theory <Speech_Music_Female> <Advertisement> as completely unbelievable <Speech_Music_Female> <Advertisement> <Speech_Music_Female> <Advertisement> <SpeakerChange> as for <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> McVeigh Terry <Speech_Music_Female> <Advertisement> said during <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> his legal proceedings. <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> She struggled <Speech_Female> with what could <Speech_Female> possibly be done <Speech_Music_Female> to him. <SpeakerChange> That would <Speech_Music_Female> make her feel better. <Speech_Music_Female> I <Speech_Music_Female> honestly <Speech_Music_Female> headed forgives him <Speech_Music_Female> <Speech_Music_Female> <Speech_Music_Female> at what I did <Speech_Music_Female> now. <Speech_Music_Female> It wasn't <Speech_Music_Female> instant <Speech_Female> it wasn't automatic <Speech_Female> <Speech_Music_Female> is something I had to work <Speech_Music_Female> through <Speech_Telephony_Female> for my recovery. <Speech_Music_Female> So then I can <Speech_Music_Male> focus on. <SpeakerChange> I could <Speech_Music_Female> focus on me. <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> Oklahoma <Speech_Female> City National <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> Memorial Museum <Speech_Music_Female> <Advertisement> stands in <Speech_Music_Female> <Advertisement> the place where <Speech_Music_Female> one hundred sixty <Speech_Music_Female> eight people were killed <Speech_Music_Female> in April nineteen <Speech_Female> ninety-five. <Speech_Male> Not <Speech_Female> only. Does it honor <Speech_Female> those who died <Speech_Female> or were injured that day <Speech_Female> it <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> also pays tribute <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> to the first responders <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> and the everyday <Speech_Music_Female> <Advertisement> people who stepped <Speech_Music_Female> <Advertisement> in to help them. <Speech_Music_Female> <Advertisement> <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> This became known as <Speech_Female> something that visiting <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> rescue workers <Speech_Male> and journalists called <Speech_Music_Female> the Oklahoma Standard <Speech_Music_Male> <Speech_Female> after that <Speech_Female> Ryder truck exploded <Speech_Female> outside the <Speech_Female> Alfred p Murrah building <Speech_Female> the people <Speech_Female> of Oklahoma City <Speech_Female> band together <Speech_Male> in a community <Speech_Female> wide display <Speech_Female> spontaneous <Speech_Music_Female> <Advertisement> altruism <Speech_Music_Female> <Advertisement> <Speech_Music_Female> <Advertisement> cars became ambulances <Speech_Music_Female> <Advertisement> <Speech_Music_Female> <Advertisement> strangers became <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> neighbors. <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> People donated <Speech_Female> the shoes <Speech_Music_Female> off their feet. <Speech_Female> People <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> went out of their way <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> to share everything. <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> They had to make <Speech_Female> it comfortable for the <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> rescue workers. <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> The firefighters <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> anyone <Speech_Female> <Advertisement> who was there to help. <Speech_Music_Male> Because <Speech_Music_Female> that's the Oklahoma <Music>

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