You dated a girl before. Yeah several house on. I mean when they break your heartbeat. Breaker fucking oh my god. So less damaged did a guy. You say heck wile but hurts more. You're right my limit. Break your heart. I've heard that The girl girl relationships are usually a lot hotter. No there's just from my experience watching porn but in terms of i am kidding. In terms of like their more intimate. They're more emotional. I nothing about it so elaborate. For what would what is it like today to grow. I mean i know what it's like today to grow. But what is it like to be a girl. Data grow share more motions involved. I guess but also i mean it just depends on how you take it. I get that i have. I have power to hurt someone. And i don't want to hurt them the way that i've been hurt so i've taken steps from previous relationships like i don't do at other girls' dare to me to other girls elaborate if i'm dating someone for a while. And then they they just kinda start being cold off and it's like i just wanna talk out and don't want to talk about that kind of panicked like what's happening. What's going on. And i don't do that to other people anymore. I used to like panicking or not. Labor quarter quiet on talk to the quiet by fish. Try not to cold shoulder people anymore because so why do why do they do that. Because they don't wanna date anymore or something's happening and they just not saying anything not talking about. It just makes things worse so talk say something. Don't leave me wondering why did something wrong or if something's going on you i don't do that anymore. To people in general. I used to but don't anymore. Now you're aware of those things you just try not to do them do prefer today girls or guys no preference. Is it kind of the same reminder. Now it's not the same but honestly if someone approaches me. I try to them then try. It's not all i was. Your friend had approached me instead. Well in my mind. I dunno fun comparing. You've found comparing apples to oranges. They're not the same they're different. The different I clearly prefer apples. Think so for it so some are why the fruits thing those not talking more crazy one. Yeah let's let's pause for a second. Now we've talked about xs a little bit. Do you have a person that you keep coming back to. Maybe not actually but you keep thinking about that one. The gun away. Not an ex. But someone that i knew for really long time and we hooked up one twice. We ended up twice years ago. And then like i still see them online and stuff. And i'm like i got to get over you. And really. he was above the. I don't know just like really funny and got me. And i didn't have to like try hard around them now. Sorry was it wasn't because the you actually didn't have a chance to see word go or why was it wasn't supposed to be it wasn't supposed we were friends and it was supposed to be a friendship and then it went somewhere else. Shouldn't have gone for own. Who pushed at somewhere else. Though the less was like your boat you both knew what was going on. Are you both for like what's happening booked on vote now like with into the situation clear-cut like okay. Let's do this and then we did it and came back. I was like oh oh i like you. This was just supposed to be like you..